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An Important Reminder In Trying Times
Hey everyone, Mod Bubbles here.
I know that I've said over and over that I don't like talking about politics on here, but I really feel the need to say this:
This Is Not The End.
I understand things probably seem really bleak right now. A lot of people are going to be hurt by this, and the sheer amount of fearmongering and worst case scenarios are inescapable. But the country and the world are not going to change overnight. To be honest, it may not change very much at all in the next four years. I'm not a political scientist, so I can't tell you that for sure. There's a lot to be concerned about.
What I can tell you, as a student of history, is this: not only have we survived this once, we have survived this every time.
Think about it this way: every single tyrant, every single right-wing representative, every single emperor and colonial power, every corporate scumbag and power-hungry lunatic. No matter how many of them have ever come to power, held onto power, and tried to make themselves seem invincible, not a single one has ever held back humanity's progress and not a single one has proven to be invincible.
There were countries throughout history, especially in the 20th century, that fell under brutal dictatorships and saw countless lives lost. Did the people just give up and accept it? Fuck no they didn't. They fought back. Many of them lived to see democracy restored to their lands in their lifetimes, or fought to see it restored in their children's.
From Europe to Latin America, while many countries still have their issues, they endured and their people have survived. Their governments were not invincible, just as none ever have been.
Regardless of the outcome of this election, the world will go on. People will not just roll over and accept whatever horrible things happen, the fight will continue and we will do everything in our power to carry on as we always have. We'll carry on to achieve bigger and better things.
Let me also be clear: if you feel the need to cry, please cry. If you're afraid, don't pretend you're not. If you're angry, allow yourself to feel that anger. But if you're seriously contemplating giving up or hurting yourself, please don't.
You may hear all this news and ask yourself, "Bubbles, what's the point? What can I do about all this?" I've felt that way too, I have for a long time. I understand completely. It's scary and overwhelming, but I'll tell you exactly what you can do to fight against that: you can be kind.
Do you want to know where the most tangible change in the world begins? It's never at the top. It begins with people like us on a communal level, where we reach out to help others. Whether that means we help our neighbors, our friends, or any strangers we can.
Going out of your way to start fights, looking for someone to blame based on the flimsiest justifications, and just being cruel because you're angry, those aren't how you change anything. Those just add to the problem.
Here's just some ideas on what you can do instead:
Get away from the news, stop doomscrolling, mute doomers, and turn the TV and news apps off. This will get you out of a negative feedback loop that'll make you feel worse and more powerless, which is what they're designed to do in order to maximize traffic.
Remember to eat, sleep, brush your teeth, take a shower, take your meds, and do everything else you need to do to stay healthy.
If you or someone else really feel like leaving the country for your own safety is best, you can still work do so. But please don't convince yourself that if you can't, it's over.
Give back to people as much as you can. Show the people in your life who support you that you care, and that all that they do for you matters.
Donate to good causes you believe in.
Stand up to bullshit whenever you see it.
Do not give up on your dreams and ambitions. One bad leader does not mean your future automatically ends. Stop worrying about any potential apocalypse in the future, because you can do that even on the best days, and instead work toward a future that you CAN achieve.
There's this pervasive and very inaccurate idea that it's only the president who gets to enforce policies on the country. This ignores governors, the House of Representatives, Congress, mayors, and the countless other leaders involved. And it ignores you.
You do not have to spend the next 3 years and 364 days doing nothing but feeling miserable. In fact, that's the last thing you should do. Fear and despair are the weapons they wield, and they only have as much power as you allow them to have over you.
If your view of politics is that you just have to vote for the "right one" and then everything will be utopian, or that if people vote for the wrong one" then we're headed for a terrible dystopian nightmare, I have to tell you that that is incredibly reductionist and also very dumb. I can also tell you from personal experience that it's not them who make the real changes where it's needed.
A friend sent me a video that really opened my eyes on this situation: Adam Conover, the guy behind Adam Ruins Everything, said he's not worried about all this. Why? Because he and some friends were able, through their own power, to make real positive changes in their community. They were able to bring homelessness down in their district by over 38% through their own efforts.
