#your life lies with me
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felt cute might have a crisis later
i think about my ocs often and have normal thoughts about them
another no context spoiler for yall kinda
#having fun (no im not im rotting)#self image is not doing so bueno rn too#ouhh little ocs you are safe with me (lie)#your life lies with me#how do yall have ocs normally#how do yall not go insane#having control over their otherwise little insignificant lives#im not okay i think#whats it called#god complex?#i might have it#im foaming at the mouth while writing for act 2#please#mailman rants
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the time jumps in i saw the tv glow make me so fucking insane and i can never let it go. 2 years, 8 years, then 20, each jump taking more and more out of owen as we watch him decay into a painstakingly unvariable excuse of a protagonist. no matter how big of a jump in time, we never really feel like we've missed out on anything at all. the only real change we experience is what monotonous, yet colourfully and visually overstimulating job he's trudging through, all to live the unfulfilling life he feels is the most safe. no known ambitions, no known lasting relationships, even the family he says he loves more than anything feels less like a feat, and more like a giant step back in the journey we know he needs to go on.
3 decades pass in the span of an hour and 40 minutes, a speed that would seem overwhelmingly fast, yet we stay tuned into the comfortability of that perpetual survival. we know what's going on, and we dont need to play catch up if there's nothing to catch up on. yet despite that comfortability of knowing where and when owen's stuck, it is killing us to know that the potential of what he could be and experience goes unacknowledged through the painstaking amount of years. and it's made all that much worse when we're forced to remember that the slow death we're watching is all the more real, both literally and figuratively, to owen.
#desire mona#this movie tears me apart limb from limb then puts me back together just to rip me apart again but the horror doesnt lie in the pain#it lies in watching it all happen to myself but not wanting to commit to stopping it#owen i love you so much and i always will no matter what you do or do not do with your life i promise i will save you one day#owen. OWEN!!!!!!#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#tv glow
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“I wish I didn’t have to take it out.
Is that weird?”
#lis de#life is strange double exposure#max caulfield#safi llewellyn fayyad#safield#so we’re just gonna pretend like this was a totally platonic thing to say to your best friend#how this scene SHOULD have went#your honor these bitches GAY#you can’t tell me they didn’t have THE MOST chemistry in the game
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the idea that Christians bought and paid for by the blood of Jesus Christ can still, through some gymnastic of free will, end up in Hell is one of the evilest doctrines the devil ever peddled
#Christianity#x#preservation of the saints#it makes me so angry to see 1) the anxiety it produces in Christ's beloved#and 2) the distrust and mischaracterization of God it encourages#once you are justified YOU ARE JUSTIFIED#CASE CLOSED#God doesn't open up your case file again when you're caught in a web of lies and say#'Ope! looks like the life death and resurrection of my divine Son isn't gonna cover this one.'#YOU ARE HELD.
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I was consumed by the need to see P in that incredible mask from Lisrim's original music video lmao 💫
#sin scribbles#lies of p#pinocchio lies of p#p lies of p#neowiz#djmax#(can you tell im like gasping for that dlc because i am. im about to turn into dust and disappear on the wind never to be seen again)#(i cant believe this is where life has taken me. but im also not complaining.)#(this is a formal request for neowiz to patch this mask in as a wearable accessory. actually this is not a request it is a heated demand.)#(i am currently sick but ill be damned if that stops me from drawing my wildest dreams i.e this)#(anyway the lies of p version of lisrim slaps like crazy and ive been feral about it since it dropped. AMEN.)#(the moment i saw the thumbnail for the og version of lisrim it was over for me i was given divine purpose and had no choice in the matter.#(you are my soooon YOURE MY SON. BOOGIE WOOGIE WOOGIE.)
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We don't envision season 5 right when we talk because what is that actually gonna be like? This isn't a romcom. Mike finds out about the painting but Will is like throwing up blood and slugs in the corner.
edit: to clarify I wasn't saying "no time for romance" I was saying "it's horror show with raises stakes and angst. Mike will have to figure out how to bring up this truth bomb he discovered when more important things are clearly going on and there aren't the most conversational opportunities". I mean MORE juice, not less.
