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GAVIBALL TONIGHT?
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Volition as a Knight of Life for 4/13!! if you're a homestuck seeing this, would you please vote for Volition in this fun lil skills bracket? i would appreciate it!! :D
#homestuck#disco elysium#disco elysium skills#disco elysium fanart#413#homestuck 413#volition#classpect#knight boy!! knight boy!! and life player!! he wants you to live!! he wants you to heal!! also some of life is about keeping order :O#i love coming up with land lore... losas is a dark void with cracked rocks floating in it. streetlamps are rare and lit ones are rarer.#its all sinking into the darkness slowly. volition has to leap from platform to platform. i think he tries to save the land.#its crumbling but if he spends his blue morale bar he has; he can make bridges between platforms like candyland squares and fix lamp posts!#eventually the rocks keep cracking more and more but i think when he goes godtier lavender starts growing from the cracks.#plants start connecting and vegetation sprouts up as new life forms and reconnects and the world is made whole again. :]#i would have depicted some of these concepts but i so badly did not want to work on this anymore lmao...#voliart
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Vallaki coup went really well and now two of the most unempathetic, sleep deprived wizards are in charge of a populace, which is only a slight step up from a bloodthirsty vampire obsessed with a dead woman.
updates and spoilers for our game in the tags!
#curse of strahd#victor vallakovich#CoS PC: Emilia#I wasn’t going to post any more Victor and Emilia for a couple MONTHS but then my arm got twisted by the Victmilia truthers#Emilia’s coming back but she’s in her girlfailure era. You’ll see what I mean.#She’s a unique PC because she is simultaneously girlboss and girlfailure#a unique combo rarely seen in the wild#Dima (MY BELOVED) is going back to Ravenloft after being convinced to by her friend in the party#(who is secretly betraying everyone to strahd)#and is going to pretend to be in love with Strahd#(after someone else in the party begged her to bc Strahd has his kids captive)#so the party contacted my darling Emilia and were like “hey you’re like… sexy Victor Frankenstein right. Can u bring back our bloodhunter.”#and she was like I’m literally running Vallaki through the wettest most pathetic boy in the world.#but yes. I love a good Creature.#so she’s dragging Victor and Kasimir to Krezk so she can bring back some people#Kasimir is desperately trying to give her a moral compass. projection much old man?#luckily for him she is healing. I can’t say at what rate but. She’s slowly becoming better.#“I can fix her” “I can make her worse. I think it’s funny.” Kasimir n Victor fr#dungeons and dragons characters#dungeons and dragons character#dungeons and dragons art#dungeons and dragons#dnd character#dnd#dnd fanart#dnd npc#dnd art
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Murderbot has taken up permanent residence in my heart and soul, so here's a lovingly crafted playlist in its honor <3
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#martha wells#tmbd#playlist#attempting to cover themes like:#the rage fear and anxiety of a character who's been deeply hurt and suffered terrible trauma at the hands of others#the tentative cautious hope of a character experiencing kindness and compassion for the first time and beginning to slowly heal#the struggle of finding one's place in an often hostile world as an unapologetically unique entity#while simultaneously battling the internal fear that you're worth no more than what you were created to be#and more!#plus general good ol' fashioned anti-capitalism and scifi badassery#and an effort to maintain something of the series' dry humor and irreverent tone#murderbot diaries#Spotify
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Does anyone else get the impression that the whole point of Episode Ardyn was to reveal that the real villain of ffxv was Bahamut all along or is it just me
#lets be real here#ardyn feels more like a victim than a villain and i love that take thank you#like yes he is an evil bastard of a man but god do i feel for him#questions i would like to ask bahamut (ffxv) include:#why allow ardyn to be infected to begin with#why force him to become the source of darkness#where did the starscourge come from#why give ardyn the power to heal it and not tell him he is slowly going to turn into a daemon#why can lunafreya cure the starscourge without turning into a daemon#why allow somnus to get away with doing a terrible thing that would eventually mean the whole world gets fucked#why does noctis literally have to die in order to permanently kill ardyn#why does ardyn have to be killed at all if lunafreya eventually cures him in the book#why does ardyn dying just undo everything if the starscourge did not initially come from him#how is eos supposed to deal with a future starscourge outbreak if the lucii bloodline has ended#why did any of this have to happen at all#ffxv#ff15#final fantasy 15#final fantasy xv#my post
