#with my sexuality for like years
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It feels kinda weird that lesbianism is the sexuality that always seems to come with like 10 asterixes. like lesbianism is a diverse a sexuality as all the others but it seems like it so much more lesbians need to granuralise and be hyper specific about what their deal is in hyper specific terms.
#pladder#idk what the cause might be#just feels like leute are pressured to be anything but lesbian#this is probably just being weird tho#like this is why im kinda hesitant about hormones sometimes#i dont want my sexuality to change#and from what ive heard that has happened to some people#and like that is probably the next to worst thing that could happen to me in terms of comprehending my gender#next to a person i date changing sexuality from lesbian to bi#which gives me even more hangups about being attracted to other lesbians#which is super fun yay :)#but like seriously i feel like sometimes everyone just wants me to be bi#also im just thinking of a thing but god i want to strangle all the people who went along with that femboys are oppressed train that went b#a couple of years ago#like yeah it's actually supremly transphobic to imply that gnc cis men have it worse in any capacity than trans women#god i just want to feel like im allowed to like lesbians and not feel like the only ones i can date are bi women#makes me think of a terrible Young Left moment when somebody with more cred than me in lesbianism defined bi and pan in a way that fucked#with my sexuality for like years#bc yeah i dont have to be bi to not be transphobic when im attracted to most people that are not cis or trans men
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#text#polls#asking for Me... ive been wondering what the average for this is for YEARS#my textbook says 8-10 years old#my experience i think is abnormal bc i identified as ace spec til i was like 16 And i think i actually Was#i think my sexuality changed due to factors probably but i dont think those factors were 'growing up'. yknow. especially bc i hit puberty#when i was like 8 i think
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during my aftg reread i noticed this extra detail when neil is asked abt his sexuality
why is neil literally this tweet LMFAO
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#😭😭😭#im rereading for my au and i was like oh??? HE LITERALLY KNEW not the specifics but this gets overlooked so much w the 'i dont swing' quote#hes so real 4 not explaining his sexuality#all for the game#neil josten#luniaisun#also how he LOOKED AT GIRLS FOR YEARS and implies his mom literally beat him for yrs bc he wouldn't stop??? 😭😭 NEIL??????
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Do girls know that they can never have sex? Do girls know that they can have sex with women? Do girls know their first time isn’t supposed to hurt? Do girls know that they’re not supposed to bleed? Do girls know that vaginas becoming ‘loose’ with more sex is a myth? Do girls know that you can stop halfway through? Do girls know that if they have a mediocre first time, it doesn’t mean it’ll feel like that forever? Do girls know that they don’t have to prove they’re not boring or prudish? Do girls know it’s okay to demand a condom? Do girls know they don’t have to ever ‘give in’ to demands, even a little? Until teenage girls and women know every way they can say ‘yes’ or ‘no’, sexual liberation isn’t complete.
#By girls I mean like ~15-16 years old#Who are coming into their sexuality and possibly having their first experiences#My post#feminism#feminist#female sexuality#female health#radical feminism#radical feminist#radfem#radblr#My bangers
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#this is more accurate than ‘he was fighting demons the whole times it was bisexuality’#wei wuxian#wwx#wwx mdzs#mdzs#cql#the untamed#wei ying#wangxian#like give my dude some credit he was hearing VOICES in his sleep and seeing demons out the corner of his eyes#he was trying to keep slender man abated so he wouldn’t eat little kids or whatever#he was a bit busy to really sit down and figure out his sexuality#also the ghosts weren’t really equipped to deal with ALL THAT#all that being the conundrum of what wwx felt for lwj#alongside a ridiculous amount of self esteem issue and self sacrificial nature#also the ghosts were there for vengeance not to help a 19 year old resentment filled bisexual dude sort out his feelings#they wanted gore and blood not happy happy kiss kiss fall in love 😭
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:) i certainly have no issue dressing in drag :)
^guy who has no issue dressing in drag btw
glenn said that dennis' drag name is victoria von hemen btw
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#glenn howerton#guy who should get to dress in drag#im just. ill never be over the fact that glenn wrote Two episodes in season 3 that involve dennis doing drag#i know he doesn't really want to write for the show but there's something so special abt how early sunny was an actor's sandbox#esp hearing glenn talk abt how den is like. an outlet for him and a way to play around with shit he would never do for one reason or anothe#my point being that i think its been a while since he was able to utilize dennis again in that way#but 16 was a definite change. especially with dtamhd it feels like dennis is becoming more glenn again. like he was in the early days#theres a pretty good stretch of the show once it got into the double digits that feels like den was. co-opted.#but like i wonder how it feels to explore sexuality and gender via your character#it must be similar to doing that through fandom and OCs but there's a whole other layer to it here#esp when its not Just being presented as comedic as it was in past seasons. like dennis is Actually queer and this is a normal plot point#its not the punchline like den's femininity often is its literally just part of what makes him able to help mac and dee#id argue we've gotten this in the form of. dennis doing dee's makeup and shit. but#anyway. glenn. now that you have two of your former writing assistants in that writers room i hope you get to do drag again 💀#its been 16 years. show us the new and improved victoria.#i honestly can't imagine pitching something like that to a room of people Without some sort of comedic twist but#man.#ada speaks#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#rcg#i won't ever forget the way he lit up talking abt queer dennis jhksvfjhksvdfgjhkds#love u king...... i hope you get something in s17 that you Certainly Don't Mind
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yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.
