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thinking about whiny, girlcock vi who has the most sensitive dick youâve ever bared witness to. the two of you have been hooking up for months now and she might be the best sex youâve ever had. her reactions are priceless too, especially when she first pops the head of her cock inside your hole and she looks like sheâs ascended to heaven. you can always picture her blissed out face so clearly in your mind whenever you touch yourself.
her cock is girthy, so fat that you canât even fit your entire hand around it, and when sheâs inside you, you can feel her reach your bellybutton. plus, when sheâs fucking into you, she moans as if sheâs the one getting fucked. if anyone were to overhear, theyâd assume those were your squeaky whimpers, the sounds of you begging.
sometimes you try to just lay back and relax, allow vi to ravage you with her cock, but then sheâs breaking you out of your trance and asking if it feels good, if sheâs doing it rightâ and you sigh because sheâs so dependent on you, she needs you to tell her what to do. your pussy makes her feel dumb, it makes her brain melt out of her head.
currently, youâre in her lap, bouncing on her cock like sheâs nothing more to you than a toy. youâre riding her with a maddeningly slow rhythm, just because you like the faces she makes when you do; like vi canât decide if it feels good or if sheâs going to cry out of frustration.
you whimper, clenching down hard on the thick shaft impaling you, feeling it pulse and throb inside your fluttering walls, feeling the heartbeat in the thick veins running up the sides. you grinds your hips down, taking vi as deep as she can go, loving the way that her fat cock-head kisses your cervix.
viâs desperation is palpable, her hips twitching and jerking with the effort of holding still, of letting you set the pace. It's clear that she's absolutely dying to just grab your hips and rail into you with pathetic fervor, to fuck you through the goddamn mattress until youâre both a babbling, drooling mess. but she's trying so hard to be good, to let you use her like the fucktoy she is.
viâs hips twitch with uncontrollable desperation against you and a sudden cry escapes her lips. âbaby, fuuuck, pleaseâ just, just a little bit fasterâ ohh!â
âare you really going toâ hmmffâ going to make me tell you again, vi? stay still,â you say, grabbing her face firmly, cupping her chin so sheâs forced to look up and see the disappointment in your eyes. then you lean in, capturing viâs lips in a filthy kiss, all teeth and tongue as you suck the air from her lungs. you bite at viâs bottom lip, tugging on it with your teeth before soothing the sting with a kitten-lick of your tongue. she moans into your mouth, pulling you closer to her chest with frenzy of hands. âjust make me come. okay, sweetheart? then we can, ahh, talk about what to do with you.â
vi chokes on a sob. her eyes, so blue, are staring at you pleadingly. âyouâre so t-tightâ unghhh! holy shit, i canât, i canât, i canât,â she mindlessly babbles.
vi clearly doesnât realize the strength in which sheâs gripping onto your waist, because itâs hurting you, but right now you canât even bring yourself to care enough. youâre consumed by the thought of her cock, excited to feel her come inside you, to stuff you full of her arousal. the pain at your waist stings pleasantly anyway, it makes your pussy clench around her cock harder and she gasps as if sheâs been stabbed.
âshhh, i know itâs hard, baby. but you gottaâ hnnghâ hold it together for me, you gotta wait until iâm, ahh, ready to come. donât you want to feel me come around your cock?â
viâs chest is heaving and her face is flushed a deep, pretty candy-pink. sheâs staring at you like you hung all the stars in the sky. she looks utterly debauched, completely lost in the feeling of your velvet heat squeezing her so fucking tight, but she nods obediently anyway. sheâs the cutest thing youâve ever seen.
âmmm, you can take it,â you say encouragingly, rubbing circles on her rosy nipples. viâs head falls back against your headboard, moaning like sheâs been gutted. you know sheâs going to have a sore throat after this because she hasnât been quiet once.
âughh, mmmff, yesââ viâs moans are raspy and urgent. her breaths come out in sharp, staccato gasps and her eyelids flutter as she struggles to keep them open.
you hum pleasantly, pleased to see that youâre making vi feel so good, like sheâs on another astral plane. sex with her is always intimate and passionate, despite how cruel you can often be.
vi puckers her lips, tilting her chin up to capture your own in a slow, deep kiss. itâs a stark contrast to the frantic, desperate kisses you shared earlier. your tongue traces the seam of viâs lips, coaxing them apart, and then youâre slipping inside to stroke along viâs own tongue, tasting her, savoring her.
vi whimpers into the kiss, her hands coming up to tangle in your hair, holding you close as she loses herself in the sensual slide of your mouths. she can taste herself on your tongue from an hour ago, when you had her cock down your throat. the lingering flavor of her own arousal mixes with the unique taste that is purely you, and it makes her head spin with desire.
pulling away, you pepper kisses down her neckâ vi is sensitive everywhere, not just her cock. you suck more bruises into her flesh, laving your tongue over older marks that are beginning to fade away.
vi gasps sharply. sheâs always been a sucker for neck kisses.
then, despite your numerous warnings this entire time, viâs cock starts swelling as her orgasm approaches faster. you can feel her skin buzzing and youâre about to give her a piece of your mind, to remind her that you havenât come yet, until she starts thrusting her hips up into your with abandon. you bite your tongue, holding onto her broad shoulders for dear life.
âyes, yesâ oh my god, yes!â you cry, and youâre close, you can feel electricity starting in your toes and making its way up your body.Â
viâs back is arching off your headboard, her toes are curling in the sheets. her toned body withers beneath you, the muscles in her arms flexing as she starts to lose herself in the intense pleasure radiating from her core.
âfuck me, fuck meâ nghhh, fuck me!â vi is chanting, then her words dissolve into a soundless scream of ecstasy as her climax crashes over her.Â
viâs entire body tenses up; she feels like a rock beneath youâ hard muscles and all. her cock erupts like a volcano inside your pussy, jet after jet of white-hot come filling your womb. sheâs shamelessly painting your insides white and her eyes are rolled back in bliss, her tongue lolling out of her mouth like a dumb puppy. sheâs completely lost in the throes of her orgasm; sheâs dizzy with the pleasure wracking her body.
you have no choice but to clench down hard on viâs spasming cock, milking it for her entire creamy load. you grind down hard on her twitching shaft, taking every last inch of it inside your pussy. you want to feel viâs come sloshing around in your stuffed cunt, you want to be absolutely filled with her essence.
viâs cock gives a few more feeble pulses inside your hot, clenching cunt before finally starting to soften, the thick shaft slumping heavily against your stuffed walls.
thatâs when you begin to orgasm on her cock, while sheâs sensitive and exhausted, and vi lets out a sob when she feels your pussy walls contracting around her. itâs her punishment for coming before you. and you redouble your efforts, slamming your hips down with a brutal, punishing force that has the headboard slamming against the wall.
âohhh, viâ mmf! feels so good, babe,â you moan, rolling your hips fast and uncoordinated. youâre grinding down on her so hard that you can feel her heavy balls slap against your ass, the ones that emptied her thick load inside you.
vi grips onto your waist, trying to pull you off her cock with hazy eyes, but you shove her hands away until youâre completely satisfied. vi lets out a garbled moan, her eyes rolling back in her head. every time you roll your hips and drop them into her lap, it sounds like youâre jumping in a puddle of rain outside; because viâs lap is completely drenched in your wetness, her fat loads of come are messily spilling out around her cock, too much to fit inside youâ making the mess even worse.
âfuuckâ unngh!â vi sobs.
when youâre done, you collapse against viâs chest. she looks utterly ruined, completely fucked out and satisfied in a way that makes your heart clench with possessive pride. vi sits there, utterly boneless and spent.
you donât have the heart to be mad at her.
#vi arcane#vi x reader smut#vi x you#violet x reader#violet smut#sub vi#vi league of legends#vi x reader#vi smut#violet arcane#fic recs ๨ŕ§#lesbian#wlw smut#arcane smut#arcane#violet x you#vi x fem!reader#vi x fem reader#smut#sub vi arcane#vi arcane smut#arcane imagine#g!p vi#g!p vi arcane#top vi#top vi arcane
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"Grab a seat."
Bobby claps Buck's shoulder as he passes on his way into the kitchen. Well - sure, it's got a fridge and a stove, but Bobby's definition of kitchen vs kitchenette leans a little spoiled these days. They can't get out of this rental fast enough.
He comes back with two cups of coffee and sits opposite Buck at the table. He waits as Buck adds a heaping teaspoon of sugar to his mug, glowering at the surface of it while he stirs. He waits as Buck sighs with his whole body and flops back against his chair. Bobby blows the steam from his coffee, takes a scalding sip, and waits. Years of experience have taught him that when Buck's really chewing on something, the easiest way to get it out of him is to outlast his patience.
"I miss Tommy."
It helps that Buck and patience are barely acquaintances.
Buck's continuing the thought before Bobby can even open his mouth. "I can't get him out of my head, Bobby. It's, it's like he's haunting me! Everything I do reminds me of him, even if it has nothing to do with him, and I feel like I'm going crazy!"
Bobby waits. Buck pouts. When it's clear he doesn't have anything more to add, Bobby clasps his hands and leans forward.
"Why do you miss him?"
Buck rears back, looking confused. Bobby spreads his hands.
"You think about him when he's not around. What is it you're thinking about?" he asks. Buck considers the question and flushes. Bobby quickly adds, "Keeping it PG."
Buck scratches his nose, keeping his eyes averted. He takes a deep breath.
"I think... I think about how excited I always was to see him," Buck says to the tabletop. Bobby takes another sip of coffee.
"I think about - how I never had to pretend. Like he saw me, just me, and that was enough. I like, I liked, the way he made me feel about myself." Buck curls in on himself and picks at a thread on his jeans. "I, I miss who I was when he was around."
"Just because Tommy's not around anymore doesn't mean you can't be yourself," Bobby says. Buck takes the bait; he whips his head up to look at him, eyes wide with disbelief.
"No, you, you don't understand, Bobby -" Buck leans towards him, insistent. "I miss how he cares so much about everyone even though he tries to look stoic and casual. I miss how he ugly-laughs at his own stupid jokes. I miss the way he talks to kids like they're adults and I miss how gentle he is with anything smaller than him. I miss how he fills his own dishwasher wrong and I have to fix it every time. I miss him more now than the day he broke up with me, what's wrong with me?"
The only sounds in the room are the ticking of the wall clock and the whooshing in-out of Buck's heavy breathing. Bobby waits until he calms down a bit, until he sits back in his chair again and awaits Bobby's input, looking like he's in anguish over it.
"You know he's not perfect." Bobby feels like he's lobbing a live grenade.
Buck scoffs. "Jesus, Bobby, if anyone knows that right now it's me. But I don't want perfect, I just want Tommy."
The clock ticks. Bobby drinks some more coffee. He waits.
Realization overtakes Buck's face between one blink and the next. "Oh," he says. Bobby smiles, enjoys his coffee, and waits some more.
"Oh!"
There it is.
Buck jumps up, springing to his feet like a cartoon character. "I, I have to go, I gotta - I have to go," he says, all in a rush. "Thanks, Bobby!" he calls over his shoulder before running out the front door, slamming it behind himself. The door opens a crack, just long enough for Buck to call, "Bye Bobby!" into the apartment before he's slamming it closed again. He sounds like a herd of galloping horses running down the hall.
Bobby smiles to himself. He checks the clock - Athena will be home soon, and he feels like whipping up one of her favourites for dinner. He takes the mugs - one empty, one full - into the kitchen and leaves them in the sink while he gets started.
#rose.txt#bucktommy#started writing a post like i wish we could have buck say what he misses about tommy and then went hey wait i can just do that#my fic
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LaDS men - "Would you still love me if I was a worm?"
dialogue only, slight crack, 1 gendered term used ("ma'am" by Sylus)
content warning: swearing, implied vore (Rafayel), suggestive themes (Sylus)
Xavier â¨
"Xavier, would you still love me if I was a worm?"
"..."
"...Why are you hesitating"
"Oh, sorry, I'm not. I was just thinking what kind of worm you'd be and what you'd need to be kept happy and safe. I'd need to build you some kind of enclosure... But if you were a worm, how would I know which things you like and which you don't? Worms can't talk. I guess I'd have to learn how to speak worm and watch you really closely."
"I'm sure if anyone could make me a happy worm, it'd be you."
"I'm glad you think so. Still, worms are so small and fragile... Please, don't turn into a worm. I don't think my heart could take worrying so much about you."
"Don't worry, I won't! It's just an internet meme."
"Good. Then it's settled. Neither of us will ever turn into worms. If we have to become animals, let's be cats or birds. Together. So we can talk and be equals."
Zayne âď¸
"Zayne, would you still love me if I was a worm?"
"...Sigh."
"Well? Would you, would youuu?"
"Yes. I would become a worm doctor and make sure you are the happiest, healthiest worm. Is that a satisfying answer?"
"Very!"
"Good. Any other hypothetical questions you'd like to ask?"
"Hmm... What kind of worm do you think I'd be?"
"I'm afraid I'm not familiar enough with different worm species to answer that question in a scientifically accurate way. However, I can guarantee you, you would be a worm that is beloved by Zayne."
Rafayel đ޸
"Rafayel, would you still love me if I was a worm?"
"Uhm, duh?? You'd be the cutest little worm, I'd eat you and keep you safe in my stomach."
"...What"
"What"
"You could've stopped at 'yes' and calling me cute."
"Yeah? Well, what about you? What would you do if I turned into a handsome, talented worm?"