And he's right that, as a silver lining to all this, it made more Americans than ever take a stand against all the horrible shit they were seeing and get involved with solutions.
Speaking from my own experiences as well, when Hurricane Helene devastated my area, it wasn't the politicians who came and repaired roads and power lines, it wasn't them who brought in food and supplies to everyone, and it wasn't them who worked tirelessly to save people still in need. It was everyone in our local communities.
The people at the top have never really cared about anything more than your money and your vote, but the people around you care more than you may believe they would. Hell, even strangers on the internet care more than you'd believe.
Now, even if you've made it this far, you may be wondering "What about when he starts outlawing and banning things?" To that, I say look at Prohibition and see how well that went. Politicians have only ever operated under the idea that banning something will make it go away, and it always does the exact opposite. And if you're still worried, you can get involved with organizations that fight to support these things being available and regulated.
But by now, you may also be wondering "What if I can't get involved? What if I'm too young or I don't have the money, or my parents won't let me?"
Then just be kind.
Stop looking for enemies to blame. Don't martyr yourself for some nebulous cause or the idea that your suffering increasing means the rest of the suffering in the world will go down. Don't torture yourself by telling yourself that you didn't do enough.
Show compassion, show support, show love and genuine care toward people who need it, including yourself.
"But there's so many shitty people in this country and the world, why should I-" Stop thinking that way. This isn't about them, this is about you and how you can make a difference. There will probably always be shitheads and power-hungry morons, but that does not negate the fact that you can choose to be different. You can choose to be kind.
Kindness is a sword that you have to learn how to wield. Wield it responsibly and use it to help others. No matter how small or insignificant it may be, YOU DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
I say all this as a 29-year-old who spent most of his life feeling scared and miserable about so many current events, convincing myself I'm useless and selfish because I was worried about so much and I hated myself for all of it. And I've decide I'm not going to do that anymore.
During the last right-wing era, I managed to help build a whole community out of my love for Danganronpa. I created friendships, relationships, and there are people alive right now because I chose to do so. Because I chose to use that community for kindness. I want to keep building from there by going into streaming and reaching out to more people.
I won't lie to you and say that I'm not scared, because I am. But I'm also not going to let fear change who I am. I want us all to be better to ourselves and others, because that is how you defeat hate. It starts with you.
And if you're still concerned, let me share with you a quote from The Great Dictator, a movie made in 1940, when World War II wasn't even at its height yet:
To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish…
Please take care of yourselves out there, everyone. We'll get through this, just as we always have.
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I honestly tried to like Kaia, I truly did, but I can’t stand this shit anymore. Her desperate attempts to be popular, seem interesting and ”deep” are driving me insane at this point. I know it’s probably not her fault, but her parents’, they made her this cringy attention-seeker after all. I can’t understand what Austin sees in her other than her family’s connections or just a plain PR agreement. She has no personality, she always tries to gain popularity by copying her mother(or people she’s dating). It’s funny how she doesn’t even look that much like Cindy, sure, she’s beautiful, but Presley literally stole Cindy’s face. Her attempts to seem intelligent are also miserable. I’ve never seen any of her book club readings, because for me, most of her book recommendations are just airplane reads, but I’ve seen many people say that even when she’s talking about books, it seems scripted and staged. Like someone just gave her a summary and she retells what happened in the book, that’s it. I mean, what intelligence? She never even bothered to take basic acting classes. Her comments about nepotism speak volumes too. During the pandemic she bragged about having dinner reservations and partying with her friends. Her merch is awful. With all her money and resources, she could have made some really good stuff, but why would she?Her small insane fan base will pay 50$ for an ugly white shirt with a caption either way. She’s desperately clinging to anyone who can give her even the smallest amount of fame, her following people and then unfollowing them if they don’t follow back. The way she was clinging to Austin hardcore in July, dragging him away from his fans, when he wanted to interact with them. Her stupid cake for his birthday. Don’t even get me started on how she makes out with her female friends constantly or throws herself on her male costars or short SNL guys. I don’t know why I feel so annoyed and disgusted by her all the time. I swear, this girl spoils my excitement for Austin and his work every fucking time. Nepotism is not always a bad thing, there are talented nepo babies, but she’s like the epitome of everything I hate about nepotism. I don’t know how she can rub shoulders with people who actually have talent, get invited to all these awards and red carpets. Kaia had plenty of time to prove that she’s worth something, she’s been in the industry since she was a child, but no. Why would she prove anything? Her mother is Cindy Crawford, her father is a millionaire worth 400 million, her boyfriend is Austin Butler. I just wish she will go away finally. No matter how hard I try, I can’t warm up to her. Sadly, looking at the state she is now, you can clearly tell that the girl has issues, but sadly,having no brain,she can’t understand that she’s a tragedy about to happen.
