#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows
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solace-seekers · 6 months ago
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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biconickyoshi · 10 months ago
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Okay y’all… I was very critical of eps 3 & 4 (especially 4) of NAtLA. Then all of a sudden eps 5 & 6 kinda slapped me in the face with how much better the show suddenly got.
Spoiler-free thoughts first:
Zuko, Iroh, and Aang have cemented themselves as the best parts about this adaptation - which is really funny considering I’m currently writing a longfic AU where Zuko and Iroh discover Aang in the iceberg right after Zuko is banished at age 13 and end up becoming the first members of the Gaang (albeit reluctantly at first lol). Episode 6: “Masks” (the Blue Spirit adaptation) was so good, I’d venture to say that it actually improved and fleshed out some things from the original series.
Episode 5: “Spirited Away”, while not as good as E6, was not as bad as I heard people say it was going to be. I think that the changes they did make didn’t bother me nearly as much as the changes they made in the last episode, and it was actually entertaining.
There were several scenes that made me cry in both of these episodes (moreso in episode 6, which I’ll get into further down in the spoiler section). These are the scenes that I feel like really tapped into the heart of the original show rather than feeling like a soulless remake.
Now for my in-depth thoughts (INCLUDES SPOILERS):
EP 5: “Spirited Away”
- Staring out, I was bummed because I had just rewatched the first two eps of the original animated series lol.
- It was an interesting choice to have all three members of the Gaang get stuck in the Spirit World, but I think it worked.
- Wan Shi Tong just showing up randomly was a bit unnecessary, but I suppose it will be kinda interesting to see him again in S2 since he’s already met the Gaang
- Hei Bai plays a much smaller role in these eps, but I strangely didn’t mind that either?
- Seeing Katara’s last memory with her mom was devastating, especially the fact that she had to witness her death and hide in the igloo with Kya’s charred body :(( she definitely has severe PTSD.
- Even Sokka’s memory made me tear up a bit
- Koh being the villain and a soul-eater or whatever was a bit of an odd choice, but I guess I can see why they did it. I do prefer him just being an asshole who steals ppl’s faces lol
- Appreciated the Fog of Lost Souls reference from the LoK lore
- Aang reuniting with Gyatso made me cry. I know some people didn’t like him being in the Spirit World, but I really liked it. Also, the fact that Gyatso was the first person to tell Aang that it wasn’t his fault the Air Nomads died, and that if he had been there he would have died too? THANK YOU! My poor boy has been berated enough for “abandoning” the world.
- We got some interesting lore about the afterlife for humans from Gyatso and Aang’s convo, which we’ve never gotten in AtLA media before. Idk if it’s just for Air Nomads, but Aang mentions that Gyatso stayed behind instead of “seeking enlightenment”. I know that the end goal in Buddhism is to reincarnate until you eventually achieve nirvana, so I wonder if that’s what they were alluding to (I’m not an expert on religions so pls correct me if I’m wrong)
- Oh yeah, I forgot June is here lmao. As a queer person I loved her (bc beautiful goth woman) but I didn’t like the weird choice to make her hit on Iroh - I guess to contrast the Iroh being creepy towards her thing in the OG series. I wish they would have just had them interact normally tbh, no weird “flirting”
EP 6: “Masks”
- Here we go y’all. The best episode in the show so far and probably the best the show is gonna get this season. I’m still pretty shocked at how good this one was.
- I think the decision to include flashbacks to Zuko’s Agni Kai was a good decision here. It felt like an appropriate episode for them and the flashbacks were very well done.
- In general, Dallas is doing a phenomenal job at portraying a Zuko who is angry and aggressive, yes, but also so very sweet and compassionate at his core. I love when little inklings of his true self shine through.
- Roku was… not what I expected. He was very much more of a lighthearted and jokey person… I didn’t hate it, it was just unexpected lol. I wonder if they did that to contrast him with Kyoshi. Which, speaking of, I’m glad Roku clarified that Aang doesn’t just need to be a merciless warrior (and that he didn’t berate Aang for “abandoning” the world like she did). But I still am annoyed about the mischaracterization of Kyoshi in general.
- RIP Shyu :/
- Thought it was kind of strange how June captures Aang at Roku’s temple lol. Like how did she get on and off the island??
- Zhao continues to feel like a completely different character to me lmao. I think this version is pretty funny, but it’s so weird to see Zhao being portrayed as so goofy and incompetent when he was such an intimidating force and the main villain of Book 1 in the OG series. Just a weird direction they went with his character.
- The Yuyan archers look cool as fuck. 10/10 no notes
- Still not sure how I feel about Azula already being this insecure and jealous of Zuko. I think it makes her feel a bit more realistically like a child, but the whole point of Azula’s character is that she is really good at maintaining this cool and calm persona on the surface, which she uses to scare and manipulate people. I can see her maybe getting to a point later on to where she hardens herself into that though. We’ll see.
- Baby Zuko asking Iroh how he looks and his little smile 😭😭😭😭 I had a physical “aww” reaction to that. THAT’S MY SON (me and Iroh shouting in unison)
- War Room scene was handled very well. No complaints. I like how Ozai tried to test Zuko with battle strategies.
- Blue Spirit break out scene was extremely close to the original, and it was really good. They adapted it almost shot for shot with all the important parts.
- Here’s probably my favorite part of the episode: Zuko and Aang’s talk inside the abandoned house after they escape from Pohuai!!!!!! Gahhhh I could gush about this scene all day. I love how they expanded it to be an actual friendly conversation between Aang and Zuko. Like we get to see Zuko’s true self coming through - the sweet, kind boy we know he is. Zuko and Aang just have such great chemistry as well, wayyy more than Aang has with either Sokka or Katara. Like I adored them bonding over painting and caligraphy!!! I think this is the best acting we’ve seen from Gordon so far, and Dallas did a phenomenal job switching back to that hurt, angry version of himself (of course a trauma response). And the fact that Aang said “sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you” when he blocked Zuko’s firebending attack??? My sweet boy 😭
- The final flashback to the Agni Kai was really well done too. I’d already heard Zuko fights back, which I wasn’t sure I’d like, but I actually didn’t mind it. I really liked that they showed Zuko’s hesitation whenever he did actually have an opening, and that was what angered Ozai the most - Zuko showing compassion, “weakness”. Daniel Dae Kim is of course doing a phenomenal job (no surprises there), and I really liked that Iroh actually attempted to stop Ozai at one point. It also looked like young Azula had tears in her eyes, which I again actually liked because it humanizes her.