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#okay so i think i haven't told this story to you guys but i've been thinking about it a lot waiting for the surgery day#(oh i guess content warnings for injury and animal death. idk all of this is pretty heavy stuff)#but when this dog was a puppy he broke his leg. quite badly actually#and for the following six months i was Convinced that both he and i had literally DIED#and the world around us just failed to recognize the blazing red Game Over text superimposed over my line of sight#so we - literal zombies still bleeding from our mortal wounds - had to perform the movements of being alive#this got better when the puppy was finally healed#but the flashbacks. the hallucinations. they followed me for years and years and only slowly faded away#and now when the dog is sick again - with something completely unrelated - those are coming back again! what fun!#and i don't know if i've ever been as scared of anything as actually for real losing this dog in a traumatic event#if he just dies this wednesday#like. probably he doesn't. most dogs survive the operation these days they say#but just the small chance of something going wrong#i don't know if i'll survive if he doesn't. how can i keep going if he doesn't#i'm scared you guys. this dog is the literal light of my life#(i was going to name him with the finnish word for light but that didn't stuck in the end. didn't make it any less true)#sussitalk
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After the sun fell this evening
The stars came out
And the moon whispered
"everything will be fine"
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[man who is so normal about his ocs voice] fuck this post happy birthday Alex and Rhys
#allen and I made these two & the world theyre from one year ago today!#these two are very dear to me and them + this project are very important to me in a way thats hard to articulate#but alex ended up being all my biggest fears insecurities and wish fulfillment all put into one character#and he helped me realized that Im not stuck being beholden to some fate that was decided for me by someone else#and that the happiness I want in life isnt an easy road but going through hell and back to get it is worth every second#usually around this time of year in general I reflect a lot about where I was this time last year and I wasnt the same person I am now#but these two have made me do that a lot. i wasnt in a good spot when I made alex. and things arent perfect now#but in a way he slowly helped me see all the things I needed to do to start getting better#so yes. i will be silly and get a little cake to celebrate my oc anniversary because in a way this is me celebrating my own healing#i can also get really mushy about how amazing its been to create a story with the love of my life who is equally as passionate about it#and hes so talented and how much I love hearing his thoughts and inputs on things#but Im getting too long winded already and Ill spare the dramatic rambling lmao.#anyway. happy birthday to the most toxic couple of 1994 and may they have many more#cal.txt#cal.png#oc: alex#alex and rhys#sanctified
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good morning i was thinking about how the game stops referring to your wizard by name eventually(?) and thinking about how that could be connected to everyone putting this Child on a pedestal of saving the entire universe when they're probably nowhere near 18 yet and. god there's so much i could yell about but i dont have enough ask space
Aaaah yes that's a good attention to detail that you've noticed and that's an EXCEPTIONAL perspective on why that is!!! As much as I PERSONALLY will go with the idea that the YW has aged and grown physically throughout the game's timeline for various reasons there's something so METAL and heartbreaking about the fact that everyone around the YW just doesn't see them as a child anymore due to their status and their job, despite them still being so very young. That agency about them was removed from them outside of their control so now you have a 12 year old with the mind of Batman because they never had a childhood.
When even the WORLD AROUND YOU is contributing to the idea that you are no longer a child, that's gonna stick. Even though you're a teenager nobody treats you like one, you don't get to act like one, any and all notions that you are a CHILD savior is erased so now you are just a SAVIOR. At that point people aren't even treating you as an ADULT either, they're treating you as an IDEA, a CONCEPT. You are someTHING to believe in, rather than someONE. This is a very sad thing to think about! 😄
#i love this ask personally#holly slowly grows throughout the series so they're no longer a child by late arc 2-ish but-#its sad to think that theres a kid. a literal kid. solving adult problems and saving the world#and if you think about it that implies that there is NO time between arcs for the young wizard TO GROW UP between#its old cob right after morganthe right after malistaire and not even three years have passed. wow#there was this post pointing out yhe different between pirate protagonist and wizard protagonist - one of them gets therapy /hj#as much as i would love for the yw and malorn and morganthe and everyone else to have support and a happy ending-#i hope it just kinda stays like this also. i like doomed narratives as much as i like healing arcs#except for duncan and morganthe. THOSE TWO are REQUIRED to have redemption/healing arcs idgaf if morganthe is gone already#wizard101#w101#wiz101#asks#pierrotfakinami
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deciding that nuala would have been a spirit of purpose has really helped to solidify her in my mind. she is dogged in her pursuit of her goals. she's stubborn at the best of times, uncompromising at her worst. she is always looking for a path forward, always forcing one foot in front of the other, always moving and pushing and planning and trying, because if she stops she is adrift and there is no worse fate in her mind.
