#// branzy memories

[freakinator]

has clown ever betrayed zam?? cause i dont recall a time thats happened theyve always been either teammates/allies or straight up enemies from what i know

[kashswag]

… sighs …

i hate this source sm /lhj

[lifesteal-headcanons]

clownpierce in almost every SMP has the same memories, not even in chronoligal order. he just.... remembers.

It was so hard to ignore the pains in his arms, the burns on his legs, the feel of a desert sun beating on him and hearing the lava bubbling below, hear the chains rattling, whenever he saw Branzy. Why did Branzy remind him of the old man...?

Sometimes he forgets he's not magic, that it's only Realms!Clown that has magic. The most he can do here is enchants and potions, no full-blown spells. He hates it.

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[manyminded]

Thinking about your idea of Clown and Seawatt meeting again in a random location, bc in the end Clown just moved on. He may or not still be disturbed about what happened on parkciv (like his family and friends are dead), but in the end, being banned¿¿¿¿¿¿ ended in him meeting a lot of new faces and friends, and whatever he is with Branzy, with equal or even worse bloodlust than him.

Meanwhile Seawatt can't, he just can't stop thinking about the whole ordeal. He just can't move on, even he has new friends now. Him in particular would securely lash out not only to Clown, but also Branzy, and I think that is when shit gets real, bc Clown would inmediately jump back.

see this guy gets it.

Clown HAS moved on. it was an awful place for him - all of his memories are of him tied up over a pit of lava. He is definitely still deeply affected by it, and it shaped his world view tremendously - but he doesn’t dwell. What’s done is done.

Seawatt, on the other hand? He desperately clings to it. What little bits of culture and life, especially from the fighter level, he can keep? He holds onto with the tightest fervor known to man.

When they meet, Sea immediately draws his sword and aims it at Clown’s neck.

Clown only smiles. He is so nonchalant, voice quietly pleasant. He points out little facts. He does not fight Sea. He does not wish to. It would be much too easy, and much less entertaining. He does not care that he is being threatened. Because he knows he would win.

He’s the deadliest player for a reason, after all.

[casinoquartet]

YIPPEE! k!swagzy win! ^_^

what about ls!swagzy though,, giggles twirls my hair -atp just call me ka anon /silly

okay so like. i happened to already do some heavy lifting on my swagpierce post already so i'm just going to ss a part of it here so i don't have to retype it again

anyways. okay what the fuck was this. and the whole. branzy telling ash his name when he came back thing. there is already some homosexual energy into having another man reveal your old idenity to you but the fact branzy does it so fondly too???? like. okay bro. you were crushing on him in the workplace . we get it

ALSO THE FACT WHEN ASH GOT HOME. BRANZY WAS THE FIRST ONE TO GREET HIM. OKAY BUDDY. OKAY. THE "HOME IS WHERE YOU ARE" TROPE IS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE. OKAY

also. My God. when ash sees the guy in branzy's uniform and LITERALLY has a panic attack and says "why is this just like home...?" in the most broken voice ever??? oh my god??? AND calling clown fucked up too........good lord

i am genuinely SO SHOCKED how they're not more popular. like. oh my god. even though ash lost his memories. he still remembers branzy. and it's like, semi implied he also sees branzy as home. and when he comes back the fact branzy was the first one to greet him. God. God. Yeah. Oh My God. the narrative parallels. what if i exploded

[enlighten3d]

guys im going so insane rn why are they letting me think abt both rau and poetry at once oh my gods

