#just one sesh; and u will never see me again. it’ll be like i was never even there.

[raddest-laddest]

gonna have to bury myself in the dirt for a thousand years to recover from all this rejection

[xoxo-teddybear]

He’s Lost - Bakugou Katsuki - Part 3

Bakugou x f!reader

Warnings: fluff, sexual mentions, smut, 18+, daddy kink, fingering (fisting?), f!receiving, alcohol, cursing, LONG WRITING PIECE, Bakusquad a teensy wheensy bit ooc, BAKUGOU BEING A BIG ASS SIMP

BAKUGOU’S MASTERLIST

Summary: After the classroom moment, Katsuki’s been doing everything he can to get you back. You’ve both come to terms as friends who are mutually pining for one another, but how long will it take to finally be found by one another?

A/N: Y’all I just have to keep saying thank you to all of you. The love and support is incredible and I never expected my one shot to be so likeable. Anyways, this piece is what will bring the whole story together. Just HELLA fluff. Hope you enjoy!

A/N: If you guys are curious as to what I put for Y/N’s quirk, I’ve titled it Phoenix. She has all the abilities of a Phoenix, like fire powers, regeneration, and flight ability with beautiful wings of fire that can come out on command. Honestly, her quirk isn’t really a big deal in the story but if you wanted to know, there you go.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

“YOU DID WHAT?!”

“I fucked her in the classroom,” Bakugou so calmly said while taking a sip from his water bottle.

Kirishima felt like he was gonna faint. He told his friend to talk to her so they could make up. He didn’t expect him to dick her down.

“Wow Kacchan, didn’t know you were an exhibitionist,” The electric blonde said while nudging Bakugou in the arm with his elbow.

“I’m not......well-“

“Katsuki” Kirishima said with a warning tone because he did NOT want to hear about his friend’s kinks.

“Right. Anyway, it was fine. No one was there...actually why weren’t you guys there? We all had class you idiots.” Bakugou asked.

“Mr. Aizawa told us the day before that we were going to meet up in gym gamma for an all day training sesh. So we were all shocked when one of our best fighters didn’t show.” Kirishima explained.

“Well nobody told me we were having an all day session.” Bakugou complained.

The group then raised their phones showing the texts sent to the group chat the boys of the Bakusquad shared.

8:47 a.m.

🦈 : Bakugou, tmr is all day training in the gym. Make sure you’re there

11:21 a.m.

🕷: You gonna be in the gym wit us tmrw Bakugou?

2:10 a.m.

⚡️: Sooo we’ll see u in the gym tmr Kacchan?

After some silence and Bakugou’s soft “oh,” Bakugou asked another question. “Well why wasnt Y/N there then?”

“Just like you, the girl wasn’t in class the day before so she didn’t know. She spent the day interning with Hawks.” Sero stated while taking a break from his bag of chips.

‘Hawks huh? Guess it made sense. You both had bird-like quirks, so you guys go well together’ The blonde thought to himself.

“But enough of why you weren’t there, tell us what happened with Y/N,” Sero added on.

“The hell? Why are you so invested in how I fucked her?” Bakugou said with attitude.

“Not that man,” Kirishima intervened, “we wanna know what happened after.”

“We also wanna know which desk you fucked on so we could avoid the cum splatter.” Kaminari said, earning a wack to the back of his head from Sero.

“Well I thought we were gonna make up and get back together,” Bakugou started and the trio of boys stared right at him as if he was going to open some buried treasure.

“But I guess she’s not ready for the relationship again. At least not yet. She said she wanted some time and then she’ll come back to me. All I gotta do is wait.” Bakugou said while getting comfortable in his spot on the common room couch.

“Says who?” Kaminari added.

“ ‘scuse me?” Bakugou asked.

“Who says all you gotta do is wait?” Bakugou looked at his idiotic friend.

“She did, Dunce Face.”

“Well you could wait for her, but if I was you, I’d still treat her like my girlfriend.” The electric blonde stated.

“Huh?” The entire group asked.

“Bakugou look. Give Y/N the time she wants, but you could still treat her like your girlfriend. It’ll remind her of the times you had and it’l-“

“I’m gonna stop you right there Kaminari.”

As the group turned towards the doorway, they saw Y/N. She seemed to have gotten back from some extra training considering she was still wearing gym attire and her duffel bag was still on her shoulder.

“Hey Y/N, just got back from the gym?” Kirishima kindly started up a conversation with the girl.

“Yeah. Had to take a shower there too to save some time. I’m heading back out to go on a late night patrol with Hawks after I drop off my bag, but I can spend 2 minutes to explain something to you, dorks.” You started walking towards the group, more specifically behind Bakugou’s seat.

“I’m gonna make this real simple. Katsuki and I don’t need a grand plan to get back together. We just need some time,” when you finally made it behind Bakugou, you gently wrapped your arms around Katsuki’s neck area, “besides, Suki knows I’ll always come back to him. He’s my one and only after all, right?” You said the last part while looking at Bakugou.

“Right.” Katsuki proudly replied.

You leaned in to give him a little hug from behind and pecked his cheek before walking off to your room.

Katsuki couldn’t help but smile and watch as you walked away. He knew you guys would end up back together. All he has to do is wait. But his moment was ruined by a certain dunce face.

“Damn dude, what the fuck kinda dick did you give her to get her to act like that with you?” He shockingly asked.

“SHUT UP!” Bakugou screamed as his two other friends laughed.

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Ever since, Bakugou and You grew closer and closer. To others, it looked like exes who stuck to being friends. Best friends, if anything. Y’all played together as best friends, fought and bickered like best friends and looked out for each other and loved one another like best friends. But in reality, you and Bakugou were just falling for each other even more day after day. Yes, it was clear to you both that you were already in love with each other, but damn y’all didn’t know love could grow so strong.

Bakugou stuck to his word though. He was doing whatever it took to get you back, and yeah. Maybe he took a little bit of Kaminari’s advice and continued to treat you as his girlfriend. The only difference was that he didn’t and couldn’t claim you so it kinda hurt him but he was ok because he knows what’ll happen in the end.

So now we have this Bakugou who’s at your every beck and call, even when you don’t call. Thirsty in the middle of class? Bakugou’s got your favorite drink with him on standby. Craving something special? Bakugou will learn how to make it for you. Tired after a hard day’s work? The angry Pomeranian was there to carry you back to the dorms. What a simp.

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*RIINNNGGGGGG*

And there goes the bell for class. As students walked into their respective rooms, the students of 1-A notice the two entering.

“And here comes Bakugou holding the door for his lady,” Kaminari spoke aloud.

“Hey man, they’re not dating, remember?” Sero reminded him.

“Yet. That’s the exciting part. 2 lovers, patiently waiting for each other. And Bakugou being so willing to drop everything just for Y/N, and Y/N willing to tussle through challenges for Bakugou. Ohh it’s so romantic!!” Mina said with a squeal and excitement.

“Bakubro really doesn’t want anyone else but her....they’re gonna get through this!” Kirishima hopefully said. “If they don’t I’ll beat his ass myself after all the shit I went through for this relationship. You know, THE RELATIONSHIP IM NOT EVEN IN!” He said loud enough for Bakugou to hear.

“Those idiots,” Bakugou growled. “CANT A GUY JUST SPEND SOME TIME WITH HIS GIRL WITHOUT SOME CRACKHEADS WHISPERING ABOUT US?!” He yelled at the group. But with that last comment, you raised your brow.

“So I’m your girl, huh?” You said with a sly demeanor.

This caused Katsuki to blush like crazy. “You know what I meant you little dumbass!”

“Yeah, I’m a dumbass. But apparently I’m your dumbass.” Your snide remarks were beginning to drive Katsuki crazy.

“Ok, that’s it!” With that, Bakugou grabbed your arm and dragged you away from the classroom before Mr. Aizawa came. As the 2 left the room, the boys of the Bakusquad knew exactly what was about to happen.

“Annnddd they’re they go. Off to a place of sweat and ecstasy.” Kaminari sighed.

Ever since that time in the classroom, you and Bakugou have had sneaky links here and there for the past few weeks. A little make out session in the kitchen, a little grinding in the common area, some receiving in many different places. However you were both cautious and made sure it never went beyond that. No vaginal penetration with a penis!

Though you both said you weren’t dating yet, it was obvious where you both would end up.

“What do you mean?” Mina asked.

“It’s nothing you have to worry about, just let them do them.” Kirishima explained.

Fortunately, only the Bakusquad boys were aware of these secret meetings. Once Bakugou told them of the classroom sex, they could tell whenever you two were interested in doing the deed with one another. They also steered clear from Bakugou’s desk. When they found out you both had gone to town on it, they made sure to never go near it unless they knew Bakugou cleaned it up thoroughly.

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“Mm...Suki..” you breathed out in between the heated kiss.

Here we are in the storage closet. Y/N seated on top of a small standing shelf with Katsuki standing over her and his fist deep inside her.

Katsuki was in the process of marking your exposed breast and enjoying the feeling of your soft walls around his hand. He couldn’t help but speed up his movements.

“P-please....slow down-“ you were cut off by your own moan and cry of pleasure as his fist hit a sensitive area.

“Oh c’mon, you know you love it. You also know you shouldn’t have given all that sass. You knew exactly where it would lead ya,” he spoke as he continued to bite and suck at your nipples. “But I bet you wanted this, didn’t you. You little slut.”

His fist sped up even more and went deeper than before earning loud cries to leave your mouth.

“Ahh...fuck! Y-yes! I wanted this so bad...ohh shit Suki!” You cried out. You felt the coil in your stomach tighten and Katsuki knew what was coming right from the look on your face. He quickly pulled his fist out and dropped his head down to meet your glistening cunt, and continued to finish you off.