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Girl! I wish I could give you an award for this post. You basically hit the nail squarely on the head with the many various reasons why a lot of us in Austin's fandom don't like this girl! I'd be saying the exact same thing if Austin were dating another woman just like this. I'm actually verrry surprised that people haven't called Kaia out on her very obvious clout-chasing by now.
I'll be honest, I never really cared for her even when she was dating Elordi. I don't hate her, she's just meh to me. Always has been. So my thoughts and feelings about her are not about Austin. It's more so about what I've observed about her over the years.
Her dating Austin just makes things even more unbearable though -- especially when you know that he could do so much better. 😩 But hey, it's his life, not mine!
When I realized they were dating however, I really did try to like her too, or at least give her a chance. I saw that Austin was with her, so I was trying to be a "good fan"and see what he may see in her. But last year, I started seeing more and more negative things that I just didn't like about her.
I really don't have much to add to this wonderful post, because you basically touched on the many various reasons why a lot of AB fans don't really care for her. I also think she makes Austin look cheap with her weird behavior and interests. 👀 She really cheapens his brand imo. But that's a topic for another day lol.
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Might as well add more thoughts into the mix. I was going to do it in the tags of the last post but it felt long enough. The last set of tags was a perspective I don't think I've seen yet, but then again I haven't been here too long. I think they're right in idea that the theme of responsibility doesn't just extend to Curly and Jimmy and that the game itself is a showcase of how all the little things add up and create the bigger issues alongside the certain major steps that were taken. They (aka @son-of-crows-and-rats) put it in much better terms than I did.
I was so focused on the main plot of the game a lot of other things went over my head, and while some things hit me later I'm sure there are more things like the person (and multiple others) pointed out that I'll catch here or again have it hit me later. Fuck Jimmy is the initial reaction I had at the end of the game, screaming disappointment in Curly came next, and the bleakness and awfulness of the events continue to seep through whenever I think about it.
I'm also very much on board with the statement that Curly did not deserve what happened to him and it's kinda messed up to say. Him getting deep fried, for lack of a better term, is another major consequence of him and Jimmy's actions (or inaction in Curly's case) while Anya is another. It's just a consequence that effects him directly now and I think that's a parallel to the way Anya was directly affected by Curly and Jimmy's actions. Neither Anya or Curly deserved the pain inflicted upon them, deserved to be forced to continue to live with it and all the suffering that followed, or deserved to have their autonomy ripped away from them.
Curly is not a trash human being, but I don't think I can call him a good man either. Good natured maybe, but not the best guy. The painful irony of his situation hits harder after the final conversation with Anya. His eye is always open, it's too painful to move, he can't speak. He can only watch and listen. There's no way for him to take responsibility anymore even if he desperately wants to. I think what's worse for him is that he got to live after seeing the monster beneath the skin of his friend destroy everyone and everything around him. I saw someone else say that when he froze the day of the crash it was a moment of "you were everything I feared you were" and I think that just adds an extra layer of awful to it. Curly could have been better, and if he gets rescued and lives, I like to think he will be. But I wonder if in the back of his mind it'll always eat at him that it wasn't when it mattered.
Sorry, that this partially ended up turning into a Curly post. It's just that he seems to be talked about the most. That's fair. He, Anya, and Jimmy are the ones who push the initial topic of discussion to the surface because it's there front an center.