- I loved that Aang was still there when Zuko woke up on the boat 😭 he wanted to make sure he was okay!! I full on started crying when we got the “do you think we could have been friends too?” lines from him. Again, Gordon killed it. I love how you can tell that Aang knows Zuko has been hurt and that’s why he acts the way he does. He doesn’t blame him for any of it. 10/10
- the last flashback to Zuko in his bed recovering from the burn… god the tears just kept flowing. I really liked the choice to have Ozai almost give Zuko a chance to like… idk understand why he did what he did, and how compassion is “weak”?? And then Zuko’s response to give people a chance 😭😭😭 as if I couldn’t love him any more!!! And then of course Ozai gets pissed. But seeing baby Zuko just cry in his bed UGH I’m dehydrated at this point
- Of course I can’t finish this review without mentioning the 41st division. What an incredible way to expand upon the source material by making them Zuko’s crew!!! It shows just how much Zuko truly cares about others and it moved me so much (once again to tears).
I don’t have high hopes for the last two episodes, but honestly, if this is what the live action can be, it gives me a bit of hope (at least for future seasons). I really think that Dallas, Gordon, Paul, and Daniel were the stars of this ep and are a big part of what made it so good.
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unohanadaydreams · 2 years ago
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Jugram’s flashback was more depressing than I remember it being and actually has more mentions of timeline than I thought it did.
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None of them look like they know what the implication here is. (Y’know, that whoever they choose will be rendered an immobile relic)
Also RIP to Aizen, who genuinely could have waited until the Quincy came back to make his move and may have had greater success in leveraging a throne that isn’t 600 feet underground.
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So everything ISN’T ending, he just plans on consolidating them into one world? It makes what Komamura’s grandfather said make a lot more sense.
I see why the shinigami fear this as much as the worlds all ending entirely—their whole schtick of upholding the balance of the worlds is useless when there’s only one.
I also like the ‘be not afraid’ reference when they see him with his multiple eyes for the first time.
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The implication that Zaraki led a group bathroom break is astounding. What else could you expect of an expert toddler wrangler.
Hanataro catches zero break at all times, like always.
Also, the tension between Mayuri and Kenpachi is delicious. My little gremlin brain is working in overdrive. You can tell how ALIVE and happy both of them feel about this war happening which is like, not well adjusted. But it is sexy.
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SOBBING. Yes girl, give us nothing!
Hanataro is like ‘I’m literally alone out here fighting for my life among the weirdest outliers in the Gotei 13, pls someone say they’re worried too’. And the most ‘normal’ one he could find is a woman who could literally stand in the same place for days if she was told to and not feel too deeply about it.
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I know we find out later that Jugram’s powers are what his uncle is useless without. But the way they draw these panels makes you feel the implication that there are worse things going on. ‘My sweet, Jugo….’ For example.
No wonder he was never angry at Yhwach like Bazz was.
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So this is before the war 1000 years ago, then. They also have Yhwach state later on he was born 200 years ago, per this flash back.
Bazz and Jugram grew up in what existed before Soul Society became the prolific, all consuming power of the after life. So, I guess their aging was halted for 1000 years when they went into hiding in the shadows? Because even Yamamoto changed within those 1000 years substantially.
I’ve seen people imply this flashback and the war 1000 years ago took place in the human world, but I don’t see anything that points toward that conclusion.
Bazz’s clothes are a poor imitation of Roman armor and seems purely for play. No one else is dressed as if they are limited to human world fashion and tech. They look more advanced than the human world—just like the Seireitei.
They say invade the soul society like it’s a neighboring kingdom, which makes a lot of sense!
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So there was an Empire of Light, which is obviously home to quincies and ppl with innate quincy-like powers that managed to thrive and not kill off the balance of the worlds while the Soul Society was still just an up and coming place.
Yhwach is supposedly father of quincies but we see in this flashback that there were people that could be considered quincies born before him; he just put a name and uniform to them. So these powers WERE HERE before him. Obviously, since the soul king and Yhwach also have major similarities. Like, it wasn’t quincies that were the problem—it was YHWACHS quincies.
And Yhwach was the aggressor, so we don’t see any reason to believe Soul Society was actively trying to take out this Empire. Which means ‘Quincy need to be genocided’ was and is Propaganda based on fear & anger toward Yhwach and is perhaps by design. Y’know, if you rebuild the afterlife to need shinigami….you don’t need Quincy, who work at odds with you.
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I mean, he wasn’t wrong but we also won’t ever know if what happened to quincies in the modern world would have ever happened if Yhwach hadn’t pulled this.
Feels like a self fulfilling prophecy sort of thing here. Yhwach sees the future of shinigami and quincy and proactively tries to stop it, but in doing so, may very well have caused it.
But at the same time, can’t really blame him, since like….the shinigami really do go after quincy under a defense of ‘they’re born wrong your honor’.
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Wow, the parallels to his uncle SUCK to see, like the pain of it all. It’s well done angst; brava.
You see so much emotion in his eyes. He feels helpless again. Like he’s right back in the woods, going back to his uncle—because he’s needed and it’s the only way he knows to be needed.
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I love that Kenpachi is so consistent. He doesn’t care about the deeper things unless it will help clarify if it’s worth a battle—he’s just gonna swing.
And I like how Mayuri only asks Nemu these things when he feels negatively about how something turned out for him. He knows he’s been redundant to the point where Kenpachi got bored with it and soldiered on.
So instead of voicing that, he plays at punishing Nemu for knowing he feels that way. He thinks something and knows Nemu is thinking something similar since she’s so intune to Mayuri and well…why the fuck is she critiquing him??
Although to be fair to Kenpachi, he bores easy.
Mayuri is just neurotic, there’s no excuse for him lmao.