#stranger things#byler predictions#byler#stranger things speculations#like genuinely he will find out and be STALLED#because there are more important matters#like how do you be mad at your friend who's actively dying#(and also you're in love with)#we know there's a lot of complicated feelings about the painting but imagine getting hit with all those WITHIN the circumstance of whatever#horror shit#i think they will tie the two together like how season 2 created space for the emotions of the shed scene by intertwining them but#it IS more complicated to find out a big truth bomb about someone who is PREOCCUPIED to say the least#mike is like “ a year and a half ago you lied to me ”#and will is like “and 30 seconds ago i was crawling around on the ceiling catch up wheeler”#like you can't just interrupt with that personal life stuff#the writers can fit it i know that
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I must've owed you in my previous life. In this life, I'm here to repay you. Then I owe you in this life. In my next life, I'll repay you.
Meet You At The Blossom (2024)
#meet you at the blossom#su yin#myatb spoilers#hopefully the subtle desaturation of the colours and the blues... the yellow and blue opposites... are coming through.....#im such a lazy gifmaker i cant be bothered to make em better than they are JFHEJDHE theyre so self indulgent...#them talking about their next life broke me a little! imagine living for your next life on the belief you're gonna meet this guy again!#cdramaedit#cdramagifs#li junliang#jin xiaobao#wang yunkai#FIXED THE ISSUE I SPOTTED YDAY POSTING AT THE WORST TIME LETS GO#myatbedit
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Okay so listen to me.
On one hand we have Max Caulfield. Who, out of self-hatred, a low self-esteem, and a deep belief that she is Not Interesting and Not Great and Not Deserving of being put in a position where she has anybody’s attention on her and is being listened to, avoids doing things somebody who loves themself 1% more than she does would do because she doesn’t think she’s worth it— even when these things she’s not doing would admittedly make her happier. She doesn’t want to put in the effort of being seen to achieve said things because 1. she doesn’t think she’s deserving of being seen / interesting enough for people to see anything anyway and 2. she’s so convinced it would lead to nothing at all that she thinks it would be useless to try. She disregards her own happiness for the sake of what she believes is her safety.
On the other hand completely we have Rachel Amber, who firmly thinks she has Something to say and will not shut up about it. She knows her life will be bigger than what she has in the current moment, so she constantly puts herself out there, not caring what that implies ever, because whatever happens in the now is temporary and there will be more. She doesn’t have the time to wonder if she should be more careful in the ways she interacts with the world because she knows (or at least thinks she knows) that if she does it’ll never be enough and she needs to be heard already. (Which is essentially what leads her to her death.) She disregards her own safety for what she believes is her happiness.
idk i just think it’s neat
#max caulfield#rachel amber#amberfield#life is strange#lis#they’re so like. two sides of the same coin.#i love them sm#like the link between them wasn’t just “chloe price was in love with them”#it’s so much more complex and deep and i’m so obsessed#they would be so unstoppable in the weirdest most fucked up way possible#in a “you’re the only one who can truly understand me and i’m the only one who can understand you but also wtf is your deal”#i’m so normal about them
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I want to see heroes or vigilantes with secret identities becoming pathological liars.
It started as lies to protect their identity from being revealed but then the lies began to seep into their regular everyday life and now they’re lying about innocuous details in their life that nobody cares about and they don’t know why.
It’s not like it’s on purpose. It just feels like it’s impossible to tell the full truth without embellishing it with an unnecessary lie and now they’re caught in a web of lies they can’t untangle.
Yeah. Heroes that are pathological liars, everyone.
#hero#vigilante#pathological liars#lying#The inescapable web of lies that takes over your life#character flaws#writing#this was created with dick grayson and peter parker in mind#don’t ask me why#dick grayson#nightwing#peter parker#spider man#writeblr
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woah! last time i looked at your blog was when you were still into lis, and now that you've posted that max fanart i was like wow, your art's improved so much! awesome work!
awe thank you so much for coming by the ol' blog again anon! <3 it's been a minute since i've done life is strange art but that game will always hold a special place in my heart - it is the reason why this blog exists after all! and i still haven't had the heart to change out my goofy chloe icon after all these years LOL
and thank you for the kind words! :'D tbh i've always been insecure about the way i draw people - it just never came naturally for me, but i'm happy to hear you think i've improved <3
here's a comparison of the one of the first times i drew max back in 2018, to the most recent now for funsies!
#thanks again for your message! <3 it made me smile#lis is forever my comfort game so happy to see the fandom thriving even now#life is strange#max caulfield#polarolds speaks
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From Blogger/Actress/Influencer/Foodie wanna be to British Royalty back to Blogger/Actress/Influencer/Foodie wanna be...