I NEED TO EXPLAIN RAU TO TUMBLR. PARROT KILLS WIFIES BY ACCIDENT BCS HE THOUGHT THAT HE WAS THE CLONE AND THEN THE CLONE (lastfies) REPLACES WIFIES AND PARROT DENIALS/GASLIGHTS HIMSELF INTO THINKING THAT WIFIES NEVER DIED AND THEN HE HAS TO UNLEARN THAT AND LASTFIES IS FUCKED UP AND KILLS PEOPLE INCLUDING KEN BCS KEN DOES NOT LIKE THE SITUATION AND PARROT BLAMES HIMSELF FOR EVERYTHING AND O H M Y G O D S

theres. so much symbolism and cool shit and aaaaaaaaaaaa i love this au deeply. im not normal abt it. i love lastfies. hes fucked up (bcs this is based off The Post and hes the last living clone). and theres the thing of it being a tradition to the clones to rip off the part of the headband that says that clones number when you kill them so when lastfies kills ken (bcs ken and parrot were arguing abt the whole wiifes is dead thing (ken didnt know), parrot was getitng upset and lastfies does anth for parrot bcs parrot saved him and he respects parrot (aka completely misunderstands his grief as approval), lastfies gives parrot kens earring. so. whats another guy dead. he doesnt know ken.

and parrot cant even look at the moon or the stars anymore bcs wifies liked the stars and lastfies doesnt. and when he finally makes a grave for wifies he talks to the stars and imagines him (and ken) as one of the stars looking down at him. and the graves are in the place where parrot buried wifies headband, and the place where he leaves flowers upon flowers, two yellow carnations (one for each of them), and endless apologies, and he gives ken the explanations that she never got but ken doesnt hear them because shes dead.

and wato saw wifies die, saw parrot leave with the wrong wifies, but maybe it was a dream, maybe it was their memory being fucked up after the mask. they stop putting in the personal touches in the escape room, make them a bit easier. the new wifies never was as good at escape rooms. the point isnt to trap lastfies and parrot in them forever. and he cant even grieve because hes not going to fucking talk to parrot, and kens still stuck in proton (HES DEAD KEN IS DEAD HE DIED AT THE END OF PROTON BUT PARROT TELLS NO ONE AND EVERYONE THINKS THST HES ALIVE, JUST TRAPPED IN PROTON FOREVER), so she waits for ken yo show back up so they can figure it out, but ken never shows up.

and the memory of who wifies is is as fucked up as ever. evilfies was wifies, clonefies was wifies, and now its lastfies. clonefies (our wifies) never got an identity of his own, he was always just wifies, no one ever knew that he was separate from Before Wifies (evilfies), and no one now knows that lastfies is a different wifies too. and parrot accidentally killed the memory of clonefies too, not just because he literally killed him but because he never talks about him.

and lastfies thinks that parrot is proud of him, that hes doing the right thing, bcs lastfies has never known anything other than violence and betrayal and tearing off a part of who ones victim was as a keepsake, as a tradition, as maybe a higher chance his number will get called. and parrot is strong in his eyes, parrot just killed yet another wifies, parrot is proud of him because he wears the victories (he keeps that bloodied spyglass on his belt and ties that earring onto a piece of string tucked amongst his feathers and he never lets them go) that lastfies gave him. all of lastfies victories (branzy, thing 1 and thing 2 (kier and dev) (yes those three are dead), and ken) are now parrots bcs hes given them all to parrot. parrot has everything of lastfies thst has ever mattered and lastfies doesnt mind because parrot is his everything and his only friend and ally and as things have always gone that means thet psrrot will kill him eventually and lastfies will accept that when the day comes because hes only ever known betrayal.

fuck im not okay this au is all that i have been thinking for the past three days. fuck. @milo-the-mage thank you for coming up with this idea but also fuck you /pos

gods. sorry this is so incoherent but PLEASEEEEE ASK QUESTIONS IF YOU HAVE THEM, THERES SOOO MUCH I COULD EXPLAINNNNNNN

fuck

[the-dreamy-horrors-symphony]

So uh hey our Branzy fictive has stockholm syndrome because of our Clownpierce fictive and having memories and exotrauma and stuff :D Just felt the need to post that! (He's denying it) -Emily🐬

[sourcecall-radio]

HI , im clown ( or also jester / benny ) and im Lookinv for a branzy from ksmp or lifesteal !!!! i have /queerplatonic mems with branzy and i miss him so much

if you're branzy and misses clown ...... DM US !!! NOW !!!! !!!