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amazingphilza · 4 years ago
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DSMP!OC HEADCANNONS
i dunno if ppl on here make dsmp!ocs for themselves outside art but here’s my long list of headcannons?? idk what to call this, but assume all names have c! before it ofc :]
,, this is kinda messy & probably has a lot of plot holes but i just needed a space to write out all my thoughts LOL
also cw / ment of manipulation & ib: dsmp wiki <3
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character origin :
previous life was the l’mantree :D
allegedly planted by schlatt, we will never know who’s my canonical parent(s)
reborn as a dryad after niki burns the l’mantree
i think being a dryad would fit especially since they’re typically nymphs of oak trees :]
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appearance :
my character’s mc skin has long light brown hair & is seen wearing a flower crown with petals that are around the color of a pale violet and navy blue
clothing would consist of black shoes & a long light grey sweater that falls down to the legs and covers most of the hands which adorned with 2 black stripes on the upper arms
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lore / history :
since my past life was the l’mantree, i would’ve known the ins and outs of the history when l’manburg was still standing, up until niki burned the tree
after witnessing everything, i’d hold a grudge on niki (+ allies?) and loyal to wilbur since he’s the whole person that made a meaning of the land of l’manburg
however i’d still be on edge w any side because i could sympathize with everyone to some extent after seeing some sort of distress from everyone at some point
i think seeing both sides of the spectrum when l’manburg/manburg still stood could change my perspective of some other characters
but at the same time, not everything was completely centered in l’manburg so i wouldn’t know the whole story of everyone’s character
i’m currently writing this just after tommy has left the prison & mostly everyone is treating him differently, so i’d try to befriend him by not showing that i dont care about his past & trauma but also not being fully faithful about our friendship ahaha,,,
he seems like the type that needs someone to see through his past history but tommy would definitely disapprove of my character visiting dream at the prison (i would do it anyway :))
vowing my current life to wilbur, i would help dream escape to revive wilbur & follow along with their plans of chaos
i don’t fully support dream but he is the only way to wilbur, making me comply with dream’s decisions
“growing up” in my past life and witnessing endless conflict, it is the only thing i know and understand; chaos
but i think during the process of helping dream & wilbur i’d keep my connection with them secret, being the person to obtain all the inside information they need
i could see myself as a type of equilibrium like ranboo but in a bad way, i don’t know how to explain it
but i would try befriending ranboo since he seems like he is involved in many things and would know a lot, despite his short term memory
unfortunately i’m not sure how much his character actually knows since i haven’t been able to watch his pov that much but i’m sure there’s a lot in his memory book...
to blend in as a normal person within the rest of the characters, i’d surround myself with connor a lot
not only because he needs more lore, connor is one of the “normal” citizens of the smp so i believe being with him doesn’t bring as much attention to myself, unlike people that’s related to the egg and their noticeable features after associating themselves with the egg
he is currently only on bad terms with techno which is rly good when comparing that to other characters and their relationships with other people
connor could probably sense my real intentions eventually & tell everyone else that i’m not who i say i am but if that’s my flaw & my downfall is caused by connor, so be it! sorry dream & wilbur
i feel like for being a young dryad, i’d still fool around with dream/wilbur & help give tommy an small “advantage” to defeating the two ?
like yes i’m supposed to be on your side but where’s the fun if tommy can’t do anything to begin with?
i honestly don’t know if wilbur was revived he’d actually be his vassal but let’s assume that happens, but either way i’m with wilbur on his decisions
but ya dream seems like the type to punish me for helping tommy and send me to the afterlife to learn & become smarter like wilbur had done or smth
in the end, i just want to give tommy bits and pieces that tease him from ending all the wars and problems he has been faced with
like here’s some info about dream and wilbur but it won’t be no where close to enough
but who knows, ghostbur said ‘villains are just heroes that aren’t convinced yet’ & maybe tommy could eventually grow on me & change my ways,,
maybe me fooling around & teasing tommy with answers he’s been searching for is a way to mask that i want to be a good person
ok but imagine after knowing so much about dream/wilbur, the revive book, & the afterlife & then i switch sides,,,
surely if tommy can’t put and end to them, dream would make sure i’m gone for good instead
but also if me & connor are in good terms & he’s canonically a necromancer & can bring ppl back to life,,,,
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personality :
to all besides dream & wilbur, i’d try to act passive and friendly on the outside to get on everyone’s good side
however under the mask i am more mischievous & strive to cause more problems for everyone on the server from the inside out
in a way, i’ve taken up some of dream’s manipulative personality but still very understanding
i’d like to think of my character as a good listener,, trying to do less talking than others so i do not open up about my true self and intentions
i’ve seen rumors about schlatt & mexican dream also being revived along with wilbur & i feel like i’d have some soft spot for schlatt & pick up a few things from his own character, not sure what though
schlatt planted l’mantree theory, dad!schlatt au part 2 !! /j
because of my character’s closed off and quiet personality, i feel like i’d be pretty analytical
i would know how to slip between the cracks with some characters & notice the smallest things to make them question themselves
maybe my character is good at holding their composure, and not that susceptible to being “emotional” in a way so it’s easier to face people
like i understand when a situation is sad, etc but i can’t show emotion towards how i feel about it (i don’t know if that makes sense but ya!)
i wanna try to elaborate more,, like imagine my character before tommy visits the prison, i would be unfazed from when i found out he died to the point he’s released and we find out he’s been revived
everything is a constant blur hehe
i just can’t fully process everything i guess? i dunno if that’s helpful but yeah!
in the end though, my moral compass has been very tainted; despite wanting to show my loyalty, it can be slightly easy to sway me, making me internally feel guilty to other people
but me trying to get on everyone’s good side to impress wilbur/dream to seem useful to them would ruin me before i would even realize that i’m another “pawn”
we know damn well dream is faking it till he “makes it” but yk,,
but i’d be stuck in this kind of dilemma of not knowing what thoughts are my own or just something trickled down from wilbur or dream
there’s like maybe something that clicks in my head like “maybe i wanna think for myself for once” or smth
like who am i really?
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powers , bonuses , etc :
since dryads can technically manipulate plants in some ways, theoretically i could control the blood vines to some extent ???
