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When the theme is "hating on other groups and idols to uplift your faves" and congrats every other k-pop fan is winning that nowadays because why the fuck did I just find an instagram page which is basically an svt (and occasional straykids and exo) hate account just because some army kid needs to do that to show that bts is better.
Because why are we comparing yoongi's and woozi's music it's literally two very different styles? Why are we laughing at some random dance mistake hoshi made just to show bts dance line is better? Why are we literally bodyshaming scoups wheelchair bod right after his surgery stage? Why are we calling shaming Jeonghan's feminine features and hairstyle? Why are we hating chinese line for literally just their ethnicity? Why are we calling mingyu a pick me for, oh my god, just being FRIENDS with Jungkook!?
Bringing down other idols ain't doing shit. And this is so annoying because there are so many accounts like this targetting other groups under the pretense of uplifting their faves.
Sincerely, fuck you.
#svt#seventeen#olietalk#kpop#bts#this post isn't about haring bts or armies in general#but#why are we srill doing this#can we not just stan our groups peacefully?#like armies and carats were literally supposed to be the bestfriend fandoms#worst thing is this person isnt some random 12 yo schoolgirl its a grown ass 25 yo#shame.
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OHMYGOD HELLO
one of these days remind me to try and do a venn diagram w link botw, astarion bg3, thanatos hades game, and hunter toh . my brain is onto smth w those 4 in particular and i need to be able to visualize it to try and understand what simultaneously Fixes Me and Makes Me Worse
As someone who's close to joining you up there...yeah, I got nothing.
What I do have is this, which I was literally in the middle of drawing when I originally got this ask:
#I AM NO LONGER RATTLING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE . THE ENCLOSURE IS GONE AND I AM CHEWING ON THIS LIKE SOME FERAL DOG#LOOK EVERYBODY ITS MY SEROTONIN SOURCES IN ONE PIC !!!!! I AM GOING INSANE#ik its technically totk link but it still counts and I have a *point* to make about the clothes#<- yeag . i am aware that i have a weakness for One Type of Clothing On Men#idc tho its still botw link and i think he looks better in totk clothes <33#genuinely srill thinking about why my brain latched onto them and the main common denominator is that theyre otherworldly beings that need#to Talk w somebody .#thanatos really is the outlier fucking it up tho like . i have no clue how i latched onto him enough just as well as the others AJSJSSJA#what are theytalking about that theyre all looking at hunter ?? vv curious hmm#my idea is that hes talking about palismans . just Palismans and how they work in a vv infodumping way#ALSO BACK ON THE CLOTHES just as a sharing point my favorkte armor ive seen on astarion is one where just his hips are revealed#and imo the best armor on totk is the charged set (minus the headdress)#do w that info what you will .#im legitimately going insane over this drawing seriously holy shit thank you so much for this <33 i love you so much#even if we mainly talk through asks and rbs i genuinely am so so grateful youve emabled me so so much <33#ANYWAYS HI GOOD MORNING I JWU im now gonna cram a couple of things but i hope your days going so so so well <33#toh#totk#loz#hades game#bg3#look at my beloved mutuals art boy . that is a command#edit; WHY CAN I NOT PIN THIS WHAT THE FUCK TUMBLR .#fuck it youre all seeing this on queue on diff times . and i forgot the blorbo tag for the post Filled w blorbos#<33
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IM OBSESSED WITH UR CROSSOVER IDEA, BUT I GOTTA ASK QUESTIONS
1: When Donnie grows to be 14-16, does that mean his bros are gonna be 30? Or does time work diffrently? (Ex: Time works 4x faster in RISE universe)
2: When did Danny adopt Don? In guessing somewhere from year 2012 since that prob when he died
3: you mentioned that RISE!Donnie and Don become friends, just what is the age difference exactly?
4: How would the brother reunite? (If they do) do they accidentoy get thrown into the dimension and be like “ah nit this again and find Don? Or will they meet their other versions and itll go like this:
“Oh that Don, the mafias son-“
“DONNIE?”
(sorry if this a lot pf questions and you don't wanna spoil/ don’t have this planned out, im just rlly excited. No pressure to answer)

GVAJSUSYBS IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT!
Honestly, the AU was for anyone who wanted to pick it up cause I'm not known for staying on top of things, but I'm happy to answer any questions anyway susnwkjs!
1) They will srill be the same age. Fortunately, time isn't all that different, well sorta. Donnie, despite dying around 2012 or so(the timeline is a mess, fuck time travel) would've been reincarnated to around 2002-2004 in the Rise Universe. So when they eventually go to get Donnie, it would've been only a few months since his death, but in the rise universe, he's been there his whole life.
So I suppose a better answer would be, fuck it we ball. Or really, they went to the future (~ ._.)~
2) Danny adopted Don in 2002-2003. Why? Cause I've made enough angst aus for my liking 😔
3) Don is older by 2 years. So Donatello looks up to him.
4)They do reunite! :D I'm not sure what specifically since I have many ideas on how, most include April if not, then Donatello doing something silly to show how amazing he is. Either way, when they get there, it won't be easy, obviously, since Don was raised there and is not gonna believe these random weirdos that look like him and come and tell him he doesn't belong there. The kid probably has enough imposter syndrome.
Although...
I do think this is funny.