"I wouldn't eat you, that's for sure."
"I guess it'd be a shame to waste such a special worm for a meal. You could make me a little worm art studio and then sell my artworks. That way, I could take care of you, even if I was a worm."
"Do you think worms look tasty, Rafayel"
"Of course I don't! But I think you'd be a delicious-looking, tasty little worm."
"...I'm starting to regret asking."
"I literally did nothing wrong."
"You brought vore into this house!"
"Jesus spoke the truth and they hated him for it, too"
"Who the fuck is Jesus"
Sylus đĽ
"Sylus, would you still love me if I was a worm?"
"Heh. What a strange question. Where did that come from?"
"It's an internet meme."
"Well, of course, I would, sweetie. After all, who could resist an adorable worm like you? I'd find an architect and a gardener to design you the largest, most luxurious enclosure, so that you could have the most opportunity to thrive out of any worm in the universe. Every day, I'd tell you how much I love you. And I'd subdue the world, so they'd worship the ground you burrow in."
"...Sylus, I think we gotta have sex now."
"Oh? I didn't know a bit of worm talk could get you so riled up, sweetie."
"You know this isn't about the worm."
"Haha."
"Take off your clothes"
"Yes, ma'am~"
Caleb đ
"Caleb, would youâ"
"Yes."
"You don't even know what I was gonnaâ"
"You were going to ask me if I would still love if you were a worm, right?"
"..."
"The answer is yes. Hundred times yes."
"...It'd be nice if you let me finish my question."
"Oh. Okay! Ask me again, I'll wait this time."
"Caleb, would you still love me if I was a worm?"
"Yes!"
"How did you know what I was going to ask anyway?"
"I heard you the other day discussing the meme with your friends. I figured you'd ask sooner or later."
"Hmph."
"Soooo... Would you love me if I was a worm?"
"You're already a worm and I love you just fine, don't I?"
#love and deepspace#roach on the typewriter#lads x reader#lads sylus#lads rafayel#lads xavier#lads caleb#lads zayne#lads sylus x reader#lads rafayel x reader#lads xavier x reader#lads zayne x reader#lads caleb x reader
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[teaser] night d(r)ive | yjh
Pairing: Yoon Jeonghan x GN!Reader
Synopsis: Jeonghan is the kind of guy who would drive 40 minutes out of his way just to pick you up, but also wouldnât yield the last ramen at the local convenience store to you. Heâs also the kind of guy people are quick to fall for, only to get crushed by his indifference for dating. As a close friend of the most sought-after man on campus, youâd like to think that you know Jeonghan well enough to predict his thoughts on romance and his territoriality over ramen. (Spoiler: You don't.)
Content: Angst, Fluff, Comfort | Friends to Lovers | College AU
Tags: short hair jeonghan, extreme pining, liking ramen as a plot device, crying, being losers for each other, insecure reader, lots of konglish w/ translations, overly indulgent kissing, no "y/n,â this is for everyone who voted jeonghan in the poll <3
Word Count: 5K (full)
Release Date: February 9
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Youâd like to think that you know Yoon Jeonghan well. Surely, you do! Over the years, youâve come acrossâand committed to memoryâdozens, if not hundreds, of his little oddities. Youâve witnessed his personality change with the length of his hair, and learned the hard way that cheating at card games is like second nature to him. At this point, you can recite more information about his pet rock than ramen, which is somewhat terrifying if you dwell on it for too long, considering that ramen is your favorite food.Â
But despite his chaotic personality, you also know that heâs incredibly smart, having sat next to him in countless college lectures and trivia events.Â
Honestly, it canât possibly be a stretch to say that you know the man too well, can't it? And at times, it feels a bit unfair that you can only reply, âoh, I know him,â when people fleetingly mention him in conversation. It hurts that you canât clarify that you know himâthat you canât ramble on about how he made the stupidest joke to make you laugh when you were upset about your most recent midterm, or handmade you the sweetest present for your birthday, or let you choose your favorite film for movie night for the third time in a rowâbecause no one wants to nor needs to hear about it.
But, unfortunately, thatâs all you can think about these days.Â
Because, unfortunately, Yoon Jeonghan is simultaneously the funniest, weirdest, kindest, and most devastatingly handsome man youâve ever met.Â
Yoon Jeonghan is the kind of guy who would drive 40 minutes out of his way just to pick you up, but also wouldnât yield the last ramen at the local convenience store to you. Though he gives into his internal demands for petty possessiveness quite often, he cares deeply for his friends.Â
Heâs also the kind of guy people are quick to fall for, only to get crushed by his nonchalant but somewhat firm indifference for dating. Youâve witnessed him casually turn down far too many objectively gorgeous and incredibly intelligent people, which has convinced you that his standards are impossibly high. And if you were honest with yourself, based on the people heâd already rejected, it would be laughable for you to even think about confessing to him.
And so, as a close friend of the most sought-after man on campus, youâd like to think you know Jeonghan well enough to predict his thoughts on romance and his territoriality over ramen.
In fact, youâre sure about the ramen issue, because youâre witnessing it happen right now.
Youâre staring at his smirking face in the instant food aisle of the convenience store, both of you gripping the last Neoguri cup like itâs a trophy.
âYou gotta learn patience,â Jeonghan tuts, his lips upturned infuriatingly at one corner.Â
âNo, you should learn patience. ě ëšź, [Take your hand off,]â you demand, grasping the cup tighter.
âěŤěë°? [Donât wanna,]â he says in a sing-song voice, raising his chin in defiance.
The ramen cup creaks slightly under the pressure of your combined grip, and a terrible thought forms in your head. Your hand is sandwiched between his hand and the cup, making you feel the heat radiating from his body. Itâs something youâre afraid you could get used to.Â
You narrow your eyes, targeting his ridiculous, perfect lazy smile. âTake it off while Iâm being nice.â
âNah,â he replies immediately, smiling wider, his tongue sliding to the right.Â
Your heart lurches at the sight.Â
âěšěŹíę˛ ě§ě§ ě´ë´ ęą°ěź? [Youâre so petty, are you really going to be like this?]â You chew on your bottom lip, eyes flitting between his face and his hand.Â
Jeonghan tilts his head slightly, his dark eyes sharp and steady on yours. Heâs not really looking at the ramen anymore, and the intensity of his gaze makes your cheeks feel like theyâre on fire.
âë´ę° ěŹę¸°ě ě´ ěˇě ě
ęł ěëë°, [Iâm wearing these clothes here,]â he says, using his free hand to pinch the fabric of the expensive suit he always wears at his internship. âęľłě´ ëźëŠ´ íë ë돸ě ëë ě¸ě´ë¤ęł ? ęˇ¸ëĽ ëš¨ëŚŹ ę°ě, ě? [Youâre really gonna fight with me over just one ramen cup? Letâs just go now, hmm?]â
You press your lips together and jut your chin in defiance.Â
He sighs dramatically, shaking his head. His shaggy, dark hair flows with it, and you canât help but think that he looks princely like this, standing in the middle of this convenience store with his stupidly gorgeous face, and that dumb suit and tie.Â
âěëł´í´. [Give it up.] Iâll give you whatever you want,â he says, his voice dipping lower. It feels less like an offer and more like a taunt, a challenge. His tone sends a small shiver through you, and for a second, youâre not sure if heâs teasing or serious.
You have to take a slow, deep breath to calm yourself down before even considering what to say next. Youâre grateful for the ride (and his company), of course, but that doesnât mean he can steal your rightful claim under your nose, in the same casual manner he has when letting one of his fans down.Â
Youâve always given into him. Because he means everything to you, of course.Â
But youâve had enough of letting him have his way so easily, not with your precious ramen at risk.
You boldly step closer to him, cutting the distance between the two of you in half. Youâre close enough to see your reflection in his eyes, now.Â
âIâm not letting go.â You firmly shake your head. You wouldnât let him win this time. âI donât want anything but this,â you add, stubbornly.
Tugging hard, you try to pull the cup toward you, but it frustratingly remains stuck on the shelf between the two of you. Looking back up, you see that he isnât even straining to keep the ramen in place! You frown, wondering when your best friend got so strong.
He leans in just a fraction closer. âKeep trying,â he murmurs, and heâs so close that you can feel his warm breath tickling your face.Â
The world narrows to Jeonghan, and the faint scent of the cologne he only wears on weekends. Itâs dizzying.
âěźěě! [Hey!] I was here first!â you weakly defend, voice embarrassingly squeaky.
And then Jeonghan does something that completely short-circuits your brain.
His free hand lifts and brushes your hair away to your back, before resting on the divot between your neck and collarbone, where his thumb caresses the side of your neck. Feather-light, his touch is gentle, and his fingers are impossibly warm, a stark contrast to this slightly chilly convenience store. You just about choke on your surprise, your heart kicking into overdrive at the sheer intimacy of the gesture.Â
God, how is it that you never get a rest day with Jeonghan? How is it that heâs always flirting, always disregarding the boundaries of platonic and romantic love, always making you confused? And how is it that you just let it happen, that you just take whatever affection he gives you? How is it that youâre drawn into his dangerous touch, like a moth to a flame? Except that analogy doesnât really work, because at least moths donât know that theyâre in danger when they reach fireâyou know what youâre getting into, and you know all too well that Jeonghan will never be yours.Â
âPlease?â he whispers.
Your breath hitches, suddenly aware that even for your overly-touchy friend, this level of skinship is extreme.Â
Does he know? Has he found out that youâre in love with him, that youâve been keeping this ungodly secret from him for far too long? Does he know that every time he lets someone down, that every time he complains to you about people confessing and crying over him, you give him superficial laughs as you swallow your own feelings?Â
Does he know that you feel like sinking into the ground every time he entertains a random girl flirting with him, and that every time he crosses boundaries with you, it hammers in the fact that he thinks youâre a joke?Â
Does he know that youâve spent over a year trying to convince yourself that you donât have feelings for him, only to fail miserably, because there is no such thing as cutting Yoon Jeonghan out of your life, because he makes you feel so, so alive?Â
He must know. He must be making fun of you, now.
Your eyes widen, frantically searching his face for an ounce of malice. And you expect to see the look he always has when shredding the hearts of the brave people who confess to him, the face he makes when he casually tells someone that he doesnât feel the same way. You expect to see an almost-cruel, blank stare paired with apologetic lips pressed together.Â
You expect him to crush your heart.Â
But instead, heâs staring at you with a gaze so, so, very soft, you wonder if youâve hallucinated it. Shining eyes, raised eyebrows, mouth partedâhe looks devastatingly beautiful.
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Author's Note: coming soon for all the singles who need a big literary hug this valentines week
Disclaimer: nothing i write is representative of how svt acts off camera, take their names as stand-ins for oc's!!
Taglist: @syluslittlecrows - @junplusone
#yoon jeonghan x reader#jeonghan x reader#jeonghan oneshot#jeonghan x you#yoon jeonghan x you#jeonghan yoon x reader#yoon jeonghan oneshot#yoon jeonghan fanfiction#yoon jeonghan fic#jeonghan fanfiction#jeonghan fic#jeonghan x y/n#yoon jeonghan x y/n#yoon jeonghan fluff#jeonghan fluff#yoon jeonghan angst#jeonghan angst#college au#fanfiction#seventeen fanfic#svt fic#svt x reader#seventeen x reader#seventeen fluff#seventeen angst#svt fluff#svt angst#svt x y/n#seventeen#jeonghan
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i love you, in every life ŕżâ§â worst logan - imperfect for you pt.2
chapter summary: You and Laura find yourselves in the void. A few months later, Wadeâwho claims to be from your universe, and a different Logan appear with a way out.
word count: 13.7k+ (31k+ total)
pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader
notes: alright! this is the second part... to the second part. all the warnings/tags are the same! and take this as your warning-this is split in two parts! it's too long for tumblr to fit in one post!
(also, i know that it's 10 pm est, but i felt like i had to put this out now after watching lady gaga and bruno mars' performance at the grammy's)
warnings/tags: canon to 'deadpool and wolverine', black widow!reader, worst!logan, laura calls reader mom, violence, heavy angst, detached!reader, loverboy!logan, slow burn, fluff, wade wilson interruption, happy ending, not proofread
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You had been to Italy a few times, never of course to see the sights. But Logan insisted, not caring that the mission was over and the two of you were supposed to be going back to the mansion.
âCâmon,â he murmured against your lips, pressing another chaste kiss against them. âIâll show you around.â
"Do you even know where weâre goinâ?" you asked, raising a skeptical brow as Logan laced his fingers through yours, tugging you along the cobblestone streets of Rome.
"âCourse I do," he muttered, but the way his eyes flicked between the street signs said otherwise.
You smirked, leaning into his side. "Uh-huh. So, whatâs the plan? Wander around aimlessly âtil we find somethinâ interesting?"
"Pretty much," he admitted, bringing your joined hands up to press a kiss against your knuckles. "Not like weâre in a rush."
You huffed a quiet laugh, shaking your head. "Charles is gonna kill us when we get back."
Logan scoffed. "Whatâs he gonna do? Give me a disapproving look? Put me in time-out?" He squeezed your hand. "Câmon, darlinâ. Whenâs the last time we had a real vacation?"
You exhaled, looking around. The warm glow of streetlights reflected off the damp stone, the air thick with the scent of fresh bread and espresso. It was peaceful. Normal.
You nudged him with your shoulder. "Youâre lucky I like you."
He smirked. "Damn right I am." Logan leaned in a little closer, his breath warm against your ear. "Plus, it helps I got a girl who can speak Italian."
