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I, for one, am looking forward to Viking Piece.
#one piece#elbaf#elbaph#not really spoilers we're not there yet#monkey d. luffy#nami#usopp#listen... I'm Norse... I really wanna see what Oda makes of our culture#he already thinks semlas are delicious so I can't wait to see what else he gets wrong#YES THIS IS MY ANTI-SEMLA PROPAGANDA#they're nasty (do I still eat one every year for national semla day? I do)#('wait you guys have a national semla day?' you say. indeed we do)#ANYWAY ELBAF#guess it's finally happening!!#Oda has literally teased this arc SINCE I WAS A KID#and I'm in my early 30s now
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#galarian rapidash#i dunno. this one's very Horse. i always wanna leave my galarian ponyta as a baby forever because i think the magic psychic pony is cute#although i do like the whole. this being in bede's team going from being a psychic trainer to a fairy trainer. he gets to keep this around#and hatterene but we don't. talk. about that#oh also some more snootiferous angles under the cut. all the same angles on this one as on ponyta#i talk a lot about seeing regional forms first and the game not really telling you they're regional forms#and so if it's your first time seeing a pokémon you could conceivably believe that's the normal form of the pokémon#which happened to me with galarian darumaka#but i think this is one pokémon i'd Like that to happen with. because it's much cuter than kantonian ponyta#well this is rapidash. they're about the same. i think i like kantonian rapidash more‚ but galarian ponyta more#although i think it's probably impossible for this pokémon specifically? or any kantonian pokémon#just because they're motherfucking kanto and they're everywhere#you could NEVER mistake one of the original 151#as much as i would like to. resident kanto hater#I MEAN. kanto has a lot of 'mons that i LIKE but it's also KANTO and it's so overDONE#UGH. but i guess having skipped gen 5 as a kid it makes sense i'd see galarian darumaka and stunfisk and see nothing wrong with it#which. by the way. galarian stunfisk is next. stay tuned for the bear trap
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not a fan of dadow but shit man it does kinda make sense sometimes idk
#i mean if you were immortal and had a friend from the future wouldn't you look for them once they're born just to at least see if they're#doing okay??#like idk what dadow is about in the fandom bc i dont really care about that content like it sounds so wrong and bad when were talking about#shadow and silver from the timeline where silver goes back in time all those times bla bla bla but in a fixed future? where he never does#cause they've fixed the past and made sure it's okay and silver is born and its like an alternate universe i guess? time travel fucked up#i mean shadow would probably check on him i guess#and knowing that child he would be alone eating rocks and drinking gasoline from the streets no matter if its a good future or a bad one#so shadow would either take care of him or find someone who can#lmfao i dont wanna say knuckles but fuck man i do wanna say knuckles but also idk
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me: so yeah i feel super dizzy and lightheaded when i stand up and also just at random times of the day and also my heart just starts pounding randomly and it skips a beat randomly at least once a day and im also experiencing these other small things that i realized probably arent normal
the cardiologist: yeah, your heart’s beating too fast, but that’s just Normal Teenager Things™️! probably just like dehydration or something lol
#at least he sent me for blood tests and stuff#(which all came back normal)#and i have to wear a heart monitor for three days#my parents got mad at me because its been happening for a while and i didnt say anything#but in my defense i genuinely just didnt know that it wasnt normal#i thought that it just happened sometimes#also i didnt know the amount until i actually started to have to track it for the heart monitor#and maybe im not drinking Enough water but i genuinely dont think thats the main issue#i could be completely wrong but it feels like its more than that#we’ll see i guess#once im done with this and they get the results in and decide if they want to just brush it off or whatever#also had a nurse who was like weirdly insistent that i mustve been drinking a shit ton of soft drinks#just cause i mentioned that ill have a soft drink with meals sometimes (not nearly to the extent she was trying to say)#and she wouldnt believe me or my mom when we said that the soft drinks are pretty much always zero-sugar zero-caffeine#tachycardia#i mean thats what the doctor said it looks like#i dont really know what else to tag#chronic illness#maybe???#i dont know i dont have a diagnosis or anything so i dont wanna be like “oh thats def what that is”#also#pots#possibly#i did a shit ton of research on my own and i just really felt like what i was experiencing was lining up with it#but i dont wanna self diagnose
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Just a small unasked-for update, since I said I'd update in a week and it's been almost two
Because this is how I have spent the majority of my free time last week
Not even done, re-written 5 different scenes, haven't done a re-read over half of it. I'm so deep in the trenches with this one there is so much baked in here... I hope you guys like a million random scenes that don't *have* to exist, but do.
