#Leaving Adam with. no friends.
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Does monster adam have any friends at all that guy seems so lonely
He did!
Or. used to.
You see, one, there was an incident in his past where he. kinda. sorta. turned into a werewolf in front of the rest of the BPS, being where he lost Jonah as a "friend" (using the term loosely, considering Adam hated Jonah even before this.) Jonah left the BPS soon after, though Sarah. still gave Adam the benefit of the doubt, considering how he's human most of the time, and can't. really. control the fact that he's a werewolf. things happen, right?
However. A few months later, Sarah gets the news that. Evelin was found dead outside of Adam's place. She starts getting suspicions, considering her date of death was on a full moon, but Adam denies anything and gets super defensive. Sarah finds out the truth not too long after that though, and. Adam finally admits it, but. blames it on Evelin, saying "I told her to leave but she didn't listen. it wasn't my fault she was being stupid."
That's when Adam lost Sarah too.
#asks are neat#tmc monster au#monster adam#Sarah Heathcliff (monster au)#Maybe i'll change this tag later who knows#character death mention#Yeah the way Adam reacted to Eve's death was the final nail in the coffin.#Leaving Adam with. no friends.#No big deal. He doesn't NEED friends.#right?#Side note GRAAAAAAAAAAAA SEND MORE MONSTER AU ASKS IT'S MAKING ME INSANE /VLH VNF
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Most, if not all, modern school aus without Abilities have rimlaine as Chūya's parents. I've seen two aus where Kōyō was his single mom, but like. Hear me out.
Adam and Eve as his, very much eccentric, adoptive parents that adopt him at the age of sixteen.
#The flags were his friends at the orphanage#The sheep came before them but I'm in a little bit of a hurry so I can't think of what went down thoroughly rn#maybe he moved orphanages after some altercation between him and Shirase?? Anyways back with the flags#He didn't want to get adopted for a while but he eventually gave in#He visits the flags at the orphanage until they leave the orphanage at eighteen#they exchange so many emails and video calls until they get to see each other again#because maybe Lippmann pursued an acting career so he had to move away#bungou stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs chuuya#Bsd au#au idea#adam frankenstein#bsd aus#bsd adam#Bsd Eve#That's not a tag?#Are y'all fr?#the flags bsd
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for others who disliked adams greywaren ending, what do you think about the part of his ending with transferring schools?
Personally, i can see arguments for transferring (in terms of adam not having his fantasized perfectly linear path to success), but i want to see him stay and deal with his lies and mistakes. ik that sounds mean, but i intend it in the kindest way possible. like it could be helpful for him to distance himself from the person he invented at harvard and try again, but i want him to contend with that and reconcile his invention with the person he really is; i don’t think they are mutually exclusive!
maybe this comes down to your opinion of his crying club- whether you think theyre really his friends or not- but to me, i don’t think this effort to build community was wrong, even though it was unhealthy that he had to lie about his background to do it. i think adam needs to think about why he had this drive to create a friend group and why he felt like he couldn’t be the same person he was in henrietta. i want him to feel like he can be honest with the crying club, or at least that he can his genuine self with people outside the gangsey. he doesnt have to suddenly dump the whole truth on them, but i wish he could slowly let himself trust them, as they have trusted him with their troubles.
Obviously it was important for him and his character arc to leave henrietta and for him to want to leave behind the person he was there (and the fact that everyone there knew he was poor and a victim of abuse), but i’d like to see adam stay in place somewhere and work through who he is there. I feel like if he leaves and starts somewhere new, he’ll still have that instinct to leave behind this old version of adam and reinvent himself.
what do you all think? i know we all hate the adam becomes a fed thing, but wasnt sure what opinion is on this part
#i think people see a lot of themselves in adam#ive seen people HATE that he goes to harvard and advocate for him to fully drop out#which at least in one case has related to poster not following traditional academic success#me on the other hand- i also really dreamed of going far far away for college and experiencing academic and personal success there#so i resonanted with adams dream of leaving henrietta for prestigious school#anyway. the scene that lives in my head goes like this#adam gathers the crying club to tell them hes tranferring#he says ‘i have to tell you all something.’#he opens his mouth to explain hes transferring and for some reason instead what he says is#‘im a psychic’ . theyre all like??#and suddenly he has to explain this statement. and kinda explain that he lied about breaking up w ronan#he doesnt tell them about abuse right away. but slowly truths start to come out and the lies slow down#and slowly realizes that once again he has friends that love him for being adam. not some phony perfect version of himself.
