#worst day of my life tbh
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It happened…. My mum put me on shaadi.com….
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Sabo screenshot redraws, I'm trying to figure him (and his hat) out
I need to gnaw on his bones and suck on his marrow
#he looks so good (he's living the second worst day of his life)#I've got a bad habit of drawing without references#also I HATE drawing hair I'm sorry#I think I always try to make his face way too round tbh#one piece#revolutionary sabo#sabo one piece#one piece fanart#my art <3#I hc him as blind on his left eye so the third screenshot redraw makes no sense but let's not talk about that ok
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so draw your blade, you wretched fiend and let's you and i fight like the dishonourable dogs we are savage, violent, yet free and when the curtain calls, let me put you out of my misery
#mak art#mak draws aa#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa#dga#tgaa spoilers#dgs spoilers#kazuma asogi#kazuma asougi#barok van zieks#klint van zieks#genshin asogi#genshin asougi#artists on tumblr#OW MY FUCIKIGN HAND#i took like a whole month on this. working on and off#never hyperfixate on a series set in the 20th century that makes u wanna draw in a style ur not good at#worst mistake of my life#i referenced a lot of chiaroscuro stuff for this#'the fallen angel' painting was used as ref for barok too#wanted to fit in a stronghart motif but#couldn't make it work w/o cluttering the whole thing tbh. so#(looking at bvz and kaz) ohhh they hate each other so much......... but they're mislead........ ohhhhhhh#also i hope to Never fucking draw or paint dogs again. Horrible#theres more stuff on the way. probably#one's a video but. i gotta rest first. im gonna Die#anyways. enjoy gang
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I’m not pressing the panic button yet. Nothing’s been confirmed, the decision hasn’t even been made. Do I have a 1000 word tribute to Daniel’s career in my drafts right now? Yes. Am I going to post it now? No! I will save it for when I can confidently say “this is indeed the worst day of my life” and they confirm that the rumours are true. It’s not over until it’s over, even if everyone and their mothers are acting like it is.
#this might be the worst day of my life#not sure yet#jury’s still out#but if it is#then at least people start realizing how much impact he’s had in the sport#honestly y’all do not deserve him#“I’m not a Daniel Ricciardo fan but…” ok?? good for you???#don’t press the panic button#I’m saying this to reassure myself tbh#daniel ricciardo#f1
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yOu'Re gOiNg fOr a LiTeR? | "Habs react to Quebec Maple facts", 10.22.24
#guys this is not becoming a regular thing this is just the mental illinois breaking through but ALSO I SAW THIS AND SCREAMEDDDDD#they did this For Me. those are all my guys. like yes yes we know about xhekovský but that’s my adopted austrian son david reinbacher!!!#that’s my baby goalie carey price time travel cowboy son cayden primeau!!!! and i just LOVE that they were like#‘yeah so one of them is gonna be a bitch in both pairs. & yeah we’re gonna make them lose.’ & i am HERE for it. you know the media day vid#where they asked all of them who was brat on the team and like 75% said slaf which we all KNEW? yes. correct. even more evidence godddd#also empathize so much with him because i hate feeling stupid & he is notably like. a very smart guy w/good awareness of broader society#and sorry to get like this on a silly little post i’m about to fanfiction-ify before i have xhekovský hours but so much of this goes back#to the xenophobia in the nhl and how we treat players (not only that. people in north am/west tbh) whose first language is not english#and degrade/discredit them and their intelligence by virtue of their multilingualism and how we even think about multilingualism as a whole#e.g. the sense that certain languages are perceived as more ‘valuable’ capital/the support that SHOULD be there for language learning simpl#is not from what i can tell in the nhl so even if you wanted to foster an environment of intercultural competency they’re doing nothing to#support it. the stories!! of so many guys! reliant solely upon their teammates for basic necessities! WHERE is your language acquisition#programming. sorry the linguistics language and culture attempted to jump out there & i am not conveying what i want to say at ALL. anyway#juraj's slow descent into madness as u can SEE him visibly getting more & more over it & done is my roman empire. like he's having fun#at first he's laughing 'what is this whiskey?' & i AM thinking that toothy little grin at arber with the jerkoff hand motion about the mapl#syrup only taking a few minutes to come (out) was a dig. lord knows arber deserved it with his shorts pulled all the way up like GOD the me#you put here to wear slutty little 3" shorts live in cold CANADA and have to cover up their thigh tattoos. what a travesty. and the amount#of THIGH in this video i- biting. arber's hairy legs slaf's manspreading more as he gets frustrated & arber teases him i. and DAVID????#on a completely different note cayden with his face covered is giving me INTENSE brainworms i have the most unhinged storylines for him#AND THE BRYNDZOVE HALUSKYYYY everything past 2:00 is gold. david's tired sighs. slaf hating it here. arber having the time of his life#'taste' 'that's not an advantage' DAVID kill him. 'maple syrup specialist... normal guy 🤷' slaf you are the WORST loser and ily for it#arber defending his wife w/his life... juraj's the smartest guy in the room & arber's on his leash about it. it goes both ways (to be cont)#juraj slafkovský#arber xhekaj#david reinbacher#cayden primeau#montreal canadiens#i'm xhekovský posting leave me alone i'm also *****
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going to the dentist again tomorrow. scared ! scared !!