Feel free to add to this AU! It would be greatly appreciated ehjekwuw
#tmnt#rottmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#crossover#tmnt crossover#tmnt 2012#tmnt donatello#the good father au#tmnt au#au idea#artists on tumblr#apritello#capritello#jonatello#capril#rottmnt dastardly danny#rottmnt splinter#sketches#asks#vinny asks
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we will find a proper crush, i believe in our potential 🙏🏻
omg wdym it crashed, i’m relieved that everyone is okay, and nothing serious happened, but omg…and…u’re having classes already? my classes will come back just on february 15, but i’m studying already, bc my parents won’t let me have my holidays in peace💀
anyways, tmi i don’t find studying soooo boring, so today i’m going to study chemistry😋
OK NOW STG, HAECHAN HAD A GREAT IDEA, i wonder what will jisung do w that information…or even yn, what will they do with the information that they are SOULMATES💕 i love it sm
GO DRINK WATER BABE, wdym nothing came out of your finger, BAE U NEED WATER, u should buy a bottle to take everywhere with you, or just drink a cup of water every morning and every night!! water is good for a lot of things!! anyways, sorry for the long ask, hope u had a great day💕 and if u want, u can tell how ur day was, and what u’re studying, i’d love to know💕
(i love you💗)
— xoxo, 🧸
i’m glad the crash wasn’t bad either, this is the second time my bus has bumped into a car which is insane.. both times were just small bumps tho so thank god! BUT YOU SRILL HAVING HOLIDAYS IS SO UNFAIR THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE wtf but also make sure to enjoy your holidays (even if your parents are making you study, still try ^^)
i’m kinda lost with stg negl like i have a draft for the next chapter but i’m contemplating if that’s the route i wanna take fr 😭😭 im probably gonna see if i can make the NEXT next chapter from that and how well it fits the story and if it doesn’t fit then i’ll change it..
i always bring a water bottle to college but idek why that specific day nothing came out.. which also started a whole discussion with my teacher who got onto me for not eating properly and she’s been on my ass every day since (but we won’t talk about that…) i’ll drink more water don’t worry!!!
let me tell you smth about my life too yeah, there is this guy in my class that is kinda cute but i can’t tell if i have a crush on him, want to be his friend, or if i’m just sooooo single that i’m romanticising everything and everyone 😭😭😭 he’s definitely better than my last crush who was a walking RED FLAG.. either way i’m not too worried about him since i have to finish my coursework by next week so i’ve been busy working on that (i’m creating a platform game and my codes are so confusing because my ladder code still won’t work ffs..) other than that, i had fun today !!!!
I LOVE YOU MORE 💘💘
#asks.#( score that goal! )#from 🧸 anon#me oversharing even though i don’t want to be perceived on here… but i’ll share JUST with you 🤫
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i wish you could understand how much i miss you in general, i miss being your friend. even if we are technically friends we arent as close as we were, we dont call every weekend like we did, you dont trust me likw you used to, we arent the same anymore ane i hate it. i sob everytime i remmeber how much i drove us apart, how i ruined us forever, i miss you alot and i wish i could tell you without sounding sad and sappy. i dont understand why ichate showing you my emotions so much, i truly dony. i think im worried you’ll realize im too hard to love, too much to care about and leave me and i dont wanna lose you more then i have, i wish i didnt try to leave because i truly do care about you even if you dont believe me on it. your my best friend as much as i hate it say it because i know im not yours, but you’ve saved me morethen you think and you’ve helped me more then you know. i was 4 months clean of self harm for you because i wanted you to know i was safe by myself even if i know i’m not safe by myself fully yet. i know im not a priority or maybe you dont even consider me a friend i dont know, bur i consider you my everything ina. platnoic way, you really are a good friend to me and i love you alot. i dont want you to think i dont care about you or your mental health because your such a sweet person, sure you cna have your moments where you hurt me or scare me byt yiu still are really sweet, you care for people who dont deserve it, like me. i dont deserve you at all, i deserve someone worse, someone who doesnt care about me but i have you. no matter how much one of us tries to keave we srill talk the next day, i never wantes to use you for emapthy or sympathy ( i still dont know the difference ! ) truly. i just wanted to be your friend, somebody who you could run too whenever you needed it, somebody you didnt habe to worry about, but i ruined it. you dont feel like you can run to me and think i just wanted you to sympathize over me, i really dont want you too. i know i’ll be fime because no matter how much i harm myself in ways i stay alive, if i can atleast spend some of my life with you id be happy. i dont mean it in a romantic way, i just wanted to be to be a friend you care about and dont have to second guess if you want to stay my friend, i just want us to be close again like how we were, laughing together on call and playing roblox together but also having the serious moments if we need it, being able to communicate with each other without issues, i just want to be somebody yiu care anout again. i dont even care id u dont consider me a best friend or a friend maybe just “ somebody you hang out with “ i am so, so grateful for ever meeting you. and id you leave one day i wont judge you for it, but i know ill be deeply hurt. i hurt so much everytime i think we’re not friends, i’m typically a quiet crier, and hes i may be an ugly crier but i never cry lously unless its somebody i genuinely love and you know that, the day i found out my dog passed away we we’re on call and you had to hear me almost send myself into a panic attack because i loved him so much, i hate to say i do the same to you aswell. i ugly sobbed all night until i fell asleep and still cried until my eyes were dry in the morning and was sobbing about how you dotn deserve such a bad person like me and i didnt understand how or why you still cared about me. i genuineky start sobbing everytime i think of losing you, i love you alot platonicslly i just wish we could be that close again. im trying so hars to open up but everytime i get close i get pushed bsck again, im sorry for not being a good friend, im sorry for genuinely being a piece of shit to you, im sorry for making you think thst i just wanted to use you, i just wanted you to be my friend. i admired you for awhile, i found you pretty and i realky wanted to get to know you more, i was so excited whenever you spoke to me even if i didnt know you, i was so happy to become your friend because i genuineky fiumd you so cool and i still do, your goofy in a good way your personality is nice,