“Shit....you taste so sweet.” Katsuki couldnt help but eat you out as if you were his last meal. He groaned as your hands went to tug at his hair to push him in deeper. As he stuck his tongue out to enter inside you, your hips moved on their own and began to grind against his face.

“Yes...yess oh my god..just like that Suki please,”

Katsuki was desperate for more and so his hand went to your clit. He viciously rubbed at it until your legs began to shake.

“F-FUCK!... oh yess...ah!” You let out.

“Let me taste you....come inside my mouth like a good girl and let daddy taste you.” Katsuki demanded.

And you did just that. You released the white honey all on his tongue and Katsuki lapped at every drop, sucking you dry. As he finished his meal he kissed your cunt and continued to kiss you up your body from you stomach to your chest to your neck until he reached your lips. He gave you a passionate kiss, all tongue and love, and you could taste yourself. He was right. You were sweet.

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During lunch, the Bakusquad, including Y/N, all ate together and had friendly conversations and arguments as usual.

“Man that steak hit the spot!” Kirishima exclaimed with a breath of satisfaction.

“I bet your already full too, huh Kacchan. Bet you already had your fill of Y/-“

*WHACK*

As the tray slowly slid off of Denki’s face after so rudely being thrown at him (curtousy of Sero) he was revealed to an angry Kacchan.

“Shut up dunce face!” Bakugou yelled.

“You’re one to talk Suki. If anyone should shut up, it should be the one with the booming voice.” You said as you ate your udon noodles.

“ME?!?” Bakugou exclaimed.

“Yes you ya dummy!” You retorted.

“You wanna go shitty woman?!?” Bakugou said while standing up now.

“Bring it on Blasty! I’ll take you on any day!” You replied while standing on top of your chair to beat his height.

‘Typical,’ the Bakusquad thought.

You guys would go from lovers to enemies in a split second with a besties vibe somewhere in between. The fun and teasing bickering went on like this for awhile and has been happening for awhile too. But at the end of the day, there was no real beef between you two of course. Just a mutual pining that involved some attitude.

“Man, you guys have so much energy. Cant you guys tone it down, we’re pretty sure you shouldn’t be so energized after you both just fu-“

*WHACK*

Sero was shut up with a tray (revenge from Denki) before he could finish his sentence and expose the soon to be lovers’s dirty secrets.

“I KNOW!” Mina popped up. “How about a beach day?” The pink alien girl suggested.

“Huh?” The entire group said while Y/N and Bakugou sat down again.

“A beach day! We all have pent up energy and some of us wanna relax so why not get everything out at the beach? Oou! And let’s go at night, it’ll be way cooler and so much more fun. Plus, that’s the best time for us to sneak out!” Pinkie explained.

“The hell do you mean sneak out dumbass? It’s a Friday, if we wanna go the beach, we can just go on Saturday, tomorrow.” Bakugou said.

“Jeez you moron, wheres the fun in that. Look this may seem a little wild since we’re hero trainees and all but how about we take a car to get to the beach?” Mina proposed.

“Mina, we’re under 18. We can’t drive.” Kirishima said.

“Legally. But Bakugou here knows how to drive! Remember that one time Mr. Aizawa made him pull the travel bus around the corner because he was too tired to bring it himself?” The alien girl reminded the group.

“Not only that, but Denki’s parents are outta town!” The girl added on.

“Oh yeah! We could totally take my Dad’s car! There’s definitely enough room in there!” Kaminari said.

The group was now starting to get excited. Except for one blonde of course.

“No way. Like you said Pinkie, we’re hero trainees. We can’t risk ruining ours or UA’s reputation just for some trip to the beach.” Bakugou said while downing his rice bowl.

“Aww c’mon man!”

“Whaaat but pleaseee!”

“Seriously dude?”

“Awwww :(“

The group all said in unison. But Bakugou wasn’t cracking. He wasn’t going to risk his career as a future pro just for a quick trip to some sand and sea.

That is until he felt a tugging on his sleeve. When he looked to his left he saw Y/N holding onto his sleeve with a pout and puppy dog eyes. His heart was about to blow.

“Please Suki?” You whined.

You basically embodied the “🥺” emoji. Bakugou had to turn away so he could deny your request.

“Mm mm” he said while staring out the window next to the table.

You let out a huff of frustration while looking towards your group of friends that were staring at you in desperation. You guys were going to get that beach day.

So you pulled onto Bakugou’s arm and pulled his side into your soft pillowy breast. You reached up and whispered into his ear to make sure no would could hear your next words. With a seductive voice, you spoke.

“Please daddy?”

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And now here we are. The Bakusquad currently on a road trip to the beach at 9:45 p.m. Y/N riding shotgun, Mina and Kirishima in the seats behind you, Kaminari and Sero in the third row right infront of the trunk, and Bakugou behind the wheel. He was just thankful that there was almost nobody driving around here or else they would’ve noticed this young group of teens driving late at night. He was also very thankful that during lunch yesterday, nobody noticed his raging boner after Y/N whispered in his ear.

“Oh my gosh!! We’re almost there!” Mina squealed from behind.

Although it was almost 10, the weather was still really warm so it would be a fun night. Just the moon, the stars, the sand and sea, and your best friends. Perfection.

“Oh! Suki, you missed the turn for the shortcut.” You pointed out.

“No I didn’t dumbass, we’re taking another shortcut.” Bakugou replied.

“Umm, says who exactly?” You retorted.

“The one driving this damn car, now settle your fine ass down before I kiss you.” Bakubitch replied with.

“Ok, just because you add a little flirt and flare to your reply doesn’t mean your in the right.” You stated.

“Oh but I think it does.” Bakugou came back with.

“Oh! Okay Bakubitch, I don’t know who you think you’re getting smart with-“

“I know exactly who I’m getting smart with, teddy bear.” Katsuki said with a smirk on his face.

“.....Fight me. Fight me right now.” You deadpanned while obviously joking.

“I’ll beat your ass any day of the week you shitty woman-“

“Except you’ll LOSE Bakubitch.” You added.

“You wanna fight that bad, huh shitty woman?!” Bakugou now started yelling in a very Bakugou manner.

“I do! I really do Katsuki! Bring it on Explosion boy!” You said

As you and Bakugou started going at it with your words in the car, the squad was starting to get a little tired of this endless pining. JUST DATE EACH OTHER ALREADY. Mina finally snapped.

“OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT?.....I’m just gonna say it.” Mina started with.

‘Huh’ You looked behind you while Bakugou took glances from time to time in his mirror to see Mina as she spoke.

“Why don’t you cut the horse shit, and get to the part where you admit your feelings for each other?” She added on.

“WHAT?!”

“Excuse me?”

“Oh spare me, spare me, spare me!” Mina went on with. Then, Kirishima joined in.

“Yes yes Y/N, he’s a brute, I know-“

“Hey!” Bakugou interrupted but Kirishima just continued.

“He probably reminds you of a bad relationship and gosh you’d like a real nice man to settle down with,” he added on.

“But admit it! You’re real curious to know what he’s like in the sack nowadays!” Kaminari joined in.

“You idiots are dead meat,” Bakugou said.

“And you! HA!” Mina began to speak. “Well you’re just a big man baby who’d rather act tough then show his true feelings because the last time you opened your heart, you got hurt.....OWIE” Mina said in a baby voice.

“And now,” Sero began, “rather than admit these feelings, you’re dancing around one another with this mind numbing and frankly boorish mating ritual.”

Mina spoke once more.

“So PLEASE, for our sake, either quit your bickering, or PULL OVER, TEAR OFF THOSE CLOTHES, AND GET IT OVER WITH ALREADY!!!”

(Silence)

“Aye, I said what I said.” Mina concluded with her hands up at her side in defense.

As Bakugou and Y/N blushed ferociously, the squad behind them finally settled until Bakugou sped up, swerved the car and hit the brakes.....he was parking.

“Oh look, we’re here.” He said.

As he turned around to look at the group, he saw his friends all mixed up and thrown around the van.

“You guys good?” Y/N asked as she turned around in worry.

“Ugghhhhhh.” Her friends replied, clearly a little bruised.

“Alright then, let’s get going!” Y/N said with a sweet smile and exited the car.

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After everyone had changed into their swim suits, everyone began setting up. The girls stayed behind with Denki to help set up the towels and seats and bring out the coolers, food, and tables. Bakugou, Kirishima, and Sero went out to collect firewood for the bond fire they were gonna make.

As you looked around the beach, you were glad that nobody was around. You guys could be as loud as you wanted, do what you wanted, and just have an awesome night. And the fact that this was a wild beach meant that there was so much more to do. You guys could go cliff diving, mountain climbing, or forest roaming. No lifeguards to stop you.

As the guys came back with fire wood, Mina and Denki pulled out the cooler.

“Hey guys~, guess what we have!” Mina said.

The group watched as Denki pulled out various beers, wine coolers, and a bottle of Hennessy and shot cups.

“Alcohol?” Kirishima asked, “where’d you guys get that.”

“We grabbed it outta my garage fridge. My family likes to turn up a lot so we also got some spares hanging around,” Kaminari explained.

You guys weren’t first time drinkers. You were high schoolers and you’ve been to parties so of course you guys have already had your first taste of alcohol. Hell, even Bakugou had some before. What can he say, he couldn’t help himself after he saw his friends seem to be enjoying themselves a little too much after getting drunk the first time.

As you started the fire with your quirk, everyone else began to get comfy near the blazing flame. Denki was the last to sit since he went to grab his acoustic guitar to play some tunes. When he finally sat down he began to sing a song.

“Let’s sit around the campfire and sing our campfire song! Our C-A-M-P—“

“NO!” The group all yelled.

“Oh alright!” The electric blonde huffed.

The group all laughed and Kaminari then began to play a chill melody on the instrument. The group was happy, laughing, enjoying themselves and having so much fun...well one of them did have something on their mind but nonetheless still enjoying themselves.