( autotheistt on discord and @zchizophobic here )

ClownPierce introject looking for a Branzy introject! Source memories are queer-platonic. Contact via DMs through Discord or the caller's blog!

Best of luck to you, friend!

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

Last ask b4 i sleep but do you know of a list of whos on lifesteal ? Also do you know any previous groups/teams of people? I wanna know b4 i draw ¤]

I do indeed!!! Bear with me because this is gonna get a Bit long but the members list:

Ashswag

Baconnwaffles0

BranzyCraft

ClownPierce

ItzSubz_ (NOTE: left early this season)

Jepexx

JumperWho

Leow0ok

Mapicc

McClutch (NOTE: left this season after an argument with Zam)

Midmysticx

MinuteTech

MrCube6

Pangi

ParrotX2

Pentar

Planetlord

Poafa

PrinceZam

Reddoons

Rekrap (NOTE: left after season four)

Roshambogames

Spepticle

SpokeIsHere

Squiddo

TheTerrain

Vitalasy

Vort3xDragon

Wemmbu

Woogiex

Yeah_Jaron

4CVIT

Season four teams:

Team Awesome/Leviathan: Mapicc & Ro (primarily), Zam (formerly), Parrot, Vortex, Spoke (occasionally)

The No Pants People Party: Spoke (primarily), Parrot, Clown, Rek

Three Heart Trio: Bacon, Planet, Jaron (Zam for a short time - they called themselves solar union when he was there)

Eclipse Federation: Vitalasy, Subz (and Zam, for a time)

The Shades: Redd, Pangi, Woogie, Mid, Vortex

Authorized Personnel Only (APO): Leowook (founder), Pangi, Woogie, Parrot, Subz, Zam, Bacon, Planet (members)

Wormhole Project (secret team): Spoke, Subz, Vitalasy, Ash (brought on Clown, Zam, and Mapicc to fight for them bear the end)

And then I’m slightly less sure about season five but:

Gucci Gang: Mapicc, Bacon, Parrot, Pentar

Lala Legion: Spoke, Planet, Ro, Ash, Squiddo (?)

Camelot: Jumper, Redd, Woogie, Subz (before leaving)

Kids in the Corner: Branzy, Mid, Jaron, 4c, Cube

Privatized Murder Corporation (PMC): Clown, Leo, Minute

Pirate Empire: Pangi, Zam

I also know a handful of teams from other seasons (primarily s3) but because I wasn’t in the fandom during that time my memory is a whole lot spottier around them 😔 if you’re looking that far back the wiki might be better than my memory

[fictionkinfessions]

im just trying to watch branzys “i committed 100 real crimes in minecraft” WHY AM I GETTING KIN MEMORIES AND THOUGHTS WHAT THE HELLL!!! my idiot c!tommy brain keeps going “wait how are these people laughing at the idea of starting a war between groups, how are they just joking about killing each other? if i did that dream wouldve killed me and taken away everything i cared about!” oh i dont know maybe because its just some friends playing a video game?? IDK! my brains going haywire rn, especially at the fact that theyre making a drug lab and its making me remember the drug van so IDK crazy things going on in my brain rn

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[brainpal-gachapon]

can we get a branzy fictive from lifesteal? obsessive love theme, transharmed, transocd, anything else is up to you!!