The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.
#COCSA ment#CSA ment#This is like. V personal and venting (maybe over sharing)#It's. I'm going to be honest recent discussion really brought this back into my brain aaughhh. Not in a bad way necessarily#Just. I know I've had experiences that I think others might label this way and I struggle to really understand that#Beyond the gut feeling of ''it doesnt count'' there's the understand that I might be denying it bc of shame or even just. The fact I have#An internal definition of it that excludes myself. And that I don't want to imagine the other ppl as 'abusive' and I don't think they had#The intent to hurt me. And the fact in one situation I know none of us understood boundaries or consent bc we didn't#Actually talk with adults about what like. Sex and sexuality meant so all out fucking context was porn. And just idk#I have specific experiences but those Memorable Incidents were just part of a larger pattern of me learning Abt sex young#And then failing to get proper sex ed for years. And the internet. And the Fucking Internet#(fanfic is like. Anti sex ed. 70% just the fucking worst shit to internalize 30% ''hey this is actually Okay'')#Sex Ed... Like in school... Needs a fucking HEAVY overhaul but it's still better than nothing usually
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Normally, I wouldn't really say anything about the drama and stuff, because that's not what I'm here for and honestly I feel like a lot of it is just none of my business. But, it just feels so close to home for me that I can't help but say something. Because here's the thing people aren't going to talk about and probably don't even realize, but I think so much of this drama actually has to do with Dream being autistic.
Just notice the themes of what Tubbo said about Dream being weird, inappropriate, not considering the social boundaries, not communicating, coming across wrong… etc these are all things that can be attributed to Dream literally not knowing better because of neurodivergence. That’s not an excuse but an explanation to know the difference between Dream texting Tommy’s mom out of being manipulative versus not understanding how that breaks a social boundary. That’s not to say Dream should get a free pass to do whatever but I think in the same way we take into consideration other people’s ages and their naivety and obliviousness and inexperience into consideration, Dream’s neurodivergence should be considered too. It is valid. It makes a difference between manipulative and malicious intent versus simply not seeing it the same way.
And really the sad thing is, that I think people will always dislike Dream. At the end of the day, I think that will never change, because even if he was the most perfect person people would still dislike him because of an underlying subconscious response to him not being like the rest. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that he is made the villain in real life and in the dsmp, because it is simply a psychological fact that people inherently dislike autistic people. It’s not because they are ableist it’s just we don’t act like they do so that makes us weird and therefore unlikeable. And it’s hard to understand us because our brains our literally different and as has been said throughout history what we don’t understand we hate, we fear, we see as evil, we attack. Why does Dream get canceled and attacked over and over again? Not because they are true and it proves a pattern that he’s shitty, but because society is so desperate to find a more tangible reason to hate him other than the fact that they just do. Because his behavior breaks social rules he didn’t realize existed. Because he’s easy pickings. Because in my opinion it all comes down to autism and honestly until that piece is actually taken into consideration nothing will probably resolve.
