#;;MY HEART IS JUST EXPLODING RN???
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i am not immune to transmascs in sweatpants and a sleeveless top
im rly fucking weak about it actually
#losing my mind rn#i still can't get over it#💀 i told him aksksksk the prog won buddy my boy my guy i can Not think straight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i look at someone's upper back a little too long then i can't get them out of my head for 2 days is this how it is??!#(。ノω\。) i haven't seen him in a while im not used to how hot he actually is#which is funny bc i distinctly know what he looks like but u ever just see someone irl and you're like AAAAA THEY'RE HOT#⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ ♡ hey ..#my friend how close ur sitting makes my heart feel like it's going to explode but I'm trying to be so cool about it#but also not really 🫠#not anymore!! 😭 i need to let u know
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So, interestingly enough, I am en electrician, and the ways that electromagnetism and electricity work together is so closely intertwined that writers really should take advantage of how much of a GOD Magneto is. Like he says it somewhere, but he controls a very fundamental force of nature, and in theory, the list of shit he can't do is shorter than what he can with his powers. It's always just a mashup of whether or not the writer is going to take advantage of that, or if they have to nerf him for plot reasons. Like, for instance, he should team up with Storm way more often, because together they'd be overwhelmingly unstoppable.
i think my favorite interpretation of the extent of erik's powers really is if he just decides/knows to lock in cause Theoretically Potentially Maybe Im Not A Scientist Dont Quote Me every atom has the potential to be magnetized. like my brother and i love talking about this cause you just know in the sixties they really werent thinking that much with magneto's powers and then Unfortunately As Humans we learned more and its like 'oh ok so he's an immense threat for a reason beyond what we figured Thats Nice'
him and storm DEF could be more of a threat if they worked consistently together and i loved bein able to see that near the end of FoX and Resurrection. that was rad ....
#snap chats#i mean his heart also exploded the first time they tried BUT HE HAS THAT UNDER CONTROL NOWWW HES OK...#but more importantly woah ... Electrician .... i have such colorful people in my inbox thats so cool ..#back to magneto tho i think its doubly funny/interesting that the earth's protected by a magnetic field#there's SOME kinda joke or.. connection i can make here i just cant do it rn but its there#all in all erik's power is very cool and very deadly but most importantly very cool and i love his powers and him very much#wait TANGENT didy ou guys know i threw up after realizing why magnemite was an electric type...#im so sorry like i realized how closely relarted electricity and magnets were some days ago and i was like#'OHHHHH THAT MAKES SENSE' girl i gotta leave.
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ok but im rly into the idea of till having a new era that brings the light back to his eyes and drives him forward if he gets to escape the arena. idk where he'd go from there but i want to see ivans sacrifice both haunt him and drive him to actually live his damn life after being the captured bird refusing freedom cause of mizi. once he knows she's alive with the resistance he might be able to actually experience other things and widen his world and if that happens and he puts his personal sense of rebellion towards the human cause OR settles into finding some other way to feel fulfilment that isn't a single person that could be deeply fascinating to me i think
#alien stage#ramble#idk#till alien stage#as an xxxholic fan i want to see caged birds fly and all the fear and loss and grit and progress that comes with it#till era would be so fucking fun#especially when characters r built arnd one person or one goal or something you want to see them find new things to suffer or thrive abt (?)#random inconsequential thought imagine till hooking up with hyunas besties and they become a resistance throuple#idk i just want till to experience the wider world as the one that was the most restrained by his heart AND literally#cause even compared to the other anakt kids he suffered so much in those damn buildings and labs#i wanna see him freed and what that means for ivans legacy as the person who was unseen but someone who both contributed to and desperately#tried to stop his pain and confinement no matter what#honestly the thing i wanna see most rn off the top of my head is#till coming to terms with what he knows and sees about ivan now#no matter how he feels about it i think ivan wont be forgotten that easily#i want to know whats going thru tills head rn immediately in this moment#cause this snapped him in some way and he is acutely aware of things he didnt even notice before#while handling the mizi desth thing#that he assumed was happening#if he is assumedly saved i want to see the explosion that is knowung mizi is alive#knowing ivan is dead and how ivan felt#and knowing he has a way out of the cage#because its a triple whammy#i want to see his brain exploding in real time thinking abt all these things#and what sort of person the revelations will make him become#also i want to see mizi and till have like an actual conversation cause itd be a wildcard especially right now