You rolled your eyes but didnât pull away. "Yeah? And how exactly does that help you?"
Logan squeezed your hand, guiding you through the winding streets. "Means I donât gotta fumble my way through orderinâ dinner."
You snorted. "So thatâs why youâre keeping me around? For food?"
"Pretty much," he said, smirking. "That and the company."
You hummed, pretending to consider. "Couldâve just hired a translator."
Logan stopped walking, turning to face you with that lookâthe one that made your stomach flip, the one that told you he was serious even when his words werenât. "Donât need a translator. Need you."
Your breath hitched, but you covered it with a scoff, nudging him playfully. But before you could get out a word he spoke again.
âLetâs get married.â
You blinked at Logan, unsure if youâd heard him right. âWhat?â
Logan didnât flinch. He just stood there, watching you with that same calm intensity he always had. âLetâs get married.â
A laugh escaped you, unbidden, half incredulous, half breathless. âYou drunk already?â
Logan smirked. âNot yet.â
You shook your head, crossing your arms. âLoganââ
âIâm serious.â He stepped closer, taking your hands in his. âI know you know about the damn ring.â
Your breath hitched.
You did know.
Youâd found it once, hidden away in his things. A simple gold band, unassuming, well-worn. You hadnât asked about it at the time, but part of you had knownâLogan didnât keep things unless they mattered.
Your fingers curled around his. âYouâve had that ring for years.â
âLonger,â he admitted. âFirst time I met you, I bought it.â
Something in your chest tightened. âLogan.â
âIâve lost a lot,â he murmured, his voice quieter now, rougher. âToo much. But you keep coming back to me. Life after life. And I keep finding you.â
Your throat felt tight. âThis isnât like the other times.â
Logan shook his head. âNo. It ainât. This time, Iâm not gonna waste any more of it.â
You searched his face, looking for hesitation, doubtâanything that might tell you he was caught up in the moment. But there was nothing. Just certainty.
A quiet, stunned laugh escaped you. âYou want to get married. Right now?â
âWhy the hell not?â He grinned. âWe got a whole city to ourselves. Weâve both seen enough shit to know waiting doesnât always do us any favors.â
You exhaled, tilting your head. âYou donât even have the ring on you.â
Logan pulled his hand from yours, reached into his pocket, and held it up between his fingers. âYou sure about that?â
Your heart nearly stopped.
âYou carry it around?â
âEvery damn day.â
You stared at him, at the way he was just standing there, so unshaken, so sure, like heâd been waiting for this moment forever.
Maybe he had.
And maybe, just maybe, so had you.
âAlright,â you breathed. âLetâs do it.â
Loganâs lips twitched into a grin. âYeah?â
âYeah,â you said, shaking your head, laughing under your breath. âLetâs get married.â
---
The church was smallâhidden in the quieter part of the city, far from the crowds of tourists. The old priest inside raised a brow when you and Logan walked in, but he didnât ask many questions.
Logan held your hand the entire time, his thumb tracing idle circles against your skin. When the priest asked if you were ready, Logan squeezed your fingers, just once.
Neither of you had vows preparedâthere hadnât been time for that. But you didnât need them.
âYou already know what you mean to me,â Logan murmured, slipping the ring onto your finger. âDonât need words to prove it.â
You swallowed past the lump in your throat, looking down at the band that fit so perfectly. Then you looked back at him, that same familiar, stubborn, impossible man you had known for years.
You curled your fingers around his hand. âGood. Because I donât have anything poetic either.â
Logan chuckled. âDonât need poetic.â
You smiled, lifting your joined hands to your lips, pressing a kiss to his knuckles. âThen letâs just get to the part where they say weâre stuck with each other.â
Logan smirked. âThought youâd never ask.â
The priest gave a small, amused shake of his head before speaking the final words. And just like that, it was done.
Married.
You turned to Logan, your new husband, and before he could say anything, you grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him into a kiss.
He made a noise of surprise, but it didnât take him long to catch up, his arms wrapping tightly around your waist. His lips were warm, familiar, and when he broke away just enough to murmur against your mouth, his voice was thick with something you couldnât name.
ââBout damn time.â
You laughed, forehead resting against his. âYeah,â you whispered. âIt is.â
Logan cupped your jaw, brushing his thumb over your cheek. âYouâre mine now.â
You smirked. âAlways was.â
He kissed you again, and this time, neither of you were in any rush to pull away.
---
You woke up, not with a start, just a slow realization that it was a dreamâa memory.
The ceiling fan above you spun in lazy circles, the dim morning light filtering through the blinds. The scent of saltwater lingered in the air, mixing with the faintest trace of lemon cleaner from Lauraâs half-hearted attempt at tidying up the place. For a second, you could still feel Loganâs hand in yours, the weight of the ring on your finger, the warmth of his breath against your lips.
But it wasnât real. Not anymore.
You exhaled, rubbing the sleep from your eyes before pushing yourself up. The bed was too big, too empty. You swung your legs over the side, the cool floor grounding you in the present.
A quiet knock sounded at the door. âMom?â
You sighed, rolling your shoulders before standing. âYeah?â
Laura cracked the door open, already dressed, her sunglasses perched on top of her head. âYou okay?â
You huffed, running a hand through your hair. âYeah. Why?â
Laura leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed. âYou were making that face again.â
You raised a brow. âWhat face?â
âThe sad, Iâm thinking about him again face.â
You snorted. âThatâs not a thing.â
Laura shrugged. âSure.â
Shaking your head, you moved past her and into the kitchen. âYou eat?â
She grabbed an apple from the counter, biting into it as she hopped onto a stool. âYeah. You?â
âNot yet.â You poured yourself a cup of coffee, the bitter scent filling the air.
Laura studied you for a second before speaking. âYou had another dream, didnât you?â
You took a sip of coffee before answering. âMaybe.â
Laura didnât push, just nodded. âWas it a good one?â
Your fingers curled around the mug. âYeah.â
She chewed her apple slowly, then said, âYou think he ever dreamed about you?â
You swallowed, setting the mug down. âI know he did.â
Laura was quiet for a moment before hopping off the stool. âYou wanna do something today? Beach, maybe?â
You glanced out the window at the waves rolling against the shore. The idea of a normal day, of pretending for just a little while longer, didnât sound too bad. âYeah. Beach sounds good.â
Laura nodded. âCool. Iâll grab the towels.â
As she walked away, you let out a slow breath, staring at the coffee in your hands. The dream still clung to you, the weight of it settling deep in your chest.
You shook it off.
For now, there was the beach.
For now, there was Laura.
And for now, that was enough.
---
Logan exhaled, the cigarette between his fingers burning low. The Florida heat clung to him, sweat beading at the back of his neck as he leaned against the hood of his truck.
She was in there.
He knew her routine nowâwhen she worked, when she shopped, when she left the house. He told himself he wasnât stalking, that he was just waiting. But waiting for what, exactly? For her to acknowledge him? For her to let him in?
Wade had called him an idiot for sticking around. Said he was wasting his time. Maybe he was.
But maybe he wasnât.
He took a slow drag, watching as a familiar car pulled out of the driveway. She was driving. Laura was in the passenger seat, sunglasses on, arms crossed, probably bitching about something.
Logan smirked.
He let the cigarette drop, crushing it under his boot as he pushed off the truck.
They werenât running.
And as long as they werenât running, he wasnât leaving.
---
You stared at him, unabashedly. Something you only did when you were going to scold him for something.
âWhat?â Logan asked, turning to face you.
You crawled down the bed before sitting at the edge of it, chin in your hand, glasses slipping down your nose. âWhy do you have to go to the bar? You couldâŚâ
Logan, who had just finished pulling his boots on, paused mid-motion. His brow lifted as he looked at you over his shoulder. âI could⌠what?â
You shrugged, pushing your glasses up absentmindedly. âI donât know. Stay.â
Logan snorted, shaking his head as he grabbed his jacket. âWhat, and listen to Scott ramble about team-building exercises? No thanks.â
You huffed, tilting your head. âYou could grade papers.â
He let out a short laugh, shrugging on his jacket. âYeah, âcause that sounds like a real fun time.â
You rolled your eyes, leaning back on your hands. âYou wouldnât have to grade them. You could just⌠be here.â
Loganâs movements slowed slightly as he adjusted the cuffs of his jacket. He didnât say anything right away, just stood there, like he was debating whether or not to argue. Then, with a sigh, he turned, arms crossed. âWhatâs this really about, Y/N?â
You hesitated, tapping your fingers against the blanket. âNothing. Just thought maybe, for once, you wouldnât leave as soon as classes were done.â
Logan studied you, his expression softening. âDid something happen?â
You shook your head quickly. âNo, I justâŚâ You trailed off, realizing how ridiculous you sounded. You werenât clingyâat least, you didnât think you were. But Logan was always leaving. Always heading off somewhere, whether it was a bar, a mission, or just to be alone. And even though you knew that was just the way he was, it didnât mean you liked it.
Logan sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. âDarlinââŚâ
âNever mind,â you said quickly, pushing yourself off the bed. âForget I said anything.â
Logan caught your wrist before you could move past him, his grip firm but gentle. âHey.â His voice was quieter now. âI didnât meanââ
You shook your head, pulling your wrist free. âItâs fine, Logan. Go.â
His jaw clenched slightly, like he wanted to argue, but instead, he just stood there, watching as you walked past him.
You didnât slam the door behind you, but you wanted to.
---
Logan woke up with a sharp inhale, the remnants of the dream lingering in his chest like a dull ache.
He stared at the ceiling, his breathing evening out as he tried to push the memory away. But it clung to him, heavy and persistent.
You werenât her. And he wasnât your Logan.
But that didnât make it any easier.
With a grunt, he swung his legs over the side of the bed, rubbing a hand over his face before reaching for the half-empty bottle of whiskey on the nightstand.
He paused, staring at it for a long moment before setting it back down.
Outside, the Florida heat was already creeping in, the morning sun casting long shadows across the floor. He didnât know what the hell he was still doing here.
But he wasnât leaving.
Not yet.
---
The ocean breeze rolled in slow and steady, carrying the scent of salt and sunscreen as you leaned back against your towel. The Florida sun wasnât unbearable, but it was warm enough to make you drowsy. Laura sat beside you, picking lazily at the label of her water bottle, her sunglasses shielding her eyes.
It had been a good day. The kind of day you never thought youâd haveânormal, easy.
Until he showed up.
Laura was the first to notice. She didnât say anything at first, just hummed softly before muttering, âHeâs here.â
You frowned, not even opening your eyes. âWho?â
âWho do you think?â
Your stomach twisted, but you kept your expression neutral as you cracked one eye open. Sure enough, Logan stood a few yards away, leaning against a wooden post near the boardwalk. He wasnât looking directly at youâjust gazing out at the water, arms crossed, the picture of casual indifference.
It was bullshit.
You sighed, rubbing your fingers against your temple. âHeâs not gonna leave, is he?â
Laura took a slow sip of her water. âNope.â
You sat up, adjusting your sunglasses as you shot him a glare. He still wasnât looking at you, but you knew he knew you saw him.
Laura smirked. âYou gonna say something, or just keep making angry faces at him?â
âIâm not making angry faces,â you muttered.
âYou are.â
You ignored her, pushing yourself up. You dusted the sand off your legs before heading toward him, your steps slow and deliberate. Logan didnât move until you were right in front of him. Only then did he glance down, his expression unreadable.
âYou lost?â you asked, crossing your arms.
Logan smirked. âNah. Just enjoyinâ the view.â
You scoffed. âRight.â
Silence stretched between you, the sound of waves crashing filling the space where words should have been. Logan shifted slightly, but he didnât back off.
âYou gonna keep following me?â you asked, your voice low.
Logan exhaled through his nose, shaking his head slightly. âAinât followinâ you, darlinâ. Just happened to be in the neighborhood.â
You arched a brow. âReally? You just happened to be at this exact beach, at this exact moment?â
âGuess itâs my lucky day,â he drawled.
You clenched your jaw, debating if you should just turn around and walk away. But something about the way he was looking at youâcalm, patient, stubborn as everâmade your skin prickle.
âYou waiting for me to say something?â you asked.
Logan shrugged. âFigured you might.â
You inhaled sharply, taking a step closer. âI said goodbye, Logan. Youâre the one who wonât let it go.â
His expression didnât change. âYeah, you said goodbye. I just didnât listen.â
You narrowed your eyes. âYou donât even know me.â
Logan tilted his head slightly, studying you. âI know enough.â
You scoffed, shaking your head. âUnbelievable.â
Before he could respond, Laura called out from behind you. âAre you done flirting, or should I come back later?â
Your head snapped toward her. âLaura.â
She just shrugged, completely unfazed. âWhat? Iâm just saying.â
Logan smirked, and you turned back to him, pointing a finger at his chest. âDonât.â
He held up his hands in mock surrender, but the smirk didnât fade.
You huffed. âIf youâre gonna keep hanging around, at least be useful and stay out of my way.â
Loganâs gaze flickered over you, something unreadable in his expression. Then, with an infuriating amount of ease, he said, âNo promises.â
You clenched your fists, exhaling through your nose before turning sharply on your heel and walking back toward Laura.
She was still smirking when you sat down.
âShut up,â you muttered.
