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Looking at Jason and Thalia, youâd assume things.
Youâd assume that Jason was the family favourite, the golden child, who followed rules in perfect order. The ideal child of Jupiter
Thalia is the scapegoat right? The one who her father hates and would rather had dead. Sheâs the one who jokes about murdering him. Sheâs the one who hates his damn guts and is 5 seconds away from overthrowing the dude at all times. Jason would never think of killing his father. Itâs against the rules.
So Thalia is the bad child right?
Right???
But itâs weirdly the other way around. Thalia is Zeusâ favourite daughter. He showers her in power ups and affection. He at least tries to love her. He makes an effort with her. Sheâs the golden child.
Jason is the child he hates. Itâs the cycle right? The cycle of son killing father. Jupiter will never let that happen. So Jason, no matter how many rules he invests his life into following, no matter how much heâd be willing to bow down and scrape to his father and give his life for him and live his life in agonising fear of getting struck by lightning by offending him is still very much the scapegoat child.
And Thalia, no matter how much she hates it no matter how much she tries to avoid it and rebel against it is always the perfect golden child in her fathers eyes
@seulgishaku @freddie-77-ao3
#thereâs a reason Thalia was saved but Jason wasnât#god thereâs something so poetic#about a child how doesnât want to be the golden child#who is doing everything in their power to stop#who literally just rebels#and is still beloved by her father#there is something SO POETIC#about a scapegoat who should be the golden child#about a child who has lived up to every#single#expectation set#who is ideal#who has killed and fought and suffered#under this ideal#and is never enough#anyways#jason grace#thalia grace#percy jackson#heroes of olympus#percy jackon and the olympians#riordanverse#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo fandom#rick riordan#my child <3#jason grace my child#mecore
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vague-posting about this here cuz i don't feel comfortable yapping about my su takes on twitter, but after everything that's happened the most interesting thing about the su fandom to me is that so many are 100% there for applying the "everyone can change and deserves a second chance" message to everyone, even the diamonds. except for one âď¸ she doesn't count. cuz she's dead.
#personal#very extremely delete later#ok cutting the vague post this is about a âwhose the worst cartoon momâ twt post with pink diamond in the running#and a bunch of people pointing at her. the woman who died in childbirth and never got to meet her child. and she's literally next to#mother gothel. the baby kidnapper who kidnapped a baby#i'm always gonna be a pink diamond nuancepilled defender. she was a shitty entitled teen who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth#then got self-radicalized and rebelled for both selfish AND selfless reasons#âthis show is great because everyone makes mistakes and learns from them. except the pink one. she's bad and dead forever.â#anyways this is a crit towards the fandom not the show#âshe had steven so she could selfishly escape her mistakes and put all her burdens on her childâ or she wanted a child#âshe abandoned her familyâ or she died during childbirth#âshe started a war that got thousands of gems killed and mutilatedâ and if she hadn't nobody on earth would exist#the fact that some fans are more willing to jump to white diamondâs defense when talking about her reformation and redemption#white diamondâthe architect and supreme ruler of a 10000+ year old fascist empireâhas 10000% done worse more unforgivable things than pink#guys even blue diamond has shattered gems before. like not just kill them but permanently split their souls into pieces.#ruby called her a âSHATTERER.â she was INFAMOUS for murdering people. pink never shattered anyone#for fans of a show that explicitly says nobody's truly a villain you guys sure do want a villain really badly#anyways âwe need more compelx female characters y'all couldn't even handle rose quartzâ etc. etc. etc.
