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as far as christian-themed art goes I'm of the opinion that you cannot meaningfully appropriate mainline western catholicism (it's a massively powerful branch of a religion that has been spread by imperialism and that actively seeks out converts as a core tenet. how could you appropriate it?) but that it is possible to engage with it shallowly and that that's fair game to make fun of. I will not be taking questions at this time
#bolo speaks#which isn't to say that you need to be personally connected to a specific branch to make good art about it#I think sincerity and research are key there#but I was just listening to lingua ignota (having a normal one) and thinking how funny it was#that she was raised catholic but as an adult artist her whole thing is usamerican evangelical protestant imagery and ideas#most people who crib elements of forms of christianity they weren't raised with for their art#are ex-protestants ribbing on catholicism. I think it's neat to see it the other way around#on a related note you can't meaningfully appropriate usamerican-style evangelical protestantism either#and I don't think we make enough freaky gay art about that#I want tumblrinas to bring the energy they do to st sebastian to whatever tortured ideas of gender are being cooked up in missouri right no#...though maybe I say that because I watch a lot of fundie fridays
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Gibeon seems to take betrayal very personally. He even took a dig at Amethio's father, presumably, when he told Amethio "so you were the same, you would stray from the path too...". He seems to hold a lot of bitterness over what happened. Given how he talks about him, it's no wonder that Amethio started seeing his father in a negative light and would say that he is not like him in an attempt to distance himself from him.
I wonder if Amethio's father will show up soon. I still think Crave (Friede's former superior at Exceed) is the only candidate for it from the characters we've seen so far. He showed up in the same episode Gibeon was revealed to be Amethio's grandfather, he seems kind and caring (and apparently, Gibeon doesn't like that), and they made sure to show that he is a married man. So it's either him or a character we haven't met yet. But I think Amethio's father is alive, not only because of the way they talk about him, but also because I think Amethio will mend his relationship with him and he'll have a home to come back to in the end. If Liko, Roy and Dot's families are there for the trio to come back home to, then I think Amethio's situation will be similar (or at least, I hope so).
Going back to Gibeon, I wonder if he perceives whatever happened with Lucius as betrayal, and now casts people away at the slightest hint of what he views as betraying him (Amethio's father, and now Amethio himself...). Gibeon seems affected by "betrayal" and maybe "choosing something/someone over him" from his reactions in the episode... From what has been implied so far, Amethio's father didn't take up Gibeon's will and chose his own path and wants (family, career..). And Amethio's actions in this episode made it look like he "chose" the enemy (Liko) over Gibeon, from his grandfather's perspective.
All of this makes me curious because all the framing around Lucius so far makes it look like Gibeon is the one who did something to betray him, hence why Terapagos seems to have a strong negative reaction to Gibeon's name being mentioned. But now, it also looks like Gibeon is affected by betrayal, potentially for a reason that has roots to the past (and which has been amplified by Amethio's father straying from the path, etc).
Liko's line about hearing people out ("I can see that there is stuff you'll never know if you don't hear people out") might have been the most important line in this episode. She got to talk with Amethio and they both got to hear each other out and understand each other better. And she only had to ask to receive answers. Meanwhile, Gibeon refused to hear Amethio out and shut down the possibility for dialogue. Which means that there is stuff he will never know, because he wasn't willing to hear Amethio out. It makes me wonder if whatever happened between Lucius and Gibeon is a huge misunderstanding that could have been solved if Gibeon was willing to hear the other party out. Like, what if Gibeon is dragging everyone in his messy breakup with Lucius over something that could have been easily avoided and solved, and what if there are huge misconceptions and misunderstandings on his side.
#amethio#liko#gibeon#hz065#character notes#episode notes#still not sure about his father but i like the theory that it's crave because i think it's funny if friede's former boss is amethio's dad#and i think crave and friede getting along is also neat#amethio being like 'and why do you know my dad smh'#also lucius and gibeon drama feels a bit like two people who weren't a thing but are somehow going through a divorce#and getting everyone involved#i dig the idea of a huge misunderstanding taking place. though it could be something else too#but the idea of the futility of the whole thing. gibeon being bitter and destroying and messing up everything#hurting his family and casting them away and using harsh words that amethio will remember forever#all of this. over something that could have been avoided very easily. over something that might not be true. over a misunderstanding.#it's so compelling to me.#i need to know what happened though! give me more
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I’m the anon that sent in all the Ruby stuff! It makes me so happy that you love her so much. I didn’t expect her to be such a beloved character to you and I was kind of nervous that you would have hated her tbh. ^^;
Something Ruby related — I had a fic about Twig and co. confronting the siblings before I ultimately scrapped it because I could not write villainous characters without making them feel cliché. I do remember this one line said by Ruby’s sister when she lashes out towards Twig:
“You wouldn’t get it. You have a cushy life style and you baby your daughter instead of actually raising her. We’re doing that ungrateful, spoiled brat a favor — we’re teaching her how to survive. You wouldn’t know the meaning of that with that silver spoon in your mouth.”