i wish i could explain how much i care about you, i just dont know how to express it without sobbing my eyes out because i genuinely care about you so much, its stupid and i know it but i genuinely do feel really happy whenever i talk to you, you help brighten my mood ecen wheneber you dont know im down, i know its stupid and “ sounds gay “ or whatever but i mean it all platonically, your the best person i met, i know you cant reciprocate the feeling of that sith me but your somebody who i wish i could know for all my life, finding iut what you did a few days ago , you were right. it hurt me alot but i asked for it, i begged to know, i wish you could share more with me about why, when and what made you do it but im not gonan force you, i just eant you to be able to trust me and if it means we move at this speed im fine with it. im not gonna force you to tell me anything at all, as long as i know your alright ill be okay. i can find ways around my issues but i know you dont have many peoole to go to and i want to be one of those people sho you trust, even if its stupid to think i want to be somebody who you can ask to call and rant and yell or. ry to and ill just listen and guve advice if you need it, i just want you to know how much i care about you i never can know how to express it like you csn though, you express it press well i think im just genuineky stupid and cant show it like you can, i can only share it by sheltering myself away from you which i know doesn’t give the point off, but i dont want tou to think im jsut using you to vent either, its part of the reason i stopped talking to you about my issues is jsut encause i wanted you to not think you were “ just my therapist “, you were and are somebody i genuineky wanted to start a long-term friendship with, your friends are shit (kindly /lh ) and i wantes to be somebody who you could say “ oh, thats JJ they’re cool i guess “ or just somethimg nice that isnt like how your friends are, finding out im genuineky just apart of those shity friends made me tear up and have to stop myself from vomitting because it hurt, so much. i know i chose to read it but i really just wanted to be different then how they were, i didnt want tou to think that of me, and finding out you did made me genuinely want to sob my eyes out and call it a day withiut talking to anyone and going off the grid for the week so i could grieve who i could’ve been to you, but i ignored it snd neevr told you because i didnt eant you to think i was a depressing lsoer for getting upset at something their friend said that probably wasnt even that deep, but it was pretty deep for me because i am kind of? attached i dont, know. i cant tell id im attached to people i just kind of wish they would talk to me more and miss them whenever they dint text me for hours or studd, idk i think im attached snd i feel bad for it. i know you moved on from our friendship but i still am here wanting to be your best friend knowing ill neevr acquire that title. i want to be your best friend so fuckint bad snd i know im just fucked for wishing that, i know you have a bestfriend who isnt be and im alright with it i jsut do wish it could of been me one day, or wish that its me in anotehr universe where i didnt ruin everything wbout myself so that i could pretend i was fine and ignore my issues until i couldn’t take it any,ore and hamr myself, i know it isnt healthy and i know you do sometimes still worry about me and i feel so bad for it, i know it hurts knowing what i am and what i changes mysekf into but i hate this “ new me ” too. i sont know who i am anymore and i just want to be my old self, the sekf you first met me as because that was the person you enoyed being seound, not this weird thing, im so sorry for ranting this much about yo u i jsut genuinely wish i could of been a friend you liked and a best friend to you in some universe, im trying to get the old me back, the one who seemed happy all the time and could trust the people i knew, i dont know fully why i changed it besides my friend telling me they hate how i am.
the dya you had told me i ruined your life i genuinely felt myself shatter into pieces, it hut me so bad that night and i feel stupid for it, you had all dight to tellcme that,cit was the truth but it just made me choke and sob, i really am sorry for ruining yiu snd your life so much. your the person i needed in my life, stern but not too stern yknow? i really apologize for everythung i have done. im so proud of you for telling me about it though, i know you sidnt tell me much bur you still told me something and thats all that matters to me, even id you keep it uo inside you anything else about the topic im just happy you atleast told me what you did, would i like to know more? absouletly. but im never gonna force you to tell me, its personal and ive been through it. ill take my time in it even if it means inget hurt, i jsut want tou to be my friend.
im sorry i want to be that close to you again.
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mini dump, not feelin too good rn
im srill completely absolutely salty ab a fixarion iv3 had since i was lil kid that now got an animated series that is absolutely popping off. nd sum1 real close 2 me is absolutely insane over it atm.
i real kinda salty nd ik this is srsly stupid but im upset they didnt ask me ro watch it w them. this spin that ive had since i was such a young kid that was one of the medias that absolutely kept little me entertained for several yrs esp rlly early on when entertainment nd actual human interaction was nt common 4 me nd i treated it like gold, jus. idk idk idk why i feel upset ab it.
mayb i didnt tell them this is one of my most special spins on the list, mayb they didnt bither asking me bc im usually vv busy or overstimmed bc of school. mayb they jus didnt feel like it was a big deal.
idk how 2 actually tell them im super upset ab it. like actually genuinely fucked up by it that i donr even want to pick up watching the show anymore.
i love the series to bits and pieces but i feel like thisll jus b another spin i hav to wait a while for to actually get back in2.
i dont like not getting in2 my spins nd feeling like dog jus bc they dont always go 2 me to watch or consume sumn i rlly like. but im rlly bad at communication, we both r. its jus that i hope that theyd actually give value to when i try my hardest 2 be vulnerable ab spins, problems, and how i actually feel ab them when its wle so hard 2 do in general.
idk for someone who likes to yap and is insanely wordy, im not very good at actually talking to people.
anw every1 go 2atcj scottpillhrim for me and have fun i think.
#think i need a moment 2 crh after this i think#idk havenr had an actual good cry in a bit. its good to let stuff out from time 2 time#vent.#jus in case any1 wants 2 block it idk i feel mad annoying jus for this LMFAO
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orders delivery even rhough we have food in the house and agonizes over it
why did i do that we have food to cook snd frozen stuff to heat up
we just thought the cool pi day deal for pizza would be fun to get since it's like buy one get one free pizza
but it's srill expensive
we're self hating rn
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Summer Wedding Part 3
Angust ...fluff... oh the fluff... i listened I heard ... I wrote....
Part 1 here
Part 2 here
Reader p.o.v.
I walked in thr kitchen seeing ari there I gasp.
He turns "I'm so sorry I-" the nervous pang of a sharp knife hit my chest and riplled into my limbs as tears filled my eyes.
