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nerves-nebula · 11 months ago

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I had a bad dream a days or so back where I really openly needed/wanted attention on my birthday but my best friend had planned something with other people that day knowing it was my birthday and kept shrugging me off to roleplay with them.

which would seem like obnoxiously on the nose symbolism about my personal problems (like oh my god I get it I feel neglected and ignored even on the day that’s supposed to be all about me) if it wasn’t literally what happened last year on my birthday. Two birthdays since I left home and they’ve both sucked absolute shit.

#nnstuff #vent #one wasn’t technically on my birthday but was genuinely traumatic and #and when I came back for my actual birthday with my best friend she kind of just ignored me #to play with her friends again #god I’m so glad I broke up with her #she says there’s enough room for everyone but that’s so clearly a lie #if you let one person monopolize your time then #you aren’t non-hierarchical #you’re just lying to yourself #anyway.

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icantdrawrt · 8 months ago

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THE WAY THIS IS ACTUALLY THE PLOT OF SO MANY SUPERBAT FAN FICTIONS OUT THERE???

AND YOURE GOING TO TELL ME THEYRE NOT GOING TO FLIRT AND KISS???

YOURE LYING

#superbat #superman #batman #batman x superman #historians will say they were close friends #fan fiction set up #nOoOoO they’re just friends?#you’re lying to yourself #batman and superman are in love #batman/superman #batman/superman worlds finest #bruce wayne x clark kent #bruce x clark #like there’s no way they’re not going to smooch

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katsu2ji · 15 days ago

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in light of recent events with the election, i want to remind everyone to take care of themselves the best they can. i know that things are really hard right now for so many people—women, poc, lgbtq+, especially. but please do not forget that there are people out there who love you, who care for you, and wish nothing but the best for you. check in on your loved ones, and check in on yourself 🤍

i love you. we’ll be ok. it doesn’t feel that way now, and it might not feel that way for awhile. but we’ll be ok.

#⋆.˚ s talks!#american politics are. a lot rn.#and i felt that not speaking about this AT ALL #would be like lying to myself #bc as someone who is going to be impacted by this greatly (as we all will)#this has been the only thing i have thought about for the last 24+ hours #please please please check in on the people in your lives #the women #the queer / trans people #the people of color #the women of color especially #because my god #this country has failed us over and over #and i shouldn’t be surprised. but i unfortunately.#btw this is not a trump safe zone please leave.#i feel like that’s pretty clear but i just want to add that #you are not welcome here. at all.#anyway i’m not going to talk about this very much #but i just wanted to leave a small message #and i hope you’re able to take care of yourself and stay safe #and i want to say that i love you #us politics #us elections #election 2024 #positive suggestions #positive thoughts #positive mental attitude

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shima-draws · 1 year ago

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What the FUCK Furina’s backstory is so fucking sad??? The absolute TORTURE she’s been through. Shit dude,

#Shima speaks #I’M SO UPSET.#THIS IS JUST RUKKHADEVATA ALL OVER AGAIN. GENSHIN STOMPING ON MY FEELINGS AND MAKING ARCHONS CRY #Why is it always the women. Stop doing this to our women.#Genshin Impact #Imagine putting on an act nonstop continuously for hundreds of years and not being able to tell anyone the truth #And dealing with the anxiety of your whole country dying out and it weighs on your shoulders and makes you so stressed #And you cry yourself to sleep every night bc you’re so tired you’re SO tired and it’s been centuries but you have to keep going.#You have to keep up the act you have to keep faking it you have to keep lying #You have to pretend everything is fine when it’s NOT and you don’t know what to do and you still can’t tell a single fucking SOUL #AGHHHH FURINA. MY SWEET GIRL. YOU DIDN’T DESERVE THIS #Genshin Impact spoilers #Furina #Focalors #I just wanna scoop her up into a big hug and tell her it’s okay 😭 Girl you don’t gotta act anymore you can finally FINALLY rest

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myrabbitistrying2killme · 5 months ago

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Happy pride month to everyone who’s labels blend together, who doesn’t quite know what they are.

Happy pride month to everyone who’s queer identities are influenced by their neurology.