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glad my feed is talking about the repugnant argument again i think we as a society brushed past that way too fast
#everybody talks about it but yk what i mean#i also cannot wait to be broken by the graphic novel with that scene#its so like. wild. and a little funny in the “whAt the FUcK HELLO” way but also like “wjat. the fuck. hello.” devastating way#the raven cycle#trc#richard gansey iii#adam parrish#i do not support gansey hate </3#it is extremely wild and out of pocket but like#people forget they're all fucked up teenagers#especially in the first book and especially in that moment#i'm definitely not saying gansey had any right and he was def in the wrong#but that does not make him a completely shit friend or person#they all have their moments#its what makes every character in trc so good#they're not bad people but they make mistakes#like people do#they're all on their baby steps to development at that point#i'd argue they're not even on the steps yet#gansey's still in his “gotta save 'em all” era and adam's still in his. his uh. his Adam Parrish era#if i start talking about adam again im not gonna stop so im gonna leave it at adam parrish era#but yk what i mean!!!!#dont tell me you wouldnt say stupid shit you dont mean when youre stressed and pissed#i do it all the time#its just. human#also i have no idea what the fuck repugnant even means LMFAO
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the dream thieves chapter 44 vs chapter 49
#rchl#trc#c#pls note that persephone intercepts adam as he tries to leave fox way. this way he doesn't end up sulking and wounded alone#which i think in some ways prevents him from self-destructing like kavinsky does. persephone is very skillfully defusing a bomb here#and i know we talk a lot about how adam's friends keep him from becoming like kavinsky but persephone's mentorship and love#are just as important#ch 44 ends with a goodbye. ch 49 ends with an attempted goodbye averted by a gentle order to stay
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im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed
my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.
and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.
anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,
I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me
im going by metro which is quite safe
im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18
she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)
anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm
so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?
anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".
and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.
#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play#till 10:30 at night#she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8#this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house#and now that my brother is in class 7#he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30#he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like#one sentence#yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke#up in the house its all my fault#this is just so damn unfair#like literally insulting#im not a child what is her problem#what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate?#i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present]#and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up#my whole life i've been told abar late?''#and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play#5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30#and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude#with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play#im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi#after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other#she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit#and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12#its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how#like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO#istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy#groceries#i can cycle
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my friend, firmly Team Adam, having only read book one of the Shatter Me series: I swear if Warner so much as LOOKS at her I will BURN THE SERIES.
me, having read the whole series, Team Warner since the first time he appeared in book one: …
my friend, laughing sarcastically: imagine if they got married. my friend: I would throw the books into a black hole.
