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Oh wow.. r-request are open.. t-Tsuki-Chan… w-well don’t mind if I do.. c-can you w-write f-Floyd, Riddle, and Epel with a jellyfish s/o w-who can’t control their stings.. hehe.. *blushes cutely.*
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๋࣭ ˖ 𐔌Boys with jellyfish S/O who can't control their stings!࿐ . ۫
-ˏˋ⋆➔ Characters: Floyd, Riddle and Epel <3
-ˏˋ⋆➔ Hcs, Fluff, Romantic (but it can also be read as platonic), Gn!reader
-ˏˋ⋆➔ Warnings: None!
-ˏˋ⋆➔ A/N: AAAA HELLO 🎀ANON!! T-thank you for y-your request... *Looks away blushing* (We are not crazy I promise)
FLOYD:
• A sea creature? And a jellyfish at that?! You 100% got his attention!
• LIKE OMGGG YOU'RE SO CUTE!! Let him squeeze your cheeks!!!!!
• This boy is so in loveeee.
• He just needs to hug you- !! Oh this sting was unexpected. You can't control it? Well that's fine, that doesn't stop him from hugging you!
• He wouldn't take it too seriously, he'd just laugh it off and ignore your stings.
• In short, he will test how many times he will get sting if he hugs you for a long time. He won't lie your cuddles are interesting now!
• Sometimes he touches your cnidocytes specifically to see how they feel. He doesn't do it often because he doesn't want to get stings all over his hands.
• But if he's in a bad mood he can get a little irritated but don't worry! It will pass quickly when he remembers that you can't control it and he will go back to teasing you.
• Floyd is an electric eel (correct me if I'm wrong), right? If so, I doubt he would feel your sting very much. They would actually tickle him a little.
• He'd love to help you control your stings but doesn't really know how. Even though they don't bother him, he knows you don't want to sting EVERYONE who touches you.
• Like hey don't be sad! Hug him instead of others! He doesn't mind.
• He actually thinks it's a good 'weapon' to scare others away if they bother you.
• Still, he will help you, he will ask others and look for information.
• "Sorry I sting you again..." "Sting? It was more like a little pinch than a sting zappy!"
• Ah yes, his nicknames.
• He likes to tease you for not being able to control your stings so he gave you the nickname 'zappy'.
RIDDLE:
• Ummm, that's interesting..
• I think he would be slightly interested in your cnidocytes, but that doesn't mean he wants to touch them.
• He's not much of an affectionate person so he's not too worried about being stinged by you.
• However, if he was standing too close to you and you accidentally touched him with your cnidocytes, expect a yelp from him.
• He'll think you did it on purpose so he'll scold you.
• "Hey! That hurt! You can't do that. What if you hurt someone else? Your behavior is incorrect." "I'm so sorry Riddle!!! I don't know how to control them!" Oh-
• Since you told him that, he'll pay a little more attention when he comes near you. Not in a bad way but he doesn't want to get sting again.
• Now he'll know he can't scold you so much for something you can't control.
• Of course he will also tell you to be careful because he doesn't want anyone to get hurt (Actually he doesn't want you to feel guilty but he won't admit it).
• For that he will try to help you with them somehow. No matter what, he will look for a solution to your problem so you don't have to worry about it anymore.
• He knows that every time you tried to hug someone it always ended badly so you stopped trying to hug others.
• Riddle isn't really used to things like affection, but he'll try to dress up so you can't sting him and he'll let you hug him a bit.
• Just don't tell anyone!
• He will dress like this most of the time until you guys find a solution to control your sting.
EPEL:
• Epel doesn't really know how to react.
• Yes, you have something cool to defend yourself but he won't lie, he doesn't really like being stinged.
• But when he finds out that you don't do it on purpose, he will look at it differently.
• "Ouch! What was that for?- Ah right, that was unintentional." He'll try not to sound mad at you because he's not, he just never expects to get stinged.
• Over time he will get used to them and will say that you can knock down whoever you want!
• When he gets sting, he claims it didn't hurt him at all, showing that he is tough.
• It actually hurt him, but he didn't want you to think he was weak or you to blame yourself!!
• " !!- N-no, What are you talking about? Uhh... It doesn't hurt that much! See? I'm not as weak as others."
• He says it would be fun to prank someone with your stings.
• Epel is not a very affectionate person but he doesn't mind physical contact, sometimes it just makes him blush.
• That's why he will dress in such a way that you can hug him or hold his hand without worrying about hurting him.
• Even if the clothes don't fit and Vil might pick on him, he'll still dress like that. He wants to show you that he cares about you!
• He will help you control your stings, no matter if he will have to read thousands of books or ask everyone in the world if it means it will help you.
• He will even try to get something that can help you control them!
• If that means you'll be happy then he will be too!
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Low Pain Tolerance | S.R. x Reader
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Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader Word Count: 1.4k Category: angst, hurt/comfort? Warnings: commitment issues, wildly insecure!reader (it's really just me) A/N: I haven't written for Spencer before, so please excuse any OOC inaccuracies and be nice okay! I am a long-time lurker/admirer of the lovely @pathologicalreid and am writing this for her cutesy margovember event :) Song Inspo: Low Pain Tolerance by Abby Holliday
You never enjoyed running.
Still, that didn't stop you from doing it often. Whether it be on the job or in a relationship, you ran.
To catch a bad guy. To catch yourself before you fall. To stop something terrible before it happens... You ran.
In this instance, you found yourself running from Spencer Reid.
"Would you look at me? Please?" he pleaded.
You knew if you were to turn around that you'd see his glassy doe eyes and be drawn right back in. You knew your weaknesses, and he was certainly one of them. The biggest one. That's why you stayed put, staring at his bedroom wall.
"I can't, Spence." You meant to say it with finality, but it came out more as a whimper.
"You can't look at me, or you can't-"
"Neither. Both."
As the holidays approached, Spencer had mentioned the idea of the two of you making a trip out to Vegas. "Just for a day or two," he'd promised. Though there wasn't much he treasured about home, you knew that his mother was there, and that was more than reason enough.
This evening, he'd brought it up again after letting you avoid the topic for weeks.
"It's only a matter of time before you figure it out," you admit.
"Figure what out?"
"God, Spence, that I'm only bringing you down!" you nearly shouted, though you hadn't meant to. The anxiety took over. "I'm like... gahhh! I don't know how to do any of this, I-"
To your dismay, he let out a laugh as you finally turned to face him. A real, genuine laugh.
"Bringing me down?" He looked at you with an earnest amusement. "Honey, I don't think you realize what you-"
"I'm scared. Okay? Is that what you wanted me to admit? That I'm scared of meeting her?" A single tear gushed down your cheek.
His brows knit in concern as he quickly thought of ways to disprove the common fears surrounding schizophrenia and it's manifestations.
"Baby, schizophrenia doesn't ma-"
"Dammit Spencer, it's not about that! It's- I..."
You found yourself stumbling over your words.
"I don't care about her diagnoses!" you laughed. (Of course, you did care, but that wasn't what was scaring you.) "I'm scared of this!" you said, waving your hands between the two of you. "I don't want to rush it. I don't want to get her hopes up..."
You let your legs give way to sit on the floor against the wall, your head in your hands, mumbling to the cold hardwood.
"I don't want to get my hopes up."
There was it. That was the truth.
You weren't used to it. You weren't used to someone asking you how your day was and really caring. You weren't used to the notion that a man would want to wrap himself around you at night and keep you close. You'd never been one to draw much attention from men. Or women. Or anyone, really.
Naturally, you figured that there must be something deeply and inherently flawed in you. Something Spencer had yet to discover.
So, being with him was... terrifying. You were constantly waiting and wondering when he'd conclude that you weren't as pretty as he initially thought, or as witty, or as intelligent, or kind, or...
And it would only be cruel to drag Diana into this. To have her think that perhaps her son had found his person. To have her thinking that she might be meeting her future daughter-in-law. It felt cruel to yourself, in some twisted way, to pretend that this was all going to last.
Spencer was typically a fast thinker, but your admission had the cogs in his brain working overtime. You were afraid of him? Of your relationship?
He padded over to join you on the floor, keeping a little distance so as not to scare you.
"Get your hopes up? You don't-" he gulped, "I mean... you don't think we're gonna- that this is gonna work out?"
Still speaking to the floor, you sigh, "I don't know, Spence."
You were exhausted. Incessantly feeling like you're on the brink of being "found out" can do that to a person. It's not that Spencer hadn't done all the right things. No, he was the perfect partner. But therein lied the issue. He was perfect. And, in your opinion, you were far, far from it.
You took a deep breath through your tears.
"I don't think I can keep doing this."
Confusion. Utter shock. Things had been going so well with you the past 8 months. Spencer immediately began to wrack his brain combing through all the possible mistakes he could've made. Did he raise his voice with you? Had he forgotten some big milestone? Was he not giving you enough?
"Honey I-" he gathered himself, placing a hand on your thigh, "I'm so sorry. Can I ask... what makes you say all this?"
Though you were reluctant, you figured that now was as good a time as any.
"Spencer. I am not good for you! Good enough for you!" With each point, you illustrated by raising a finger, "I am impulsive and I complain and I get weird sometimes when you touch me and I can be a massive bitch and I never know how to-"
"Woah, woah, woah-" He snuck up closer to you, wrapping his arms around your shoulders and placing his head atop yours, all while you kept rambling. "Why in the world do you say that? Not good enough for me? If anything it's me who isn't deserving of you..."
"No, you-"
He stopped you in your tracks just by saying your name in that beautiful way he does. Like its covered in honey and dripping with admiration.