i’m pretty sure dryads can communicate with plants so i could understand what the blood vines are saying as well
maybe i could get a good sense of what the egg is all about and stuff
assuming that i understood anything that was happening with the egg in the first place but anyway—
i guess similar to ranboo like how he can’t really be around water without some type of amour or something, it would make sense for me to primarily reside in a type a forest or be near one ?? who knows
seems a bit morbid in a way because of the whole history but if i can somehow easily get rid of the blood vines without it affecting me (if there is still some there) i think it would be kinda pretty to build a tree base in the middle of the l’manburg crator (iskall tease)
like it can show a sign of some rebirth, not the same government repeated once again but a new era in general
you know how you see like destruction years after it the disaster or smth happened and it gets all overgrown with plants and stuff? ya that’s what i’m going for in my head (mumbo jumbo s7 tease)
i know it’s covered in glass already but i dunno, some broken glass and a giant tree emerging from the whole thing and all the rubble seems cool
i’m not a good builder but i have the vision LMAO
omg puffy is like a sheep human hybrid im pretty sure & like there’s a specific type of dryad that are a protector of sheep & other animals?? i’m not exactly sure but that seems like an interesting element to incorporate somehow
also glatt randomly planting a oak sapling in quackity’s lore stream yes pls feed my nonexistent dsmp character lore /j
i honestly dunno how to incorporate the fact dryads can turn shapeshift into trees when trying to escape something but i read something that if a dryad stays in a tree form for too long they’ll forget who they are and stay stuck as a tree?? which like woah that’s cool & some material but at the same time what—
since everyone’s backstory is kinda a mess, mr beast parent tease bc he planted a bunch of trees /hj
i have realized wilbur saying like “the whole reason i built this nation is gone” & blowing up everything or whatever is kinda a plot hole in like ‘why would i follow wilbur if/when he’s revived when he said this?’ but i’d like to think he was the one that made some meaning of the area lmanburg was on, which includes the lmantree
like he was the one that started everything and created that sentiment of that land, and however he views it now is how i would see it now
he gave meaning to my past life and now in my current life, i feel this obligation to repay him for it
not really lore bc i think it was cc!tommy talking to cc!ranboo about his height & age when he first joined but yk it would funny to make my dsmp character than his just to slightly spite him anyway
canonically 6’4 dryad yes . /hj
also i have no idea anything about hannah and her lore but we do be flower buddies :D
also omg like this isn’t at all important but the way ranboo can pick up grass blocks will just have me at awe, i dunno seems in theme with the forest/plant stuff
and i remember reading like there was something about dryads and apples but i can’t remember but i’d give tommy a bunch of apples /hj
apples am i right chat,,,,,
i’ll just have infinite apples in my inventory, like kill me in game, not like losing lives kinda deal but just in general and boom stacks of apples
“bee i get you’re half tree but do you just poop apples out like they’re nothing??” “girls don’t poop” /j
ok but like no matter how many streams i watch i cant grasp where everything is but omg but no if i was new to the server & stuff, canonically & not, i would feel my character to be the curious kind to explore everywhere
like besides a mini tour from some other person in the server, since my character only knows things in the bounds of lmanburg, i’d go off exploring different places like pogtopia, the sewers, showchester, etc
i feel like my character would be really into history, like they would have questions about what happened to lmanburg after the last war? what was life like before wilbur? what was the whole history about the antarctic empire? i dunno but reading a bunch of books from a library seems really interesting
oh but in theory, me and tubbo are loosely related if you wanna count schlatt as my “dad” because he supposedly planted the lmantree ???
i mean could make sense but it seems like a stretch
also if my character ever got close to schlatt, i’m not sure if this is canon, but i swear one time he mentioned how the whole dsmp sever is just a game/server in a game & he’s the only one that knows that ??? but like imagine if i found that out canonically,,,,,
big existential crisis pls
and i’m not 100% sure how dryad shifting works with like going from female to tree form and stuff but if i’m able to morph into different girls on the server & act as them,,,, the about of problems that can cause in the lore omg
lemme frame niki real quick and get inside information /j
oh ya and like hey bee do you support the government then? yes but no. whatever my “fav” person is canonically (assuming this is based in the beginning of this whole hc) whatever wilbur thinks, i think. head empty. but subject to change as the dsmp storyline progresses and stuff :]
ngl i wanna throw in some like random lore that doesn’t make sense to throw people off but i can’t think of anything
not actually really lore related but my choice of stream music like how ranboo has his undertale stuff that makes everyone cry, i will have in love with a ghost
yup i like in love with a ghost sm & i’m pretty sure their music is like not dmca too which yay but yk theoretically never gonna stream on the dsmp but still a fun aspect to think of bc i love listening to music & it’s very impactful to a story & associating something to it makes it more meaningful :D
like i could imagine the chill pop lofi piano stuff fits witha few lore streams of like exploring the whole smp before my character would really go out with being this lost villain in a way?
tubbo’s gangnam style who?
like i feel like i made my character bad/evil so they could have potential to get better in the future
on one hand, i’ll end up w dream and/or wilbur for the rest of my life, which is okay but i could also switch to be with tommy or even disregard all of them and be with techno/phil or quackity & potentially schlatt even who knows
also i cant wait for more connor lore tho, like as much as i tried to make my character give him more content i wanna see how everything goes with him having connections to schlatt & stuff
anyway i would’ve made concept art for my character but i honestly don’t rly like my art currently but who knows LMAO
and lastly if u read all of this ily /p
i might update this later when there’s more lore but ya
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crowned-ladybug · 5 years ago
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Halfway between a new OC and a revamp of an old one bc p much all they kept is the mask (which isn’t actually a mask you can take off, it’s their face). I made them as self-indulgent as possible bc that’s Fun and I Love Them.
Ricochet (Rico for short) died at some point, idk how. But once in the afterlife, they were dead set on going back and kept annoying the spirit/angel/whatever that brought them there (eventually nicknamed Book by Rico) to bring them back. Eventually Rico got so annoying they were allowed to go back just to shut them up, and they found themselves in a brand new body and a wheelchair (which wasn’t a punishment or anything btw. The angel said right off the bat that Rico would never walk the land of the living again, and they couldn’t break their word even when they did yeet Rico back. Rico doesn’t mind at all tho and is enjoying the shit out of their new life and the continued company of the angel who now has to try and keep them out of trouble, which isn’t an easy task.)
They see through all five gems in the mask. The cape is 100% just a normal cape they found in a thrift shop and liked but ppl keep assuming it can turn into wings or some shit. It does double well as a blanket when rolling around in cold weather tho. They also have magic powers, I just don’t exactly know what they can do yet.
I’ll design their wheelchair too at some point, I just wanted to get this out while I could. It’s probably a p generic active wheelchair anyway (so not. a bad impractical hospital one) with some modifications to accomodate for their tail + leg anatomy and absolutely green in colour.
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Ricochet
genderfluid - they/she/he - wheelchair user
going counter-clockwise:
ear thingies
100% ordinary cape
random jewellery
not feathers, not fur???
scarf
beads in hair
obsidian “mask”
Can’t actually stand, this is just for the sake of the ref!
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andy-clutterbuck · 6 years ago
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I actually find it sad that Andy don't find himself attractive. Idk why he feels like that??? He's gorgeous af. Did someone say something to him? Which made him think less of himself? Cuz I just wanna talk to them. Idk if you read DailyMail but there were a lot of comments appreciating Andy's looks. Even ppl outside TWD fanbase knows he's hot. Has anyone ever said he's hot to his face? Is there any gif or videos where someone complimenting his looks?