Happy pride month to everyone who has a hard time figuring out if their identities are influenced by their neurology

Happy pride month to people who are questioning.

Happy pride to people with personality disorders that effect the way they see the world and the labels they choose.

Happy pride month to everyone with orientation based intrusive thoughts.

Happy pride month to people who’s labels ‘don’t make sense’. Happy pride month to people with “contradictory labels”.

Happy pride month to everyone who’s told their label doesn’t exist, or is too niche. Happy pride month to everyone who’s told the way they live contradicts their identity.

Happy pride month to people who’d rather call themselves queer than explain themselves. Happy pride month to people who like to be understood and explain their identities.

Happy pride month to everyone who can’t find something that fits yet.

Happy pride month to the autistic queers who’s identities and autism are intertwined.

Happy pride month to everyone, whether you know the words that fit who you are yet, or whether you don’t want any. Happy pride month, ily <3

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teehee-vibes · 6 months ago

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Sometimes, I think I want Grizzly to put more gay men in Riptide.

Other times, I remember Dark Puckered Hole and reevaluate.

#jrwi riptide #just roll with it #this is a joke but also #unless I’m blanking on anyone who isn’t Finn #totally a real possibility #not a lotta mlm couples #but there are three wlw couples that I can think of #I mean two are only half alive and one of the two is a villain pair #BUT STILL #AND NOT THAT THREE IS TOO MANY OBVIOUSLY I love wlw i am one so don’t say anything #and all of Finn’s homo escapades happened in the past #they’re over. finish. kaput.#where was I going with this?#uh #I think Finn and Earl should hold hands because it would be so fucking funny #and when we go to Horsea (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE) I need to see reruns of brokeback mountain #give Gryffon a man who is just as big as him who he can hold hands with COWARDS #and let drey charm some guy LOOK AT HIM AND TELL ME HE’S A STRAIGHT MAN. come on. you can’t. if you try you’re lying to yourself.#jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi spoilers #I think?

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spencereid · 5 months ago

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maybe it’s the autism but genuinely i do not understand W H Y people have such an obsession with finding a relationship like “ugh i hate men i don’t wanna talk to them the dating apps are pissing me off” then stop pushing??? focus on you???? like i don’t even mean to be aggressive or judgemental but it is genuine pure confusion. if you don’t want to date men or entertain men as a straight woman- simply stop dating. stop centering your life around finding a man. why is this a difficult concept. if you are miserable in the dating world why would you keep putting yourself in there

#it just ???? doesn’t make sense #and like i do personally understand and relate to wanting companionship and a relationship #like i would like to be one!! but dating like through apps doesn’t make me happy- so i don’t #it doesn’t make me happy to worry about being single so i think about the value there is in it #why would u continuously essentially torture yourself by REPEATEDLY putting yourself in situations that historically make u miserable #unless you’re lying to me when u vent about being miserable?#pls someone explain to me i am so confused #kateposting

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gennianydots · 2 years ago

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Baby Cow Eyes™️

+BL actors

Bonus:

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clueless1995 · 10 months ago

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god im so tired of people telling me how to be when i have a migraine like i know i shouldn’t be looking at screens but when you are on hour 30 or whatever you’re bored enough that you might spend 10 minutes scrolling through tumblr on dark mode

#also like. the pain waxes and wanes obviously when it’s at its worst i’m mainly lying in the dark in the fetal position considering #the merits of trepanation #idk just in general. unless someone asks for your advice perhaps keep it to yourself #i’ve had chronic migraines for almost a decade. unless you’re a medical professional leave me alone

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ecstasyiphigenia · 3 months ago

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it is really funny to give me trazodone for sleep immediately after i (guy who gets suicidal on antidepressants) was like i am severely depressed at the moment

#i didn’t realize that nobody cares if you’re suicidal if you’re not literally going to kill yourself on the spot #nobody as in healthcare professionals. I’ve been lying on the last question of the phq9 out of instinct for so long…#but I never had to…they don’t care…#she speaks #complaining #<- i guess. i do find this funny. just give me the fucking ambien you hate me #anyway nobody worry im not going to kill my self i live to terrorize you all another day

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grayintogreen · 2 months ago

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Realized today I enjoy Jax TADC because he’s like the bunny love child of Ashley and Jayne. Which is terrifying and delightful.

