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floorpancakes · 1 year ago
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ok but im rly into the idea of till having a new era that brings the light back to his eyes and drives him forward if he gets to escape the arena. idk where he'd go from there but i want to see ivans sacrifice both haunt him and drive him to actually live his damn life after being the captured bird refusing freedom cause of mizi. once he knows she's alive with the resistance he might be able to actually experience other things and widen his world and if that happens and he puts his personal sense of rebellion towards the human cause OR settles into finding some other way to feel fulfilment that isn't a single person that could be deeply fascinating to me i think
#alien stage#ramble#idk#till alien stage#as an xxxholic fan i want to see caged birds fly and all the fear and loss and grit and progress that comes with it#till era would be so fucking fun#especially when characters r built arnd one person or one goal or something you want to see them find new things to suffer or thrive abt (?)#random inconsequential thought imagine till hooking up with hyunas besties and they become a resistance throuple#idk i just want till to experience the wider world as the one that was the most restrained by his heart AND literally#cause even compared to the other anakt kids he suffered so much in those damn buildings and labs#i wanna see him freed and what that means for ivans legacy as the person who was unseen but someone who both contributed to and desperately#tried to stop his pain and confinement no matter what#honestly the thing i wanna see most rn off the top of my head is#till coming to terms with what he knows and sees about ivan now#no matter how he feels about it i think ivan wont be forgotten that easily#i want to know whats going thru tills head rn immediately in this moment#cause this snapped him in some way and he is acutely aware of things he didnt even notice before#while handling the mizi desth thing#that he assumed was happening#if he is assumedly saved i want to see the explosion that is knowung mizi is alive#knowing ivan is dead and how ivan felt#and knowing he has a way out of the cage#because its a triple whammy#i want to see his brain exploding in real time thinking abt all these things#and what sort of person the revelations will make him become#also i want to see mizi and till have like an actual conversation cause itd be a wildcard especially right now
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littlelovelunette · 2 months ago
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hi! love your writing :) pls can you write sevika waking reader up with a vibrating strap, but edges reader all morning? (btw thank you for your contributions to the sevika fandom)
Good Morning To You, Too
Sevika x Wife!Reader
Contains smut, vibrating strap, orgasm denial
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A dull pleasure, a buzzing sound and your legs being pushed to spread apart was what roused you from your deep slumber.
You took a look around, your movements slow and sleepy. Yours eyes were still heavy with sleep and barely open.
You looked between your legs where your wife, Sevika, was slotted snuggly with a vibrating strap tracing the sensitive slit of your pussy. You whimpered.
"S-Sev..."
"Mhm love?" Sevika pushed the tip in making you whine and moan. You were still so sleepy and so adorable in such vulnerability.
"N-no." You stuttered sleep-drunkenly and tried to jerk away from her strap but where would you even go? You were weakened with tiredness and in the confines of your bed, the very bed you shared with your beloved.
"Hold still, or I'll tie you down and punish you all morning." Sevika whispered, voice laced with mock affection.
"Sorry..." You mumbled a little more awake then before as you watched the dildo cautiously which slipped inside your pussy. The vibrations were mild and nothing too intense, thankfully.
Your lower tummy was already churning and you could feel the knot building there. Sevika's fingers rubbed your clit as she pushed in and out with a very slow pace.
It was her motive to torture you. "You look so fucking cute like this." Sevika smirked.
"Sev." You moaned. "Please..."
Sevika wasn't listening as she clamped your mouth shut using her big hand, her other hand continued it's relentless assault on your small twitching clitoris causing your whole body to jerk every now and then.
You moved, Sevika's flesh hand coming off your mouth so you could let out a needy whimper—
You trembled. "Sevika, please. Need to come."
No matter how much you begged Sevika wasn't gonna let you come anytime soon, she stopped thrusting and pulled the dildo out. Sevika rested the vibrating shaft again your clit.
"Why did you stop?" You asked as you whined out, legs wrapping around Sevika's big frame.
Sevika reached for the vibrator remote on the bedside table, cranking it to its highest intensity.
Your hips twitched, back leaving the bed. Sevika pushed you down.
Sevika smirked. She didn't say anything more.
"What a little shit." You thought.
And then with that fuck-ass smirk she resumed, the strap slipping back inside your hole. Your very sensitive hole.
You threw your head back, slow moans escaping your mouth as you squirmed due to the overwhelming pleasure. The vibrating sensation felt amazing inside. Your hole clenched around it needily causing Sevika to cock a brow. "That good?"
"Sev, please, stop playing around. I wanna come." You said before moaning loudly. Your hips rose from the bed but Sevika gently pinned it back down.
Sevika thrusted inside with precision. You were a moaning mess and you truly thought she'd let you come.
"So pretty for me, princess." Sevika cooed. Her tone was patronising yet didn't give away what was on her mind.
Especially because your back arched off the bed and your arms wrapped up around Sevika's frame.
You were close.
The knot in your tummy almost felt painful as it twisted because Sevika drew your impending orgasm out and out and...
Sevika stopped.
You let out an actual audible whine leave your lips before you pouted out your bottom lip, curling downwards. Sevika's heart almost melted seeing you make that expression and her flesh hand came up to cradle the side of your face.
"Oh my sweet girl. Do you really want to come that desperately?"
"Yes please Sevika. I need it." You said softly, eyes threatening to fill with tears if Sevika didn't comply.
"I guess my hands are tied then." Sevika smiled in a silent promise, and this time she actually made you come.
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velvetcrimsonkisses · 3 months ago
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Red Ropes- Choso Kamo
Note: sub!choso tied up and being pathetic. Hope y'all like it's been a bit. I miss yall <3
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The red ropes cinched tightly around Choso's toned torso. With every deep breath, his muscles dared to bulge out of their confinements. The veins from his strong arms and biceps flex with any subtle movement he does. Soft whimpers escape his plump lips, red and flushed from biting on them. His cheeks match along with them as he looks up at you. 
“Ha… ah,” He exhales deeply.
“Awe, what’s the matter?” You ask, as you slowly circle around him, your fingers lightly trail around the diameter of his waist. You admire how his pale skin is littered with beautiful splotches of deep red and rich purple. Chills run down his spine as he feels your fingertips brush against his skin. Once you made it in front of him again, you trail your fingers from his abdomen and up to his chin. You grip his chin and pull it up so his gaze lands on you.
“Choso,” his name falling so sweetly out of your mouth, forces him to look at your lips. His mind tries to imagine them on any part of his body that makes him ache.
“Should I stop? You’re not answering me.” You lean in.
“N-no,” His voice is hoarse and weak. Desperate, lust-blown eyes flitting between your mouth and eyes.
“Please don’t stop.” The last word drops into a soft whine, and he leans in to try and meet you halfway when you pull back.
He looks like he wants to cry and that's just what you planned. You push him lightly, so his back is flat against the chair. You take a good look at the pathetic man in front of you, no shame to be found. He indulged in being treated like this with the silent promise that you’d praise him afterward. Your gaze falls low to the prominent tent strained against his tight boxers. The fabric clung to every thick inch of his throbbing cock. 
You lean in closer, your lips brushing against his ear as you speak softly, "Look at you, so hard and aching and completely at my mercy.” Your fingernails trail down his chest, as you settle down on his lap. The heat of his body radiates through the thin fabric of your panties, making you hyper-aware of what you’re doing to him. 
“Tell me how much you need it, how badly you need me…” you voice a sinful purr against his ear. “How desperately does your cock want to be inside me?” you punctuated each word by rolling your hips, grinding against the rigid tent straining his boxers. 
Choso's eyes fluttered shut, his breath hitched as he lost himself in the sweet sensation. “So bad,” his voice rasped, strained and thick, full of desire. “I want to be inside you so bad.” 
His whines are like music to your ears. His hips roll up to meet your grinding, seeking more and more. You could feel him fighting for his life against the ropes. His fingers clenching, knuckles turning white as he fought the urge to grab and flip you over, changing your positions but, Choso knew better than to defy your wishes. 
“Beg for it,” honeyed words fall from your lips and slip into his ears. Your nails dig a little deeper into his biceps and squeeze, that pain mixed with the pleasure he knew he was about to receive makes all the better. “Beg for my pussy Cho…” 
You lean back slightly allowing your hand to come up and squeeze his neck, with just enough pressure to make him give in to you. His head tilts back and you could almost cum from just the look he gives you. His eyes bore into you, dark, intense, and all-consuming. His lips parted slightly as he began to speak again, “Please, I’ll fuck you with everything I have…” Choso’s voice dropped to a rough and desperate rasp. His words spilled out in the filthiest manner. “Please, please give me what I need.
You could feel him on the last threads of his resistance, he wanted you and needed you soon. You tighten your grip around his jaw before pressing a soft kiss on his cheek. “Good boy,” you purred, your voice full of sinful lust. “Such a good boy, begging all pretty for me…” 
With that, your hand finally reaches down to set him free. His throbbing cock sprang free from his boxers, slapping against his abdomen. You wrap your hand around his pulsing shaft, feeling it jerk and twitch in your grip. 
Choso let out a strangled moan, his hips bucking up into your touch, wanting more of that succulent feeling. “Thank you, fuck… thank you so much.” He gasps, his voice choking on the words. 
You could see the desperation in his eyes, the way they glazed over with pure submission as you stroked his aching cock. His whole body goes limp beneath you, surrendering to all your whims. He was completely and utterly yours. 
“Please let me feel your pussy, I promise I’ll be good. I’ll do anything for you.” Choso begs, his words spilling out in a quick and nervous tumble. You could feel the need radiating off his body, and you finally decide to give him what he desperately wants. 
You adjust your hips and with one swift motion you move your panties to the side, your dripping sex finally exposed to the hungry eyes before you. You grip his hair, forcing his head slightly back, as you finally undo the red ropes that restrained him. 
His hands like clockwork fall to your waist as he buries his head in the crook of your neck. “Can I please fuck you now, please…” He mumbles into your skin, before looking up at you with those brown pleading eyes. 