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me when my meteor-powered robot gf attempts to murder me đłđł
#context:#after Bortom city recognized Beatrix as a threat and began persecuting herâ she became widely known#A great reward would be given to those who captured the runaway androidâ and most people feared her.#To sum it upâ she was alone in her journey and refusing to trust anyone so easily.#The persecutions got worse when more cities allied themselves with Bortom. This attracted robot hunters.#At some pointâ Beatrix met this golden-eyedâ humanoid shadow that always seemed to watch her from afar#It wouldn't stop following herâ until it was close enough to initiate a confrontation#Beatrix was basically FED UP with the persecutions and so she fought using her fists... while he had a gun.#The bullets couldn't cause great damageâ and were actually microchips designed to stunt robotic enemies#Beatrix barely resisted the effects and managed to take down the other... who raised its hands in defeat.#Imagine the situation: She's literally got him on the groundâ fist raised to deliver a powerful blow while he's SHAKING IN HIS BOOTS#Turns out the microchips take effectâ and Beatrix attempts to escape before it's too late... But her systems go off abruptly#...Then she wakes up in this cozy workshop of sorts. She goes outside and BOOM!!!#A ship moved by machinery? Robots living peacefully? People walking past her without batting an eye? This must be a dream!#She's finally found Fusionsprunt (or was found but it). The city built for and by rebells like her.#and about the golden-eyed enemy? yeah uh. that's Hunter. of course that was Hunter. he could NOT resist making a dramatic appearance.#the mysterious enemy is actually just some silly guy w workaholic tendencies father of a prodigy and who also enjoys piloting his spaceship#fusionsprunt#fusionsprunt hunter#fusionsprunt beatrix
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yaaaayayaay my dnd character literally stabbed a valued ally in the back, because she's scared and someone from a mindbogglingly powerful organization ordered her to do it or they'd do something even worse to her and her loved ones and they were an authority and she believes in authority and they gave her the perfect opportunity to do it (showing that they're Watching) so she did it and now she feels so so so guilty and she's lying to everyone about it, even her own party, her own friends, and trying to convince even herself of the lie- but on the other hand... this organization has promised her power, more power than she's ever ever had as a run-of-the-mill lower noble lady, so powerful that she might be able to use it to protect her entire realm from destruction. to be the Right ruler. and don't the ends justify the means?
#dont worry this was completely cleared above table with everyone present#and the DM v literally said 'ive got things planned for either route; its your choice'#and. well. i love a character who makes terrible choices#also who isn't aware of narrative structure and so can't be sure that the rebels will stand aaaaany chance if she aligns herself to them#dnd#joos yaps#adelaide olmus#she's Lawful Neutral for a reason :)#so excited for whatever will happen next#she got a small powerboost too :')#glad i spent the last few sessions making sure that OOC the party -knew- that one of her core believes is like.#the divine right of kings. 'some people were just born to rule#as others are born to be farmers or merchants or teachers'
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Sabine IS the best Mandalorian character of all time and I wonât accept any substitutes. She literally has it all. She is a punk tomboy lesbian who changes her hair and armor every season. She also has by far the coolest and most unique armor out of all of them, literally no contest. Her story arc is so good that another show just blatantly ripped it off. She defaces fascist propaganda with graffiti. Said graffiti is done with explosive spray-paint and she blows people up with it. Sheâs voiced by Mishti from Phineas and Ferb. Her father is voiced by Shang Tsung. Her ex-girlfriend is voiced by Vixen. Her brother is like the only fictional character I know of that has the same first name as me. Of all the people to use the Darksaber sheâs the only one we know of besides Tarre Vizsla himself to have training from a Jedi Knight. She spray-painted the main villainâs personal assassin while he was unconscious just to humiliate him. Sheâs the reason Wedge Antilles joined the rebellion. She defeated the Imperial governor of Mandalore. BOTH of them. Darth Vader deflected a blaster bolt into her face and she lived to tell the tale. She told an art historian she was smarter than him to his face and she was right. She literally created the symbol of the fucking Rebel Alliance. Sheâs gay, sheâs asian, and sheâs popular. She is truly one of the characters of all time.