"Im leaving I-Im so sorry.I-"
"Wait I-"
I cant believe I did that how did I not hear him. Oh God. The tears started all over.
33rd person p.o.v.
There was a knock on the door.
"I'm sorry please dont make me leave tonight." She was emotional and scared she'd be out on the street alone.
"Can I come in."
"It's your house"
"Ours."
"You're not worthless. Your not," Ari had trouble even saying it " shit."
"You heard that?"
"I was outside. I just I should have come in. Sammy basically rung me out.I made you tea your throat must be hurting."
"Thank you."
"He'll come around and check your throat too."
There were a few moments of uncomfortable sulance until Ari broke it:
"Will you forgive me for what i said? Ir was stupid and uncalled for. You you mean the world to be. You never did a thing wrong. I did. And I'm sorry you even waited to appologize so I could cool down and instead I made another mistake."
"You talked to Sammy's wife didn't you?"
"Yea she about beat me over the head with her shoe. I think she woukd've in person- look I dont exlect an answer now for for you to even 100% forgive. I just dont want you to think ir to , " he used air quotes for the next four words " know you are alone' ever. I dont want you to even think you are." When did he walk so close His finger ran down my face. You didn't pull back so you forgive me?"
"I want to.
"I'd never throw you out. You think so little of me?"
"Ari"
"Its Only our first fight."
"Exactly and how destruve would our next one be?"
"Who says there'll be a next one?"
"Ari."
"Im just saying. I mean a year or so-"
"6 months."
"A year and six months only one fight. No "too bad from where I stand."
No its not."
"Baby I can't lose you I don't even know why I even- you're my strength. You're my rock when you said something about leaveing i - it terrified me. One more chance even if we have to start all over. "
"What? "
Ari held out his hand "I'm Ari Levinson some people call me Guy Thomas nice to-"
"I get the point" she playfully pushed his hand away.
"But you do realize if we start all over I have to move out right?"
" I changed my mind im not starting over I'm keeping you here," he pulled her close.
"Watch the tea it's hot!" She scolded.
"What do you say? Give me one more chance? If not for me for Maya. She loves you!"
"Thags because I give hee a bag of candy."
Ari's eyes open wide.
"Before she leaves let her mother deal with the suger rush."
Ari smiles he knew he picked a smart one.
"So what do you say?"
"One more chance but if you mess this up-"
"Never I learn from my mistakes."
"Honey you're a man."
"I know I'm an idiot."
It could've gone like that but it didn't. Maybe in a diffrent universe it did because it should've gone like that. But Ari's is... Ari so it DIDN'T go like that for a man who surives on luck maybe he srill has it
But this is how it actually went...for worse or for better in Part 4 comming soon
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Congrats on 1k!!! Can you do number 9 from 50 cliché promts and tropes with mako x reader? :)
MAKO + “there’s only one bed and we sleep as far away as possible from each other but wake up cuddling”
⇦ 𝘔𝘈𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘙𝘓𝘐𝘚𝘛

“Well, this is... unfortunate.”
“It’s unacceptable.” You glanced at Mako, who was visibly irritated. “First Beifong only approves one room because of ‘budget cuts,’ and now we’re expected to share a bed?”
“Relax, tough guy. I’m sure it was just a booking error. I’ll go talk to the receptionist.” You left your partner and your bag in the room with the single large bed against the wall to go downstairs and sort out the mistake. You gave the man at the desk your friendliest smile as you approached.
“Hello again,” the man said, looking up at you. “Is there a problem with the room?”
“Yes, actually. We should’ve been booked for a room with two beds but there’s only one. Could we be moved somewhere else?” You tried to sound as amicable as possible as you spoke, hoping the employee would oblige.
He flipped through the large book of records in front of him and traced his finger down a page. “Ah, yes! You reserved a double. So sorry about that—let me see what else is available.” You watched as he flipped through again, mumbling to himself. Your smile faltered a little when he frowned.
“What’s wrong?”
“It appears everything else is filled for the night. I’m terribly sorry, but there’s nothing I can do.” The man eyed you as if expecting you to blow up at him, but you just sighed and tightened your smile.
“Ah, it’s okay. We’ll figure it out. Thank you for checking, though.”
Mako was not gonna be happy.
“You’re joking,” he deadpanned, crossing his arms over his chest. You dropped down to sit on the edge of the problematic bed itself. “Are you and Beifong trying to pull a prank or something?”
You stared up at him. “Beifong? A prank? Really?”
“Okay, no,” he huffed. “But you’re kidding, right?”
“Why would I do that?”
“Because you think it’s funny to inconvenience me?”
“I don’t know what to tell you, Mako.”
“Tell me you’re joking.”
“I’m not joking.”
He groaned and threw himself in the threadbare armchair in the corner of the room. “Great, just what I needed,” he grumbled to himself.
“Hey, I’m not exactly thrilled about this either!” You rolled your eyes. “If you’re gonna freak out about it you can take the bed and I’ll just... sleep on the floor or something.”
“No, no. You take the bed and I’ll sleep on the floor.”
“How noble,” you laughed. “You’re the one who has a problem sleeping with me. Take the bed.”
“I—” His cheeks tinged a slight pink that didn’t escape your notice. “I don’t have a problem.”
“You sure seem to.”
“I shared a blanket with Bolin on the street for most of my childhood.”
“You must be getting spoiled with that detective salary if you can’t rough it for one night and share a bed with your favorite partner. Going soft?”
You grinned when he glared at you. “Why are you torturing me?”
“You’re easy to torture.” You stood up to rifle through your bag. “And it’s fun.”
“I’m requesting a partner transfer when we finish this assignment,” he muttered, making you bark out a laugh.
“You wouldn’t, you’re too attached now.” You straightened up with your arms full of toiletries and clean clothes. “I’m gonna go wash up so I can pass out. Early day tomorrow, and all. Catchin’ bad guys, kickin’ ass, takin’ names.”