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(palette challenge) PINK LEMONADE OR WATERMELON FOR DELIRIS ⁉️⁉️⁉️
@oldworldwidgets — [ palette prompts ]
WATERMELON LEMONADE DELIRIS 💖💚
#💖💛💚❤#I am on my hands and knees rn#I had so much fun playing around with the colors and seeing what I could do with them#only the slightest of tweaking to the palette I wasn't vibing with one color so I made it a pale yellow#and then said fuck it and added a darker yellow as well#for you my darling we get the best of BOTH palettes combined 😈💅#this came out soooo cute and dreamyyyy#ALSO MISS DELILAH IS ALWAYS DROP DEAD GORGEOUS OKAY I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF HER#just gals being pals adoringly staring into each others eyes or whatever#THANK YOU FOR THE PROMPT AUD THIS WAS PERFECT#I'm going to be eating this piece forever I can't stop looking at the girls#they deserve to be happy and the soft expressions are making my heart explode 🥺#ANYWAY#I am going to be rotating teddy and zinnie in my mind now at high speeds#ily ily ily blowing you so many kisses rn#my art#friend oc#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#also sobbing over the new snake patch on iris's jacket okay I've been so excited abt that one#it'll stand out more in her regular palette but aaaaa I intend it to be the same color as delilah's eyes :]
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✨ Tiny Token plays dress up ✨
I know the colours are incorrect but i have very limited numbers of coloured pencils (´•︵•`) I also took some liberties because i cannot do Tiny IV without a hood for example and stuff like that, but i hope i didn't butchered your designs too bad😔
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THAT'S MY KIDS!!!!!!!! THAT'S MY BABIES THE BELOVEDS OH I AM KISSING EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEIR HEADS HOLY SHIT THEYRE REAL. THANK YOU LEVYNN I WILL NOW PROCEED TO EXPLODE TEN THOUSAND TIMES MORE
#im too tired for proper keysmashes & stuff rn just know it's everything to me and my heart is exploding with the strength of a thousand suns#WEEEE YIPPEE#sleep token#sleep token art#sleep token iv#sleep token vessel#sleep token ii#sleep token iii#sleep token dnd#dnd au#dnd au iv#dnd au vessel#dnd au ii#dnd au iii#a-s-levynn#<3#copper-sands
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wough this guys in love Cringeee
#camera talks#/j not cringe to be in love#BUT ALSO#this guy is making me insane feelings should not be able to do this to a man#and feeling like this for two people ? i think my heart wants to explode with love and want and affection actually#guysssss#it’s bad i want to be with them so so much and rhrhrhrg#literally can’t describe the feelings i feel or the unhinged sad noises i make when i think about the fact I can’t be with them both rn#I���m literally just a guy in love#why is happiness such a big big feeling awuaghaghw
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(09.02.2024, London, Electric Ballroom)
#my heart might just explode from seeing him hug her tighter#sometimes i just think about how much love he has to give...and how that shows through his songwriting and gigs and whenever he meets fans..#he was born into this world to love and be loved#and i am so happy that he got to see and feel all the love from the fans and how he was so happy this tour#for someone who got hurt and got his heart broken quite a few times he still holds so much love in his heart#and if that doesn't say anything about his character idk what does#feeling all the emotions rn. i might just start crying actually#miles kane#omb tour#omb era#tumblr you better post this in the tags istg
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Self-appreciation is important.
I sincerely hope you appreciate yourself too. You are an amazing person. So you should be proud of yourself.
Thank you for sharing your drawing style with us. And take care of yourself by drinking water, eating good food, sleeping and doing other things you like ✨💕.
ASDFGHJ-
Aaawwweee!!! Waaahh thank you so much!! 🥺💙✨ I'm a bit at a loss for words cuz that's just so so sweet of you to say
So!
