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Hello hello soo um im still workin on it ,ive been kinda burnt out from it an ik thers no real preshure and im wayyy past valintinse day but heres a wip of those silly lil valintines cards




Also today is my birth day im 22 now so .. Thats a thing. Anyway im planing on making like 3 alternet vershions of eclips 1 with the cannon tipical 2 arm pre decomishion desighn 1 with the 4 armed fannon /cannon design and 1 with the 4 armed ballone world desighn. Probly ganna take a bit but what ever it will be valintine in fuckin may who cares lol
#fnaf fanart#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#moondrop#fnaf eclipse#I shoulda went to bed sooner i acctuly have plans today ill be fine witj an houer of sleep hopefully i dont ruin my own party by being a#Insomneac#fuck im just waistin time i need to sleep but i could also stay up and just party rockers in the house to night my way threw#Im prett good at it but also my brain hit anouther developmental phase and o know ill probly sleep for 15 houers or more affter i finaly#Crash an i sapose to drink with my friend an have a lil party with them tonight#Fuck this is the most eventfull b day ive ever had hopefully i dont cry like i do every year idk why but i always cray on my birth day and#Cristmas#Lol why ru still reading this are you curious#Well hello there you silly fool im suprised anyone would make it down here like tbh i dont even think someone would even check the tags let#Alone read this far tbh im so confadent i think ill dox my self for fun#Are you redy im ganna do it#Get out a pen an paper okay#So here we go#I live in#Hahhahah bro why are u still fuckin here#I cant even spell oh shit fuck im a wizzerd now yah see that i turnd in to a spell casting wizzerd and youre just sitting there probly on#The toilet or a train or summin reading the tags on this nouthing burger of a post#Well any way its gettin late or early man idk its like 3:37 am and im tiyping this out#I gess were in the same bord borderline puthetic bote ?? Ship what ever fuck off i alredy said im a damb wizzerd in this hoe ?? That right#I said some fuckin who how whoe ? Like dude. Wtf anyyway fr fr i got milk thats been sitting on my night stand for maby an houer idk#I cant feel time anymore affter ... THE HORRORS#Anyway agin im acctuly ganna leave now have fun stay safe and uh thanks i gess for sticking arround have a lovely day and umm yah#So uh real quick why did u stay so long fr fr was it bc i was edging u with the whole doxing my self thing bc that was a joke tho i do get#The urge to so.e times .. Fuck im doin it agin
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What’s with Mei holding women like this??

Lesbian.
#mei shijima#shijima mei#aoi akane#akane aoi#nene yashiro#yashiro nene#aoimei#meinene#this girl is GAYYYYYYYYYY#seriously why does she want to kiss every woman she meets#calm down mei#there’s lesbianism and then there’s whatever tf is going on with mei#mei shijima <3#dyke behavior#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#lesbian
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Heya Anon!
Tbh I don't really know, Akane is a character who has been dealing with a thousand death flags leading to nothing since his most serious appareance in the manga. And this new timeline is not an exception.
Especially since we know that Kako and Mirai gave him 'You have to try to stay alive' rule as one of his duties
Implying that it is dangerous to altern the past and be the Clock Keeper of the Present, that they have to stay alive to make sure everything goes according to plan.
It also ties to my theory that Akane is the first human clock keeper of the present; Because after all if Kako and Mirai have been asleep since they changed the past in this new timeline, they couldn't have chosen anyone during 1968 and the current events in the manga (2015).
Akane is the only person who is directly coming from a different timeline even compared to Nene and Teru who just remember the stuff from the previous one, being on a time limit before their memories are erased. Akane brought along with him the fact that he is a clock keepers and mystery n°1, something he couldn't be in this new timeline in the first place since both of them don't exist.
But I digress.
Akane has been a little bit different since they came back from the boundary closest to the far shore. It's not that surprising with how much the previous arc must have taken a toll on him. Understanding that Aoi wanted to die, losing her, being impaled, having Teru confirming that he will lose years of his lifespan by turning back human too soon, being beaten up twice by number 6, etc...