(Also like 3 hours of that Firefox time is "research" aka watching baseball for this chapter)
#im starting to grow concerned that im overwriting#i mean i should have been concerned awhile ago#but. idk its not like theres any actual rules#i can have fun with them right...#im guessing most people just enjoy the dynamic and arent like. eager for this thing to have a climax and a conclusion#but if im wrong maybe i should stop writing chapters this long lmfao#cos a chunk of it really can just stay in my head...or i can cut#but i kinda assume people just wanna read it all#i guess we'll see!#ok im gonna try and finish this thing now#i est. i still have like 2k words to add... lol#what was i saying about overwriting?#ok it will probs get easier when im not trying to write scenes alongside a 4.5hr baseball game#ok bye#sugar daddy au
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can’t keep my fucking plants alive
#fucking hell#makes me so SAD#stop DROOPING you were doing so WELL#YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LIVE#YOU WERE DOING GOOD#angry at myself for overwatering this FUCKING CATNIP#I was SO HAPPY to find that catnip it made me feel happy and now it’s drooping and I can’t do anything but guess what’s wrong and hope I ca#fix it#like it’s PROBABLY OVERWATERED but it could be underwatering WHO KNOWS#Overwatering makes sense because it was in a fucking cup of water waiting to be repotted doing really well#but then it’s leaves started curling (overwatering??) and so I potted it and now it’s all limp and drooping#FUCK#why am I so sad about this#my chest is all heavy I don’t LIKE IT#and I can’t do anything about it#my own fault somehow. feelin not-good-stabby now. wanna hurt. but nope#my spider plants have all died#don’t know why#soil probably had shitty drainage#why did I put the catnip in the same fucking pot that the spider plants used to be in#was the only one I had available I guess#the other spider plants that the others water are doing fine why is it MY PLANTS that are dying#sun speaks#i guess#ignore this#sorry if you see this moots. pardon the swearing.
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being autistic in fandom spaces is like really miserable because iiiiiii miss social cues a lot. and text cues i either miss frequently or interpret differently than intended. which makes me analyze characters different and need things explained of what was like. Actually meant. but sometimes people are assholes and that always sticks with me a lot more than anybody calmly explainging it to me ever will
#it's not something that's super often but it's gotten worse since rejoining danganronpa and i feel so upset#tw vent#but like its happened more often like 3 and ive only been back in here since like july guys.#and ive thought abt these instances for months.#im beinf talked down to because of a fictional character bc my disability makes me inept isnt thay insane?#isnt that insane how people think that its fine to do that? to be incredibly mean spirited over this?#and i get complaining damn it i complain all tje time but it. makes me feel like theres something inherently Wrong with me#i cant understand like everyone else and need some things explained to me#which must mean i have no place here right#this is wjy im so scared to share my works because somehow everything i do is a carnal evil for. whatever reason.#gahh just . maybe if people were nicer but thay wont happen i know that#i feel childish for beinf so uspet im 22 and cant handle how the internet is but.#fandom is my safe space#im being othered in a place i want to feel safe.#it makesme wanna fall off the grid and just leave it all alone amd enjoy in private#and id still see stuff so im not going to do thag since itd be the same scenario just now im talking to me exclusively#but ah it makes me really wanna just Leave . sucks 2 suck i guess#i dont know. ive jus been thinking this for a few months now and ughhh i so g lnow im sick and spilling my guts#micetalk#not tagging my organizational bc i fear this might start something and ugh i dont want that
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people refusing to believe eddie is not perfect rip them but i am different like he is still perfect for me he is messy and fuck up and he is my little meow meow and i have the defendant case ready for anyone who tries to come for him my client is just a boy
Mood. He is just a boy. He can do whatever he wants. I am ready to defend him in a court of law. Look at those brown eyes. You can't tell me he's not perfect when he has those eyes. What's happening is a red flag? I can't tell, I have rose colored heart shaped glasses on.