âI didnât say anything.â
âYou were thinking it.â
Laura leaned back on her elbows, tilting her head toward Logan. âYou know, you could just talk to him like a normal person.â
You ripped open a bag of chips with more force than necessary. âI donât want to talk to him.â
Laura hummed. âThen whyâd you go over there?â
You froze mid-chew before shooting her a glare. âYou are so grounded.â
Laura snorted. âGood luck enforcing that.â
You muttered something under your breath, throwing another glance at Logan, who was still standing in the same damn spot, watching the ocean like he had all the time in the world.
You hated how much it felt like he belonged there.
Laura smirked again, popping a chip into her mouth. âYouâre gonna have to deal with this at some point, you know.â
You exhaled sharply. âNot today.â
âYeah,â Laura murmured, staring at Logan. âWeâll see.â
---
It had been a week since the beach. Another week of pretending Logan wasnât lurking in the background, watching but never interfering. Another week of Laura making way too many smug comments.
You ignored both of them.
Mostly.
Right now, you were more focused on getting home before the storm rolling in had the chance to flood the streets. Florida weather was unpredictable as hellâone minute sunny, the next a full-blown hurricane. The dark clouds overhead rumbled, lightning flashing in the distance as you pulled out of the school parking lot.
You had just turned onto the main road when the car jolted.
Then, the all-too-familiar thunk-thunk-thunk of a flat tire.
You let out a slow, controlled breath through your nose. âOf course.â
You pulled over onto the shoulder, gripping the wheel for a moment before forcing yourself to relax. This was fine. You could handle this.
The moment you stepped out, the humidity hit you like a wall. The air was thick, heavy with the scent of rain and asphalt. You crouched, assessing the damage. The back tire was completely shot, rubber torn to hell.
You sighed, pushing your hair away from your face. âJust needed one more week, you piece of shit,â you muttered, kicking the tire lightly before heading to the trunk for the spare.
A familiar rumble of an engine approached.
You froze for half a second before gritting your teeth.
Not even five minutes and he was here.
Loganâs truck slowed to a stop behind you. You didnât have to turn around to know he was already climbing out, probably looking all smug and self-satisfied.
âNeed a hand?â
You exhaled through your nose before straightening up and turning to face him. âNo.â
Logan tilted his head, hands on his hips as he looked from you to the tire. âYou sure? âCause that looks pretty fucked.â
âI got it,â you said, crossing your arms.
Logan nodded, clearly not convinced. He watched as you popped the trunk, grabbed the spare, and then crouched back down to remove the damaged tire. You worked quickly, efficientlyâthis wasnât exactly your first time handling something like this.
Logan leaned against his truck, arms crossed. âYâknow, most people would just say âthanks.ââ
You didnât even glance at him. âMost people arenât me.â
Logan smirked. âNo argument there.â
You ignored him, focusing on the task at hand. A bolt was being stubborn, refusing to budge. You adjusted your grip, using more forceânothing.
Logan pushed off his truck, strolling over. âWant me toââ
You stood up, cutting him off. âI swear to God, Logan, if youââ
Thunder cracked overhead, and the sky opened up.
Within seconds, you were both drenched.
You closed your eyes, inhaling deeply as cold rain soaked through your clothes.
Logan exhaled a short laugh. âWell. Thatâs unfortunate.â
You snapped your head toward him, glaring. âReally?â
He smirked, completely unfazed by the downpour. âWhat? You donât like the rain?â
You huffed, brushing wet hair from your face before crouching back down. âJust shut up and let me work.â
Logan didnât. Instead, he crouched beside you, reaching for the stubborn bolt.
You swatted his hand away. âI said I got it.â
He just looked at you, unimpressed. âItâs rusted. You need more leverage.â
âI know that.â
Logan didnât argue. He just waited.
You exhaled sharply before finally moving aside, just enough for him to take over.
With one sharp twist, the bolt loosened.
You clenched your jaw. âShow-off.â
Logan smirked. âYou loosened it for me.â
You rolled your eyes, but together, the two of you worked in syncâremoving the damaged tire, fitting the spare, tightening the bolts. It was quick, practiced, almost too easy.
By the time you finished, the rain had slowed, leaving the both of you completely soaked.
Logan stood, brushing water from his arms. âCouldâve just let me do the whole thing.â
You shut the trunk with more force than necessary. âCouldâve just driven past and minded your own damn business.â
Logan smirked. âYeah, but whereâs the fun in that?â
You glared at him, but before you could respond, another engine rumbled down the road.
A blue sedan slowed beside you. The passenger window rolled down, revealing an older woman with a concerned expression.
âEverything alright, dear?â she asked, eyes flicking between you and Logan.
You forced a polite smile. âYeah, Iââ
âSheâs fine,â Logan interrupted.
You turned sharply toward him. âExcuse you?â
Logan ignored you, giving the woman a nod. âJust a flat. All good now.â
The woman hesitated, glancing at you again before nodding slowly. âAlright, if youâre sure. Stay safe.â
The moment she drove off, you turned to Logan, scowling. âWhat the hell was that?â
Logan shrugged. âWhat? You were fine.â
You threw your hands up. âAnd I couldnât say that myself?â
Logan smirked. âYou couldâve, but you were takinâ too long.â
You huffed, rubbing your temples. âYou are insufferable.â
Logan grinned. âAnd yet, here you are.â
You took a slow breath, reining in your frustration. âAre we done here?â
Logan looked you over, still clearly amused. âNeed me to follow you home? Just in case?â
âIâd rather drive off a bridge.â
âBit dramatic, donât ya think?â
You turned toward your car, muttering, âGo to hell, Logan.â
He chuckled, stepping back toward his truck. âIâll see you around, darlinâ.â
You didnât respond, just slammed the driverâs door shut before pulling back onto the road.
When you glanced in the rearview mirror, Logan was still standing there, watching.
And damn it, you hated the way it made your chest tighten.
---
Laura was already sitting on the couch when you walked through the front door, damp clothes clinging to your skin, rain still dripping from your hair. She took one look at youâsoaked, pissed off, barely holding yourself togetherâand sighed.
"You let him help, didnât you?"
You dropped your keys on the counter with more force than necessary. "No."
Laura arched a brow.
You clenched your jaw, yanking open the fridge just to give yourself something to do. "Fine. Kind of."
Laura smirked. "Figured."
You grabbed a water bottle and shut the fridge, exhaling sharply. "He just happened to be there."
"Uh-huh."
You turned, leveling her with a glare. "Donât start."
Laura held up her hands in mock surrender, but the amusement never left her face. "Iâm just saying, for someone who wants him to leave, you sure make it easy for him to stick around."
You threw the water bottle onto the counter. "You think I want him here?"
Lauraâs smirk faded slightly, her expression shifting into something more thoughtful. "I think you donât know what you want."
That did it.
Your patience, already worn thin, snapped.
"You think I donât know?" you shot back, voice rising. "You think this is easy? That I like having him in the background, watching, waiting, making me remember things I donât want to remember?"
Laura blinked, caught off guard by the sudden outburst.
You ran a hand through your wet hair, pacing. "Do you know how hard I worked to move on? How hard I tried to build somethingâanythingâthat didnât lead back to him? And now heâs here, and I canâtâ" You cut yourself off, exhaling sharply. "I wonât let him pull me back into it."
Lauraâs brows pulled together, her voice quieter. "Momâ"
"No," you said, pointing at her. "You donât get to do this. You donât get to act like Iâm the one making it complicated when heâs the one who wonât leave."
Lauraâs jaw tightened. "Maybe he wonât leave because he actually gives a shit."
"Thatâs not the point!"
"Then what is the point?" she snapped, standing now. "That heâs not our Logan? That heâs not your Logan?"
You flinched.
Laura shook her head. "You keep acting like heâs a ghost, but heâs not. Heâs here. And you can keep pretending it doesnât matter, but it does. He does."
Your chest tightened. "Heâs not the man I married."
"No," Laura said, her voice quieter but no less firm. "But heâs still Logan."
Silence.
Your hands curled into fists at your sides, the weight of her words pressing down on you like a vice.
Laura let out a slow breath, her shoulders slumping slightly. "I know you miss him."
Your throat burned. "It doesnât matter."
"It does."
You shook your head, turning away. "I need to shower."
"Momâ"
"I need to shower, Laura."
She didnât argue this time. She just watched as you walked toward the bathroom, your legs heavier with every step.
When the door clicked shut behind you, you pressed your back against it, squeezing your eyes shut.
You could still hear his voice in your head, feel the warmth of his hands on yours, see the way he used to look at youâlike you were the only thing keeping him steady.
And now he was here. Not your Logan. Not the man youâd built a life with. But Logan all the same.
Laura was right.
But that didnât mean you were ready to face it.
---
You grunted as you pulled again, trying to unlodge the stubborn screw. âStupid. Fuckingââ A warm hand enveloped yours, you didnât need to turn around to know whoâs. âI got it, kotik.â
He hummed, not condescending, but like he knew you did. âI know. Just lemme help.â
You exhaled sharply through your nose but didnât fight him when his hand covered yours, his other gripping the wrench. With barely any effort, he turned it, the stubborn screw finally giving way with a sharp creak.
You scowled. âI had it.â
Logan smirked, setting the wrench down. âSure, sweetheart.â
You huffed, swiping your arm across your forehead, smudging a bit of grease in the process. Logan caught it, his thumb brushing the mark off before you could duck away. His touch lingered, his eyes scanning your face.
âWhatâs wrong?â
You scoffed, grabbing a rag to wipe your hands. âIt was the damn screw you just unlodged.â
Loganâs brow twitched. âTry again.â
You sighed, rolling your shoulders, the tension refusing to ease. âItâs nothing.â
âDidnât ask if it was nothing,â he said, arms crossing. âAsked whatâs wrong.â
You hesitated, gripping the rag tighter before exhaling. âScottâs just⌠piling things on me. Ororo asked me to help out more with the kids during training, which I want to do, but then Scott starts throwing his bullshit at me too. Paperwork, scheduling, grading tests that heâs supposed to be handling." You shook your head. "And now, apparently, Iâm also in charge of making sure half the team doesnât set themselves on fire in the Danger Room.â
Logan nodded slowly. âThat all?â
Your jaw clenched. âNo.â
He waited, saying nothing. Just watching.
You groaned, tossing the rag onto the workbench. âItâs everything. The mansion, the missions, the meetingsâGod, the meetings. I swear, if I have to sit through another three-hour debate about whether the Blackbird should have a different paint job, Iâm gonna throw myself off the roof.â
Logan huffed a quiet laugh, stepping closer. âYâknow, you could just tell âem to go to hell.â
You snorted. âYeah, and then Scott would really make my life miserable.â
Loganâs hand found your waist, his grip warm and steady. âThen let me do it.â
You rolled your eyes. âOh, that would go over great. You storming into a meeting, claws out, telling Summers where to shove his clipboard.â
Logan grinned. âTempting.â
You sighed, finally leaning into him. âIâm just tired, kotik.â
He pressed a kiss to your temple. âI know.â
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. His hand traced slow circles against your lower back, grounding you. The steady rise and fall of his breathing, the quiet hum of the mansion in the distanceâit was enough to make you forget the stress, just for a second.
âYou should tell him no,â Logan murmured.
You tilted your head up to meet his gaze. âAnd what? Let the entire school burn down?â
His lips twitched. âNot our problem.â
You huffed a small laugh, shaking your head. âYou say that, but we both know youâd be the first one running in if it did.â
Loganâs smirk softened. âMaybe.â
You sighed, resting your forehead against his chest. âI hate when youâre right.â
âLucky for you, it ainât often.â
You smiled against his shirt, letting the exhaustion slip awayâat least for now.
---
You woke up to the sound of waves crashing outside, your chest tight, your skin too warm.
For a moment, you forgot where you were. You expected the distant hum of the mansion, the smell of Loganâs aftershave, the warmth of his body beside you.
But the bed was empty. The room was quiet.
And Logan was gone.
You swallowed hard, blinking up at the ceiling.
It was just a dream.
Just a memory.
And thatâs all it would ever be.
---
The day passed in a blur. You went through the motionsâteaching gym class, keeping the kids in line, pretending like nothing was wrong. Like you hadnât spent the entire morning haunted by a dream that wasnât just a dream.
Like Logan hadnât found you.
Youâd seen him again after work. He wasnât trying to hide this time. He leaned against his truck, arms crossed, watching from across the parking lot. Not approaching. Not leaving. Just waiting.
And it pissed you off.
Laura wasnât home when you got back. Probably at the beach or grabbing food. You had a few hours to yourself, time to think, time to breatheâ
A knock at the door cut through the silence.
You stared at it.
Another knock. Louder this time.
You already knew who it was.
Jaw clenched, you walked over and yanked the door open, grip tight on the handle.
Logan stood there, his expression unreadable. âHey.â
You didnât hesitate. âNo.â
His brow furrowed. âNo?â
You stepped onto the porch, shutting the door behind you. âNo. Whatever the hell you think youâre doing? No.â
Logan exhaled, running a hand through his hair. âAinât here to start a fight, darlinâ.â
âThen why are you here?â you snapped, crossing your arms. âBecause if you think Iâm just gonna let you hover around like some stray, youâre dead wrong.â
Loganâs jaw flexed. âI just wanna talk.â
âAnd say the same goddamn bullshit? Hereâs the thing,â you gripped the collar of his leather jacket tightly, pulling him slightly closer to you. âI donât fucking care.â
Logan didnât flinch. Didnât pull away. Just stared at you, his expression unreadable.