me: …
me: please don’t hurt the books
#yup this happened#I didn’t know what to say#Another friend was with me at the time who wasn’t reading the series#I whispered to them as we were leaving “…how do I tell her they get married”#She’s now finished the series#Thankfully no books were harmed in the process#And she did admit Adam was a dick#So that’s good#shatter me#shatter me series#tahereh mafi#aaron and juliette#aaron x juliette#juliette ferrars#aaron warner#aaron warner anderson#adam kent#books#bookblr#warnette#aaronella
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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thank fuck I didn’t end up in the “willingly accepts the copaganda of rwby because the fake catgirl told me to do it” club because each and every time some new person tries to stand up and preach to the world “the writers writing an organization of in universe minorities, led by a fridged desi woman, with members including an indigenous girl, two middle eastern-coded twins, and a jewish named ex slave with the initials of a german named company branded into his eye, thats ackshully ☝️🤓 just an evil bunch of reverse-racist TERRORIST ABUSERS who are ON THE LEVEL OF if not WORSE the racists OPPRESSING AND ENSLAVING THEM…… is actually good and subversive writing” I want to throw a cinder block at something I am so serious
#yeah this goes in the tag. and you know what? main tag too! idc anymore this shit makes me pissed#rwde#rwby#uncaught-coolfish#I’m half native. you guys will hear how pissed this subplot makes me feel until the end of fucking time#and idc if it’ll make some crackers crumble. the show we both like did a racism. bummer I KNOW.#leaving anon open forrrrrrrrr im curious 😁 who will call me neurodivergent slurs first#and if any of you “ITS THE TROUBLES!!!” fuckers find this post do me a favor scroll past or roll off your bed for a second and touch grass#wf adam sienna ilia whoever whatever were not “wasted potential” they were characters made up for a racist plotline in a racist show cheers#someday I’ll finish up my revamped rant on how this arc of rwby genuinely makes the show one of the most racist series to come out in.#a fucking while. but similarly it is taking a while because I am putting all my pussy anger into it#they just had to make my girl ilia an indigenous girl having to be “redeemed” by a more privileged friend who is virtually white.#i say it every time if this show were not made in texas it would be made in canada and if you know what I mean than you know what I mean.
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omfg i really hope u finished sk8 the infinity bc that is the most fun, colourful, draindead show I have ever watched and I would sell my soul to the devil for a s2 to come faster.
but like, who’s ur favourite character? langa will always be dear to my heart bc of just how dense he is sometimes. like he genuinely cannot comprehend most things that happen around him and that just adds to his charm.
also am i the only one who was super fucking weirded out by the way adam interacted with the kids?? the dub is just so much more creepy than the sub and he’s just so much worse around these children- the way he speaks to miya, the nicknames he gives reki and the way he behaves with poor sweet langa is so uncomfy to watch???
I finished it and I LOVED it.
Langa’s my favorite character for much of the same reason. Oh my god he’s so dense and so good. My beautiful boy. All he knows is Board and Love Reiki. He’s so chill. He was just like “I have Never Skateboarded in my Life. The first try should be on this Death Mountain in an event with explosives involved. I will destroy the competition.” I simply adore him. I think we should just keep putting him on different types of boards to see if he can qualify on an Olympic level in them within the span of months. Surfboard. Wakeboard. Other types of board. He is so beautiful and so good.
Oh Adam is so uncomfortable to watch during this, especially his entire thing with langa. He’s always giving him roses and touching him and calling him his Eve. He has an entire wall filled with video footage of him. He had cameras following him when he wasn’t even at S. He openly calls Reiki the third wheel as if Langa doesn’t go into immediate depression if his boyfriend is not there to watch him skate. If the post-credits montage is accurate, then he parachuted from the sky with a bouquet of roses when Langa turned 18. Like this is fully stalking and deeply upsetting please go away.
#sk8 the infinity#this show is so so good#and Adam needs to have a restraining order be brought against him#sir leave that gay teenager alone#I cannot wait for season 2#every interaction with the kids is fully inappropriate but langa he’s like. targetting.#he won’t stop touching him#he keeps giving him gifts and calling it a courtship#he has /cameras following him at all time/#he thinks of langa’s extremely homoerotic best friend as the third wheel and keeps trying to hospitalize him about that#like. he sent him a letter addressed to the third wheel. like man. langa does not like you.#if I had joes upper body strength I would have punched that man already
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at the point where internet validation is the closest thing im feeling to someone actually caring abt me (shoutout to the two people who actually care abt me im js not having a good time rn)
#adam talks#adam had a day#vent#i HATE my current school friends so much they constantly leave me out i hate being the second option all the time i hate this dumb place
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Okay, so PD s11 finale theories:
Route A: they work real hard get to the killer and Voight but it's too late and he's dead/dying/dies en route to Med/at Med
Though I'm not so sure abt this cause we haven't heard about Jason's leaving (no, I am not up to date with who's already been confirmed to stay, sorry)
And if this happens, I think Hailey, or someone else on the team (prob Hailey), will kill the offender and it won't be the best of shoots so she'll be forced out of the department, or it'll take a toll on her and she'll take Petrovic's advice and make a change in her life (leaving cpd, and what I'm gonna say now is another discussion entirely but: she might not even wanna continue to be a cop and let's remember she has a college degree!).