#camera talks#literally going to bury myself in a hole#i hate the dentist... i know i said this five days ago but its true and i hate it#and now im going back bc they fucked up my teeth or something#the pain has been so so bad#i have gotten some of the worst sleep in my life and ive only been able to sleep because im knocking myself out with meds#and i hate it !!!!#woke up at 5 in the morning today and couldnt sleep bc of my teeth#cant eat on that side of my mouth and i can barely drink cold water#ughhhhhh#i feel like im over-exaggerating but like. its fucking painful..#and it wasn't like this last time i got anything done but WHATEVER.#i cant not go so i suppose i have to just do it and i hate it so im allowed to be an upset child over this#vent#tbh it feels like it is so. might delete later too who knows
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I'm really hoping the Rich People Environment of Canto 6 is good for the Heathcliff/Hong Lu dynamic. Not even in a shippy sort of way, they're positioned pretty dynamically as opposites (Heathcliff is from the Backstreets brought to riches, is intensely cynical, is foul mouthed as hell, and is driven primarily by negative impulses like anger, spite and envy, Hong Lu was born rich, is hopelessly naive, never seems to swear harder than a 'golly' or 'gosh', and moves through the world with a constant state of wonder and optimism). It'd be interesting to see if Hong Lu gets some interesting pieces of development inside Wuthering Heights itself.
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#apple asks#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#hong lu lcb#i'm sorry it's almost midnight rn and i just got through the worst day in my life#(having to sit through graphic depcitions of spider bite symptoms as an arachnophobic)#but yeah#op brings up a good point#i'd like to see cliff and lu bond over this#and hey#seeing how canto iv set up ish to some degree#i can't see how they wouldn't use this as an oppurtunity to establish lu better#especially with how he's been surprisingly hush hush about himself despite his many quips about his fam#tbh i do wonder if lu's naivety is a front like don's#not to an extreme like her's but still some form of mental shield#considering his ego is called land of illusion and all that
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not to be weird and sappy on main, but frfr i'm so glad i have found a community of people who think my work is good
#talking#to the tags if you want the longer rant that maybe i'll talk about fully one day#tl;dr when i was in hs i was with my ex that i think ive mentioned like once or twice#there was a lot of shit wrong with that relationship and us and me at the time#but the thing that happened after we broke up which was the worst was her saying i was passionless#because in her mind i wasn't 'trying hard enough'#didn't help that she was super talented in art (even if thinking about it now its way too disney for my taste tbh)#and seemingly had her life together bc she had a super cool supportive mom#(wish i could've gotten her in the divorce tm)#and tbh that haunted me for YEARS#i stopped drawing for years after being with her#i didn't really pick up drawing HARD again until 2020#and i didn't really work on many of my own wips#just kinda poked at the ashes of the wips i got in the divorce (which funnily enough i don't use anymore. used the ocs but not the plots)#i was just so fucked up about it#but seeing y'all comment that you like my writing and my art#having people say that my worldbuilding is fire and passionate#idk it heals the part of me that died that day#so thank you all from the bottom of my soul#whenever y'all are kind enough to compliment me the hole mends even more#so idk i was just thinkin about it like bro the difference between me then and now is night and day#in part to all my lovely friends and mutuals#so yeah idk thank u i'm gonna go back in me corner again
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art summary for this year o7 (template from here!!)
#duck rants about something#i havent drawn too much this year overall tbh hard enough rounding these up wkjwjkjksdghsd#though again i have . drawn mdyz an embarrassing amount dont look at me#sure have been having a kick w pink lately huh#didnt rly improve much and its kind of bumming me out but oh well guess ill just have to keep going next year then#just had the worst week of my life these past five days also my eyes r still a bit swollen and red but well. this too shall pass
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my brain for the past like 2 weeks
#.txt#trigun#specifically#trimax#i am rotating her in my head always she is so fascinating to me i have so many thoughts i could write a novel#shes captivating to me. as a person#tbh her and tesla and the dependant plants as like. catalysts for so many emotions in the story but we dont get real insight into#their internal lives#and rem captivates me specifically bc shes so complicated wrt her actions with tesla but also the way she talks about leaving earth#and the idea of giving up on her home planet and putting her whole fresh start into seeds and then immediately making#the worst mistake of her life (tesla) and then starting over blank Again with vash and knives and how that all turned out#like!!!! the emotions going on there for her must be insane. i think about it Literally Constantly#and how it all ties into the mangas theme of the potential to be better vs the people you hurt before getting there#im literally obsessed with her#also she dresses like a lesbian electrician and i really like that vibe for her. im not immune#rem saverem#holding her in my hands i just think shes neat#also i have a whole incoherent google doc filled with random scenes from idk iguess the rem pov novel that lives in my brain??#maybe ill clean them up and post them one day that is a threat#also i love fat baby knives in the itty bitty manga screencap i chose. i just know hes the densest baby alive#normal looking baby who you pick up and handles like a bag of wet cement
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the worst part of having a moustache is sometimes i forget i have one and then i'll absentmindedly lick my lips and oh! there's something there! and then i vividly remember that one time a mosquito bit me in the corner of the mouth and i accidentally licked it off and ate it.