"You are everything. You may think those things about yourself but I certainly don't." His thumb caressed your bare skin so carefully as he continued, speaking slowly so as to allow the words to really sink in. "You are the most generous person I've ever encountered. You care so deeply about people you love. You are courageous and willing to try all the weird foods I suggest even though you really don't want to." He smirked a bit at that one. "You have taken everything that life has thrown at you and navigated it with grace. You really are just... you're it. You're her. You're the girl - the woman - I've always hoped would come my way but never dreamed actually would. Honey, I've figured out everything I need to know when it comes to how I feel about you."
You sat there, warm under his embrace, pondering his words as he spoke. It's nothing he hasn't said before, granted, in much less grand and emotionally charged ways. But it was like you were really hearing it for the first time. You wanted so badly to believe him.
"I love you," he continued. "I love you so much that sometimes I am afraid of myself. Of what I'd do for you. You, god, you make me so much better."
"I love you, too. Too much," you squeaked out.
"No. Not too much." He leaned back to encourage you to look up at him. "You know I really mean all that right? Just the way you are. Quirks included?"
"I guess. And now I'm just self-conscious that I am so self-conscious..."
"You say that as if I'm not the exact same way!" he chuckles, trying to make light of what is clearly a shared wound. You'll deal with that later. Together, preferably. "Please, trust me. Do you trust me?"
And you did. You trusted Spencer with every cell in your body and hair on your head. There was nobody else you'd ever been so confident in. So, you nod against his chest as your tears begin to subside.
"Good. Now why don't we move this party up into the bed?"
"No offense, Spencer, but the last thing I want right now is to f-"
"No no no nooope! Not that, babe," he laughed. "Just wanna lay with you 'til this feeling passes. Is that okay?"
"Please."
And so, the rest of the evening consisted of cuddles under your massive comforter. Sweet admissions whispered in your ear. The tiniest kisses to your hairline and your shoulder and your nose and your wrists.
By the time you dozed into a worry-free slumber, you believed him a little more.
Perhaps you could let Spencer love you, forever.
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The party was wild. Las Vegas was no joke.
But the after party was what George was looking forward to the most.
Part 7 of One of the Boys
Warnings: smut, semi public sex, oral (both f and m receiving), voyeurism, the hotel cuck chairTM, mxm blowjob (plot twist spoiler oops), I haven’t gotten over my vampire!george obsession so a bit of neck marking and biting
You'd accompanied the boys to the club to celebrate with them all after what had been quite an intense weekend for everybody. The bass was pumping, drinks were flowing, and everyone was having a good time.
At some point during the night, Max had dragged you into a bathroom, determined to have a taste of you before George inevitable whisked you off to his hotel room.
He had you bent over the sink, gripping the edge for dear life as he lapped at your glistening folds until you were a gasping, shaking mess, coming on his expert tongue twice before he let up.
When you got too overstimulated to continue, he kissed the back of your thighs apologetically and pulled your underwear back up and your dress down to cover you, before turning you around and smirking at your fucked out expression.
“Doing okay there, schat?”
You nodded swiftly and leaned up to peck him on the lips with a smile.
“Never better. My turn”
You unbuckled his belt and sank to your knees in front of him.
“You know you don't have t- oh!”
You didn't let him finish his sentence, instead putting his leaking tip between your lips and suckling on it softly, which always shut him up with maximum efficiency.
He was breathless as you sank down on him more and more, and with how many Gin & tonics he had in his system, it didn't take long for him to lose control and grip the edge of the sink as he came in your mouth with a groan of your name.
You blinked up at him and opened your mouth to show him the bitter liquid on your tongue and he groaned at the sight.
“That's disgusting”
You chuckled and quickly spat the cum into the sink before answering.
“I'd believe you if your dick hadn't twitched”
He laughed softly while tucking himself back into his own clothes.
You rinsed your mouth out with water and Max washed his hands before you unlocked the door and stepped back out into the busy club and into the throng.
It took all of 10 steps before you bumped into the man of the night and his teammate.
“Oh hi guys!” you squealed, embracing George and Lewis in a hug.
George had a smirk on his face as he spotted Max behind you coming out of the bathroom.
“I see you've been congratulating our world champion” he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively and you rolled your eyes.
“I gave him a little treat, yes. His real reward will be after Abu Dhabi, though. Why?”
“No reason” he raised his hands in surrender “but I wanted to ask, or more accurately, Lewis wanted to ask if he could possibly join us tonight”
You whined frustratedly.
The last triple header had been hard because you'd been sore for 3 whole weeks thanks to the Ferrari 1-2, so it was in your best interests to calm down and take it easy so that you wouldn't be exhausted when the last race of the season rolled around.
You eyed Lewis hesitantly, contemplating your answer.
“I mean… you know I love you Lewis. But I don't want to start off too strong this time and burn myself out before we get to Abu Dhabi, you know?”
He laughed and pulled you into a brief hug.
“Don't worry I understand! We can be quite a handful” he winked at you and you smirked.
Yes, yes they were a handful. But you suddenly had an idea.
“But if you want you can watch… if that's okay with George of course” you batted your eyes at George and he slinked an arm around your waist.
“Of course he can watch us.” He smiled and gave you a brief reassuring squeeze.
“Great!” You looked between the two. “Lead the way gentlemen”
You lay down on the bed as George got undressed, motioning for Lewis to sit down in the chair in the corner.
Before he could however, George stopped him by grabbing his arm and he muttered something in the older man's ear.
Lewis' eyebrows shot up in surprise and his jaw dropped.
“Yeah. Okay” he said breathlessly and he sat down.
“What was that about?” you purred as George climbed over you, mouthing at your neck.
“Nothing, just a little challenge for Lewis while he watches us…”
You weren't able to dwell on it too long, because George slotted a thigh between yours and pressed into you while kissing down your neck and nipping at your sensitive skin.
When he got to your right nipple, he wrapped his lips around it and sucked, making your hips buck up and spread your wetness further up his thigh.
“That's it darling, use my thigh. You're such a needy little thing, I bet you could get yourself off just like this.”
You let out a low whine and sped up the roll of your hips, the drag of your clit against his skin was heavenly.
George tried to appear unaffected, but the feeling of you desperately rubbing your slick cunt over his skin was driving him wild.
And the sight of it was definitely affecting Lewis, who was white-knuckling the armrests of the chair he was sat in.
George’s cock was hard against your stomach and you reached down to touch him, but he grabbed it and pinned it over your head.
“Ah ah, I want you to get yourself off on my thigh first, sweetheart” He whispered, kissing along your collarbones. “Then you can have my cock all you want”
You whimpered as he pressed his thigh into you harder, and the friction was incredible.
It didn't take you too long to come after that, and while you floated in bliss, he peppered kisses all over your body, going lower and lower until he got to your thighs.
He sucked two of his fingers into his mouth, wetting them before pushing into you slowly.
Your walls pulsed around them and he grunted at the easy slide before adding a third.
You whined when he hit your g-spot, earning a sharp groan from Lewis, who you'd almost forgotten about.
You glanced at the man in the chair, expecting him to be jerking off to the show, instead being met with a pitiful sight.
Lewis’ whole body was tense as he stared at you darkly, but his obviously hard cock was still trapped within the confines of his pants.
You looked at George but he was completely focused on the fingers making lewd sounds as he pushed them in and out of you.
“George, why can't Lewis touch himself?” you panted.
He chuckled and removed his fingers, then climbed over you to rub himself through your sopping wet folds. There would be no need for lube tonight.
“Oh that” he smiled mischievously while he lifted your legs, hooking them over his arms as he got into position “I told Lewis that if he could be good and refrain from touching himself, I would suck his cock when I’m done with you” he shrugged, almost nonchalantly.
You were so stunned that he took that opportunity to push into you in one go, making you cry out at the sudden stretch.
He shushed you with his mouth on yours, swallowing your desperate noises as he moved his hips expertly.
He wasn’t particularly rough, but he took your breath away and his lips trailed over your jaw and down your neck to nibble at your soft skin.
He groaned at the obscene squelch of his cock burying itself in your sopping cunt and you took it all without complaint.
He was hitting all the right spots and you felt like you were on cloud nine, only the sharp nip of his teeth on your neck keeping you grounded as pleasure started building in your gut.
“So wet, so perfect, such a good girl for me aren’t you?” he teased when your breaths started coming in shorter and shorter as you approached the edge.
“She’s so good, isn’t she Lewis?” he smirked at the older man, who was being good and hadn’t touched himself.
Lewis bit his lip when you looked at him, all glassy-eyed and flushed, waiting for his answer.
“God yeah, she’s fucking perfect” he said in awe, and you whined at his words.
“She is” George acquiesced “and she’s all mine…”
His lips went back to your neck and he sucked a small bruise just below your pulse point, easily coverable, just a small reminder for you. When he was satisfied with his work he looked back at you, feeling you clenching around his cock.
“and she’s going to come on my cock isn’t she?” he asked you condescendingly.
“Mhm…” you nodded “Yes, I’m gonna come for you, I’m so close George!”
He smirked and snaked a hand around your back, lifting you up so that he was holding you close while he slammed into you from below.
“Good girl” he growled into your neck “Come for me, sweetheart. Let me see how good you can be for me”
He looked up at you in awe as your face contorted in pleasure and you came around his cock, moaning his name.
You tensed up and your back arched but he held firm, arms wrapped around you as he chased his own pleasure, using your body like a doll.
It didn’t take him long, your whines of overstimulation spurring him on and he finally let go, filling you up and sinking his teeth into your shoulder with a muffled groan.