#you know every time i see a ''who's your favorite mando?'' poll din predictably always wins#and look. i like din. but between him and sabine it is literally no contest to me.#far as i'm concerned anyone who doesn't vote her in those polls is an uncultured philistine who probably only watches the live-action shows#also her design is literally what got me to watch rebels#like before it came out i saw some promotional material and wasn't sure what to think#but when i saw her design i was just like idk who this chick is but i like her#sabine wren#star wars rebels#star wars#shut up tristan
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we know that Reko's father forced her into the industry at an early age, but it's not entirely clear what genre. The idea of it being an 'industry' definitely implies she was more of a pop idol since there isn't really a 'classical' industry in the same vein, though there is still definitely heavy competition and a lot of notoriety to be gained through being very skilled at classical music, especially at an early age, so I wouldn't be so quick to write that off, either. Even so, the plot line of her being 'forced to make music she didn't want to make' and her father being blinded by money definitely feels like it makes more sense in the context of a popstar. In my personal opinion, I like the pop idol route because it really emphasizes the distinction between her current views and aesthetic and the one her father would've been trying to get her to be. A sudden stark rebellion by going super edgy and emo in middleschool contrasts with her needing to be seen as nice, innocent, happy all the time (and probably a fair bit more feminine than she actually felt, too, since alt styles are heavily associated with androgyny). Its also worth noting that she mentioned crushing multiple huge industry offers throughout her later years, which further implies she had a strong reputation already. However logic is pulling on my sleeve and it's telling me that it honestly feels weirder for a 10-13 (this age range being chosen with the logic that it would've had to been *before* or she entered middle school, as per her personal account) year old kid to be a super successful pop idol than a highly successful classical music prodigy. Though, I guess there's the possibility her father actively lied about her age to get her in the idol industry.
#part of this could be a cultural translation issue in the sense of me being a westerner#keep in mind in japan elementary middle and high school are different lengths than their counterparts in the US#but its only pushed forward by about a year as far as im aware#which means she'd still be super young for the majority of this#which is kind of strange timing all things considered#it feels like it would make more sense if she gained notoriety during her middle school years under her father and then rebelled as#a highschooler if anything#but i dont know much about japanese idol culture either#but id assume idols existing that young let alone getting popular that young is pretty uncommon?#maybe its even a literal translation issue rather than a cultural one? who knows#reko yttd#reko yabusame#yabusame reko#yttd rant#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#the reason i mark it as so early is because reko's ai states she rebelled in middle school#the way its phrased makes it sound like she was already in the industry before while at that point#she claims that she started composing music and lyrics in grade school#so i think the intent was that once she got labeled as 'gifted' she was probably an idol for i'd imagine more than a year or two#i guess theres always the plain and simple answer that she just started school a year or two later? but even then...#obsession original#this is an old ass draft (from maybe november?) and im finally releasing it from captivity#samurai yaiba
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I need them to make a group for whatever tf this genre of character this is
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#rebel without a cause#girl interrupted#the outsiders#johnny cade#plato crawford#daisy randone#theyre literally just brown haired bitches who die#plus brown eyes#they all have familial traima#i think theyd be friends#se hinton
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the artbook saying they planned on having Cole in da4 to give a compassionate voice wanting to help Solas navigate through his pain and supporting him in front of Rook and the companions, only for the final product to literally just be "bashing Solas hours because he's such a loser for always being alone and he's to blame for literally everything (rightfully so or not)" just fills me with an intense sorrow i will never recover from.