I don’t blame you for struggling with not making the siblings feel cliché— writing villainous characters gets 900x more difficult the second you don’t want to make them sympathetic. Ark was fairly simple for me to write, even in scrapped scenes where he was all-in with his villainous role during the events of the post-game. Twig’s aunt, meanwhile, gave me a heck of a hard time while I was developing her backstory.
#this anon (while offering the most precious character to me free of charge): I hope Sofie doesn’t hate this character :/#meanwhile I am foaming at the mouth from how much I love Ruby and everything she adds to the AU#on a semi-related note I’ve been debating whether or not to make Twig evolving into a charizard officially canon#it’d be a neat idea but I’d miss drawing her as a charmeleon :<#I think if she DOES end up evolving it would be during her pursuit of Ruby’s siblings.#they’d bolt when they realized they’re outmatched by a world-class explorer who’s also a ticked off mother#and they’re able to run much faster than she is able to.#they’re fine. they just need to put a little more distance between them and those maniacs and then keep their heads down for a while—#—change up the disguises they use and skip town when the coast is clear. they’re fine.#they can go grab Ruby and teach her a lesson for giving them so much trouble after the heat dies down.#Meanwhile Twig has sprouted wings and is rapidly closing in on their location whilst lit on fire.#it’d be a fun parallel if this is how things play out; Grovyle evolved from a treecko during an attack so he could protect Twig.#Now Twig is doing the same for one of her own loved ones.#not sure if I’ll make it canon but it sure is fun to think about!#the present is a gift au#shadow baby AU#pmd darkrai#pmd ocs#pmd oc#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokémon mystery dungeon#pmd#sofie answers asks#stuff by sofie
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I cannot deal with people acting like criticism of the mbti is part of some misogynistic conspiracy against these two brave women fighting to be recognized in a male dominated field, like it's an underdog story. they made that shit up!!!!! "ooh but it's based on Jung's work" well first of all I'm not sure why we're dickriding Jung's archetypes but he also said mbti was stupid. so.
#they were just racist white women who wanted to put people into neat boxes. not hard to think of why this might not be a great framework#i need to never ever look at the notes on that post lol
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hiihiii i love the way u write shidou smmmm so if ur requests r still open id like something with shidou + lies <3
Hellooo thank you!! Shidou zoomed his way into my favorites and I really enjoy writing him, haha! Here's a bit of him hanging with the smoking group T1
The problem with lying, Shidou had found, is that you end up fooling everyone involved. If you spend time trying to deceive someone, the people close to you will also believe it. If you continue, it will affect all those in proximity. And, if you do it for long enough, you’ll start to deceive yourself.
Shidou had certainly lost track of his lies for a while. Right before it had all come crashing down around him, he’d almost believed all the beautiful tales of hope and health he’d been spreading. He’d almost seen the world as the place he’d been describing.
And then the truth hit him; it crushed him. Seeing all the blood on his hands, he’d tried to swear the whole thing off in what little time he had left in this life. But, like his other habits, it was a difficult one to break.
He exhaled smoke into the room, listening to Mikoto go on about the busy days of his office job. Shidou was concerned how he still spoke about everything as if he’d be heading right back after all this.
He wanted nothing more than to sit him down for an examination. There were several reasons he may not remember his crime -- it was most likely the emotional shock, but Shidou couldn’t rule out the possibility of a head injury, an illness, a seizure, a stroke, or even it being a side effect of whatever drugs Milgram must have given the prisoners when bringing them here. It took everything in him to let Mikoto be. After all, no one was going to request help from a “killer doctor,” and he didn’t have any of his usual equipment.
So he just stood and smoked in silence.