You both calmed down quickly, giving each other an almost chaste kiss before he lay you down on the bed and pulled out of you gently.
He turned to Lewis, and the man was already looking at him.
“Your turn” George said, before smoothly sliding onto his knees on the floor and seductively crawling over to Lewis.
The older man’s jaw dropped at the display, and he stayed frozen as he watched George unbuckle his belt and pull at his pants.
He lifted his hips to help, and as soon as his cock was free it was down George’s throat faster than should have been humanly possible.
Lewis gasped and grabbed George’s hair, pulling it hard enough for the younger man to groan and suck even harder.
“I’m not gonna last long, Goerge” Lewis grunted.
George hummed and redoubled his efforts, sliding his tongue along the underside of Lewis’ cock, just like he knew he liked.
“Jesus, your mouth”
It indeed took only a couple of minutes for him to shoot rope after rope down George’s throat, but he swallowed every last drop diligently.
His voice was hoarse when he asked “How was that?” and Lewis (and you) laughed at how fucked out he sounded.
Once Lewis had his clothes back on, he bid you goodnight and left with a small complimentary bottle of tequila from the mini-fridge. Lord knows what other after party he was going off to.
George came back into bed with you and tucked himself under the covers, wandering hands exploring your body as you giggled and tried to swat him away.
He just held on tighter, pulling your body against his, his front to your back.
You could feel him against your ass, and he was hard as a rock.
“Aww… did sucking off your teammate make you hard again?” you teased, but he pinched your side in retaliation.
“Maybe… but one thing’s for absolutely sure…” he nosed up the side of your neck and his hand went to cup the mess between your legs. You had also been affected by the sight of him and Lewis together.
“And what’s that Mr Russell, winner of the Las Vegas Grand Prix?” you giggled.
He smirked against your skin, sliding his tip through your folds.
“Your night, as fun as it has been, is far from over”
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Teach me - Megan Skiendiel
Megan Skiendiel X Reader Synopsis - You've always liked football, so your girlfriend surprises you with the Rams game. Genre – Fluff a/n - I don't know MUCH about football, but I think my basic knowledge saved me here. Enjoy. <3 (request)
Sitting and watching the Rams game was relaxing, after days of work you just wanted to sit back and relax. Usually, this was one of the times when Megan wasn't with you, most of the time she would be out with the Kats, or doing something else while you were watching the game.
Today, however, the girl had sat next to you, and asked you to explain in detail how a game worked. You were confused, Megan had never had any interest in games or anything involving sports. But of course you explained everything she wanted to know, after all, all this just gave you more time with your girlfriend.
"So they basically kill each other?" Megan said, looking at the guy lying on the ground.
"They don't kill each other, they just have to stop the other team from scoring points." You said, eyes glued to the television.
"I never asked why you like these games so much..." Megan said, leaning on the couch and laying snuggled against your chest.
"I used to watch a lot when I was little. My family always liked sports, so we always got together to watch the games" You said, putting your left arm around your girlfriend, stroking her back, making the whole environment feel cozy and warm.
"Oh, what is he doing now?" Megan said, pointing to the screen, where the player was positioning himself.
"Ah, he's Kicker, he is responsible for field goals, extra points and kickoffs. He's very important to the team." You said, calmly explaining to the girl who was clearly confused by all the terms.
"Look, not that I'm complaining, but why did you take any interest in all this? You've never seemed this interested before." You said, giggling.
"Well, me and the girls were kind of invited to watch the Rams game, so I kind of wanted to understand at least a little bit..." The red-haired girl said with an embarrassed smile.
"Oh my god, Meg, this is amazing, baby. You're going to love it, it's really cool to be in a stadium, the energy kind of gets to you." You say, happy for your girlfriend.
"Well then I think you'll also like to know that I can bring a date, and I want to bring you." Megan says with a smile on her face. Your face lit up, Megan knew how much this meant to you, and she was happy she could make you feel special.
"No way, babe! Oh my god I love you so, so, so much." You said, as you spread kisses all over the girl's face.
Megan just laughed, the tickling that the kisses made on her face made her heart warm. After exchanging kisses, Megan looked at you smiling.
"Do you know who else will be there?" Megan asked, a teasing smile on her face.
"Sophia's girlfriend?" You asked, your excitement growing even more as you waited for the answer.
"Sophia's girlfriend." Megan stated with a smile on her face, it was really cool to her that you all were friends.
Even though Sophia's girlfriend is a little older than you (you're 19 and she's 21), you've always gotten along really well.
Oh my god, I love that girl, I HAVE TO CALL HER!!!" You said, forgetting about the game temporarily and going to grab your phone to call your friend.
In the end it seems that Manon was right.
The energy in the stadium was uplifting, having Megan by your side made everything better, and being in the presence of the girls definitely made you feel like the little girl watching the game with her family.
Everything seemed perfect, and when the game started, you made sure to watch everything alongside your girlfriend, commenting on everything and answering every question that crossed her mind.
"Thank you for bringing me here." You say into the shorter girl's ear.
Megan, who was clinging to your bicep, lifted her head from your shoulder to look into your eyes.
"You deserve, baby. I love you." The red-haired girl said, standing on her tiptoes and reaching his lips.
bending over a little to get more comfortable, you gave the younger girl another kiss on the lips, that moment was perfect, and every day you knew you fell even more in love with the girl.
I think you've noticed that I love making references to "Fam out", but you can't blame me, I'm kind of obsessed with them
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💐 - stood up
summary: when you get stood up on your first date, you call your best friend to come pick you up. but instead of taking you home, he has a better plan.
warnings: none, just fluff!
word count: 1,571
author's note: reupload!! also new acc theme!! + don't forget to read the very end bc i have a couple things to say! enjoy the fic <3
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you bring your phone up to your ear, listening to it ring and waiting for him to pick up. you pace around a little in the parking lot of a small italian restaurant. the cold breeze makes you shiver in your dress and heels, and you regret even wanting to go on this date. you took the time applying your makeup and styling your hair to perfection.
but the date never happened. you got stood up. you waited around for almost twenty minutes before you got the text from your date. all it said was, “sorry, can't make it. something came up.” but you knew nothing came up. just a few minutes ago, he posted on his snapchat story. he was with another girl. he not only stood you up, but he stood you up for someone else.
one ring, two rings, three rings. finally, you hear chris’ voice on the other end. “hello?” he says in a confused tone. “i thought you were on your date.”
“not anymore,” you tell him, holding back tears. “can you come get me?” “yeah, of course. i'm on my way.” he hangs up and you send him your location.
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chris’ pov: i grab my keys and wallet before rushing out of the house, ignoring my brothers calling after me, asking why i’m leaving in such a hurry. you’re the only thing on my mind right now. it sounded like you were fighting tears. you’re my best friend and i want to do everything in my power to make you happy.
i drive to the location you sent me as fast as i can and i pull into the deserted parking lot. the only one there is you, sitting on the curb in your dress and heels, looking so sad yet so beautiful at the same time. i park and get out of the car, quickly coming over to sit next to you. i wrap my arm around you, gently rubbing your arm and shoulder. “hey, what happened?” the way you look up at me, your eyes glossing over with tears, makes my heart ache.
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you look up at him, trying your best not to cry. you know he hates to see you upset like this. you unlock your phone and open it to the “sorry, can't make it” text. he takes the phone from you, eyebrows furrowing as he reads it. “really? he didn't even give you a reason?” you take your phone back. “oh, it gets worse.” you go onto snapchat and open his story before passing it to chris. you watch as his jaw clenches, a subtle but clear sign that he's mad.
“i can't fucking believe this guy,” he exclaims as he hands your phone back to you. “i don't understand how he could do that to you. it's his loss though, you look beautiful.” you smile at chris, a genuine smile, he always knows how to cheer you up. “thank you. and you're right, i can do better.”
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chris’ pov: there's a few moments of silence before i take a deep breath and speak up again. “listen, i have an idea. i know that neither of us have ever been on a real date, but i want to take you out on one.”
i watch as you shake your head. “no, it's okay. i think i should just go home. i just wasn't meant to go on a date tonight.” i run my hand through my hair. “please? you deserve to be taken out on a real date.”
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you think it over for a moment before you end up agreeing. he takes your hand as the both of you stand up and he holds it the whole way to his car, only letting go to open the door for you. you both get in and get comfortable. “so, where are we going, princess?”
the nickname catches you off guard a little, but it's sweet that he's calling you that. “honestly, i kind of feel like just going to a drive-thru.” he chuckles as he starts the car, not expecting that to be your answer. “alright, whatever you want.” he starts the car and starts driving around the city.
he pulls into a drive-thru lineup of a place you both agreed on. the line moves fast and before you know it, you're holding the bag of food while he's driving to some sort of mystery spot.
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chris’ pov: i know the perfect spot to take you. i like coming here to have a moment alone with my thoughts, and it has an amazing view. by the time we get there, the sun has just started to set. it's completely deserted, not far from the beach. we eat our food, talking and laughing between bites. it seems like you completely forgot about the other guy and it puts me at ease to see that.
after we finish eating, we watch the sun go down, enjoying the comfortable silence between us. you check your phone and i don't pay any mind to it, deciding to check mine too. i glance over and notice that you're on snap, more specifically, his snap. i snatch your phone out of your hand before you can check his story. “nope, you're not doing that. forget about him. he's not good enough for you.”
“i wasn't even going to-” “shhh, i know what you were doing.” you're silent for a moment. “what if i get back at him?” “and how would we do that?” i ask with an amused smirk.