I don’t think it’s some big self-esteem issue or anything, I just think he’s not stuck up his own ass. He just doesn’t subscribe to the famous sex symbol thing, and never has: “I don’t understand this sex symbol stuff at all. I’ve never considered myself to be one not for a second. The whole thing’s ridiculous.” (2005).  He’s been famous for over 20 years and TWD is far from the first time people have thought he was attractive. I still see people wax poetically about how beautiful Egg was and This Life aired 20 years ago, so I’m sure he’s well aware that people find him attractive. He’s been beautiful his whole damn life, I’m in the midst of rewatching Afterlife (‘05-‘06) with some friends and 90% of our comments are about how distracting beautiful he is and how it’s unrealistic that no one was trying to bone him. As far as people complimenting him the first thing that came to mind was at WSC Atlanta in 2014 when a fan said he was sexy as hell and he hid behind something that was in his hand 😂 The dude is just ridiculously modest across the board though, it’s not just with his looks, he’s always quick to highlight other people’s talent and say lovely things about them before himself and usually doesn’t much care to have praise lobbed at him. I laughed during that SiriusXM interview at SDCC when Dalton told Andy he knew Andy wouldn’t like to sit there and hear his praises being sung but too bad. Being self-deprecating is just part of his humor I think, constantly makes jabs about going gray but he’s not hiding it, and he’s still out here asking if he can be naked at almost 45 😂 so I think he’s pretty comfortable with himself. During the filming of Red Nose Day Actually last year he did say that some “prestigious director” told him bits of his face were weird but all together they sort worked which is rude as fuck but I have no idea when that was or who told him that. I would gladly fight that dude in the street but I don’t think it left some painfully lasting effect on him, he just seems to view himself as a normal dude who people shouldn’t make a fuss over. Personally I think that’s crap because he’s an incredibly wonderful and special person who deserves the praise that’s thrown at him but if my choices are having him strut around with a massive ego or having instances like yesterday where I roll my eyes and tell him to leave because he seems to think cutting his hair really short will make him look like Shrek I’ll take the latter. 😂 Hack away at your hair it’s not gonna do anything, honey, have you seen your face? And to just be trash for a second (lol) I have always loved that he’s effortlessly sexy as hell, he’s not even trying he just is.
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theangry-ace · 6 years ago
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currently playing: Ken ga Kimi
update 5
time for our resident haraguro(?) boi, Sakyo. tbh I’m not looking forward for his route at all bc I am absolutely fucking scared of anything close to yan. my kokoro is not strong enough for them. but I do like Sakyo in the drama cds, especially the momoyo tsuzuri one. he’s like the most gentle boi with a tendency to tease Kayo or anyone else, whether or not that’s what he intended to do or not.
WARNING: THIS BOI BROKE ME PLS HELP
so our boi Sakyo has two kind of face; one, the ‘normal’, a bit formal and proper personality he showed to others. the other is the 100% enraged, I-will-kill-you-slowly-bc-I-wanna-enjoy-killing-you type of thing. he has a bit of an anger issue as well that he does exactly nothing to hide if ppl mentioned them. his purpose in life is only to exact the revenge of some oni who attacked and murdered his entire family. Sakyo mentioned in the common route that he didn’t trust (or don’t like) Enishi and Suzukake. I suppose he didn’t like ppl who didn’t seem to be dependable.
after the whole merry joyride to Sunpu, Sakyo went to some cave which was rumored to gather a heck load of oni trying to do... something? IDK. but they had already cleared the cave and was on the way to Edo. back in Edo, Kayo’s dad put up a banquet for the six samurai who had been protecting his precious baby girl but Sakyo didn’t manage to be present. he was instead busy in his pursuit for Zantetsu, one of the oni who killed entire family. but unfortunately, Sakyo walked right into a trap and was surrounded by oni and he got away with a terrible wound on his arm (I don’t remember which but he did say it’s no biggie bc he use his sword in another). it was night when Kayo saw Yanohiko, a neighboring kid, was wandering around saying he was getting some water for a wounded samurai. after Kayo realized it was Sakyo, she took him to her room and somehow managed to hide a whole person for a long time in her own fucking room without her dad even noticed!!! what the heck dad like i respect that u respect ur baby girl’s privacy but a wHOLE GROWN ASS PERSON!!! IN UR FUCKING HOUSE!!! FOR MANY DAYS!!!!
and so while living incognito in a girl’s room, Yanohiko came by as well to play with Sakyo. dude is actually not 24/7 angry or thinking about revenge. he is quite gentle with Yanohiko and taught the boy to write and play goma (spinning top?). there is one goddamn funny scene when Kayo’s dad suddenly wanna talk with her and there’s nowhere to hide Sakyo so she shoved him into her futon and get in with him with his goddamn face between her legs lol. STILL THE DAD DIDN’T FUCKING NOTICE???? welp. eventually Sakyo heard about Zantetsu going to enter the tourney that was going to take place and he took off without telling Kayo, leaving her having to lie to Yanohiko whenever the boy asked for him. she managed to find him later when he was trying to get his family’s treasured sword, Hotarumaru, to be fixed/sharpened by a famous fixer(?). he was refused, though, for obvious reason that Sakyo just wanted to kill with his sword.
Kayo shared this with Suzukake who had been supplying her with the medicine for Sakyo and my son said he, too, gonna join the tourney. so she and Suzukake went to the tourney together to see Sakyo. they heard about Zantetsu (lol Suzu called him ojisan) being a merciless opponent and got worried when later Sakyo was to fight him. Sakyo showed some... I think some kind of arrest warrant or written right for him to ask for a duel to the death, for killing his father, mother and elder sister?? or something?? but since Sakyo having his arm still injured and his sword not fixed, he lost the match terribly. Suzukake and Kayo wanna see him at the back room where he was taken but got refused bc Sakyo was ‘desecrating the holy tourney ground with his selfish need to exact his revenge’ or something. Sakyo was to be dumped into jail but Enishi came by and after some ‘talking’ (remember; he is actually some big shot in the Edo castle), he promised that he will make sure Sakyo will be taken care of and would not be in jail.