#txt#ch: nuala lavellan#nuala x solas#datv spoilers#i truly think this is the thing that saves her and solas in those early moments in the fade prison/black city/wherever together#because solas is nothing But adrift!!! like he has a purpose of going to the fade again because its tied to him#but emotionally? mentally? all his schemes and plans have changed course so suddenly and he is a ruin#not to mention wracked with relief and GUILT for nuala being there with him#because he is nothing if not self flagellating#but nuala? nuala is the one who gets them off the ground after stepping through that last rift#nuala is the one to take his wrist and insist that he will feel no guilt for her being there because this is What She Wants#nuala is the one to get them both back to their feet and in search of a place to clean their wounds#nuala is the one who slowly begins healing the prison because from the Moment she stepped into it she knew it was what she was meant for#and not just for solas' sake but for the world's#solas is the one bound to it but nuala is the one to heal it#solas is the one with the knowledge and nuala is the one to wield it#like he struggles so much with optimism - especially since waking in her time#so to constantly be buoyed by someone so steadfast and with so much Faith (in him and herself and them) is the hand he needs to keep going#because she won't let him wallow! because she won't let him fail! because she won't let him forget why they're here!#adfjdhgfdjsaf anyway is this coherent??? probably not
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I'm convinced satan just forgot to take him, and was like "oh shit, forgot one of my favorites"
#henry kissinger#ripbozo#rest in piss#slowly fading into darkness and I let the archangels take him#bye bitch#kissinger is dead#kissinger down#kissinger is finally dead#latin america#cambodia#try staging a coup in hell#fuck kissinger#motherfucker lived for a full century and there are terminally ill kids#the earth is healing#the world just became slightly less awful#latin america says: FUCK YOU!!!!
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initially this post had some commentary about interests right now. and then it turned into a ramble about personal healing in the tags. so the interest post is going separately.
#i have been possessed by my fourteen year old self.#except now i am *way* less ashamed of my interests#<- oh wow when you're in a place where all your interests that are unique to you are shamed constantly you stop enjoying them#there were so many things i hoarded as ''just mine'' because i was scared that they'd be stolen from me in one way or another#because either it'd be co-opted and i'd have to confirm to their view of said interest. or i'd be shamed and belittled for enjoying it#there are so many little things now (even wider than like. media interests. like literal aspects of myself) that feel wrong to share becaus#the only way to keep it safe was to keep it close to my chest#there are a few names i'd love to go by but as soon as i think about actually telling someone it i feel like i might#(and sometimes do) have a panic attack about it#which is stupid!!! the people around me now love me!!!! and i love them!!!!!#all that to say. being able to post about armand and dm is kind of like. a rebellion i guess#tvc and specifically armand were so important to me because back then i kind of saw myself in him? v. jaded and disconnected with the world#and seeking someone to bring them forward and into a new space to try and reinvent themself#and wanting someone to love them hard enough that it encompassed everything#i wanted to be what daniel was to armand and what armand was to daniel#<- very healthy way to think about the world and relationships btw <3 i was so normal and fine and this was not a sign something was wrong#god this turned into a bit of a vent thing huh.#i'm not like. feeling big feelings i should clarify. i feel like i'm examining them from a distance and taking notes like a scientist lol#it's a thing of like. knowing how unhealthy everything was and acknowledging that i'm healing. slowly; sure. but i am healing#i got to play a game one of them had tainted last week. it was hard and fun and i had big feelings when i was playing#because it was a little triggering. but i did it. i managed. i felt better for it.#i told my partner about one of my favourite bands back in 2021 and now they listen to them too and that's a little bit of joy#because it was one of the things that was deemed ''bad'' and that i can share that with someone now and feel safe to love it is good#and being able to be as obsessive and hyperfixated as i am right now without it being unsafe is really really lovely#and it is making me lean into it! i can engage with this without guilt! i want to fuck that old man!#it's silly and difficult and big and great and awful and complicated. but it's allowed to be. i'm allowed to be.
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Concept: A Pokemon game with Legends-style gameplay set entirely in Ultra Space.