And you could never tell him no… 
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hoe4hotchner · 5 months ago
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Not worth the tears | [A.H]
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Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x gn!Reader | WC: 1.6k  | CW: Angst, no use of Y/N, mention of cheating, reader was dating a man, crying.| Summary: reader got cheated on - Hotch is there to pick up the pieces
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The weight of your phone felt heavier than it should have in your hand as you stared at the screen. The text was still there, glaring at you, a brief, emotionless exchange that had just ended your relationship. You couldn't feel much, not at first. There was shock, a numbness that spread through your body like ice. Your partner had cheated— of all things he had cheated. And it wasn’t even a messy confession or an argument where the truth slipped out. It had been revealed so casually like it didn’t matter.
Your thumbs had moved faster than your brain, sending a few bitter replies before cutting off contact completely. Now, you sat alone at your desk, a dull ache blooming in your chest, your breath shallow. He had taken all the air out of your lungs and drained every bit of hope you had put into him. The thought circled through your mind—I tried. I tried for him. I gave everything, but it wasn’t enough.
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard, trembling slightly. The words blurred on the screen, and you blinked back the tears clouding your vision. That was it. It was over. You stared at the empty chat thread—his response was short, dismissive, almost as if what had happened didn’t matter. As if you didn’t matter.
You rubbed your hands over your face, trying to swallow the knot in your throat. You were supposed to be working—on a case, of all things—but the walls of the BAU felt tighter than ever. The world outside of this room, outside of the text that had wrecked your day, seemed far away.
As you leaned back in your chair, your thoughts spun—how long had it been going on? Did the moments you’d spent together mean anything at all? The memories felt tainted now, like ink smeared across a once beautiful piece of art. You'd done everything right. You tried to make it work. But it was over. And it was time to face that truth, even though it burned.
It felt like a punch to the gut, that revelation. He had betrayed you in the worst way possible, and all you got in return was a half-hearted apology and an empty text saying it wasn’t a big deal. You should’ve seen it coming, right? But you’d held on, hoping that things could change, that he could change, despite the cracks that had started to show months ago.
The pain was suffocating. You stood up from your desk, pacing the room, trying to shake off the weight pressing down on your chest. But it wasn’t going away. It was just getting worse. You'd loved him, believed in him, and he tossed you aside like you were nothing. He'd broken you in ways you never thought possible, and now you had to pick up the pieces.
Again.
Your thoughts spiraled as you stared out of the window, lost in a haze of disbelief and hurt. You wanted to scream, to throw something, anything, to just feel something other than this emptiness inside. The room felt too small, too confining, and your heart ached like it was splitting in two. Maybe it was. Maybe that’s what happens when you give someone everything, and they rip it all apart.
The glass door into the BAU creaked open, and Hotch’s presence filled the room before you could even look up. He stepped inside, his brow furrowed, as usual, a file in hand. His eyes scanned over you, a practiced intensity in them, as though he was ready to talk about whatever work issue had brought him here. But then, he stopped.
“Are you okay?” Hotch asked, his voice soft but carrying that steady authority. It wasn’t a question he asked often, and when he did, it was because he already knew the answer. He had this way of reading people—of reading you—like any of the case files that came across his desk.
You tried to swallow the lump in your throat, brushing a hand through your hair as you shook your head. You forced a weak smile, but your throat tightened, betraying the façade. “It’s nothing, Hotch. Just… work stress.” You waved a hand dismissively. But the lie tasted bitter on your tongue. The raw emotion in your voice gave you away, and you knew Hotch could see it. He always could.
He stood there, watching you closely, then set the file down on your desk without a word. It was the first time you'd seen him hesitate. “Something’s wrong. Talk to me.”
You wanted to hide it, to shove the pain down and pretend like you hadn’t just lost someone who wasn’t even worth the heartbreak. But this was Hotch—someone you trusted more than anyone. Your lips parted, and the words came tumbling out before you could stop them.
You felt your walls crumbling, the mask you’d tried to wear falling away as the weight of everything hit you all at once. Your chest tightened, and you tried to hold it in, but the pain surged forward, unstoppable.
“I broke up with him,” you said, your voice trembling. “He… he cheated on me.”
Hotch’s entire body went still. His expression, once concerned, darkened with something else entirely. His jaw clenched, his fingers curling into fists at his sides. It was as though he was holding back from storming out and finding the man who had hurt you. “He what?”
You nodded, the tears you’d been holding back finally spilling over. “I tried, Hotch. I really tried. I wanted it to work, but… it’s over. He didn’t even care.”
The room was heavy with the weight of your admission. You had never seen Hotch angry like this—at least, not for something personal. His dark eyes were clouded, and the controlled, calm leader of the BAU was nowhere to be found. But then, just as quickly as it had come, the anger softened, replaced by something much gentler, much deeper. He stepped closer, his hand reaching out to brush the tears from your cheeks, his touch soft, careful, as if you might break at any moment.
“Did he tell you? Or did you find out another way?”
The look in his eyes was enough to make you swallow thickly. It was protective, fierce, as though he was barely keeping himself together. You hadn’t known it then, but Hotch loved you. And the idea of someone hurting you, betraying you, was enough to make him want to hunt down the bastard who had done it.
“He told me,” you muttered, looking down at your lap. “Like it was nothing. Like I didn’t matter.”
Hotch inhaled sharply through his nose, his hands flexing. For a moment, you could tell he was fighting the urge to walk out and do something rash, something you knew he would regret.
“I'm sorry,” he said quietly, and there was something deeper in his voice, something that made your heart skip a beat. “You didn’t deserve that,” he said quietly, his voice laced with something you couldn’t quite place. “He didn’t deserve you.”
You sniffed, wiping at your face as you tried to pull yourself together. “I just… I don’t know what I did wrong.”
Hotch shook his head. “You didn’t do anything wrong,” his voice was firm. He moved to sit beside you, his presence somehow grounding in all the chaos that had filled your head. “This is on him. Not you.”
The conviction in his voice made your breath hitch. You stared at him, taking in the intensity of his gaze, the way he looked at you as if you were the most important thing in the world. Your heart twisted painfully. You had never seen him like this before.
“He wasn’t worth your time,” Hotch continued, his tone softening even more. “You deserve someone who will fight for you, someone who will never hurt you like that.”
You could feel yourself breaking down again, the tears coming back, and you didn’t fight them this time. You didn’t have the strength to. Instead, you let yourself fall, collapsing into Hotch’s arms as he caught you without hesitation. He pulled you close, holding you tightly against his chest, his hand stroking your back in soothing circles.
For the first time all day, you felt safe. The ache in your heart hadn’t gone away, but being here, with Hotch, made it bearable. He didn’t say anything more, just held you, and somehow, that was enough.
For a few moments, neither of you said anything. You couldn’t bring yourself to speak, and he seemed to understand that you needed the silence.
“I wanted it to work,” you whispered between sobs. “I really wanted it to work.”
“I know,” he said softly, his hand soothing as he rubbed slow circles on your back. “You deserve so much more than what he gave you.”
As he held you, a thought crossed your mind—Hotch had always been there. He had always cared, always looked out for you. And as he held you now, his heartbeat steady beneath your cheek, you wondered if maybe he had cared more than you’d realized.
You lifted your head slightly, meeting his gaze. There was something in his eyes, something soft and warm, but it wasn’t pity. It was deeper than that. It was understanding. It was… love.
You blinked, trying to process the moment, but the sadness and exhaustion weighed you down too much to explore it further. Instead, you leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder. Hotch didn’t hesitate.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered, though you weren’t sure why.
Hotch shook his head, his expression tender. “You have nothing to be sorry for.”
He leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead, and for a moment, the world didn’t feel so broken. In his arms, you could breathe again, and maybe—just maybe—your heart wasn’t beyond repair after all.
Because even though everything had fallen apart, Hotch was there to help you pick up the pieces. And this time, you weren’t alone.
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chrystal-ink · 5 months ago
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Shadvent calendar Day 24
Shadow x GN Reader
Mistletoe
Shadow was never one for PDA. in fact you two barley held hands whenever other people were around if he could help it. however, tonight the cocktails were flowing and the spirit of Christmas was in the air.
The two of you had managed to miss each other all night. getting wrapped up in conversations with other people, giving out gifts, and avoiding the mistletoe hung ever so delicately in the living room for all to see. You were consciously avoiding it knowing that Shadow did not want to kiss in front of a room full of his closest friends, coworkers, acquaintances, and sonic.
Still he looked so nice in his tux and you knew that he had been eyeing you all night. but attraction or not you were going to respect his boundaries, you would just have to make up for it later.
Shadow on the other hand was craving the touch of your lips right about now. Denied their rightful place upon his earlier in the evening his distain for witnesses was thrown to the wind. You looked incredible tonight and the world needed to know that you were taken, that your lips were for his and his alone.
unfortunately he was caught up in a meaningless conversation with one of his coworker's and he could not get out of it. he had to do something and quick. signaling to Rouge he requested her to get him out of there.
Luckily they had been working together for so long that she understood immediately what he was trying to communicate. Not wasting a moment Rouge swooped into the conversation ending it with grace.
"What do you need Hon?"
"I need to get over to Y/N, I have a matter that needs addressing"
"Is this about those lips you've been staring at all night?"
"I don't see how that's any of your business bat, but yes."
"Fine, I'll help you, but you have to do it over there." She pointed to the mistletoe hanging in the center of the room.
"What? Why?"
"Why? well you two have been together for so long and yet I've never seen the two of you give each other more than a peck. I just want to make sure you're doing it right, for Y/N's sake."
"You are a pain you know that right?"
"Just looking out for you doll."
Shadow weighed his options for a moment, if he tried to make his way across the room he was sure to run into more people and have to engage in more meaningless conversations. it would take at least an hour to get to you, and even then he would have to wait for your conversation to end before he could even attempt to kiss you.
Still to kiss in a crowd was one thing, to do it with everyone watching was another.
He gritted his teeth it wasn't like him to shy away from anything and he wasn't about to start now. He needed your lips and fast so reluctantly he agreed.
"You wont regret this, I promise." Rouge responded happy her little negotiation worked. She took out her phone and texted everyone her plan, all they had to do was get you under that mistletoe by any means necessary.
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You were mid conversation with Amy when her phone went off.
"That's weird who could be texting you right now? everyone we know is here."