Kimi -nice end-
all thanks to strings pulled by Enishi, Sakyo is free from being jailed. he met Kayo to tell her everything about his tragic past. when he was a kid (8yo I think), he had a terrible fever and was bedridden. this coincidentally made him hidden from a murdering oni who came for the entire Sagihara family, who he explained was the descendant of those who forged the Five Heavenly Swords. I could not get why the Sagiharas were killed, but Sakyo survived thanks to his nurse maid and incidentally inherited his family’s heirloom, the Hotarumaru. from the age of 12, he strive to become a samurai and would eventually hunt every oni he could find, but because Sakyo was defeated by Zantetsu in the tourney, Sakyo didn’t feel like he is worthy of such pride of his family’s name. he left it in a cave and determined to carry on life no longer as a samurai. Kayo, after hearing all these, understands the whole dilemma the dude is in, but she told him it’s not reason enough to leave behind what was precious to the memory of his family. convinced by her words, Sakyo and Kayo made their way to the cave where he left Hotarumaru and retrieve it. when he unsheathe it then, glowing orbs of light filled the dark cave like a real firefly. Sakyo was so ashamed that he almost abandoned the sword there and from then vowed to always carry it with him as if he was carrying his family on his shoulders. Kayo later convinced the sword fixer/sharpener(?) person to fix Hotarumaru.
after getting his sword back, he told Kayo he couldn’t let Zantetsu’s sin towards his family to go free so he left her one night with a letter he told her to open if he never returned. while he went for his supposed one-on-one duel, Kayo just can’t sit still waiting for Sakyo to come back. she went to follow him but met Kei on the way of his patrol. buddy told her to stay home while he grab some of his pals to help Sakyo. those pals turned out to be the rest of them samurai who went to Sunpu the other day! thankfully for that, Sakyo was saved by an ambush planned by Zantetsu. Tsuzumi was there as well as he was threatened with Nanae’s life he didn’t cooperate. in the end, Zantetsu is finally dead and Sakyo could then rest easy the revenge he was living for has ended.
in the after story, Sakyo married Kayo with the five samurai buddies became her real bridal escort procession to Sakyo’s home country of Yamashiro.
Kimi -another nice end-
not that different than the previous ending, but Kayo was there with her naginata to help with Sakyo instead of staying home. fortunately, she arrived when Zantetsu got done dead. later there was news regarding Sakyo wanting to return back to his home country and probably will not coming back, and everyone knew about Kayo’s relationship with Sakyo. they all asked if she’s going with him, or why she’s unbothered about him going away, but baby girl really didn’t know how to react. sure, they’re lovers, but Sakyo never told her what he planned to do in the future, or whether or not that involved her at all.
Kayo held another feast for her samurai friends and also doubles as a farewell to Sakyo but the dude came late and has no idea why ppl giving him a farewell party. Kayo noticed him looking angry and restless seeing how close the other samurai dudes with her. Sakyo later couldn’t sit still anymore and pulled her to talk alone. there he told her he has no plan on going home aside from a short trip to visit his family’s grave, and that he planned to open up a free shrine school (kinda like a private but small informal school) for kids like Yanohiko who got orphaned and not privileged enough for a basic education. Sakyo and Kayo promised to marry each other soon.
Ken -too terrible what the heck end-
Kayo still tried to convince Sakyo from acting on his revenge against Zantetsu. Sakyo got annoyed and angry bc of this, that he assaulted Kayo to show how much of a terrible guy he is in actuality. he part ways with her and supposedly never to see her again, but he found himself led by a mysterious force to a cave where the whole shits of Asakura trying to reincarnate Tadanaga. there was nothing there but an ominous looking sword called the Muramasa. Sakyo took it after hearing a woman’s ghostly voice lamenting about her unborn child. he immediately thought the ghost to be his dead sister who had returned to the Sagihara family due to her getting pregnant and wanted to stay close to her parents during the whole pre-natal care.
however unknown to Sakyo, it was a malevolent evil spirit which was leading him to find Zantetsu to murder him. he got drunk with the pleasure to kill and didn’t stop at just one person. he managed to kill 10 ppl in one night at Yoshiwara alone, and he wasn’t stopping anytime soon. Kayo actually met with Sakyo before going on his murdering rampage and he told her he had thrown away his Hotarumaru in a lake bc the evil spirits in Muramasa told him to. there was no doubt that the madman who was killing people in the night was Sakyo, the man that she loved. she asked the help of her samurai friends to stop Sakyo but things got much worst when Yanohiko became his victim. the boy just wanted to show Sakyo his spinning top.
eventually they figured out about the evil sword and thought they’d better try to separate Sakyo from it or kill him entirely. they went to the lake where Kayo heard Sakyo said he dumped Hotarumaru, thinking if there’s any humanity left in him, he might want to reunited with his family’s heirloom. unfortunately, in his clouded mind, Sakyo heavily injured Kayo and she succumbed to the wound despite whatever Suzukake tried to do. Sakyo decided to kill himself in a cave with some kind of explosive.
they met in the afterlife and thought to cross the Sanzu river together to... Heaven? but the evil sword reminded Sakyo how much of a sin he had committed, and that he belongs to Hell. Kayo decided to fall to the endless abyss with Sakyo for eternity. this is a terrible ending I hate it.
Ken -just as terrible end-
Kayo managed to stop Sakyo from killing Yanohiko but the dude fled after realizing what he was trying to do. Kayo figured out that he needed to be reunited with Hotarumaru so she went to the lake where he dumped it. Sakyo was there, but he has already made up his mind that nothing he could do would ever atone his sins so he jumped into the lake. Kayo follow suit and they woke up in the afterlife. they tried to cross the Sanzu river but Sakyo stopped halfway saying there’s a lot of angry ppl on the other side, not gonna let him into Heaven. they were the innocent lives he had murdered before. Kayo, on the other hand, didn’t see the angry souls but instead heard some familiar voices calling for her. Sakyo guessed it must have been her loved ones in the living world. he told her to follow the voice and lived a happy life for his behalf. Kayo woke up again surrounded by her panicky dad and her friends. they told her she was floating by the lake, but Sakyo’s body was nowhere to be seen.
the epilogue has Kayo wanting to pay respect to Sakyo’s victim’s graves.