Akane is like Kou and Nene on this point, a character who wants to do a lot, but is always a step behind when it comes to supernaturals. And like the other two, it is starting to show in his attitude.
Akane has been shown more unsure of his choices and of his opinions when it's something that never posed him a problem before. He is more scared of Teru (when he knows the exorcist by now) and of being hurt in general,. Something he hasn't showed as much before, liking and enjoying life of course, but never being afraid to be in the first line even if it meant being hurt; Now he acts like he is truly scared of dying.
And he lets things involving Aoi not being his first priority. Refusing to listen to Natsuhiko plan to even try to heal her. Akane has always been showed to be really proactive anyways, that's one of his main character trait. So seeing that he is putting something for a later date and it involves Aoi can be seen as a little bit strange. Akane still loves her deeply and all but he seems to have other plans now, which we learn later in the clock keeper arc. He is not even looking at her directly, having an air of melancholy when he announces he will heal her but not now
That's more of a stretch now, but I think it's pretty safe to assume that Akane has known since a long time what it meant to be the clock keeper of the present, that they had the power to change the timeline. But nothing special has been happening to make the clock keepers take this drastic decision, especially since we know that nothing has been ever changed since the Yugi Twins 4th birthday at least. Which is why he probably never thought about it before. But now that he knows the school mysteries are more important, not just dangerous supernaturals but are protecting the land, and that Hanako has been destroying the yorishiros (which to me, seem to be the seals to keep away the God from the pit/the God Sumire was supposed to marry) he seems to be more aware of this duty in general.
Or if he was made aware of it recently anyways, it's something that the clock keepers must have brought up before the fall festival, being something that even someone as 'Carpe Diem, it is what it is' Aoi Akane may not be able to entirely ignore.
He has been forced A LOT in his role lately too and he clearly doesn't really like it, even if he is good at it.
He finally say 'we' when talking about the clock keepers, and consider even himself as the biggest threat of the school. He doesn't know what to think directly of the supernaturals or seven mysteries now. Knowing that they have an important role to fulfill but still not trusting them at all, knowing of their dangerous tendencies to hurt humans. He can't even look Teru in the eyes when he asks him if the clock keepers are planning to change the timeline over and over again. His feelings for the clock keepers being clearly a difficult case for him to tackle down even if he pretends it's not.
I always said this kinda as a joke, that Akane had the role of a Chosen One but went 'fck no' with it. But I think that it really is this kind of stuff now. Like for Nene who is 'the Kannagi' of the current time and get to make choices and stuff she doesn't want to do. Akane is the same with his role as the clock keeper of the present. Because no matter what he says, he kinda has accepted this fate now, preferring to know what is happening (since he realizes how ignorant he was in the "to the far shore" arc), and having a way to be able to change things. Sacrifying his chance to be 'a normal student'.
But he is not happy with any of it, being the one on the front row to endure all of the supernaturals choices, even knowing that if they don't change back the timeline, he will be the last one to remember. And as said previously, he is now a part of it! He is of course still more human than supernatural but he still acknowledges his role way more than before. Akane hates the way supernaturals work and now what he is doing? Being one of the reason the world is in this state. Of course it's taking a toll on him.
Of course, he doesn't accept everything right away, like Aoi's engagement, it's at first played for jokes but even then, it's understandable with how far their relationship evolved in the previous timeline. He is now thrown into the role of 'the childhood friend who never stood a chance in the first place'. I do think he has a right to be a little bit upset
But after understanding that technically, it's not that much of a big deals in the current events of everything else, since at first most people seems okay, he goes right away to do what the clock keepers asked him to do. Even going to go ask for Teru's help when he knows how much he destroyed his trust.
To finish this long stuff, I think the real big ''death flags' for what is happening right now is of course the fact that he got cursed by the red house (which is a supernatural who has already tried to fool him in the og timeline btw) .
And that there is a chance, like said earlier, that there is only one Akane like him for now, and that he could get stuck here or at least not coming back entirely as the Aoi Akane we knew in the manga (a chance for him to become a full supernatural for example, to be forever now the clock keeper of the present) But for this tbh we don't know a lot it's really more speculation because we know nothing of what could happen to him particulary.
