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Wow I abandoned this blog.. oops.. life update I guess.

✨️I left my abusive relationship quite some time ago. Was in and out of psych facilities for months at a time. I'm now on the right meds and dosage and I'm doing incredibly well. I'm now engaged to a beautiful loving human and we are shopping around for our first home! I started a course to get my certificate in Mental Health so I can help others! Things are going well! Unfortunately I'm still haunted by the trauma of what happened to me and most nights I stare into the void and think back on all the horrible shit that happened to me.. but at least I'm safe now..✨️

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Currently back in a psych facility for anywhere between 2-4 weeks. I'm really struggling and honestly don't really know what to do anymore. I have tried changing meds, DBT, Therapy, Mindfulness ect and nothing ever seems to work. I'm at the end of my rope. I keep dropping in and out if crisis and honestly I'm so tired. I don't know how much longer i can do this..

If you have experience with BPD or have BPD yourself, I'd love to hear of anything that might help you cope? I'm willing to try anything. I need help before I completely disappear...

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hi! i really like your cosplay and your edits! i hope life is being good to you right now and it continues to treat you well! ✨💕

Thank you so much 🥺✨️

I really appreciate the ask! I'm doing my best with what life is throwing my way but having people reach out like this means alot to me! I hope you are well and taking care of yourself💖✨️

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Your trauma core content is probably the best I’ve seen ever so far /pos/Like I’ve just seen a few posts, and it just fits in my brain so well 

I'm sorry it took me so long to answer this, I have been away from this tumblr for a few months. Sorry Sorry 🥺

I'm so glad you like my content, it's more of a diary for me to express my thoughts and vent my feelings and trauma. I'm happy you resonate with it but saddened that you must relate to it. I'm always available if you feel like you need someone to talk to ❤️✨️ thank you so much for the compliment 🥺👉👈

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You come at night

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I'm rotting

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Am I free now?

I still feel you on my skin

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Sometimes I feel like your only driving force in life is to make me feel like a microscopic piece of rotting shit. Is this love?

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Hey royal u deserve the world <3

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I- 😭 I never get asks and this is the sweetest thing ever 😻💕 thank you so much for your support, I really need it rn ✨💕

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You destroyed me

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Every single day is the same thing.

Sit on the PC all day, not even using it, just disassociated for 17 hours a day waiting to go back to sleep. I hate this existence.

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🌸A My Melody cosplay won't cure my mental illness, but we can try!🌸

I'm sorry for my face

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🌈Man a bunch of people followed me and I need to start posting instead of being too depressed to exist🌈

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Um my asks are open 👉👈🥺 feel free to interact with me💖

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Feelings

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✨Don't be fucking gross ✨

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Stay the fuck away from me!

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