Faces were being stuffed with delicious food, alcohol was being passed around, rounds of shots were being downed like water, and everyone was having a good time. A little game of truth or dare started up and ended after Kaminari and Kirishima both threw up in separate bushes after being dared to kiss each other by Mina.

“Never again,” Kaminari said.

“Yeah I’m good with never having to get kisses from my bro again.” Kirishima sighed.

“Oh whatever you big wussies. It was a fun game while it lasted.”

Everyone laughed in agreement.

“Alright well,” Sero spoke, “we all came to the beach, why don’t we get to the main event. I’m gonna go for swim, you guys in?”

As everyone agreed they all started walking to the water. Well except for two people. As Y/N was walking to the shoreline, a hand stopped her as it grabbed onto her arm.

“You idiots go, me and Y/N are gonna join you later.” Bakugou said to the group and they all said their ok’s and went in. “You, come with me.”

As you and Bakugou walked back to the car, he asked you a question.

“So..you’re not drunk are you?” He asked precautiously.

“Just a little tipsy but I’m still in control. Still aware of everything, so no. I’m not drunk.” You answered.

“Ok cool.” He said as he got into the driver’s seat. Once you finally got in and buckled up, he drove off. In the middle of the drive, you asked him a question this time.

“Hey Suki? Where are we going?”

“I found a special place while I was looking for wood. I wanna show you.” He simply stated.

As he continued to drive off to wherever you rested your hand on the center between you and Bakugou and let your face sit in your right palm as you stared out the window. The songs playing throughout the car gave it a loving and chill vibe. You enjoyed the comfortable silence.

As you continued to stare off, you felt Bakugou’s hand intertwine with yours. You looked back and saw he was blushing while holding onto the steering wheel and staring at the road. Man, he was so hot. In nothing but his swimming trunks as he leaned into his chair and drove off. His defined abs and chiseled chest was definitely eye candy. His giant veiny hand gripped the wheel and his jaw was so sharp as he turned and looked around for other drivers. Yeah, Bakugou was definitely one of those people that looked attractive as hell when they began to drive. You looked down at your hands and squeezed his. You were really enjoying this car ride.

When the car came to a stop, you finally noticed how you were in the middle of the forest.

“Where are we Suki?” You asked him.

As he grabbed your hand he spoke, “just follow me teddy bear.”

You guys walked for what felt like a good thirty minutes until you came across.....a cave?

“I know it doesn’t seem like much but wait until you see the inside.” Bakugou said. As you walked in, you finally realized where he took you. A gorgeous crystal cave. Its colors were shining and its gems were sparkling. All the walls were covered except for the top where there seemed to be an opening. It was letting all the moonlight enter the cave causing the crystals to sparkle even more, including the giant pool of water at the center of the cave.

“Suki it’s beautiful,” you said in awe.

“Yeah, knew you’d like it,” He began.

You both sat down at the edge of the pool just dipping your legs in and enjoying each other’s company.

“Y/N.” Bakugou said.

“What’s up Suki?” You asked.

“I can’t help but keep thinking back to what Mina and the others said in the car.” He admitted.

“What? About pulling over and tearing off each other’s clothes?” You chuckled.

“No. About our feelings for each other.” Bakugou said as he just stared at the pool.

“Oh. That.” You calmly said with a hidden smile and soft blush.

Bakugou grabbed onto your hand before speaking again.

“Y/N I really, really, really, really, really love you....a lot. And I’m so sorry for everything I said and did,” Bakugou started.

“Suki....” you softly said while looking at him. You noticed he was staring down at your arm where your now tiny burn mark was. A scar that won’t be forgotten and a memory that was permanently burned into your skin. Literally.

You saw how Bakugou cringed at the sight of it.

“I am so, so sorry for everything. I don’t even know what I could say that could even make up for what I did. Every night memories of what happened keep coming back to me and I’m still in complete shock that I could even do that. To you of all people! The love of my life....I’m just really glad that you said you’d come back to me and that you gave me another chance to get close with you again. I know I said I would wait for you for as long as it takes but I don’t wanna wait anymor-“ Bakugou was cut off as you raised his head to give him a deep kiss. As he kissed you back, Bakugou put everything he couldn’t say as words into that kiss, hoping you’d understand.

When you finally pulled away, you leaned your forehead onto his while staring into his ruby eyes.

“I don’t want to wait anymore either, Suki.”

With that, Bakugou gave you the biggest smile you’ve ever seen. He pulled you in for another kiss and a tight hug.

“So....you’re mine again?” He asked.

“I was always yours Suki. You’re my one and only after all, right?” You teased.

“Right.” He proudly stated. Katsuki Bakugou finally got his girl back. He finally got his love of his life and his teddy bear. His world felt like it came back together again and he no longer felt lost.

After you both spent more time in the cave, exploring, finding all the gems, and enjoying your renewed and fixed love, you and Bakugou found yourselves back in the same spots you were sitting in when you first arrived.

With his eyes closed, chin resting on your head, and an arm wrapped around your waist, with you cuddled into his side and leaned onto his chest, you had a realization.

“Oh hey, Suki.” You said.

“What’s up teddy bear?” He asked with his eyes still closed.

“We never got to go swimming” you said with a pout.

As he opened one eye to look at you, he noticed your adorable pout and the simp in him came out along side with the devil.

“Alright then princess, let’s go for a swim. We have this crystal pool all to ourselves so why not?”

As you gleamed with excitement, you excitingly got up to jump into the water but before you could, Katsuki stopped you.

“Not so fast princess. Our little game of touch and tease is over now since your mine again. I wanna make up for lost time,” he said with a smirk.

“So you’re saying...?” Y/N asked confused.

“We’re going skinny dipping.”

At first it shocked you but then again, this is Katsuki we’re talking about. So you played his little game.

“Maybe your game of touch and tease is over but mine is still running.” You said with a smirk as you walk towards him. You placed your hand on his toned abs as you began speaking again.

“You wanna go skinny dipping Katsuki?” You then slowly went up to whisper in his ear.

“Then let’s get in daddy.”

As you walked away from him you started to undress yourself in a seductive manner. You started with your bikini top, pulled on the string to untie it and tossed it to the side. As you stepped to the pools edge, you did the same to your bikini bottoms and looked over at Katsuki. You didn’t fully face him as you spoke, but as you were holding up your chest pretending to cover yourself up, you showed just enough cleavage to get him riled up.

“You coming or not?” You teasingly asked before you stepped into the water letting its surprisingly warm temperature surrounded you. You had an idea and used your quirk to turn the pool into a hot spring. As the steam surrounded you, a blush from the heat began to show on your face and Bakugou couldnt hide his hard on inside his thin trunks. He undressed himself and entered the now spring.

A/N: YALL I DIDNT REALIZE HOW LONG THIS WAS SO THERE WILL BE A PART 4 COMING OUT RIGHT AFTER THIS ONE. I LITERALLY CANT TYPE ANY MORE SO STAY TUNED!!!

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what's up bestays !!!!!! so i'm posting this because i had a little out-of-the-blue-writing-sesh at 3 in the morning since i was bored. i was so tired i couldnt bare another page saurrrr.... ANYWAYZ! hope you enjoy, love u guys <3

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Chapter 1 Page 1: Without A Crush

Hellaur, it’s me. Writing this again… 

Day idontevenwannaknowanymore without a crush, and boy it still is as boring as it was before. Sure I have some fun occasionally, but that’s only when I’m doing random stuff or if I’m out with my friends. Besides that, basically my life is boring. All my friends seem to have someone they admire or like. Makes me feel like I’m the boring one in my group. Anyway, I hope someday I’ll find someone like that.

Signed, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 2: Cutie?

Hi, BIG NEWS!

OMG! I'm finally in the Fatui Harbingers.. took me way too long and a lot of effort.. BUT BESIDES THAT, I saw someone at HQ and he was admittedly, kinda handsome.

I never paid much attention to this guy but after I focused on him for like, a few seconds; I realized how this guy was sorta attractive… in a sense. BUT! I wouldn’t say it’s a crush… not for long, probs. Maybe it’ll just pass.

Sincerely, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 3: In Denial

HI SO UHM, IT’S ME, AGAIN!!!!!

I can’t stop looking at him during training or when I'm in meetings. We just got partnered up for missions, too! I don’t honestly know what I’m feeling right now but it definitely can’t and won’t be a crush...

Stressed, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 4: No Longer In Denial…?

How do I even begin?

I can’t stop thinking about him and lately, I was called to stay after a meeting to talk with Signora about… my attention span during our meetings. She mentioned how I always seem like I have something on my mind; or someone. I OBVIOUSLY didn’t tell her ANYTHING but I think she's onto me, god. So that made me assess myself.. and I’m 50% sure this is a crush now… when I thought it could have never been.

Confused, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 5: Acceptance Stage

Okay, well hi. 

I think I have to accept the fact that I have a crush. My friends mentioned to me a few hours ago that I would always talk about him. No matter where we are, anytime, and what we would be doing. Even when we were just talking, APPARENTLY I’d always find a way to bring the topic back to him. GOD WHEN WILL THIS BE OVER. But yep, I think your beloved Y/N has a crush now.

Unbelievably, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 6: Friends?

HEY UHM HI HELLO.

HE WALKED UP TO ME EARLIER AND SAID IF HE WANTED TO BE MORE THAN JUST ACQUAINTANCES AND I FREAKED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but I obviously said yes…….. So now we're friends, hopefully we'll grow closer?

SCREAMING, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 7: More..

HeYYyyyYYyy!!!

So I learned more about what he likes, what he dislikes, his hobbies, and more. I learned that his favorite color was blue, which is cute BTW!!!!!! because I like blue too.. hehe. Moving on, I found out he was a new Harbinger while I was still under training. He mentioned that he’s met me before but I had a hard trouble remembering. Now, I’m slowly getting to know the guy here and there.

