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It's still something to me that Sukuna knew Yuji was his nephew for like a month and didn't tell Yuji that.
Why he didn't, I don't know. But I guess it's because he didn't care to, at the end of the day. There would have been no point to it.
Even still, Sukuna wanted to so badly break Yuji's spirit and he didn't figure that may have done it, revealing they're technically family? Because had Yuji known, I'm sure it would have upset him.
Then again, maybe Sukuna figured "the brat wouldn't believe me anyways". In 248, he mentions no matter what he did, Yuji isn't breaking.
A part of me also feels like Sukuna just didn't want to be reminded that he still had family. The more you don't think and mention something and ignore it, the more nonexistent it becomes.
Maybe he acted dismissive while revealing that information to Uraume, who was more surprised and curious, to kind of cut off that connection. Extinguish that feeling of what it's like to have family that could care for you.
He was there to witness how Yuji's relationship with Choso changed and maybe it reminded him of what could have been had he and his twin survived in the womb. (I still think Sukuna just had it out for Choso and maybe part of the reason could be because Choso was so devoted to be being a big brother while Sukuna didn't get to experience having a sibling.)
We see how he acts just from Yuji showing any bit of sympathy and pity for him.
Maybe he is disgusted by the idea of human connections and emotions genuinely. That his own "me, myself and I" mentality is so strong that he convinced himself that even having family is absurd to him? And what if a part of him, deep, deep down just feels he doesn't deserve that love?
I'm just rambling and pondering right now.
#so many layers he has and it keeps me up sometimes... WHY?!#like he seems like the typical villain but no some of his actions and what he says and thinks are questionable#honestly i don't mind it because i like just imagining the what if's#while a part of me did wish for more backstory another part of me doesn't hate there isn't because maybe we're meant to be disconnected#from sukuna like we're supposed to be hidden from what makes him human#i know gege could have touched on things more and maybe even gege feels the same#but that doesn't mean it's all that bad when there's room to ponder and imagine and get creative with ideas#where was i going with this?#anyways yeah WHY DIDN'T HE SAY ANYTHING?!#just kiya's thoughts#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna ryomen#itadori yuji#yuji itadori#yuuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers
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Nora: I bet Jaune Could take Ironwood in a fight.
Jaune: Nora no!
Winter: You must have a great deal of confidence in Mr. Arc. Why is it you believe that?
Jaune: We really don't need to do this!
Nora: Well, Fearless leader has a Shield, which means bullet will do pretty much nothing, He's spry enough to avoid most gunfire, and the General could easily run out of bullets before Jaune manages to close the distance entirely.
Winter: But as Jaune could be knocked back by the Gravity dust infused ones.
Nora: He Held a Charging Nuckelavee back! Gravity dust is nothing!
Jaune: Nora Stop!
Nora: And as for the Cannon, well, Jaune tanked a hit from Cordovin's Mech while amping my own aura so we could survive and still had some to spare, plus that thing takes a while to charge a single shot, giving Jaune ample time to get close and/or recover aura!
Winter: Hmm. Fair Points. What had you so hung up on this conversation, Mister Arc?
Jaune: ... Well ... Given my luck I'd figure that the general would've-
Ironwood: Huntsman Jaune Arc, report to the training field immediately. And Good Luck.
Jaune: ... Overheard.
Jaune: Nora?
Nora: *Smug* Yes?
Jaune: No Pancakes for a week.
Nora: NOOOOOO!
#For who will kick someone out for weak semblances#Ironwood is hella lucky He didn't devote himself to something that killed him before volume eight.#Mettle is useful; but like. It's only as strong as the body that carries it. Most people would've died doing what ironwood did to his body.#Where was I going with this?#rwby#jaune arc#rwby shitpost#nora valkyrie#winter schnee#james ironwood#general Ironwood
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Sometimes, I think I want Grizzly to put more gay men in Riptide.
Other times, I remember Dark Puckered Hole and reevaluate.
#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#this is a joke but also#unless I’m blanking on anyone who isn’t Finn#totally a real possibility#not a lotta mlm couples#but there are three wlw couples that I can think of#I mean two are only half alive and one of the two is a villain pair#BUT STILL#AND NOT THAT THREE IS TOO MANY OBVIOUSLY I love wlw i am one so don’t say anything#and all of Finn’s homo escapades happened in the past#they’re over. finish. kaput.#where was I going with this?#uh#I think Finn and Earl should hold hands because it would be so fucking funny#and when we go to Horsea (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE) I need to see reruns of brokeback mountain#give Gryffon a man who is just as big as him who he can hold hands with COWARDS#and let drey charm some guy LOOK AT HIM AND TELL ME HE’S A STRAIGHT MAN. come on. you can’t. if you try you’re lying to yourself.#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi spoilers#I think?