“Uh-huh.” A small smile finally graced his handsome face for the first time since arriving at the inn. “I’ll be here keeping watch—y’know, for the bad guys.”
Once you’d scrubbed off the long day of travel and changed into clean, comfortable clothes you reentered the main room to see Mako studying the files for the case the two of you were working. His eyebrows were set into a furrow as he read through it and chewed at the inside of his cheek absently. You watched him for a few more moments once you settled down onto the worn but comfortable mattress. Something in the papers seemed to perplex him as he wrinkled his nose and flipped back a few pages. Suddenly, his warm orange eyes flicked up to meet yours.
“Why are you staring at me?” he asked with a small frown.
You shrugged. “Trying to figure out if that smell is the room or just you.”
His frown deepened. “Uncalled for.”
You hummed noncommitally and snuggled down between the sheets. “Go clean up so I can sleep.”
“I’m not stopping you,” he said, snapping the file shut and rising from the chair.
“I gotta keep watch, remember? Bad guys,” you murmured despite your heavy eyelids. Mako shook his head and disappeared into the bathroom. The gentle, steady sound of running water lulled you into a drifting sleep after only a few minutes.
You roused slightly when Mako returned, shuffling around the room followed by curling steam and the smell of his soap from the bathroom. You squeezed your eyes shut tighter and tried to fall back asleep until you felt him grab a pillow off the other side of the bed. Rolling onto your side you sleepily looked up at him.
“What are you doing?” you mumbled, rubbing at your eyes.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you up.” He stood next to a blanket on the floor with the pillow in his hand, dressed in a clean white shirt and loose pants. “I was just getting set up over here.”
You squinted at the pillow he held while your tired mind tripped over itself trying to catch up. “What?”
“I told you I’d sleep on the floor,” he said, gesturing to his makeshift sleeping area.
You blinked slowly at him. “Mako.”
“Yeah?”
“Get in the bed.”
“But—”
“I wasn’t asking,” you interrupted. “Come. To. Bed.”
He flushed lightly and opened and closed his mouth a couple times before looking down at his pillow he srill gripped. “I—I don’t want to make you... uncomfortable.”
“Uncomfortable?” you repeated blankly and he nodded. “I put my life in your hands every day, Mako. I trust you, probably more than I’ve ever trusted anyone. You’re not gonna make me uncomfortable. In fact, I’d be a thousand times more comfortable with you up here than on the floor.”
“Okay, okay,” he relented, finally moving back towards the bed. “You’ve made your point.”
“Good.” You closed your eyes again and yawned loudly. “The mattress is big enough we can both stay on our sides, no big deal. You need to rest well so I know you’re alert enough to save my ass tomorrow and sleeping on the floor does not reassure me.”
“I already agreed, you don’t need to keep working at me.” Mako carefully slid into the sheets, being almost calculating in how close he could stay to the edge without falling off. Even with the considerable empty space between you, you could still feel his familiar warmth seeping into your tired muscles.
“‘M a detective, can’t help it.”
“Go to sleep. You’ll have plenty of time to harass me in the morning.”
“You know you love me.”
If only you knew, he thought to himself as you slipped back into your dreamland.
The first thing you noticed upon regaining consciousness was the thumping rhythm next to your ear. The next thing you noticed was how warm you felt, despite the sheets being tangled down around your feet. You turned your head and buried your face into your pillow, inhaling deeply.
Soap. And smoke.
Hold on. You lifted your head up slowly and blinked blearily, taking in where you were as your brain whirred back to life.
Not your pillow. Mako—his chest, more specifically. Your eyes trailed down to where your bodies were pressed together in a tangle of limbs. The arm wrapped around you ended in fingers pressing into your waist. Your thigh was hiked up around his hip and his knee was slotted between your legs. You looked up at his face to see he was still sound asleep, lips parted as he breathed slowly.
You sat up all the way and his hand on your waist flopped down onto the bed. “Mako.”
He snorted and gave no other response.
“Mako,” you hissed, smacking his chest lightly. Without opening his eyes, he grabbed your hand and yanked you back down.
“Don’ hit me,” he grumbled, lips brushing your forehead as he spoke. “‘M sleepin’.”
Your face was starting to burn. “Well, wake up!”
He cracked one eye open to peer down at you and closed it again with a sniff. All at once it seemed to hit him and his eyes flew open as he shot upwards, knocking you to the side. You groaned as he launched himself out of the bed and onto his feet.
“What time is it?!” he barked.
“I don’t know!”
He whipped his head around to look at the clock on the bedside table. He made a small noise of panic and snatched it up as if getting a closer look would change the reading it gave.
“Fuck, we’re late!”

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So Kinnporsche is srill happening???
https://twitter.com/beoncloud_th/status/1430877703259836427?s=19
Look.
I have zero idea.
I am just a adult sitting in Chicago yelling about Thai BL from across the world.
I genuinely have no actual idea what's going on behind the scenes.
Nor do I want!
KinnPorsche appears to be a puppy bouncing between potential adopters and maybe we'll get a show, maybe we won't, maybe we'll get another teaser, maybe it'll be something bigger, maybe it'll just be a lie to get views on some random video!
I have zero idea.
Absolutely zero.
But I subscribed to their youtube channel and I'll keep hoping because I do love mafia BLs and disaster BLs and not-very-good pulp BLs so where ever this lands in the end... I'll watch it.
And I'll probably enjoy it.
Why not?
Also saw Perth commenting that he's no longer in it so I'm expecting cast changes... we'll see!