Your fingers curled tighter around his jacket, the leather warm beneath your grip. âYou think this is romantic? You think tailing me for months, showing up at my fucking door, is gonna make me change my mind?â You shoved him backâhard. He barely stumbled. âI donât care what you have to say, Logan.â
His jaw clenched. âYeah? Then whyâd you open the door?â
You scoffed, shaking your head. âBecause I knew you wouldnât leave if I didnât.â
Logan exhaled through his nose, rubbing a hand over his face. âIâm not here to fight with you.â
âThen what the hell do you want?â Your voice was sharp, cutting through the humid night air.
He dropped his hand, looking at you like the answer was obvious. âI want to know why youâre lyinâ to yourself.â
You let out a humorless laugh. âJesus, Logan, get over yourself.â
âI ainât talkinâ about me,â he shot back. âIâm talkinâ about you.â
You clenched your fists, nails digging into your palms. âI told youââ
âNo, you havenât,â Logan interrupted, stepping closer. âYou keep pushinâ me away, but you ainât sayinâ why.â
âBecause I donât owe you a fucking reason,â you snapped.
Logan studied you, his gaze slow, careful. âItâs âcause of him, ainât it?â
Your stomach twisted, but your expression didnât falter. âI donât know what the hell youâre talking about.â
âYeah, you do,â he murmured. âThe Logan you lost. The one that was yours.â
Your breath hitched.
Loganâs voice was quieter now, steady but rough. âThatâs why youâre runninâ, why you wonât let yourself stop. âCause you think if you do, youâre betrayinâ him.â
You hated how easily he saw through you.
Your throat felt tight, but you forced out a scoff. âYou donât know shit, Logan.â
âI know grief.â His voice was low, weighted. âI know what it does to you. How it makes you feel like movinâ on is some kinda sin.â
You looked away, jaw tight.
âI also know,â he continued, âthat it donât go away. Donât matter how far you run, how many times you try to start over.â His tone softened, just slightly. âIt stays with you. But it donât mean you gotta stay buried with it.â
Your hands trembled. You curled them into fists to stop it.
âLook at me,â Logan said.
You didnât.
A rough sigh, thenâyou felt it. His hand, warm, familiar, pressing against the side of your face. You stiffened, but he didnât force it, just let his thumb brush against your cheek.
âDarlinâ,â Logan murmured. âI ainât askinâ you to forget him.â
You swallowed hard.
âI just donât want you to forget yourself.â
Your breath hitched.
You wanted to shove him away again. Wanted to punch him. Wanted to yell and tell him he was wrong.
But the worst part? He wasnât.
And you fucking hated him for it.
Your eyes stung, but you refused to let them fall.
Finally, you forced yourself to move, pulling back, breaking the contact. âGo home, Logan.â
Logan didnât move.
You inhaled sharply. âI mean it.â
He studied you for a long moment before nodding once. âAlright.â
Thenâhe stepped back, hands in his pockets. But he didnât turn around. Didnât leave.
Not yet.
His gaze lingered on you, something unreadable in it.
Then, quieter, rougherâ
âIâll see you around.â
You didnât answer.
And this time, when he walked awayâyou didnât watch him go.
---
He could tell you werenât fully asleep, nor fully awake, when he got back. The lamp on your bedside table was still on, but your glasses were neatly folded on top of your book.
âHmm? Logan?â
He slipped off his boots and pulled off his shirt before sliding in behind you, gently pushing your shoulder down so you wouldnât get up. âYeah. âS me.â
"Itâs 2 in the morning." Your voice was quiet, thick with sleep. "Youâve been cominâ home later."
Logan exhaled through his nose, running a hand down his face as he settled onto the bed beside you. His body was still warm from the whiskey, the buzz clinging to the edges of his thoughts. He didnât answer right away, just reached over and turned off your lamp, leaving only the soft glow of the nightlight in the corner.
You shifted, turning onto your side to face him. Even in the dim light, he could see your eyesâheavy with exhaustion but still watching him, still waiting. You always waited.
For months now, you had tried to get him to stay. At first, you asked outright, voice soft but certainâ"Stay tonight?" And when that didnât work, you tried coaxing, offering quiet conversation, little distractions, your presence alone.
Then, when that didnât work either, it became this.
Half-asleep murmurs. The lingering hope that maybe, just maybe, heâd come home early for once.
But he never did.
"Yeah," Logan muttered, shifting onto his back. "Got caught up."
You huffed, barely a sound, but he felt it more than heard it. "You always do."
Logan stared at the ceiling, jaw tight. He could feel the weight of your gaze on him, the way you were waiting for him to say somethingâanythingâto ease the ache in your chest. But he didnât. Because he didnât know how.
The silence stretched between you.
Then, quietly, you spoke again. "You donât have to go every night."
Logan swallowed, his throat dry. He could lie, say it wasnât about the bar, say he just needed the air. But you werenât stupid. You knew what he was doing, why he kept his distance even when he was right here beside you.
So he didnât say anything at all.
After a beat, you sighed and turned over, your back to him. A clear dismissal.
Logan closed his eyes, listening to the quiet sound of your breathing as you drifted off.
It wasnât always like this.
At the start, you stayed up for him. Youâd wait in the library, curled up with a book, or in the kitchen with tea, pretending you just happened to be awake. You used to smile when he walked in, small and tired but warm. Youâd ask how his night was, even when you knew he wouldnât answer properly.
And then, when you realized nothing changed, you started waiting in bed instead. Eyes heavy but open, glasses slipping down your nose, always murmuring some half-asleep greeting before reaching for him.
Now? Now you barely waited at all.
Logan exhaled, turning his head to look at you. You were already asleep.
Something settled deep in his chestâheavy, uncomfortable.
This wouldnât last.
You wouldnât wait forever.
And for the first time, the thought of losing youâof pushing you too farâfelt a hell of a lot worse than whatever he was trying to drown at the bottom of a bottle.
---
Loganâs eyes snapped open.
For a second, he was disoriented, still caught in the haze of the dreamâno, the memory. He could still feel the warmth of you beside him, still hear your voice, soft and tired, asking him to stay.
But when he blinked, the bedroom was gone.
No mansion. No soft lamp glow.
Just the inside of his truck, the Florida heat creeping in through the cracked window.
Logan let out a slow breath, scrubbing a hand down his face. His body was tense, jaw clenched so tight it ached. The dream had been too realâtoo damn vivid.
He reached for the flask in the cupholder, unscrewing the cap with steady fingers. He didnât drink from it. Just held it.
The memory had felt like a lifetime ago. Because it wasâbut not his. Not this Loganâs.
It was hers.
The woman who wasnât his Y/N but still had the same voice, the same eyes, the same way of looking at him like he was something worth waiting for.
Except this time?
She wasnât waiting.
And Logan wasnât sure if he was ready for what that meant.
---
For the first time in weeks, Logan wasnât there.
You didnât see him leaning against his truck outside the school. He wasnât loitering at the grocery store. He wasnât in your goddamn peripheral, watching but never pushing, always waiting for you to acknowledge him.
And it pissed you off.
You shouldâve been relieved. You had told him to leave, to back off. You had shoved him, yelled at him, made it perfectly clear that you didnât need him hereâdidnât want him here.
So why the hell did your chest feel tight?
Why did you keep glancing out the window when you left work, expecting to see him?
Why did it feel wrong that he wasnât following?
Laura noticed before you did.
âYouâre looking for him,â she said flatly, popping a fry into her mouth as the two of you sat at a booth in some local diner.
You blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â
Laura gave you a look over the rim of her milkshake. âLogan.â
You scoffed, picking at the label of your water bottle. âIâm not���â
âYeah, you are.â She dipped a fry in ketchup, not even trying to hide her smirk. âYouâve checked the door, like, five times.â
You rolled your eyes. âI was looking at theââ You stopped, realizing you had absolutely nothing to follow that up with.
Laura arched a brow. âRight.â
You huffed, slouching back against the booth. âHeâs not here.â
âYeah. Because you told him to leave.â
âSo?â
Laura shrugged. âDidnât think he actually would, did you?â
You didnât answer.
Because the truth was, you hadnât expected him to leave. Logan was stubborn. Logan didnât give up. If anything, you had expected him to show up again, keep pushing, keep trying to get you to talk.
But he hadnât.
And for some reason, that scared you.
Laura sighed, wiping her hands on a napkin before leaning forward. âYou canât have it both ways, you know.â
Your brow furrowed. âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âIt means you canât tell him to leave and then get all weird when he actually does.â
You clenched your jaw. âI didnât want him here.â
Laura tilted her head. âDidnât you?â
You stared at her, stomach twisting, because you didnât want him hereâdid you?
No. You didnât.
But you didnât want him gone, either.
You stood abruptly, tossing some bills onto the table. âCâmon. Weâre leaving.â
Laura just smirked. âWhere to?â
You grabbed your jacket. âI need to find Logan.â
---
It didnât take long.
Logan wasnât exactly subtle, and you had been trained to track people long before you ever met him. It was almost insulting how easy it was.
His truck was parked outside some shitty motel off the main road, tucked into the shadows near a flickering neon sign.
You couldâve knocked on his door. Couldâve walked right up, demanded an explanationâWhy the hell did you listen to me?
But you didnât.
Instead, you waited.
You sat in your car across the street, watching from the shadows, waiting to see if heâd leave. If heâd drive off, if he was planning on staying. If he was really, actually gone.
But Logan never left.
Hours passed. The motel lights flickered. You saw him onceâstepping outside just long enough to smoke a cigarette before heading back in. No sign of him packing up, no sign of him driving away.
He wasnât following you anymore.
But he hadnât left, either.
You exhaled slowly, gripping the steering wheel.
This was the first time in months that Logan wasnât hovering just outside your reach. And yet, you had tracked him down anyway.
Maybe Laura was right.
Maybe you hadnât wanted him to leave.
Not really.
You ran a hand through your hair, exhaling sharply as you stared at Loganâs truck.
What the hell am I doing?
You had spent months trying to get him to leave, and now here you were, parked outside some shitty motel like some stalker, watching and waiting. For what? For him to notice? For him to come back?
No. That wasnât what you wanted.
You gritted your teeth, fingers drumming against the steering wheel. Then why are you still here?
You could just drive away. Go back home, pretend like you never saw him, pretend like this didnât bother you.
But it did.
It bothered you that he listened. It bothered you that he left. It bothered you that, for the first time since he showed up, he wasnât pushing you.
And you didnât know why that scared you.
With a frustrated sigh, you shoved the door open and got out, the night air thick and humid around you. The gravel crunched beneath your boots as you crossed the street, your steps quick and deliberate.
You didnât give yourself time to hesitate. If you thought about it too much, youâd turn back. And you werenât ready to do that yet.
You knocked on the motel door.
Silence.
Your jaw clenched, and you knocked againâlouder this time.
Still nothing.
A flicker of irritation ran through you. âLogan, open the damn door.â
Nothing.
Your patience snapped. You grabbed the doorknob and twisted. It was locked, of course, but that was never a problem for you. With a practiced flick of your wrist, you popped the lock and shoved the door open.
Logan was inside, sitting on the edge of the bed, elbows resting on his knees, a cigar burning between his fingers. He didnât look surprised to see you. If anything, he looked tired.
âReal subtle, darlinâ,â he muttered, exhaling smoke through his nose.
You crossed your arms. âYou werenât answering.â
âDidnât feel like talkinâ.â
You narrowed your eyes. âToo bad.â
Logan huffed out a dry laugh, shaking his head. âFigures.â
You stepped inside, kicking the door shut behind you. âYou just gonna sit there?â
âWhat do you want, Y/N?â Logan asked, his voice rough. Not annoyed. Just⌠tired.
The way he said your name made your stomach twist. You werenât sure why.
âI donât know,â you admitted, crossing your arms tighter.
Logan studied you, taking another slow drag from his cigar before stubbing it out in the ashtray. âThen why are you here?â
You shifted on your feet, avoiding his gaze. Because you left. Because I thought I wanted you gone, but now that you are, Iâ
You shook the thought away, exhaling sharply. âI just⌠I thought you wouldâve left.â
Logan arched a brow. âAnd that bothered you?â
You hesitated.
That was enough of an answer.
Logan sighed, leaning back against the bed, arms resting behind him. âYou told me to back off. So I did.â
You scoffed. âYou donât listen to people.â
Logan smirked slightly. âGuess you ainât people.â
You hated how easily that threw you off balance.
Your throat tightened. âI donâtââ
âI ainât askinâ for anything,â Logan said, cutting you off. âNot chasinâ you. Not pushinâ you. I meant what I saidâI donât wanna force you into anything.â
You swallowed hard. âThen why are you still here?â
Loganâs gaze didnât waver. âMaybe âcause I donât want to leave, either.â
The air in the room felt heavy. Stifling.
You had spent so much time running, so much time convincing yourself that pushing him away was the only option. But now, standing here, looking at himâtired, frustrated, but still hereâyou didnât know what the hell you were supposed to do anymore.
You took a slow breath, forcing your voice to stay steady. âYou were⌠right.â
His brows furrowed slightly, like he wasnât sure what part you were referring to.
You swallowed, crossing your arms tighter over your chest. âWhat you said. About grief. About moving on feeling like a sin.â
Logan stayed quiet, but his gaze sharpened, locking onto yours.
You exhaled, shaking your head. âI spent years running because it was easier. Because if I stopped, if I let myselfâŚâ You trailed off, fingers curling around your arms. âThen it would feel like I was betraying him. Like I was forgetting him.â
Loganâs jaw tightened slightly, but he didnât interrupt.