“What about you?” Kazui asked. “My line of work definitely stressed me out, too. But I don’t think I’ve seen you bat an eye at anything since coming here.” He nudged Shidou. “Are you just as cool under pressure as those movie doctors?”
Shidou’s lips angled to a smile. “I suppose so. Though, I believe they look calm because they’re meant to appear perfectly competent. I’m calm so that patients don’t realize I am imperfect.”
Was that all he was, when he killed those people? Just ‘imperfect’?
Seeing the way Mikoto’s eyebrows shot up, he clarified, “I’m very competent, mind you. But no doctor is perfect. Many patients will panic if you show even the slightest sign of doubt.”
He teased, “so you just lie to everyone all day? Damn, remind me to watch out the next time I go in for a checkup.”
“No, it isn’t like that.” Wasn’t it?
The other two continued the conversation, but Shidou grew quiet. Was that something else he’d started to believe? Another thing he’d convinced himself was normal when, in fact, it was very, very wrong?
“I get that. Confidence is really important when dealing with dangerous situations.”
“Heh, I’ve definitely put up a bit of an act around here for some of the younger prisoners. I think it’s been helping, they seem calmer from when this all started.”
That’s right -- his goal was always to help, to calm. He watched Mikoto rub his temple absently, and knew another headache was approaching and knew what to do for it. He’d helped Haruka get over a cold the past week. He and Kotoko had discussed nutrition tips the other day. He was still doing good. The smile that he put up for the others was still doing good.
“Well, I’m glad we’ve got a professional around here.” Kazui gestured his cigarette to Shidou, snapping him away from his thoughts. “Nothing against the guard, but it’s nice to have someone like you who can help me look out for everyone.”
“Yeah, feel better about being here already!” Mikoto slung an arm around him. The boy's expression showed he was trying to appear in on some joke. “So, doc, you think that all of us are getting out of this crazy place in one piece?”
Shidou wanted to warn him the situation was more serious than he knew. Milgram was not a big joke. He was not a man to be trusted. He was not a man to be forgiven.
But old habits die hard.
“Oh, I'm sure of it.”
#milgram#shidou kirisaki#mikoto kayano#thank you for the request ahh!! i tried to peek into his mind a bit more -- hes got a lot going on in there ough...#its neat that he and kazui are such different flavors of liars#kazui is hiding himself out of fear - always painfully aware of the truth#but shidou lies to make others happy and help more people and to save more lives - all the while believing it a bit himself#many of the other prisoners reached the end of their patience with their lies/what they were hiding. they finally broke.#but shidous final murder happened because he was completely consumed by his own lie#and now - despite having suicide-level guilt over it - hes still helping people and needing to put up those old masks#hes just so !!!! *shakes him violently*#on another note he strikes me as the type to be constantly noticing things and itching to help#everyones kinda sure that mikotos trauma is repressing his memory but shidou is the only one who it Really bothers#anyway i hope you enjoy!#drabbles
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oki finished reading the eternals event so im gonna continue to not be a rp blog for another post, but i was alrdy very emotional about feower reaching out & asking for help in his transcendence eps (and captain teasing him about it or whatever, i dont have the dialogue on me rn♡♡♡) so 1)seeing him doing it sm in this....;_; snif. 2) feower looking for a future & wanting to make sure the kids of stardust town can start thinking of one.....'what do you want to be when you grow up' 'i dont know' hits sooo different with that in consideration....
loved him getting mad and loved him tearing up, hes ssoooooo cute im so excited for tiens.........considering her um. selfsacrificing behaviors that are maxed out. and how her transcendence had the crew trying to spoil her...........('i'm going to live' T_^.....tien.......) i have her 150 uncap one in my fate eps i just havent gotten around to reading it yet. but w how this was set-up for feower im hoping tiens will touch on her starting to allow ppl to care for her yknow.....
#stardust speaking !#i LOVVEEEE the twins..............#i think captains so neat in both of their transcendence eps too#i always enjoy captain around ppl who struggle to rely on others considering how little theyve reached out too#anime s1 u will always be famous to me. vyrn talking about how gran said they have to do things on their own & not rely on others#and katalina noting that even tho thats how they lived in the past..in a crew thats a bit.........#katalina in general is ssooo good w gran in the anime. i lov the anime❗❗❗#they should use the cashgrab money of this yr to make s3. for me#and the other five loki/fenrir/freesia fans#srry i mentioned the anime i doomed myself BUT. i think aarons such an incredible addition of a character#i dearly wish theyd use him more#having someone with a sprite(YIPPIEEE) who is very concerned about captains safety is neat me thinks#(ppl being worried about them in general tbh)#anime zinkenstill sendoff is 5ever the best imo but mannn aarons ingame sprite...give him a R alrdy...........i need crumbs....