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“i could post us on my story. he doesn't know who you are, so he'd think i'm on a real date.” he scoffs, pretending to be offended, “wow, not a real date, huh? i thought we had something, princess.” you nudge his shoulder with yours, causing him to smile after trying to hold it back.
you take your phone back from him and go onto snapchat to take the picture for your story. he leans in close to you as you get the camera angle just right. suddenly, he turns his head and plants a wet kiss on your cheek, just as you hit the button. you weren't expecting it, but it came out perfectly. “ew, chris, it's slobbery!” you giggle. he laughs too and posts the picture to your story for you.
“wanna go for a walk on the beach?” he asks. “sure, sounds fun.” he gets out of the car first and as he shuts his door, he notices your hand on the door handle. “wait!” he climbs over the hood of his car, almost falling in the process as you laugh at his ridiculous gesture. he opens the car door for you, a goofy grin on his face. you step out of the car, thanking him between fits of laughter. “you could've just went around, you know.” “i didn’t think of that.. it was more fun that way anyways.”
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chris’ pov: we make our way down to the beach and we walk along the shoreline, stopping every now and then to admire the clusters of stars that are appearing in the sky. as night falls, i notice you begin to shiver in your dress. i unzip my gray hoodie*, shrugging it off and draping it across your shoulders. “here, take this.” “thank you.” you slip your arms in and zip it up about three quarters of the way as we continue to walk.
*yes, that gray hoodie.
you suddenly stop, giving my arm a gentle tug as you do so to get my attention. i always thought it was so cute when you did that. “can we get ice cream?” i look to where you're pointing and there's a small ice cream shop. it's hidden, kind of tucked away but it looks open. “mhmm, whatever you want.”
we go in, ordering a bowl with two scoops, each getting a scoop of our favourite flavour. we sit across from each other in a booth and share the ice cream. we stay until the last workers are practically shoving us out the door so they can close up.
we walk along the beach together, back the way we came, hand in hand. it's nice to take our time, not having a worry or care in the world as we enjoy each other's company and the sounds of the waves.
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you eventually get to the parking lot and once we're in the car, he lets you pick the music. it's about a twenty minute drive to your house. when you're about five minutes away, he notices you starting to drift off a little. he places his hand on your knee, giving it a gentle shake to wake you up. “hey, don't fall asleep on me now,” he murmurs, “we're almost there.”
he parks in your driveway and turns the car off so you can both get out. you shoot him a confused look. “you don't have to walk me to the door, it's like 30 steps away,” you say with a light smile. “i know but i wanted to.” he walks to your door with you and you start to unzip his sweater. “no, it's fine. i'll get it another time.” he holds you tightly as you pull him into a hug. “thank you, chris. this was the best date ever.” you pull away and give him one last goodbye before going inside, shutting the door behind you.
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Teach Me {2}
< read part 1 here > Pairing: Bang Chan x Reader, Jeongin x Reader
Word Count: 3,6k Tags: fluff, friendship, kissing, friends to ? Summary: you have your second lesson with Chan and get a chance to immediately practise your new skills with Jeongin. a/n: it's offical! teach me is going to be a series! (with all of OT8!) I hope you like it <3 ***********************************************************
'Ready for lesson two?' Chan teases when you walk behind him into the living room of the place he shares with Jeongin.
The latter lays on the couch bundled up in an oversized hoodie, grey sweats and fluffy socks. His glasses are balanced on his nose as he's typing furiously on his phone.
'Hey Innie,' you greet him cheerfully, ignoring Chan's teasing.
Jeongin looks up from his phone and smiles at you. 'Hi Y/N, wanna come sit with me?'
Chan clears his throat behind you, but you once again ignore him and drop onto the couch next to Jeongin.
'Whatcha doing?' You sing song, leaning against him in a side hug.
Jeongin ruffles your hair and shows you his phone screen which is open on the groupchat with all the guys.
'I was defending my honor,' he says seriously, pouting for a moment.
'Hmm are they teasing you again baby bread? Need me to kick some ass?' You ask, puffing your chest and making boxing movements with your arms.
Jeongin laughs and shakes his head. 'I think you need to protect yourself, not me.'
'INNIE,' Chan yells from where he had disappeared into the kitchen. 'Shut up!'
You furrow your brows in confusion. 'Why?'
'They all want to teach you,' Jeongin shrugs. 'They've been-'
'Jeongin!' Chan slaps a hand over Jeongin's mouth. 'Don't scare Y/N away with silly talk like that.'
You slump against the back of the couch and fold your arms, your eyes moving between the two of them.
'What is he talking about? Is this about last Saturday? Were they serious about that?' You ask Chan.
You've been thinking a lot about that day. About how sweet and supportive the guys were after your failed date, your panic and your tears. About Chan kissing you and about the offer for another lesson in kissing from Chan, but also from the others.
You knew Chan was serious about it, you've talked about it, but you thought the others had been messing around. You thought they were just trying to cheer you up and make you feel better about yourself.
'Oh they were serious alright,' Jeongin mutters, ignoring Chan's glare.
You blink at the two of them, not sure how to respond and what to think of it. It was once again sweet and your stomach flutters at the thought of kissing the others, but it makes you nervous too. Wouldn't it change your friendship if you let them?
'Why did you need to defend yourself?' You ask Jeongin, deciding to focus on that first.
Jeongin flushes bright red and his gaze drops to his lap.
'Well, I've never been kissed either,' he admits, not looking at you.
You smile and pat his knee in comfort. 'So what? As you know, you're not the only one here who lacks experience.'
'It means I have nothing to teach you.'
You blink again. You didn't see that coming.
Chan buries his head in his hands across from you and you send him a questioning look, one he obviously doesn't see.
'So what?' You repeat carefully. 'That doesn't make you any less than the others. Or me, because as you know I've got nothing to teach either.'
Jeongin looks up at you again and his eyes suddenly brighten. 'Oh, thank you,' he smiles, before he grabs his phone again to type something.
Chan's phone buzzes on the table and the two of you look at it. It was obviously Jeongin who sent something in the groupchat and you sent the younger man a questioning look.
'You can teach me once they've taught you,' he explains, his cheeks turning red once more.
Oh. God.
'Jeongin!' Chan yells out, grabbing his phone from the table.
You just gape at Jeongin as your brain tries to catch up with what just happened.
'Unless you don't want to of course,' Jeongin says softly, suddenly seeming to realize what he said. 'I'd understand.'
'I-uhm,' you stutter. 'I guess? I'm still trying to wrap my head around what we're actually talking about here.'
Chan sits down on the couch at your other side, handing you a bottle of water that he took from the kitchen when he briefly left earlier.
'You don't have to decide on anything now,' he says. 'About us teaching you and you teaching Innie. It's just an open offer and you can decline, you know, we won't be offended or anything. We just want to help you, we care about you.'
You just nod and take a sip of water, thinking it over. You hadn't been able to get Chan's kisses out of your head and you were curious if kissing the others would be different. You knew you could trust them, but you were worried about what this would do to your relationship with them. Would it be weird after? Awkward? And what if you get feelings for one of them? Or they for you?
'I can see the wheels turning in your head,' Chan says, breaking your thoughts as he softly pokes your cheek. 'Do you want to talk about it? Do you want to talk to the others? Or do you just want to forget it all? We can just watch a movie.'
You smile and let your head fall on his shoulder, cuddling up against him. Chan immediately wraps his arms around you.
'Can we watch a movie and talk about it after?' you ask, looking up at him.
Chan shares a look with Jeongin before nodding and kissing the top of your head.
'Sure, what do you want to watch?' The three of you end up watching Rapunzel, one of your comfort Disney movies. Chan protested at first, but when you offered to watch Frozen instead he caved. You and Jeongin sing along with all the songs while Chan just smiles at you and plays with your hair.
When the movie credits roll across the screen you feel more relaxed and your brain has calmed down enough to think clearly. You don't say anything right away, enjoying the cuddles you're getting from both sides.
'Jisung and Felix are going to be so jealous we watched a disney movie without them,' Jeongin chuckles, lifting his head from your shoulder.
'Probably, but I'll happily watch another disney movie with them soon so they'll be fine,' you smile, lifting your arms above your head to stretch your back.
'Yeah? Can I join that one too?' Jeongin asks hopefully. 'Maybe we can watch How To Train Your Dragon next!'
'Sure, Innie,' you laugh. 'Just tell me when and I'll be there.'
He beams up at you and grabs his phone, probably to text the others.
'You wanna come to my room for a bit to talk?' Chan whispers, nudging your shoulder.
You nod, ruffle Jeongin's hair and stand up from the couch to follow Chan to his room. When he closes the door you suddenly feel nervous again. You've been in Chan's room a thousand times before, but it feels different now somehow.
'You okay?' Chan asks as he sits down on his bed.
'Yeah, I'm just-,' you bite your lip. 'Worried I guess?'
Chan cocks his head at you and motions for you to come closer. 'Why?'
'What if it ruins our friendship?' you ask, stepping closer to where he's sitting.
Chan scoffs and reaches out to grab your hand, intertwining your fingers with his and pulling you down beside him. His body turns towards you so he can look at you.
'It won't, I won't let that happen,' he promises.
'You can't promise that,' you argue, looking down at your intertwined hands. 'I don't want to lose you over something so silly.'
'And you won't, Y/N, you mean so much to me and I just,' he sighs and squeezes your hand. 'I just rather teach you this stuff than some rude asshole who might just use you for his own advantage and won't treat you right. I'd much rather it be me or the guys, who I trust and who will treat you the way you deserve.'
'This stuff?' you tease, but it's a coping mechanism to try and calm your wild heartbeat. 'What exactly will this stuff you want to teach me be?'
Chan gives you a look and you laugh nervously.