"Don't worry about it, it's nothing." she reassured quickly putting her phone away. "Say, why don't we look for some more of those delicious crab puffs I think I saw some over there."
"umm okay, I guess we could."
But before you could actually turn to go the opposite direction Sonic interrupted your conversation.
"Hey Y/N How's it goin? Say, is that cocktail for me? Thanks!" He took your drink and bolted across the room before you even had the chance to react.
"Hey!" you whined before following after him, it was a confined space and with all the people there he couldn't have gotten too far.
You followed him almost to the center of the room before he stopped turning back to you your drink still in his hands.
"What's the big idea? you can't just do that at a party."
"I had it under control Sonic" Amy called finally catching up to the both of you.
"Yah, but I was faster."
"What's going on you two?"
"You'll see." sonic replied "Sorry about this" He gave you a gentle push. Stumbling backward you almost fell thankfully, a pair of hands steadied you before you could reach the floor.
"Hey." shadow looked down at you giving you a handsome smirk.
"Shadow? thanks, but how did you-"
"Everyone! looks like we have our first two lovebirds under the mistletoe!" Rouge announced "Why don't you give them a round of applause?"
You looked up and saw the offending branch right above where you and Shadow were standing.
"Oh no, we don't have to if you don't want. I know you don't really like this stuff." you apologized.
"Don't be ridiculous, It's tradition." Shadow said grabbing you by the chin. "And besides with the way you look tonight I want everyone here to know you're mine."
And with that he kissed you it was passionate, full of love and devotion. he was getting the touch he so craved and he didn't care who saw it.
Once your lips had parted and crowed died down a little you looked into his crimson eyes and smiled.
"You know, you could have just asked for a kiss my love."
"Yes, but I wanted to make this one special."
You giggled placing your hands on his chest.
"Well then love, You accomplished your mission"
You gave him another kiss each of you smiling against the other's lips before rejoining the party hand in hand.
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clouduru-chan · 28 days ago
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Hi! How are you? English is not my first language, so I apologize for any spelling or translation errors.
I hope you like it.
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Mark Grayson Variants with a Cynessa!Reader
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Mark Grayson
- He thinks you're a complete freak. Damn. You're wearing a corpse as clothes;
- You're a planet eater, of course you're a threat. The dumbest threat he's ever dealt with;
- Mark can't stand the smell of rotting flesh and the metallic, bone-shattering sound his body makes;
- Fighting you is a struggle, even though you're a piece of rotten meat it's hard to take you down easily. He can even rip your head off, you can put it back on like it was nothing. You're a damn cockroach;
- The disturbing fact that you say you'll love tasting his meat, because you've never tried viltrumite meat;
" You were fighting for half an hour, Mark looked around intently, expecting at any moment the reader to teleport in front of him as if he were a damn computer bug. Soon he heard a metallic sound, yellow glitches appeared behind him, when you teleported in front of the invincible with a huge smile on your face that tore the flesh and muscles of your rotting cheek.
Mark turned around quickly, grabbing you by the neck, looking at you furiously through the lens of his mask's glasses, you had a manic look and a big smile on your face as you looked at him with amusement.
"Why are you so angry?" he asked sarcastically, his voice distorted, robotic and glitchy, it sounded like his voice box was broken. – "sarcastic laugh" – this damned failure to speak his actions left him disturbed – "relax, when you're done... I'll love to taste your meat... You know, I've never tasted viltrumite meat" – this was not a warning.
Mark was disgusted, the smell disturbed him, blood and oil dripped down that failed replication of fucking Frankenstein.
"shut the fuck up"."
- Mark after restraining you, he was intrigued, you were a threat, for sure, you couldn't leave any technology near you, as there was a high chance you would corrupt it. But damn... You're a misfit idiot;
- When you are confined in a prison that prevents you from using the solver, Mark always visits you;
- He wants to understand this grotesque aberration;
- You're always complaining, but you like the visits from the invincible one, he's a fool... but a nice guy;
- You keep drawing him and you (like awkward sticks on paper) holding hands;
- Mark now keeps buying you hair bows, you have terrible hyperfocus with it;
- You keep complaining that you want to devour the earth and you have the ability to do so, but it would be a total pain if you killed him to achieve your goal. Since it wouldn't be cooler if Mark wasn't with you... He considers it a step forward;
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Sinister Mark
- At first he hated you, you're a damn pest;
- It was hard to kill you, you could rip your limbs off, but you would regenerate or even put them back in place. It was impossible to actually hurt you, and you kept that damn shitty smile;
- You were fast and physically strong, he had to admit, and to make matters worse you had the absolutesolver ability, which always threw you;
- Mark loves meat, obviously he does, but damn you were rotten, he would just kill you;
- But after all that destruction, you didn't die, one of two things: he gets incredibly angry or he admires you;
- If he gets angry, he will do everything he can to kill you;
- If he admires you, he will stop fighting with you, he will ask you what the hell you are;
" Mark's yellow cape flapped behind Mark's back, he glared at Reader. You were a slut, and you were testing Mark's patience.
"What the hell are you?" he asked, you just appeared causing more chaos than he caused on earth. You smiled broadly, showing your deformed teeth – "What am I? Intelligence of absolute absotura, the void, the exponential end." – the aberration says what it was while several strange codes appeared on the creature's face.
Mark arched an eyebrow beneath his mask. "What?"
- You're a fucking piece of shit, how can a planet eater, in your words "The intelligence of absolute absolution", be a complete imbecile?;
- Let's say you became friends, but there's no way he's going to give you the land to devour;
- Let's say you had a nice cup of tea and used severed fingers as spoons to stir the contents in your porcelain cups, while the owner of the fingers cried in front of him;
- He felt incredibly chic drinking tea;
- You are a fun freak.
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Omni Invincible
- He fucking hates you;
- You are weird and unnecessary, you shouldn't exist;
- Its existence is a mistake;
- Mark is fast, he wants to incapacitate you, but baby, you are unstoppable;
- He finds the tricks of holograms to deceive him unbearable, it's a dirty game, he hates it;
- Can't stop the void;
- Even if I dismember you, it seems impossible to kill you, but of course you are a damn robot that wears a human body like a fancy dress, that would be like asking for the sense in you;
- He can tell you're having fun;
"The buildings were destroyed around him, Mark flew above the rubble, his cape slowly swaying behind him, giving an aura of seriousness. While you were on the floor looking at him with a huge smile on your face.
"It seems like I irritated you.... Giggle... Hehehe I am so naugthy" – You laugh in amusement, finding his frustration hilarious. The Viltrumite growled at that smug attitude of yours, how could you be so annoying?
Angry, he advanced towards you, punching you in the face and throwing you into the wreckage. The sound of flesh tearing, bones breaking and metal crumpling from the impact was not a pleasant sound, it was far from a pleasant sound. It was grotesque.
You got up with difficulty, the solver regenerated you instantly, but your smile remained on your face.
"Just die soon" – he growls in irritation."
- You didn't die and now you're chasing him like a plague;
- You gave up on consuming the planet, and now your life goal is to make it hell;
- You jump on his back and put a hair tie on his head, telling him that look suits him;
- He obviously hates you for this.
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Mohawk Mark
- You two are a freak, but you outdo yourself;
- You guys fought a lot, but you got bored quickly and started teasing him;
- Mark found it amusing when you pinned him against the wall with one of your crab claws that emerged from your back while you glared at him manically;
- Its smell is unpleasant, but bearable;
- You two are little shits;
- He wants to expand his empire and you want to devour planets, the unlikely dynamic is fun;
- The healthiest game you two can have is playing volleyball with a severed head;
- Your friendship is the basis of violence;
"You are now Mark's best friend, and you have decided to break into a guest house to play one of your violent pranks. You entered, kicking the door open with your strength, even though you are a "corpse" you have very brute strength.
You decided to sing a silly and grotesque song while destroying the place and killing the people who were there.
"Violence! Violence! You're the one for me!"– you rip out the heart of a random human who tried to run away from you, the heart still beating through one of your metal hands – "I'll steal your heart!" – you squeezed it crushing it – "And then I'll crush it into smithereens" – You throw it on the floor as if it were nothing, and climb on the table finishing your song. – " You're my special fella. We'll slaugther all our enemies. And send'em staight down to hell" – Mark thought it was fucking funny, you're a clueless idiot. He flew towards you, both of you covered in blood. – "Damn that was awesome!"
Violence brought you together"
- He loves to have fun with you, even though you're a big idiot.
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No Goggles Mark
- You're so fucking funny;
- You both share the same neuron when it comes to violence;
- He loves the fact that you want to devour him, you bite him and tear off pieces of his flesh, it's fun;
- It's funny when he rips your head off and you go after him to get it back;
- Your two favorite game is who can kill the most people in a short period of time, and he always wins, because you always take a break to devour your victims;
- He likes to play with you;
" Mark saw you lying face down on the floor, in front of you was a Sylvanian Families dollhouse, in your hands were two Sylvanian Families dolls, they were two bunnies.
You were hitting each other, it looked like you were kissing, it was adorable if you didn't know the context.
"Are you playing house?" – he asked, you just nodded – "Are they kissing?" – Grayson asks in a provocative way, so you answer in a simple way – " no... They are fighting to the death ".
Mark found it funny and amusing, he also lay down on his stomach and took one of the dolls from your hand, and the two of you began to play.
The two little rabbits were crushed in his hands."
- You two are unpredictable, this makes you extremely dangerous;
- Mark loves it when you put multiple hair bows on him.
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Viltrumite Mark
- You deceived him, and that's why he kind of doesn't like you very much;
- He was on Cooper 9, as there was no life on the planet, it was easier for him to obtain its natural resources;
- But you were there, pretending to be a human wearing a spacesuit, and you were on that planet (which was a colony of Earth) and was responsible for fixing the problem that arose with an anomaly;
- In fact, you were the anomaly. You were there to get rid of an antivirus patch that could kill you, and with Mark there, it would be easy to get past security;
- He pretended to be a good Samaritan and so did you;
- He was the first to betray you, "killing" you at the first opportunity;
- But you stood up, put your head back on your body, and removed your spacesuit, revealing the dead body you wore as clothing;
- Mark was surprised and disgusted by you, obviously you fought;
- He wanted that planet for the Viltrumite Empire, what about you? Get rid of the fix patch and devour the planet;
- His arm went through his chest, ripping out his heart (its core) and crushing it;
- But it didn't kill you, it just made things worse for him;
"After crushing his heart the reality around him was adulterated, Mark was attentive. The colors disappeared, gravity wasn't working, and soon a black hole expanded, swallowing them, everything was dark, Mark didn't understand anything that was happening around him.
