#how do yall not go insane
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felt cute might have a crisis later
i think about my ocs often and have normal thoughts about them
another no context spoiler for yall kinda
#having fun (no im not im rotting)#self image is not doing so bueno rn too#ouhh little ocs you are safe with me (lie)#your life lies with me#how do yall have ocs normally#how do yall not go insane#having control over their otherwise little insignificant lives#im not okay i think#whats it called#god complex?#i might have it#im foaming at the mouth while writing for act 2#please#mailman rants
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another tweet round up for interview with the vampire 7/xx
#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#armand#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#tweetroundup#i was not going to do a bunch of these but my last post a bunch of people said twitter is blocked in their country now#how could i help them deprive yall of this insane fandom#not many the last week or so my feed was over filled with dylan o'brien tweets and photo shoots#'armand de loser' lmfaooo please
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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I love that Isabeau is the one to bring up the "what do we do if you die" conversation cause its a very good insight to his character at the very start of the game. Isabeau is practical, smart, and loves everyone dearly and wants to know how to help them when shit goes sideways. He's the one to ask about Bonnie too, which is a delightful read on how he thinks because everyone else shuts that down instantly as a "That wont happen and cant happen" but we see later in the game it can happen which is such a startling thing for a game to do but justifies the foreshadowing of Bonnie can die what do we do if that happens? Isabeau, despite everything, is also the one who gets to the heart of the matter even if its not something must people are willing to talk about. All without it being part of his friendquest, thats just him naturally. Which! Says so much about him and how he is! His character when its not about his relationship with Siffrin is a very intriguing thing because it feels like a very classic hard intellectual stance that's been softened after many years of learning to better communicate healthily with others. A reflection, if you will, of Odile but in a very drastic direction. I find him fascinating and I also want to scoop his brains out and study them under a microscope to see all his little brain thoughts.
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat isabeau#Looks at you. LOOKS AT YOU.#Look if yall are gonna rag on Isa because hes just there for teehee relationship with Siffrin <3 then im gonna go nuclear#Isabeau has so much character and hes not just a silly one sided dimensional character!! I get so fucking peeved about this#Every time he speaks im frothing at the mouth because hes!! So good at communicating!! It gets me wild#Sure sure yeah he has a romantic crush on Siffrin but yall do see the fact that Isa has a very analytical personality right??? RIGHT???#Odile might be the smartest person in the group (im saying this because she has the sus event) but Isabeau is fucking up there!!!#Makes me feel insane when people write him off as pun love silly romantic guy only thinks about how Siffrin feels character#CAUSE!!! HES NOT!!! Siffrin is definitely a weakness of his and does make him forget things but hes sooooooo analytical about everything el#FUCKING!!! APPRECIATE THE GOOD BOY!!!! HES SO FUCKING SMART!!! I LOVE ISA!!!!#(saw exactly one post about how boring Isa was and got Enraged. Saw how people write him in fanfics and felt the air leave my lungs in angy
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was it casual when i had a panic attack at the thought of you dying was it casual when you risked your entire carrier just to feed me lunch was it casual when you were willing to die protecting me even though you wouldn't accomplish any of the goals you devoted yourself to was it casual when i spent so many nights rolling around in deep thought about whether you think of me like i do about you was it casual when i wished for you upon a shooting star was it casual when i refused to let you continue your way down a path of self-destructive loneliness even though you wanted me to was it casual when you needed to kill me and only me to grow stronger and be entirely untethered from your past but you just couldn't was it casual when i preferred to bear your pain and hatred and die fighting you as opposed to giving up on you was it casual when i could trade blows with you (read your heart) even though your supposed wife couldn't was it casual when i was your one and only was it casual when the hands that we blew off of each other bore the evidence of our cosmic connection was it casual when you cried your first tears of relief and happiness after you lost to me was it casual when you kept in touch with me but not with your wife was it casual when we fought and laughed and became inseparable was it casual when i can't exist without you was it casual when i put all my goals on hold because how could i focus on them when i can't even save you was it casual when you were my main motivation for training to become infinitely stronger was it casual when i'd remain a fool my entire life if being smart meant that i had to give up on you was it casual when you know my heart i yours was it casual when
