#how do yall not go insane
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felt cute might have a crisis later

i think about my ocs often and have normal thoughts about them


another no context spoiler for yall kinda

#having fun (no im not im rotting)#self image is not doing so bueno rn too#ouhh little ocs you are safe with me (lie)#your life lies with me#how do yall have ocs normally#how do yall not go insane#having control over their otherwise little insignificant lives#im not okay i think#whats it called#god complex?#i might have it#im foaming at the mouth while writing for act 2#please#mailman rants
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another tweet round up for interview with the vampire 7/xx
#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#armand#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#tweetroundup#i was not going to do a bunch of these but my last post a bunch of people said twitter is blocked in their country now#how could i help them deprive yall of this insane fandom#not many the last week or so my feed was over filled with dylan o'brien tweets and photo shoots#'armand de loser' lmfaooo please
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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brb crying over kevin day and history
#i fear i wont be right back#i am infact gonna think abt this for a week straight#imagine him with a fat ass history book in one hand and spoon in the other#eating lunch#or with a book under his pillow :(#and listen... guys hear me out...#aaron would listen to his history yaps#theyd go on study dates... aaron is head deep in some very complicated med book...#kevin reading a history book ofc#their knees touching!!#kevin says some history fact he finds interesting...#aaron doesnt hear it the first time and asks him to repeat!!#AND HE LISTENSSS#or or or#imagine one of the foxes saying some inaccurate history fact#and before kevin can go insane abt it...#aaron corrects them!!#and they go “how tf do *you* know abt this 🤨”#and he goes “kevin told me abt it”#!!!!#are you seeing it!!#i dont even gaf that this is ooc yall#i just saw this and went “how can i make this abt kevaaron”#and yeah..#aftg#kevin day#aaron minyard#kevaaron
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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I love that Isabeau is the one to bring up the "what do we do if you die" conversation cause its a very good insight to his character at the very start of the game. Isabeau is practical, smart, and loves everyone dearly and wants to know how to help them when shit goes sideways. He's the one to ask about Bonnie too, which is a delightful read on how he thinks because everyone else shuts that down instantly as a "That wont happen and cant happen" but we see later in the game it can happen which is such a startling thing for a game to do but justifies the foreshadowing of Bonnie can die what do we do if that happens? Isabeau, despite everything, is also the one who gets to the heart of the matter even if its not something must people are willing to talk about. All without it being part of his friendquest, thats just him naturally. Which! Says so much about him and how he is! His character when its not about his relationship with Siffrin is a very intriguing thing because it feels like a very classic hard intellectual stance that's been softened after many years of learning to better communicate healthily with others. A reflection, if you will, of Odile but in a very drastic direction. I find him fascinating and I also want to scoop his brains out and study them under a microscope to see all his little brain thoughts.
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat isabeau#Looks at you. LOOKS AT YOU.#Look if yall are gonna rag on Isa because hes just there for teehee relationship with Siffrin <3 then im gonna go nuclear#Isabeau has so much character and hes not just a silly one sided dimensional character!! I get so fucking peeved about this#Every time he speaks im frothing at the mouth because hes!! So good at communicating!! It gets me wild#Sure sure yeah he has a romantic crush on Siffrin but yall do see the fact that Isa has a very analytical personality right??? RIGHT???#Odile might be the smartest person in the group (im saying this because she has the sus event) but Isabeau is fucking up there!!!#Makes me feel insane when people write him off as pun love silly romantic guy only thinks about how Siffrin feels character#CAUSE!!! HES NOT!!! Siffrin is definitely a weakness of his and does make him forget things but hes sooooooo analytical about everything el#FUCKING!!! APPRECIATE THE GOOD BOY!!!! HES SO FUCKING SMART!!! I LOVE ISA!!!!#(saw exactly one post about how boring Isa was and got Enraged. Saw how people write him in fanfics and felt the air leave my lungs in angy