HOOOO BOY I SURE AS FUCK DIDN’T ENJOY THESE KEN ROUTES ONE BIT WHO THE FUCK WROTE THEM I WANT TO SUE FOR THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGES THEY DIDDDD!!! I’M BROKEN, YOU KNOW!!! THEY SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST HAVE ONE OF THEM WITH SAKYO IS ALIVE BUT HAD TO FACE HIS SINS I KNOW THAT’S NOT A BETTER END BUT AT LEAST BOI IS ALIVE AND KAYO DIDN’T HAVE TO BE SAD WHAT THE HECK THESE ARE TERRIBLE ENDINGS I HATE THEMMMMMMMMMMMM
*inhale, exhale*
well at least I like that in Sakyo’s four routes, the roles of the other samurai dudes are quite prominent. it’s nice to see the whole stupid scene with Tsuzu and Suzu arguing about the other stealing the food, Enishi teasing Saneaki that he can’t drink, also Kei the tsukkomi lol that was a nice scene.
FINALLY!!! now I get to my baby son, Suzukake!!!! I’ve actually half cleared his route before but didn’t see the ending yet. I SURE AS FLYING FUCKERY SHIT WILL NOT BE READY FOR THE ROUTE WHICH MY SON DIE!!!! probably I would skip it....
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asterrats · 6 years ago
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http://heir-to-the-diamond-throne.tumblr.com/post/152627197946/30-more-character-questions I want to talk about zo!!!! + some misc lore ideas.. bc they crop up
Can they sleep with a leg/arm dangling off the side of the bed?
no, he becomes a duvet burrito
What’s their favourite weird food combo?
he’s had a craving for raw meat since reviving but hasn’t acted on it, (lore wise? maybe some revivals get that bc they just crave the freshest dead food, rich in soulness)
When they sneeze do they cover their mouth, hold their nose, or do nothing?
last time he sneezed, he instinctively used his death hand and splattered a load of it across the fancy room he was in.... so he just doesn't use a hand at all anymore. he’ll turn away from someone or food tho
What was their favourite nursery rhyme when they were a kid?
???? I don't have much.... in world stuff for this, probs something abt magic keeping the kingdom safe blah blah
What’s the longest they’ve ever stayed awake?
i’d say revivals can still be fully functional w/o a few days sleep, things would start to drop off after that. most still sleep regular sleep patterns, bc of habit, and theres no point being up a night if your current job is to deal/talk to ppl.
zo probs has never pushed it that far bc hes a sleepy bitch
Do they have that one muscle that always cramps?
he gets cramps around his old stomach wound, if he pulls it too much
Would they prefer to be telekinetic or telepathic?
telekinetic, bc thatd help w/ nearly anything and everything. assist w/ his lack of arm, throw things at ppl.... tho sometimes he’d like to tell skele to not be a dumbass w/o having to open his mouth
Do they use someone to warm their hands/feet in the winter?
no!! don't touch
Do they walk normally down the street or kick every leaf pile they can find?
leaf piles r not a distraction for him
How do they cry?
rarely, but messily
Do they whistle?
hes gonna have the tragic backstory of being told to stop the second he tried to whistle and he never did it again
How do they sleep?
he can sleep practically on command
What do they find creepier - the basement or the attic?
basement.... at least you could try to break out an attic. basement probably equates more to castle dungeon/jail cell, which he is def more scared of
If they had wings what colour would they be?
black bc edgy and matches the death magic
Any scars?
he’s got a stomach wound, right eye socket and a wound near his left collar bone festering with death magic. not exactly scars, but not exactly flesh either.
If they were any kind of mythical creature what would they be and why?
strong.... ? werewolf :(
What is their biggest fear?
dying again? it wasn't fun
What would they die for?
not a whole lot rn, he’s in revenge mode and needs to be alive for that. but there is a cute guy about he wouldnt want getting hurt ;0
Are they a fan of the warmth or the cold?
WARMTH. the cold just gets inside him too much, 
If they had one wish what would it be?
get his arm and eye back, but nothing could magically prompt them growing back bc he died w/o them :/
What’s their favourite way of being kissed? (if they like being kissed)
brief little kisses..... ;3;
Favourite colour?
blue ? 
Do they stim at all?
he does enjoy the sensation of his death magic liquifying,
Have they ever woken up screaming?
I wanna say yes, for angst. he probs gets bad sleep paralysis due to how he died... getting death dreams. you feel like ur trapped in your body where u died
What’s their favourite meal?
a meat pie..... his mothers cooking,
If they were given the chance would they change any physical aspect of themselves? (Hair/tattoos/gender etc)
not really... maybe wishes he could grow a proper beard
Do they have any coping mechanisms?
...he doesn't cope. he didn't cope in life either really, just drank n stuff. im sure he gets to punch enough things to tackle the anger now
Can they cook?
very basic stuff, soups mostly. he’d like to learn to bake, but I doubt he can go ask his mum for help now.... 
Are they a fan of sleeping in the nude?
no, he gets cold and if he has to wake up quick, that's the worsssssst
What is the one thing that will immediately piss them off?
not a lot actually..... all his angry energy only flares up for revenge !!!
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http://heir-to-the-diamond-throne.tumblr.com/post/151524305436/30-character-questions p2.....
When they tap their fingers do they use the pads of their fingers or their nails?
oooo, idk? nails ? click click
What textures can they absolutely not stand?
itchy fabrics ? maybe his old uniform never sat right w/ him
How long can they go without showering before they feel gross?
hed probably try to swim in a river every morning if he has the chance
Do they leave clothes on the floor or a chair?
yes
Do they sleep with the bedroom door open or closed?
most places he stays aren't his permanent home, so closed
Which do they prefer: 3am or 3pm?
3pm
If they suddenly woke up with animal ears and tails what animal would they be?
:3c
If they could only eat one thing for 20 days straight what would it be?
soup!
Are they the type to re-read a book?
he likes reading so probs,
Would they want to know the exact date and time of their death?
YH PLEASE, so he could find out what happened and who to get revenge on
What’s their favourite mythological creature?
not a lot exist in universe...
If they had to listen to one song on repeat 100+ times what would it be?
now thats what i call gregorian chants 69
Do they believe in an afterlife? 
hes living the afterlife rn
When they get tired do their eyelids twitch? 
yh?
What are their favourite textures?
soft,
Do they crack their joints? 
yh def, you get all stiff w/ that death goop in ya
Would they eat/drink something too hot or wait for it to cool? 
hed wait, hes not dumb :////
Are they the type to adopt strays? (Animals or people)
no... 