I'll probably have more to say the more realizations dawn and the more I scroll through the tag. This is the first game in a long time that made me cry and the only horror game to really mess me up. Funny enough, it's because Curly scares me more than Jimmy.
I love this game and all the infuriating and saddening elements within and around it. I love and hate how human all these characters are. If Wrong Organ ever makes another game in the future, I'll be running to check it out.
#long post#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#jimmy mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing
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wait im just finding out that through the other anon that the burntrap video was taken down, thats super sad i thought it was great - did you ever say why?
Alright, I'll get in depth about it as much as I can without airing too much interpersonal drama. It's all over with now, it shouldn't be an issue.
At the time, theory landscape around Burntrap was probably about as unpleasant as it could've gotten, and the video did NOT HELP. AT ALL.
Those of us in the discussion were frustrated to all hell about how people talked about the Mimic and Burntrap and wanted to try and add something new to the discussion- the problem is being so damn heated about it only stoked the flames and one of the people featured in it made a quick reputation of being a nightmare to deal with on Twitter any time people dared discuss Glitchmic in their own spaces. Constantly instigating arguments with people and making the whole concept of Afton = Burntrap tied to negative associations with the people arguing for it. Even when people did go after them, it could've easily been dealt with by letting them be and muting/blocking.
That's my hindsight talking, though. In the moment I was more blindsided by the negative reaction to it and how much heat my friends and I were getting, so I wasn't seeing that ultimately we were just fanning flames we didn't need to fan, and I ultimately enabled the bad behavior when I could've done more to stop it. For that, I'm sorry.
Failing to recognize the problems here caused a lot of issues for me later on, both publicly and privately- at the risk of being too on the nose, I don't associate with the person whose behavior instigated so much vitriol anymore.
At some point I *might* decide to revisit the topic of Burntrap on my own with a scripted video that I can make responsibly for the sake of just... having something interesting to talk about. The Scott interview was far more interesting to me than anything we've gotten story-wise in a while and I think it paints a much clearer picture of what might be going on with the character, but that's something for another time.
I will never bring back that old discussion video, though. It wasn't a healthy one, and it has too much personal baggage for me to wanna deal with it anymore regardless.
...I also just no longer believe the conclusion we drew by the end of it, anyway. I know it and the MXES video we followed it with had their moments of humor and intriguing points, but they're toast. It's not worth bothering with, but hopefully I can make up for that one way or another.
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A Quick Chat About AZ
Which won't be quick at all.
I've talked for a little about coming to understand Lysandre, and now I'd like to talk about AZ, who is still somewhat of a mystery to me. We know of his backstory, but what I'm missing is what defines his personality. We don't speak with him enough in game to know it, so I had to do some digging around so I can form some assumptions. Most of this post will be me using Canon and Non-Canon [But still official] sources to get a grasp on what kind of man AZ is, just in case we don't get more information about him in Legends ZA.
-I want to know what he's like, because I want to make more artwork with him. ^^'-
Before I get into what I've found, I want to first talk about a character who I think is clearly defined, by his sheer simplicity. That's right,
It's Larry.
Larry, for example, has very clear likes and dislikes. He's an overworked, professional, brooding, middle aged man, who has respect for rules and simplicity. He dresses plainly, and uses relatively ordinary or normal type pokemon. He's vocal and assertive of his preferred lifestyle, to the point of stubbornness [ of which is only thwarted by his desire for his paycheck]. He also loves food and the pursuit of an extraordinary meal. Despite his introvert-like demeanor, he's shown to be friendly, deeply contemplative, and hiding a quirky, dad joke-like sense of humor.
With all of this, I can extrapolate what kind of decisions Larry would make if I were to put him in a new non-canonical situation. And, I can also define where I'd like to bend or add on to his personality in my own form of fandom play.
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Now, back to the main topic. All of this to digest with a grain of salt. I also apologize in advance if I hop around a little between sources.