#which could mean nothing#nah the way i could've kept going for so long#this is ridiculous#they're actually insane#characters be doing all that and y'all still insist on calling them straight 😮💨#naruto was the og yearner. bro redefined what it means to be a pining teenager#you know it's bomb when the haters pull out “they see each other as brothers”#“they're married” actually the rainbow is so blatant it's blinding#ain't no way you watch five hundred episodes of these fools acting like this and your main takeaway is that they're platonic soulmates#i fear your gaydar is non-existent#“i had another dream about sasuke” girl ik what you are#only people who love naruto and sasuke more than i do are each other#they make me sick#im afraid i would not be doing all that for a friend or a person i consider a brother and yall wouldn't either#“naruto would do this for any of his friends” hm no.#how did that boy kisser megumi put it? something something personal feelings?#jokes aside i genuinely don't think naruto would go to such lengths for anyone other than sasuke at all#uzumaki naruto#uchiha sasuke#sns#sasunaru#narusasu#naruto#naruto shippunden#naruto uzumaki#sasuke uchiha#naruto and sasuke#naruto ramblings#it was never casual
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'thats not his role in the story!' hm i wonder what the point of it is then. hm i wonder what the dead pixel scene means. hm i wonder what wrong organ are trying to say with the context of 'awesome male friendship' and 'corporate hell where the only woman onboard is constantly under ridicule, abused or forcibly forgotten yet is the catalyst' if not this. hm i wonder how curly's physical agony being a direct parallel to anya's mental agony, stripped of voice, agency, just like her, and being forced to watch what happens while not doing jack shit, just like he used to, plays a part in this. i wonder what the moral of him being the final girl says about living with the consequences of your inaction, because of sentimentality, because of status, career and social. hm i wonder whatever the fuck this game was trying to say. hm i wonder what else is on this person's blog Oh Lord there's yaoi penice.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#sa mention#dont go after this person but i hooooope they rethink. their view of the story.#but god im gonna squeeze lemons in my eyes soon#taking this game away from yall until you unlearn misogyny#ooooh curlys just sooo sweet poor thaaang oh my oh my youre looking sooo far into thissss haaahaaa#its all just a misunderstanding!!!! anya didnt speak clearly enough!!!! noooo its not on my beautiful blue eyed rascal hahaaa#ok look curlys an insane character i love analyzing him and i VERY MUCH dont want people to think im like villanizing the guy#the entire point is that otherwise pretty chill people can fuck up OF THEIR OWN FAULT AND BIAS and then learn. painfully. what not to do.#and by chill i also dont mean holy water pure ok. distinctions.#and id really hate people taking either side of the argument on curlys morality. esp considering his appearance (for both.)#just don't. fucking make baby ass black and white arguments#this game should be behind a childproof lock in the shape of a reading comprehension test abt crime and punishment#im super supportive of people trying to think outside the norm about art like mouthwashing and explaining their own musings#and talking with others and trying to understand how to argument their thoughts which is what the op of the post this was left on was doing#being genuinely curious and open#but brother i draw the line at so merrily denying the main fucking point of the character in the catalyst event#GOOD GOD make this game only accessible to 35+ yo's with no internet access#the contents of their blog were just the cherry on top#unblocking them in hopes they see this ig
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Shoutout to robot movies gotta be one of my favorite genders
#been watching a few lately with my mom and they are so fun. watched the wild robot today and it was wonderful#makes me feel better for a bit#miss when i would feel well at night and not like i was in the woods running away from a serial killer in the pitch blackness#- level of anxiety#anyway how yall doing?#been so busy im going insane#sunshine talks
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E!2080 factbook (that's what i'll call it): brainwashing 😵
I wanna talk about brainwashing because it’s kinda important for my story and sometimes explains some clones’ behavior :) This topic deserves some attention :p
In general, in my AU we have a cult atmosphere in the Shadow Tower, BUT it's not really a cult. The main goal of the Shadow Government is to grow clones into worthy leaders and soldiers, but at the same time loyal and stupid enough to make it easier to manipulate them. Various methods were used: working with corrupt psychologists, inciting hostility between clones, fake rumors, fake news on fake TV, fake books on the shelves next to the real ones, and of course the scare tactic.