#specifically relating a lot to Solas' loneliness and the despair that comes with it and the guilt and all#only to hear literally every characters in da4 calling him a loser for it#& for the ending being to punish him because how dare you try to fix your mistakes. just go into prison alone (unless romanced) and repent.#'you're free from Mythal' they say by forcing him to give up on something he did rebelling against her bc Mythal tells him to stop#and im supposed to be satisfied with that#genuinely this deep sorrow in my heart will never truly heal#it's one thing that they framed Solas as a villain who had to be stopped#it's another how they are utterly always ruthlessly mocking his vulnerable side to show he's inherently a failure of a man#da4 needed Compassion more than anything else and they scrapped him in the development phase#instead the spirits representing da4 are Spite and Curiosity#for a game and protagonist who's insultingly uncurious for the game that reveals so many mysteries hinted at in the three previous games#but sure seems spiteful about the messy legacy the saga has left them with and just decided to just erase everything controversial instead#head in hands#i wanted to have fun reading Solas' lines but i'm just filled with sorrow again#what was Cole's quote about it again#'Solas-- bright and sad-- observes and accepts. Spirit self-- seeing the soul. Solas-- but somehow sorrows'#ichasalty#ichablogging davg#ichatalks about da
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Is it true that Elizabeth of York birth celebrated like she was a son? I have seen some historians say this.
Hi! Yes, Edward IV did celebrate his daughterâs birth as though she was a male heir (âa princeâ), iirc as per the Great Chronicle.
While we have no contemporary reports at the time of Elizabeth of York's birth, we know that Luchino Dallaghiexia reported that the birth of Edward and Elizabeth's third child, Cecily of York, "rejoiced the king and all the nobles exceedingly*, though they would have preferred a son'. Wanting a son (ie: an heir) was typical for their time period, likely enhanced by Edward and Elizabeth's unprecedentedly controversial marriage, her very unsuitable origins and his own status as a usurper. The fact that he was described as being "exceedingly" delighted at the birth of his third daughter in a row regardless does support the claim that he would have gone over-the-top to celebrate the birth of his first legitimate** child.
Hope this helps!
*Bizarrely, I have seen several historians and blogs use Dallaghiexia's letter to claim that Edward IV was bitterly disappointed at Cecily of York's birth. I don't understand how historical reading comprehension can be so poor that "rejoiced the king exceedingly" has somehow been rewritten as the...exact opposite of that. With no self-awareness whatsoever. **Edward's illegitimate daughter Margaret - popularly known as Elizabeth for some reason - was almost definitely born before his marriage. We don't know the birth dates of his other two illegitimate children: I think the likeliest conception date for Arthur was in early 1470 (when he was away from court, near Hampshire), but it's unverified; and we know nothing about Grace - which was probably her surname, not her name - other than the fact that Elizabeth Woodville seems to have been very attached to her.
#ask#elizabeth of york#edward iv#queue#speaking of which#did I mention how much I dislike historians who state that one of Elizabeth Woodville's 'advantages' was that 'she was fertile'#and just leave it at that?#or dumbfuck Anne Boleyn stans who argue Elizabeth was 'safe' because she had a son (she was literally deposed twice but okay)#That is simply incorrect and a complete erasure of her actual - presumably difficult - experiences#Elizabeth literally 'failed' (so to speak) to have a son throughout her first queenship#She had three daughters back-to-back#Her first son with Edward IV was in fact born seven years into her marriage after her husband had already been deposed and in exile#It does her an incredibly disservice to rewrite her very complicated situation according to your own whims and fancies#Particularly considering the very unusual nature of her marriage and rise to queen (+Edward's own status as an usurper)#which meant that Elizabeth - like H8's wives after her - was in a far more precarious position than sonless foreign royal queens before her#And while the lack of a son clearly didn't affect her personal marriage (her husband celebrated their eldest daughter's birth#as though she was a male heir and was described as exceedingly happy at the time of their third daughter's birth;#they decided to go on a pilgrimage - presumably to ask for a son - *together*; etc)#That doesn't change the fact that they were in a very very difficult situation that having a son could have resolved/legitimized#Worries that may have intensified even more after 1469 when George of Clarence (second York brother) rebelled against Edward#I also suspect their lack of a son affected the nature of Warwick's propaganda against them during his rebellions#but that's a whole other topic of discussion#Either way: What we should never do is erase and rewrite Elizabeth's (and Edward's) very complex situation in the 1460s#in favor of an inaccurate but more 'convenient' alternate history#It's a little odd tbh because I HAVE seen such discussions for Anne of Bohemia; MoA; and Henry VIII's wives#who all struggled to have male heirs#But for some reason Elizabeth's situation is not even acknowledged - let alone discussed#funny how that happens#anyway#ik I went VERY off track I'm sorry about that
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Deep Space Nine forced the mirror universe to evolve as a concept and explore the idea of inverting the characters on a more individualistic level and opening deeper questions of who each of us could have been if our lives turned out differently and Iâm tired of that being abandoned and ignored to cling to the familiarity of the Terran Empire.