There was a small yellow glow over his hand where he crushed its core, a small black hole.
Soon he heard grunts, flesh tearing, and metal grinding, slowly approaching, his wrist was held tightly with one of his hands.
He saw his black eyes, oil and thick blood running down his cheek, nose and mouth. His grunts were terrifying to hear.
The Viltrumite didn't have time to react, you lifted his hand and put it in your mouth, swallowing the black hole.
"LET ME GO" - He was disgusted by her attitude, feeling her metallic tongue on his heated skin.
You removed his hand from your mouth, his hand was covered in thick black liquid, which made him feel sick.
His eyes now returned to those neon yellow X's, and his smile widened as reality returned to normal."
- Now you torment him.
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I hope you liked it, I would have liked to have done it about the other variants, but my creativity died hahaha. Maybe I'll do part two.
By the way, there are some more projects to post here.
For example:
• Mark Grayson with reader who has Andrew and Ashley Graves as brothers (maybe I'll put the variants).
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• Mark Grayson and variants with J! Reader
• Mark Grayson and variants with Brazilian reader;
• Mark Grayson headcanon nsfw.
(edit: KKKKKKKKKKKK EU ESCREVI ERRADO, EU SOU BURRA KKKKKKKKK)
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blueraith · 4 months ago
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People get way too caught up in "this character is a fighter" trope.
Okay. But why is the character fighting? What cause, person, or thing are they putting their body and life on the line for? It's gonna be something if the character is well written.
Which Vi is.
What happens if they lose that something they've been fighting for over and over and over again? When no matter what they seem to do, their efforts to fight back always end in failure?
Particularly in a story with a theme about the cycle of violence and how it only creates more? When her literal father/narrative mentor figure physically grasps her fist, shakes it and tells her they're only going to cause her more problems?
What do you think the story is trying to say here and throughout the work? It happens early enough to not only be foreshadowing, but a thesis statement for Vi's character.
A thesis statement isn't always just confined to a work overall, they can be applied to characters too. That entire talk with Vander right after the heist is Vi's.
"If people look up to you, you don't get to be selfish."
"This?" Grasps Vi's fist and gently shakes it* "They’re not gonna solve your problems. Just make more of them."
Those two quotes set Vi up as a character for the entire series. Vi is set on a path in which she must learn how to live for herself and she must learn how to live outside of fighting and violence.
Those are the only two directions Vi's character can possibly grow narratively. If there were other options, Vander's talk with her would have been about whatever the fuck her haters wanted. I don't know, maybe, "Well, Vi, you blew up a building, but those Piltie oppressors deserved it. Keep fighting and free Zaun from tyranny."
Obviously Vander didn't say any of that bullshit. My point is that the narrative never, ever sets Vi up as a freedom fighter doomed to always give her life and body for a revolutionary cause. In fact, it does the exact opposite as seen by the conversation above and the later talk Vander has with her about war on the bridge.
If you did not see a rock bottom moment for Vi followed by a drastic change to her character for S2 coming, I question your ability for literally analysis severely. Because Vi surely does not learn the lessons Vander tried to teach her in S1. She actually only ever fights harder and harder and her situation continously deteriorates. Make more problems.
Vi attacks Sevika > Sevika warns Silco she's back
Vi threatens Silco when he finds her > Silco worsens Jinx's mental state with his own trauma with Vander
Vi challenges Silco's relationship with Jinx to Jinx > Jinx feels she has to choose between them in the most violent way possible due to her own trauma
Vi convinces Jayce to attack Silco's operation directly > Furthers tensions between PnZ that culminate into the memorial attack in S2
This is not to say that Vi is solely responsible for the way these events spiraled out of control, but those are her contributions to the cycle of violence. At no point in this story have her confrontational, aggressive, or violent decisions have made anything better.
It gets worse in S2.
Vi joins Cait's taskforce to kill or capture Jinx > Finds out she can't truly harm her sister but not before Jinx turns their strategy with the Grey into yet another terrorist attack on Piltover. (She also loses Caitlyn to Cait's own zeal for violence during her grief.)
Vi succumbs to pit fighting to try and punch away her pain > Hits her lowest point of all, her fighting is now aimless and entirely self-destructive
It's not until she lowers her fists while fighting Warwick that her outlook changes. She finally learns that to make peace, one has to be willing to finally stop fighting.
She does this again at the commune when she takes the gauntlets off without much fight when requested.
This is the story Arcane was always going to tell with Vi. Her's is an introspective and internalized conflict. It was never with Piltover, never as a revolutionary, but always regarding her place as someone grappling with how to escape the cycle of violence and create a life of peace on her own terms.
She wasn’t forgotten, didn't become spineless, and didn't have "nothing" to do in S2.
I think people simply missed this setup with her character. They wrote their own fanwork in their heads in the three year gap between seasons, and have become upset that the version of Vi in their heads was never the Vi Arcane was actually portraying.
I thought Vi's story was poignant, and it's a shame some viewers out there not only completely missed the mark, they're too set in their ways to actually see Vi from this perspective.
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etfrin · 1 year ago
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❝ꜱᴏᴜʟꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴜꜱʜ❞ — chapter nineteen | coriolanus snow
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「ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ:」 NSFW | implied murder, spit play (?¿), choking, Coriolanus Snow, mentions of Dr. Gaul, everyone is crazy here, implied stalking | lmk if I forgot anything
「ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ:」 young! Coriolanus Snow x fem! Reader
「ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ:」 they talk <33
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Beta read by the lovely 💘 @nowitsmissing 🫶🏾
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Coriolanus felt his air being taken away from him. He puts his hand around the wrist of yours but doesn't attempt to push you away. He knew he easily could, however, he rather liked being under you. He parts his lips to take in much-needed air. But you had other plans in your mind.
You grin, a bit feral, much like him, Coryo noticed. And you leaned in to spit in his open mouth. He groaned, his eyes closing, his hips bucking up to look for friction. He was slapped again for his actions.
“Stop that,” you said, breathless, your eyes wide with anger or lust, he couldn't be sure.
He lets out a chuckle. Fuck, he missed you.
His insane dove.
You choke him harder, making him gasp. He doesn't stop you. Coriolanus could see the bruises formed around your neck. Snow had no right to stop you. He lets you be.
“You and Sejanus had no right to blow me off like that. I disobeyed orders by contacting you and you never thought of sending one letter! ONE! And then you have the nerve to react like this around me.” You narrowed your eyes.
“Remember the girl you had kissed, Coryo?” You whispered, leaning in. His lips were an inch away from yours to meet. “Haven't seen her around now, have you?” You smirked and he knew. He knows the look in your eyes, it was the same he had when he first had blood on his hands.
“You're mine, you have seemed to forget that after a few measly months. You're pathetic, Coryo.”
You crossed a line saying that. Coriolanus tightens the grip he had on your hand and forces it away from his strength. You cry out from the pain. It was going to bruise, just like your neck. It didn't matter to him.
“I am pathetic,” he mused, “I sent letter after letter. I tried getting over you and I failed miserably.”
“Well, you shouldn't have!” You angrily spit out, “Nobody can ever compare to me.”
Coriolanus pushed you away from his lap. He ignored his cock, straining against his pants as he rolled his eyes. “You're too much.”
“I am perfect.”
“Then you should have tried harder to contact me! Do you know how it was? Not seeing you, not hearing your voice, unable to touch your skin! I have missed you. I was dying without you! And what were you doing? Playing science with crazy Gaul.”
“Gaul is the reason you're here and not dead! You messed with her games and I told you there would be consequences!”
“I had no choice,” he yelled out.
“Why not!?”
“Because I love you. I love you and you're mine. I had to win if I wanted a life with you. A proper life worthy of our standings. There was never a choice. Not when it comes to you.”
You let out a wounded noise. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, your legs around his waist. You had him trapped. He liked the embrace. He hugs you back.
“You're everything,” he admits shamefully.
“You're not forgiven,” you sound like you're crying, he could feel his shirt getting wet. “She was punished for tasting your lips. You will be punished for allowing that.”
“I love you too, Coryo, but you need your lesson.”
Coriolanus nods. Even if he doesn't want to. He knew he didn't have a choice. He will take whatever you give him. Whether it be pain or love. “Okay, dove,” he whispered.
Then he remembered about the night of the gala. The anger you had shared with him, the truth you confined in. “Tell me what you meant by rigging the assignment of tributes,” he said.
You were caught off guard. “Uh.. uhm… I might have cut a deal with the Dean to give us the tributes from the same districts. He was supposed to give us tributes from a better district. Instead, he decided to fucks us over, and we did the same by bettering the games he hated.”
He takes in the explanation and realizes one thing.
“You knew.”
He adds, shocked, “You knew we were soulmates.”
You nod, “Yes. Ever since we were kids. You ran away from me the moment you saw the number on my wrist. The next day your wrist was burnt in an accident. I am many things, Coriolanus, but I am not stupid.”
Coriolanus feels guilt and embarrassment fester in his heart. He was ashamed of his past self. “I am sorry,” he mumbled, unable to meet your eyes.
“You're forgiven.” You smile, soft and gentle.
You tilt his head up and press a kiss to his lips.
“Tell me about district thirteen,” he said, wanting to know if the rumors were true. Especially since you had mentioned it before.
You freeze and Coriolanus catches the panic in your eyes for a split second before you relax. You didn't bother lying to him, knowing that he would catch you.
“I can't. Capitol orders. Dr. Gauls' order.”
Coriolanus clenched his jaw but nodded.
“Is that why you are here?” He asked.
“I am here because of you, that was a means to an end.”
You said it so sincerely that Coriolanus felt his cheeks burn and painted in crimson red. “I didn't get your letters,” he said in a lower voice. “I thought you abandoned me.”