AZ, I can only assume is underutilized because of his grand age. 3,000 years old, means 3,000 years of knowledge or a direct eye witness of history. He wondered in search of his best friend, gradually witnessing the world transition from ancient to modern. Chances are, he can answer regional mysteries that gamefreak wouldn't want to touch upon. So, he's here one moment, and then gone the next after serving his key purpose in the game narrative.
Which brings me to all of the other official items I looked into and some thoughts on his intelligence. I watched his appearance in the Pokemon Generations Episode 18: The Redemption. [ no one asked but i think i prefer the japanese voice much more ] And I also was given a data bank to look through Pokemon XY game script.
AZ build the ultimate weapon. Though, if he had any assistance with it, it's unspecified. IF I RECALL CORRECTLY, in the recent XY development leaks, Sycamore, Lysandre, and AZ were all the same character, before the role was properly divided into three. Still, I'm under the impression, that AZ wasn't just a king, but a well respected researcher.
There’s research material on the bookshelf [In Lysandre Labs] “The king was proud of the technology he had used to bring Kalos prosperity, but he couldn’t help but use it in a way that had never been intended... AZ, the man who was king, disappeared.”
I think, AZ being keenly intelligent, is an easy assertion to make. He could build and operate complicated machinery, and probably still can. There are even more side notes I can make about his more complex understanding of pokemon. I don't think I have the clarity of mind to pull out even more examples, so I'll use just this one:
AZ does have a Golurk of unspecified age on his small team. I wonder...is it possible he built his Golurk himself? There are many pokadex entries stating the creation of, and ancient use of pokemon in these old cities. AZ appears to understand the infinite energy that dwells within pokemon well enough to contribute to the society he ruled over. I don't think 'artificial' pokemon construction is beyond his understanding, if he knew well enough that he could bring one back to life.
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Moving along.
After building the weapon to revive his friend:
"...his rage still had not subsided."
I absolutely love this flashback sequence. I love how they portrayed the rawness of AZ's emotions. The unnerving look in his eye as his horrific choice forms. You get the sense that he truly did just...snap.
Which Makes Me Wonder: How tethered is AZ to his emotions? Is he like Lysandre, who appears to allow himself to freely feel his own anger and frustration, letting it drive him to obssession. Does he have a slight sense of entitlement, too? Entitled to take the world's problems and other lives in his hands. If so, did he leave that wicked part of himself behind?
AZ is royalty. He's a former -literal- king during a time of war, unlike Lysandre who's a more metaphorical king during a time of general peace. That may be an excuse for him easily taking on, beyond important, harrowing decisions. I wonder if this was the most difficult point in his reign. That aside, AZ doesn't seem to be concerned with that title living in modern day.
He doesn't demand that he should be treated like his former title. I'm going to make another assumption that he has let that go a long time ago. He struggles with being forgiven, maybe even struggles with caring about himself. He's traded his old royal regalia, a robe, golden arm cuffs, and golden neck piece, for old, worn, patchy clothes. He doesn't care about his royalty, or his clothes, and AZ never makes any mention that I can remember about his own height.
None of it appears to matter to him. Only "where is she?"
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Speaking of.
AZ's ability to hold on to hope is...something.
When yeh know for certain sure yeh ain’t never gonna meet again... Well, yeh can give in and accept it. But if yeh think there might be a chance, and yeh wander the world for 3,000 years tortured by that flicker of hope... I tell yeh, sprout. I couldn’t have stood it.
I don't think I could have stood it either. To not give up on his Floette for 3,000 years, to muscle through that torture until finally you meet again. What would you call the kind of 'grit' that would make you endure something like this? In the XY manga, he's plagued by nightmares of his past. He described his ordeal officially in the game as 'endless suffering'. Is it a certain kind of stubbornness? A kind of unconditional love? I'm not sure... AZ, in another one of my opinions, has got to be one of the series' most strong willed characters. You can't survive 3,000 years with weak resolve. He can't die of old age, but..well...
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Despite the horrors he's capable of, he's got a gentle quality to him. I like the contrast, between a giant and a pokemon so delicate and tiny. I'm sure the juxtaposition of AZ and his Floette is purposeful, and in itself helps inform of his character.