Your throat felt tight, but you forced yourself to keep talking. âI tried to build something new with Laura. I wanted to. And for a while, it worked. Seven years in Canada, we were okay. We were living, not just surviving. And thenââ You exhaled sharply, shaking your head. âThe TVA happened. The Void happened. And suddenly, it was like all that time meant nothing.â
Logan was still watching you, but his expression was unreadable, his hands resting on his thighs as he leaned forward slightly.
âThen you showed up.â Your voice was quieter now. âAnd I didnât know what the hell to do with that. Because I knew you werenât him. I knew that. But every time I looked at you, every time you called me âdarlinâ and looked at me like you knew meâŚâ You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âIt just made me feel like I was losing him all over again.â
âI mean, I canât even take off my damn wedding ring,â your voice cracked, âwithout feeling nauseous even though itâs been years.â
Loganâs gaze flicked down to your hand, to the ring still wrapped around your finger. His jaw clenched, something flickering in his eyesâsomething you didnât want to name.
âYou think thatâs wrong?â he asked, voice low.
You swallowed hard. âI donât know.â
Logan exhaled through his nose, shifting forward slightly, his elbows resting on his knees. âAinât wrong to hold onto what matters.â
Your fingers twitched, curling slightly, but you didnât look away. âThen why does it feel like it is?â
Logan was quiet for a moment, studying you. When he spoke again, his voice was softer, steadier. âBecause you think lettinâ go means losinâ him.â
Your throat tightened, but you didnât answer.
Logan sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI ainât gonna tell you to take it off. Ainât gonna tell you to move on, either.â He leaned back, rubbing a thumb over his knuckles. âThatâs gotta be your choice, darlinâ.â
Something about that made your stomach twist. Maybe because you had spent so long convincing yourself you had to move on, that moving on meant leaving Logan behindâyour Logan. The one who wasnât sitting in front of you.
But then Logan spoke again, and his next words shattered every bit of resolve you had left.
âYou ainât the only one holdinâ on.â
Your breath caught in your throat.
Logan reached into his pocket, pulling something outâsomething small, something old. He turned it over in his fingers before setting it on the nightstand beside him.
A ring.
Gold, simple, worn from time.
Your stomach flipped.
âI bought this the first time I met you,â he said, voice rough. âA long time ago. Different you. Different me. But you always come back, donât you?â
You stared at the ring, your heartbeat hammering against your ribs. âLoganââ
âI kept it,â he muttered, rubbing his thumb over the band. âEvery time. Even when I knew Iâd lose you again.â He exhaled slowly, shaking his head. âAnd every time, I tell myself I wonât go through it again.â
You swallowed hard. âBut you do.â
Logan smirked slightly, but there was no humor behind it. âYeah. Guess I do.â
Silence settled between you, heavy with everything left unsaid. The motel room felt smaller now, the air thicker. Your fingers twitched at your sides, your chest tight with something you werenât ready to name.
Finally, you moved.
You walked forward, slow but deliberate, until you were standing right in front of him. Logan didnât move, didnât speak, just watched you with that same patient, knowing look.
And thenâhesitantlyâyou sat down next to him.
Not close enough to touch. Not close enough for it to mean anything.
But not far, either.
Logan didnât say a word.
And for the first time in a long time, neither did you.
---
A few weeks later
You were cooking dinner while drinking a glass of wineâor rather the whole bottle. It wasnât your fault you had a high alcohol tolerance.
âJesus, fuck kid!â
âYou started it!â
You furrowed your brows, stepping onto the back porch, wine glass still in hand. The salty ocean breeze brushed past as you leaned against the wooden railing, watching Logan and Laura circle each other in the sand.
The backyardâif you could even call it thatâwas part of a private beach, the stretch of sand leading straight into the rolling waves. Normally, it was peaceful. Right now? Not so much.
Logan huffed, rolling his shoulders. âYeah, and Iâm endinâ it.â
âDoubt it,â Laura smirked before lunging again.
You sighed, watching them spar. To anyone else, it probably looked brutalâclaws flashing, sand kicking up with every hitâbut you knew better. This was bonding. In the weird, violent, feral way that only the Howlett bloodline could manage.
Laura landed a punch against Loganâs ribs, but he barely flinched. He countered by grabbing her wrist and twisting her to the ground, pinning her for a brief second before she slipped free and jumped back to her feet.
âYou two done trying to kill each other?â you called out, swirling the wine in your glass.
Logan scoffed, wiping a bit of sweat from his brow. âSheâs the one that donât know when to quit.â
Laura grinned, unfazed. âNeither do you.â
You huffed a quiet laugh before pushing off the railing. âDinnerâs almost done. Either finish up or starve.â
Neither of them responded, too caught up in the fight, but you knew theyâd trail in soon enough. You turned and walked back inside, closing the sliding door behind you.
What you didnât see was Laura catching Logan staring at your ass as you walked away.
She paused, then turned slowly toward him.
Logan blinked, realizing too late that heâd been caught.
ââŚDonât,â he warned.
Laura smirked. âToo late.â
Then she lungedâonly this time, it wasnât part of the fight. She jumped onto his back, wrapping her arms around his neck, and before Logan could react, she drove her foot claws into his ribs.
âMotherâfuck!â
Laura hopped off, landing perfectly on the sand while Logan stumbled forward, clutching his side. Blood bloomed beneath his shirt.
âThatâs what you get,â Laura said simply, brushing sand off her hands.
Logan glared at her. âFor what?!â
âFor being gross.â
Logan clenched his jaw, nostrils flaring. âI wasnâtââ
âYeah, you were.â Laura crossed her arms, looking unimpressed. âDonât do it again.â
Logan groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. âJesus Christ, kid.â
Laura just smirked, turning toward the house. âCâmon, old man. Before she yells at us for being late.â
Logan sighed, running a hand through his hair before following her inside.
By the time they stepped into the house, you were already setting plates on the table. You barely glanced upâuntil you noticed the two fresh blood spots on Loganâs shirt.
You exhaled sharply through your nose. âĐĄŃĐ°Đ˝ŃĐľ идиОŃŃ,â you muttered under your breath.
Logan frowned. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you said flatly. âSit.â
Logan sighed, knowing better than to argue. He pulled out a chair and sat down, peeling off his shirt with a wince. Laura dropped into the seat across from him, completely unbothered, already helping herself to food.
---
You took another sip of coffee, leaning against the kitchen counter, watching as Laura shoveled cereal into her mouth at a pace that shouldâve been illegal. Across the room, Logan sat in a chair, looking far too at home with his cup of coffee, flipping through the newspaper like it was 1954.
It was normal. Too normal.
You narrowed your eyes. âWhy the hell are you reading the paper?â
Logan didnât look up. âWhy the hell are you watchinâ me read the paper?â
Laura snorted, not even trying to hide her smirk. âHeâs got a point.â
You rolled your eyes, taking another sip of coffee. âItâs weird.â
Logan finally looked up from his paper, brow raised. âWhatâs weird?â
âYou,â you said, motioning at him with your mug. âSitting there, reading the paper like some suburban dad in a toothpaste commercial.â
Logan smirked, flicking the edge of the page. âItâs called keepinâ up with the world, sweetheart.â
Laura snorted. âYouâre reading the classifieds.â
Logan flipped the paper shut with a sigh. âWell, excuse me for enjoyinâ the simple things.â
You shook your head, amused. It had only been a few weeks since he stopped lurking in the background and actually started integrating into your lives. He had a habit of acting like he didnât belongâlike he was just passing through, despite all evidence to the contrary. But moments like these, sitting at the kitchen table, bickering over nothing? They felt normal.
Not forced. Not heavy. Just⌠easy.
You were about to tease him again when the sound of a car horn blasted through the quiet morning.
Laura groaned. âYou have got to be kidding me.â
Logan frowned, setting the paper aside. âWho the hellââ
Another honk. Longer this time.
âMotherfuââ You set your coffee down and turned toward the door, already knowing exactly who it was.
Logan followed, his expression somewhere between annoyed and resigned. âYou expecting company?â
You grabbed the shotgun from beside the door, checking the chamber. âNope.â
Laura smirked, leaning against the counter. âI call headshot.â
You smirked back. âGood luck. Iâm faster.â
Logan sighed, rubbing his temples. âJesus Christ. Just donât kill âim.â
âNo promises.â
You stepped onto the porch, raising the shotgun as you caught sight of Wade, standing beside his beat-up rental car, arms outstretched like some kind of messiah.
âHello, my beautiful, homicidal family!â he called, grinning under his mask.
You pulled the trigger.
The first shot hit him square in the chest.
He staggered back, wheezing. âOkayâow.â
You pumped the shotgun and fired again, this time hitting his shoulder.
Wade groaned, clutching his arm. âRude!â
Logan stepped onto the porch behind you, arms crossed. âReally?â
You shrugged, pumping the shotgun again. âHeâs still standing.â
Wade held up a finger. âTechnically, Iâm swaying.â
Laura stepped outside, standing next to Logan. âYou missed his head.â
You rolled your eyes. âI didnât miss. Iâm savoring it.â
Wade straightened, shaking out his arms. âAlright, I deserved that. Maybe. Probably not. Butââ He put his hands on his hips. âDidnât expect the welcoming committee to include bullets.â
âYou helped him find us,â you reminded him, motioning toward Logan with the barrel of the gun. âAnd then you just disappeared.â
Wade gasped. âDisappeared? Sweetheart, I gave you your own personal brooding, clawed man-child and then respectfully stepped aside so you could work through your very complicated feelings.â He tilted his head. âWhich, judging by the tension on this porch, youâre still working through.â
You aimed the shotgun at his head.
âOkay! Okay!â Wade put his hands up. âI come in peace! No missions, no TVA bullshit, no looming apocalyptic threats. Just little old me, paying a visit to my favorite dysfunctional murder family.â
Laura tilted her head. âYou brought gifts?â
Wade paused. âNo.â
Laura looked at you. âShoot him again.â
âGladly.â
Logan sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. âLet the idiot talk before you put another hole in him.â
You exhaled sharply but lowered the gun. âFine. Five minutes.â
Wade dusted himself off, cracking his neck. âI can work with that.â He strolled past you and into the house like he owned the place.
Logan shot you a look.
You just shrugged. âIâll reload.â
Logan exhaled sharply, shaking his head as Wade strolled inside like he owned the place. You followed, setting the shotgun back in its usual spot near the door, but you kept an eye on Wade as he plopped onto the couch, boots kicked up on the coffee table like he belonged there.
Laura sat back down at the kitchen counter, spooning more cereal into her mouth as she watched the interaction unfold like a live-action sitcom.
Logan crossed his arms, leaning against the wall. âSo? You gonna explain why youâre here, or am I just supposed to shoot you myself?â
Wade sighed dramatically, tilting his head back. âWow. No âHey, Wade, long time no see!â No âHowâs life treating you, Wade?â Just straight to the violence. And after everything Iâve done for you.â
âYou didnât do shit,â Logan muttered.
Wade gasped, clutching his chest. âI helped you find your long-lost murder wife and stabby daughter! And this is the thanks I get?â
You narrowed your eyes. âYou helped him track us, then bailed. So yeah, not exactly getting a warm welcome.â
Wade sat up, waving a dismissive hand. âOh, please. You two needed time to work through your very complicated emotions without my handsome, charming self getting in the way.â He glanced at Laura. âRight, stabby junior?â
Laura scooped another spoonful of cereal into her mouth. âDonât call me that.â
âSee?â Wade pointed at her. âBonding. Growth. Character development. I did you all a favor.â
Logan pinched the bridge of his nose. âYou got five minutes to explain why youâre here before I throw your ass back outside.â
âFine, fine.â Wade rolled his shoulders. âLike I said, no missions, no apocalyptic disasters, no TVA crap. I just thought, âHey, itâs been a minute since Iâve seen my two favorite feral murderers and their grumpy third wheelâwhy not drop in?ââ
Laura swallowed her bite of cereal. âYou came all this way for that?â
âYes!â Wade threw his hands up. âIs it a crime to want to visit family?â
You scoffed. âWeâre not family.â
âWell, no, but emotionally? Spiritually? Definitely.â Wade turned to Logan. âEspecially you, big guy. Weâve got history. Weâve been through things. Weâve murdered people together. Thatâs a bond you donât just throw away.â
Logan groaned. âChrist.â
Laura wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. âYou got a hotel or something?â
Wade grinned under the mask. âI was actually thinking Iâd crash here.â
You, Logan, and Laura all responded in unison.
âNo.â
Wade groaned, flopping back onto the couch. âYou people have no hospitality.â
âWe have boundaries,â you corrected.
âAnd I have a deep, unrelenting need to be included in your lives,â Wade countered, making himself comfortable.
Logan pushed off the wall. âYouâre leavinâ in an hour.â
âOh, câmon, Logan, donât be like that,â Wade whined. âI brought snacks.â He reached into his utility belt, pulling out a crumpled bag of gas station gummy bears.
Laura stared at them. âAre those even sealed?â
âNope.â Wade shook the bag. âStill good, though.â
You sighed, rubbing your temples. âJesus, Wade.â
âWhat? Itâs the thought that counts.â He sat up again, stretching his arms. âSo, whatâve you lovebirds been up to?â
âDonât start,â you warned.