#royalty is not celebrity#merch your royalty#just call me harry#using your office for personal gain#can't buy credibility#lies and the lying liars who tell them#unsussexful#grifters gonna grift#meghan markle is a bully#surrogacy isn't a crime but lying is#full circle#the circle of life
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hi hello @cadybear420 i'm your secret pal!! i'm sorry it's a little late but i'm glad that i got you as my giftee, since i was yours for valentines! i've said it before but i adore the edit you made of cas and my jiwon, i look at it from time to time when i'm down ( ´ ▽ ` )
you mentioned that you have a preference for something more suggestive so i did my best to honor that! i will admit that this is the cropped version, but i will dm you a link to the full image! it isn't very explicit, just a glimpse of aiden's🍑 (which you can see in the timelapse dfd;lk) but i'm not taking any chances with tumblr lol. view under the cut!
the whole time i was drawing this i couldn't help but think about how cold it must be to wear a dress that short at this time of the year but thankfully aiden has evie to warm him right up!
speaking of which, i love how in-depth you write them!! i'm pretty sure i've read almost everything about aiden and evie on your blog while i drew this haha
happy holidays, i hope you like it! 💛 (p.s. if i forget to dm you pls reach out! my brain isn't always with me these days lmao)
@choicesfandomappreciation thank you again for hosting this event! it's always such a blast <3
timelapse bc yeah! :
(yes i struggled with the anatomy lol)
#choicessecretpal24#my original plan was to draw all your mcs + their lis together in a big setting but life happened ;;#oh well! there's always next itme :'D#hydn.jpg#hydn.mp4#i'm sorry if there are any typos i'll proofead later#the heater in my house malfunctioned and my hands are stiff so its hard to type jkflkdfll#-5° is probably nothing to some of y'all but just let me complain ok :'0#also dont' focus too much on the bg idk wtf i was doing
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“Do you ever feel like your past self is— I dunno, an alien?”
“I get it.”
#comms are open! for robux only though#cause I’m a miner💔⛏️ and PayPal doesn’t like us#I say I hate LiS and it’s affectionate#I say I hate LiS: DE and its pure hatred#maxine caulfield#max caulfield#life is strange#life is strange fanart#max caulfield life is strange#max life is strange#max caulfield fanart#fanart#support young artists#give me robux#or I’ll cough on your iPad#deck one I’m coughing in your iPad anyway you suck#I mean nine but yeah yk what you’re deck ONE now that’s how bad you are
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2024 sequels and the mischaracterization of complicated lesbians in this essay I will-
#tag your fav mischaracterizated lesbian in media#chloe price#life is strange#life is strange double exposure#double exposure#double exposure lis#lis#max caulfield#pricefield#I’m literally never getting over this#I’m not even against them breaking up necessarily (like I am very much am and think they’d at least get back together at some point)#but my main complaint is how they did it oh my god#just completely ruin everything that makes them them by taking away the defining aspect of their love and respect for each other: their#friendship#and then saying a bunch of stuff that doesn’t even make sense as the excuse#“they couldn’t get over it WRONG#and don’t even get me started on Nicole in the new game#yes I know she’s a sociopath and she sucks but the new game was awful poorly written and just made Nicole like evil#it’s crazy#nicole class of 09#class of 09#co09#co09 nicole#co09 jecka
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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❗️LIFE IS STRANGE: DOUBLE EXPOSURE SPOILERS❗️
When. When Safi realized the last piece of her was inside of max and. And she placed a hand over max's heart and asked. Asked if it was weird that she wanted it to stay inside her
#i need.... i need i need I NEED I NEED I NEEED!!!!!!!!#Im going to be fucking SICK!!!!!!!!!!#bro what if i fragmented into shards implanting myself in both people i love and people i hate#and what if you tore through time and reality to capture those pieces and bring them back to me#all while carrying one within yourself. completely unheeded in your journey unlike the others#and what if i admitted i wanted it to stay within you#that strength and confidence you feel? its mine. i feel vunerable and unsure but i kind of want you to keep it#knowing my essence is mingled with yours? is it weird? can you feel our souls thrumming in tandem? is it weird i dont want it to end#when i put my hand on your breast it feels like my own. are you weirded out yet? please tell me you want the same#sorry im sick in the head over these two#LIS#Life is Strange: Double Exposure#Max Caulfield#Safi Llewellyn Fayyad#SaField#[ RJ ]
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