#agh it’s so frustrating to watch something play out when you know exactly why because it’s played out in your own life#when you see people say things and yet not understand what eachother are saying#agdjnsgjfnwhd…it just… oh as an autistic person who has masked so well I have in many ways become the bridge between neurodivergent and#neurotypical it is infuriating to see this all unfolding for years and not being about to do anything to highlight what’s happening#dream#dreamblr#dreamwastaken#also like with politics - like you don’t get it but in the US south you can’t just hate everyone who votes a certain way or whatever because#you’d be hating your whole family your friends your boss your coworkers like it’s easy in Britain to have you high horse but that’s just not#how it is here… I can’t afford to just hate everyone it’s just not that simple#and when it comes to his sexuality. is it so unfair of him to just not know. like not want to say he’s straight or gay because he doesn’t#know… should we be allowed to figure things out…#….. I should go to bed I just I wanted to say something because tubbo making comments like - it’s not that black and white and stuff to an#autistic person had be slamming my head because yea it seems that way to us by default#probably delete this tomorrow… I don’t know… good night peeps
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Riz is aroace as we all know (do not fight me on this) but my headcanon that's sort of already implied is that once he figures it out he doesn't really tell any of his friends. He invents Baron to get away from it, and even in early high school he had ideas that he didn't feel the same way other people did. Once he discovers there's a word for it he just keeps it to himself. It's scary enough to come out, and especially with all his friends teasing him about how surely he has a crush on someone, that's a very suppressive feeling. Other thought is he had the words when he told his dad and really badly wanted to actually tell him but just couldn't, afraid if he put the words to it it would become too real for him to handle. He doesn't tell his friends, he doesn't tell his parents, he doesn't tell Jawbone, because he doesn't even want it for himself.
#riz gukgak#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fantasy high junior year#follow for more sad Riz takes#headcanons#I don't think he thinks it's wrong to be aroace#just that since everyone he's met is allo he doesn't have a frame of reference#even though I hc Fabian as aro and Adaine as ace and I wish they could all be friends about it#I just don't think Riz could bring himself to do it#:(#and also he's so busy and uses that as an excuse to not say anything#he's like idk what my sexuality is I'm busy#but deep down he knows
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witcher netflix: [drops]
henry cavill fans: honestly, i don’t really care about the story, i’m just here because hcav is hot asf
me: wtf? how shallow is this… only there because the titular witcher is hot? talk about missing the point…
witcher 4 trailer: [drops]
✨ciri✨: 😡
me: … i understanded.
#don’t take this as an apology but rather as a white flag of defeat#i’m sorry witcher principles i have failed you. it will happen again#lesbians … we have won ultimately and we have also lost severely#‘there are no gods here only monsters’ is this line cheesy. yeah. is it cool. yeah. is it witcher. maybe.#all i know is that she got close to the camera and growled and i felt something in my back#i PROMISE i still have my analysis brained takes with me#(because they’re in my soul i can’t drop them)#but like ciri being attractive is so 😭😭 like i feel like i’m seeing a friend from high school after 10 years#… not on my witcher bingo#‘but what about in witcher 3’ witcher 3 does not look like real people. it looks good but not like real people#i can see the sweat on her skin dude. i can see the curvature of her scar. wtf do you want me to do about it?! i’m panicking#the witcher 4#tagging so prople can block this embarassment lol sorry guys i am only human#the elbow-high diaries#i feel a bit happy because it’s like sexuality: CONFIRMED lol but disappointed this is what i care about in this trailer#because i cant really say it when people ask me what i think about it can i#‘what did you think of the trailer [expecting deep analysis]’ ‘dude ciri is so fucking hot wtf why did they make her so hot’
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'tay do u say that just bc YOURE bisexual and also a libra?' well it helps but also that man talks about tom hardy and other large beefy men in a way i simply can never ignore or pretend is straight in any capacity
#like the tom hardy thing is years long Know Your History!!#also never met a man that loves ryan reynolds that much. and i say that as someone who had him as her high school celeb crush#theyre friends now obviously but that's different. before ? hm.#also. just. whatever he has going on w/ felix specifically.#and of course. the pride mural in his video.#ALSO BEFORE ANYONE JUMPS MY ASS THIS ISNT SPECULATING ON AN IDOLS SEXUALITY this is in good silly fun!!!#but also im bisexual. i can do that. 🙂↕️#tay talks
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i just think it would be cosmically hilarious if buddietommy was the ‘endgame’, buck and eddie actually like tommy so much that they all decide to kiss for the foreseeable future
#bucktommy#buddietommy#like i would laugh out loud and have 10 years added to my life if buck realises he likes eddie because he realises he’s so similar to tommy#and tommy is like- you literally are codependent of course i love you both#and then they get a california king bed for tommy’s house#also i need bucktommy lighthearted disiagreement over the stache#i mean truly somebody write some tom of finland level of homosexual sexuality and horniness of buddietommy
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THE EX-MORNING SERIES CONCEPT
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By now I think many people have heard that KristSingto’s upcoming series is an original script that was written for them. What we also have confirmed is that it was written about them.
