#zee's bits

[zittybitty]

I love that estrogen has granted me a wonderful ass

[biboomerangboi]

Never would have happened because they were both like deeply deeply traumatised but I think the funniest thing that could have happened is if Wu Ming just panicked every time Xie Lian looked at him like proper girl with a crush, falling over bins, horny on main, word vomit I think it would have cured Xie Lian of his mental illness and given him like 8 new ones.

[clericofshadows]

REGIS SHEPARD - 29/??? MASS EFFECT 2 - DOSSIER: THE JUSTICAR ZAEED MASSANI'S ARMORY AND MIRANDA LAWSON'S ARMORY MODS

[cowboatbeeboat]

AU where Ex starts hallucinating his dead wife's ghost and is concerned about it for .2 seconds before realizing wait, he's stuck at the edge of spacetime, no one's around to see him talk to himself, so why not indulge and pretend he's actually talking to his wife? It's the closest thing he's gonna get to human interaction. If the isolation has finally driven him insane he might as well have fun with it

(May or may not be writing this right now. We'll see if I ever finish it because lord knows I'm terrible with starting new things and actually finishing them but there are words on the page)

[capn-twitchery]

love that when i reply super late to ingame letters on twitch's account i can just preface it with some variant of "sorry i'm late. i died"

[xysidhequeen]

Do you think Jason accidentally called Jazz “Mom” during his time in Infinite Realms?

Oh lawd yes. He definitely did, and then he played it off so badly. Jazz thought it was cute but now Jason is contractually required to keep calling her mom sarcastically to make up for the one time he did it on purpose a year and a half ago.

[earthmixsclowderofcats]

Just genuinely asking, do you actually believe that ZeeNuNew is dating? (I believe in them)

Oh, this never ending debate.

When I first got into BL these two confused and confounded me for months. It always seemed like people were either very strict and defensive truthers or pessimistic deniers.

Honestly, I went back and forth several times on them, and I think what I have come to conclude is that they're both and neither and whatever the hell they want.

Because due to the parasocial aspects of the Thai bl industry these men (Thai bl men in general) play a version of themselves in public, the same way most people do. Only their public persona is what makes them marketable. It's part of their brand.

That doesn't mean there isn't truth to it.

Fanservice and genuine affection do not exist in vacuums separate from one another. Real life relationships are way more fluid and complicated than black and white.

There are things they do that seem very performative, but I have to wonder if maybe that's just part of their personality and relationship in general. But obviously it is also, at least partly, for the fans. As it is their brand. But again, that's something that doesn't exist in a vacuum.

In a classic, western sense they haven't officially actually come out but rather were like "you can think whatever you want."

(I think this might have changed recently with the language they've been using but I'm not 100% sure due to fan translations being subjective. But like, I'm pretty sure they've said recently in an interview they basically date at work.)

At some point (especially in the past few weeks)I've legitimately just started feeling like a homophobic crone for thinking it was ALL for fan service. Like, those two clearly are very important to each other. They clearly love each other in some way.

It's so interesting because like, in a way these shipped pairs are living their own fake dating au's. And I fully believe there are some people who just committed to the bit to the degree that it no longer became a bit, and I'm pretty sure that's zeenunew.

You can see their relationship change over the years. I don't doubt there was fan service in the cutie pie era. I also don't doubt that those big sappy displays of affection are sincere.

So i used to put them in the category of "shrodinger's ships." They were both together and not until proven otherwise.

But recently I've shifted them into the category of "committed to the bit too hard and now it is no longer a bit."

Because I think it's both fan service and legit, and like, that's just how they roll. If it is an entirely false charade they've been on for years then consider me bamboozled and in awe of their hustle, but in this economy we take all the serotonin we can get.

Also, like, regardless of any outside perspective of their relationship, their personal relationship is going to be what it is or isn't either way. What are we gonna do about it by arguing over semantics and technicalities? What would they get? Nothing. We have literally no stake in this and no influence.

[mikatoonist]

shh, they are sleeping… 🤫

another edit/drawing of zee/jabari (my total drama oc)!

sodaskate nation, rise up 💪

[spectator-zee]

"Aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you just wanna go apeshit?"

Hey Saph, reign in your boy, he's trying to encourage Sueño to go punt his Magnifico to the Sun.

Starboys in order -

Sueño belongs to @oh-shtars

Cielo belongs to @signed-sapphire

Aster belongs to @annymation

Star belongs to @rascalentertainments

[ifangirlalot]

Why is grief so weird? Why does it come and go as it pleases like a tidal wave? I thought I was mostly okay, but then I sent a message to my memaw's old number just to tell her I missed her and to tell her I'd do anything just to have a cup of coffee with her again. Then someone wrote back "hi, sorry who is this?" and I just crumbled in a heap of grief on the kitchen floor. I love you memaw, but damn you chose one hell of a time to go.

[aashiqeddiediaz]

thinking about how buck ripped eddie's shirt open in 4x14, and thinking about how functionally (clinically) unnecessary that was because all he needed to do was put pressure on the wound right. that was the main point, he just needed to staunch the bleeding long enough to get eddie to the hospital alive.

but there's something about buck literally tearing the last barrier between him and eddie's bare skin, about him reaching for the proof that eddie's still alive under his hands, and there's something about him purposely staining his hands with eddie's blood to keep him alive, and of him making sure he's the one to do it. and there's something about seeing the raw gunshot wound, and feeling the edges of it under his palm even with gauze between them.

and then there's something about buck's other hand not even being able to touch eddie's face, even though it's completely poised as if he's about to cup the side of eddie's head. a little like feeling he doesn't deserve to touch eddie gently while he's causing him pain by pressing the wound, idk.

now an argument could be made that maybe he was trying to prevent the shirt from getting stuck in the wound, or he was using something sterile to put pressure, but this is tv, and immediately after eddie's taken into surgery, we see someone else that's been shot, putting pressure over her wound by herself, through the shirt.

anyway just thoughts about buck tearing eddie's shirt open, reaching for eddie's vitality and staining himself with it ◡̈

[zittybitty]

So I got my hair done teehee,,,

But seriously braids are great

[biboomerangboi]

Thank all the gods of solace that Fig and Gorgug were like 15/16 when they went on tour because if they had have been any older Fig would have somehow convinced Gorgug to get married in Vegas for the bit and then they’d have to do the worlds most hastily secret divorce when Fig met Ayda.

[orange-s-mario]

Happy father's day

[gunsatthaphan]

“for better or for worse.”

[coffeebooh]

artemis was zee’s bisexual awakening and i stand by it