#kinnporsche#thaibl#thai bl#bl drama#bl series#anon asked#anon answers#i seriously just yell about shows#but i do want this one to exist#please let it be
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why do I feel like we're going to receive more hate towards reader even tho we srill don't know if she reciprocated anything and knowing her she probably didn't she was probably caught off-guard? idk how many protection squads I can build for her but I'm still hiring
i know
#y/n living the hard life#it's not her fault she's loved by two hot men okay???#what if she WAS caught off guard?? huh??? are you people still going to be angry at her then???#HUH?!?!?!#nah i'm just kidding#all i'm saying let's not throw hate on anybody just yet#wait until chapter 14 comes out#the last song chapter 13 review#the last song canon
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if you are srill doing the character ask game can you do tenma Pleacze❤️
SORRY this took forever...........but thank you!!
favorite thing about them
His kindness....he’s just like such a genuine and encouraging person. Having that kind of strength to keep on hoping is something admirable.
least favorite thing about them
How sad he is a lot of the time :(
favorite line
Oh boy um.....he has a lot of good ones....but honestly it’s gotta be when he’s with Dieter. Tomorrow will be a good day.....it carries so much weight.
brOTP
Tenma & Gillen is p great. Post-canon, Tenma & Lunge and Tenma & Eva also qualify. If I had to pick a single fav it would be Gillen though just because it has more of the makings of “bro” tp....y’know, went to school together....
OTP
Tenma/Grimmer but yall knew that
nOTP
Tenma/Johan. He kinda ruined Tenma’s life (and many others) so y’know.
random headcanon
Even after he gets his hair cut he keeps trying to brush it out of his face for several months. This is also just in general not including the extreme hair change at the end of the series; any time he gets a haircut this happens.
unpopular opinion
Okay I don’t....know if this is unpopular or not but I think Tenma serves his purpose just fine as a compelling character and protagonist. Any time I see criticism about him being “too good” of a person I get so exhausted, like just let the man be nice, he doesn’t need to be edgy or have some secret darkness or vice or bitterness to make him More Complex and "being nice” certainly isn’t boring. I hope it’s the popular opinion but I’ve seen enough of this critique which is why I put it here.
song i associate with them
Ahhhh I have a playlist for him! But just one that really works for me would be Blood by City & Colour. Just some of these lyrics.....
The sun is just rising upMother birds feeding their youngThe light of a brand new dayI think we've finally found a home in this place
And now I know there's beauty buried beneathThe surface of what we seeAll hopes left unfoundThey lie between the wish and the well
Bro it just breathes Tenma.
FAVOURITE PICTURE
The bird man.......
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Bryce landed in a daze. The last 24 hours a blur. Rigelus confession wouldn't stop repeating in her head. Nor could she forget the way his fingers had felt on her chin. The way the way the world had faded away as he touched her in that conference room before she'd run from him.
She barely felt anyone come toward her till she saw the shadow.
"Do not touch her."
She looked to Ruhn in a daze, too out of it to speak for herself.
Azriel srilled, his High Tongue was rusty but he could guess what the male was saying. Manon stepped toward them, he kept his irritating to himself. He didn't much like her here but he did respect Ursula. He wanted her to not cut him off, he wanted to keep a relationship with at least one of of Aleksander's children. Unlike his twin he actually cared about all of his family. Manon rose an eyebrow and looked to Azriel.
"He looks like him."
Ruhn ignored them kneeling beside Bryce to help her stand. He gripped her elbow, putting himself between them. She must have been really out of it to let him defended her like this.
"Who are you? Where are we?"
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Einar set the glasses down, smiling softly as Lorin set the food down. Sathia sighed and fell into a chair staring at the both of them.
"I don't know why we bother with this tradition when -"
She abruptly stood looking to the far wall. Einar stepped forward putting an arm on Lorin to keep her from following him.
"What is that?"
Einar peered into it, his breath hitching. But before he could respond Lorin had moved. She'd seen the same thing he had, Azriel.
Before he could stop her she'd stepped through. Sathia looked between the portal and her father grabbing a dagger and stepping closer. He looked to her cupping her cheek.
"Never let them in."
He stepped forward Sathia following a second later. The portal closing behind them. Lorin had moved toward her other children. She ignored Azriel for the moment. Einar stepped toward them sweeping his eyes over all of them. Bryce and Ruhn looked dazed but alive. He dragged his eyes to Azriel.
"Where are they?"
Manon crossed her arms and leaned back against the wall.
"Your mother is dead by the way Einar."
Einar snapped his eyes to her. The fire curling around his hands. But it wasn't hot, it wavered and disappeared.
"Manon. You're lying. If she was dead they'd be -"
"Your father fled. I suppose he wasn't as devoted to her as you all claimed he was."
//for anyone!!//
Her hand gently touched the cheek of Ruhn, her focus shifting between the pair of them as she was absorbing the scene around her. Her mind was running a million miles a minute, the her spinning with the information.
Your mother is dead.
Lorin's attention turned towards Einar, catching the sight of the fire that curled around his hands. News about his mother had no reached them, she was sure if it had it would have weighed heavy upon him. Despite the tension they held with his parents, that did not mean he did not love them - that they were not respected parts of their family.
Her eyes narrowed as she looked towards Manon, those baiting words stoking a wave of anger in her that she didn't wish to embrace. She looked back to her children, giving them a gentle squeeze before she rose to a stand.
"Enough with the baiting Manon," she finally spoke. "You can think what you want, however, we cannot know why Narcissus is not here." She knew what the other said was a lie, she knew very well how devoted Narcissus was to Amarantha and she didn't care what Manon spouted.
Her hand gently took a hold of Einar's, she didn't fear his fire. "Einar..."
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Me and my gf are going through an extremely rough patch but I love her a lot srill and she feels the same. A lot of other people have now got involved and are pressuring me to end it and that it will never work and same on her side. It makes sense the arguments that they say. We are both extremely different. whenever we are out With a group we hardly ever talk. I came out 3 months ago while she is still slowing coming out which may be the cause to why we are scared to show pda or even talk. 🧚🏻
🧚🏼♀️ But I don’t know wreather I should do what seems right to everyone or do what I want. There has also been talk that she got with her ex girlfriend and then another girl. I asked her and she denied completely. I have no idea what to do. I don’t know if I should stay with her which I want to do or end it like all my best friends are telling me to do.