Name(s): Branzy, Breeze, Amor, Vurity, Lokill, Adorax, Zayed, Ozzy, Kizzy, Joey

Prns: he/they, love/loves

Gender(s): transmasc, oldgender, Fakeboy, Loverboylexic, Obsessilovic, Deadlovegender, Lovegoric, Yanderecoric, Endergender, Lovunivasic

Species: human

TransID(s): transocd, transdarling, transstalker + stalked, transpanpara, transOLD, typingquirkfluid, transLover’sShiftingDisorder, Transhanahaki, transLOPD, transPLPS, transvictim, transcyberstalked, transmurdered, transpoisoned

MUDs: UNHEALTHY RELATION VICTIM DISORDER, Love-Induced Hallucination Syndrome (LIHS), Future memory recall disorder (FMRD), Acute Attach-love Disorder with Splitting

Age: chrono28, mirrorage,

Source(s): BranzyCraft from Lifesteal

[freakinator]

so funny to me that in the season that's all about ✨the power of friendship✨ it's the traitors who won in the final battle -- though considering that the two (three actually but branzy isnt a PlayerTM) of them betrayed newer teammates for their older ones does it actually prove it even more

[silencer-lemonade]

I AM BACK. Hsr ls au anon is back again with another post. I have so many questions. From your first post, you mention that Parrot was a galaxy ranger with nothing to his name. Now in your second post, he had a run in with the IPC at one point?? So, WHAT HAPPENED?? Do Parrot and Clown know each other since you drew them next to each other saying, "Pre IPC." As well, they have matching scars?? Now with the stellaron hunters. How does their dynamic work? Between Jumper, Minute and Branzy, what's the co-worker relationship between them? Is Minute even a stellaron hunter? He is listed as one, yet also questioned to be a memokeeper and a cremator. The cremators.. Oh, the cremators. Leo thinks the memokeepers are lunatics, why?? Did something happen? Another thing, Ash connection to the cremators? And Spoke connection to the memokeepers? Why do they have connections to them of all groups? Does Ash resent Spoke for being blessed? Also, does other the existing hsr characters exist in your au? Ohhh if so I have so many questions. AUGHHH so much questions, so much whys and how! I will be watching in the shadows for whenever you drop. As for my take on the hsr ls au, that will be coming in a different post sometime soon. Overall, have a nice day.

For Parrot, he calls himself a self-proclaimed "Galaxy Ranger" but it could be farther from the truth. He only took up that title after his planet, Babylon-III, was overrun by the IPC; Parrot refuses to go back to his home planet, and he has no faction to turn to. He essentially walks through the stars (at least, for now until he arrives at Icarro)

Parrot and Clown have no real connection (at least until Icarro) but both are slight parallels to each other– both had their planets overrun by the IPC, but where one created a faction, the other had nowhere else to go.

Between the Stellaron Hunters, it's still as Canon as the HSR world– they are all co-workers, but they have their moments. Jumper mostly communicates through holograms or tiny cybernetics she has made during meetings (Mostly cause she doesn't enjoy going out and due to her condition).

As for Minute, he IS a Stellaron Hunter, however it's very rocky. He's only a part of them for his own gain– if someone were to ask of he thought of them, he would boldly call them "Bloodthirsty Maniacs" with no hesitation (as for the list, it's mostly because I was still trying to figure out what to make him sjdvjs)

Leo's connection to the Memokeepers is not so close. As a Cremator, he finds the joy of getting rid of Memory Bubbles, useless or not. It's why Memokeepers stray from him (not that he cares; all the greater they do anyways). TL:DR – Leo just has some bold takes on the Memokeepers.

Ash has some connections to the Crematora due to Red, a Cremator alongside Leo (the two don't necessarily get along). As Ash is a member of Device IX and many not knowing what this faction is, Red is someone who is dead-certain on figuring out what Device IX is (think like Acheron and Black Swan levels of mystery).

Spoke has connections to the Memokeepers due to Planet, a Memokeeper (who also happened to be the reason why Red started looking into Device IX). The main difference between this Duo and Swagdoons is that Planet knows EXACTLY what Spoke is and his affiliations with Device IX. In honesty, he likes to witness what the faction is up to, and isn't afraid of the Aeon responsible for the faction.