I drew a lil doodle to express how your very kind words made me feel:
I think I really needed that as of late, so thank you so much <3
I can't say I enjoy doing those things in particular, but I do love art and I very much enjoy sharing my art with y'all. That requires taking care of myself, I suppose heh...😅 Gosh golly gee, I am so very fortunate to have people reach out to me with such kindness. Thank you for reminding me to also be kind to myself in return 💙✨
#ace answers#gosh i just feel so lucky rn#making my lil goon heart melt and explode at the same time waahh-#the universe is on my ass this month i see.../lh#:)
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I got my eye on you 🩷
#my kunessi heart has been exploding with love lately#I just needed to get it out of my system#leo messi#lionel messi#kun agüero#kunessi rant warming up inside my head rn#my heart bleeds for the trust laced into the way they look at each other
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Need a guy to love on and hug and cuddle and whisper sweet nothings into his ear and more
#cj rambles#not nsft#yearning#you couldve had all of that smh....#im still getting over him lol#i just dont get it i have so much fucking love to give and no takers yet. i know that with patience comes rewards but i want it NOW#kills me that i don't have a beautiful boy to dote on. to make him feel so loved. ill make him feel like a million bucks#hell I'd carve open my chest cut my heart out and serve it to you you just have to ask#i need to be wrapped around someone's finger#guess i have the canine urge to pledge my loyalty to someone and bite them sometimes and give them unconditional love#it's not fair i need someone to obsess over tbh. to live in my head rent free. let me worship you god dammit!!!!!#gay#ftm#mlm#t4t#come onnnnnn ill play with your hair and let you lay on my chest ill be suchhhhhhhh a good boyfriend#actually losing my mind rn#all this devotion and no one to lay it on. feels like my hearts gonna explode sometimes like i need to get it out#manifesting a relationship this year idc if we dont get married and raise 5 dogs i just need something#thats not a fucking. one sided situationship......
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I think I’m going to explode I can only babysit so many anxiety spirals at a time universe why do you test me so
#anxiety#anxiety disorder#FFFFFFFRREEEEAKIN out rn man cause while ONE anxiety stopped i not have a NEW concern#and that is organizing an email to a professor#because he wont stop usung the r slur to refer to mental disabilities during kectures#and i GET IT that it used to be an academic term but SIR. NOT ANYMORE#and he says it with such a firm punch like hes calling the class that#hhhhhhhh i might just leave it but it pisses me off in class#its like#on one hand i can do nothing and hear it the rest of the semester#but on the OTHER i can try to talk to him about it and promptly fucking explode because confrontation makes me want to violently sob#all in all VERY STRESS#mega ow#BIG YIKES#trying not to have a heart attack over it#oh and also another professor called out a mistake i made very firmly (as he should have he wasnt meaning tobe mean)#and now my brain says that because he asked me not to do something that he wants to kill me and just absolutely fucking stab me murder me#which OBVIOUSLY ISNT CORRECT CAUSE HE STILL HELPED ME WITH STUFF#but i am in fact in fight or flight over rejection and have been all day#when does your heart STOP feeling like its a tight painful ball of stress thats about to explode and coat your insides in goop#becauseeeeeeee
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no cup lifting is complete without we are the champions huh... (carter verhaeghe i know this isnt your fault persay but im going to hunt you for sport anyways for unleashing this monster upon us)
SASHA CUP WIGGLE. WE HAVE A SASHA CUP WIGGLE SPOTTED. IVE SAID HES THE ONE WHO GETS MORE EXCITED FOR CUP WIGGLES THAN SASHA DOES AND NOW HE GETS TO DO IT HIMSELF
proud baby syncing up the lift with the chorus look at him so proud 😭😭😭😭
Lundy Cup Day | 8.6.24
#anton lundell#florida panthers#tw we are the champions#i hate thats such a versatile tag rn#PLEASE THE LITTLE CUP WIGGLE#i KNOW hes been waiting to do that for a while#he couldnt do it in front of sasha because hed tease him mercilessly about it so he did it when hes not there to tease him XD#everytime they try to sync up cup lifting with choruses it makes my heart explode...#just a kid...