🧚🏼♀️I also feel like I can’t talk to anyone cus they are now bias and to overly involved. I’m just so lost.
Start from what you know. You love your gf. She loves you too. The rest is irrelevant, what other ppl think is irrelevant. You will find again and again that people are waaay too invested in relationships that does not concern them, especially when it involves two women, cause there’s definitely a part of fetishization from straights and bisexuals when it comes to lesbians.
Find some time for you and your gf to talk things through. Be gentle, kind, respectful. Do not accuse her, do no guilt-trip her, just be honest with your feelings, and encourage her to be honest with hers. Find solutions for your problems, compromise. You two are the only one who decide if it is worth it, to push through and remain together - it can as well not be, but this is something you two can decide, not others.
Mod C.
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My tumblr picture is so old but its like my favorite picture of me. Idk why. Also my favorite filter ever that I haven’t seen again ever. @snapchat bring it back please. But anyways I remember exactly who I was and what my life was like at that point and it’s so different from where I am now. In both food and bad ways. I’ve grown a lot but also srill working on things. I’ve gained friends and lost friends. I’ve become more comfortable with being lonely. I’ve always be comfortable being alone and having space, it’s the lonely feeling that I hated. But I’ve accepted that ever gets lonely and it won’t be like this forever and I realized that it was me I needed. I needed to choose me over everyone. I needed to be selfish and start taking care of myself first and stop trying to please everyone else. It’s still hard to do sometimes, I’ll always be a people pleaser. But I’ve gotten better. Do I still have unhealthy coping mechanisms? Of course but I think everyone does. I’m planning on going to see a therapist and also the doctors I need to see about my pcos and other issues I may or may not have, I’m not a hypochonriac but I do have sum tops of things I’d like to find out more on, once my health insurance kicks on. I’ve been putting it off because I’ve been so depressed and just didn’t see the point and couldn’t motivate myself. But I’m motivated now and I think it will help my mental health to be physically healthy. I have a game plans. I have my family and friends, and my potentional man, haven’t made it official yet but I’m not rushing, if feels good and it cares about me and that’s all that maters right now. He has some issues but so do I and he doesn’t judge me for mine and I don’t judge him for his. We vibe really well and I think we could be really great. Always nervous that he’s gonna abandon me like most people but he keeps proving that he does really like me and I’m usually just anxious and paranoid. He snaps me back to reality almost and instantly makes me feel better. I haven’t gotten my hopes up about us in the future yet, don’t wanna jinx is but I do have a good feeling about him. I have from the start. I’m just going with the flow of things right now trying not to rush. I’ll keep you guys, if anyone even reads my super high super long rants lol
#personal#rant#in my feels#if anyone wants be friend and talk#message me#we can talk anour literally anything#im really friendly and super open#friends#lets be friends#:)
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Tale of SOCIOPATH
Chapter 2
She will make sure you feel guilty
She will take advantage of you
She will eat you alive
After i heard she was engaged, i remembered asking her this question “what are you looking for? LOVE or just the presence of whoever is close to you? It’s doesn’t make any sense if you say that you love me, then you can just accept this guy’s proposal and be with this guy. It’s like you said you are not hungry but in fact you finished all the food in front of you”
Back to the story of this sociopath, the end of jan, i’ve deciced to stop contacting her
But she still tried to contact me, we had a chat , healthy chat i supposed, as a friend, i felt proud at least i didnt become the monster who ruined people’s relationship, i’ve done that for a month, from dec 2019 till jan 2020 and i felt guilty
She constanly pushing for her lies, asking for affections from me, talking about our relationship , just to make sure that i would not out of her sight. I was quite strong everytime she played her tricks (or, i thought so)
I knew,this is one of the symptons, passive aggresive, she will try to push the fact that i was the bad guy, all the time
She did that on feb 2020, i was quite strong, to just stick to my principle, we were over, i will not try to ruin her relationship, she could carry on
On mid march 2020, she contacted me again, just to say hi, i was still rock solid, i was clear that she was just a friend for me,
My focus was my job, and my personal development, i will try not to ruin peoples relationship and be better person, i considered her as a friend, nothing more even though she still played the trick to lure me, told me about her breakup..she asked me, to let her know once i got back, so that i can meet her
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The flaw that i saw, i started to softened a bit,i said “i’ll let you know”, maybe i said that because i thought that she already broke up, and that lift up my hopes up, maybe
Then this pandemic come, i had a conversation about pandemic, how we reminded each other about the safety
She shared about the plan of building her house
She played another trick, striking my weak point,asking about my family
My sisters business, my nephew, my niece, also sometimes she shared the video of her dog
I found out that one of her friend, also talked about me, to her, this friend was also bullcrap, sophisticated conman or congirl i would say
Then i was asking about insurance product, one of my protection plan
March was quite normal,
On april, i heard that one of my friend saw one photo which actually taken before i broke up on aug 2019, she was with other guys, i just checked with her, just to make sure, that she never cheated on me when we were in relationship, with me realizing, actually i still trust her, and just wanted to hear the things that i want to heard, from her.
As usual, she played the tricks, she pushed the fact that she wanted me so bad, i dodged as usual,
we didnt have much time to talk daily, which was good, it was a very casual conversation, about pandemic, about the victim, vaccine, and all those educational hot topics, which was my favourite things to discuss.