This is from the Pokemon Adventure XY Manga, and isn't canonical, but...look at him. I found him greeting Trevor's Flabebe so sweet. He's respectful to the children also, and doesn't belittle them in the slightest.
His smile. He calls her beautiful, and she is! He has some stony expressions, but also some very softened ones in Anime, Game, and Manga. He hasn't lost his ability to smile after all this time. Which is nice...
OOF, I've been writing this for a long while, so I'll wrap things up. I can't trust myself to write a comprehensive summary, like Larry, at this time, but I hope to have one later. Again, I'm hoping Legends ZA will provide more before I start my true 'blorbo madness'.
Here are all of my assumptions in a list AZ is:
Extraordinarily Intelligent, capable of making and operating dangerous technology. I believe he wasn't just a King, but a contributing engineer/ researcher.
Deeply emotional, allowing himself to openly cry, feel anger, and sorrow. Despite his intelligence, his emotions can cloud his judgement. THOUGH, he may have much more emotional maturity now. [ i find it interesting both he and lysandre are allowed to shed tears ]
Strong of will, or is a person of unwavering conviction.
Stern, somewhat of a languisher, but gentle.
That's all I have for now. Let me know if anyone else has thoughts!
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some sopping wet napkins <333
#“i'll probably consolidate doodles from now on”#*proceeds to post a standalone page*#LOOK. THIS ONE WAS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT IN TONE/CHARACTERS/STYLE#anyways i love these soggy thangs...#i think i was having a bad day at the time but drawing them is nice#i was trying to go for softer vibes here#also adding stretch marks to loops design teehee#at some point i'm going to add so many little design quirks they'll be a totally different character HELP#but stretch marks cool!! stretch marks fun!!!!#might still tweak how i draw em tho aghck#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#sifloop#sloop#isat loop#loop#siffrin#in stars and time siffrin#in stars and time loop
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rough day...
#i might come back and color this. Eventually....#scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around#i felt a bit like a workhorse!#at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage#poor guy deserves a break...#he needs a day off smh#i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation!#he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once!#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#eddie dear#alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep!#so! queuing this and getting those last chores done#wait fuck. what where they#well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably!#yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here]#oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up#so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list....#im rambling! sorry!#anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!
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you lie to Casey? you lie in front of her chicken wings? oh!! Jail for Raph!! Jail for Raph for 1000 years!!!
#Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles#RotTMNT#rottmnt Cassandra Jones#rottmnt Raph#Rise Raph#Rise Cassandra#RaphCass#Rasey#rottmnt Rasey#fuckup arts#rottmnt fanart#save rottmnt#digital art#the vibe here was supposed to be Raph having an ace panic bc he wasn't expecting any kind of attraction to sneak up on him like that#his startled reaction was supposed to be more about him realising what he had just thought vs her yelling at him#but I couldn't figure out how to add smth explicitly referencing that without making the bottom even busier#I'll probably do a separate drawing/comic idea going more into that hc at some point#but just know every Raph I draw is drawn with the intention of Ace Raph bc I can n no one will stop me
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"My... Wheel..."
#boonboomger#boonboomger spoilers#super sentai#bakuage sentai boonboomger#genba bureki#bun orange#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#translation: over-time#subtitles added by me#i will probably gif the scene between genba and madrex at some point... hopefully soon (?)#i'm behind on some stuff but i'll try#anyways i really like this scene#in an earilier episode blog it's insinuated that genba might like rooftops to feel closer to home and i think that adds a bit to scenes#where he's on the rooftops like when he's training it's like a reminder of what he's training for and the night before he leaves#it's like he's contemplating and choosing his revenge for his home#here it's him wanting to hold his vengance but realizing that doing so is only making the fight harder for himself and he's trying to fight#a losing battle that disrace doesn't even need to push for him to lose in it's all self-sabotage playing into disrace's hand#it's seeing mad rex and seeing that the boonboomgers accept him completely that clicks things into place for him#he cannot win in this state and he cannot play into disrace's hand but unlike madrex genba has the resources and support he needs#to take back control and actually have a chance in defeating disrace but he cannot let his rage blind him bc that's just what he wants
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I finally got fed up enough with how my Sim looked that I edited several CC we have specifically to use for me (as well as hand-making some makeup swatches).