'Sorry, I'm a bit nervous and you're so sweet,' you admit. 'I think I want to accept your offer and that of the others too, but I need their word that they're okay with it too. And that it won't make things weird between us.'
Chan's lips curl up in a smile and he nods. 'We can make that happen and you need to remember that you don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with. It will all be up to you what we teach you, okay?'
'Okay,' you agree. 'I trust you, Channie.'
You show him just how true the words are by climbing up in his lap, wrapping your arms around his neck as your legs fold on each side of his thick muscled thighs.
'Can I still get my second lesson today? I was really looking forward to it.'
Chan blinks at you, clearly surprised, but then he shakes out of it and grabs onto your hips to pull you closer against his chest.
'Really now? I made an impression huh?' he grins, nuzzling his nose against yours.
You roll your eyes at him playfully. 'Don't get cocky on me Mr. Bang. You're still the only guy I've kissed, so I have no one to compare you to.'
'Maybe I should tell the guys to back off then,' Chan laughs. 'Don't want you choosing them over me.'
'Oh just shut up and kiss me already.'
Chan's lips are on yours in an instant. They're soft and warm and just like last time, you melt into the kiss immediately. Your fingers digg in the skin of his neck as you move your lips over Chan's, finding a rhythm as easily as breathing. First you go slow, moving carefully, but then you get more confident and move up the pace a notch, nipping at Chan's lips.
Chan hums in approver and his hands glide down your back and towards your ass, pressing you closer against him. You let it all happen, enjoying the electric tingles that erupt all over your body at his touch. Your heart beats fast in your chest and for a moment you wonder if he can feel it, hear it even.
You gasp against Chan's mouth when his hands move even lower, disappearing into the back pockets of your jeans, but you don't stop him, not even when he softly squeezes. It feels nice, it makes your blood feel hot and heat pools in your tummy. You want him to do it again.
Just as you're about to pull back to ask him to do just that, something warm and wet touches your lips.
Chan's tongue.
Your heart rate spikes once more. He'd said the second lesson would involve tongue and you've been preparing yourself for it, afraid it would cause you to freak out again like on your date last weekend.
Chan seems to feel the tension in your body and gives your bottom lip a tiny lick, before nipping it and then he kisses you again like before, chasing your lips. Your body relaxes and when Chan squeezes your butt again, you moan.
The sound is strange to your ears as you've never actually heard yourself make a noise like that, but it doesn't freak you out. Chan tightens his grip on you and this time you gasp, letting your hands wander towards Chan's hair to play with the strands at the back of his neck.
Feeling more confident, you open your mouth slightly, poking your tongue out to taste Chan’s bottom lip. He groans against your mouth and you do it again. Chan’s lips part and your tongues meet, careful, soft and searching. It feels a little weird, but you’re curious and try to follow Chan’s lead, licking into his mouth. He groans again, moving his hands from your ass to your face to cup your cheeks.
‘Is this okay?’ Chan whispers against your mouth.
You kiss him again in answer, pulling his hair a little to keep him close. You don’t want to talk right now, you just want to feel. Chan seems to get the memo and strokes your cheek with his thumb before deepening the kiss again, twirling his tongue against yours. You hum and once again follow his lead, repeating the movements he makes.
You have no idea how much time has passed when you pull back, panting. You feel hot all over and your skin tingles. Chan’s lips are swollen and shiny with saliva and you wonder if yours look the same.
‘That was,’ you mumble, closing your eyes for a second. ‘Wow.’ ‘Yeah?’ Chan smiles.
You nod. ‘Uhu, you’re a good teacher.’
‘And you’re a good student,’ he winks, letting his hands wander to your ass again and slipping his fingers into your back pockets just like before. ‘You seemed to like this too.’
You can feel the blood rush to your cheeks in embarrassment, but you can’t deny it. You did like it. A lot. And you like it now too. His hands are big and strong and you can’t help but wiggle a little on his lap.
‘I’ll remember that,’ Chan grins, giving you one last squeeze before letting go.
It takes everything in you not to pout so you let out a laugh instead.
‘You do that, Channie. I’ll remember you like having your hair pulled. Do all guys like that?’
‘I can’t really speak for all guys, but yes I think in the heat of the moment a lot of us like it. It usually tells us you like whatever we’re doing or that you want more.’
You nod, that makes sense.
‘I just did it to keep you close.’ you explain, your cheeks heating up again.
‘We like that too,’ Chan smiles, flicking your nose with his finger. ‘I’m glad it was good for you.’
‘Me too. Do you have any pointers? Something I could do better?’ you ask.
Chan frowns at you, like he always does when you question your actions. ‘No, you did well. You followed my lead, but also took some initiative yourself.’
There’s a knock on the door then.
‘Guys? Is it safe to come in?’ Jeongin calls out from the living room.
‘Come in, Innie,’ Chan yells back.
You place your hands on his shoulders to get off his lap, but Chan clasps his hands on your hips to keep you in place.
‘Oh, sorry,’ Jeongin blushes when he steps into Chan’s room and sees the position you're in.
‘No worries, Innie,’ you smile. ‘I was about to get going anyways.’
‘You were?’ Chan and Jeongin ask at the same time, both their faces turning sad at the thought of you leaving.
‘I was going to ask if you wanted to stay for dinner. We can order in and watch another movie maybe,’ Jeongin continues, giving you a hopeful smile.
You smile back at him. ‘I’ll take a raincheck if that’s okay? Maybe tomorrow? I promised my roomies I’d eat with them tonight.’
Jeongin shares a look with Chan. ‘I think we’re in the studio again tomorrow, but maybe you can come over when we have dinner?’
Chan nods slowly. ‘We have dance practice as well, but you’re definitely welcome to eat with us. You can take my card with you now and pick us all up some dinner on your way there?’
‘Sure, I can pick up sushi from that place close to work? But only if you’re sure it’s no bother for me to come over. We can always meet up another day,’ you say, noticing Chan’s hesitance.
‘What? No, it’s fine silly,’ your best friend immediately reassures you, squeezing your hips where he is still holding you.
‘Yay, I’ll tell the others,’ Jeongin cheers, tapping his phone screen excitedly.
‘You sure?’ you ask again. ‘I wouldn’t want to intrude.’
Chan rolls his eyes and stands up from the bed, taking you with him as he goes. He wraps his arms around you to pull you in a hug and kisses the top of your head.
‘You can never intrude, we all like it when you come over and it also gives you an opportunity to talk to the others about accepting their offer.’
Nervous butterflies erupt in your stomach at the thought, but you nod and hug him back.
‘Okay, okay. Thanks for today, Channie.’
‘Anytime, just say the word and we can do it again,’ he chuckles. ‘It’s not like I get any other action anyways.’
You gasp in mock horror and pull away from his hug to slap his chest.
‘So that’s how it is, you’re just using me huh?’ you laugh.
‘Like you’re not using me? It’s a win-win,’ Chan teases back.
‘Uh, I’ll leave,’ Jeongin speaks up suddenly and when you look back at the door he is just disappearing into the living room.
‘Innie, wait up,’ you yell after him. ‘You can walk me out.’
‘Okay,’ Jeongin yells back.
You giggle and turn back to Chan. He’s already looking down at you with a smile and your stomach does a little flip when he leans forward and presses a soft kiss against your lips.
‘I’ll text you what time to meet us tomorrow, yeah?’
You nod, give him a little wave and hurry towards where Jeongin is waiting. The younger man puts his phone away when you approach him and you hook your arm with his.
‘So, Innie, are you sure you want me to be your first kiss?’ you ask as he leads you towards the front door.
He abruptly stops walking and gapes at you. ‘What?’
‘Wouldn’t it make it weird between us?’ you ask, cocking your head at him.
‘I- uh, no? I don’t think so?’
‘Are you asking me?’ you smile, pulling on his arm to make him walk with you again. ‘You can think about it, but if you want to, I’ll teach you what Chan and the others teach me.’
Jeongin blinks a few times, his cheeks turning pink and he swallows before looking at you again. ‘Really? You would do that for me?’
‘Of course I would, you’d do the same for me if you had anything to teach me. Isn’t that what you said?’
Jeongin nods and chews on his lip when the two of you stand in front of the door. You let him alone with his thoughts for a moment to slip into your shoes and put on your coat.
‘I don’t need to think about it,’ Jeongin says when you turn towards him again. ‘I want this.’
You grab his hand in yours. ‘Are you sure, Innie?’
‘Yes, if you think you can do this without falling in love with me,’ he jokes, his cheeks still pink.
You burst out in a fit of giggles and he joins you, the two of you clinging onto each other as you laugh.
A small part of your brain wonders if you’re making a mistake here, if it’s even possible to do all this without catching feelings, but you ignore the little voice and banish it even further back in your brain. You don’t want to think, you just want to enjoy yourself, get comfortable with yourself and your own body and let your friends help you with that. It'll be fine. Right?
‘Okay, okay, are you ready for your first kiss then?’ you ask Jeongin when the two of you are finally able to stop giggling.
‘What? Right now?’ Jeongin’s eye widen as you step closer to him, placing your hands on his chest.
‘If you want,’ you smile up at him. ‘You can say no.’
Jeongin’s eyes fall to your lips as he licks his own.
‘Okay,’ he nods. ‘What do I do?’
‘You can either place your hands on my hips, my neck or my face,’ you explain, thinking of what Chan had done. ‘Then you lean in, close your eyes and kiss me. Just try to relax and move your lips slowly when it feels good for you to do so.’
Jeongin nods, a determined look in his eyes as he places one hand on your hip and the other on your cheek. It’s a fluent and confident move and you give him an encouraging smile, lifting your head up to his as you close your eyes.