My fav 'suspicious af thing he said' for now in the new timeline is this.
The official translation goes " .. And will love my whole life to the day I die and even beyond that."
When he starts the manga with this.
With the same belief than Hanako that 'death is the end' and now he is considering the After Death, with everything he saw of course, but specifically for him in this case.
Bonus: a thing that is apparently confirmed to be a lie, or he can bend the rules, but he didn't say this in front of Teru and Nene the first time.
And something that I truly think he doesn't know anything about too (my brain truly think Kako and Mirai choose him, and I have some delulu proofs but I digress) Akane do not know sht about the clock keepers and especially doesn't see when people show clear interest in him
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#aoi akane#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#this thing is biased af I know#it's all over the place but I had fun writing this ahah#this whole thing is also why I kinda wanna dig into my canon divergent au now too#to explore some stuff yay#I have a lot of problems with the new arc in general since like chap 100 lol#but I don't wanna tackle down them for now#I still like the clock keepers a lot even if AidaIro says fuck them in particular in terms of choices#thanks for the ask Anon!#I kinda wanna write the big stuff for the clock keepers now#idk if I really answered the question#it's half delulu half what I remember lol#it's pretty short considering everything I talked about#I didn't go into details into a lot of things so don't hesitate if it's not that clear dshdjs#been a while since I did that too yay#tbhk analysis#ig#mirai tbhk#kako tbhk#the three clock keepers#asks
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he’s really just
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#idc if that’s raven#THAT’S MY BABYGIRL GOOBER!!!#HE JUST GOT OUT OF THE MICROWAVE#i need emojis that can perfectly match the emotions i need#APPLE DROP MORE EMOJIS THAT AREN’T SHIT#damn just remembered patrick stewart voiced the poop emoji in the emoji movie….#ohh….#Charles why are you actual shit…..#no pookie down go down the toilet!!!#that’s so weird i’m crying 😭😭#HOW MUCH MONEY WAS HE PAID#charles xavier#professor x#xmen#xmcu#cherik#xmen days of future past#wish does not shut up
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This. Framing and context matter: and are basic things the behind the scenes teams from writer to cinematography to director do know at that level and should be aware of before they even start building sets TO frame it.
We're talking, first classes in middle and high school (ages 13-18) kind of knowledge, on top of that.
Not college/uni 'higher' learning; where they double down on that in your first classes prior to getting their very first jobs in the field.
The fact that they framed yet another on screen set of mass murderers with a greater kill count than any Thanos in existence (yes including Syvlie with how they did it; every time charge in Roxxmart went to a different universe remember) as okay, and therapy, and not applying even a pinch of consequence or appropriate framing in the process of that dumpster fire, while doing all of that makes it even worse.
There are so many just plain stupid problems with that 'show' that it's hard to believe anyone involved in production past set crafts passed middle school; just saying.
And yes, that absolutely starts with whatever moron approved Waldron and especially his adapted, previously rejected script on the fly; and whatever other idiots gave the thumbs up both during and after production and filming was done.
That said, I repeat out of tags: Waldron is an idiot, Herron is just as bad letting any of that fly without MASSIVE rewrites, and Martin is proving to be a Waldron clone to make sure the next season is starting out just as unbelievably horrid.
Something I find so disturbing and have been struggling with about the Loki show, is how horrible the show treats him and how accepting the Loki "fandom" is of it. Like, the show creators seem to know that they can treat Loki any way they want and get away with it. And they did, and they're going to do it again.
The thing is, they know they can do anything to him now. Subject him to anything they want, play out a whole Loki torture fantasy if they want to, and nobody is going to tell them no. Hell, they already did.
Is it because it's Loki and he deserves it? Is it because he's Loki, therefore he'll never NOT deserve it? If not, then where is the stopping point? When is enough enough? How much pain and torture and mocking and humiliating and emasculating does it take, exactly??
Why are people in the Loki fandom acting like this is okay? Why are some enjoying this and saying how wonderful it is that Loki is finally getting therapy and has a friend. THERAPY?!? A FRIEND??? This is so wrong it's become hard to live with for me. It's so disturbing. I feel like this will always live in my mind and haunt me.