Do they get work done straight away or wait until the last moment?
he’d keep to his work rota pretty strictly. but on bigger projects, he’d procrastinate
How do they bathe/shower? Long or short? Hot or cold?
if he gets in a warm bath hes not leaving in a hurry
Are they the type to daydream?
he’s had recent flits and revelations of thinking thru his memories and flashbacks, but his idle mind doesn't drift that much
Do they work best in a messy space or a neat space?
he doesn't do a lot of indoor work.. if he could keep his own books in his bunk, it’d be a right mess
Do they keep any personal photos? 
photos don't exist and I doubt his family was ever rich enough for portrait artists
Do they indulge in anything?
sleeping in, being warm and comfy,
Would they do the exact opposite of what someone says just to spite them? 
to a degree,,,, he isn't gonna endanger himself or anything
If they’re alone and hear a noise would they go and investigate?
yh, he knows he can be the scary one to whoever/whatever he encounters
If they’re lost what is the first thing they would do?
retrace his steps, ask for help, sleep
What is that one dream that makes no sense but is absolutely terrifying?
one time he had a dream he owed a cooworker an apple, thru the rest of the dream it haunted him and twisted it w/ fear for some reason
What is the stupidest thing they’ve ever done just because someone said they couldn’t?
slept w/ someone? >:)
Are they stoic or melodramatic about being injured?
stoic? he’ll patch up w/ his death magic and move on until he can get some proper medical attention
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necromilk · 8 years ago
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DEC EVENS 2-22, desta odds 1-21, Dante evens 24-44, just for the hay 23-33 for slime, odds 35-45 Bjorn
I FINALLY FINISHED ALL OF THESE!!!!!
Dec
What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?
His relationship w his mom is alright, was never really super close to either of his parents but w her he is the closest but even still shes more of a background parent/passive mom
Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?
oh h a h i’m sure hes actively seen people murdered when he was out on the job so he’s become a bit desensitized to some things
Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?
if u mean not nightmares, likely running in the woods w wolves–that freedom to embrace himself without fear
Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?
ofc since he is a cop, first target tho was probably on someone who honestly wasn’t even a threat but pulled his gun out as a self defense and likely missed
Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?
he actually enjoys casual lounge wear, so less clothes, but he is v self conscious about himself so he wears more clothes
In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?
the most calm, likely laying in bed post-coital w his partner ilya, just relaxing and enjoying their alone time together
Does your character remember names or faces easier?
he actually remembers smells but he associates that w faces easier, since he kinda needs to know what ppl he’s going after actually look like
Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?
happiness, but for a while assumed it was just never something he was going to have so he aimed for success in the work place
Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?
he admires ambition, people who will do things for themselves and are self motivated
In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?
i think he tends to compare himself more so for self-criticism, in the sense that he feels like he can never do enough to help people and seeing other people succeed in that whenever he fails just makes him feel shitty
What does your character like in other people?
he likes people who speak their mind, people that are confident in themselves but also aren’t afraid to ask for help
Desta
Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?
he likely has cousins somewhere close to his age but hes never met any extended family so he doesn’t really know, and is also an only child
What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?
he has a pretty good relationship w his dad, though his dad has more of a friendship type relationship with him than a fathership
On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?
if he HAS pockets in those many robes, probably his pet tiny acramantula Anansi, sometimes an astronomic pocket watch
Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?
just the usual of either being hunted by hooded men in masks or eaten by a werewolf or seeing his friends and classmates dying horrifically in front of him an unable to do anything to stop it
Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?
he technically has a stable place to live compared to when he was younger, so I guess so?
In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?
the first three years of school
Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?
maybe not like a papercut, but a massive wound might trigger him a bit
Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?
not at all, he grew up in a way that they didn’t have a lot, out of personal choice, so he could enjoy the people he was around and his experiences as a child instead of money or things
What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?
it was probably a handmade cloth doll his mother gave him
What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?
lmfao the relationship flaw is that he doesnt understand intimate relationships at all and yes it sure has fucked a lot of things up for him
If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?
he is pretty quick to throw blame on other people, in his mind its deserved, also because he can’t handle self blame very well
Dante
How quick is your character to trust someone else?
h A H TRUST, WHAT IS THIS WORD WHAT DOES IT MEAN
How does your character behave around children?
he loves children, isn’t the most socially adapt at talking w kids but he enjoys them
How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?
you say the wrong thing and he will likely right hook you followed by loud yelling insult
What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?
any mythos creature attempting to live with humans, esp the ones in relationships w humans (oh the irony)
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.
in any intimate situation with another person that would compromise his emotionally stunted brain
Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?
unfortunately there are situations where he can’t continue to attempt to make one single method work, so if it fails, then move on to the next one
How does your character behave around people they dislike?
is openly hostile and aggressive, unless its in a public place cuz then its a lot of civil contempt
Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?
removing the problem/threat insures that it will never be a problem/threat again
How does your character treat people in service jobs?
he did service work growing up, so ofc he is as kind as possible, always prefers talking and being friendly w them
Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?
He had a teacher in school he really looked up to, was the most positive male role model he had
How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?
it would take him a good long while, but once he says it, he means it. Never would he say something like that without being genuine or lead someone on
Slime
What does your character dislike in other people?
he dislikes uncertainty, and weak willed/ weak minded people
How quick is your character to trust someone else?
he doesn’t trust anyone, but he can tell when someone isn’t going to be a threat that he doesn’t need to be on guard around them
How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?
maybe not so much suspect someone else as would be quite good at redirecting suspect away from himself onto someone else
How does your character behave around children?
didn’t like kids even when he was a kid
How does your character normally deal with confrontation?
being on the receiving end, he casually owns up to what he did and whoeheartedly unapologetic, there fore invalidating the confrontation
How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?
is better with using his words to turn the confrontation to more his favor, and would only get violent if the other person started it first
What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?
he had always dreamed of being the bland boring background catalyst character, lo n behold his dreams came true lol
What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?
showing decency to those who are unworthy of it
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.
likely in a room where all the attention isn’t on him, but he is directing everyone from the sidelines
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.
having little to no control over someone he had planned on using at some point, but even then i wouldn’t call that uncomfortable
In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?
he doesn’t criticize himself often, but its likely more on the defensive side that he would disagree with that criticism and try turning it aroung
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How does your character behave around people they like?
actually has a fully conversation with them and will actually seek them out or let them join in his company
Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?
defending his honor,
Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?
he might’ve been bitten by his childhood cat, but its a cat and cats do as they do
Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?
he definitely always puts forth the effort to get what he wants, otherwise where is the satisfaction once you get it
Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?
like taking care of someone younger? no, though he did try tutoring dom but doubt that counts any
What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?
he is a very logical, non religious person, he knows his body will decay and there is nothing for his soul in the end, but a tiny bit of him is hoping he is wrong and that there is some kind of afterlife
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