It only takes a second before you feel a warm puff of breath against your lips. Jeongin lets out a shaky breath and then presses his mouth against yours. His lips feel tense at first, but when you move your hands from his chest to his jaw, he softens against you and sighs.
You stay perfectly still till you wait for him to move, it’s what you liked about Chan kissing you the first time too. Jeongin makes a soft noise in the back of his throat and then he carefully moves his lips over yours.
It’s very sweet and gentle and when you pull back, his eyes shine with something that looks like satisfaction. His ears are red and he looks absolutely adorable looking down at your lips like he wants to go back in for a second taste.
‘Well?’ you whisper. ‘Was that anything like you expected?’
‘It was better, I want to do it again.'
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DANGANRONPA V3 NON-DESPAIR AU ANNOUNCEMENT ❗❗💗💗🫶🏼
okay okay I'm finally doing this I wanted to do this for a while
I'm making my version of the non despair au [ +komane and your ocs ! ] ! I thought this would be very fun to take requests for !
NDDRV3AU PLAYLIST ★
~ Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand
~ Man on the Moon - REM
~ My Own Worst Enemy - Lit
~ Madonna .
~ every smashing pumpkins song
~ every nirvana song besides Polly / especially lounge act on playinglist
~ love roller coaster - RHCP
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i will be taking requests for scenarios and just drawing the characters in general !!
for example, a scenario would be . . .
"draw the KTKMH girl group pranking the guys !!"
[ kaede, tenko , komane, maki , himiko = KTKMH ]
~ I will be drawing that one that'd be funny as hell
drawing example
"draw Kokichi and komane ! or maki and kaito!"
like that !
got it gang ? when I announce requests are open, you may ask away ! for now they are closed because I'm just covering the designs of all the characters
yes , all characters are included .
nsfw ? no , this is supposed to be fun and I'm a minor I'm not drawing that :[
shipping ? yes !! allowed . some other ships that aren't canon in the au are accepted of course !
canon ships~ ★
★ saimatsu
★ omamitsu [ Kokichi x komane ]
★ harumota
★ irukibo
~~~ non canon ships ! [ I will draw ! ] ~~~
★your oc x [character]
any other ship in v3 that isn't the canon ones .
by the way, the monokubs and monokuma are in this au , but please do not ask for ship art of them ! [ not too comfortable w that plus I dont think anyone ships them ]
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any other things I haven't added, or you're curious about ? just ask me ! I don't bite !
by the way, this is just DRV3 ! but I will draw characters from other games of course ! just ask me when requests are open !
if I don't get to your request right away, it's not that I won't do it but I need time ! please understand, and thank you ! <3
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WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY , I HAVE FINALLY ANNOUNCED THIS !
-all drv3 characters belong to Spike Chunsoft except for Komane or your oc !
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love yah gang , enjoy your day . KISSES !! <3
#cyyber.cyko#cyyber.postz#meow#cyyber.yapz#danganronpa#kokichi oma#danganronpa v3#tenko chabashira#danganronpa ships#cyyber.art#shuichi saihara#saimatsu#omamitsu#harumota#irukibo#miu iruma#maki harukawa#kaito momota#kaede akamatsu#ryoma hoshi#rantaro amami#gonta gokuhara#kirumi tojo#kiibo#drv3#drv3 tenko#drv3 angie#drv3 shuichi#drv3 kaede#drv3 kokichi
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Can you do a tall!fem!plus sized! reader x JJ?
Maybe fluff and angst: reader has some problems at her home, has a panic attack, and JJ comforts her :)))
Thank you, I’m kinda needing it <3
panic attack ❀
jj x tall!fem!plus!reader.
warnings: bad home life, panic attack, swearing.
summary: jj knows about your home life struggles, and he’ll always be on your side to help you.
a/n: sorry this is late, but this is so sweet. love you guys. like and comment if you enjoyed. masterlist is pinned, and requests are open currently. :)
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jj had stopped by briefly to check in with you. he, however, couldn't have picked a worse time. he climbed into your window, a goofy smile on his lips. you ignore his presence, focused on the background noise. downstairs you heard fighting, a huge argument exploding with every passing second. you suddenly hear a glass being thrown, it shatters to the floor, the loud noise startles you, causing you to jump. the voices only get angrier and louder. you shake slightly. you've never heard arguments getting this heated before. a door slams shut, shaking the house slightly. the tension was overwhelming you, and your mind was racing with thoughts. the yelling didn't stop, and you felt helpless, unsure of what you were meant to do.
your breathing began to quicken, and you couldn't make any sense with your words. jj watched carefully, nervous for you. he was protective in nature; he cared deeply about you. he wanted to comfort you in a million ways and more. he sat by you on the bed. he hugs you, holding your hand. "it's okay baby. i'm here. take a deep breath with me, okay?" you weren't able to say anything, but you nod your head slightly. he starts a countdown, guiding you through the breathing exercises. he reassuringly rubbed your thigh, squeezing it softly. "it's not your fault; it will be okay. i promise. can you lay down?" you frown, your breathing slightly steadier. he guides you to lay back, "do you need anything?" you shrug, feeling better with jjs comfort. "water please." of course. he grabs you, your water bottle. he opens it before handing it to you. he knew your hands got shaky in these moments.
you take a few sips, the anxiety lessening. the yelling had calmed down, now it was eerily quiet. "im sorry jj." he shakes his head, surprised. "don't be sorry baby. i want to support you." you smile, placing a soft kiss on his lips. "are you feeling better?" you look away, "a little bit. im still nervous and shaken up." he pulls you into a tight hug, "that is completely understandable. what can i do for you?" you pat the spot next to you. "will you cuddle me?" he takes his shoes off, sliding into bed with you. you lift the blanket up, covering him as well. he quickly cuddles close to you, he kisses your forehead. "you are too sweet for this world." you hide your smile in his chest, he grins as he watches you. he's still on high alert, wanting to make sure you were doing better. "thank you for being here." he places his hand on your hip, "anytime you need me, call me, and ill be here," he locks eyes with you, making sure you knew he meant it. "no questions asked." you smile brightly. "i really appreciate that jj."
#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank outer banks#jj maybank fanfic#jj maybank x you#jj maybank one shot#jj maybank fluff#obx fanfic#obx imagine#jj maybank x y/n
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Virtual Intimacy (Rui x Reader)
Based off my silly headcannons for the ghouls!
Beginning notes;
Originally this wasn't gonna be an x reader, but plans change! things happen! And I couldn't pass up the opportunity of Rui fluff with a tinge of angst
I also realized this is my first tkdb x reader? Yay me!
sfw, GN Reader, Reader and Rui are dating, fluff,
You were scrolling aimlessly through WickChat when Rui, your beloved boyfriend, texted you.
Hey my little bunny 😘
"Bunny". That's what he called you. You used to think it was cheesey, but the name has grown on you.
You free to come over? I just had the greatest idea ✨
-An idea?
Yup yup! You'll have to come over and see! ❣️
You couldn't help but feel a little curious. Rui always knew exactly how to keep you hooked.
-I'll be over soon <3
Yay!!! See you soon, bunny
You smirked at your phone before turning it off and shoving it into your pocket and making your way out of your room.
Because of Rui's curse, the two of you couldn't be physically affectionate in any way, so you've come up with other ways to show your love. You usually change it up every month or so to keep things fresh.
Lately you've been giving him a new succulent every time you come over to Obscuary to see him. There was something kind of romantic about nurturing a plant and giving it to a loved one for them to care for. This time, you were going to give him your string-of-pearls plant. You almost felt a little bad, bombarding him with all these succulents, but the image of his bright smile washed away any doubt that they were a burden.
Before you knew it, you were at the front door of the gothic Obscuary mansion. You reach your hand outward to knock on the door, but it swings open before you can even lift your hand above your waist.
"Bunny! There you are!"
You're greeted by an enthusiastic Rui, smiling widely at you.
"Hey, Rui! I brought you another succulent- I hope you don't mind..."
You present Rui with a small pot, no bigger than the average person's hand, with the string-of-pearls rooted inside it. He takes great care not to touch you even with his gloved hands as he lifts the pot from you.
"Aw, thank you, bunny! You're such a sweetheart"
Rui holds the door open for you as you step into the victorian abode.
"C'mon, I need you to help me find the perfect spot for this little guy."
He gestures for you to follow him, leading you into his room. Rui scans over a long shelf filled with succulents, looking for the perfect spot for his new plant baby. You watch him with adoration as you crawl into his bed and hug one of his pillows. It's the closest thing you have to actually hugging him.
"So- about that 'great idea' you had..."
Rui turns his head towards you with a grin.
"I wanted you to play one of my favorite games with me!"
You cock your head as you squeeze the pillow tighter. He makes his way to his computer, logging in and booting up The Sims 4.
"I thought it'd be fun if we made each other in game! I'll go first, mkay?"
You nod along and pull up a chair beside him, trying to get as close as you can without putting yourself in danger. You watch as Rui quickly gets to work, making a sim in your image. His eyes dart around the catalog as he finds the perfect clothes for your virtual twin.
"What do you think of this, bunny? isn't it cute?"
"Eh... it's not really my style"
Rui pouts a little.
"You're right, my bad!"
He quickly clicks through each clothing tab, looking for the perfect outfit with an intense focus. You stare deeply into his concentrated magenta eyes. It's kind of adorable seeing him so passionate about something.
"You're... really into this, aren't you?"
"Of course! I wanna make sure I get every single detail of your beautiful self as accurately as possible!"