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one thing i like about the new job is that public service really drives home how diverse and interesting any random sample of people actually is. you kind of can't keep thinking that there's one single way in which ordinary life typically goes when you're dropped into the middle of other people's lives on a daily basis. like within two weeks at a public service job in the most boring town imaginable someone will come in and be like hi i'm blind, can i have some adjustments for my advanced degree. hi my grandmother died, can i have an extension. hi i moved here from taiwan literally two months ago and misunderstood some instructions, can i repeat this process. hi i'm competing at the olympics, can i put my studies on hold.
there's just this certain kind of rhetoric that wants to make you belive that A Normal Person is this or that and their life goes this or that way, when really there's no limit to the chaos of human experience or to the endlessly new-shuffled variations of Circumstances and i'd defy anyone who believes otherwise to keep believing it after one day in public service
#the reason this is on my mind sm is bc i've lately been encountering the ''who is this even for'' argument a lot#from people who think certain adjustments are for ''fringe groups'' or whatever#that they believe don't really involve anyone of any note and aren't a good use of public resources#& before this job i never realized that statements like that are someone showing you their shitty qualifications?#like ok you don't know people then. you've never bothered to encounter People As People. you're in a deliberate bubble. cool#that's all i need to know abt your suitedness to comment on public interests lol#it'd be so convenient for them too. sooo easy to believe that ppl fit into neat little groups of The Rule and The Exception respectively#and therefore groups they can consider worthy of their service and groups that aren't#like i know that as a conservative you want to think of a theology student and a trans student as separate entities.#however over here in reality that's the same guy :') cope ig. hope this helps#it's about think of others by mahmoud darwish. you guys get it
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incredibly fucking funny
#'surely it won't be that simple'#me: okay I need to be really proactive about making it super clear that there must be a good reason he doesn't have much information yet#stephen: oh yeah he has so much information that to call it 'clues' would be frankly laughable. he just hasn't acted on it for some reason#'surely' I said. 'I won't have A witness. because obviously that would give me TOO MUCH to go on to start with.'#I was expecting anything from 'you have no clues and no leads' (understandable and fantastic just please make that also believable)#to 'you have One Lead that has led you to the town you're currently in where the trail has gone cold' (a little more actionable! neat!)#NOT.... 'oh you know exactly where this thing happened and who did it to you and where to find them' OH. HUH. HM. THAT'S--#[frantically shuffling through my notes] WOULD YOU BELIEVE I HADN'T PREPARED FOR THAT POSSIBILITY--#lmao
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designing tattoos for traumatized/struggling characters that represent their struggles, growth, and healing >>>>>>>
#i am learning so much symbolism <3 i love it#i also think it's a cool way to show their story ya know#and the design itself gives an idea of who the character is#and the placement! tattoo placement has it's own symbolism! that's really neat you guys!#i have four sticky notes from this that i need to slap in my sketchbook#i might refine the designs more... or at least try pffff#typing out loud#Tattoos For Fictional Characters Edition#ive been posting more random thoughts hm#good! bout time i use this blog as my public journal lmao
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Does monster adam have any friends at all that guy seems so lonely
He did!
Or. used to.
You see, one, there was an incident in his past where he. kinda. sorta. turned into a werewolf in front of the rest of the BPS, being where he lost Jonah as a "friend" (using the term loosely, considering Adam hated Jonah even before this.) Jonah left the BPS soon after, though Sarah. still gave Adam the benefit of the doubt, considering how he's human most of the time, and can't. really. control the fact that he's a werewolf. things happen, right?
However. A few months later, Sarah gets the news that. Evelin was found dead outside of Adam's place. She starts getting suspicions, considering her date of death was on a full moon, but Adam denies anything and gets super defensive. Sarah finds out the truth not too long after that though, and. Adam finally admits it, but. blames it on Evelin, saying "I told her to leave but she didn't listen. it wasn't my fault she was being stupid."
That's when Adam lost Sarah too.