Wade leaned in, resting his chin on his hands. âOh, Iâm starting. Iâve seen the way you two look at each other. And let me tell youâthereâs a whole lot of unresolved, slow-burn, will-they-wonât-they going on.â
Logan scowled. âAinât shit goinâ on.â
Wade gasped. âSo you admit there could be something going on?â
Logan turned to you. âCan I kill him?â
You took a sip of your coffee, considering it. âI mean, heâd just come back.â
Laura stood, grabbing her backpack from the counter. âIâm going to the beach. I donât have the patience for this.â
Wade pouted. âAww, leaving so soon?â
Laura slung her bag over her shoulder, grabbing an apple from the counter. âYeah. Before I commit an actual homicide.â
You motioned toward the door with your coffee mug. âHave fun, donât kill anyone.â
Laura pointed at Wade. âNo promises if he follows me.â
Wade placed a hand over his heart. âI would never.â
Laura shot him a look before heading out, leaving the three of you alone.
Wade stretched his arms over his head. âSooo⌠whatâs next? Movie night? Group therapy? A good olâ fashioned team-building exercise?â
Logan grabbed him by the back of his suit, hauling him toward the door.
âAlright, alright! I get it!â Wade protested, feet dragging against the floor. âIâll leave! But just know thisâI will be back. Because deep down, you all love me.â
Logan yanked the door open and shoved him outside.
Wade turned back, wagging a finger. âThis isnât over.â
Logan slammed the door shut.
Silence.
You took a sip of coffee. âTen bucks says he comes back in an hour.â
Logan sighed. âI hate that youâre probably right.â
---
The smell of fresh coffee drifts through the small kitchen as you rummage in a cabinet for cereal. Laura, half-asleep in an old T-shirt and shorts, slumps at the table with her chin propped on one hand. Across from her, Logan reads the newspaper, though heâs not really turning the pagesâmore like staring at the same article, his focus wandering.
You pull out the cereal box, shaking it to confirm it still has something inside. âAny of you want a bowl, or am I the only one who still eats this?â
Laura mumbles without lifting her head, âIâll take some. Didnât we run out of milk yesterday?â
Logan finally looks up, folding the paper. âI grabbed some on the way home last night.â
You tilt your head, somewhat surprised. âYou did?â
He shrugs, like itâs nothing. âFigured you two would appreciate not startinâ the day with black coffee and dry cereal.â He sets the newspaper aside, standing to help. âIâll grab it.â
Laura lifts her head, eyeing the two of you with mild suspicion. âThatâs⌠domestic.â
Logan huffs a soft laugh, opening the fridge. âYou callinâ me soft, kid?â
She smirks, rubbing the sleep from her eyes. âJust making an observation.â
You slide a bowl across to her. âSay thank you, or heâs never doing anything nice again.â
Logan snorts, pouring milk into your bowl first. âYou sayinâ Iâm not nice?â
Laura just raises a brow. âYouâre nice in a grumpy, borderline-feral way, sure.â
You stifle a laugh, taking the milk carton from Logan to finish up Lauraâs bowl. âSettle down, you two. Itâs too early for bickering.â
Laura mumbles a reluctant, âThanks,â before digging in.
Logan leans against the counter, sipping from a mug of coffee. For a moment, thereâs a quiet ease in the room: Lauraâs crunching cereal, you adding sugar to your cup, the morning sun filtering through the windows. No drama, no big conversationsâjust normal, daily life.
Finally, Laura sets her spoon down, glancing at Logan over the rim of her bowl. âSo⌠youâre picking me up after Iâm done, right?â
Logan nods. âFigured Iâd swing by. Unless youâd rather walk?â
She wrinkles her nose. âItâs like a hundred degrees. Iâll take the ride.â
You snort into your coffee. âTold you that you shouldnât wear all black if youâre worried about the heat, muĂąeca.â
Laura shoots you a light glare, but thereâs no real heat behind it. âI like black.â
Logan smirks, finishing the last of his coffee. âKinda partial to it myself.â
Laura gestures at both your outfitsâyours is a faded tank top and shorts, Loganâs wearing his usual jeans and a T-shirt. âWe need a family shopping trip, or something. This color scheme is depressing.â
You exchange a glance with Logan, both of you raising a brow.
âLook, weâre not exactly the pastel type,â you say, shrugging.
Laura just sighs dramatically. âFine. Iâll be the fashion icon in this house.â
Logan folds his arms, feigning seriousness. âI canât wait to see what horrors you drag us into.â
---
Not long after breakfast, you find yourself sorting through a pile of laundry in the living room, music playing softly from an old radio. Logan wanders in from the porch, running a hand through his hair.
âGot your towels on the line,â he says, plopping down on the couch. âThey should be dry by lunch.â
You raise a brow, folding one of Lauraâs T-shirts. âLook at you, all domesticated.â
He grunts. âI know how to hang a towel.â
âSure you do,â you tease, giving him a sideways look. âNext step: vacuuming.â
He picks an invisible speck of lint off his jeans. âDonât push it.â
You fight a grin, focusing back on the laundry. Itâs quiet for a bit, just the low hum of the radio filling the space.
Eventually, Logan clears his throat. âI was thinkinâ,â he starts, somewhat hesitant. âWe could grill tonight. Might as well enjoy the weather before it gets too hot.â
You pause, glancing his way. âSounds good. Lauraâs meeting with her friends later, but sheâll be back for dinner. We can pick up some extra stuff at the store.â
Logan nods, draping an arm over the couch. His gaze lingers on you a moment, like he wants to say more but isnât sure how. Then he just nods again, quietly content.
You manage a small smile, folding another shirt. âGuess weâre doinâ normal pretty well these days, huh?â
âCould get used to it,â he murmurs, voice low.
Your eyes meet for just a second, something unspoken passing between you. Then you clear your throat, toss the shirt aside, and stand up. âWell, if weâre grilling, we might need marinade, and weâre nearly out of vegetables. Letâs go before the midday rush.â
Logan pushes himself up. âYou want me to drive?â
You think it over, shrug, and toss him the keys. âSure. Just⌠try not to side-swipe every car you pass.â
He catches the keys effortlessly, rolling his eyes. âIâm not that bad.â
âSays the guy who nearly took out a stop sign last week,â you retort, but thereâs a teasing note in your voice.
He shakes his head, slipping on his boots. âYou done with that laundry?â
âFor now. Letâs leave it for Laura.â
Logan smirks. âSmart.â
---
Back from the store, groceries in tow, you find Laura sprawled on the couch, a book open on her lap. She looks up when you and Logan enter, arms loaded with bags.
âYou got the stuff for the grill?â she asks, nose wrinkling. âBecause all I see is lettuce.â
You frown, glancing down at your bags. âThereâs more than lettuce, muĂąeca. Whereâs the gratitude?â
She shrugs, turning a page. âThanks, Mom.â
Logan sets his own bags on the counter with a grunt. âEverything else is in here, including that weird juice you like.â
Laura closes her book, swinging her legs off the couch. âYou found it?â
He nods. âTook me five minutes to track it down, but yeah.â
A genuine smile creeps onto Lauraâs faceârare, but itâs there. âCool. Thanks.â
You give Logan a light nudge with your elbow, meeting his gaze and mouthing a silent âgood job.â He just smirks, busies himself with unloading the groceries. For a fleeting moment, the three of you fill the small kitchen in quiet coordinationâhands passing off produce, storing items in the pantry, the rustle of plastic bags and shuffle of feet the only sounds.
Eventually, Laura heads back to the couch, flipping open her textbook once more. You and Logan exchange a small, knowing look. No big conversation necessaryâjust an unspoken acknowledgment that this is how life is now: mostly ordinary, sometimes chaotic, but it works.
---
The storm rolls in fast, the Florida heat giving way to thick clouds and distant thunder. The air is dense with the smell of rain, the first few drops tapping against the windows as you toss a towel over the back of a chair.
âYou get the towels inside?â you ask, glancing at Logan, whoâs standing near the back door, watching the sky darken.
He grunts. âGot most of âem before the wind picked up. One got away.â
You arch a brow. âGot away?â
âFlew into the ocean.â
You huff a quiet laugh, shaking your head. âSo much for that one.â
Outside, the wind picks up, bending the palm trees as the rain comes in steady now, streaking against the glass. Logan watches it for a moment longer before turning back to you. âLaura still at her friendâs?â
You nod, checking your phone. âShe texted a little while ago. Said sheâll head back once the rain dies down.â
Logan doesnât say anything, but you can tell heâs already debating whether or not to go pick her up himself. You shoot him a look before he can suggest it. âSheâs fine.â
Logan rolls his eyes but doesnât argue. Instead, he moves toward the fridge, pulling out a beer. âYou eaten yet?â
You smirk. âThat your way of asking if Iâm making dinner?â
He cracks the bottle open, leaning against the counter. âJust curious.â
You shake your head, pulling open a cabinet. âWe got leftovers from last night, or you can figure it out yourself.â
Logan takes a swig, watching you for a beat. âYou really gonna make me fend for myself?â
âYouâre a grown man, Logan.â You grab a bag of chips, plopping onto the couch. âFigure it out.â
Logan makes a low noise in his throatâsomething between a scoff and a chuckleâbut he doesnât move right away. He just watches you, something unreadable in his expression. You pretend not to notice, flicking on the TV, scrolling through the channels.
The storm grows louder outside, wind rattling against the house. Logan finally moves, taking his beer with him as he drops onto the couch beside you. The cushions dip under his weight, the space between you smaller than it was a moment ago.
For a while, neither of you speak. The TV flickers with whatever show you landed on, voices blending with the steady hum of rain. Itâs comfortable, easyâuntil you realize Logan isnât really watching.
You glance at him. âYou good?â
Logan exhales through his nose, gaze still on the screen but unfocused. âYeah.â
You tilt your head slightly. âLiar.â
He smirks, finally looking at you. âYou always call me out on my shit?â
âOnly when itâs obvious.â
His smirk lingers for half a second before fading. He takes another drink, resting the bottle against his thigh. âJust been thinkinâ.â
You hum, reaching for another chip. âThatâs dangerous.â
Logan snorts, shaking his head. âSmartass.â
You grin, but the amusement doesnât quite reach your eyes. Because you know whateverâs on his mind, itâs not light. Not casual. Logan doesnât bring things up unless theyâre already weighing him down.
You shift, turning to face him properly. âWhatâs up?â
Logan runs a hand through his hair, exhaling. âThisââ He gestures vaguely between the two of you. âItâs been⌠good.â
You blink, caught off guard. âOkayâŚâ
His jaw tightens slightly, like heâs choosing his words carefully. âI ainât used to it.â
You hesitate, fingers curling slightly against your leg. âUsed to what?â
Logan glances at you, then looks away. âNot havinâ to fight.â
The words sit heavy between you. The wind howls outside, the rain beating against the roof in steady waves.
You let out a slow breath. âYeah. Me neither.â
Loganâs fingers flex around his beer bottle. âFeels like any second now, itâs gonna get ripped out from under us.â
You study him, your stomach twisting at the quiet honesty in his voice. Logan isnât afraid of a fight. But this? The lack of a fight? Thatâs unfamiliar territory.
You lean back against the couch, staring at the ceiling. âIf it does, weâll deal with it.â
Logan huffs. âThat easy, huh?â
âNo,â you admit. âBut Iâm too tired to do anything else.â
Heâs quiet for a beat, then, voice lowerââTired of me?â
Your chest tightens. You turn your head, meeting his gaze. Thereâs no teasing in it, no smirk. Just something raw, something cautious. Like heâs bracing himself for whatever youâll say next.
You shift closer without thinking. âNo, Logan,â you say softly. âNot you.â
His eyes flickerâsomething unreadable passing through them. His hand twitches slightly, like heâs debating reaching for you but stops himself.
You study him for a second longer before deciding youâre done waiting.
You grab his collar and pull him into a kiss.
Itâs not soft. Not hesitant. Itâs rough, heatedâlike youâre trying to prove a point neither of you have the words for. Logan exhales sharply through his nose, startled but not resisting. His fingers find your waist, grip firm, steady.
You tilt your head, deepening it, nails curling against his shirt. Logan makes a low noise in his throatâa sound you feel more than hear.
The beer bottle hits the floor with a dull thud, forgotten.
He pulls you onto his lap, hands splayed against your back. The kiss turns almost desperate, years of tension unraveling all at once.
You break away just enough to catch your breath, forehead resting against his. His breathing is uneven, his grip still firm like heâs afraid youâll pull away completely.
âThought you were tired,â he mutters, voice rough.
You smirk, brushing your thumb over his jaw. âOf everything but this.â
His fingers flex against your waist. âYou sure?â
You tilt his chin up slightly, making sure heâs looking at you when you answer. âYeah, Logan. Iâm sure.â
Something shifts in his expressionâsomething quiet, something settled.
Then he kisses you again, and this time, neither of you hold back.
---
The storm had passed by the time you stirred awake, the humid Florida air creeping in through the open window, mixing with the scent of salt and something undeniably Logan.
You werenât the type to linger in bedânever had beenâbut this morning was different. You could feel the warmth of him beside you, the steady rise and fall of his chest, the weight of his arm draped loosely around your waist.
Your muscles achedânot in a bad way, but in the kind of way that made you very aware of what had happened last night.
You exhaled slowly, staring at the ceiling.
No regrets.
But a whole lot of what now?
You shifted slightly, and Loganâs grip tightened just enough to keep you from moving too far. âWhere dâyou think youâre goinâ?â
His voice was thick with sleep, rougher than usual.