#star trek deep space nine#star trek ds9#Star Trek#star trek tos#star trek discovery#star trek enterprise#mirrorverse#mirror universe#TNG mirror broken is literally just In A Mirror Darkly but again YAWN#the novels said what if mirror Ezri and leeta get married and are awesome lesbian rebels#but STO said what if mirror leeta was a generic imperial who just does all the tropes#prodigy I love you but the ISS Voyager A is lame#in my heart mirror voq and Sarek got away#Spock did not start the revolution for everyone to just ignore what he preached#itâs not an âevil universe#how did we allow a version of humanity to become a stock trek monoculture#the Terran rebellion embodies âbe better than what we are so hard and so many writers throw it away because writing Evil Wins is easier#more than what we are*#you get the point itâs more Star Trek than just oh well I guess some places are evil#annoyed that Burnham never found out that her mirror brother became a hero#Smiley is such a goddamn hero#is it because most TNG era Federation ships would have never been built and writers donât like not being able to do ISS versions of them#look I like gold paint to but câmon#I will accept the critique that DS9 doesnât when any agony booths
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Remember that Rebels of the Outlaw Wastes fanmade trailer I made as my final school project???? Well, apparently people over at Nerdy Pup Games liked it enough to COMMISSION ME FOR AN ANIMATION FOR THEIR NEW PROJECT.
It's called Super Squad High, it's a boardgame about teenage superheroes and I DID THE TRAILER OPENING FOR IT!! :DD
â¨>YOU CAN WATCH IT HERE<â¨
#animation#board games#my animation#commission#animation commission#HOW IS THAT A REAL THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME#nerdy pup games#super squad high#i had my eye on this game since the Rebels trailer bc the art IS STUNNING and very much my vibe#teenage superheroes in general are literally the cornerstore of my artistic interests#so to say that this is a DREAM commission is an UNDERSTATEMENT#WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE THIS IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED#now i need to actually learn basics of animation instead of being forever chased by deadlines and just making things up as i go#BUT I LEARNED A TON DURING THIS#CAN YOU SEE?? how much better this is than the Rebels one?????#still too fast bc i want to cram EVERYTHING in the very thight time limit i had BUT!!!!!#im beginning to see some animation potential in myself xD#ALSO BIGGEST THX TO BRATNIA DUSZA WHO HELPED ME OUT A TON DURING THIS!! would not have met the deadline if it wasnt for her THOUSAND THANKS
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I love the fact that the rebels fandom has embraced the fact that Sabine now uses Ezraâs lightsaber, due to it being âEzraâs lifeâ, but I think we, as a fandom, are completely ignoring the potential comedy of it going the other way as well, with Ezra becoming an explosives artist instead of having a new lightsaber when they find him
#star wars#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#sabine wren#sabezra#star wars ahsoka#when they find him it could literally be like:#Ezra: how did you find me?#Sabine: i just heard the sound of explosions and thought ânow who could that possibly beâ#Probably through tears of course#But i want it to be a little funny too#Hi
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I see a lot of people say that Ezra and Sabine are sibling like because Sabine doesnât like him and Ezra got over his crush in the second season.
What proof is there in the 3rd and 4th season that that is not true?
Honey if you want definitive canon proof of narrative intention you are on the wrooooooong ship.