Better than ever, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 8: Fallen?

Where do I start..?

For Morax's sake, he's so handsome. I can't even over exaggerate that! His hair looks absolutely perfect and soft.. His eyes are so endearing! He's got the humor that one needs in a guy. He's even better in battle but holy mama, when I see him battle, he looks so focused. His hair falls so freely and his face has utter determination. Ugh! I've been admiring him too much lately..

With love, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 9: Drew My Attention.

Getting to know the guy, he's very interesting.

We've talked about a few things while on missions, from how we came to wanting to be a Harbinger, to the reason why we decided to pursue our wants. He's quite the guy, there's a lot to him. More than I thought he'd have.

Intrigued, Y/N.

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Chapter 1 Page 10: Close Call

So, right now, I'm being risky and writing while I'm on a mission with him.

Honestly, after working with him for a while, I've really seen how dedicated he is to accomplishing missions assigned to him. Though, it's a different story when he's in battle. He's so into it, like it's the only thing he lives for, he loves the heat of the battle, his eyes somehow.. sparkle. Yes, he's good at fighting but he always comes back to camp with wounds all over him. It sucks seeing him like that but it's what he's used to. Some part of me really wants to help him and pro-

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Chapter 1 Page 11: Phew!

Sorry, almost got caught by the very guy himself.

He came rushing into camp asking for me to come with him. We went off to investigate the other camps present around us. Of course, he had wounds all over him; but there was nothing I could do. So, I followed him and our investigation went on. Were back at camp and he's fast asleep. Anyway, today was a long day.

Tired, Y/N.

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semi-part 2 here.

[spookysmujer]

His Girl // Sad Eyes

Prompt: You and Sad Eyes are trying to avoid your older brother, Spooky, from finding out about your relationship.

pairing: Sad Eyes x reader

warning: mild swearing, s m u t 🥵

word count: 1.7k

A/N: okay okay so @youare-mysonshine mentions an idea and I can’t not try to bring it to life. I didn’t think I would want to write for anyone else but Spooky but I enjoyed this! My first smut piece and I hope it’s okay. I find writing requests is much easier than thinking of my own ideas, lol. BUT recent convos with this babe, a series called NACROS will soon make an appearance. Send me requests!

“It’s almost 3 ‘o’ clock..” You say as you feel the wet kisses on your neck. The assault hot and heavy with no end in sight. He ignores your pleas on the time nearing.

You sigh but very contently. Your hands rubbing up and down his back, scratching them gently with your acrylics. Black as he likes.

With the heel of your foot, you dig it on top of his ass and he lets out a laugh, finally stopping the attack on your neck, sitting up to rest his hands on the side of you face.

“Mhm, one day I’m a leave a mark.”

“Promises, promises. Com’n you gotta bounce. Cesar will be home and then,” You sigh, as he climbs off you. “Spooky is back. We’re picking him up at 5.”

Sad Eyes glances at you as he pulls his shirt back on. He rubs the nape of his neck and sits besides you, taking your hand and kissing the back of it. You smile at his sweetness, puckering your lips waiting for a kiss.

This thing between you two happened at the beginning of summer, 2 1/2 months ago. Your little brother and his friends were at a party or watching one and you followed to make sure he didn’t get himself in any trouble.

When you entered the party for drinks, that’s when you caught Sad Eyes attention. He wasted no time in approaching you, which lead to talking and then stepping away from the party, smoking a blunt and ... well you know. You warned him about something happening between the two of you, your big brother being Spooky. But he didn’t seem to care. That was until the summer had passed by and Oscar’s release date neared. You managed to avoid Cesar figuring it out, knowing he’d rat you out. But now is the real deal.

“When you gonna tell him?” He asks you, pulling you from the daydream. You give him a look.

“When are you? You suppose to be his compa.”

He laughs and stands, pulling a blunt from the top of your dresser. Shrugging he lights it up, “End of me if I do it. We might live, if you tell him.”

“Boy, please, he’d kill me and you regardless of who tells him. Which is why, we don’t. We lay low. Let him get comfortable then when things settle and he gets in the groove of leading the Santos, we figure it out then. Now, go, before I make us get naked again. Bye.” You smack his ass as he leaves.

☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹☻☹

Though you were stressed about your relationship being exposed to Spooky, you did miss him a lot. He’d be locked up for the past 4 years. Times were hard taking care of Cesar on your own bit the Santos helped out a lot. When Cesar got home, you both cleaned up the place and before you know it, the clock struck close to 5.

You both sit against the red impala, waiting for him to come out. And when you hear the gates open, you all run to each other and embrace.

“Mano... look at you. And Y/N, who said you could become a woman and shit?” Oscar has his arm around both yours and Cesar’s neck. You both hug him walking back to the car and back home.

The Santos were gathered at the house to welcome your brother back. And it’ll be the first time being around all of the Santos, Sad Eyes AND Oscar at the same time.

You won’t lie, your nerves are racked and you felt like Oscar knows and will know soon. But he can’t know, you and Sad Eyes were always careful. Not just around Cesar but around the other homies. All loyal to your brother, so you kept it on the extra down low.

“You need another?” You ask your brother heading to get another drink. He nods and you head to the cooler, on your way you and Sad Eyes look at one another. His eyes burning into as you walk past him and around the house.

After grabbing a few, you turn to head back but bump into a body. You look up and see your guy staring at you, “Yes? Need one?”

“Nah, not a beer.”

You roll your eyes, “No no no, you heard what I said. We aren’t letting him find out, especially not tonight. So quench your thirst with a beer, papi.”

He hisses at the nickname and watch you walk away.

The night went well, for the most part. You occasionally glance over at Sad Eyes from time to time. So wishing you didn’t need hide this shit from Oscar. But your brother never wanted you involved with anything or anyone else in the gang. Understandable.

“I’ll be back. Bathroom.” You say pushing off the couch.

“Again?”

“I drank like 3 beers straight. Must you be controlling me still? I’m 23. Be back I said!” You kick his leg. Sad Eyes looks your way and you look to the house as you walk around the corner.

When you get to the bathroom, you wait for a minute when you a hear a knock. Your heart rate spikes as you open and peek your head out. Sad eyes bounces his eyebrows at you as you pull him in. His lips on yours instantly.

He feels your ass as your arms are tightly wrapped around his neck. Your kisses hot and sloppy, the alcohol taking lead.

“I was waiting to come back here and kiss you. Been watching you all night, mujer.”

You moan as he dips his face down to kiss your neck, the moan escaping louder. You cover your mouth with your hand and laugh, “Sorry.”

He laughs with you and you push him off of you and against the sink. You feel the courage and need to take it further, you keep your eyes on his as you sink down to your knees. He watches you as you play with the waistband of his jeans. Oh, you are going there.

You feel him through the jeans, licking your lips as he gets more aroused under your hand, “I kept thinking of the first time we did it. In my brothers car, best head you ever had.”

He nods in agreement, sinister look.

With the lust thick in the air, you undo his pants with his help, pushes it down enough to pull him out of his briefs, you’ll never not be star struck with what this man is packing.

You wet your lips and press a kiss on the underside of his length. Sad Eyes groans at the sensation. You are horny and tipsy as fuck. You take the tip of his cock in your mouth and twirl your tongue around it. He dips his head back in pleasure. It’s when you pump him a few times and take him deeper into your mouth and feel it hit the back of your throat that you hear him groan.

“Fuuuuck, bebe.”

Your bob your head up and down, slowly, earning impatient groans from him. You push your hand up his torso, feeling his chiseled body underneath it. He grabs your hair and bunches it up, getting a nice grip. Sad Eyes pulls you back off his cock, you look up at him as he leans down to kiss you.

“I want to make you cum, por favor.”

He smirks and pushes your head down as your take him again. With the grip of your hair in his hand and his groans, you feel yourself getting more and more aroused. But you know you can’t go too far, before someone notices you been gone too long.

Your release him with a pop and pull your top down to let him get a view of his second favorite part of your body. He bites his lips as you take his cock in your hands. Sad Eyes leans down and spits on your chest, it slides between your boobs. You bite your lip and push his cock through your boobs.

“You know ima cum quick if make me fuck your titties.”

You smirk and push your chest up and down his length. He moans and watches you work him up to the brink of release. “Oh fuck.” He groans as he releases his seed on your chest. You slow your pace as he crumbles under you. With one last stroke, you let go and kiss the tip of dick.

“Mhm, you made a mess all over me, papi. When everyone is gone, ima make a mess all over your face.” You kiss him, careful not to make a mess all over him.

After cleaning each other up and outfit change, you peek out of the bathroom and head out to your room while he heads out to party.

You do a quick fix of your make up and hair before heading back out.

A quick stop to get a beer, you spot him leaning against the house with some homies. You wink and head towards the others.

“Whew, that queso always fucks me up!” You laugh and sit back down. Oscar eyes you but goes back to the convo you interrupted.

After the long night that turned into 3am, you all clean up and get ready for bed. You constantly looking at your phone, hoping to god that Sad Eyes will still be up and down for the fuck sesh you mentioned.

“Goodnight, Y/N.” Cesar says as you sitting on your bed. “Night, Mano.”

You sigh as you wait for a text back.

“Waiting for someone?” You hear Oscar, who is standing in your door way. You roll your eyes and fly your pillow at him.

“The sandman to knock your ass out, go to sleep already.” You stick your tongue out as he flies the pillow back at you and heads down the hallway.

After an hour, you sigh in defeat. No response from him and the clock is nearing 5am. You pull your covers over you and go turn off your light when you hear a sound in your window. You wait a second to make sure you aren’t hearing things when you hear it again.

