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chronicsymptomsyndrome · 1 year ago

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*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

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umblrspectrum · 7 months ago

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so like is it specifically planets the solver craves or can it get by with just eating dirt off the ground

#thank you those people in that one server i havent been there long enough to remember names #for bringing up the idea #is very funny #god i have genuinely no idea what to do for n's dialogue boxes. cannot think of a gimmick whatsoever #suprise attack by the artstyle change. i am imploding right now #cannot settle on any style whatsoever. genuinely changing by the hour #so strangely proud of ns hand in this one i dont know what it is about it but i really like it #hats still pisses me off though. why so difficult to draw #murder drones #art #murder drones uzi #murder drones n #serial designation n #murder drones cyn #or its #murder drones absolutesolver #who knows at this point #murder drones skig #still fighting tooth and nail for the tail to be named skig. it fits so well #iz go attack glitch headquarters for me #i think its late enough i can keep this unspoilered

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ase-trollplays · 1 year ago

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My mood when I woke up vs my mood less than an hour into my shift

#nattering about nothing #WHY AM I LIKE THIS LATELY #I DIDN'T USED TO HATE MY JOB 😫#WHY DOES BEING HERE SUDDENLY PISS ME OFF

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hinamie · 8 months ago

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*catboys ur shounen protag*

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #yuji itadori #yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok #u all can forgive me im sure #i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all #so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now #also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them #if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i #anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists #adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref #i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on #every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do #bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg #anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3 #i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .

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anbaisai · 6 months ago

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It's not even actually their birthday

(Based on a conversation I had with a friend + Jamil's 2024 birthday present to the player)

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stargirl230 · 9 months ago

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kaito screencap redraw! plus my favorite panel from the scarlet return arc lol

I've been reading detco for like 2 years and the unhealthy obsession fanart motivation finally caught up

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

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r-aindr0p · 1 month ago

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the possibility of throuple rugjamidia has captivated me

Ok ok wait though I have to share the vision I have with these 3 !! Been thinking about how Jamil did "quit" his job as a treasure guardian for a life of peace but he still can't chill in his pond for five minutes because of the other two idiots, they just keep coming back....

This is only part one ! Part two is still cooking in the microwave

Hopefully he'll get the blue thing back on his feet and have them go away once and for all (lmao no)

#Twisted wonderland #croissant de lune #jamil viper #twst jamil #ruggie bucchi #twst ruggie #idia shroud #twst idia #the idia slander continues even when he's unconscious #having skill issues so severe the mobs start to pity heal you- that's probably what regular idia would've said #reasons why I am so late with asks : the urge to draw full comics with explanations #24h a day is not enough to draw everything I want to #sometimes music doesnt even help concentrating I need like.... 10hours of washing machine sounds to actually lock in...#or just one (1) song looped for hours

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artsymeeshee · 2 months ago

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Second-guessing

#been overthinking all day today and needed to draw how it feels lately #a bit of a vent ahead #it’s gotten really lonely and almost alienating in a way #and the fandom seems so vastly different #and in a way I dont really feel ok in #i do take the steps to avoid anything that i don’t want to see #but it just feels like what i do is pointless #like what i draw is pointless #i know the more platonic/familial themes in my art will always be overshadowed #but its been a harsh truth ive been hit with #and it’s kind of heartbreaking #i’m forever grateful for the reminders of how my art is like a breath of fresh air #but man is it difficult to not just quit entirely #because it always falls back to: why am I doing this? what’s the point?#i’m sorry I feel like such a whiny loser when I talk about things like this #it’s all jumbled and all over the place but to put it simply it’s been super lonely #i just needed to say something before it completely boiled over #im sorry again

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arsenicflame · 10 months ago

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Bonus round! Do you use a queue tag?

#ive been super curious about this because people seem to have really strong opinions on the queue! so many people seem to HATE it #but i love using the queue! i dont really know exactly why i like it so much- i started using in like... 2016 and its a fundamental part of #my tumblr experience now. i think i started off just using it for offline hours so id hit most my american mutuals (/ for aes posts)#but these days basically everything goes in my queue (cept time sensitive things & like. current hype and original posts-#anything 'normal' posting is in the queue)#idk it feels. nice to me! i like to spread out my posting and not rb 30 things in half an hour and then disappear for the rest of the day #esp since my spaces are so circular- the same post runs on my dash a dozen times minimum. and i get to put it on ur dash a week late!!!#and its so nice to have small interactions with mutuals in incompatible timezones; to open up my notifications in the morning #and go: oh! my friends were here <3 #its such a Part of the tumblr experience for me i dont think i could ever truly change now. maybe switch to timed queueing #but my availability changes so much i prefer to just. know i guess #but (i am so sorry for all that) im curious about how other people feel!!!!!! itd be so interesting to hear abt why people do/do not like i #i know some people like the experience of spamming and going. some people think it makes this seem to much like influencing or whatever #everyone has their reasons and i want to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#nyxtalks #poll #queue #no see answers option because you must fall into one of these

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papirfecni · 2 years ago

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girlfriendism

#i finally started c3!!!! im extremely late!!!#critical role #bells hells #imodna #laudna #imogen temult #wlw #fanart #my art #I FORGOT THE HAIRPIN!!!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS #i was minecraft witch laughing to myself like Hehe finally i kept every little detail in mind! NO

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tshortik · 1 year ago

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Cryptic visions of space and time...