The truth of the matter is that reading Ezra and Sabine as romantic is an interpretation. It's one that I think personally has a lot of merit behind it, but unless and until I hear from the writers a definitive, "Yes we were actually definitely heading that direction for them." then everything is guesswork and theory and fanon and we can't make any absolute statements.
What people are doing when they say those things is essentially demanding that you stop shipping it because it isn't canon. Rather than trying to find "proof" to prove those people "wrong" (which trust me has led to way more drama in way more ship wars than I can count) just don't let it bother you and ship the ship anyway, because since when has canon status ever stopped anyone from shipping anything?
Kalluzeb isn't even canon (canon as in the text itself clearly portrays romantic feelings between them, discounting any outside commentary) and that doesn't stop the shippers one bit. Why the heck should it stop us on the Sabezra train?
Now, all that being said, I will put forth a couple arguments as to why I think romantic!Sabezra was something that may have been intended by the show.
1: The constant paralleling of Ezra-Sabine to Kanan-Hera.
This started Season One and it was constant throughout the show. Kanan gets jealous and annoyed at Lando for flattering Hera, Ezra gets jealous and annoyed at Lando for flattering Sabine. Kanan babbles nervously around Hera's father, Ezra babbles nervously around Sabine's brother (AND her father, later, too). Ezra and Sabine's first conversation in "A Fool's Hope" is almost a shot for shot recreation of the Kanan/Hera scene at the beginning of "Kindred". Ezra and Sabine's dynamic even, starting in Season Three and extremely prominent in Season Four, takes on a lot of the playful teasing bantering and quipping that defined Kanan/Hera from the beginning promo shorts (see "The Machine in the Ghost" for an example, then compare the Sabezra banter in "Flight of the Defender").
Why invite comparison to the primary main objectively romantic canon couple on the show if not to have the audience draw comparison?
2: The canyon chase sequence in "Imperial Supercommandos".
I maintain that much of the staging and posing in that setpiece was at the very least... questionable, if we were meant to view the two as purely and completely platonic.
3: "Are you with Sabine?" "Yeah I'm with her! I mean--not with her with her, I'm just friends... with her."
There was literally no reason why they needed a She Is Not My Girlfriend moment if they had dropped all intention of showing Ezra having a crush on her. XD
There was no reason for Ezra to assume Alrich was asking about that, and if he truly had gotten over his feelings he wouldn't see an unprompted! need to clarify their relationship.
Including that moment does the opposite of discouraging Sabezra interpretations.
I know this isn't the concrete answer you wanted but as I said, it's not a concrete situation. Sabezra is still, at this point, fanon. It's got a LOT of material to support a romantic interpretation regardless, and I'm definitely liking our chances to go canon in the Ahsoka show but I'm not going to be obnoxious "Those fans are WRONG!" about people seeing them as solely platonic in Rebels. And I would definitely encourage the rest of the shipper base to do the same, because as a Fandom Old I can tell you that no one likes overdefensive shippers.
For the most part I am very happy and proud that we've not been shoving our ship into non-shippers' faces and demanding they take the same interpretation.
I would kindly like the same courtesy to be extended to us.
#askbox#we literally just wanna vibe here yo#sabezra#star wars#star wars rebels#ahsoka show#fandom wank#i'm just not gonna be one of those people who insists my ship is canon i have been in too many ship war hells
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why do none of the rebels characters or ahsoka have actual personalities anymore,,,,,
#ahsoka is witty!!! sheâs a spit fire!!!! not just in clone wars but in rebels too!!!!#in this show sheâs a stoic master jedi who makes like no jokes ever!!! who is that!!!#heraâs also a spitfire!!!! and so is sabine!!!!#also thereâs no fuckin world where sabine doesnât have the desert house she lives alone in booby trapped with explosives she controls#much less completely abandoning her armor#sheâs a mandalorian!!!!!!!!!! thereâs a whole bit in rebels about why her armor is so important to her!!!!!#none of them even really get mad at each other!!! just lightly snippy!!! even with all the supposed history they have!!!!#literally none of them feel like real people with real and big emotions even though weâve seen them all have them and frequently#especially with something this important#they all feel sanitized and i hate it#stop making characters that were never Perfect Jedi (ahsoka and luke cough) into Perfect Stoic Jedi challenge#disney will always fail this apparently#anyways when will andor return from the war where we get characters who feel like they have real motivations that arenât just the plot says#that i gotta care about this and do this right now this way#even the new nightsister is boring!!! whereâs her flair!!!! why isnât she terrifying!!!!#star wars#star wars critical#ahsoka critical
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Okay, yeah, I'm not 100% settled on that because it just feels wrong, but I think I might quit Dadrius week for real and just. Not write the rest of the prompts.