#asks are neat#tmc monster au#monster adam#Sarah Heathcliff (monster au)#Maybe i'll change this tag later who knows#character death mention#Yeah the way Adam reacted to Eve's death was the final nail in the coffin.#Leaving Adam with. no friends.#No big deal. He doesn't NEED friends.#right?#Side note GRAAAAAAAAAAAA SEND MORE MONSTER AU ASKS IT'S MAKING ME INSANE /VLH VNF
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*looks at your tags* nice, nice—
PROSTETIC HEART?????
Sometimes you have an idea so so wild but with so much interesting thematic potential that you then have no choice but to try and figure out how to make it work 🤷♀️
Anyway 💅 still working on the how but basically the AU is as described: Branch's fleshy magic Troll heart is gone and in its place is a prosthetic one he made himself. Smth smth a Troll's music is their magic and their magic is their music and smth smth you can remove a Troll's magic by removing their heart (assuming they survive, which they normally wouldn't, but Branch is nice and insane and good at clinging onto life like that). So the AU focuses on the issues that arise from having a heart cobbled together from the materials he could find and the sort of disconnect from the world around him due to the loss of the heart he was born with. Again it doesn't make much sense but it's fun to think about so 🤷♀️
#ask zaz#beating heart au#??? maybe????#anyway. still working out details but branch having to put extra effort into learning notes and dance choreo compared to other trolls#bc that stuff no longer comes naturally to him#and smth smth his singing sounding ''empty'' even when he hits every note perfectly bc. well. his body can't produce its own magic#his music doesn't affect the world around him the way other trolls' music does. he can't summon backing tracks and backup singers#from the flora and fauna#does poppy care? no that's her boyfie#also smth smth emotional regulation and how having a prosthetic heart would affect branch in that regard#yes i know the heart doesn't do that kinda thing irl but like. these are trolls i can get funky with their biology if i wanna#current idea for how branch loses his heart does involve a degree of self harm tho :[[[ i still need to refine it tho so who knows#but also. the thematic potential of branch cutting out his own heart‚ regardless of the reason‚‚‚ oughhhhhhh#idk if this au is all that interesting to anyone but me but idk i think it could be neat
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Spinel.
#hghh. spinel#cannot believe this man is an anpk character that i get to enjoy actually.#like. he is such a specific character.#catered to a specific audience (which i'm part of ww)#his design. his voice. his everything.#like. they know exactly who they are catering to with him ww i love it#he is such an unexpected character to have in this show... very thankful that i get to witness this#he is messy and actually interesting... not the kind of villain who makes me yawn#there are things to explore and i need that to enjoy a character#he even has plenty of parallels and neat contrasts with so many characters.. ohh i am so spoiled#i missed him. and his voice#the situation was so dire i had to start the shoushimin anime because his VA is in it :/#good seasonal anime btw ww his VA has a good voice but i wanted the spinel voice specifically though#so it's a good thing he came back. so i get to listen to him#i really enjoy his line deliveries...! the さあ、どうする is in my mind#thinking about that thing with love and how loving him and being involved with him comes with its own kind of pain#and a specific emotional baggage that you have to carry etc#this stuff is soo compelling. of course i'd go insane over it w#anyway. i've been rotating him in my mind. he is so.#spinel#hz064#character notes#episode notes
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quick sketch of my best friends clark kent and superman
[image description: two pencil portraits of clark kent (also known as superman) from dc. the first drawing is him as clark kent while the second is him as superman. he is smiling in both portraits. /end description]
#clark kent#superman#dc#kal-el#<= i think that's his kryptonian name but i might be wrong don't correct me <3#art tag#made these designs up but i do think superman is one of those designs where it's like. Iconique. no notes <3#you don't stray very far because you don't need to <3#i don't keep up with the dc universe by the way i just like the idea of superman i've built up in my head <3#like a genuinely nice guy with superpowers <3 who's also jewish and bisexual <3#i don't think i've read any superman-centric comics. i've read the Big dc comics like the killing joke and the dark knight returns and#swamp thing the original one. i'm actually reading the first comic where superman appears right now actually <3#i like how instead of flying he used to jump and run i like seeing little quirks that come up when a character premieres and they're trying#to figure out what works and what doesn't that's neat to me <3#anyways they should stop having gritty movies where superman is mean because power corrupts or what the fuck ever.#just make him a good guy like a genuinely good person maybe it won't make a good movie for some people. i'll have a great time though <3#maybe i'm just behind on Superman Lore. i don't know i don't watch movies or shows or read books <3 (exaggerating for comedic effect)