She still played her tricks on me, share her food, she constancky updating herself to me, food,aLso give me advice, to live healthier life, basically, to show that she still care, i replied casually, as good as i can, as friend, without intention to hurt her feeling
I still have that hopes
Hopes too see better version of her, she constantly pushing the fact that she is already broken up, push another lies,that his ex forced her to marry her asap. She said she was srill thinking of me.this is what she wanted
I laughed and still give my wisdom, i reveal myself once again, to explained why i went abroad
She pushed , she told that we could have a better relationship if i stayed, she made me feel guilty again, so too speak, then we discussed about another lies, the house
Then another fight after i talked about my ex, i have been fixing this tangled ties, she blewn up, went crazy then we stop talking each other again, that cycle again.. as usual, that was april mid, i was started to feel normal, this cycle, on off
Then 18 may, she contacted me again, asking how am doing, she said she still on break with her ex
She shared about her ex parents, controlling, and still trying to lure me also,to become closer with her
That was her trick to lure me, discuss about the things that i like, business on daily basis,
Withiot realizing, in one week, i was in, i was intensely talked with her, maybe i was stressed out, lonely, i need someone to tak to, seemed that time, she was the only one
She still pushed the fact that she was not in another relathionship eith other guys, she wanted to see my face without beard,
She cared about me, want to know about me, teasing me, praising me, i was lured into this traps , really, big time,then the diry talks started
She began to lure me,said she miss me, said how she wanted to meet me, i was broken because of the work, my mental health was not in a good shape, got beaten up daily , then i was lonely, then i confessed that i cant stop thinking about her, i said ive been there too a few times
She lured me deeper, said she wanted me, hearrt and souls and body, then i melted, at the end of may
I was too lonely, crushed, i was emoty , nobody did that , nobodys there to help me, hen i realized, everytime something important, she was the first to know, that was stupid me
Then without realizing, we started the call, started to said i miss you too each other
Then i was blinded, i was thinking she was on break, i could break in, i started to have vid call, then in goes intense, i spoke as if she was not sociopath, she talked and responded normally, she wanted me back, that the point that blinded me. Only need 2 weeks for me to actually fell into this sociopath trap
Then dirty talks started, vidcall,, she asked me to come to her house, so we can spent the night toghether, doing “things”
I was stupid enough, naive enouh, even though i knew she is still with his fisncee, but she use my family as weapon, she did something nice to my family gave them food, and also meet my mom, i dont know the motive, but for sure this is one of her tricks, to save her face in front of my family
She praised me , i was to weak, it was bad enough for me to be kured to another traps by this sociopath
June 2020
She asked about substance,, she asked whether i had substance before, another lies coming
This month, was the worsrt, i was completely lost, i was officially lured, and disguised, this sociopath had succeed
She was on another meeting with her friend whibh i had i recollect, that was not only with friend, but also with another guys, rich guys, i suppose, hahaha that was good one,, sociopath
With a very stupid naive, i didnt saw that coming, she still tried to make me guilty related to my parents, she knew that was my weak point, she knnew i liked it when she asked about my family,once again i got tricked
8 june, i desperaly chasing her, officially, got lured, again
She tricked me , told me about another guy, which already slept with her, she told me as if this is the first time she knew that the guy is interested on her and she didnot interested
Mid june, she gave another reason while sleeping with another guy, blamed me for not married her,
Cycle goes again, we fought, she disappeared, off, and on again, i was quite firm , this sociopath should take action , im not waiting, meanwhile , little did i know, on “off “ time,she was playing, i gave her time to play , she managed to escaped during that off time, playing her tricks again, with some other guy
Yet, this sociopath still managed to blamed me, avoid to answer my quesrions, blamed me again and again, passove aggresive, typical sociopath
She pushed the fact “why these guys really wanted me, and you were not”. I cired, like a stupid baby,, and i recorded my voice , crying voice, she won, she heard me, she even asked to why she couldnot heard the voice, i knew what was the plan, that voice will be used to trick me again, as weapon, she could record the voice and remember this as my defeat
That goes on, till 25 of june, she said finaly she broken up, she said she was stupid, act like she was broken, she didnt want to be with another guy
I gave her time of till 30june, i thought this was normal, she was broken, i need to give her time,and eventually, she contacted me again
July was weird, first week, whatsapp chat started to decreased. Daily, i guess this is because if the effect of her concentration for work, which was good and i understood fully
But you should know, that was not because of work, not at all. She still pushed the facts that she still wanted me, she still longed for me, searched for me, on the other side, I confused, i thought she already single
I was broken we lost contact till mid of july, i contacted her, just to let her know my moms birthday, as she told me too do it often. 11 july
Lost contact till 22nd,, during the off time, i was confused, mad, also broken inside, then i got the news of repatriation flight, planning to surpise her, i bought the ticket, and asked her one day before my flight, with hope that i can meet her, because as far as i know, she was single, couple of guys tried to connect eith euth her, but deep down i knew she love me, she still wanted me, hence i asked, i still got a fair chance. I though of that
The response was bad, this was the beginning of an end,,,low response, unclear answer, me, stupidly sad, i said i love her, i want her, i want to meet her so badly
Desperately, this was cumulative from may,, mixed with my anxiety and all
Friday i landed, she still contacted me even though i feel broken, no news from her, i know i will not met her at the sirport, no way it could happened, she sent me couple of lines, and as usual, she left without replies
Stupid me, saturday , i went to her house, with high hopes, to get some clarifications, yes or no,, because i didnt not know the truth, my version was, she single now, couple of guys tried to conncet with her, and i need clar because now im back
She replied , dont find me , she felt uncomfortable and i replied asking for information, confirmation, i was confused, what happened during the lost time, 11 july-22 july, she changed drasrically, he replies, dont bother me anymore, i had bf now, and im happy
I was thinking about giving up, i still think that if she didnot want to meet me, she could just told me that, its fair, i can leave once i heard that from her mouth,,,and after i saw this reply, i have given up, i thought that this is what she wanted, so yeah i gave up
Little did i know, this was the start of big disclosures, the end of this lunacy, the end of this sociopath story......
Things are pretty good from here
But you aint really good
I never learned when we were here before
Just stop your cry it is the sign of the times
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