Rui smiles at you before pushing himself off the desk and rolling away in his chair.
"Bunny~! It's your turn to make me~!"
You scooch forward in your chair and grab hold of the mouse. It's still warm from Rui's touch. He watches you with adoration as you explore the UI of the game. You hesitantly begin molding the virtual avatar into the image of Rui, a little afraid that he wouldn't like your version of him. Every time you glance back over at him for reference, he gives you a smile or blows you a kiss.
"Sorry... I'm not as good at this game as you are..."
You apologize after finishing the digital clone. Rui happily pulls himself back in front of the desk as he looks at your work.
"Wow bunny! It looks just like me!"
With a weak smile, you watch as Rui skillfully clicks through text boxes and confirmation popups.
"What city do you think we should live in? San Myshuno? Maybe Willow Creek? Ooh how about De Sol Valley or Windenberg?"
You stare blankly at your boyfriend who's practically speaking gibberish to you.
"Let's.... just go with Willow Creek. It's a classic."
You nod along, still not understanding a thing.
"I usually build my own houses when I play, but I'm so super excited to play with you! So, pre-made lot it is!"
"Mmh-hm...okay"
It was obvious you felt completely out of your element, but Rui seemed to be enjoying your company regardless.
"You wanna decorate the house before we play?"
"It's fine as is. Besides, you look like you're gonna pass out from how restless you are to actually get into the game."
"Guilty~!! You know me so well, Bunny!"
You let out a little laugh at Rui's compliment. Your adorable boyfriend wastes no time before laughing with you.
"Mkay, this is what I wanted to show you so super badly!!"
You raise your eyebrows as Rui clicks away at more text bubbles.
"Ready? Ready?"
Not even waiting for your response, Rui clicks one last time before the digital avatars you made wrap their arms around each other in a tight hug. It obviously didn't make you feel any of the physical stimuli gained from hugging, but it was sweet to see yourself hugging your beloved boyfriend. It's something the both of you fantasize about often, but seeing it so vividly, even if it's just in a game, gives you both a warm tingling feeling of joy.
Rui looks at you eagerly with his bright charming smile.
"So? Did you like the surprise??"
You smile back at him while you squeeze your knee as if to squeeze his.
"I did."
It wasn't as groundbreaking or exciting as if you were actually able to hold him, but you could tell by Rui's expression that this was a big thing for him.
"Great!! 'Cus there's so much more we could do in the game!! We can kiss and cuddle and get married and have kids!! If you want, of course!"
Rui ecstatically beams, his smile like a bright light in the deep abyss of the ocean. His sweet and genuine grin warmed you right up like a ray of sunshine.
"I love you, Rui."
You say, just barely whispering. And somehow, his smile widens even more.
"I love you too, Bunny."
Ending Notes;
Woohoo!! (pun intended) I'm finally finished with this!!!
I feel like it's too short, especially with how long I spent on it... but that's how I feel about everything..... Anyways!! I hope you all enjoyed this little fic! Now that this is done, I'm gonna try and focus on finishing up the anon requests I got.
Speaking of requests... I am taking them! I work slowly, but I do work!!!
I wish all my adorable little humans happy holidays!! Zombie kisses for you all mwah mwah mwah!!!!
#tokyo debunker#tkdb#tdb#rui mizuki#tkdb rui#tkdb rui mizuki#tokyo debunker rui#tokyo debunker rui mizuki#rui x reader#rui mizuki x reader#tkdb fanfic#tokyo debunker fanfic#tokyo debunker fanfiction
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I know this is cursed but. Please rank DS9 characters in order of how Dominant or submissive they’d be during kink scenes? I feel like we could write whole essays analysing what those guys do in bed tbh.
Oh my god, cackling, is this really what you all think of me? :P (Yeah, no, that's fair 🤣)
This was actually so interesting to think about! I was finding it very hard difficult to decide on an order on initial vibes alone, so I wrote up my headcanons for them all first - and a few of them are surprising even to me! Also there are so many switches/not really into it so the middle is really very fuzzy.
1 - Ezri Yeah, definitely a surprise to find her at the top of my list, but I so really think she'd get a kick out of the dom scene (and mostly dislike subbing). She's just got that quiet powerful energy that makes you want to be in her thrall, and being joined and having Jadzia's memories alongisde her own just makes her more confident that she's good at what she does. She wouldn't dom for brats though. (Also partly why she's so nervous at asking Julian out, she doesn't feel she's got a good read on his dom/sub energy...)
2 - Sisko If he was into it, I can only see him as a dom. He made captain because he's good at commanding, and he likes it, and I think that would carry through into the bedroom. But honestly, he probably wouldn't be interested in power play in the first place.
3 - Jadzia She's a great dom for sure, but I think she enjoys exploring new things way too much not to be a switch? Plus, Worf like to think he's a dom, and she's happy to humour him from time to time. More dom than not, though, and she's definitely a brat when she subs.
4 - Worf I've definitely said this before, but Worf thinks he's a dom. He's a Klingon warrior, etc etc etc, "obviously" if anyone's domming, it's him. I don't think he's that good at it, but Jadzia finds it endearing, so it's fine. And I think he likes it when Jadzia takes charge, but he never actually refers to that as "subbing" in his head... Idk, I just don't think he'd be able to relax enough to really let himself be submissive, even though I think he'd enjoy it if he were able to. (I also don't think he's particularly into power play, either, tbh)
5 - Garak Ohh, another difficult one... I think subbing would be really good for him, if he could let his guard down enough for it. And he'd have to be in the right mood to dom - at times, he'd really enjoy it, at others, it would hit too close to home and he'd be holding off a breakdown until whenever his partner left. I think he'd *want* to dom, though, even if he knows it'll trigger him, because he does enjoy breaking the other person down and hurting them. (Not that he'd think of it as "triggering" to himself, of course.)
6 - Odo I really cannot see him being into it. No rating. [Edit: I came back to re-evaluate after writing Kira but no. Even for her, it's really not something he wants to try.] [Edit: Fuck, he would dom for Quark though.]
7 - Miles Again, not sure he'd be into power play for itself, but he enjoys playing his role for a partner who's into it. Keiko, I think is a switch with a slight preference for domming, so he's been a sub more often than not. I think his favourite part of it is giving aftercare when he's been a dom :3 (something something good-cop-Miles-bad-cop-Keiko domming the hell out of a dazed Julian)
8 - Julian Disclaimer - I exclusively read sub!Julian, so I'm biased XD But trying to think about it objectively... I think he's a switch. Like Jadzia, he enjoys exploring new things too much to really stick to one or the other. I do think he'd have hangups over how much he enjoys domming though, what with his secret fear of going bad... And being a sub allows him to relax and not have to think and just relish in all the sensations and I think he'd love being slowly taken apart bit by bit...
9 - Kira Sure, she screams dom at first but I pegged her as a sub a few weeks back and now I've really talked myself into it. I think she could dom, but unlike Sisko, while she's very good at being in command, I don't think she intrinsically enjoys it, and letting someone else be in control would give her the chance to relax. It would take her a while to allow herself to explore it, but once she got there, she'd find a space where she can be soft and gentle and cherished - and hurt, and soothed.
10 - Quark Oh my god he's such a sub, right? Not that he'd ever tell anyone but he LOVES being told what to do and ordered around. In theory he's a brat, but it never lasts for long - he becomes a pliant submissive wreck too quickly. (Okay now I'm considering if Odo would break his definitely not rule for Quark and... Yeah, actually 😅 Why would their dynamic change just because they're having sex?)
#lol i got SO into this actually it was super interesting to think about!#thanks for the ask!#now i'm thinking super hard about ezri/kira ngl 👀👀👀#ds9 headcanons#my trek musings#wsb
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Ngl it's weird finishing the Knuckles tv show and going to tumblr about it only for people (even who I consider bigger name fans) who also watched the entire show to claim that it "confirmed Knuckles Wachowski"
Like
I'm sorry
Did you somehow miss the part in the last episode where Knuckles had a whole montage of hanging with the Whipple family and Wade and saying "home" or something?