You squeal and do a little dance before heading over to the window, you open it and find your older brother standing outside of it. Your jaw drops when you see Sad Eyes standing behind him, a look of embarrassment and fear.

“Hola hermana, wanna explain this to me?”

[alien-bodies]

Oversharing Time!!!

(i just made that title up that’s not the official title I’m just Like That)

Ok so @frogyell​ tagged my main account (I am BLEST) but that’s for Refined Star Trek Content and this one’s for excellent moodboard content and garbage so here’s the garbage!!! I’m putting it under a cut bc it manipulates your brain to want to read through 85 fuckin facts about me more wow I love science

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

1. last drink: Water! off to a great start

2. last phone call: my local Hot Topic. I feel like I should also mention I work there. But if you don’t know that and steal my phone you’ll see I have a contact named Hot Topic

3. last text message: Google sent me a verification code, but the last one I sent was to my brother it says “k”

4. last song you listened to: It’s called The Horror Of Your Love by Ludo, if I had to delete all but one song on my 121-song Best Enemies playlist I’d keep this one it’s Peak and kinda has vore but it’s metaphorical. metavoreical, if you will

5. time you cried: during my latest EMDR sesh! I was in Wales and everything it was a Lot I got ice cream after

6. dated someone twice? Big No

7. kissed someone and regretted it? Not really?

8. been cheated on? my ex had 16 anime dating sims downloaded at one point while we were dating does that count

9. lost someone special? yea

10. been depressed? hella

11. gotten drunk and thrown up? I’ve been drunk 1 time and it was when I was playing English handbells at my dad’s church’s wassail night but I did not throw up no

fave colors

12. Black

13. Lavendar

14. Light blue

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends? Hell Yell!!

16. fallen out of love? k i n d a ? ?

17. laughed until you cried? oh absolutely

18. found out someone was talking about you? OH BOY YUP YUP

19. met someone who changed you? yes! she managed to physically alter my hippocampus without touching it how fuckign whack is that

20. found out who your friends are? It’s always the same miraculous group chat

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list? sure have

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl? I keep it nice and refined so all of them. My old account is another story

23. do you have any pets? one beautiful and talented cat named Moriarty. A good description is she’s got puppy software on cat hardware.

24. do you want to change your name? listen I’ve been through 4.5 of these fuckers, I like Nate, I’m Quite Finished

25. what did you do for your last birthday? invited 2 pals over, I remember one of them suddenly whipped out I Am The Doctor and the Dr Who theme on the piano out of fuckin nowhere and I was like “Daniel what the hell you’re so talented” and then I hardcore dissociated the rest of the day

26. what time did you wake up today? 10:00

27. what were you doing at midnight last night? chatting w @houseofoakdown​ and also editing my monstrosity of a fanfiction

28. what is something you cant wait for? Going back to school! then I can graduate in my pajamas and eat creamed corn in celebration

30. what are you listening to right now? the same goddamn playlist, this one’s called Battle Cry by The Family Crest, i cri erytiem

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom? probably???

32. something thats getting on your nerves? my brother vaping in the bathroom with the fan on at 12:30am

33. most visited website: tungle dot hell

34. hair color: I started out blonde af now I’m less blonde but still blonde.

35. long or short hair: short

36. do you have a crush on someone: :[] yes

37. what do you like about yourself: i’m hella smart, my moodboards are bangin, my writing is cool af, I’m well-hydrated at all times

38. want any piercings? Big No

39. blood type: A+!!!!! thats me!!!!!

40. nicknames: my brother calls me a goon sometimes

41. relationship status: im married to my laptop

42. zodiac: I was born on the last day of Taurus so I’m a definite Taurus/Gemini power combo

43. pronouns: they/them, tho in some places I use he/him bc The Dysphoria got hog wild enough I decided to pretend to be a trans guy so ppl would take me seriously, but I’m moving more towards they/them everywhere now. 

44. fave tv shows: Dr Fuck, Sherlock (I’m armed with a pitchfork and an arsenal of beefed up tv & film knowledge come on fight me), DOWNTON ABBEY

45. tattoos: in August I will get a bee on my right arm and probably a Secret Word in Gallifreyan on my left it’ll say fuck

46. right or left handed: one time I was bored in grade 10 and tried to make myself ambidextrous but that was a hassle so I’m firmly right handed. Except in archery.

47. ever had surgery: got all 4 wisom teeth out not long ago! I still need to squirt water in my gum holes so I get all the mushy food out :{

48. piercings: I used to have my ears pierced but they’re grown tf over now!

49. sport: first of all what the hell is this question looking for second of all I have a red belt (which is 2 below black belt) in Taekwondo. I really need to do that again hhhhhh

50. vacation: i went to England and France in the summer with my family as a “””grad trip”””, it was lots of fun but my collection of sensory issues extended to chomping and I dissociated so intensely in The Louvre my mom told me to go back outside so I wrote fanfiction while listening to 21 Pilots and chatting w my imaginary friends and it took me like 18 hours to process I’d seen The Mona Lisa with mine own 2 eyes. Also the plane was delayed twice bc we used Air Canada for some godforsaken reason and I had 0 hours of sleep when I went to the Sherlock Holmes museum and I started talkin to this bust of Sherlock Holmes and then I hadn’t eaten enough and we were walking to this bookstore and I said “I need food!” and my dad said “We’ll get it AFTER” then I shouted “I’M GONNA DIE” so I got a BLT from Tesco. 

51. trainers: h

more general

52. eating: the last thing I ate was chocolate chips straight out of the bag

53. drinking: I got another cup of water

54. im about to watch: my entire fanfiction to take 3000 notes on consistency. and by watch I mean read

55. waiting for: my brother (not vaping) to get out of the bathroom so I can PEE

56. want: Orphan Black to be on Netflix so I can actually binge watch it then call my grandma about it

57. get married: idk I didn’t think I was a get married person but since realizing I’m a lesbian it seems like a good idea!

58. career: nurse and a writer. I might just move to London and work double time to write enough scripts I have some street cred then pitch a TV adaptation of Faction Paradox to the BBC and win

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs bc it means my friends are in my vicinity not Toronto

60. lips or eyes: uh. eyes???????????

61. shorter or taller: i’m 5′3″ and I would love a tol partner

62. older or younger: i don’t think I care

63. nice arms or stomach: what fresh hell does this mean. I’d like a nice stomach free of gastrointestinal issues and acid reflux. not that I have either of those but just in case

64. hookup or relationship: I have 300 many self-esteem issues so imma say relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: AU where I don’t have anxiety and I’m a trouble maker

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: noop

67. drank hard liquor: I PUT RUM IN THE WASSAIL HELL YEAH also once someone bought me a shot at a queer dance thing bc it was payday and my friend told me to gulp the WHOLE SHOT and then the lemonade so I don’t barf and I was like “brah this is too high-stakes” so I poured the vodka in the lemonade and took sips and everyone stared at me

68. lost glasses: in grade 6 and then my mom threatened to make me wear one of those granny glasses chains so I never lost them again

69. turned someone down: ya this kid Cyrus used to chase me around in grade 5 and I’d run away always he was weird af one time he made out with a folder right in front of me in the middle of class

70. sex on first date: probs not at this point but I’m not opposed to the general idea when I’m less w h a c k e d  u p

71. broken someones heart: Not that I know of?

72. had your heart broken: c o n s i s t e n t l y in the most fricked up ways god

73. been arrested: no but once I booed at the police bc the local nazis (yeah) were gonna have a rally so we had a counter-rally and I dropped in but there were no nazis except one old dude in a MAGA hat showed up 2 hours late lmao

74. cried when someone died: oui

75. fallen for a friend: Big Lesbian Mood

do you believe in

76. yourself: YA BB

77. miracles: not as such

78. love at first sight: nah

79. santa claus: I wasn’t allowed to believe in Santa as a child bc he was “too much like God” sad

80. kiss on a first date: ye!

81. angels: big no

other

82. best friend’s name: I don’t exactly have a proper best friend but I’m goin with Liam

83. eye colour: blue/grey

84. fave movie: either The Force Awakens (bc I love bb8 and I’m gay 4 Rey) or Interstellar shut up

85. fave actor: uh idk let’s go with my brother

WOW THAT WAS LONG JEE🅱️US. I’m tagging @houseofoakdown @spoonietimelordy @gemvictorfromtheponyverse @spockswhales @raesand and that exhausts the ppl I know but you’re all worth quadruple in my heart 💖

[goldn-curls]

my last night in Inverness - pt 1

I'm at Johny Foxes, alone. Ordered a pint of lager a few minutes ago, ‘cause “ale is piss water”. “I’m from Belgium, I like our kind of beer better.” is what I keep explaining to these Scottish men when they look absolutely flabbergasted when I share. Can you believe they don’t like foam on their beer? I mean, it’s how it’s supposed to be served but okay. Upon walking in, I spotted a table that was close enough to the bar and tucked away in a back corner enough for me to dissapear. Perfect, I won’t have to go far to order another. And with a decent view of the dance floor — I like observing people. Johny Foxes is a pretty big establishment, at least to my standards. There’s this big U-shaped bar in the middle of the room. Seats on all sides. Wood covers everything. From the floor up to the ceiling, looks like the bar has been around for quite a while. I could’ve looked that up but didn’t bother. No cellphone tonight, no internet, just real life. The lights are low, music’s playing low. All there’s missing is smoke clouds. I could stay here forever, is what kept going through my mind. As I went to sit down, I took out my notepad and the book I was currently reading: R. D. Laing, Facts of Life. (Crazy shit in there, you should read it.) I need to have something to do. To keep me from overthinking my life and myself. Also, I don’t want to feel the need to talk. That’s for later, when I’m drunk enough.