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thoughts in tags oops
funniest possible response to getting my gender marker changed
#In my state you can correct your documents to say X (dont gotta be nonbinary it can be used by anyone who wants to)#And documents can also be corrected to say INTERSEX#And you don't gotta submit proof of transition or anything (under 18s need a doctor note) which is neat :D#Tbh it's brought me great comfort to be able to grow into my maleness rather than to simply declare myself male after I've “become one”#And we're currently working on a law that makes it a bit easier for felons to legally transition which is great#Because trans people who have been homeless/sex workers/addicts are disproportionately policed#Of course the process of legally changing your name and sex marker here is only easi/er/. Not easy.#I spent a whole 9 months having to pay for neccessary perscriptions out of pocket#Because I had to manually get my records changed with Every. Single. Doctor. Even ones within the same office#Like. Surely there's a way to do it just once and have it reflected in the entire system automatically#Infuriating#And that was AFTER I spent 6 months just filling out paperwork and getting bg checks and waiting for my new birth certificate in the mail#It took approximately 2 years from begining to end to be fully completely and universally recognized as my true name and gender#And you know what?#I just found out there's Another place I have to change it#*sigh*#Anyway this is really funny!
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my statistics professor is. requiring us to take notes in MICROSOFT EXCEL?!!?!?
#WHO TAKES FUCKING NOTES IN A SPREADSHEETS APPLICATION???!?!?#WHY WOULD ANYONE DO THAT?!?#THAT IS THE MOST OVERCOMPLICATED LEAST ACCESSIBLE LEAST HELPFUL LEAST EFFECTIVE WAY EVER?!?!?#i can understand requiring notes a little bit#even though i think it's stupid and not always helpful to make it a graded requirement of students#but forcing students to take notes a certain way? absolutely vile#students need to take notes in ways that are effective and make sense for them personally#and requiring students to take notes in MICROSOFT EXCEL?!? A SPREADSHEETS APPLICATION?!?!?#W H A T ? ! ? !#like. if you want to look back at your notes. you would have to click on the box bc it just cuts off and open up the editor to see it#spreadsheet boxes are meant for numbers equations and single words/phrases#and sentences only on occasion#and in the end should all go to the purpose of being a spreadsheet#who writes paragraphs as notes in excel spreadsheet boxes?!?!?#also confusing bc she have like. a specific premade thing we have to fill out (again awful for personal note taking) that has#several tabs#which is a confusing noghtmare#like. i am good at taking notes!! i write notes detailed enough to basically be the textbook! and it's all very neat!#and the act of physically writing things down and formatting it in ways that make sense to me help me remember!#i am not going to get that from this microsoft excel nightmare!!#unityrain.txt#vent in tags#rant in tags
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Trueform sukuna who never kisses his concubines. EXCEPT he only kisses his favorite concubine aka reader 😞🎀
𝝑𝑒 synopsis. you’re the only one deserving of lord sukuna’s.. direct affection.
tags. true form!sukuna x concubine!reader. fluff, suggestive at most. uhh exhibitionism ? kinda but nothing crazy sexual happens, so pda. size difference. reader gets called ‘doll.’
you’re standing at the entrance of the estate, along with some other concubines. four of them. uraume is there with you as well. you’re all awaiting the one person you’re serving; ryomen sukuna.
it’s silent. the women don’t dare to speak up nor do they dare address you in a menacing manner because of uraume’s presence. you’re thankful for them. you really don’t want to have another petty fight with the concubines. not before your little trip to the village nearby.
you’re all accompanying sukuna to meet up with an infamous clan leader. it’s official business, but you’re needed as a sign of your lord’s high status. you’re basically his trophies that he likes to show off.
“interesting choice of clothing,” sukuna finally shows up. you all bow, showing respect. you look up and only then realise that he’s addressing you. his eyes wander over your figure, “who’s chosen that for you?”
you glance down at your kimono. it’s a beautiful red—suiting the color of sukuna’s eyes. your hair is put up in a neat bun, with a matching crimson hairpin that represented who you belong to.
him.
“my lady-in-waiting, my lord,” you say quietly. you cannot see it, yet can easily feel it; the jealous glares from the four women. they’re dressed in the exact same color red, yet their lord hasn’t paid them any mind. not even a glance.
sukuna just hums in response and makes a mental note of your answer. at least his human servants are good for something. he continues to shamelessly check you out.