#sonic the hedgehog#knuckles series#knuckles the echidna#knuckles 2024#knuckles whipple#sonic movie#knuckles 2024 spoilers#knuckles series spoilers#fandom wank#Sorry do you just think that this entire show was a sidequest so Knuckles could go back to the Wachowski house and be their kid now like#nothing ever happened?#In the show where episode 1 clearly showed that Knuckles couldn't mesh with the household and that Sonic considered him a roommate?#This place was not home for him. The show was about him finding home. How is the Wachowski household Knuckles' home after he had an epiphany#that his home was with the whipple family??#Ah wait sorry how could I forget. Sonic fans are just used to absorbing canon with a toothpick and picking the parts they like and then#claiming their headcanons for filling in the gaps are canon#Only the things they personally like are what happened of course#Sorry for being salty I'm just annoyed. Like you can have whatever headcanons or fanon you want. Heck I loved all those 'maddie is knuckles'#mom' comics and whatnot. I'm not even saying we have to interpret the media the same way. But Knuckles having a montage and calling being#with the whipple family 'home' happened. That happened.#A friend and I are running a bet that most people won't acknowledge that it happened unless Sonic movie 3 shoves it in our faces#The universe tests me every day by having put me into Sonic fandom. It is a constant test of one's soul not only to exist in proximity of a#community who you often disagree on big points with‚ but to watch a bunch of loud people claim things are canon but only accept textual#evidence when it serves them. Or to explain a little better#to watch a fandom try to build an 'accepted idea' of what canon is like that becomes so divorced from actual canon that you get people#saying that it's canon and ignoring anything that doesn't fit it because 'writing bad anyways'#Like guys please I am grasping your shoulders. If you don't like canon just say 'fuck you I'm going to make content of this because I think#it's better'. You don't have to assert that everything you believe is canon and ignore when it's not#i just be ramblin
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You’ve caught my Wandering Eye ♥ (Patreon)
#My art#Wander Over Yonder#Wander#Commander Peepers#Wandering Eye#I love them...#Two little guys in love#As is clearly evident from Peepers body language lol#Kinda deeply thinking about a series of Peepers ship/dynamics as maybe an excuse to draw him a lot lol#You'll recognise this one as the completed vector from a previous doodle set! :D Look what not-editing can accomplish! Lol#Honestly it was mostly running out of room for Wander's left shoe that even made me want to start this project in the first place#Who'd have thought something that small would make me want to completely redo it lol - but it did! I want a complete Wander hug!#Peepers is less convinced lol#I think their dynamic can be very sweet <3 Peepers is underappreciated! Wander is very appreciative of everyone haha#And he clearly cares about Peepers enough to know what would make him happy - again same as everyone lol#I mean I don't think Wander would be monogamous in the first place but I think he'd bluster in and make C. Peeps happy for a while#Who would of course be resistant lol - but just like Hater how much can you actually hold against honest affection#Wander is also a good choice to ship with everyone and I already do with Peepers - they fit together that way hehe#Plus they're adorable so there's that lol - I love that Peepers is shorter than than basically everyone including Wander#Wander is very tiny! But C. Peeps is tinier! Short King <3#Wander was incredibly correct when he called C. Peeps too cute to stand - same with Awesome even if he was doing it derogatorily#Peepers is cute! He's very cute!#His silhouette is also still the funnest <3 He's so easy to express with I love his proportions <3 <3#Cutest lads
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Just finished my first playthrough of BG3. Romanced Lae'zel, but ending up turning into an Illithid because the idea of making Orpheus or Karlach do it didn't sit well with me (or my character).
I told Lae'zel to leave with Orpheus in the end (I heard she wouldn't stay with a ghaik anyway, which she's valid for, but also, it doesn't feel right to ask her to stay when I know how much her people mean to her). And like-
Her face before she flies off---
She looks so heartbroken and sad.
#emmodii rambles#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate series#lae'zel#spoilers#i don't regret my choices and i do love a good angsty story. but at the same time... OOF.#may you find a new source of joy in the astral realm my queen :'(#for anyone curious- i played a githyanki which i heard is the only race that can fly off with her or something?#but well. again- didn't quite fit my character to have someone else turn instead pfffft#ALSO HE'S A CLERIC OF ILMATER AND A REDEEMED DARK URGE. self-sacrifice is kiNDA TO BE EXPECTED HAHAHA.#anyway- do give romancing lae'zel a shot guys. she may be a hardass at first but it's really because she cares a lot#also slightly off-topic but as a dark urge gith... durge grew up in a city so like. wonder how out of place they woulda felt with the#other githyankis anyway. i think i read somewhere that a gith durge realises they don't really feel connected to creches and stuff#which is interesting and makes me curious about how exactly they were made. cuz they have the traits and knowledge of the race but didn't#grow up with them. i guess the easiest answer would be 'god magic shenanigans' but STILL.#trust me to overthink things hahaha XD#if anyone's curious what happened to my guy in the end--- we followed wyll and karlach to avernus hahaha#what are the devils gonna do? steal the soul we don't have?? TRY IT BITCH#of course i did reload multiple times to have my character kill himself. because that was another option that felt possible for his charact#...and also because i wanted to see how companions would react to it. krewfjewlkrjewklrjewl- although the narration for durge suicide#is also quite interesting! of course maybe that's just me being mentally ill eff (/lh) but having a kill that isn't going to murder daddy?#gives a redeemed durge some control and a final say at last. which is still sad but a nice way to tie up their death methinks#ANYWAY- time to go find a way to convert him into a full-on OC. elves and dwarves are one thing but giths are blatantly dnd so i'mma have#to figure that out for my own story lore and universe--- some kinda new species? humanify him? or convert to another existing general speci#hmm hmm hmmmmmmmmmm-#emmodii plays bg3
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Once again I am fueled by comments from my thesis supervisor and feel like I can actually do this thing hell YEAAAAHHHH
I CAN WRITE THIS THING!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH
#imagine a drawing of me going all feral that's me rn#I get so hyped every time I meet him even though all his comments are like “this is okay” and “what did you mean by this”--#then followed up by discussions and improvement suggestions and I get so excited about writing it all suddenly#like!!! what is this!!!!#it's probably because I get to actually talk about my thesis and in detail with someone who understands it? probably?#most likely now that I think about it. I don't have a lot of friends who study the same thing so I can't talk about these things in depth#(but I'm also very happy to have those friends who don't understand but listen to my ramblings about it <3 )#p#and also also like. I am about 45 pages into this thing. I am so far. I have wanted to just drop it for the past month or so but!! I'm so--#--far!!! holy shit!!! that's amazing my guy!!! you're doing well!! just need the clean up and some clearer explanations and that's it#it's not going to be two more years of this it's going te 6 months MAX#most likely 4 months of work with 1-2 months after for the grading and checking process when i don't have to do shit#I only have this thesis; one essay that is 75% done; and one spanish course I'm taking end I'm done!!!! I will cry when that happens!!
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hey tumblr, thanks for recommending me a TERF post "based on my likes." I hope the hour I spent blocking as many people as I could bear in the notes is enough of a hint for you.
#i've seen some shit this morning y'all#like it was one of those posts that i initially agreed with but then alarm bells went off in my head at some of the phrasing#the post was about how 2-year-olds and 3-year-olds don't have a concept of gender yet because they're too little#followed by 'amazing it's almost like telling kids what boys and girls are will help them understand'#so i checked the notes and it was rampant with terfs#the main post was never tagged as anything though someone just posted a twitter screenshot#i need to find the terf tags post thing cuz i didnt have time to block before but i guess i do now#now i'm paranoid about how much of my stuff has been this shit and i never realized#anyway be careful guys it's fucking BAD out here#dimond speaks#tw transphobia#tw transphobes#and like i agree- 2 and 3 are too young for this stuff since the gender binary is so fucking strong#of course girls can play with dinosaurs if they want that doesn't make them boys#but kinds will understand that the more experience and knowledge they gain of the world around them#they barely know they're sentient yet of course they're gonna get confused#but once they DO get a better handle on what gender is then some of them are gonna realize that being a boy was the right answer all along#you cannot make that judgement for them#and also like no harm no fowl if they DO think they're trans for a while? like what's wrong with that??#this shit is complex as fuck and i do not expect a 3-year-old to get it okay?#took me til i was about 15 to even know trans people existed at all and a couple more months to realize i was one too#and i'm fucking dumb like i'm not a good metric to go off of#but even if 3-year-olds aren't going to understand that's where you as the parent have to help them understand it#but little by little#like as teenagers and adults we can just look something up and tada! there's the answer!#kids can't do that yet they DO need parents to help them#those parents just also have to be aware of how they're teaching their kids#there's a difference between 'girls like pink and boys like blue' and 'and your age it literally doesn't matter but girls like she/her'#and that was a terrible example but i'm not a parent so#you figure it out
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mm i Neeed to go the beach
#just me hi#wauhuhh !#something about just drifting around in water that i am slightly scared of that really makes my brain whir happily lol :>#i am slightly scared of it for two major reasons: 1) fish. lord the fish why are they so scary 2) sometimes i think i'll drown and they jus#won't find the body. which is less rational than the fish so that's why fish is my number 1 fear at all times lmao#/i think out of all the animals on the planet i am the most scared of ordinary fish. not even the deep sea stuff hfbshv#cuz look they're so far down there you Have to assume they look funked. and also they prolly don't like human meat. so it's cool#but regular fish?? some of them eat birds. they eat birds dude. what would they do to me if they knew how to use harpoons??#also they for SURE eat corpses so we loop back to fear no. 2 really just being fear no. 1 hbfhs#/see i'm not even that scared of the animals my parents are determined on exploding. like man if i get eaten that was prolly bound#to happen anyway. i Know how that goes. i know what mauling is lol#i am the only person in this house who will walk around outside on a moonless light w/ no flashlight because if i was sposed to be dead i#can guaranteE there are much better opportunities. funnier ones‚ too#/just looked it up bobcats are SHY little guys. they are just shy babies. except for when they have rabies :)#shy rabies babies <3#/anyway back to the fish. i don't like how there are some that specifically like to eat human skin. mmm no i have never liked that ever not#one little bit. makes my skin crawl hghfsh#i don't care what it does or can do that is NOT cool lil dude ;w;#/hang on i'm googling 'weirdest things fish eat' because i want to scare myself i guess hbfhvbsf :'3#they're only showing me weird fish!!! no !! tell me about a fish that's living exclusively off of plastics!! or car tires !! come on !!!#these guys are just funky looking. and just Kinda funky looking. though this humphead guy is funny lol :)#he looks scary but with a charm that i can't deny#his forehead. and mouf. this guy is awesome#and of course he's endangered because the world is exploding. but it's so cool he exists :D#//anyway fish are scary. and miss humphead is Huge so goofiness aside he's also scary hhfbvs#also why do some of those motherfunkers swim close to shore and bite at you. those guys suck so bad#that's only happened to me so many times but enough for me to have a fear that has lasted for over half a decade lmao#//and anywho i'm running out of tag space lol :)#we're going ot the park!! i'm going to skate :DD !!#i wanna get good at my old stuff again hfsh - so bye! bye !! toodles !!!
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