#simblr#the sims 4#ts4#create a sim#ts4 cas#sym dan heng (he)#cas err#err#(( dan heng 🍃 he ))#...clearly.#i'm probably not going to share any of my edits unless someone asks for it though#mostly because i doubt anyone would want it#but also because they're kind of bad#the edits are as follows#ears: just made them more down-turned (and some slight rotations iirc)#earring: made it compatible with the ears (and most other pointed ear cc)#however i noticed that the cc i used for the earrings was literally just ripped off of my character's model#so it's PRETTY ugly looking in blender (i.e. a million unnecessary vertices)#at some point i'll probably edit the tail to not be pointed so... weirdly out of my spine but i can't be assed for that#oh and the makeup swatches are matched specifically to my skin tone#so if someone wanted me to make it public i'd have to add a swatch that would match my ''canon'' tone
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So instead of trying to handsew a stretchy fabric and risk ending up with something I don't really like, I made a f/o beret ❤️
It's not perfect, but also I'm still very new to crocheting. I've only really made a few small things and this is my first biggest crochet project
I look like an angry deer :3
#🦌📻🍰🐑#I should probably try to fix the ears so they sit upright but the air planing ears are pretty cute honestly#I also want to add a smile on top behind the ears and antlers and also an x on the brim/forehead#I've also considered maybe some green “chains” but that might be a tad too much at that point (and also might get tangled in my hair)#I'll see what I do. It's definitely far from perfect but also it was my first time making a hat and also color changing#Also please ignore the bad lighting. I was too giddy and couldn't wait to take a better photo#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#alastor the radio demon#self ship#Eh I don't know if that tag really applies but also I made this because Alastor is my husband so.. Sure why not#nillisaie crochets#crochet#crochet hat
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Worry not, dear. I will be nice...
#ffxiv#ff14#Haurchefant#Haurchefant Greystone#haurchefant de fortemps#heavensward#fortemps#NephiamArt#Personal Art#Haurchefant Day#Yes I'm thirsty#Yes this will become a standee at some point#I'll probably add more stuff to the background for it#Some Art Nouveau stuff? I love Art Nouveau stuff#He's about to utterly destroy WoL#And WoL will love every second of it
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microdosing on self confidence by posting really really sketchy doodles of everyone's favorite(?) sad little twink
#with some animal motif cameos from two offscreen guys that im sure have perfectly normal opinions on caeru dress swag#yin art#i'll probably polish these up at some point + add some more dresses to the pile. but for now i just wanted to draw him in cute outfits#my darling sad little man who is not one. get therapy. this isnt a suggestion#this is a command#he has so many scars. none on his face yet but im sure he'll get there#this is what happens when you're a doctor that doesnt heal yourself correctly (half on purpose)#poor caeru isnt used to not having his scarf#he wears chokers so well though#(that is technically a really cruel lore joke on my behalf. but i digress.)
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Odinson twin manifesto
Part two: IMPLICATIONS
Or: Why should you see Thor and Loki as adoptive twins? What does this reading add to the story? (Part one [evidence] here)
Thor and Loki don't look related, much less like twins. But the idea of them being twins would help deflect accusations of bastardry, because if you question Loki's parentage, you (apparently) have to question Thor's too. Even if you doubt it, what are the chances of a bastard being the exact same age as a legitimate son? It's almost a mind game on Odin and Frigga's part - telling such an obvious lie that surely it has to be the truth, because how else could they be getting away with it?
Thor and Loki each look far more like their birth fathers than they do each other. They are, arguably, the Jotun/Asgardian rivalry incarnate. Copies of their fathers, generational cycles, intertwined histories... I've long held that Odin and Laufey's enmity seems personal, and by making Loki his son, Odin made it even more so.
But at the same time, Loki has been made to look much more like Odin and Thor than he naturally would... He is an artificial twin and an artificial copy of an Asgardian.