OR
She'll just be really shaken by Voight's d3ath (which will be her losing another one she loved/who was her family) and will leave bc of that, she'll think that job is taking more than giving.
Route B (a happier and therefore less likely one, lol): everything will work out and Voight will be okay but Upton's good work as a team leader will be so praised that she'll get some sort of promotion and will have the opportunity (and accept, again, following Petrovic's advice) to lead another team.
OR
Even saving Voight, she'll kill the guy (or he will!! And she'll want to take the heat) and be asked to leave the pd/leave bc she can't leave like that anymore.
In summary, I think the episode, despite being a finale (which are usually more team-coded), will be Upton centric and will highlight those conversations abt mental health and change between her and Petrovic and that's gonna have everything to do with her leaving.
Another conclusion I'm reaching after e12 is that (total shocker, yes I know 🤡) there will be no upstead reunion/closure whatsoever, bc Hailey's departure is not gonna have anything to do with that. And even though I will most likely be over the moon if we get at least a phone call with Jay, I don't think that should happen bc as much as they did the upstead break up really dirty and bad and fucked up with all those unanswered phone calls and stuff, I think it wouldn't make any sense to bring him back or even up at all again, for obvious reasons: we haven't heard about Jay/upstead in forever now. Literally no mentions that either even happened on the show ever since Jo's first episode where she points out that Hailey just got a divorce. And even though Hailey's not healed at all after all she went through (not just Jay's leaving!!), it's like she has gotten some sense of closure on that part of her life and to bring that all up again would just be straight up cruel with her/them (cause whatever happens, I don't see them getting back together, so...). But this is a drama (read character-hater) show, so who knows, right?
Well, that's it, thank you for coming to my ted talk if you made it to the end of this rant. Bye, see ya next week!
#yes i will still be dreaming of and looking up fics (maybe even writing some??) on an upstead reunion in the finale#BUT#don't cancel me now#i kinda really hope it doesn't happen anymore :(#chicago spoilers#chicago pd spoilers#chicago pd#one chicago#hailey upton#jay halstead#hank voight#literally nothing going on with the other characters#it's like they're not even there anymore#so annoying#give us at least a “medley” of how it all goes for everyone#like just a scene of Kevin doing something nice for himself#maybe a lover??#same with Torres#maybe prepping for the detective's exam?#i know it wasn't hinted at all but it'd make sense?#Kim and Adam being cute wedding planning with Mak and maybe even Trudy (a girl can dream okay?)#Jo turning down a drink and working on something positive and healthy for herself#Hank recovering surrounded by friends (don't know if he still has any outside the team 💀)#that is: if he doesn't d1e#and Hailey going on her merry way to start a new and healthier life#maybe calling her mom/brothers/leaving Jay a message?#please gwen#i'm begging here#have mercy#dreams!!
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I've been playing Baldur's Gate 3 with my first playthrough ever being an evil playthrough with my friend (who has played the game, both evil and good), and holy shit I did not expect it to go past mean dialog what do you mean my friend can just kill a party member and punt kick a squirrel??
