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One thing I don't see addressed in Undertale fanworks a lot is Sans's eldritch madness.

Like I know we all love Sans because it's relatable that he's depressed and all, but he isn't depressed because he has MDD, he's depressed because he figured out the secrets of the universe and didn't like what those secrets had to tell him.

Keep in mind, Sans is not a naturally self aware character like Monika in DDLC, it's very VERY heavily implied that he has a fascination with science, specifically things like theoretical physics given the things he has in his room and the LITERAL SUPER COMPUTER IN HIS GARAGE. He is A LOT smarter than he appears at first glance. So no, Sans is not naturally self aware. He is in fact, a classic case of curiosity killed the cat.

I assume he probably built his computer around the same time Papyrus met Flowey since it was in the underground already when we fall in and we can't reset back far enough to give Sans the time to realize something was weird with time/deja vu whatever and build a whole super computer and THEN meet us outside the ruins.

Keep in mind, Sans remembers/has data for EVERY TIME someone plays Undertale. That's why he hates us even in the first true pacifist run (without having done a no-mercy run before hand) you do on your device. He knows that the player character has killed him and everyone he knows over and over again, just because they felt like it. (I've said it before and I'll say it again, the player is the true villian of Undertale, not Chara.) That's why he's depressed. Because he's slowly starting to realize that he lives in a fake world with a cruel god and there's nothing he can do about it.

Sans knows too much. He understood, even if for just a moment, the true scale of the world he lives in. Not that it's huge and infinite, but that he lives in a tiny, at most six hour long video game. And that made him crazy.

Undertale has a certain horror that is honestly some of the best I've ever seen because of how subtle it is. Like on the surface it's just another side scrolling video game. Dig a little deeper and it's a side scrolling videogame with morals. DIG EVEN DEEPER and it's a cosmic horror told from the perspective of what is essentially this universe's god, a cruel child who likes to squish bugs because it's fun, involving a time loop that will continue to go on as long as the game is played, trapping the characters of this world in their own personal hell that they don't even know about for the most part. We are the lovecraftian monster to these people.

I am autism. I am visible in your children, but if I can help it, I am invisible to you until it's too late....

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Redesigns! Some better than other 😅

Kiko and Andreas! I like them the most, forgot Andreas’s beret though

How will they know he’s French?,,,,,,,,,,,, /hj

I tried to look up 70s trends for their different home countries (Kiko being Japanese, Holly and Wallace being Argentinian, etc) but idk if it’s apparent 😭

The twins! Wallace legit barely changed but I like Holly’s new fit. I gave her a scarf since she’s always in the cold and doesn’t really like the warmer times of year

Ice girlie through and through >:3

I like their doodles slightly less cause I did them in a bit of a rush (I went to the store :3) but they’re cute :D

Bonus Lizzy doodle cause she’s cutie patootie and i miss her

This is her without her early bloomer scarring cause it’s an AU totally,,,,,,,,, (I forgot to draw them and I’m making excuses-)

EEEEEE CUTIES!! <3333

I love all their fits! Holly looks real good in a scarf, it suits her so well!

Lizzy is precious as always look at her go <33

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well day 2 of work has gone SIGNIFICANTLY better than the my first. buuut I still have 3 hours left yikes

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I dunno why, but when I heard this audio I immediately thought it was something Sans would say as a child

(Maybe because I'm thinking about Sans and Papyrus's childhood a lot for my AU GASTER'S RETURN, sounds very likely x)) Anyway, I've made this, they're cute, they're adorable, I want to eat their little baby faces TwT

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Undertale (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Papyrus & Sans (Undertale) Characters: Sans (Undertale), Papyrus (Undertale) Additional Tags: Big Brother Sans (Undertale), Younger Brother Papyrus (Undertale), Kid Papyrus, Mentioned Alphys (Undertale), Mentioned Mettaton (Undertale), I refere to Mtt as Hapstablook, Undertale AU, i never know what to tag non romantic fics…, Brotherly Affection, Light Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Sorta? I think, papyrus tries to cheer up sans, Photographs, folding laundry, Broken Friendships, Sans and Papyrus don’t live in Snowdin, Sans is in University, very very light hinted mettasans, Papyrus’ dialogue is in ALL CAPS, sans’ dialogue is in no caps, insert bad title tag, ugh i wish we could easily reorder tags, Ghost Mettaton (Undertale), Memories, Tickling, there is one pun in this fic, Dialogue Heavy, sans genuinely thinks papyrus is cool Summary:

Sans comes back from the laundromat to find his little brother going through some of his old photos. Memories from not so long ago that he really didn’t want to think about fill his skull. Papyrus doesn’t quite understand why he’s sad but tries to cheer him up anyway.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Undertale (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Papyrus & Sans (Undertale) Characters: Sans (Undertale), Papyrus (Undertale) Additional Tags: Big Brother Sans (Undertale), Younger Brother Papyrus (Undertale), Kid Papyrus, Mentioned Alphys (Undertale), Mentioned Mettaton (Undertale), I refere to Mtt as Hapstablook, Undertale AU, i never know what to tag non romantic fics..., Brotherly Affection, Light Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Sorta? I think, papyrus tries to cheer up sans, Photographs, folding laundry, Broken Friendships, Sans and Papyrus don't live in Snowdin, Sans is in University, very very light hinted mettasans, Papyrus' dialogue is in ALL CAPS, sans' dialogue is in no caps, insert bad title tag, ugh i wish we could easily reorder tags, Ghost Mettaton (Undertale), Memories, Tickling, there is one pun in this fic, Dialogue Heavy, sans genuinely thinks papyrus is cool Summary:

Sans comes back from the laundromat to find his little brother going through some of his old photos. Memories from not so long ago that he really didn't want to think about fill his skull. Papyrus doesn't quite understand why he's sad but tries to cheer him up anyway.

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Hi pookie wookie!!!

In honor of me redesigning some of my welcome home ocs (not Daisey and Flora cause they got their redesigns in human form lmao), I’m sharing some ideas I failed to share earlier :,3

Valentine’s Day cards of them maybe,,,,,,, they’re all personalized and based on the character’s theme and interests (holly = stars and ice skating, kiko = books and pink? Idk (probably gonna change her profession cause i ran out of ideas for her), etc)

Kiko might become a teacher instead,,,,,,, I ran out of ideas for her being a lawyer or a law student- might keep her being a clown in her past, but idk yet 😭

Random but I’m starting to get into Madoka Magica and madohomu gives me such holly/daisey vibes they murder me

Also I’ve delved into Daisey/Wallace a tiny bit cause they’re the only oc x oc ship i haven’t explored yet in my head

They’re actually really cute I like them

Their name can be Plant Photography,,,,,,,,, wait I love them

Also new ep of alien stage came out,,,,,,,,, I’m dead it killed me

I need more voice headcanons for my ocs- the only one I have is Daisey and they’re never consistent 😭

I have two redesigns done and I have two more to do :3

I’ll probably send them when they’re done- but I still need to explore more 70s clothing, especially for the different countries my ocs are from :,3333333

Hiiiiii bestiee!!! <333

Oh i love the idea of personalized Valentine's cards! (or would they be Mail-In-Time cards?)

What if Kiko taught law? I think combining the two ideas could be fun .3.

idk anything about the shows you mentioned but! im glad you're enjoying them oh and rip lol

Plant Photography sounds so cute! perhaps Wallace takes pictures of Daisey's garden and Daisey hangs them up <3

man i never think about voice headcanons lol, it's the one thing i always forget to do with ocs XD

70s fashion my beloved, there's so much fun stuff and ugh dont get me started on the Pants! I am foaming at the mouth i need them,,

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happy valentines day everyone

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my driving anxiety being completely overpowered by annoyance is helpful ig

BUT I don't like wanting to bash my head on my steering wheel bc some fuck IS GOING 40 IN THE FAST LANE

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mettasans. that is all (has this been done yet?)

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Hey everyone, I know it's going to be a busy day for a lot of people, but Google enrolled everyone over 18 into their AI program automatically.

If you have a google account, first go to gemini.google.com/extensions and turn everything off.

Then you need to go to myactivity.google.com/product/gemini and turn off all Gemini activity tracking. You do have to do them in that order to make sure it works.

Honestly, I'm not sure how long this will last, but this should keep Gemini off your projects for a bit.

I saw this over on bluesky and figured it would be good to spread on here. It only takes a few minutes to do.

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nevermind there's angst in the silly

thinking about indulging my inner middle schooler and making a silly undertale au

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thinking about indulging my inner middle schooler and making a silly undertale au

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y0utube needs an option to remove horror movie ads. or at least make all of them skippable ffs

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I got a job! I feel many things

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Me, who is now freshly 18 from like 2 days ago and forgot to drop by: … hi 👋

I have no ideas for my ocs to share so have an edit of an old drawing to be human Daisey cause I love they

The disventure camp brain rot is real I’m writing fanfics for it,,,,,,,,,,,,, it’s oc x canon teehee

OH MY GOD BESTIE I FORGOT TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOOBBB

well,, Happy belated Birthday!!! 🎉💕🎉 18 isn't so bad, you hardly feel the adult part, at least until you graduate (in my experience lol)

Human Daisey is so cuteeee 🥺😭💕

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me: applies for a job relatively near by, within my driving capabilities

- gets interview

the interview's location: 1 hour+ drive deep in the city

..fml