“I have done many things to have you, Coriolanus Snow. Leaving you isn't in my cards.” You admitted shamelessly, not caring that he can see your obsession with him. He thrived in it so there wasn't any problem.
“I sent one every week despite Dr. Gaul forbidding it.”
“Dr. Gaul,” he thought out loud, “She stopped those letters from reaching me and vice versa.”
You frown, and he thinks you'll defend the scientist until you nod. “Makes sense, that bitch is controlling and paranoid. But there's nothing I wrote in the letters that would get us in trouble.”
You raised an eyebrow in a silent question. Coriolanus answers, “I didn't either.”
You get off his lap and stand up. You wince, raising your (his) t-shirt to check the wound he has given you. CS. There was a smile on your face as you ran your thumb around the letters. “You're insane,” you mutter affectionately.
Snow shrugs in response. He had no argument to refute your fact. “It looks great on you,” he said instead, a bit of pride creeping in his voice.
You laugh in response, “I know.”
You pick up the pocket knife, checking the blade out. You go to Coriolanus and press the blade to his jaw. You don't cut the skin. You smirk, heat in your eyes as you say, “My initials will look great on you too. But not today.”
He felt disappointed.
“When then?” Coriolanus asked, his eyebrows furrowed.
“After your punishment is over,” you said, opening your suitcase to change into something that would hide the obvious bruises on your skin.
“I won't forgive you until I have you crying on your knees, Coriolanus,” you grin, “You have to realize that your actions have severe consequences.”
You walked out of the door, leaving him alone on the bed with a crazed mind and an overwhelmed body.
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mistywaves98 · 1 year ago
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how would yandere! albedo non-con us?? just a thought
✧・゚:* ->How would yandere! Albedo non con you?
✧・゚:* ->¡Warnings!: Dark content, NSFW, Non con (duh), same old aphrodisiac usage scenario, slight sadist! albedo, ending was kinda rushed, a sprinkle of degradation!
✧・゚:* ->Minor writing smut! DNI interact if uncomfy!
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You never expected that your superior would do something like this to you, making you consume this strange concoction that made your knees feel weak and a strange heat build up between your legs.
Your sobs meant nothing to Albedo as he forced you onto one of the lab tables. His gloved hand held the back of your neck down, smushing your cheek against the cold marble as the other snaked its way into the front of your pants.
No matter how many times you tried to tell him to stop and that you didn't want this, he'd just keep going further and further, pushing way past your boundaries. He merely shut your pleas down with a simple 'if you didn't want this, then you wouldn't be dripping all over the floor right now'.
He knows it's all his fault that you're in such a state and your body is merely reacting to the strong aphrodisiac he made you drink, but it doesn't deter him from gaslighting you into thinking that he's not actually doing anything wrong and that it's your own fault.
In the end, you can only babble out useless protests as his fingers hook around the waistband of your pants, pulling it down along with your panties to reveal your soaked pussy. The sight makes him smirk as dark lust fills his eyes. He trails a hand up and down your slit, collecting your essence before holding it up to your face for you to see. He leans in, hot breath brushing your ear as he speaks,"Look at how wet you are, so desperate for your pussy to be filled, aren't you?"
You don't even get a choice in your answer as his hand that was on the nape of your neck moves up to cup your cheeks, squeezing them tightly as he moves your head back and forth in the mocking gesture of a nod. Albedo laughs at the pitiful sight that is you before moving his coated digits back down to your neglected pussy that seems even more wet than before. Without warning, he plunges his middle and ring finger inside your tight hole, making you gasp sharply as your walls contract around his digits.
Tears fall down your face as he mercilessly fingers you, making scissors motions to stretch you out even more. The pain is like a searing hot sensation that only adds to the heat provided by the aphrodisiac and you find that beads of sweat have formed on your forehead and are dripping down your face. Your body involuntarily tenses as your orgasm approaches and Albedo can feel it, his smirk widening as he increases his pace, chuckling as your pussy flutters around him I'm return.
"Gonna cum? Go on then, you pathetic slut. Claiming that you don't want this all while squeezing my fingers like a cheap whore." You try to retort, but Albedo his quick to cover your mouth with his other hand, shoving three fingers knuckle deep into your cavern, making you choke as you gag and cough, effectively cutting off your protests. It isn't long before your climax crashes down on you like a huge wave, your body convulsing as you cry out. Your vision goes white for a second as you orgasm hard around his digits. The aphrodisiac enhances these sensations even more, making the entire experience even more intense.
Albedo watches with satisfaction as your hot cum coats his fingers and drips onto the clean floor below. "There we go... What a disgusting yet beautiful sight. I'll be sure to document this down to the last detail. Are you ready for the next part of the experiment?" Even though you're too fucked out to respond, you wouldn't have been able to in the first place as Albedo's fingers remain stuffed in your mouth.
The sound a belt being unbuckled can be heard as he pulls down his pants and boxers, freeing his hard cock from its confines. He positions himself at your entrance before suddenly thrusting into you, bottoming out immediately as he groans at the feeling of your cunt sucking him in. A muffled moan of pain leaves your puffy lips, fresh tears forming in your eyes as he wastes no time in pulling back out, only to impale you once again. He fucks you with an even rhythm, making sure to drive the head of his cock to the deepest parts of your pussy.
Your nails scrape against the smooth surface of the table as your body rocks back and forth from the force of his thrusts. The atmosphere is warm, with the sounds of your broken cries and his pleasured moans mixing together as he uses your body for his pleasure. One hand presses between your shoulder blades while the other grasps your hip with a bruising grip.
Your body continues to be abused for what feels like hours, soon you don't even have the voice to cry out and can only let out choked whimpers whenever he rips another orgasm from your tired pussy. By the time he's finished, your cunt is overflowing with his hot cum as it flows onto the floor below. Your body is covered in sweat and uncontrollably twitches from time to time. Albedo thinks that you look like a piece of art as he runs a hand through your disheveled locks, tugging slightly just to hear your sweet little sounds.
"I'd say the experiment was a success. Now if you don't mind, I'm going to write this down as it's fresh in my mind. But don't fret, I'll be back soon enough" He says as he moves away from you and pulls up his pants. He turns around and exits the room, the sound of his boots clacking against the floor as he leaves you there, broken and used like a worthless toy.
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dirtytransmasc · 4 months ago
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Spider has lacked control over himself his entire life. He is human in everyone's eyes, and that goes further with being Q's son. He has suffered because of his outward appearance. been judged and rejected.
and that may never change, but he can make himself feel right in his own skin. he can change himself how he pleases. he can be in control. can look how he wants. for himself and no one else.
he'll mold himself into a whole new creature, one meant for the forest, one that is alien from both Human and Na'vi, one that is one of a kind. he'll paint his face until you can't find Q's face in it. he'll stretch and cut his ears till they no longer resembles a humans. he'll tattoo his stripes in place permanently.
it's an outlet for all the feelings in his chest. he has words for them. and understanding of what they are. a way to process all the stress and pain he's felt.
if those around him can't accept him as he is, he'll change himself till he's happy. and if someone tries to stop him, someone tells him they think he's perfect as he is, he'll be able to stand up for himself and say "it's not for you, it's for me. what makes me happy."
he's no longer confined to his people view him. no one gets to control him with critiques of his existence.
even if he never goes through with a major mod, just him dabbling helps him view his body as his own. as something to cherish and love, because others opinions don't matter and nothing is permanent and he can do as he pleases. he can decide to stay the same just as much as he can decided to alter it. he can have peace.
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the-fandom-is-now-my-life · 10 months ago
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Obscuary's monster catwalk
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Obscuary ghouls as cats
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Wc: ~700
Ed
The sleepiest chartreux ever. He is always on the cat tower or in his bed.
Maybe it's because he is older than the other two and you see the contrast, but when Rui and Lyca chase each other or play he prefers to lay in your lap and make biscuits.
He used to play fight with Rui but once he acted really hurt to go back to sleep and Rui now feels guilty and still licks him to ‘make up’ for it.
His laziness is such that if you make him walk to his food and not carry him there/ serve him closer he will act as if he has a limp or meow as if he was pained enough for you to feel sorry. Either you or the vet are sure if he is in any real pain but you give him supplements for his bones and joints either way. You do notice he doesn't meow sadly while walking until he sees you and starts the whole melodrama.
What gives him away is how quickly he jumps up the platforms on the wall when Lyca tries to play with him and how smug he looks down on him when he can just meows him to go down.
Either way he is so sensitive to your emotions! When you cry in bed he will hop on your chest and lick your tears. (totally not him liking the salt in them)
Just like Ren you have to control his screen time, he might not like playing but he does stay totally still and has his eyes wide when you put on a conspiracy theorist on the tablet or TV.
Rui
A blond American shorthair.
The sweetest cat that purrs and meows so sweetly and contorts his body trying to ask for cuddles and kisses but as soon as you step a little closer and attempt to catch him he starts sprinting to the hideout. It isn't only you, the few female cats that seemed interested in him made him retreat too.
No matter how many times you chime at him and even spritz him he keeps biting pieces of your plants and flowers and keeps them ‘hidden’ in his hideout.
He is such an innate hunter! And he always brings you his victims, still when he brings you a dead ladybug or bird his appearance is closer to that of an apologetic child than a prideful hunter. It's almost as if he wants you to fix his mistake and return the little thing's life.
He seems to meet up with Romeo and Haru every night on your dining table as they meow (principally Haru, he is such a whiny baby)
He has a habit of picking up small pieces of clothing like socks and underwear and bringing them to the laundry room, even if it's helpful to already have them on the floor when you go load the machine, he sometimes opens your drawers and grabs clean ones to feel he is doing something productive. He did put Ed there once when he was nasty enough for him to refuse to help groom him.
Lyca
A messy and stiff haired Lykoi.
He was a rescue found between wild dogs that you fostered but decided to keep as his forever family.He still has some dog-like mannerisms, like wagging his tail when happy.
He is in kitty confinement jail (cat carrier) until he stops swatting and hissing at you or his brothers. Luckily Subaru was brave enough to stand beside him until he calmed and he behaved enough for you to free him under parole.
The first few days, even though he wasn't hitting anyone, nobody dared to approach him unless Subaru was besides him.