#simon says#minor spoilers I believe?? idk they're not story related#baldurs gate 3#we had a nice little tiefling bard try to join our party and I was like >:[ 'make her leave. she's too nice. you already GOT a bard (me)'#and my friend was like 'no :) i like her :) she's nice :)'#so she joined our party and since we were both bards we played music together#and then I found out during our long rest WHY my friend was adamant about keeping her#woke up and she was dead. i took her lute and potatoes. and we both found out that speak with the dead works on her#anyways please no spoilers and please dont shame me for being a war criminal#when me and my friend enter a video game it's party time and nothing is going to stop the party train#He has work today so I'm gonna do a solo good playthrough
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america's most eligible wedding edition finale spoilers
i swear i'm almost done with ch0ices guys. almost. but for now here's a compilation of all the screenshots i took of book 3 while i was pining after slater while being engaged to another man 😍 i don't know why i took this many and i dob't know why my hoarder instincts extend to useless screenshots but i need to put these somwehre before i delete them. just in case i need them at some point. (idk why i named my mc 'yum' either but it was so funny when people were trying to be romantic and they just went '... yum... 😋')
#SPOILERS DONT READ!!! slater i really wish we didn't have to do this in the VERY LAST CHAPTER. Couldn't i have broken up with adam ages ago#why'd we have to leave it til the literal day of thw wedding#sorry adam i didn't care about you frkm the start but i can still admit that this was auper fucked up#thanks for being such a good sport ❤️#also slater idk but if i were you i would NOT be this cool with using the wedding my husband planned with the guy he was SUPPOSED to marry#like the venue? the decorations? the cake? the Everything? all that was planned with adam with our future marriage in mind#and you're..... chill with that?#THE ONLY FAMILY MEMBER YOU HAD PRESENT WAS YOUR COUSIN#AND HE WAS ONLY THERE BECAUSE I SPENT DIAMONDS ON GETTING YOU A HEART TOKEN.#IF HE WASN'T THERE YOU WOULD BE GETTING MARRIED WITH 0 FAMILY MEMBERS OR EVEN YOUR OWN FRIENDS DAWG#anyways yeah. that's AME!#i cannot wait until i hyperfixate on something else#please god let me hyperfixate on something else
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i fear if i think about adam parrish too much i will go insane
#adam parrish#adam parrish was born into this world with unloving parents but he will leave it as a brother as a lover and as a friend#he will leave loved and knowing he is loved#the raven boys#the raven cycle#i truly adore him
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#; ♡ ; okay to reblog#muu has admittedly been describing is self perceived melancholy and isolation regarding it#as being comparable to the circle drawn around Sadness in Inside Out due to others finding his emotions to be Too Much in capacity#and that as such he has thus been persistently trying to make himself very very small in spaces#so that maybe perhaps someone would soon be able to reside in the circle with him just until he gets to where he feels he is supposed to be#muu has also stated on numerous actions that while he is adamant about self healing he is not necessarily of preference#to not have the assistance of peers and their feedback and he tends he show it most predominantly in asking them to hear Everything#about himself in the form of the big box because one he wants assurances at the end of it all but also because he Has to be explaining#his processes of thought and general state of where he is now to people so that they may go Oh so that why you do the neurotic shit you do#but it really be hard out here when you don't know how to self advocate for a persistently emotionally present romantic partner#you don't really have any friends and you are either God awful at making new ones or you don't want to try for reasons of either#feeling scorned past close friends of yours have left time and time again OR#because you don't know what version of yourself is the Real one or the Good one or the Authentic one so you avoid socializing#until you can properly answer that dilemma but in turn you've left yourself with 1 person to seek out and talk to#but with that comes the existential dread of either a this person is also going to leave me or#b I am in fact so totally codependent on them that it isn't fair to be my sole research for assistance that I ought to fend for myself#but what do you even do to fend for yourself when you don't even know how to Advocate for yourself??#you devise a plan to shrink down and provide no indication to those around you that you are struggling with anything#that perhaps shriveling yourself down like that will allow for people to find you tolerable enough to be around#and that their presences will patch up every interpersonal wound in your system until eventually what you are faking has come true#; ♡ ; inner thoughts
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