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#im to embarassed to talk abt him but omg im gonna EXPLODE#cutest boy EVER in the world EVER EVER EVER#his cute glasses and his pretty eyes and his smile lines and crows feet and the way the hairs at the front curl into a heart shape#the way he sits and the way he stands and the way he talks to his family and the way the big t shirts he wears sits on his waistband and#hes insecure about his body and his acne but hes literally so gorgeous I have no idea why he is#goddddd cutest boy in the worldddd i like him so much it makes me feel sick#at prom (26th june) he tied some loose fabric around my wrist and its still there now#his jeans i see him wear all the time cus theyre his favourite like he has favourite jeans im àaaaaaaaaaa#the way he throws his head back when he laughs and the specific “ha-HAA” laugh he does when he isnt expecting it#his stupid chai latte that he really likes#how he always has to say goodnight 3 times before he stops talking#how he uses the purple heart emoji rather than the regular ones#i had a dream once that we were laying in my bed when everyone was asleep just whispering and giggling and he left in a hurry back to-#wherever he was staying and we were laughing and when the door clicked behind him i just felt so light#UGH HES SO CUTE#his big dramatic expressions and how everything becomes a story#the stupid facial expression he pulls where his tongue goes out and hos eye brows arch when he makes any kind of dance move#the way he giggles when hes about to make a joke#(richie tozier voice) CUTE CUTE CUTE#omg his VOICE. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god man. oh god. help me. god be with me. please.#hes playing troy bolton rn so he keeps singing HSM and im just AAAAAAA I CANT. I CANTICANTICANT#the way his instinct is to grab my wrist/lower arm/hand whenever anything happens#OAIAHAUAGAH GUYS. GUYS I WILL NOT SURVIVEEEEE#his eyes are like. slanted? idk how to describe it but theyre lower on the outside and theyre soooooo gorgeous#ughhh both his eyes and hair are like so-dark brown theyre nearly black and its so fucking pretty i cant do this#at prom i had to lean in to talk to him & vice versa and at some point we were sat towards eachother with his legs kinda like barricading-#mine yk. ugh. he was so sweet and so cute the whole time. like helping me walk in the heels and opening doors for me and following me around#UGHHHH I CANT. GUYS. HELP.#☕#beverly says stuff
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Gwilym pressed himself into the corner of his cell, tucking his limbs into his body as close as he could. His bony knees pressed into his chin. His thin arms were squished behind him. His wings were held down with the band around his chest anyway, but the exposed parts flattened completely against his back.
He might have accepted what Yorath was going to do to him and prepared himself for it, but that didn’t mean he would make it easy.
Still a fighter. Yorath had muttered that last time. Gwilym held those words close and took them for his own.
Still a fighter.
“Do you know why I hurt you, Gwilym?” asked Yorath.
“Because I tried to kill you twice and blew up three rooms and you like it when I scream and you especially like it if you can make me beg,” said Gwilym, his voice quiet and raspy from disuse and dehydration. He had learned to speak despite the discomfort it caused him.
He had learned a lot of uncomfortable things.
“Do you know why I enjoy hurting you specifically?”
Gwilym shook his head. Because he healed fast?
Anything to keep him talking and delay the pain.
“Because through hurting you I hurt Eirlys,” said Yorath. “You burn. Far away, safe at home, Fen screams. Eirlys is powerless to do anything about it. You, as a person, are insignificant. You don’t matter. I’d have killed you within days if not for your connection to Eirlys. Your Fen wouldn’t have been allowed to go home if he were anyone else’s son or were you not soul-bonded. Your crimes merit execution, but I let you live for this.”
“Why Eirlys?”
Keep him talking.
Yorath rested the flat of his knife- not iron this time, thank Brân- against Gwilym’s cheek. “If someone caused the death of your child, wouldn’t you do anything you could to make that person responsible hurt?”
He sliced down.
Gwilym didn’t scream. He never screamed at the first cut. Yorath knew this.
Every time, they played the game of finding out at what point Gwilym would scream this time, at what point his survival mechanism of going limp and hiding inside himself would kick in, if and when he would start begging, at what point he would stop begging to preserve his little remaining strength and give up completely, at what point he would pass out from the pain and the constant use of his magic. The game of finding out how many times his body could be destroyed and he would still come back from it.