The only people in here, are still having dinner. One table on my righthand side, women in their thirties. They look like colleagues. Got a weird glance from them. Straight ahead of me, a couple of metres, is a couple giggling over their leftovers from dinner. They didn’t notice me, only had eyes for each other. I miss love, I think to myself. 

The waiting staff is friendly. Whenever I order a drink - anywhere in Scotland - I always get asked how I’m doing today. Sometimes followed with love, dear, sweetheart. Some women might hate that, in our feminist society. But I don’t, I really like it when people ask me how I’m doing. And I still find it charming when a friendly old fellow calls me sweetheart. Something about nostalgia in those words, they were used in the good old days. There’s a familiar face behind the bar — I was here two days ago when I met Sean. That bartender was working too that night and I snapped two photos of him, I recall. You can’t really see his face. I don’t know his name, I only know how he looks. Blonde hair, shaven at the sides, into a fade and longer at the top. Nicely styled, combed to the back, like every guy in 2020. Handsome face, nothing special. He has a tattoo of a pocket watch on his left underarm. So basic. Not very tall, not short either. Strong hands. I think he works out, ‘cause he has clear veins on his arms. Looks muscular, especially his chest. His t-shirt’s just a little too tight. He definitely works out. He’s not my type, apart from the fact he’s wearing black Vans. Nonetheless, he makes me feel at ease. Probably because he didn’t give me that “wtf is she doing here by herself”-look. 

I’m singing along to the rock music softly coming through the speakers. I feel perfectly fine, sitting at my table alone. Down in Mexico starts playing and I’m vibing to it. I add it to my playlist on Spotify. How did I not think of this before? I’m snapping my fingers to the beat. Humming to the song. Occasional soft singing whenever I know the words. I close my eyes, do this thing I do with my shoulders and imagine I’m sitting in a rusty bar somewhere in America. Suddenly, I notice I’m not the only one who's vibing. That blonde bartender passes my table quite a lot. He’s singing and dancing, grooving. Timid, but still obvious enough for me to notice. I’m turning this into a game in my head. What songs do we both know? All of them. We sing and dance along to every rock song. I want to talk to him, make him notice I like him.

All of a sudden, there’s a shot of sheer happiness. Tutti Frutti’s playing now. I smile from ear to ear. My singing and dancing get just a little bit more intense, I don’t care who hears or sees. I like this feeling. I write in my notebook: 

“Tutti Frutti playing - reminds me of Celina. She was my friend during my first few days in Inverness. That’s her happy song. It’ll forever make me smile :-)”

What you need to know about Celina, is that she’s 19, travelling alone through Scotland and she lost her parents, both, in a span of 5 months. I’m feeling very content with myself, listening to my friend’s happy song. Reminiscing over our moments together, our shared sadness. Finally found someone who’s like me. 

Now, the universe moves in mysterious ways and on this night, for a short moment — 6 minutes and 33 seconds to be exact — magic happened. Tutti Frutti fades out. I sigh, this was so nice. The next song starts playing. I recognise it in a split-second. Goosebumps running along the top of my head. Shit’s about to get emotional. I throw myself over my notebook and quickly add:

“& immediately after that, Hallelujah started playing. Hi mom, glad you’re here with me” - little sketch of a heart added -

This is the first time in five years I feel her presence. Like, really, FEEL. You wouldn’t understand if you’ve never lost a parent at the age of 18 while you’re a “non-believer”. No religion to give me hope that she’s still around. Tears start to swell up. I don’t want to do this here. Not in public. I hate crying in public. But I also can’t storm off to the toilet, there’s no one to watch my stuff and my camera’s in my bag. Fuck it. I let one tear stream down my face. I can feel it roll over my cheek down to my chin. Until it falls and drops on the table. Good, now we can move on again. I’ve learnt to contain sadness in small moments. Just a little crying sesh and after that, we’re fine.

The bartender starts to clear all the tables, taking away the menu cards and flowers. It’s almost 9.30pm, karaoke is about to start. He leaves my table for last. My stomach turns. Did he see me break down? Fuck, he’s coming my way.

“Let me just.. uhm.. I’ll take this away for ya.” nervous smile "Thank you.” I nervously smile back

I wanted to say more but couldn’t. There’s still a huge lump in my throat and talking too much would just make me pour my eyes out. Can’t do that.

I decide to resume our sing-a-long competition. That’ll make me happy again. The bar’s still pretty deserted, so nothing else to do and this guy has my full attention. He’s proven to be the perfect distraction — I’m pretending to read more than anything. I catch myself staring at the same page. Rereading the same words over and over. He keeps on passing my table, singing, dancing. I follow his lead.

Is he playing along? Could he be curious about how many songs we both know the words to, like me? I keep on looking up from my book or notes every time he glides by, which he sometimes literally does. At one point, I think I looked up too eager. He noticed and turned around to smile. I’ve fallen in love. Hard.

[kpopficsandstuff]

BTS's First Time With You

This is just my take on how it would be...

Namjoon: With Namjoon, I feel like with Namjooon it will just happen. Not planned or anything, but the two of you would just look each other, a kiss would happen, the kiss would get deeper and deeper. It would definitely look like things are developing. And I can deadass see Namjoon saying, “Are you sure?” And it would happen and it would be super passionate. 

Seokjin: I feel like with Jin, there has been a lot of build u to it. He is perfect, he honestly is. He would NEVER pressure you into anything and I feel like once you were ready, he would be super sweet and gentle. It would start off with light kisses, and he would just be perfect. But later...omg let’s just say Seokjin is a freak in the sheets. 

Yoongi/Suga: People think that Yoongi is a bit of a hardass, but I think that with his girl, he would be THE most romantic person, and I think the first time would be very special. The boy loves music to death so I feel like you can expect some music in the background and a night full of sweet sweet love. 

Hoseok/J-Hope: Hoseok is the only one that I can see really waiting so that the first time is truly special to both of you. Hoseok would go above and beyond. To Hoseok, I think it would be a very big deal. Again, it would start off slow and steady, but once the first time is over, I feel like it’ll only get better. 

Jimin: Oh Jimin. Jimin would be so awkward even trying to bring up the first time with you and I feel like he wouldn’t tell you either. You guys would be wrapped up in a major makeout sesh and Jimin would kind of ask you then and there, “So do you want to?” “Only if you want to!” “I don’t mind, we can do whatever. Just let me know what you are comfortable with.” But no, it would be super sweet. Jimin is the CUTEST. 

Taehyung/V: Y’all do not even understand how often I have imagined this situation. Sex with V is literally amazing. It isn’t just about sex, but it’s literally about like celebrating your love lol if that makes sense. With V I feel like you could literally say that he “made love to you.” He would tell you he loves you so many times. And it would be the best. After the first time though, I feel like V would get into come kinky shizz. 

Jungkook: Alright I’m gonna be VERY honest with you. Jungkook got thrown into the industry very young. This boy is a hornball right now. And I think that the first time, would happen quickly and it would be full of butterflies and excitement. The definition of young love. But I can tell he would be nervous as well. Worried about what’s happening to you, whether it feels good. I think he would be very concerned about you rather than what is happening with himself. It would be adorable 

[chipsandwaffles]

Dance With Me

Anon said: omgosh a taeyong au where both of you are the "leaders" of a dance crew and oo there's such so much sexual tension 👀 a make out sesh would be great hoho thank u!!

You hate Lee Taeyong because Lee Taeyong thinks his dance crew is better than yours, and Lee Taeyong is stupidly hot when he dances, and Lee Taeyong has a face you want to kiss and Lee Taeyong stole your heart in 3 seconds and you should hate him but you don’t. You’re ridiculously in love with him.

I feel like this is not what you asked for but... here this is anyways...? this gave me so many step up vibes and now i want to go watch the whole series. Enjoy!

Ever since you were a kid, you’ve been competitive. Anyone who challenged you, you’d show them who was the better contender. You always won at every challenge that you were put in. No would could beat you.

And then, you met Lee Taeyong.

He was part of the dance team at your school, the one that always went against the one you were on (the street crew, as Taeyong liked to say). You had been competing in dance competitions before you had even attended the same college as him, meeting him at a competition that somehow, somehow you managed to lose.

It was your first loss in all your life, and it had been to Lee Taeyong’s team. Ever since then, for two years, you’ve been trying to beat Taeyong to redeem your victory streak.

The thing, however, is you think you might be soft for Taeyong. Because even if Taeyong thinks his dance crew is better than yours, and even if his dancing might be a little more technical, you’re better at dancing than him. You know you are. But since the first time you saw him dance, you’ve been lovestruck, and that, makes you soft. You want to see him shine, want to see him smile at you when he wins again; the feelings you get when you listen to him brag about another trophy makes you happy.

It shouldn’t, you should be completely upset and petty. You should hate Taeyong for breaking your winning streak so many times, but, you can’t. It’s too hard to hate Taeyong.

So, you love him.

You just wish he loved you back. Maybe then he’d get soft for you and let you go back to winning. Maybe you could make out in practice rooms too.

If there was one thing that actually bothered you about Taeyong, it was how stupidly attractive he was. His beauty was unreal, really, and the amount of times you thought about him pushing you against a wall, or rolling his hips against yours like he does when he dances is also unreal.

“Y/N, are you even paying attention- oh my god. Don’t tell me you’re thinking about Taeyong again.” You look up from where you’re staring at your water bottle in your hands, previously lost in thought about Taeyong definitely. You make eye contact with Ten, your partner-in-crime and the guy who was helping you come up with a dance for the upcoming dance battle happening later that week. The look on his face is anything but amused, and you laugh awkwardly.

“Um, excuse me why would I be thinking abou-

“Because we’re going to be seeing him this week. Why wouldn’t you think about him?” Ten questions. He knew you too well.

“Maybe I’m thinking about… seeing Mark. You know I love that kid.”