My focus is more on criticizing Disney for the offensive messaging. I'm not opposed to bad things happening to characters in stories. What bothers me about the show is the framing. Bucky is tortured in CATWS. Very brutally. Right on screen. But at no point is the audience encouraged to revel is his degradation or to laugh at him or to think Pierce is giving Bucky "therapy" or helping him or anything of the sort. So yes something bad happens on screen but the messaging is fine. (the writing does get very victim blamey with Bucky later installments but I'll save that for another post).
Mobius's treatment of Larry (as I call the show character bc he has nothing in common with Loki) is the same but the framing is very different. He holds Larry against his will, forces him to serve a fascistic, genocidal organization, threatens him, degrades and dehumanizes him, and tortures him when he doesn't behave as Mobius wants.
BUT the audience is very forcefully encouraged by the framing and messaging to think this is ok. We're supposed to enjoy seeing Larry being hurt and called names. We're supposed to laugh and think he deserves it and think that Mobius is a great guy even though he's a torturer and murder who at no point shows any remorse for his actions.
And that's not ok.
This show isn't woke. It's sick.
#Loki#Bob: the Accountant#aka Larry#aka#Loki series#that “series” is a dumpster fire on wheels from just about every direction#bad writing#bad direction#bad characterization#bad representation#bad acting#yeah... dumpster fire#on wheels#MCU#why it's going down the toilet#part idefk the number any more#just sayin
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gonna have to bury myself in the dirt for a thousand years to recover from all this rejection
#tattoo shops keep turning me down; this time it really hurt…#and i mean; i know *why*— it’s a tough industry to get into; especially for someone who’s more of a cartoonist than anything#but gosh. this has been happening all week.#one session is all i’m asking for. 5 hours of their time.#i’ll be a fly on the wall. gimme some windex or smth. i’ll dust. i’ll mop. dawg i’ll clean ur fuckin toilets ok??#just one sesh; and u will never see me again. it’ll be like i was never even there.#i drove for hours this time guys; i drove for hours and i practiced what i was gonna say; i even had some art ready just in case#<<(nothing i’ve shown on here; but point is; i really felt like i came prepared.)#but i was hardly in there for a minute#it’d take longer to microwave a hot pocket than it took for them to send me away#all they had to do was look at me…#guhhhh…#(how much more rejection is this going to take)#(i need my old mentor to come back please please come back please)#stan’s forum
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a week straight of Urinetown has broken my brain a little, I had the thought chain
the poor are unionizing
the poor are... URINizing....
THE POOR ARE URINATING
and now I can't stop thinking the poor are urinating and having to hold back laughter I swear to god I'm more mature than this-
#u ever think a string of words in like. a particular cadence and thats why its funny. i cant explain it im just dying#anyway that sure is the plot of the show. i did it i broke urinetown down to its bare essentials-#opening week is OVER and im going home and im drinking because iiiii deserve it <3#cj says stuff#toilet humor#ask to tag
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spongebob fish sona
#ricky art#i have a 40 page discontinued comic about me being in love with karen#and murdering a waiter at a restaurant for disrespecting her (asking why karen from spongebob is in real life)#and then i go to court and get arrested#i was supposed to escape through flushing myself down a toilet and entering the sewers but i never continued it
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bitches will come to definite and so incredibly biased judgements of the five sinners when we have zero sizable (or even completely reliable) context of khaneri’ah culture, government, and their personal lives (along with the typical morals & ethics to go along with it.) All while also trusting what dainsleif says
#(glances at TikTok)#LMAO#this is how I feel when people legitimately think rhinedottir killing the homunculi was like killing human babies#Guys I don’t mean to be dramatic. But they we’re lLITERALLY clumps of chalk that didn’t meet her expectations#I doubt she was feeling emotional and maternal with her clump of chalk#not to mention. It’s repeatedly shown her creations have to essentially earn the role of her child#liek it was nottttt as personal as some people make it out to be#she wasn’t looking at it go down the drain ‘there goes another baby’#LMFAGAOAOO#It’s the lack of consideration that contextualizes it … not the actions…#even then it’s hard to deem the real morals / ethics behind it. bc we once again have like no clue about khaneri’ah’s environment#like. No shit she’s fucked up. Side Glance at her Recorded history.#BUT. People try to look at it through a normal lense when we CANT#we all know khaneri’ah was a bit fucked up. come on#why are you trying to treat it like it’s mond and Rhine’s fully formed babies down the toilet#LMAGSKSOO#crepe rambles#-> oh this was also just all an excuse to shit on dain. SORRY#LMAFJSOA
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man i thought i moved out to escape my family but it turns out i've jumped from the pan into the fire because holy shit my guys what the fuck??