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was it casual when i had a panic attack at the thought of you dying was it casual when you risked your entire carrier just to feed me lunch was it casual when you were willing to die protecting me even though you wouldn't accomplish any of the goals you devoted yourself to was it casual when i spent so many nights rolling around in deep thought about whether you think of me like i do about you was it casual when i wished for you upon a shooting star was it casual when i refused to let you continue your way down a path of self-destructive loneliness even though you wanted me to was it casual when you needed to kill me and only me to grow stronger and be entirely untethered from your past but you just couldn't was it casual when i preferred to bear your pain and hatred and die fighting you as opposed to giving up on you was it casual when i could trade blows with you (read your heart) even though your supposed wife couldn't was it casual when i was your one and only was it casual when the hands that we blew off of each other bore the evidence of our cosmic connection was it casual when you cried your first tears of relief and happiness after you lost to me was it casual when you kept in touch with me but not with your wife was it casual when we fought and laughed and became inseparable was it casual when i can't exist without you was it casual when i put all my goals on hold because how could i focus on them when i can't even save you was it casual when you were my main motivation for training to become infinitely stronger was it casual when i'd remain a fool my entire life if being smart meant that i had to give up on you was it casual when you know my heart i yours was it casual when
#which could mean nothing#nah the way i could've kept going for so long#this is ridiculous#they're actually insane#characters be doing all that and y'all still insist on calling them straight 😮💨#naruto was the og yearner. bro redefined what it means to be a pining teenager#you know it's bomb when the haters pull out “they see each other as brothers”#“they're married” actually the rainbow is so blatant it's blinding#ain't no way you watch five hundred episodes of these fools acting like this and your main takeaway is that they're platonic soulmates#i fear your gaydar is non-existent#“i had another dream about sasuke” girl ik what you are#only people who love naruto and sasuke more than i do are each other#they make me sick#im afraid i would not be doing all that for a friend or a person i consider a brother and yall wouldn't either#“naruto would do this for any of his friends” hm no.#how did that boy kisser megumi put it? something something personal feelings?#jokes aside i genuinely don't think naruto would go to such lengths for anyone other than sasuke at all#uzumaki naruto#uchiha sasuke#sns#sasunaru#narusasu#naruto#naruto shippunden#naruto uzumaki#sasuke uchiha#naruto and sasuke#naruto ramblings#it was never casual
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look i hate LLMs as much as the next person but can we please stop acting like a totally easy and feasible replacement would be installing a mod that just exists out of thin air and comes with a custom written set of quests and NPC dialogue branches.
that is not how writing works. that is not how writing dialogue for games works. i have literally written NPC dialogue for a minecraft map before and six short, unpolished, janky monologues with no branching whatsoever took me two weeks to finish. frankly i would rather have the LLM stank than put a bunch of under/unpaid writers or actors into crunch mode for a relatively minor aspect of an otherwise great server.
#like oh my god okay for all people say that LLMs are utterly morally bankrupt and uncreative and don't have any of the soul of writing#some people sure do also seem to act like writing is so easy to do and come up with and like anyone can just type words#in other words it's fucking insulting. i'm sorry but it is genuinely insulting to act like it would be ~that easy~.#writing doesn't come from nowhere! stop that!#txt#orig#salt#misadventures#unrebloggable bc im just. so fucking tired its been such a bad month and that post going around is genuinely utterly fucking gutting for me#because it really does come off as ''yeah it'd be totally easy to WRITE AN ENTIRE QUEST SYSTEM INSTEAD'' are you INSANE#like hey guess what! we do actually know what that looks like! avidmc himself has an adventure map with custom written npcs and dialogue!#AND IT HAS TAKEN HIM LIKE FIVE YEARS TO MAKE BECAUSE AS IT TURNS OUT WRITING IS NOT SOMETHING YOU CAN JUST HAVE ON DEMAND WHENEVER#sorry. sorry. i'm just so -- it's been so hard to write recently#seeing people act like it's easy and simple to come up with something that complex under a time crunch is so utterly disheartening.#like. idk man no wonder people don't interact with fanfiction as much if this is how they feel about writing as a craft.#i recognize that this is a very cynical take on the general discussion here but please also understand . it's been SO bad#this is kind of just our last straw. because fuckssake yall.#actually fuck it maintagging if everyone else can do that so can i#misadventures smp