Thor and Loki's signature colours (red/green) are complementary. Jotun and Asgardian pigmentation are also complementary colours. They look so different on the surface, but beneath the surface, there's so much symmetry.
The perception of Thor and Loki (in fandom and in-world) includes this pervasive (but not very well-founded) idea of them as strong vs weak, and healthy vs sickly. In-world, perhaps people have been assuming that some of their differences came out about via Thor leeching all of Loki's nutrients in utero - which projects their rivalry back to before they were even born.
Twinhood intensifies everything about their relationship -codependence, rivalry, power struggles... They are inseparable, mutually-defining opposites, and they always have been. They are each how the other learnt to relate to other people in general. Their very first and closest companion; possibly each other's first memories.
Twinhood means they will have grown up sharing everything - friends, birthdays, bedrooms, symbols from Odin's helmet - even, in theory, an inheritance. But they can't share forever. Only one of them can be crowned. They walk side by side, until they can't any more. The succession crisis is inevitable! You cannot have twin princes and expect it not to cause problems!
The idea that Thor is not actually older adds a real edge to the times when he acts like he is, and a weight to Loki saying that he wanted to be Thor's equal. Like, if they're twins... why are they demonstrably not equals? Why can Thor even say "know your place" - Why is Loki's place known to be beneath Thor? The power struggle is far from one-sided, and far from spontaneous. Thor keeps Loki down as much as Loki tries to overthrow Thor. There is something larger and deeply sinister at work here.
(Of course age dictating rank is always unjust (everything about monarchy is unjust!) - But that injustice will be so much more visceral and maddening for Loki if the age difference is allegedly minutes, not years. A tiny, meaningless accident of birth, defining them both forever...)
There's also the question of how real their relationship is. We pretty much all agree that adopted brothers can be "real" brothers... but can adopted twins be "real" twins? How deep does the bond have to go to count? Is being infants together enough? Newborns? Do they have to actually have shared a womb to claim to bond they always thought they had?
Resonance with Thanos and the idea of cutting the world in half. Thor and Loki as two halves of a whole, one destined to die (over and over) and one to live (on and on no matter how many loved ones he loses.) A cruel supposed-necessity of the myth that is their lives.
Weren't Vili and Ve twins [in comic canon]? Twins are genetic. This would also lend credence to the lie.
And if Loki and Thor are Vili and Ve... Does that not make Odin Hela?
I'll admit that many of these things aren't strictly twin-specific, but I feel like the twins reading just adds a little extra power to it all! It's not a hill I'd die on, but I do REALLY enjoy rotating it in my mind.
#from my drafts#this is very meandering and vibes-based so. open to additions! i'll probably add onto it myself at some point#space viking tag#meta#ch: loki#ch: thor#r: loki + thor#r: laufey + odin#th: twins#th: mirrors + masks#th: codependence#th: fate + hierarchy
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{ Not me adding Leon S. Kennedy to the muse roster at some point because Binx ( @angelatelier ) asked me to. }
#{ Serin will probably enjoy me adding him as well. }#{ But Leon will be one of my first main canons from Resident Evil that I'll have one here. }#{ Cause I still gotta add the Dimitrescue sisters onto the blog for Serin as well. Maybe even add Alcina at some point too? }#{ So far the only 'canon' Resident Evil muse I have is Agent from RE6 but he's just Ada's partner character. }#{ And he's technically not even a real character so I decided to make him my own and give him a backstory. }#{ But yeah. I wanted to add Jill and a few others here but my confidence in writing canons for RE is zero. }#{ So hopefully I do some good and if not then the RE canons will only be for Serin and Ino and Binx. }#☣ [ ' Tԋҽ σɳҽ ɯԋσ ʅҽαԃʂ Ⴆҽԋιɳԃ ƈʅσʂҽԃ ԃσσɾʂ. ' ] - ✡ Oυƚ σϝ Cԋαɾαƈƚҽɾ ✡
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he's on his 'puter
#i wanted to do a little sketch of aos spock as well I'll probably add that at some point !#star trek#my art#spock#star trek tos#spock fanart#schn tgai spock
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