#at least at home we have people competent enough to not flush wet wipes and tampons down the toilet#let alone FOOD???#and we don't leave our dishes out for so long by the sink that they start to RUST#like ok my lil brothers make a mess sometimes and accidentally shat on the floor a few times but at least they're fucking children why tf#should i deal with shit water because of your incompetence#and yknow i can deal with noise. im the noisiest at night at home b/c i always go shower late but im not fucking SCREECHING and chatting#so loudly you'd think i was at a concert or some shit#and this bitch?? can't comprehend i just want to not have crumbs all over the couch???#like girl. how did this become a slight against you. why would i ask you to keep the couch clean b/c you slept there once or twice#BITCH I CLEANED THE COUCH COVER ON MY OWN DIME *BECAUSE* I KNEW YOU MIGHT SLEEP THERE AGAIN & WANTED IT TO BE CLEAN FOR YOU#YOU NOT ONLY INSULT ME BUT ENTIRELY MISCONSTRUE MY KINDNESS TOWARDS YOU??? WHY WOULD IT BE DIRTY B/C YOU SLEPT THERE???#you can't make this shit up i hate having roommates holy hell#only slightly made up for by the fact i get a room to myself these days#the other one smells like weed all the time and the other other one doesnt wash her hands properly after using the toilet + keeps her dishe#out by the sink + doesn't pick her hair up#also i'm the youngest so that's just even sadder#i was also the youngest last year and bitch. you have no idea#this is what being the eldest sibling does to a mf#not really related but they made the ugliest doormat ever i wish i had been there to stop them from that atrocity#and why do they not take their shoes off. girl i mop the floors like every 2 weeks#it's fucking clean trust me just take them off bitch#am i being holier than thou? probably but fucking DESERVED#i can't be taking care of people two years older than me like this. yall have too much fucking drama
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spent weeks psyching myself up to stand up to my mum and then immediately got shot down by her 😃👍
#vent incoming i apologise in advance for the long tags#we've lived together just the two of us since dec 2021 (although her boyfriend is here like 2/3 of the time as well)#and since i got my job in march 2022 i have been paying half of all the bills (literally down to like tv license when i barely watch the tv)#which is ��300 a month#plus i buy all my own food + pay for the amazon prime she uses + contribute to various household things like toilet roll etc#and she doesn't have a mortgage so i am paying the same amount as her to live in her house#(and it is very much her house not our house)#and I've never been very happy with any of that but never complained either#but then recently it turned out she never set up the water bill when we moved in (it's one of the only bills i didn't sort for us)#so we have a huge backdated bill from dec 2021 and i knew she was going to tell me to pay half#so for the past month or so I've been preparing myself for this conversation and sure enough today she came and said 'we owe £700'#so i was like 'oh i thought maybe it would've been covered by my £300/month' which is the biggest stand I've been able to work myself up to#and she immediately started going on about how i live here too and use water too so it's just as much my responsibility to pay#and how when we're both earning i should be paying my share and i was like yeah i know that's why i never complained about paying before#but also i already pay more than most people would to live with their parents#and she went off about how actually most people charge their grown up kids rent on top of the bills so really i'm lucky i don't have to#(when she got the original £300 figure it was actually rounded up from like £240 to include 'rent' but i wasn't gonna bring that up now)#and in conclusion she doesn't see why she should be subsidising my bills#like i don't know maybe because you're my MOTHER and i am your CHILD who is just starting out in the adult world#and maybe that entitles me to being treated better than some lodger???!!!!!#anyway i paid the bill and now i'm trying and failing at not crying at my desk 😃#talking