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[source]
KRIST: This series was written by P'Backaof and directed by P'Lit where they created this script from the start deliberately for the two of us and they got information for the characters etc. from KristSingto directly. In the series, the name for P'Sing is Tamtawan, and my name is Phatapi. And Tamtawan Tamtawan and Phatapi are KristSingto themselves.
INTERVIEWER: Does that mean you play yourself?
KRIST: [laughing] Yes, we act as ourselves, so it's not difficult at all.
Today, Aof elaborated on his part on Twitter:
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[source: @backaof]
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[translation: @_beinglistener]
And Jojo added:
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[source: @jojotichakorn]
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[translation: @_beinglistener]
So, two gay men are the leading creative minds behind KristSingto’s comeback series. Time to study up on your KristSingto history, kids. \:D/
Long live sanctioned RPF. 🎉
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#krist perawat#singto prachaya#kristsingto#the ex morning#i’ve already seen the same tired ‘guess rent was due’ about krist and#i see on twitter when people link my thread about krist to people still insisting he’s homophobic#man’s rich#he works constantly#he even said it’s something he regrets now that his grandmother who raised him passed away#he worked so much he didn’t have as much time for his family—who he helps support#he is quite literally considered bl royalty#he has more queer people in his circle than straight#waa (gay) is his mentor#aof (gay) wrote this series and jojo (gay) thought up the concept so even professionally he's supported by queer people#you don’t have to like him#and you don’t have to admit to sending death threats to a stranger who doesn’t speak your language based on rumors you didn’t verify#admit quietly to yourself alone in your head that you were wrong and you caused harm to a person who didn’t deserve it#plenty of actors use bl as a stepping stone to bigger jobs#he’s not one of them#he wanted to do bl for years but gmmtv told him he could only work with singto#so literally the only reason kit didn’t do bl until BMF was scheduling issues because singto wanted to study abroad#and singto couldn’t get a fixed date for it and then the pandemic messed with his plans even more#i’m glad to see more and more people are understanding who krist is recently#and even in the series they made pathapi’s controversy an impulsive act of anger#krist has said he used to struggle with being hotheaded#and one of his apologies for the igs was even something like ‘i acted without thinking of how it would look out of context’#he just wanted people to stop harassing him for his sexuality but the context isn’t in the igs#anyway my go-to when i’m too tired to talk about this is always this#if he had ever been homophobic thai people would be the ones leading the charge against him…but it’s interfans#special reporter kiranokira
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from my time being in many different fandoms and encountering countless more i have seen a surprising amount of "flower shop with an extremely mentally ill florist who falls in love with a customer" aus. i mean, i see why. it's amazing, and i love this concept, it's just perfect. but also it's pretty fucking specific and there's way more of these than expected.
#star's thoughts#ao3#archive of our own#writers on tumblr#writing#fandoms#fandom#alternate universe#au#aus#still one of my favorites though#shout out to. this ultra specific au genre#UNFORTUNATELY! the only pjsk one i've come across! was one that i randomly stumbked across (don't remember how) with various smut tags.#it wasn't an npc fic‚ no no no. it was ruikasa. they're barely 18???????#rhey don't count as adult characters it's okay to sexualize :/#it was an unfinished fic so smut might not have been there. but it might've been. even just things related to it.#hey wait. maybe i should make a fic like this. of course i have a fic that has been in wip hell for almost a year as well as a fic that i—#—haven't even started on (and don't plan to until after the wip is finished). and also that other fic that came to me in a vision and made—#—me tear up. twice. within the span of 30 minutes.#... filing the idea away for another time. maybe. i may forget
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listen. listen. i don’t believe in DNIs. i don’t believe in them. but.
DNI IF YOU DIDN’T LIKE YENTL.
#i am literally changed as a person#what the fuck#new gender unlocked new sexuality unlocked new everything unlocked#i need like ten years to digest this#i have never been the type of person to leave everything and go wandering#but i will get on a boat right now and toss my electronics into the ocean and bring books and nothing else#don’t test me#jumblr#yentl#jewblr#avi posts#i don’t know what to do with my life now#holy shit#dms open to talk about yentl btw#or anons#anything literally anything#oh my god
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[someone makes me feel stupid] damn i miss the girl i was in a situationship with when we were 15 who was so mean to me
#the one who told me years later that she only wanted to sleep with me TO PISS OFF MY MOM#like girl one of our moms accepts our sexualities and it isn’t urs
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