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Sometimes I forget how young Quackity is, but every once in a while it just kinda hits me and I'm like oh. He's still just a kid.
#i talk#qsmp talk#I hope he's doing ok and that whatever is going on in his personal life improves soon for him#and yeah 23 isnt a kid to some people but that's still a young person in my book#I dont mean this in an infantalizing way or whatever just#I remember being at that age and going through one of the worst periods of my life#actually no. that was in the middle of the worst period of my life#so yeah. I hear that and my heart kinda breaks a little bit#I hope he's doing ok#like even outside of QSMP stuff or whatever I genuinely hope he's doing ok#life's so hard man. even though I'm much older than him I still have days (like today and yesterday)#(and this whole week tbh)#where I just want to lie down and cry#life is hard being an adult is hard#idk. that just sucks man#he's done so many amazing wonderful things but I cannot imagine doing that at the age of 23#in addition to whatever else he's got going on#maybe kid isnt the right word but he's just so young
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Sitting around a bonfire got me feeling deeply melancholic
#idk just. thinking back on this year so far#last month was probably one of the worst months of my life and tbh i haven't been dealing with it well#i feel like I've lost so many parts of me. every day something else comes up and i hurt all over again#my life feels so untethered in a way i don't know how i can fix. if i can ever fix it#idk why I'm really realizing it all now but#megan.txt
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s. s ave me, meoto…
#n o t me clinging to meoto to retain my sanity bc g o o d l o r d today was the worst#today was truly a very bad; very horrible day indeeeeeeed#man. today truly was a comedic tragedy in every way possible. i’d laugh if i were anyone else tbh#first i couldn’t start my workstation bc we were out of this cleaning acid thing.#t h e n this other branch lab sent over a precise amount of [reagent] that we needed to make the cleaning acid thing#*and* what’s worse was that they also demanded like. 1/5 of the acid we mixed. like bro. make it yourself mans.#but the worst part was when i tried to use a dropper to poke this sediment out of [tube i was supposed to be cleaning]#bUT THEN HALF OF THE DROPPER MELTED BC THAT BUGGER CAN’T HANDLE HIGH TEMPERATURES AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#stupid new droppers man. the old droppers could handle 100 degrees just fine. s o now the tube is clogged with melted plastic and it’s just.#life’s *really* great sometimes yk~~~~? (ʘ‿ʘ)#and so the night shift dude who came to take over the workstation against expectations seemed kinda pissed that i hadn’t started anything#and im just there. with my intestines wriggling about like internal abdominal worms. tryin not to cry in the face of my mistake.#while he’s fumin’ away like a freakin’ chimney or sth. like. man. no one asked you to take this workstation. you came here on your own. :(#anyway i ditched him and left for my break to calm myself down only to be approached by some random terribly lost middle aged to old lady#who was looking for directions to *somewhere* but she only spoke chinese aaaaaaaa#and i can’t read maps/i don’t even live in the area of my workplace so i have no idea if the lady managed to make it safely#but. lol. the lady showed me her message screen when she asked me for directions to her destination#and by pure coincidence the person she was texting is apparently related to someone with the same first name as me#the cons and cons of having common names man. i hope the lady managed to find her friend with the same name as me though lol#anyways. pls hw im begging. pls drop the crossfade for lxl birthday tmr i n e e d more meoto to carry on—#s o b s this is what im living for now ig. meoto………..
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it was six months ago today.
#..............................................................................#...........................................................................................#...............................................................................................................#.................................................................................................................#she almost died six months ago. today.#it was 3 days after her birthday#christ. and everyone just. expected me to be okay#i repressed it all not by choice but because i had repression forced onto me.#i thought she was going to die. tbh she should have died. i dont know how she survived.#and she acted all fucking chipper about it 'this week was scary as heck!' bc i dont think she wants to think about it either#but like#i dont know.#i dont fucking know#my dad yelled at me for asking if she was going to die. bc i had to stay positive.#so i acted like nothing was wrong and like it wasnt the worst period of my life ever#i was on a medication that made me so insanely depressed i started cutting myself. just bc i needed to feel SOMETHING. i was in the worst#pain ive ever felt in my life#and i was expected to just move on and act like nothing was wrong once she got out of the hospital#like it wasnt insanely traumatizing#okay whatever ignore this#ive been forced to repress shit my entire life even if i dont want to and i dont think its been great for my mental health#tw sh
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Why does this always happen to me
Why do the characters i love almost always end up being super hated
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How could you hate DEMETRIUS????
#learning people HATE demetrius stardew valley was one of the worst days of my life 😔#i think robin would fight you for calling him a crappy husband tbh!!!!!
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