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best friend is 100% mad at me and fully fucking ignoring me when i ask why. hes fucking playing roblox on call with his friends while im over here freaking out ready to actually kill myself because he doesnt give a shit about me and wont fucking tell me why hes angry but i would bet MONEY that if he is mad, its over something i didnt even do wrong
#vent post#delete later#sorry for yapping on main i really should go to my priv twitter for this#but GOD#CHRIST#IM JUST#WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM DUDE IF YOURE PISSED OFF AT ME JUST FUCKING TELL ME YOU ARE#BECAUSE NOW WE'RE BOTH PISSED AT EACH OTHER!#and unless i royally fucked up and said something terrible to him i wasnt aware of (which i doubt is the case)#im the only one here thats actually RIGHTFULLY mad#and has genuine REASON to be#for many reasons not just this thing!#but i sure dont think he has any justifiable reason to be mad at me yet he fucking is and hes ignoring me completely and i just#why are you thrownig 9 years of soulmate friendship down the fucking toilet michael whats your FUCKING DAMAGE HEATHER
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some fashion dreamer adventures from playing too much in the past two days :) (MY USER ID IS LGXwM6wQk5 FEEL FREE TO request stuff or whatever u do in this game i forgor) :

(ignore shocked shane this aint about him) made my OC dave as my first muse so i am kinda playing hard mode with the type b body situation but im like. determined now. im gonna make the flashiest and cutest and over the top outfits i can muster with the scraps theyve given the the type b (jk jk its not TOO bad its the best we've gotten so far but I do wish i could wear shorter shorts and crop tops and some of those type a socks are so cute i saw some that were like bandage thigh highs. dave should be allowed to wear thigh highs. dave should be allowed to wear thigh highs)
still having a lot of fun tho! sometime i should get around to making a type a muse but most people i meet are type a so i never run out of people to dress either way LOL
like most people i have things i hope they add in the future (like i said before, the lack of zoom is DIRE) and right now some of the currencies and levelling systems feel a little unbalanced (i have so many of the star things and bingo things and a decent amount of gacha things but the photo prop coins are my most coveted thing rn i have like 1 single one JKDLSJFDS) but im enjoying myself a lot like i knew i would

was trying to take a pic of this other player's muse that had this really neat witch situation but i accidentally made dave dab and got really scared <3


in the end we must all go to the photo egg. in the end we all go into the photo egg. the universality of the photo egg.

kinda wacky from daylight savings time changes i always get wacky i dont know what year or time it is. i spent twenty minutes scouring the ACT cocoon for the showroom stream 'cause i couldnt find it until i accidentally went into this like. basement alley. its in the basement alley <3 <3 <3
i guess we dont just go into the egg. we also. go into the. cocoons. the cocoons. in eve? cocoons in eve have. eggs in them
anyway i just unlocked cocoon FUN and its so awesome and scary and so so scary look at this bear

free this bear somebody please free this bear ignore dave posing free this bear cocoon fun has bears behind bars and gazebos that raise you into heaven its so scary and awesome
going back to the photo props my favourites so far are the flowers theyre so cute

i dont do the vertical photos that often because theyre kinda hard to do (u have to like. turn ur head or the switch to the side..... im nearly exclusively a tabletop switch player so i cant imagine what its like for docked player LOL) but this ones cute!