Speaking of, Subaru is the one who took it upon himself to teach him how to behave like a cat again, teaching him how to groom himself and jump high, much to Ed's chagrin.
He likes to stalk Ed, wanting to imitate what he thinks is the leader of the pack. He even annoys him trying to fight him but he just huffs and climbs up furniture or up the cat tree.
Unlike Rui, he is good at hunting and proud of it. He might be one of the few, if not only, who will bring you dead rats to show off. Once you even got a baby bunny that luckily was still alive even if scared.
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dangerous-yam-fries · 7 months ago
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Not too sure if your taking requests but can I request a part 2 of yandere alien? but the reader is just completely numb after the whole sex scene and she just stop showing emotions, she stops talking and her eyes are just empty but whenever she looks at Zuri her eyes shine bright with anger and murderous intent even the rest of the crew see's it
Despite this Zuri tries everything in his power to get a reaction out of her but he always turns up empty handed even when he try to do the boombahya with her he still gets nothing she doesn't even moan
And after a few days she just randomly disappeared he searched the entire ship top to bottom but he couldn't find her minutes turned into hours, hours turn into days, days turn into months and months turned into years
His crew was hired to get some goods by some great empire it here that he found her one problem she is the emperor's mate she already has multiple kids with the emperor and another on the way
Anyways reader see him again and decided she is gonna ruin his life in which she did and then her mate had him executed slowly so he felt everything....
Anyways I hope you like it 😀
Part ones ending didn't scratch me right 😅
Wow I love that concept, and great suggestion at the end, but I’m not going to kill my favorite red flag. You can have some of it though.
Alien Guy x GN!reader - mild NSFW ask
Asks and Suggestions are open and encouraged!
Warnings: noncon/dubcon, confinement, general creepiness, alien, MINORS I DO NOT WANT YOU HERE SO HIT THE ROAD
You didn’t talk much back on Argon, the scientists spoke their scientific jargon, the cleaners were just as prudish, and the experiments… couldn’t talk. So you were in the habit of staying quiet as well. This continued when Captain Zuri brought you to Seed, you’d go days without speaking, and living by the mantra of ‘only speak when spoken to’.
Needless to say, Zuri wasn’t concerned when you didn’t say anything to him the morning after. That’s just what you were like. Even when you went back to avoiding him, he didn’t think twice. When you started skipping meals however, then he had a problem.
You wouldn’t meet his eyes, the impossible blue making you feel something dark and self-destructive. He forces you to look at him, and you can’t help the look of disgust on your face. Zuri declared you as his lover and mate, and that if you won’t take care of yourself, he’ll make sure to take care of you.
Before, living with the aftermath of being raped was manageable. But now you sleep in his bed, eat with him, and you’re not even allowed to shower alone.
Oh, and sharing a bed with him means sex. You couldn’t help but react your first time, but now it’s almost like your body won’t let you feel it. You want to feel good, maybe that will take your dark feelings away, banish your pain, and set you free. It doesn’t hurt anymore, at least. Zuri keeps you loose, it doesn’t matter when or where the feeling hits him, you’re always ready to take him.
Zuri’s just contented with having you. In the beginning, he was fairly worried about how you felt, but it was clear that you wouldn’t change anytime soon, so why worry about that? Or maybe he was just forcing himself not to care, because you were in pain because of him.
Maybe out of guilt, he gives you more alone time, and doesn’t make you do chores. The only rules are to be in his room by curfew, and don’t go whoring yourself out. The gift is wasted on you though, because you don’t leave his room, even when you’re allowed.
You have no friends on the outside, and your old room has been given to someone else. There’s no privacy out there, but Zuri’s gone most of the day, so you can just lounge in any of the spacious areas of his cabin. Usually a storage closet or behind furniture.
It’s almost like you’re a feral animal, Zuri or his secretary will leave a tray out for you, because you’ll only eat when you’re alone. You make sure to take care of all your needs before Zuri returns to his cabin in the evenings, as you try your best to avoid him. You know he knows exactly where you are, but he doesn’t seek you out unless it’s for something physical.
You’ll stare into space without a thought in your mind, but when Zuri enters your sights, it’s like a switch is flipped.
You’ve been treated badly, horribly by many people. But none of them were as persistent as him. You want to kill Zuri, make him suffer, even if it means dying yourself.
Zuri notices the darkness in your eyes, you used to be a fairly simple person, aimless, floating through space. Now you have something more grounding, a tether to one place; Zuri. You may not love him, but you won’t leave his side until he’s dead.
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freakymcnastys · 9 months ago
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“lover you should’ve come over ” toge inumaki x fem!reader
━━ . ˚₊ ꒱ "all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter"
content: the shibuya incident, talk of dying, death, blood, ANGST, short (abt like 900 words), you have a smoke related cursed technique, ur a 2nd year, aoi todo is ur older brother :D, fight scene sucks (sorry..),,,,
AS YOU WERE FIGHTING a bunch of low-grade 2 curses you felt a glint of something else in your smoke. This one wasn’t with the rest of the grade twos…this had to be a special grade at least..but once you figured it out, it was right behind you. The 'it' in question was none other than Sugaru Geto, this sent a chill down your spine. Something in your brain told you that you couldn’t possibly beat him; that you could maybe slow him down.
“Y/n!” Shit. You knew that voice, how could you not. If it had been any other mission you would've been happy seeing your brother but this mission would cost you your life and you didn’t want your brother to witness it. No matter how strong he or anyone says he is, Yuta could barely take Geto so the likelihood of this fight coming out in their favor was slim to none.
“I have a question, Geto.” You said into the smoke, knowing that your technique would carry your voice to the curse. He just hummed in response with a smile on his face. “Where’s Gojo?” You wanted to know if the so-called slim chance would come to help you mid-fight. This made Geto laugh a little. “In the prison realm, where he should be.” You just bitterly scoffed. “Well, at least I know you're not the real Geto.”
He just shrugged before getting into a fighting position. You then used your smoke to confine your opponent, making it morph into a solid in an attempt to harm him. But, unfortunately, he dodged it before it caused any real damage. The only damage done was a small cut. “Not bad, for a monkey.” He hummed before sending a curse towards you--two actually although you didn’t see the other one. “Seriously? Some low level curse-” You said, almost offended at his attack but before you could finish something shot through your middle causing a gasp to escape you.
“Yet not good enough..” He said disappointed. You couldn’t reply back because of the aching pain from the impalement, although soon enough you killed the curse, removing what was protruding in your abdomen. Muffled yells from the other side of your smoke became louder since it started disappearing considering your injury. You moved your hand in an attempt to stop the blood from escaping your body, but all you felt was the warm liquid pooling in your palm. “I’ll spare him–since I'm feeling so merciful.” Geto waved his hand as he walked off to find Itadori aka Sukana's vessel. Aoi’s heavy steps stopped behind you as he took in the sight. You knew that he would blame himself for the inevitable outcome of the fight. “Aoi?” Your voice cracked as tears drew from your eyes, unbeknownst to you. “Y/n listen I’m gonna get you to Shoko and she’s gonna fix you right up...okay?” The look the two of you shared said something else. Both of you knew that you wouldn’t make it to the street, but he didn't have the heart to say that.
Aoi still picked you up, the grip caused you to cry out in pain. He flinched at the sound before walking to the doors to the street. Continuous whimpers and cries came from you but Aoi wanted to try and get to Shoko as fast as he could. They reached the street and saw Inumaki and Panda fighting a bunch of curses, the two sensed a presence behind them, and turned around quickly. Both were ready to fight but stopped instantly at the sight of their friend being carried and Aoi covered with blood.
“Is that y/n..?” Panda asks in a whisper as Inumaki feels his heart drop. This wasn’t how this was supposed to go. You both were supposed to go on a date after you got back from this. You promised him. This wasn’t fair! Toge had tried to be fair and (mostly) kind to everyone so why was this happening to him? He had never asked for anything selfish in his life. So why him.
The full moon at night beamed onto y/n's corpse, making you look almost angelic. The crimson blood slowly started to dry up as your conciseness left a while ago. Aoi knew you'd been dead since your cries slowly faded but he refused to turn his head to check. He was scared to cause his little sister any more pain than she already was in.
Strangely enough, Toge remembered something that you had said to him some time ago, finding it weird to think about that memory at a time like this. You and him were sitting on the concrete stairs as Panda, Maki, Nobara and Megami were training for the exchange event. You were laughing at specifically Panda and Nobara, and you didn’t notice the lingering eyes of the cursed speech user next to you. The sheer admiration in his eyes could’ve made anyone swoon. Ever since you had transferred from the Kyoto sister school, he had taken a liking to you. Always walking with you, training, trying to communicate with you.
“Hey you okay–do I have something on my face…?” You asked with a light smile. “Bonito flakes” He nodded from side to side. “Oh good well um what’s up?” You asked curiously. “Salmon.” He just pointed to his ears swiftly. The two of you established some simple signs to communicate easily. “Sure I’ll talk!” You beamed before turning your body to the boy. Then you proceeded to talk about anything coming to your mind but one thing in specific Inumaki seemed to remember. “Ya know I feel like I know what dying would feel like–” You trailed off.
“Mustard leaf..” Toge loved hearing you talk but whenever you got to talking about these topics he got slightly worried. “No no it’s alright..” You laughed a little at his worry. Inumaki felt his heart skip a beat, call it cliche but something he would never hate listening to is your laughter.
“It's just something I’ve thought of–or rather what I hope it’d be like..” As you continued your thought he listened to you intently, although not liking what you were talking about but it wasn’t something you could help thinking about especially while being a jujutsu sorcerer. “I kinda hope it’s like when you fall asleep at a family party when you were younger and you get carried to your bed and you can hear the laughter in the next room…” You sighed with a small smile, feeling the wind pass the two of you. The sun turning sides of pink and orange meaning you guys should probably turn in for the night. Seeing you in this light made him want to freeze the picture and savor it forever, too scared of it slipping away.
Why was that the thing Toge had to remember while seeing your body. He hates to admit it but he hopes the same thing too–for your sake…and his own.
(putting it out there i LOVE angst so expect it from me 😏😏 also big brother todo>>>)
- love always, kat
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dabflies · 18 days ago
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In the back seats. Ideal for bad days.