#in all seriousness i think it makes sense with his character to implode his life#this is a way to do it#and im with Ryan i wanna see whats wrong with the guy#break every aspect of him down#and throw the boy scout can do no wrong version of eddie IN THE TRASH#my boy is complex and messy and he makes mistakes because hes so incredibly nuanced#AND I LOVE HIM#well damn#i guess it's official I'm an eddie girlie kspsksosksos#anyway#yeah#i really need a tag for asks#anon 😌#911#911 spoilers
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Your posts remind me that I need to start playing Warframe again, I'm totally knew to the game too
Yeah good game very grindy planned to quit at 40 hour mark but im sitting at almost 400 hours now
Why can't i resist grindy games
#ok tbf some warframes do kinda look good i thought i wouldn't really like warframe style design but im wrong#i kinda see why it can last >10 years#also speaking of grindy destiny and apex is gonna get grindy now#i don't wanna farm solstice event and i'm kinda worried about if i can get apex bp done#i guess i'd still grind in other games even if i didn't get into warframe#ramble
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ive seen ppl saying smth in the wider plagiarism discussion to the tune of "don't worry anxious people, it's impossible to accidentally plagiarize!" and i feel like that lacks a lot of nuance that anxious brains like mine latch on to to just dismiss the possibility outright, as well as a lack of life experiences fueling it.
it is possible to "accidentally plagiarize" in that you can read something, forget about it, then a while later have your brain spit the ideas back out without telling where it got them. so of course you just assume they're yours and share them as such, because That's Where Most Of The Thoughts In Your Head Come From! and it both is and isn't plagiarism, you weren't /intending/ to pass someone's else's work off as your own, i'd even say in a way you were just as much a victim of misinformation as your audience. but you very much so did still resuse the work of someone else, even if you don't remember it.
but in my experience, this kind of thing also happens to a lot of people. you tell a friend a joke then wake up in a cold sweat two days later realizing the reason they didnt laugh was because they'd told you that joke a month ago. you reply to a friend's text and after sending you realized you ended it with the same exact phrase as theirs. you're writing edgy poetry and write a line you really like only to see it in a text post two days later saying youve already liked the post. like, it happens. so if it DOES happens and you're just honest and explain, people will understand. something like "oh shit im sorry, i totally have read that, i mustve forgotten and only remembered bits and pieces and just thought they were mine. thank you for letting me know and for the source" works wonders.