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You guys remember, “I have seen the acorn before the oak”, right? When Madoc came to visit Eva in the prologue of The Cruel Prince?
Apparently one method of tricking a changeling child into revealing their identity is to pretend to cook a meal for many people in an eggshell. The changeling, upon seeing this, will, in astonishment, say
Acorn before oak I knew,
An egg before a hen,
But I never heard of an eggshell brew
A dinner for harvest men.
or something along those lines, thus implicating him.
This is from a Celtic fairytale titled Brewery of Eggshells and is from Thomas Crofton Croker’s first volume of Fairy Legends and Traditions of the South of Ireland which was published in 1825.
I think Holly Black might have seen this Facebook post because it has the EXACT same words in it and was posted in 2012. 6 years before the publication of The Cruel Prince.
Thoughts?
P.S. I don’t think anyone else has interpreted the quote in this way but @rhysiedarling has written a particularly interesting piece where she refers to it as an example of foreshadowing.
#hollyblack#Holly Black#thefolkoftheair#The Folk of the Air#TFOTA#thecruelprince#The Cruel Prince#TCP#Where was I going with this?#IDK.#You tell me.
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#I’m gonna go on a petty rant now please excuse me#and I might delete this later#but I just saw the words ‘cw edstede’ and I’m 99% it was a joke#but I’m just being reminded of the fact that there are people in this fandom who genuinely don’t like Stede and Ed and a couple#and I’m just like ???? what are you even still doing here#the show is literally centred around their relationship#I’m not gonna say ‘how can you stay in the fandom if you don’t like the main characters’#cause I have plenty of shows I like where I dislike the main characters#but those shows are also usually much much longer with way more characters and plotlines#meanwhile ofmd is literally only 18 episodes and is mainly about Stede and Ed#so idk what there is to enjoy about it if you don’t like them#this isn’t to say the side characters aren’t cool too#they are#but it’s just#idk how to explain lol#I personally can’t understand staying in a fandom if I straight up dislike the show or a major part of the show#my brain literally just loses interest and I leave#I have plenty of criticisms of most of my interests but I still actually genuinely like them#where was I going with this?#ummmmm#I need to pee#ollie rambles
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so my present for christmas this year was a pc (my first one ever!!!!!), specifcally going half an half on the payments and its running super well, just has some bits like bluetooth n wifi that need to be handled externally (wifi works semi ok bc it has the driver but not the usb it needs to properly work) since its refurbished from a super old model (they stopped in either 2013 or 2017 i dont remember off the top of my head) BUT the main reason i got this was so i could do stuff like blender and drawing and animation on it with less worries about space and functionality (blender makes my laptop flicker after a while for example) so really really looking forward to starting on things
#i feel so smart for fguring out what is going on with the drivers and stuff there was only minimal looking up i already knew most of what i#have to do yippeeee#csp is installed and upgraded to 2.0 as a little treat to me for the holidays AND im pretty sure my drawing tablet has a cd to install that#driver sooooo i dont need an internet connection too much just for the brushes but the dongles should be coming ether today or tomorrow#so im gonna be chilling with my laptop to listen to music n stuff while i work through the sketch comms i got and some of my own stuff too#getting back into the groove i love drawing so much#buuut rn im stretching my hands properly bc i was a fool and played video game on my self ban from drawing so my thumb is acting up still#at least i have disco elysium working well and can play that instead next time i do a ban since i can play that without my drawing hand#perks of being left handed i guess#where was i going with this?#right yes#i'm looking forward to trying a lot of new things in 2025 art wise#might try streaming too it looks so fun#just doodling clone armour for a first one most likely with no mic bc i dont live alone and my mother loves to call for me randomly and is#usually playing her tv shows fairly loudly
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no one else can have your same experience. your memories are only your own, after all.
sharing something means creating a new memory - you don't know what kind of memory that will be. after all, we can't just conveniently implant other people with our own experiences (yet. hush now, pervert girls).
so part of being friends is accepting that things will be different, but they were valuable because we had each other by our side. does that make sense? it can be so easy to forget after you grow up once.