but yeah very fun and extremely addicting i need to go to bed. i need to go to bed. i have assignments and i need to go to bed. but i want. to make outfits..........i must.....make outfits......graaaaahhh........GRAAAAAHHHHHH (turns into a zombie before your eyes)
#i dont do enough of the making of clothes tho i keep forgetting#i think they do need to expand it more. i understand not having like patterns people draw like animal crossing#(hard to moderate for a very online game)#BUT i do think they could do some WONDERFUL things with the system they already have for making ur brand logos#like that brand logo maker is UNREAL do u want a logo of a toilet in a heart with a forest background? you can do that if u want#you can do anything in there its absurd#but if they added the ability to make like tshirt graphics or maybe even repeatable patterns with that system it would be awesome#but i do need to make more designs. my brand is in SHAMBLES#also this is besides any point but its wild playing the type b body at the default height in a world of type a's at their default heights#everyones always looking up at me. is this what its like to be tall. is this what its like#why are you looking at me like that. whats going on down there. is this what being tall is. strange and unusual#although speaking of height its awesome the height varieties between the two body types like#the default is like slightly short type a and slightly tall type b but if u want u can be the shortest little guy or the tallest lady ever#its fantastic. i think the tallest type a matched the tallest type b pretty close and same with the shortest type b to type a#u can be small. u can be big. the world is our oyster. takes your hand and we run together into the sunset
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one thing about jyn is that she will never wear a dress (or a skirt). if she's forced to attend a black tie event, she'll be wearing a clean!! shirt and pants, and might even polish her boots if you're lucky.
if she's forced to wear a dress for an assignment, she will only do so with these concessions:
it has to be flowy enough and/or have slits in the skirt to allow for a full range of movement if she needs to run/fight
it has to be relatively full coverage (especially on intelligence missions, since she's so covered in scars that it would make her easily identifiable)
she will be choosing her shoes. this is non-negotiable. she can't walk well in hells and they're impractical. best hope the dress is long enough to cover her combat boots
#you may be thinking: what about a fancy jumpsuit?#and the answer is no#because who wants to take off all their clothes when they have to pee#it's simply not practical#what if there's an attack while she's on the toilet!!!!#she will admit that peeing in a dress is easier than pants#...............why have i gone down this train of thought#anyway!#about. ━ who starts a fire just to let it go out ?
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I'm fatigued, my back hurts, I accidentally spent like 3 hours sat downstairs in a chair that made our back feel worse because our executive dysfunction prevented me getting up and going back upstairs even though I only went down there to get one thing, and now I really need to lay down but if I accidentally fall asleep again I feel like I'll wake up, realise I fell asleep and also that I feel like I wasted a big chunk of the day, and I'll end up feeling even worse again
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#posts made on pain meds#I went downstairs to get food but ended up having to wait longer than anticipated which is whatever#but then that meant I ended up sitting down and once we sit down it's like our brain stops being able to process that we can leave#I'll sit there the whole time going ''I need to get up and go back upstairs. I don't want to be sat here'' and just can't get up#I hate that this happens because while I know our executive dysfunction isn't our fault#and it's the exact same issue that stops us eating or drinking or going to the toilet or whatever when we need to#I still feel like I should be able to just get up and do the thing and just leave if I'm in a situation that I don't want to be in#and it's so hard to get other people to understand that I can't ''just leave'' because my brain just won't let that happen#like I want to but my brain won't register it as an actual thing I can do and it feels more like a weird abstract concept#than a thing I could actually do. it's like my brain can't connect the concept of the action to the act of doing it#and then I get frustrated because why can't I just do the thing that I know I should be able to do#and then I've spent hours not doing anything I meant to and mostly just feel like shit because of it and it keeps happening#and now I need to lay down and I know what's likely to happen if I do that#but I do need to listen to my body especially after getting stuck in a situation that makes our pain and fatigue worse#also we had to take pain meds earlier and that's definitely not helping with us feeling shit emotionally about all this#I hate having to navigate our brain and body just not functioning properly#I feel like we've had so little energy lately and it's reminding me too much of this time last year when we had that blood infection#I'm terrified of that happening again because we almost didn't get treatment because we started to assume it was just our new baseline#hmm apparently within like 5 minutes we've gone from ''ugh I wasted 3 hours'' to almost crying over medical trauma#I probably need to try and do something to calm us down but also I'm too tired to really do anything#which brings me right back to the issue that triggered this whole rant and me getting upset in the first place
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Nvm life plans ruined just found out that marine biologists get paid next to nothing
#i would absolutely love to follow my passions#but i have to make money so i can take care of my mom when she gets old#so dreams are going down the toilet right now#rip my dreams of being a marine biologist or running a cafe/bakery/bookstore with my friend 😭#why does this country destroy passions and skill
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