people know you can forget things. people won't automatically doubt your apology just because all true plagiarists say it was accidental. HOPEFULLY people can understand the nuance between a genuine remorseful explanation, and a thief who hoped no one would find out scrambling for excuses for why they did it. and those who can't, that's a them problem, not a you problem, you've taken responsibility for your actions as much as you can. they think the answer is simple, that the only thing stopping you from saying "yes i did it on purpose, i knew the whole time and deliberately copied them" is shame/inability to admit to your actions. but sometimes things AREN'T that simple, so imo ppl who are shitty to you for not following the script they made up for you in their head should be ignored
#youre allowed to make up scripts for people in fact good luck stopping yourself since thats kinda just part of how conversation works#is you try to predict how your audience will react to a certain statement#and my therapist actually encouraged me to practice run stuff i wanna talk about in sessions because That Makes It Easier To Talk About#like who cares if it's rehearsed‚ it's still the truth‚ yknow?#however that only applies to the things /you/ want to say. you are the only one aware of this script and the only one who agreed to it in#the first place which is why you plan contingencies into the script#is because you only have control over one character and can only take guesses at what the others might say#if you guess wrong and they do something different that doesnt mean /theyre/ not following the script#it means /your/ copy was a misprint and you filled in the blanks wrong. so do what good actors do and improvise. you'll get back on script#eventually. or not‚ if your guesses devolved into wildly speculative fanfiction‚ but frankly you knew going into it that#most of your script was guesswork so you should be prepared to have to make some things up on the fly#or see again: prepare contingencies#if your guesswork on your copy of the script turns out to be wrong‚ wouldnt it be sooo handy to have a second copy which follows this#version of events much better?#and if not that one‚ maybe this third? how about this fourth? etc etc etc#but really just. when guessing at what others will say. know that you are guessing and dont hold it against /them/ if youre wrong#sorry ik that wasnt super related to the post itself im just also passionate abt that#plagiarism#james somerton
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Idk why im reading slang discourse on esl subreddits but as a native English speaker, it is perfectly acceptable to use informal English in "official" communication (work, education) if whoever is higher up does it. In English culture specifically, *not* mirroring informality can be seen as quite arrogant and standoff-ish, which is worse than appearing a bit unproffesional. This is more true the more north/rural you go.
This might not apply in London, because Londoners arent people. Or in America, because america is weird.
#sorry i know this isnt important#but seeing someone getting very heated and sweary over their opinion which isnt even correct....#using “wanna” in an email will not ruin your career#word of god#i get the impression from my deep south american friends that you can get away with informality there#idk i guess it just bothers me when ppl are going at esl speakers#being so agressive about language use and making people scared of getting things wrong#like its really not that big a deal#and honestly growing up in very multicultural areas#if ur worried about being looked down on#the casually racist white ppl are a bit more relaxed around ppl who dont speak so formally#gives the impression you are 'one of us' if youre chill with your language yknow?
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"This is Tails. Sorry. You just- you haven't been picking up your communicator, and I meant to leave it be, and I know I said I wanted to take some time- to myself, and I haven't called for a bit, but I wanted to bother you- I DIDN'T want to bother you, I just- i know I said that I-"
*sigh*
"I'm trying to be tougher. Y'know, be okay on my own. But I've been really- thinking. Not talking... does that really have to be part of it? I've thought about it logically- because I guess it was kind of an emotional decision to go away, even if it IS also rational-"
"Tangent. Anyways... "Asking for help is a part of growing up," you said. Remember?"
"You're pretty great at holding yourself together. A-and I need to get better at that. But I still think.. that we should talk about things. We should talk about what happened.... and I know you're gonna go "I don't know what you're talking about, buddy!" and change the subject-"
[...If only I could access my data on Father's recorded history of him.]
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic frontiers#memory transfer au#sonic frontiers au#art#fanart#kitscribbles#sage robotnik#because she's there that's her and i guess ill tag her#CONTEXT. IT IS COMING. IT IS INCOMING LIKE A VERY SLOW MISSILE BUT IT'S COMING#over here like 'i cant draw sonic for shit' and then drew him several times#granted i still cant im just saying low quality is probably my best quality#anywhomst#sage becoming friends with sonic's friends over the phone.. can you imagine..#they can't see all the little things that are wrong with him - him posture him expressions the weird way his eyes sometimes flicker black#'cyber energy's' a wacky thing i suppose#and she can go 'haha yeah tell me more about what YOU guys are doing haha i wanna know more about that we've talked about me enough rn'#you ever just hear someone talk about their day and how happy they are with how things are going and just feel happy for them#yeah#i think tails in particular really gets to sage. she has to comfort him sometimes#tails calls back when sage doesn't for a few days and sage picks it up and tails is all#haha im so sorry about that previous call let's just pretend it didnt happen?? yeah i think thats what we're doing i was just. having a#day for some reason dw bout it. How are things with you?? and sage is all hm lets not talk about that actually can we rather talk about#the other thing and tails is like.. woah really#sage trying to gather information while also trying to be nice to tails and it just kinda gets personal