#as for me - i grow up slower than everyone around me#it's not a good or a bad thing - it just is#i like remaining the same person i've always been - even the parts i'm not proud of#i still don't feel like i'm fully-formed - which is a good thing#i still have room to grow#but sometimes i can be too critical of others#well - if they were me they would have perfect taste. but they'd have a whole host of other problems - wahahahaha!!#matters of taste are funny because taste only matters to the one doing the eating#well - often there can be disconnect or discord from values not being the same#because we want to feel secure in our own taste#but i keep coming back to “there's no accounting for taste”#as for me i want to enjoy lots of things and enjoy them deeply#i want to know what's wonderful about everything#an awfully hedonistic approach to life i'll admit#but it works for me#and i enjoy the things i enjoy so fully that my own taste is the best in the world - that's natural#to see it any other way would be to try to fit myself in someone else's box#i defy that in any context#you'll have to build your worldview around *me* coz i'm not going anywhere#so too in gender - so too in matters of taste#where was i going with this?#ah well#i love you and i love to share with you. that's the only thing that matters#my world is richer for having you in it#and i'm very very greedy#so i don't want to let the things i love go#random musings
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Random thing, but in my continued search for things to base Cookies off of, I found something that I thought could fit Second Watcher Cookie, that being kokuto, also known as black sugar. From what I understand it’s basically just unrefined cane sugar made in Japan, more specifically Okinawa
This is what it looks like
I dunno, I just thought it’d was neat and could work as his name
And also because now I want to change what I used to call Second Watcher, Toffee Cookie, into this. Though I haven’t figured out which is better, Black Sugar Cookie or Kokuto Cookie
#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#second watcher cookie#random informational that isn’t very in depth bc i’m bad at research#I’m debating it because the Dark Cacao Kingdom doesn’t seem to have a lot of names that are highly specific#but I’m not sure#where was I going with this?#random stuff
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why do i always end up here (dum dum's mv on repeat) (banging my bruise (fell down the stairs again because of jeff) against the doorframe)
#okay technically i fell up the stairs#in front of half the university#it's fine#if i had shame it wouldn't be but i gave up on shame as a concept so i'm good#where was i going with this?#i don't know#jeff satur has stolen my braincell#anyways ouch#tea's ramblings
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so, after tomorrow there's two posts left of this segment and then the buffer runs out. I'm not sure how many scenes/segments that's gonna be but I may have to split it (I haven't started it yet lol). It may also be a while. Who knows. And honestly, given the length of it, there may be 1 post a day instead of every other day.
I know the story isn't everyone's cup. I've said that several times and it's pretty clear. (and also, it turns out that this story is v. personal and Ill maybe discuss that when its all said and done... it's nothing terrible!) and it's caused me to be kind of shy about talking/hyping it up. Feels like I'm just chucking this thing into the void with the countless tzrs (I know it doesn't help me in the slightest and its annoying, etc etc.)
Theres some heavy things in there!! But, y'know, this has to happen I think.
So let me thank anyone who's reading it, reblogged it or remotely interested in it. I'm positive yall got something to ask. Or even tell me what do *you* (🫵) think?
tl;Dr -- last part will be posted on the 6th and that'll be it (for now).
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One of the reasons why I wanna mod so bad in ffxiv is so I can give my Au Ra’s / WoL’s a xenomorph tail.
And muscles.
And a big, swangin’ cock.
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uhhhh you good
Oh yeah fine, I'm just kinda shaky I'll be good. only been up 16 hours r so
hm my parents are on the verge of hysteria because my mom said "what if teriyaki had a silent p at the beginning of it"
#they're just sitting on the landing laughng their heads off...#a look into what it's like in my house#my sisters were just writing haiku about plastic dinosaurs so#yeah#where was i going with this?#answers from the floor#anon
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yknow all those bald lilith jokes i made. back when elsewhere and elsewhen was about to come out? yeah
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1. Here me out... fandom. Fuck reality.
2. Try doing your own mind up nice! I mean, don't take mine as an example because it's an abandoned and overgrown soviet power station with irradiated deformed military science projects gone feral in the basement but hey the mountains are nice and there are cool folk in there.
- Mars
#The mind is its own place and in itself#Can make a heaven of hell or a hell of heaven#Or a quiet safe retreat out of a suicide bunker#Or a table covered in loving graffiti#Or a sex dungeon#Where was I going with this?#Our& headspace is weird
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what if your doppelgänger wasn’t evil it was just a person. what if your doppelgänger wasn’t trying to replace you it was just trying to learn to be a person and you were the best model it had. what if your doppelgänger looked at you with your eyes and said with your voice that it just wanted to be loved. what then.
#aelan speaks#fornax cain#fun fact i used to think imposter syndrome was more literal#not so much “i don’t deserve this good thing and i’ve somehow tricked people into thinking i do”#but more like “i am straight up not a person and everyone knows it”#“and i am TRYING to be a person but i can’t get it right and they all KNOW and i should not be here but i don’t know where else to go”#anyway i was a normal child
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