“lord sukuna,” uraume interrupts carefully. they bow their head once the king of curses looks their way with a stoic expression, “we’ll have to leave now if we wish to make it there at dawn.”
it’s a gentle reminder, but there’s some urgency in their voice. sukuna rolls his eyes—he may have some official business, but he’s not attending that. not before taking care of other more important stuff first. “silence,” he comments to uraume, heavy steps heading your way afterwards.
your eyes meet his. you blink in confusion, eyelashes fluttering. the sight makes sukuna’s hands twitch at his sides. the way you stare up at him with such naïveté is making him want to destroy it.
you’re unsure what sukuna wants from you. as he orders, everyone stays quiet. you watch as his big hands wrap around your body—your waist engulfed by his warm palms. your eyes widen, but before you can question his actions, your lips are sealed by his.
it’s rare that he does this. kissing sukuna is a privilege. one that no one has ever gotten the honour of having, except for you.
you’ve tasted him. you’ve felt his tongue slither against yours. you’ve had his saliva mix with yours. you’ve had him grunting in your mouth.
you’ve had it all.
no one says a thing. even as your feet are lifted from the ground by the sheer strength of sukuna’s grip on your small body. to reach his lips properly, he has to pick you up and hold you against his chest. it’s his favorite thing to do.
“pretty thing,” sukuna coos with a grin. you can feel his lips curling up menacingly against your mouth. it makes you whine. you instantly shut up once you realise that you’re still outside and surrounded by others—who are basically waiting on you two to be done.
you’re embarrassed to the point that you want nothing more than to hide your face against sukuna’s chest. but he will not let you until he’s had his fill. your tongues swirl around each other passionately, followed by him sucking on your bottom lip and biting it with his sharp fangs.
“my lord,” you whine quietly. you know this’ll end up like that one time in the garden. where he shamelessly took you in front of his servants. you’re unsure if it’s a smart thing to do right now. sukuna has an appointment to go to after all.
his mouth doesn’t stop interlocking with yours. his thick fingers tug at the hairs on the back of your neck, causing you to part your lips in surprise. the king of curses takes his chance and explores your warm little mouth. the one that he’s claimed as his the moment you became his concubine.
you tug at his sleeve as a reminder. sukuna grumbles in annoyance, but he knows you’re right; he should let go. his bottom set of eyes dart over to uraume for a second and upon seeing their expressionless yet determined face, he sighs.
all that official business can suck his dick.
sukuna finally detaches his lips from your now wet and swollen ones. you’re breathing hard, trying to catch your breath. you’re flustered to the point you actually bury your face into sukuna’s chiseled chest. you’re sure this’ll be the only talk around the estate for the upcoming week. you’ll become the victim of some more. . . bullying.
the king of curses notices that you don’t let go of him at all. he grins at the sight of you so desperately clinging onto him. he tries to undo the little mess he made of your once neat hair in the meantime.
“what? want me to carry you all the way there, doll?” sukuna raises an eyebrow, teasing you as per usual. you don’t let go of him since you’re still cooling off. you’ve never really kissed outside of the bedroom. it always happens behind closed doors, so this one time took you by surprise.
you shake your head and plop down on your feet again. “no, my apologies, my lord,” you straighten the material of your kimono and don’t even dare to look at the others. uraume would understand, since they’re used to their lord’s antics, but the concubines will cause big trouble once you’re back home.
sukuna nods in acknowledgment. he still got that evil smirk on his face. his thumb brushes the smudged lipstick from the corner of your mouth, cleaning up his mess once again. he’s nice enough to do so today.
“heh.” sukuna lets out an amused chuckle before walking away and ahead of you—the others silently following, as do you. you’re right behind him, on his right side, as he turns his head to yours, “just so y’know, i’m not done with you.”
you know sukuna isn’t. you can easily tell by the way that he didn’t even bother to wipe the lipstick from his own lips. he’s wearing that stain like it’s a medal of sorts. evidence that you’re the only one he’s ever going to show such affection to.
either way; you’re in for one hell of a ride once you’re back from your little business trip.
#sttoru writes.#jjk x reader#sukuna x reader#jjk x you#sukuna x you#jjk x y/n#sukuna x y/n#jjk fluff#sukuna fluff
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