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brah it looks a bijillion times better irl 💔

#Lightning is ass. That’s probably why.#Too lazy to edit the lightning……. Ghhh……… shitty room light……#Coloured paper bro….. somehow it just magically makes me want to draw#West coast by Lana Del Rey I heart u sm. Thank you.#He deserves a boyfriend. I might give him one. Someone needs to match his freak.#How I feel after creating characters and talking ab them like yall know everything ab them#Like no diva you haven’t said that much ab them.#Especially this freak (his name is Serce btw. I just need to say it again.)….. no data ab him#I think he likes playing basketball in a rlly annoying way. Lay up lover. Probably doesn’t care ab being sweaty ewww ew stupid freak#Yes actually. He lives to do lay ups. Why? Because I love lay ups.#When I was in a basketball team I was so successful at lay ups#But then I got bullied out of said team by the other girls bc I’m white passing and I was going thru a lot mentally. Goddamn.#But I’m still great at lay ups at least#Anyway that was an unnecessary thresher lore drop.#Once again I think he loves kissing men. He deserves a boyfri#I will. Worms calm down. I will give him a boyfriend. Ok.#How I feel after yapping to myself SHUT UPPPP SHUT UP 😠😠#Going insane (not that bad)#Oc#original character#traditional art#sketch
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she's fugly but idc 💔💔


#i support her botched plastic surgery 💔💔#going insane#im going to eat cement FINALLY EVERGREEN ELITA yall know how i ADORE evergreen elita#i'm actually crying inside WHAT IS THATTTTTTTTTTT my shayla what did they do to you 😭😭😭#i genuinely thought thjs was a swoop repaint when moot (hii tyy) sent me this#elita 1#transformers#elita one#Elita-1
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so. ms zani huh
#am i late on the news? yes#do i care? no#need my hot italian bodyguard lady ok#wuthering waves#wuwa zani#lil tam arts#think im gonna draw her again once her banner is out to try and lure her home#ppl are talking about how shes gonna be an insane unit while im over here going teehee. shes so pretty. her accent is so nice#i couldnt care one bit about her strengths yall djdhdjdkdjdhdjdkd
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guys is it gay she’s the only person i have pinned on ig messages
#blue’s straight girl crush chronicles#like. i just need yall to understand#just how fucking insane all of this shit is#yesterday she tells me how much she misses me and every school day was boring with out me#and then she tells me we should make out and grabs my fucking thigh#and then she sends me a reel about how all best friends should be a little gay#then she tells me she’s waiting to experiment until college#and then she talks about her boyfriend#like do yall understand why im going fucking insane
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E!2080 factbook (that's what i'll call it): brainwashing 😵
I wanna talk about brainwashing because it’s kinda important for my story and sometimes explains some clones’ behavior :) This topic deserves some attention :p
In general, in my AU we have a cult atmosphere in the Shadow Tower, BUT it's not really a cult. The main goal of the Shadow Government is to grow clones into worthy leaders and soldiers, but at the same time loyal and stupid enough to make it easier to manipulate them. Various methods were used: working with corrupt psychologists, inciting hostility between clones, fake rumors, fake news on fake TV, fake books on the shelves next to the real ones, and of course the scare tactic.
Their favorite manipulation is obviously, “we're doing this for your own safety, the world outside is cruel,” and clones were sitting in the tower like princesses from fairy tales, yeah. You got me, right? Lots of manipulation. But despite the approximately equal attitude towards everyone, it still affected different clones in different ways. Perhaps some biological factors played a role, which I doubt, BUT Scudworth's influence on the clones also helped some to stay sane. I've said this a hundred times, but Scudworth LOVES his clones and he doesn't like the operation he was forced to participate in. Therefore, he did everything possible to prevent them from becoming puppets of the shadow government (he had his own methods, but I'm too lazy to describe them).