I was thinking about how I was regretting not having written an angsty prompt for day 2 because I know people like angsty prompts more but the friends I consulted like the fluffy one more and I did want to write fluff so I was happy with that, but then the whole time I've been worried about not having enough angst in my prompts for people to want to really read my stuff and... idk, man. That's just off. I used to write things because I thought they were fun, not because I was agonizing over if people would read them or not, you know? Literally my first Dadrius fic was just me going "oh, my god, I want to write this so bad" and coincidentially it did get a lot of attention but at the time I was just SO excited about the idea and the composition the fic would have and that was literally it. I wasn't thinking about anything else, I was just having fun.
And I guess it's because in the past, when I wrote fics for this fandom, people did interact with me and I liked that, it was fun to talk to people about these things and whatever. And I don't get that anymore, which is fine, of course, I'm not entitled to anybody's time, but it's just not fun anymore. It feels like I'm just throwing empty words out there and it's so... boring. Like I don't know, maybe my writing just sucks, maybe it doesn't. My friends are very sweet and do seem to like it but you know, they do like me, so things I do they might see with sweeter eyes.
Idk, man. I just feel like I've been doing so many things for so long that haven't been for myself but for what it feels like it's expected of me and that's all. And it sucks even more because literally nobody expects this of me, I'm not fulfilling anybody's expectations, I'm just stressing myself out for nothing.
So idk. It might be good to just NOT.
#personal#sort of venty i guess#i'm just having a crisis of faith. don't mind me#idk i feel like i've been clinging to this. telling myself it's fine. but each time i just get kinda discouraged and idk#it's kinda doing more harm than good i guess. like it's making me not want to write anymore and i love writing#i think part of why i've had such a big writer's block has been that#i feel like that was why the only fics i could bring myself to write in all those months were for stuff like... the ahsoka show or rebels#literally who cares there. i knew if anything like 5 people would read it and that was fine. i wasn't hoping for anything#i was just having fun! which. btw. i reread my hera and ezra fic last night and ngl i cooked with that one
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Why do grocery stores want ppl with food sensitivities to ROT. Like oh you want 4 pieces of dairy/gluten free bread so you can. I dont know? Eat BREAKFAST,? You FOOL. Thatll be 12 dollars hand it over.
Normal oreos: 5 dollars give or take. Gluten free oreos: TEN DOLLARS. God forbid you want flour jesus christ itll cost u ur left kidney. A package of crackers??? Out of the question!!! Can't find a bag of those under 10 bucks.
Gluten free folks (me) stay starving. Rice cakes it is i guess!! Forever!
#this post goes out to all yhe fellas out there who cant eat even a ceumb of gluten#tummies and wallets SUFFERING#pay $10 for 3 cookies and they taste like sawdust#we gotta be getting re-emboursed from the government or some shit#paying the mandatory tax of literally having to eat#it isnt enough to have ur body rebel against u#we gotta break ur wallets too#i had someone tell me to 'just eat vegetables and rice!'#like ok let me just suck all the joy out of my existence yes#anyways#hope u enjoyed this installment#probably tmi but đśits my blogggđś
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