“...If I didn’t know you so well I would’ve believed that lie. But since I know you…”

“Okay, fine, fine! Maybe I was. It’s hard not to,” you say. Ten comes to sit next to you, picking up his own water bottle and chugging down the water inside.

“I know, I know. Maybe this time around you can tell him how you feel.” You frown at Ten’s words, as if that was ever going to happen. Telling Taeyong would be weird. You had made a reputation of hating him, because he had beat you so many times, and telling him you were totally crushing on him and wanted him to kiss the ever living shit out of you?

Not happening.

“No thanks. Maybe some other time, Ten.”

“Fine. Then stop daydreaming and come practice. We have to teach the rest of the team the dance tomorrow and you know how Yuta gets.”

“Ugh, okay, okay. I’m getting up.”

-

Two days before the dance battle, you run into Taeyong. Your team and his share practice rooms, so you're bound to run into each other every now and then. Usually when you do he's leaving the practice room and you only have time to make one remark, but this time he's still in the practice room. You almost swoon at the sight of him when you enter, because he’s in the process of changing shirts, which means you get to be blessed with his body and his muscles and you can’t help but let out a squeak. He looks at you, his eyes widening when you make eye contact and he quickly turns away, shoving his shirt on.

You head over to one of the walls, making it a point to stare at the floor and only the floor. You couldn't be distracted by Taeyong, as much as you'd like to be.

“You’re kind of early, don’t you think?” Taeyong asks as you’re setting your bag down on the ground. You frown at his reflection in the mirror. At least his shirt was fully on now.

“No, you’re late leaving. It’s two. My time for the practice room.” Taeyong frowns back at you.  

“I thought you booked it for three.”

“I book it for two every Wednesday, Taeyong. Come on, get going. I don’t want you seeing our choreo.”

“But Hansol hyung isn’t picking me up until three. What am I supposed to do for the next hour?” You shrug.  

“Not my problem, Taeyong.” Suddenly, Taeyong is behind you, tugging lightly at the back of your collar.  

“Can't you let me have it for like... another half an hour?" You slap his hand away and stand up, turning to look at him. You stare at him, getting distracted for a moment by how close he is. It'd be so easy for him to push you against the wall and hold you there. He could so easily get you to give him thirty more minutes in the practice room if he put those lips against yours and asked you so very nicely.  

"Y/N?"  

"...no," you say. "Our team has to practice too- and you're alone. Just go practice outside or something."

"Practice outside? Are you dumb?"  

"Are you dumb? Maybe you should've paid attention to the sign up sheet and then you would've told Hansol that you have to get out at two."  

Taeyong pouts at you before turning on his heel, walking over to his stuff on the other side of the wall. You're about to breathe a sigh of relief because he's leaving, but instead he just sits down, crossing his arms like a petulant child. You swear the pout on his face got worse.

"What are you doing?"

"Waiting. It's not your room. I don't have to leave."  

"What? Yes you do. It's my team's booking time-  

"Make me leave then, Y/N."  

For a split second, you wonder if asking him to make out with you in the storage closet down the hall in exchange for the practice room will get him to leave. Then the better part of you pushes that thought out and settles on rolling your eyes and heading over to your stuff. You sit down next to it and gesture your hand at him.  

"Thirty more minutes."  

Taeyong jumps up immediately, a grin spreading across his face as he goes over to the speaker to play the music he was going to dance to.  

"I fricking hate you."  

"I know."

Another thought in the back of your mind wishes Taeyong knew that you didn't actually hate him.

-

Johnny, your other best friend (next to Ten of course) and one of the other members on your team, helps you pick out an outfit for the dance battle. He tells you it has to be fierce enough to intimidate people and hot enough that just maybe it’ll distract Jaehyun, a guy on Taeyong’s team that showed no shame in flirting with you, so that they’d lose the battle. You had gone along with it, hoping maybe Jaehyun might also trip looking at you.

That would be hilarious.

When you look in the mirror, you really do look hot. The only problem is, even if you might distract Jaehyun, you wanted to distract someone else. You wanted Taeyong to think you were hot, or pretty in some way.

“Don’t frown, Y/N. You look good. You’re probably never looked so good in your life.”

“...how good? Like, good enough to get laid good?” You see Johnny make a face at you in the mirror.

“Are you trying to get laid by Jaehyun? Because uh, ew. You might as well just take Yuta up on his offer-

“No, and definitely no,” you interrupt. Johnny cocks an eyebrow in question. “Maybe I just want to get laid tonight, okay? Come on. We still have to pick up the others.”

After picking up the rest of your team, you head to the building the dance battle would be taking place. You can hear the music blaring even from outside, people swaying back and forth to the music. As you come closer to the front entrance, you start to notice people staring at you. It makes you nervous, all the people staring at you, even as you step inside. People know who you are, surely, considering your team was one of the bests (definitely not because you looked good; that was definitely not the case) but you’ve never gotten so many stares before. Once you’re in, you immediately find yourself trying to locate Taeyong. You needed some banter to happen between your teams to calm you.

You see him in one of the corners of the open area, laughing with one of his teammates about something. You try not to smile as you head over, because even if his smile made you want to smile, you had to act your part as the rival team.

“‘Sup, guys! Ready to lose to us?” You ask, slinging an arm around Mark. All eyes go to you, and you’re surprised at the quietness of the group around you, the music filling the silence . Yuta had been silent earlier when he saw you too. Was it be silent around Y/N day or something? Did you have something on your shirt?

“...holy fuck.” You look to where Taeyong is, his eyes trained on you and his mouth slightly open. You watch him lick his lips before looking away, and you frown. Was there seriously something on you?

“What? Did Johnny draw something inappropriate on my face again? I mean I spaced out in the car but-

“You look sexy,” Jaehyun pipes up. You glance at him. If you didn’t know any better, you’d say he was trying to give you bedroom eyes. You’ll pretend you didn’t see them.

“I mean come on guys I always look sexy. It’s not new- Jaehyun oh my god, stop staring before I throw my shoe at you.” Jaehyun laughs at your words and you roll your eyes. He was weird.

“Since the conversation is going to go nowhere while I’m with you guys, I’ll just go dance. Mark Lee! Come dance with me!” Mark is close to protesting as you drag him to the middle of the dance floor, but once he’s there, he just awkwardly dances with you. He was a shy kid when it came to things like this, so you grab his hands and jump around with him a little bit to the music. He laughs with you, loosening up a little when some familiar faces join you on the dance floor.

Ten and Jaehyun are dancing with you now, the music making you smile as you dance with them. It’s fun, and all your nerves from everyone staring at you earlier are practically gone.

Eventually, though, the actual dancing starts. The DJ starts announcing what other teams are there, some you already know of and some new ones. You step off the dance floor with Mark, Jaehyun and Ten following you and you watch as a dance team steps into the middle. You’re excited to watch them, because they’re new, and new groups are always interesting to watch.

Besides, they’re a good lead up to Taeyong’s team.

You watch group after group perform, some small, a few huge, but all talented nonetheless. Some do tons of flips and tricks, some focus specifically on unity and the dancing, and then, finally, Taeyong’s team is ready to perform. His team sets up their formation but you’re barely paying attention to any of them (you don’t miss the wink that comes from Jaehyun unfortunately) because your eyes go straight to Taeyong.

He was the center, as usual, and as soon as the music starts, he starts moving.

The thing about dancing is that if you don’t move with the music, if you’re not in tune with it, you don’t look good. Sometimes you watch dancers who don’t really know the beat and their dance just don’t fit well with the music.

Lee Taeyong is always in tune. He dances like he and the music have their own secret language, and it’s breathtaking. He dances, and he dances, and he just keeps going, never stopping until the music is ending and the crowd around them is cheering for their team.

You’re not sure how you missed it before, because your eyes had been on Taeyong the entire time, but, his eyes were on you too. They were on you as he tried to catch his breath, and as he stepped off the floor with his team, watching you as you stepped onto the floor with your own.

It didn’t make you nervous, not in the least.

Maybe a little.

As you’re stepping onto the floor you hear Hansol, another one of Taeyong’s teammates say something to Jaehyun about not tripping next time, and you have to laugh. Mission succeeded at least. It calms your nerves only for a second, because then your eyes are finding Taeyong again, and he’s still staring at you.

You stare back from your position on the floor, the nerves in your stomach beginning to overflow. You don’t remember him ever staring this intently at you before.

The music starts, and from the corner of your eye, Ten starts dancing. You want to get lost in the music just as he most certainly have, but all you can focus on is Taeyong. You stare at him as you start to move yourself, as you go through every step of the choreography that you and Ten had come up with. Your eyes are on Taeyong, and his are on yours, and at some point it feels like you’re the only two in the room.

It feels like Taeyong and you are speaking your own language now, and you’re not exactly sure what that language is until you find yourself leaving the dance floor once your team is done, grabbing Taeyong’s wrist and dragging him off to the nearest bathroom.

Taeyong and you say nothing as he pushes you against the bathroom door, his lips connecting against yours in a fierce kiss. His hands are at your waist and yours immediately go to the weird yellow tie around his neck, tugging at it ever so slightly to bring him closer than you already have him.  

You’re not exactly sure what you’re doing, because this was not what you exactly planned to do tonight. Not that you mind, really. Making out with Taeyong was definitely on your list of things to do in your life, but, even so. You weren’t expecting this.

Taeyong doesn’t seem very startled by this, though. His lips are moving against yours, his tongue running across your bottom lip, asking for access to your mouth. You open your mouth for him, letting his tongue slip in and explore every crevice, his tongue pressing against yours every so often.

You practically moan into his mouth when his knee presses in between your legs, moving only slightly to give some friction. His hands move under your shirt, his hands cold making you shiver just at the touch. Your own hands fumble with the tie around his neck, not sure what to do anymore because your brain is short circuiting at this point. Your body is on fire, you’re running out of breath, and you have Lee Taeyong pressed against you.