#the Shinji Hirako But Evil effect is live and well #me and goose both just wanna watch laconic bitches commit atrocities #also jax would absolutely have that haircut as a human and you’re lying to yourself if you think otherwise #life in the margins of redemption

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starbuck · 2 years ago

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i love characters who are fake, but i also love characters who are really genuine, but not in a good way, because all that ends up meaning for them is that they’re really exposed and can’t hide themselves.

#you know what i mean??#both very relatable characters types to me (autistic)#like. on one hand… i’m pretty good at masking so i can relate to characters who present fake personas to shield themselves #but i can ALSO relate to genuine characters as some of my most traumatic childhood experiences were thinking it was safe for me to be #genuine and open with someone only to have the world fall out from under me #so i think that’s where my obsession with these concepts comes from #and idk… i just think about it a lot #that overexposure… when you’re laid bare in all your genuine ugliness… it’s really horrible #yeah it’s also horrible for fake characters to have their masks ripped off #but there’s also some special horror to being the one who exposed yourself - because you thought you were safe and you were wrong #and the latter is more personally relatable to me #because i have a very difficult time lying to people and that has gotten me into trouble many times #idk… i’m just rambling at this point #i just have a lot of Thoughts and Feelings

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stripesysheaven · 1 year ago

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I don’t know if you did the overshare thing but I’m going to overshare in exchange for your overshare. My mom says that when I was in kindergarten the teacher called her and was like “your daughter can read” and my mom was like ?????? you’re mistaken she can’t and the teacher was like no she literally is reading books. Nobody knows who taught me to read!!! And it turned out I had been sneaking books off my bookshelf after bedtime and hiding them under the mattress (I have the teeniest tiniest vaguest memory of hiding the books but no memory of anything else)

that’s so insane????? im obsessed with that

#gshnxhcjxjxh not to bring ben into this but it’s relevant ok #but when jack says ‘how can you read’ and ben says ‘my mom taught me’#*my mother #i have a theory that his ghost mama taught him to read #yes more likely he was just lying but i like the idea of it #ANYWAY TO THE POINT i think a ghost taught you how to read #the ghost inspired you to hide the books and then taught you how to read #OR you’re just a genius who taught yourself how to read #also very possible #naurcissamilfoy #asks #my posts

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bratspike · 2 years ago

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everyone who is shitty to natalie im running you through with my sword

#she literally doesn’t have anyone #kevyn she literally was in a plane crash how do u expect her to just be ur nice gf all of a sudden #the LOVE of her LIFE just DIED #they’re all living on the brink just like her!!!!!#they’re just better at lying to themselves!!!#it’s really like did you have a life that you could slot yourself back into and pretend you never left? no? then ok you’re fucked #and we’ll pretend we did something when really we just got lucky in some ways and trapped in others

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kinnbig · 2 years ago

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anon is off until you all learn how to behave 💖

#if seeing someone on the internet saying ‘believing women who speak out about abuse is the right thing to do’#makes you so blindly feral frothing at the mouth with rage that you need to send me multiple angry threatening anons about it -#get help!!#you’re doing *nothing* except proving yourself as a violent misogynist actually?#do you guys really somehow think that sending me threats and calling me names and blaming me for the problems men face (lol)#is going to make me change my mind?#like oh yes sorry you’re right actually -#never mind my masters degree in gender and power never mind my job working with victims of domestic abuse #i guess you know better!!#i guess i just *wont* believe women any more!!#sorry to the DV victims i work with -#actually until you have a legal verdict i’m going to have to treat you as suspicious and assume you’re lying 💖#because some anons on the internet told me so 💖#🙄🙄🙄

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sailforvalinor · 2 years ago

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I’m sorry but calling the Jedi dogmatic and incapable of independent thought are pretty bold words for someone who just called the Exile “a blank slate upon which my teachings may be written” KREIA

#I have beef with evil grandma #you are lying to yourself sweetie you’re still a sith #just because you hate the concept of destiny doesn’t mean you get to make it everyone else’s problem #kotor ii #kreia #kotor

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