—pre-outbrake!Tommy Miller x reader.
It was written especially for game!Tommy, but you can still read it imagining the version of show!Tommy without any problem. There are not many specific details.
I really need more content about my man.
content; light angst. fluff. suggestive. gn!reader. age gap (not extreme) . hint of secret encounters. no use of y/n. nothing completely explicit. i wanted to start with something light, be patient with me haha. sit on lap. not defined features or body, so feel safe. my ‘daddy issues’ can be reflected a little-a lot. wc; 1,1K.
a/n; I could be said that this is a small ‘teaser’, you know, to test the waters before deciding to write something longer and more detailed. So I apologize in advance if you feel it's too short or rushed. I would also like to mention that English is not my first language, so really sorry for any grammatical error! written in the app, btw!
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Maybe this was all you needed.
No, this was definitely all you needed.
The warmth of his body against yours, his strong arms holding you firmly, making you feel safe. Protected. Allowing you to hide in the hollow of his neck while your tears soak his shirt, letting you feel vulnerable for the first time without embarrassment about it. Big hands traveling down your back, sneaking inside your clothes where his calloused touch leaves soft caresses, causing chills in your skin. You wished that everything would stay like this, that you could stay the rest of your life in his arms without having to worry about anything or anyone else—the pain didn't exist when you were with him.
You clung tightly, as if you were afraid that at any moment he would leave you.
Apparently Tommy seemed to realize it, reading you like a completely open book—that or probably he just could really read minds. You feel his face sliding all over your neck, stopped once he was close enough to your ear. “Do you want to talk ‘bout it?” He whispered in a soft and low tone, giving you some tickling.
You shook your head, a ‘no’ escaping as a whisper from your lips—at least not now. You hadn't said much in a long time, and you feared that, if you started speaking, the only thing that would come out of your mouth would be meaningless babbling for the moment your voice began to break. You wanted to spare yourself the shame and the effort. Not to mention that, most of the energy you had during the day, had been completely drained from your body.
Man, a really bad day.
Bad days.
Those kind of bad days that end up giving you a terrible k.o in the confines of your bed once you step on your room. Those that take away your ability to feel emotions and you only have a blank head and an empty chest. With a strong painful knot suffocating your throat, and no matter how much saliva or water you swallowed, it was still there. Waiting so patiently for you to have enough courage to cry.
And today was one of those days, which left you spending the whole afternoon watching the ceiling as if you depended on it. Tried to process what happened, what you felt, a why. Hoping that Tommy have read your message and maybe, just maybe, come to see you earlier than it used to be—despite how risky it would be if a neighbor caught both of you. Today you needed him more than ever. You needed to get into his arms, sit on his lap in the back of his old jeep, and above all, listen to his voice. You needed it so much that at one point it was embarrassing.
But apparently the universe thought you were being very demanding.
For the bad news, your previous wish was not fulfilled; Tommy's work had become heavier, ruling out the possibility that he would arrive earlier to your house. That left you impatient, waiting for the night to fall quickly while you moved all over your bed. Looking at the clock every couple of minutes that passed, until it marked 12:00 o'clock at night. The usual time.
You waited.
Listening to the ‘click clack’ of the clock above your bed.
And when you heard your phone vibrate with the arrival of a new message and the white light sneaking through the openings in your curtains, you wasted no time. You got out of bed so quickly that you felt dizzy, tripping slightly with your feet on your way to the window. You watched Tommy's gray Jeep park on the side of the street, just a few meters away from your house to avoid attracting too much attention—in case by pure chance someone saw him.
You walked away from the window as soon as you heard the engine turn off, hurrying to grab your sweatshirt and the pair of shoes you had thrown in the corner of your room. Once you made sure that everyone at home was sleeping, you met Tommy, who was patiently waiting for you outside. His body leaned in the worn gray of the old jeep, a slight smile illuminating his face when he watched you walk out the door. You hadn't even let him greet you before you were already in his arms; just when your body remembered the effect he had on you, you burst into tears. The tears you hadn't managed to release.
“Oh, hey, hey, hey… what happened?” You didn't answer and it was enough for him. Tommy didn't say another word; he was silent, letting you be, wrapping his arms around you a short time later. You don't remember how long you two lasted like this, but what you actually can remember is the warmth of his hand wrapped around yours, guiding you to the passenger seat. The heat of his hand now taking place on your thigh, moving down to your knee where he left sweet caresses while he was in charge of driving to his house.
You two didn't enter once you were there, instead you stayed outside parked on the porch. Being right where you were now, on his lap in the back seats. Making you reaffirm that this was what you needed.
His lips brushed against your cheek, where he planted a kiss before moved away. “It’s alright, I gotch’ you,” You felt the emptiness of one of his hands leave its place inside your shirt, only to feel it some time later cardle the cheek that he had not kissed. Separating at a slow pace your face from where it was lying hidden in his neck. “Just want to see your pretty face, m’kay?” He murmured when he felt you tense up at his action, comforting you with a soft laugh behind his words “You haven't let me see you and I miss you, y’know?”
He took the time to admire each of your features once he had you face to face—as if he hadn't seen you in years. “There you go,” he earning a weak and small smile from you, which he didn't hesitate to return. By this time both hands now cradled your face with affection—fearing that it could break at any moment if something like that was possible—his thumbs wiped the odd rebellious tears and his eyes searched for your lost gaze. A characteristic glow in them once they finally met yours.
“Let's make you feel good, what'd you think?”
The sweetness of a kiss melting on your lips when you nodded. His hands filled again the void they had left inside your shirt, and his fingers traced back that familiar path on the skin of your back, going down with that characteristic slowness until they found the hem of your shirt, pulling it.
Tommy always knew where to touch and where not.
How to treat you correctly.
And above all, he was an expert in how make you feel good.
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ahrianee · 9 days ago
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[🔗] Just love me again
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Couple: Roboute Guilliman x Rena Caeruleun (Oc)
Warnings: English is not my main language, I'm sorry if there are things that are not understood, I tried to look for several translation sites to avoid mistakes, but surely there will be some, I apologize again
Notes: This is an alternate universe, where traitors are loyal and loyal are traitors, all this is a silly excuse because I wanted to write and draw about a possessive Roboute
Summary: Kidnapped and confined until she loves again the man she once knew.
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The clinking of chains resonates throughout the place; every slight movement she makes causes the chains that imprison her to rattle—on her wrists, on her ankles, on her damned neck. A chaste sigh escapes from the woman's purple lips, it is clear that she is exhausted from this situation.
Standing in a gigantic room on a ship wandering through space, looking out the enormous window that opens into the void, she feels so small in this entire situation; it's as if she will be consumed sooner or later.
The wings on her back feel an extremely uncomfortable and somewhat painful tingling, like when a limb falls asleep. She has tried to remove the chains more times than she has attempted to escape from this place. She lost track of time long ago; the passing of days is almost immutable in space. Looking on the bright side, if there is one in this situation, she is locked up and chained but treated like a queen. She has never lacked food or comforts; anything, even if it was trivial, was granted to her. Obviously, being free was not one of them.
The bird talons on her feet echo with every step she takes, accepting Tzeentch and the promise of more power. Her body has been corrupted by it—bird talons from which dark feathers extend to the middle of her thighs. The arm she had lost in the past was regenerated with bird talons as well, not to mention the large wings that occupy her back or the small ones that emerge from behind her ears.
She lets out another heavy sigh and allows herself to fall onto that big bed, with clean, soft sheets of dark blue color. However, what bothers her the most is the smell of metal and gunpowder that is driving her crazy. Every little thing in this room reminds her of him; no matter where she looks, everything in the room has a strange trace of him. Truly, if she continues like this, she will go crazy—if she isn’t already.
He didn't know how much everything was going to change: the heresy, the ascension of the Emperor of Humanity as the fifth Warp God. If it had been only that, it would have been more bearable. But he, who believed he would remain firm and faithful, had also been blessed by the four Gods of Chaos. That haughty and possessive attitude— even the word "possessive" fell short to describe his current self—raises his two hands, the shackles and chains of a greenish color that completely nullify his powers. He stopped questioning how he got them; in truth, he stopped caring about many things the more time he spent here.
── I suppose that's your plan... Keeping me locked up until I believe you're my only salvation ──
She whispers in a soft tone, looking towards the window, the only glimpse of freedom she has. She has tried too many times to break that window, which is why the cadence of objects in the room, when she broke the decorative items, began with her hitting them with her hands. Even if strength was never her strong point, she truly hoped she could break that damned armored glass. But it would be too easy for someone as calculating and meticulous as Roboute Guilliman, especially since she believed he would be four or five steps ahead of her.
She shifts uncomfortably in bed, her wings folded behind her back, the chains rattling, never mind that she continuously caused the chains to rattle.
Loud footsteps echo; she knows very well who is coming. There are only two types of footsteps: the soft ones of some of Guilliman's servants and Guilliman himself. The door to the room opens slowly, as if to heighten the tension of the situation. The first thing she sees is the helmet of his armor, covered in blood—surely not his—and dirt.
Rena recovers in bed, sitting in the center of it, tilting her head in surprise. He usually never comes to see her stained; he doesn't even typically arrive in his armor, but always in some elegant toga to maintain appearances with her. Roboute's footsteps resonate until they reach the bed. A small noise is heard, and seconds later, he removes the helmet that covers his head with one hand. The scar that runs across the left half of his face has healed well, while the other on his right chin is still in the process of healing properly. Even with his amazing recovery, he bears some scars that continue to haunt him.
Roboute's large body looms over Rena's, covering her with the shadow he casts; the smallest hint of a smile plays on Guilliman's cracked lips. Seeing her so small and helpless before him stirs feelings that Slaanesh himself would be pleased to glimpse.
Rena sighs softly, raising her right hand to her cheek. She knows well how much she hates her left arm; she still remembers the crunch of her bones when she broke it. Rather, Roboute Guilliman hates any corruption of Tzeentch in the body of his beautiful betrothed, but she is still her. A small glimpse of what once was Rena Caeruleun still lives on in this one he calls corrupted by Tzeentch.