#pokemon#ultra space#gf really just introduced an entire new dimension with its own complex society and showed us four characters and one street#like there's this one area that's an alternate hau'oli city after its citizens fled in the wake of a disaster#and now it's lying in darkened ruins & being consumed by a guzzlord like WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!#anyway i know thisll never happen but it would be SO COOL#prefferably our character would be born & raised in ultra space#and we would be allowed to pick fun skin colours ideally (ultra recon squad all has blue skin btw)#(ik its kinda hard to tell with the suits but its true)#give us just like. a ton of new ubs living in unique & complex ecosystems instead of just dumping half a dozen in Alola for the postgame#& have familiar pokemon be considered deeply weird and potential threats to that ecosystem#make beast balls the standard + give us new variants on them#show the people of ultra megopolis go from fearing pokemon to befriending them#and learning the kindness that's so widespread in the pokemon world#slowly healing from the god-knows-how-long they spent living in fear of necrozma#i have so many thoughts and im so tired but ultra space makes brain go brrrr#rayvee rambles
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feeling so emotional after the most fun wonderful and healing weekend 🥹
#i say weekend but it’s more the last couple days#slowly starting to process luke’s show on thursday and truly just feeling so much#the songs i hadn’t heard at boston calling were coincidentally the ones i was the most excited to hear and ahhh it was incredible#like place in me and comedown and i’m still your boy#i have no words#also!! motion!!#i did not expect to leave that show and have motion be one of my favourite moment of the night#it had been so long since i had so much fun in a crowd everyone was so hype<3#the pure joy i felt in that moment and how that was reciprocated by the people around me#priceless#starting line<3 still can’t believe i got to hear my favourite song in the world<3#fun fact i went to the show with my mom after my friend couldn’t go anymore#her coming to my rescue when i was starting to have doubts about going alone<3#and she loved it so much 😭#guys i love my mom#we made a whole weekend out of it and it was so nice#when i say this whole experience was so healing that’s part of it#to like have this much fun and to share that with my mom meant so much more to me than i realized#she knows wfttwtaf well and it was so cute to see her excited when she recognized a song 😭#also experiencing mum with my mom was indescribable#i just hugged her the whole time and kinda blacked out actually#so yeah!!!! this show turned out to be so much more than i could ever imagined#super happy with my experience with this tour and choosing to do boston calling and a show too#i can’t even talk about luke he was so perfect<3#more thoughts on this later when i reblog things probably
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|| The feeling of being able to post 💙Connor💙 and not feeling guilty about it oh my fucking gods I'll only look at the bright side of this situation like thank fuck i am allowed to feel happy
HHHHIIIIIIIMMMMM 💙💙💙
#asgard to earth 💚 (ooc)#|| tfw you don't realise how toxic someone was until they've chosen to vanish from your life#|| Sad thing is that they play the victim as if I hadn't went through panic and anxiety attacks/sleepless nights/migraine periods#|| This person single-handedly managed to kill ALL of my muses for ALL existing threads in the span of a few days and it went on for MONTHS#|| And I *didn't want them to leave*. I was clinging to them because I still thought of them as a friend and I thought we could fix it. 😩#|| They left though. Blocked me without a word. And it took me two days to feel actual *relief* instead of sadness. I was that involved.#|| But I'm healing and that's beautiful!!!! I'm finally free from guilt!!!!! I can do whatever the fuck I want!!!!!!!!!!! Gods I missed thi#|| All the people who looked at my ''journey'' kept telling me to break contact because they're slowly killing all the happiness I have-#|| And I couldn't do it but at the same time they were all RIGHT. I'm so sorry fam. I'll listen to y'all better the next time okay?#|| And thanks for standing behind me ALWAYS. ALWAYS asking me what's up if I gave even a LITTLE hint. There're so many of you who NOTICED!!#|| And I'm so glad to call you my best friends!!! You mean the world to me! 💚 I'm very very lucky that you're always here for me. 💚#personal#i am free 👻#chaos is back online 🐍
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anyway back to kotorposting. one thing to know abt liah is that if she wasn't a jedi she would be a famous swoop racer
#in addition to sdv i have also been playing kotor... slowly making progress... i reached kashyyyk the other day#will hopefully finally find jolee soon!!!#anyway. after the events of kotor when liah disappears and goes on her journey of healing and self-rediscovery#having had enough of both the jedi and the sith. she goes into swoop racing under an alias for some time#i dont care much for most sports n i hate motor sports but in a real world au she would in fact be a formula 1 driver...#or a motocross racer. anything fast and dangerous really#anyway i gotta design a sick ass swoop bike for her stat#oc: liah#also idk n idc what revan canonically does post-game. if the ppl in charge of the franchise can do what they want with canon then so can i
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