Dream come true, really.

Suddenly, though, he’s pulling away, once again out of breath and staring at you just as he did earlier.

“You’re unfair, you know that?” Taeyong says.

“How... so?” You manage to get out. Taeyong leans forward, his lips going to your neck, nipping at the skin. You crane your neck for him, allowing him access to do more if he wanted.

“You come here, looking like that, and move like you did, and you’re just- watching me-” Taeyong sucks a mark into your neck, pushing his knee further against your crotch, and you let out another moan, his name coming out of your mouth. He chuckles against your skin once he’s done, pulling away to look at you again.

You must look like a wreck to him.

“You always claimed you hate me, but you pull me in here- you want me?” Taeyong asks. His eyes flicker across your face, looking for an answer, and you nod your head slowly.

“Tell me you want me,” he says.

“I want you, Taeyong.” He leans in, pressing his lips against yours again, a short, quick kiss before pulling away. You whine when he does, just wanting him to continue on with this whole making out thing. That’d be nice.

“Should’ve told me sooner. Because I want you too.” Taeyong’s lips are about to press against yours again, but there’s a loud banging on the door, a voice following after that you know oh-so well.

“Y/N, are you okay? You’ve been in there a while!” Johnny calls from the other side. You’re totally taking him off the best friend list for interrupting you and Taeyong, especially since he just told you he wanted you too.

Taeyong decides that if he can’t kiss your lips, he’s going to kiss other parts of you. His lips trail down your jaw, leaving kiss after kiss until he’s at your neck, and he begins sucking another mark. You almost forget Johnny is asking if you’re okay until he’s banging at the door again.

“Oh my go- I’ll be out in a second, Johnny!” The banging stops, and Johnny says something but you don’t care anymore as you bring Taeyong’s lips back up to yours.

It’s safe to say you aren’t out in a second, it’s definitely three minutes, and you have to avoid looking at Ten or anyone else. You keep your head down the rest of the night, lest someone sees the obvious marks on your neck from Taeyong.

Or the stupid smile that’s been on your face since you left the bathroom. Because Taeyong wants you too, Taeyong wants you and he kissed you and you don’t even care about the results of the dance battle when they’re announced.

-

“When is Ten getting here?” Taeyong asks, his lips pressing against your neck. He has you pinned against one of the mirrors in the practice room, and you were content with making out a bit before your practice started.

It’s been weeks since that whole making out thing that happened at the dance battle, and, well, there’s been plenty of others after that (and two dates, as well.) You were happy, and even if Taeyong and you were still competing against each other, at least you were together in between it all. Which, is what you wanted in the first place.

Sooner or later, Taeyong was going to get soft for you and lose against your dance team. It was going to happen.

“Ten minutes? I think that’s what his text said.”

“Sounds good.”

Taeyong is about to kiss you, his lips inches from yours, but someone is clearing their throat from the doorway, and he pulls away from you quickly.

“My text said two minutes, Y/N. Out, Taeyong.” Taeyong rushes to grab his things, exiting out the door but not before kissing you once goodbye. You sigh in defeat as he leaves.

“You’re such a cockblock.”

“I wouldn’t be your best friend if I wasn’t.”

[nurseyydex]

consider this: SMH & one direction

i just wanna talk about smh and 1d ok im so sorry this wasnt supposed to be this long i have no control 

dex grew up with sisters (let me have this he has a bunch of sisters ok) so not only was he completely unable to escape one direction he was not allowed to get away with any sort of ‘bands that have mainly young female fanbases are not real music’ misogyny that lots of teen boys and adult males have 

so he likes 1d he doesnt advertise but he had to listen to them a lot so he knows their entire discography and what they have some good songs ok bro 

so yeah they find their way into his workout playlists so fucking what man they’re fucking hype songs 

his fave is niall bc hes chill and just wants to drink beer and play his guitar and listen to dad rock and he’s irish (dex is irish and is grandma loves niall bc she’s irish and what a sweet young lad) he’s not like die hard niall stan but he knows all of the 1d discourse from his sisters debating (im willing to listen to other opinions my back up is louis bc hes a punk) 

he save up one year (and got help from his fam) to get tickets for his sisters to see a wwa concert as a birthday/christmas/every holiday present bc theyre expensive and they dont have a lot of money 

his mom technically bought the tickets he just helped pay for them and the girls surprised him with a ticket for him to come with (mama poindexter: well i cant let them go alone who’s gonna watch them you have to go make sure they dont get arrested for doing something stupid) dex played it cool but it was such a fun concert and so fun to hang out with his sisters tooo

nursey now is a goddamn hipster u cant tell me he isnt into a bunch of british alternative bands and bc of his brit music phase he knew about one direction from the very start at the x factor stage (he definitely mentions this all the goddamn time when they start becoming popular but he chills out through the years)

hes been to at least one concert for every tour (he even got tickets to the madison square garden show) - he went to every concert with his sister but it was his idea to go and she was just there to keep an eye on him

also a big reason he got into the band was zayn like heres a pakistani muslim boy who’s super talented with these white dudes and that representation is super important (i also hc nursey as muslim or at least partially but zayn is a brown muslim boy killing it so yeah its awesome) 

but nurseys fave tho is harry especially when harry is a total hoe with long hair and jewelry and those red carpet looks like nursey is in love but also in awe bc those sparkly boots and that floral suit like those are iconic Looks™ and nursey loves it bc gender isnt real and he loves hoe looks (zayn is like 1.5 tho bc nursey is in love)

nursey tries to serenade dex with little things one day when they’re chilling by the pond on the grass and dex punches him bc nursey is making him emo even when he knows dex doesnt have emotions (in public in front of people who can see him cry)

bitty likes them they’re no beyonce but theyre fun and attractive and yeah hes gonna have some fun dancing to them he isn’t really up with all the drama and disc*urse until the boys have 1d nights and they watch this is us and the concert dvds bc he learns a lot 

he loves 2013 era harry and all the time liam (that boy is thicc and bitty 100% does not swoon)

holster like come tf on holster loves them he unironically and passionately loves one direction completely unashamed he does not care for your opinions and no one makes fun of him bc he’s a 6′4 fucking big ass hockey player who could drop kick u across campus if he wanted to

he claims he doesnt have a fave but he would die for all of them 

his fave rotates seasonally and he has a different fave for each era 

he went to the tmh tour and he’s gone to every tour since - he goes with his sisters bc its a bonding topic for them he sits at the edge of the floor or at the end of a row on the sides bc hes so tall he feels so bad and he tries to stay out of the way of the little girls behind him but hes nice to them and talks to them and so they like him even if hes a giant

but really he and his sisters are so close bc they have a lot of similar interests and they talk about pop culture stuff and its hard to keep intouch when hes away so much but they have group chats about 1d and tv shows and stuff so its so nice for them to keep up a strong bonding time 

ransom is a britney bitch and holster dragged him into 1d. he’s in it for the memes and the drama really. (he likes the songs and thinks its fun but he wouldnt have been a fan and gone to concerts if it wasnt for holtz)

holster takes him to the wwa concert and they have a blast 

holster also drags his ass to see this is us opening night (they both cry)

chowder just loves everyone and he doesnt understand why people hate 1d (or other pop artists with majority young female fan bases that ppl hate bc misogyny) when theyre so fun he’s not an active /fan/ until smh has team bonding nights involving one direction jam sessions and concert dvd watching and drunk history

on such 1d nights they put on one of the dvds and it accidentally turns into a drinking game (mainly drinking bc this part of my god did u see that !!! THAT NOTE CHANGE !!!! and ZAYN WHY !!!! and other painful parts) and some of them *cough* nursey dex and holster *cough* get possibly the most drunk they ever get bc of this 

theres loud awful drunk singing along and some sobbing (this is definitely not based off of any sort of personal experience whatsoever nope never done this before) 

after the movie when everyone is so drunk they talk about 1d history which is how the veterans teach the others about the exciting drama and disc*urse  

lardo is a bad bitch who is tough as fuck and manages a division I mens hockey team and every single one of them is afraid of her. AND she would not let any bro tease her for liking one direction bc why the fuck not. 

she has plenty of their songs thrown in arting playlists and in pump up playlists 

and she knows theres nothing better to cheer holster up when he’s having a rough day than a 1d dance sesh 

dont forget where you belong is the first song on her team bonding playlist bc its a love song to ur bandmates which transfers very well to love songs to ur teammates 

shitty unapologetically loves 1d and boy bands and girl bands and he supports all things that young girls love but are not taken seriously bc girls like them 

he’s written at least 3 papers/projects on the misogyny surrounding young girls and their interests and involvement in fandom and also boybands (he tries to fight all guys who disrespect girls’ interests and the power of teenage girls)

he’ll randomly show up to a 1d night bc obvi he’s in that gc and he’s ready to party and express emotions and dance and talk drama 

he loves harry bc “THAT FLOW MAN!!! HIS FLOW IS SO SICK!!!”

he cried when harry posted the pic of the hair he chopped off and cried when he saw the another man shoot where harry was defying all sorts of societal norms it was beautiful and his flow is still so nice even this short its ok it’ll grow back better than before

one friday night the lax bros sneak over to try to prank the haus and peak in the window and see half of the hockey team in the living room drunk off their ass singing loudly to a one direction concert on the tv - holster and nursey jumping around attempting to dance along, ransom clinging to bitty on the floor crying about a ‘hiatus’, bitty soothing ransom, dex forgetting about the drink in his one hand to drink rum from the bottle, shitty naked (not surprising) and slow dancing with a life sized cut-out of harry styles with tears streaming down his face (more surprising), and chowder lying on the couch singing through mouthfuls of pie 

they walk back to the lax bro house without executing the prank and they never mention it again