Roboute closes his eyes; the old image of his fiancée is etched in his memories, with such a soft and sweet gaze compared to the one before him, who always seems to have a sharp glare. The woman before him is Rena, but not the Rena he would have liked to have. He launched an assault on the crystal labyrinth of Tzeentch in the same warp just to kidnap her, gaining the blessing of four of the chaos gods. He rejected Tzeentch's out of pure pride—obviously, it was easy for someone like Roboute. He dragged her here and kept her locked up until she loved him back. If necessary, he would break her spirit so she could only think of and depend on him.
── Rena… ──
Roboute's blue eyes remain fixed on his fiancée; he raises his hand towards the wings that appear by her ears, grabbing one tightly and pulling it towards him. She can only let out a moan of pain, but she allows herself to be manipulated at will.
It's not like he could refuse at first; remember the first and only time he refused what Guilliman wanted? Let's just say that going against him didn't end well at all.
── ...I should just tear off your wings so you can't fly away from me ──
The tone with which she speaks is completely cold and serious, while her free hand travels to the area of the shoulder blades on her back; it is also the place where the wings are born. There is not a hint of doubt in her voice when she says this. The seconds pass in complete silence; Rena's face can only express fear. At first, she thought the person she met in the past still existed, but the more time goes by, the more she realizes that the person in front of her has nothing to do with the Roboute she knew.
Roboute's guttural laughter resonates in the room as his face approaches Rena's, kissing her roughly, inserting his tongue into her mouth, mockingly playing with her and taking away the little air she has. This game continues for a few seconds on his part until Rena slowly moves away. Roboute can only continue to see Rena's reddened face, gasping for air.
── You're so beautiful, Rena... But you also need me so much, don't you, Rena? ──
Roboute's mocking tone echoes in the room; a haughty smile spreads across his lips. He has his fiancée in the palm of his hand, and he knows it.
── Calm down, my little star. I would never hurt you… unless you decide to run away from me ──
Roboute forcefully takes Rena's face in his hand.
── I'll break every bone in your body repeatedly until you understand that you're mine... But running away is something you wouldn't do, right? ──
Rena nods gently at him; she looks at him, noting the sudden mood swings, how he threatens without any fear, and how he has hurt her to make her understand. Yet, even after all this, she can only accept it and stay by his side.
She reaches out gently, hugging Roboute's face against her chest. She doubts that anything of what once was still exists in the past, but she cannot help but try to understand.
── I'll never leave you... I can't leave you ──
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urlocalrambler · 1 year ago
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DN fanfic: an exploration into Kai Mori's mind while he's in prison. Introspective piece. So get ready for self-loathing, the woes of the disgraced son and the Banks reminiscence and yearning that we deserved.
My first Devils Night fanfiction ever. Actually, it's my first writing piece in a long time in general, but fuck it, we balling. I've always struggled a little with understanding Kai, but I think this piece helped me get more of a grip on my characterisation of him <3.
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Kai sits in jail, and he knows he's a scrouge on his family name. He’s the shameful blot in their lineage, the fuck up who keeps on giving even when all they want is for him to stop. Kai's the shadow in his family's illustrious life. A good boy gone wrong, the ungrateful child, responsible for his mother's tight smiles and fervent worry — he’s the parasite leeching away at his mother's kindness, carelessly ruining the happy life his father fought to give her. It took one blow of a hammer slamming against a gavel, and his parents have a sword of humiliation rammed into their guts. The pain is only dug in deeper with the indignity of a sentence of 28 months lost to the confines of walls crammed to the brim with prisoners, with his fitted suits for interviews traded in for a standardised orange jumpsuit, as a lifestyle befitting of an animal is thrust into the hands of their only son. 
The worst part is that they still loved him despite his neverending failures.
"–Gave him three broken ribs. So he fractured his fucking spine."
"Who?"
"The rich brat. Mori. He didn't even hesitate."
"Shit, he might belong here, after all."
Yeah, maybe he does belong here.
From the start of it all, he's been the defining reason for the lines marring his father's forehead, those were wrinkles etched in from worrying about Kai's unfortunate tendencies, but he's still forgiven again and again for every indiscretion that they catch him in and he learns to forgive himself for the thousands that they don't know about as a default. Kai's allowed to follow his own path even if it means spitting at his father's feet and disparaging the legacy that Katsu built with his roughened hands. It's wrong, grievously so, but he takes the chances and the freedom, Kai proves he's a certified fuck up. Useless boy who's worth nothing much when compared to the father who tried to give him every head start in life no matter what it cost. Katsu's a man who pulled his family out of poverty, he gives his wife her old life back tenfold, and Kai’s the worthless son who ruins it by gorging himself on endless vices, amusing himself by toeing the lines, and eventually, he gets a crew and starts obliterating the lines. Never improving even as they ardently pray for him, Kai only gets worse as the years pass.
Everyone knows it in Thunder Bay. Kai Mori's a cautionary tale in the flesh. 
The good boy who gets caught up in the wrong crowd and suffers for it. Prince amongst the heathens, gilded gold stained by their tar, a demon playing at being an angel. Kinder smiles and 'thank you's' on his tongue don’t get rid of the taste of sin, but they mask it well enough. Until it suddenly doesn't anymore, and they see that he's made of the same strokes as his friends. Demon, not an angel. Predator, not the prey. Villain, never a prince. Sins can't be hidden forever in a modern era of phones to the ear and the glimmer of cameras catching their every move. He should’ve known better than to have expected zero consequences – Kai hid his truths better than his friends ever managed to, but an unchained nature couldn't be hidden forever.
People were predisposed to making assumptions. 
In Thunder Bay, they accepted and revered the version of him that they thought they knew, and they share their aggrieved regrets as his fall from grace occurs in the brightened spotlight. Analysed just like Icarus, with a tragic fate of his own making – Kai can't meet his father's eyes for the first couple of weeks after his wrongs are aired to the public. Kai Mori had potential in spades, the gossip somberly chastens, and he squandered it away on freedom ravelled within insanity, he wasted a guaranteed future on the kind of lust that made priests look away in discomfort, and he ruined himself due to a useless loyalty towards friends that should've never amounted to much more than a footnote in his life.
Outsiders never understood how the blood of the covenant could run thicker than the water of the womb. They didn't feel the allure of darkness in its fullest form. Nor could they understand the power that control gave him when it was cradled in his palms, and he had chaos biting at his neck. She had, though, that one girl who hides in his mind just like she'd veiled herself into that confession all those years ago– she understood it all, and she even fed into it back then. 
He wonders what she felt when she saw him in cuffs. 
Mystery Girl was among his worst mistakes, mostly because she quickly became his darkest daydream and a favourite nightmare.
Kai's quiet when he does it. In the showers, when heat spindles against the mirror, he washes off the heat of shame by engaging in more depravity. He thinks about her often. And he's not gentle, not even close to it. Whenever he thinks about girls wrapped up in men's clothes, in shirts that aren't his, he's harsh and angry because they should've been his clothes, she should've been his girl. He thinks of smart quips on the curve of her lips, and he wonders how sweet it would've been to have held her and shut her up in the way he'd desperately wanted to whenever she said the name of a man who wasn't him. Kai's got a hand on his cock and he jerks it hard to the thoughts of her. 
Chocolate hair. Green eyes. Golden skin. Daydreams and nightmares. 
She's the only thing he never got that he'd desperately wanted in his golden years; she's the thing he still wants so carnally even in his darkest hours. Wants her thighs wrapped around his torso, wants his name to be the only thing she's capable of saying by the time he's done with her, wants her marked and ruined by the touch of him and him only. Indulging in her, Kai knows, would've been his favourite sin. Back then, he got only a speck, got nothing more than a touch, and he'd still been hopelessly addicted, high on fumes when he had the wisp of her silhouetted in his arms, and he was in withdrawal whenever he lost her to a man he hated and loved in equal measure. Just a taste back then, just the thoughts now, and he's still maddeningly hooked on her. Pretty girl, harsh girl, but never his girl. Sweet like candy with a tangy kick to her. She's the only drug in his veins, inching in without warning, putting him in a trance and an unruly high.
In the dead of night, she visits him, and Kai welcomes her. 
He is a fuck-up, Kai knows it well. Somehow, he's still so ready to engage in the betrayal of his brother in everything but blood. Damon's down in a living nightmare in solitary, and he dreams of stealing his girl. He dreams of using her up. He yearns to take her and have her feed the desires of his concupiscent flesh for as long as he wants, and he thinks he wants to keep her for months, for years, for as long as it takes until she feels more his than anything else.
Irreverent lust, onerous fingers, amatory desires, and all for what? A girl he had known all of a couple of weeks. And he thinks he'd sell the flesh on his back to go back to that time with her. For her, he thinks he'd do anything because if she's a reverie then he's a victim to the ghost of her. Kai thinks of her and that hotel room, and he wonders why he let his dream girl go. 
She's the only person to ever make him feel alive, to make him feel desire on an impulse, the only one who could easily stoke his dangerous need for control, and she did it all without ever trying. No fight to take and no need to make his blood boil; there was no need to force himself into those conversations with her because he was already obsessed with her voice from the second he heard it. Everything came naturally when it was with her. 
He thinks she could've been his if she hadn't been Damon's to keep. 
Kai laughs when he grips the plexiglass, breathes harder, and strokes faster– she's certainly not either’s now, and she wasn't his back then, but she is all Kai’s in the darkness of his mind. Smooth skin pressed against his chest, lips to his neck, and she's begging for it, for his dirty criminal's hands to stay on her neck. Moaning, whining, crying for more. He's undone by the idea of her, air caught in the chasm of his lungs, knuckles tightened to a pale white, as he gives into his favourite nightmare. Kai's spent by the thought of her, the evidence washed away by water, as his back presses against the shower wall. 
Suddenly, he's almost glad that he doesn't see Damon here at all. Kai tries to convince himself that he should be relieved that he'll likely never see her again either (it doesn't work but he tries). If he doesn't see her, then it means the fantasies, the output of those unreachable desires, can stay intact.
There's no Damon to stop him. No dancer in a hotel to distort what they could've had. No blood to mop away and no nights to hide away. It was just him and her again.
In his dreams, Banks is everything he still desires.
In his dreams, she belongs to no one else.
In his dreams, Banks is all his.
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