Their favorite manipulation is obviously, “we're doing this for your own safety, the world outside is cruel,” and clones were sitting in the tower like princesses from fairy tales, yeah. You got me, right? Lots of manipulation. But despite the approximately equal attitude towards everyone, it still affected different clones in different ways. Perhaps some biological factors played a role, which I doubt, BUT Scudworth's influence on the clones also helped some to stay sane. I've said this a hundred times, but Scudworth LOVES his clones and he doesn't like the operation he was forced to participate in. Therefore, he did everything possible to prevent them from becoming puppets of the shadow government (he had his own methods, but I'm too lazy to describe them).
So, let's get to the point. I mentally divide all the clones into sane, deviant and ZOMBIES (or brainwashed). Sane people are those who have their own position, are less influenced by the Shadow Government, understand the danger of the situation and want to gain personal freedom. Zombies are people who are doomed to stay in the tower and be used by Shadow Figures for their personal purposes, because their perception of the world is completely turned inside out and will not be the same anymore. Between them, the deviant ones are usually clones who have some disorders due to trauma after living in the tower, but they are still aware of the whole situation and basically refuse to be someone's slaves. Now that we have a rough idea of the spectrum, I want to discuss with you which clone is where on this spectrum.
I was smart enough only to distribute the main characters (and a couple of secondary ones). Most of them are closer to sanity in the spectrum, but they tend to deviate due to psychological trauma, obviously. I want to mention Joan as an example, because although she is the “brains of the team”, she is prone to Stockholm syndrome and, as shown in the first part, sometimes remembers “home” and regrets what she did. That’s why she is not 100% sane.
But I definitely will have a team of complete zombies in the comic who will condemn the main characters for fighting, recruit other runaway clones and try to return them to the tower. Yes, there are clones who were initially against escape and were content to live in the tower, but now they survive on the streets and are extremely unhappy with the situation. But I don’t know who could it be.… But these are definitely clones from the extras, episodic or secondary! You can even suggest your own fan clones, just for fun! (Reminder: My AU is open to everyone and your fan clones can participate in the story, and they can be in any part of the spectrum!).
That's it. I have nothing to add… ask me questions about my AU if you want, I’ll be very glad to answer!
and read exclamation!2080 on globalcomix ofc!!! :p
#clone high#clone high au#exclamation!2080#e!2080#guess these posts are going in the “ideas and concepts” section of my wiki because that's how i wanted to do it#oh yeah gotta work on my wiki i have two untranslated pages#insane lore drop every day follow for more#btw didn' mention the thing with ponce but you can always ask me bc sometimes i just forget to explain something a][dp[afposdfasdf#or maybe i'll make a whole post for him#because damn he is a legend in my au#thanks to my friend who gave me the idea#okay hope you're interested (I'M TRYING SO HARD TO INTRIGUE YALL 😈)
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I think we should get Trump to talk shit about Taylor Swift
Because honestly I have more faith in the Swifties actually shooting him than the rest of ye
#Go on ladies be the next John Hinckley Jr!#you can be quicker than 2 months!#Do it for Taylor Swift#....#*remembers that John Hinckley didn't actually kill Reagan...#...Be the next Oswald#Arent what's left of One direction's fans notably insane too#if the Swifties fail let them do it#uk politics#Trump#Like how are yall missing#Wolffox speaks
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qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.
do you see my vision?
#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying#“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME#neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry#i need them to be friends#i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand#i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences#and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively)#i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them#and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set#and make them their own#they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life#the mcs ever#at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker#and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating#the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people#the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it”#and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?"#jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise#cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away#kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self#anyway i'm going insane how yall doing#neil josten#jean moreau#all for the game#the sunshine court
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trust me to spend a solid hour looking over pics and footage just to figure out how a shoulder works and spending a meager 5 minutes finally drawing it.