It was a game for Yorath, at least. For Gwilym, it was a repetition of the most traumatic things to ever happen to him, an exercise in self-control, a discovery of what exactly his magic could do and what his body and mind could take. A discovery of at what point he would try- fail- to kill himself this time.
He hated his magic. He hated how it kept him alive. He hated how it healed him so fast, over and over, and gave Yorath more opportunity and time to inflict pain.
He wanted to die. He wanted it to end.
The second cut came. Precise, measured, planned, removing skin from his face while preserving the wasting-away muscle beneath it. “Right now, Fen will feel his face stinging. He’ll know what’s coming next. He’ll know or guess that you’re being skinned again. He’ll cry and scream and curse his inability to do anything to save you. Eirlys will hold him and think of me and know what I’m doing to you and why.”
Gwilym still didn’t scream, but he was breathing fast now, too fast, his chained hands shaking violently behind him.
He pushed his face into his knees, slicing himself on the knife against his cheek as he moved. The small, bleeding, skinless portion stung when it touched his grimy pants.
It was already healing over.
This would be the second time his skin would have to completely regenerate. The second time Yorath skinned him alive.
Maybe it meant the iron would come out. He grabbed for even the smaller bit of hope now, things like maybe he’ll forget or maybe it will only be blunt.
Yorath twisted his hand in Gwilym’s hair and pulled his head up, horribly and deceptively gently. “Hiding already? We’ve barely gotten started.”
A broken sob came from Gwilym’s chest.
Yorath sat down in front of him, crossing his legs, a cruel grin on his face. He spread out his tools between them.
[Image description: A reaction image. It shows a drawing of an emoji-like guy beating their fists on the table and banging their head to it too, excitedly. /end ID.]
omg.....................hes crying...............
#tw sui ideation#whump#others writing#aromanticsky#im exploding with joy rn#you send angel asks??#you send angel 12 asks???#HEARTS for mutual!! hearts for mutual for a thousand years!!#my fav webtoon also updated (it almost never does)#and i found a series to read and a free library site in the very day i organized my reading list#^^#i just imagine fen atm#this is SO *good*#like this might suck ass lmao#ask to tag#omg that last line-------#and also “A broken sob came from Gwilym’s chest.”#this#everything
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doodled the science club hehe 🥺 they're helping low go through a breakdown or smth
i swear i'll finish this at some point btw
RED OHMYGODDD LOOK AT THEM!!!!!
I wish you could see the smile on my face rn omg I'M GONNA BE STARING AT THIS ALL DAY LOOOOOOONNGGGGG 💕💖😩💖💕
#literally sobbing rn this actually just made my morning#LOOK AT THEMMM OUGHHHHH MY HEARTTT I'm literally so in love#do I tell you enough how much I absolutely adore your art bc oughhhhh I have so many cartoon hearts flying around my head rn#ALSO FAITH IN YOUR STYLE MAKES MY HEART EXPLODE EVERY TIME I SEE HERRRR AAAAAAA#glad jasper low could join the group therapy club he really needed someone looking out for him after oops and gorgon :'[#oughhhhhhhhh we should be allowed to get him out or there and be his frienddddd I'm so fr#gonna be looking at my screen like 🥺 all day long okay#I hope they have so many warm drinks and cozy blankies and nice soup#they all deserve it but thinking abt how alone jasper is makes me sooo </3333#no one else is ever gonna come for him if we can't convince him to leave like babygirl snap out of it we can do projects somewhere elseeeeee#captain of the unreliable#friend art#friend oc
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I cannot even begin to imagine how alive one feels when attending a live concert
like all those people screaming, you screaming, just being alive and being yourself, feeling that music vibrate in your bones, singing your favourite song with hundereds of other people who feel the same way and having that person who you thought you'd only ever hear from miles away through a tiny speaker standing there right in front of you
how fucking real must that feel
#im sorry but my heart keeps exploding everytime i see another mcr clip from the concerts#and i just feel this intense longing because there is nothing i wouldnt give to be there but i just cant#there are too many things standing between me and attending a fucking mcr concert#and i dont even care how ridiculous i may sound rn#i might just cry with how badly i want to be there bc fuck knows if i'll ever get a chance to after this#mcr#rambles
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