While Ash holds no resentment of Spoke being blessed, he sure as hell doesn't think Spoke understands the power he has (which he IS kind of right, especially once I fully write out Icarro's planet)

And yeah, other creators outside of Lifesteal also exist in the HSR AU; a few examples rn are Content SMP and No Name SMP

((Hyped to see your version of LS HSR :D ))

[lifesteal-headcanons]

Hello, new headcannoner here. Anyway-

I like to think the reason Clown and Branzy are Ashswag's parents is because he was created in a lab (KSMP) as one of Branzy's inventions, he's not fully human and is a glitch because of that.

Their memories were earased once they joined Lifesteal (hence Clown's kindness towards Branzy is different), so they kind of feel like their connected somehow but still has some hate for them (Lifesteal instincts).

-Anon Moon (if that's not taken)

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[pyrriax]

i love trying to write while not having my contacts . i cannot see. i am typing basically based off memory alone. however: progress?? i am writing down like. what tech each character uses / has because it Does affect the story pretty drastically.

but also i think suggestions for some of them might come in handy,,,,

i already know what it's gonna be for clown, branzy, quiff (yes he's part of this fic. friend or foe s2 brainrot is REAL), ash, and zam. but like. otherwise i have no ideas.... the plague.

i might just come up with it on the fly since i already have a standard established but who knows

[casinoquartet]

okay i am going to be real i have 0 idea if this post will make any sense but holy shit k!ash and k!clown have been spinning in my head so much after that confrontation in clown's study because. Holy Shit .

(long ramble under the cut)

okay first off. why are you, as a man, waiting for some guy in your study so you can monologue about your shared history, all while actively insulting him where you know it hurts and talking in a semi-cryptic way so he can piece together your history with him. with that out of the way there are so many specific things about their relationship that i think about A Lot

first off, i'm not sure how obvious this is to anyone who doesn't watch ash's streams, but my man is Constantly breaking the 4th wall and generally not giving a shit about his constant environment. like, my man has killed multiple cats because he asked chat if it would be funny, before scurrying off and causing property damage and or robbing everyone. and also he spends most of the time meta gaming the entire time so.

like i shit you not he still has this attitude with god himself. quite literally makes a deal with god and still is constantly muting to talk to chat and meta gaming the entire time

going on from that, because of the tone of his character, k!ash never exactly takes anything seriously and (generally) doesn't really care about any consciences or threats around him. he usually brushes through them and doesn't actually feel threatened about anything ever

except when clown confronts him in his study. like very noticeably, ash's demeanor changes when clown starts throwing (metaphorical) punches where it hurts. ash is instantly defensive about all of this, but clown's words Get to him. to the point where when clown calls him a lab rat, he panic teleports into the shadow realm to get tnt. and he does straight up attack clown for all of this.

and just. the entire confrontation in general. i'm gonna assume that k!clown is telling the truth because of k!branzy saying that ash went missing and was also in the lab, and also ash's limited memories about clown pushing him in. which if you're running with this interpretation, ash was literally warned by ivory that clown lies a lot, and clown straight up confirms that branzy wasn't in on the "keeping ash around to use as a lab rat" thing because branzy was really fond of ash (which also lines up because during the branzy cameo, branzy does mention that clown wouldn't push ash down the portal because clown loves ash just like how branzy also loves ash so ?!?!?!) and clown's only admiting the truth now because branzy is gone and there isn't any reason to lie anymore. which. okay buddy. confess that you do have history with this man and that your subordinate also really liked him . Okay

also like, clown's words Really got to ash. like ash is actively insulting his guy the entire time and after he (non canonically) kills clown he keeps on telling chat shit like "hes lying right chat? there's no way this guy would take my work (in the lab) under my nose and do that" while calling clown a bitch and hopes that he dies. i'm so. what in the toxic yaoi is up with these two. workplace-turned-enemies partners i guess.