#bayverse#did yall know ironhides shoulder works independently from his fender#and i hate it! it complicates things so much!#like logically i know his fender is his chest/collar but like#its so wide you'd think it would function as his shoulder at that point#but no! its not!#yes his shoulder is IN the fender in the back but it is not the fender itself. its not even the brake cog thing in front#it's its own entirely separate thing hidden up in there FOR NO REASON#hes got a whole joint hidden up there and it also has its own plating behind it that looks like it could scrape his fender!#but it somehow doesnt bc ooo mr perfect's got the WEIRDEST FUCKING BODY#HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE BIG BICEPS. HOW DOES HE CARRY HIS CANNONS IF HE SKIPS ARM DAY?#yes i am going insane#commissioner if ur reading this do not worry i will survive thru this. yes i am actually enjoying it#its always a joy to learn about how they work. even if i have to pry it out of the cold dead hands of a roasted 480p video
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I literally followed you for more Zukka content while I wait for an update. Good soup
the wait is almost over this weekend I will post the new chapter I promise but until then I’ll make sure to reblog all this insanely badass awesome amazing zukka week content!
#AHHHH OMG I FORGOT ZUKKA WEEK#does me posting during zukka week even if it’s not zukka week count???#No?? Yesss?? Haha idk the prompts but damn yall have some AHHHMAZING art going on out there#I am foaming at the mouth this is so exciting#Sorry I’ve been MIA I have been insanely busy which makes me tired which makes my brain not form coherent thoughts haha#THANKS FOR FOLLOWING ME#I do post that good zukka stuff#So many talented people on tumblr how can I not go insane for their creations?!#I AM SO HAPPY FOR ZUKKA WEEK WOHOOOO#ask#(I saw your comments on ao3 and I hope you weren’t too tired!!!)#(Thanks for the comments you’re a beautiful person!!)#(I died at you skipping to reunions I feel ya on that hahaha)#Liab#ITF#Thismayflower
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Im taking for granted that Angrboda and Skjöldr are friends bc they met (thats it, thats my reason idc)
But how would their friendship be like ???
Please I need headcanons for them PLEASE EHAHSHSH
#going insane#especially since Atreus is on his Epic journey#I dont think AND WANT my girl Angrboda to be left alone AGAIN#plus I dont think she would remain on her own after partecipating in the battle#and she seemed to be already made friend w skjoldr#BUT HOW WOULD THEY BE LIKE...#please#pl💔s#FORGET MY AWFUL ENGLISH#TRYING TO COMUNICATE MY EVIL THOUGHTS W YALL#god of war#gow#atreus#god of war ragnarok#gowr#gow ragnorak#gow ragnarok#atreus gow#angrboda#angrboda gow#Skjöldr#Skjöldr gow#random ass thoughts#evilbeing#pls like#what Is my girl doing#she has to take care of the animals#but outside that.... pls hang out w your friends#Bro I beg everybody#Im not mentioning thrud Cuz I think she is more focused on her own journey as well plus they havent met yet
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(I also missed 2024 but anyway.)
Thank you guys so much for 2000+ followers!!
I’ve had this blog for about seven years, and honestly it’s kinda crazy that I started out as a homestuck artist, went through my hero and fire emblem and finally, you know, I think I’ve settled here with being a Persona series artist.
The friends and mutuals I’ve made will always be incredibly important to me. And as I have reached an incredible milestone here at luuxxart, I just wanted to say Pilk is one of my favorite tastes. Not only that, but requests/asks on my retrospring would be amazing right now :)
Only doing Persona series rqs for simplicity sake! Single character or ships or platonic combos are all awesome and encouraged >w< !!! (but like. don’t ask me to draw an underage character with an adult or family members as ship obv.)
#and yeahh uhh… jokertaba akemako and futago do count in the uh. I don’t want to draw those ships bc they’re really familial to me sorry#requests will be closed by Wednesday probably depending on how many I get…..#thank you guys so much seriously this is insane. and 1300 on twt!! what the hell!! I love yall#pilk mention#I won’t be uploading this to Twitter but the sketches will go up on twt
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hey guys all of u are wrong about marcy wu btw nobody gets her like i do
#marcy wu#amphibia#the fear of losing your friends driving you to do insane things only to push them away farther?#absurdly significant fear of change?#mediative tendencies so you can make sure things go along in a way thats most beneficial for everyone because you feel an odd sense of#responsibility for those around you?#never being able to get over anything ever?#lying for the sake of keeping the peace when it makes you sick?#NONE of yall fw her like i do#she fucked up BAAAAAD and bc she is flawed as a perosn bc of the way she acts and how it affects others#lol. lol!#ya#amphibia marcy#calamity trio
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