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It always makes me go ??? to stumble upon blogs that blocked me while I don't remember ever crossing paths with them at all OR remember they liked and reblogged something from me in the past. Like bro, you used to like me and then decided that you can no longer tolerate me all of a sudden? Valid, but makes me SO curious what was the Thing
#in case it's anti-shipper it's really easy to guess the reason#but a lot of the times it is actually a shipper and it just makes me morbidly curious#like can you just tell me what would be the thing I'd be most likely blocked for?#I'd think that it's the amount of shitpost I throw into the tags#but maybe I'm wrong and there's some completely different Thing#please tell me#I wanna know so bad#(obviously not asking it from those who blocked me but just from anyone who sees that and has an idea)
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tanya but she is schizophrenic
I’ve been kinda sitting on this ask for a while, unsure how or whether I wanted to answer it and I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to make a joke of a serious mental illness that I don’t have any personal experience with. I’m sure you probably don’t mean this request to be offensive or ableist, but personally it’s something I’m uncomfortable with. Sorry about that;;
Going forward I want to ask that people please don’t send me requests of this nature that are either offensive, or could potentially be hurtful someone. I want DailyDegu to just be a silly fun blog anyone can enjoy, and I don’t want to potentially hurt anyone with it. Thank you! :)
#ask#anonymous#not a daily post#even if im being as polite as possible i feel bad to post a public condemnation of something someone sent me. like i dont wanna be mean ykn#unfortunately it was sent anon so i cant privately answer it#i guess i couldve just deleted it but i dont really like doing that i feel people at least deserve a response#especially if they may not know theyve done anything wrong. like ive never put up ask rules anywhere so how would they know right#anyway the ask box has like 40 messages in it so im trying to work on cleaning it out#hopefully youll see more responses posted over the next few days#if u dont that means i failed
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it’s just weird
#i guess the strangest part is looking at a picture knowing somebody is dead#like fully dead..#talking ab bob ofc. idec about him as a person i’m just saying generally#i watched lotms the other day and like we didn’t even know..#idk. something about mortality. i guess you just never expect it#and just idk. idk. you see black parade pics and he’s just there but he’s never gonna talk ever again or wear clothes ever again#i know this sounds like i really care about bob but i mean i don’t. i never cared about him. i know he was a shit person#i guess i just think about this stuff a lot with other people#and i can’t even imagine..#i don’t even wanna think about it. with anyone else#but like listening to bp and the person playing the drums is just. it’s just a strange feeling#sorry idk why i care so much.. i mean i don’t. care. it’s just the situation more than the person and their values ?#oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying………..
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It's gettin pretty tough to keep squeakin I'll tell you that much
#this mouse has had her depression intensified again#time to read her journal and remember all the good things she cares about#time to work on moving on from the bad#I need to decide how much time being lonely and hurt I'm going to allow myself#compartmentalisation right#I can take all of this and deal with it later when there's more distance from it#I should also write myself a letter#it's always good to write myself a letter#I think I wanna cry in the shower first though#I was told not to bomb a bridge by someone with a lit stick of dynamite in her hand#standing next to an already bombed bridge#I played my part in stuff but not everything's my fault#and I think I'm gonna go cry about how it feels like that's being ignore for the sake of hating me and proving me wrong#then I'll pack all of this into a box and put it on a shelf in my mind and come back to it when somebody is ready to approach it with me#because I can't keep having this cycle alone#I can't keep listening to all the things I've been made to feel#I can't keep having imaginary conversations and wishing for magical fixes and apologies that might not ever come#god what a shit show#it's wild how fast everything can spiral out of control#and how much you can lose when it happens#I'll find another home some day#I have to believe that and keep moving forward#I'll find family that can be more patient with me and more accepting of their own flaws#I'll find a family that won't hurt me when they see me in a bad spot#i have to#please#i have to believe it's possible#and i really really really want to believe that can be my current family after weve had some time#but i feel so so scared that it cant#so lets shower and then box it up and then we can see what happens in a month I guess
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