So, let's get to the point. I mentally divide all the clones into sane, deviant and ZOMBIES (or brainwashed). Sane people are those who have their own position, are less influenced by the Shadow Government, understand the danger of the situation and want to gain personal freedom. Zombies are people who are doomed to stay in the tower and be used by Shadow Figures for their personal purposes, because their perception of the world is completely turned inside out and will not be the same anymore. Between them, the deviant ones are usually clones who have some disorders due to trauma after living in the tower, but they are still aware of the whole situation and basically refuse to be someone's slaves. Now that we have a rough idea of the spectrum, I want to discuss with you which clone is where on this spectrum.
I was smart enough only to distribute the main characters (and a couple of secondary ones). Most of them are closer to sanity in the spectrum, but they tend to deviate due to psychological trauma, obviously. I want to mention Joan as an example, because although she is the “brains of the team”, she is prone to Stockholm syndrome and, as shown in the first part, sometimes remembers “home” and regrets what she did. That’s why she is not 100% sane.
But I definitely will have a team of complete zombies in the comic who will condemn the main characters for fighting, recruit other runaway clones and try to return them to the tower. Yes, there are clones who were initially against escape and were content to live in the tower, but now they survive on the streets and are extremely unhappy with the situation. But I don’t know who could it be.… But these are definitely clones from the extras, episodic or secondary! You can even suggest your own fan clones, just for fun! (Reminder: My AU is open to everyone and your fan clones can participate in the story, and they can be in any part of the spectrum!).
That's it. I have nothing to add… ask me questions about my AU if you want, I’ll be very glad to answer!
and read exclamation!2080 on globalcomix ofc!!! :p
#clone high#clone high au#exclamation!2080#e!2080#guess these posts are going in the “ideas and concepts” section of my wiki because that's how i wanted to do it#oh yeah gotta work on my wiki i have two untranslated pages#insane lore drop every day follow for more#btw didn' mention the thing with ponce but you can always ask me bc sometimes i just forget to explain something a][dp[afposdfasdf#or maybe i'll make a whole post for him#because damn he is a legend in my au#thanks to my friend who gave me the idea#okay hope you're interested (I'M TRYING SO HARD TO INTRIGUE YALL 😈)
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I think we should get Trump to talk shit about Taylor Swift
Because honestly I have more faith in the Swifties actually shooting him than the rest of ye
#Go on ladies be the next John Hinckley Jr!#you can be quicker than 2 months!#Do it for Taylor Swift#....#*remembers that John Hinckley didn't actually kill Reagan...#...Be the next Oswald#Arent what's left of One direction's fans notably insane too#if the Swifties fail let them do it#uk politics#Trump#Like how are yall missing#Wolffox speaks
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Lisa redesign + headcanons aughfhfhfg I need her so bad (I almost died making this)
#artists on tumblr#genshin impact#lisa minci#genshin edit#my friend said her vibe is giving older sister that's moved out of the house and middle aged#thats what i was going for so mission accomplished 🙏🙏#she would take care of me and play mitski songs in the car i think#also hehehe messy bun from napping all day oewwaahhuh >>>>#oh my gyatt i love her#also. peek her right eye if you havent yet#so insanely obsessed w her having smth to do with Khaenriah or the Abyss oml#I need her to die so bad you dont even understand#i also need to draw her and diluc making out nasty. been yearning for them lately#i love mulitshipping so much gang how can yall be haters when every mond ship is objectively amazing (except for the illegal ones)#ive gotten way off topic sorry for yapping#she prevokes something deep within my soul that can only be soothed by mindless rambling
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qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.
do you see my vision?
#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying#“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME#neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry#i need them to be friends#i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand#i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences#and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively)#i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them#and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set#and make them their own#they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life#the mcs ever#at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker#and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating#the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people#the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it”#and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?"#jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise#cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away#kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self#anyway i'm going insane how yall doing#neil josten#jean moreau#all for the game#the sunshine court
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