#essek #essek thelyss #critical role #mighty nein #caleb widogast #this works on its own but it's actually part of a bigger fancomic idea i have #but i still have to figure out if i even want to invest so much time into something like that lmao.. prob not #i already made a concept document for fun and its way too long.. unfortunately i rly like it #i rly believe in the idea tbh i just dont know if its physically possible because i work fulltime LMAO #its a lot of fun tho #here i am 3 years late idk why the essek thoughts bubble out NOW ignore me

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scienceismygirlfriend · 3 months ago

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who is your oldest blorbo, by which i mean: which of your blorbos was created the longest time ago? mine's probably archie goodwin (1934)

#i know that's pretty recent relatively speaking but i am just curious!#also i've got a pretty specific criteria for what i consider a blorbo so that's probably why i don't have someone older than archie #(which is not to say that those criteria need to apply to anyone else's blorbo ofc)#tho idk i bet if i reread frankenstein then ol' victor would probably make the list #anyway i was just thinking about this because i've been reading a lot of nero wolfe lately and #i caught myself rotating archie goodwin in my mind before falling asleep the other night. just like rex stout would have wanted #EDIT: OH SHIT WAIT i forgot about harriet vane she first appeared 4 years earlier i'm so sorry harriet

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szynkaaa · 6 months ago

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my girl cries stardust

or that one time the Destined One was starstruck (literally?)

in my head this is after the Destined One and my OC have been traveling for a while and now and established a good form of communication too despite the Destined One being silent. He noticed that she never allows her herself to cry in front of him, figured it might be because she didn't want people to see her cry. And then something something happened where she reached her limit and broke down. Seeing her cry was simultaneouslythe most beautiful and heartbreaking thing he has seen.

#not me just dropping doodles with like bits and pieces about my OC but never really explaining why she cries stars and stardust #also still drawing her in her modern outfit because drawing hanfu is pain and I am not ready for it (also kinda still working on her outfit #so yknow how badass characters have like a really cool epiphet #hers would either The Bloodstained Constellation #or Cepheus the Abysswalker #cepheus baskerville #black myth wukong #sun wukong x oc #sun wukong x reader #black myth wukong oc #jttw #monkey king #szynkART #former heroes who quit too late #fhwqtl

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journey-to-the-attic · 10 months ago

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uh oh

#art #obey me #obey me raphael #jtta ik #forcing myself to have a go at shading things. if i never try i will never get better!!!!!!!#mind if i brain dump real quick bc i've been thinking lately about how i refer to myself as a writer but never an artist #whenever i mention it i always say 'i draw stuff' or 'illustrate' instead #it's not like i feel particularly inferior about how i draw bc of course! i haven't gotten around to even touching an art course!!#but to me 'artist' encapsulates a sort of abstract skill and i always feel like i draw much more objectively #it is just The Thing That I Am Depicting and that's prob why i have such trouble with shading and any non-literal colouring #the best thing i've made so far is that one satan thing and i have yet to remember how i managed that #anyway i've been trying some new stuff out!! slowly but surely #that's all mostly stuff i'll keep to myself though #anyway if you actually read through all that Thank you i love you

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adhdandcomics · 4 days ago

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i’m very sorry that society has made you feel this way about your fellow disabled people. i hope you can reflect on why you believe that other people with worse symptoms than you are bringing down this community and giving us a bad name.

(especially in the context of a vent post that is not indicative of whether or not we are “actually trying” in real life.)

i am also sorry that society makes you believe that in order for disabled people to be respected we have to consistently be working toward a nebulous goal of self improvement and overcoming of disability as to not be perceived as lazy and inconsiderate by the world.

i hope you can be kinder and more patient with yourself and your disability in the future, too.

#i’m not mad even though your tags on my post were extremely rude and disrespectful. i understand why you feel this way #it’s the way that everyone in the world talks about this issue to me and everyone else who struggles with it to.#it’s pretty much impossible not to internalize some of that #but a key thing in disability activism is the realization that disability is actually disabling. and that there are wildly different #presentations of disability in different people. people with the same disabilities may have vastly different capacities for dif activity #internalized ableism #ableism #it’s also just a bit funny that the whole reason i made this post was because of the people who tell me exactly what you did in your tags #that all i have to do is work harder and try harder and #refusing to realize that my ability fluctuates day to day and hour to hour #there’s weeks where i’m on time every day. and then i have a moment that lapses into hours of stuporific depression #or similar exec dysfunction #that makes it impossible to consider going anywhere or doing anything.#and during episodes like this the alternative to being late is not being on time. it is simply not doing anything #time blindness is a debilitating symptom i experience. it has soured hundreds of events and relationships for me. this is not because #i just don’t try. or i don’t want to. or i do not torture myself about it. i promise #an explanation of which i am only delving into in the hopes that it enlightens you to my previous posts logic a bit more #not because i believe anyone has to justify their disability to anyone to be owed respect and compassion #i hope this helps a little

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months ago

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #ichiban kasuga #crossover #shadow the hedgehog #why the hell do i alre. oh i know why LMAO #snap sketches #me when sega finally gives me an excuse to shadow post THEY GAVE HIM A LIL ALOHA OUTFIT #everyone posting their cool as hell angel of darkness art and here i am …… hello …#he an ichi match........ nothing but love in my heart as of late lifes beautiful ...#i was already shadow doodling but now i can finally shadow post ........... AND WITH ICHIBAN #so funny too cause when i got my ichi watch i thought that the red and gold reminded me of shadow ... heh .....#expanding my rgg friend list for shadow it got ichi and haruka and daigo on there … who next …#i love drawing i love doing whatever i want #like going to bed. or something idk bye

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