You smirked. âDidnât think you were awake.â
Logan huffed against your shoulder, his breath warm against your skin. âBeen awake. Just didnât wanna move.â
You turned your head slightly, catching the lazy half-smirk tugging at his lips. âDidnât peg you for the cuddling type.â
Logan grunted. âAinât cuddlinâ. Just keepinâ you in place.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât try to move again. âRight.â
The room fell into a comfortable silence, the only sound the distant crash of waves outside. Loganâs fingers traced absentminded patterns against your hip, his other arm still tucked beneath his head.
For a moment, it almost felt normal. Like you hadnât spent months trying to ignore the inevitable.
Then Logan spoke.
âNot gonna lie,â he muttered. âDidnât think this would happen.â
You arched a brow. âYou doubting your own charm?â
He smirked, but there was something quieter beneath it. âJust figured youâd keep runninâ circles around me first.â
You exhaled through your nose, dragging a hand down your face. âJesus. I shouldâve just left in the middle of the night and really kept you on your toes.â
Loganâs grip tightened slightly. âYou wouldnât.â
You didnât answer right away. Because he was right.
Logan let out a slow breath, his thumb brushing against your side. âSo what now?â
You thought about it. About the last few months, about the way you and Laura had built something here. About the way Logan had been circling your life since the moment he showed up, waiting, watching, never pushingâuntil last night.
âI donât know,â you admitted. âBut Iâm not going anywhere.â
Logan was quiet for a second, then, âgood.â
You smirked. âThat easy, huh?â
He huffed. âFor once.â
The weight between you didnât feel as heavy anymore. You werenât thinking about the past, about the other Logans, about the lives youâd lost before. For once, you werenât overthinking.
You glanced down at your left hand, the ring still on your finger. You twisted it around, feeling the weight of itâthe warmth that had long since faded, but never really left.
Logan didnât say anything. Didnât move. Just watched, his jaw tight, his fingers flexing slightly against your hip like he wasnât sure if he should reach for you or give you space.
You exhaled slowly. Then, before you could talk yourself out of it, you pulled the ring off.
The absence of it was immediate. Like a phantom limb, like something missing that had been part of you for longer than you could remember.
You held it between your fingers, staring at the small, worn band. The gold was a little dull, edges softened from years of wear, of fights, of moments that felt so distant now you werenât sure if they were even real.
Logan stayed silent, watching.
You swallowed hard, bringing the ring up to your lips, pressing a kiss to the cool metal. A quiet farewell. A promise that none of it had been lost, that it still mattered.
Then, carefully, you set it down on the nightstand.
Logan exhaled through his nose, shifting slightly beside you. âYou sure?â
You looked at him. His expression was unreadable, but his eyesâGod, his eyes. Like he was bracing himself, waiting for you to regret it, waiting for you to pick it back up, waiting for you to tell him this was a mistake.
But it wasnât.
You reached for his hand, intertwining your fingers with his. His palm was rough, familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.
âIâm sure,â you murmured.
Logan studied you for a long moment, like he was trying to decide if you meant it. Then, after a beat, his shoulders relaxed, just slightly. He turned his hand, squeezing yours, his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
Neither of you said anything after that.
Because for the first time in years, there was nothing left to say.
so i don't know if people caught it, but i thought i would just say it-the whole arc of logan was the fact that he always left his version of reader but this time he stayed. which is the reason he stayed in florida even when reader didn't want him there. i don't know if i made it obvious or not but i thought i would just put it out there
anyways, i hope this lived up to people's expectations :)
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What your favorite SU character says about you but it's just mean as fuck
Steven â How is being a mentally ill, people-pleasing queer going for you? Did your mommy issues and anxiety resolve themselves yet or are you still avoiding therapy?
You either disliked or were neutral about him until he got a neck. You think Future is peak cinema (correct) and can't understand why everyone else hates it. You have a better grasp on this show's characters and themes than most of the people who watched it.
Connie â You were likely the gifted kid in school but a total burn-out now. You either see a lot of yourself in this character (How are those helicopter parents of yours doing? Have you gone no-contact yet?) or you're a normie and boring to sandbox with. Probably both.
You've got a lot of Feelingsâ˘ď¸about her and if people don't agree it causes Problemsâ˘ď¸. In case no one has told you yet, stop caring what other people think. Your constant virtue signaling to appeal to other normies is a crutch that's just holding you back. It's okay to have fun!!
Stevonnie â You want to fuck this character, though you'd never say that out loud. You like Steven and Connie; maybe you like one more than the other, but you like both at least a little. If you're using them for shipping you're the only person in the entire fandom doing whatever hyper-specific ship you've latched onto.
Rose and or Pink â You really suck as a person! Or you used to suck but you've gotten a lot better and we stan! If you're the former you almost certainly have terrible takes on this show (but not in the way people might think), sorry, I donât make the rules. Either way, you gotta stop finding ways to bring her back, dawg. She's gone.
Greg â You're a man (positive) and gay as hell. Gentleman on the streets and a fucking freak in the sheets. We stan. Pop off king <3
Garnet â If you headcanon her as acespec she is not actually your favorite, Ruby and Sapphire are your favorite, but you like them both equally so you just say you like Garnet. If you headcanon her as anything else you're definitely shipping her with one of the other gems, probably Pearl or Jasper.
Amethyst â Super chill person. Would be in most people's dream blunt rotation. You're a live and let live kinda guy and I respect that, but you also have no hills you'd die on so you're not the first person anyone goes to if they need serious support. You can get away with misinterpreting this character (on purpose or accidentally) because it's hard to say things about her that most people won't just shrug at and go "yeah that sounds right I guess"
Pearl â You're annoying as hell. You see yourself in this character and that's not a good thing. Your social media presence gives off the same energy as every white woman's Instagram profile. If being a victim was a contest you'd take home the gold.
You think everyone is out to get you. They're not.
You think you're being persecuted. You're not.
Most people who see you from a distance and don't know better think you're alright, so you're probably pretty well-liked in public. The only people you will get along with in close quarters are all walking mean lesbian stereotypes.
Peridot â You're annoying as hell for a different reason. You see yourself in this character too and that is a terrible, terrible thing.
She's your pfp on every website and app that will allow it. Your lifeblood is this fucking character and e v e r y o n e will know it. You're weirdly possessive of her and the hyper specific headcanons you made for her (even if you don't say that) despite every grass-fearing autistic person on the internet projecting onto her, so ironically you don't like other Peridot fans, which always ends up with you sitting alone even on websites with millions of people on them.
90% chance you're a furry, otherkin, therian or think you have DID. You think you're misunderstood, and in some ways you are, but the reality is most people don't speak dog and don't have the time or energy to learn. You need to go outside and learn to speak cat whether you want to or not
Lapis â You don't like Peridot fans or kinnies, which is weirdly in-character. You're the biggest hater but you don't hide it and I can respect that. You think Lapis is a victim, but you're only half right. You would probably fall for propaganda if it was dressed up fancy enough.
Jasper â You want to fuck this character, full stop. There's a 50/50 chance you're chill af or the most insufferable person on the planet. If you're the former you're friends with a lot of people. You float easily from one group to another, but a jack of all trades is a master of none, and you're no one's first pick if they're looking for someone close. You probably hate Lapis and her fans but you should really just let that shit go ngl
Spinel â You need therapy (derogatory) and you're making that everyone else's problem. Despite the clown aesthetic you're not very funny to be around and you should get a better sense of humor. You project onto this character way too hard and it shows in your fandom habits and headcanons, but most of the time that's fine
Like Spinel, you're a little two-faced. Some people pick up on that right away and some don't. The people who do hold you at arms length until you make it clear which clown you'd rather be. You hate it when people ship Spinel with any character besides your favorite pairing, but you'll never say that out loud unless it's a ship the people you're talking to don't like.
Blue Diamond â You're a man (derogatory) or a minor who doesn't actually understand anything about this character yet, and would immediately fall for any and all forms of propaganda
Yellow Diamond â If you think she is wearing a helmet you're a man (derogatory) and you expected things out of SU that were never gonna happen. If you think it's just hair you have a much better grasp on this character than 90% percent of SU's fandom and I'm platonically kissing you on the mouth.
White Diamond â You're a man (derogatory) or an incredibly based and sexy queer.
The Zircons â You like Ace Attorney, or would like it if you haven't played it yet. You're making them kiss sloppy style. UwU
Lars â You probably didn't like him until after he died. You will defend this boy with your fucking life. Also you should justâŚ. go watch Star Trek if you haven't. Seriously what are you doingâ
Sadie â You're an oddball. Very lax though. You have complicated feelings about Shep
Peedee â You're a little quirky, a little freaky, but you're too scared to just say that. You desperately need some fun in your life, but the people around you make that difficult. Eventually you'll find the folks that are worth hanging around. See you on the flip side :)
Ronaldo â You're the type of person this character is based on and you take it in stride. If you're shipping him with Lars, you're the only person who's opinion on this character matters.
Kevin â I dunno who hurt you but you have a terrible taste in men. You only have fun in bed if it involves a damn near human rights violation
Mayor Dewey â You're normalbirb
Any other townie â This is a trick question! No one has these as their favorite lmao
#hi this post is not serious#i am. putting myself and my friends on blast mostly LMAO#if u come in here talkin about 'oh no i like that townie' im stealing your left sock#steven universe#nugget rambles#text.txt#long post
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Make up sex with kirishimađ
Contains â ď¸: smut, little bit of angst, humiliation, biting, choking, marks, spanking, p in v, hair pulling, swearing, rough sex
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You and Kiri didnât fight much, hardly at all. But one thing Kiri did not play about was your safety. You were both successful pro heroâs making your way up in the charts. But somtimes you forget you and Edjiro are a team, you were so used to doing everything on your own before you met the love of your life Kiri, but now it gets frustrating when he tries to help you, cause in your head you take it as he thinks your incapable. But thatâs not the case he just wants to take care of you and let you know heâs there.
So today during patrol when you went up against a villian who clearly had the upper hand on you, and you refused to call backup, oh Edjiro was just upset..he was furious. I mean do you know what couldâve happened to you..? He canât imagine losing you, your everything to him.
âBabe..please Iâm sorryâ you mumbled as you walked through the door coming back from the hospital.
Silence. Nothing said or spoken.
You started to grow frustrated. âKiri..baby please I said Iâm sorry you just donât understand-â
He whipped his head quick. âDonât understand..? You think I donât understand what itâs like to feel useless or to feel you could of done more?â You could hear the anger in his voice he wasnât yelling, he would never yell at you. But he was stern and cold. âI could of lost you Y/n! Do you know what you mean to me?â He said taking a step closer to you. âYou think that I think your some weakling! Who canât do anything on her own..but thatâs not true, y/n your the strongest women I know and I know your capable but that doesnât mean you have to do everything alone..â
You looked up at the red head, tears resting on your waterline as you looked at him. And all the reasons you loved him starting running through your body like water. âYour right..Iâm so-â you were quickly cut off. âYour not sorry..cause you said that last time.â He said grabbing you by the back of your hair he knuckles reaching into your scalp. âYour so stubborn..you know thatâ his breath was hot against yours and that look in his eye..he was blinded almost.
âLook at me.â He said sternly. âI love you, I love you so much but this behavior cannot keep going..â you raised a brow in curiosity until you felt a harsh smack on your butt. You hissed in pain until he grabbed your jaw firmly. âForgive me baby..â he said as he swatted your ass again and again..and again. He picked you and threw you over his shoulder like some rag doll and whispered in your ear. âGotta learn someday love..â
He took you into your shared bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed laying you on your stomach across his lap. He rubbed over the red hand prints as he kissed your lower back. As soon as you thought he was being gentle he yanked you up by your hair making you face him. He ran his fingers playfully under the waistband of your shorts, âyeah baby? You want me to play with you..?â He teased groping your ass playfully.
You nodded eagerly waiting to be touched, to be satisfied. âIs that a yes baby?â You turned your cheek slightly trying to make eye contact as you muttered âyes..please daddyâ his cock twitched in his pants as he smirked playfully. He slipped your shorts off followed by your panties, he brought your panties up to his nose as he took a deep inhale. âFuck gorgeous..canât wait to lick you clean of your mess baby..â
He picked you up and layed you down on the bed, he bent your legs and spread them wide as he admired you soaked cunt. He swiped 2 fingers through you heat as he watched you jolt. He quickly nudged his face into your heat darting his tongue out to lick and kiss your sweet pussy. You reached your fingers into his hair, pulling and tangling it in between your knuckles. âFuck! Yes..â you moaned out as you practically grinded against his face.
He smirked against your clit as he brought two fingers up to your entrance and slowly entering one after the other. He was pumping his digits in and out of you like a drill. âYeah? Does that feel good baby, you like it when daddyâs rough like this?â You couldnât do anything except nod and squirm. And as Kiri was pumping you full licking up all your sweet nectar all of sudden kiriâs phone started going off. He used his free hand to pick up the phone. It read âBakugoâ he reached for the hang up button but then he gotten a wicked idea.
He handed the phone to you. âAnswer this for daddy mhm?â Your eyes widend ân-no! I c-canât!â He practically forced the phone into your hand. âAnswer it or Iâll stop.â He said cold and stern. You answered the phone hesitantly. âH-hello?â You muttered âwhereâs shitty hair?â He got right to the point. âHello to y-you too.. um heâs um..â you were lost for words as Kiri just smirked and kept eating you up like his last meal.
âHeâs uh showering..w-whatâs up?â You asked. âI saw what happened on the news you two idiots ok?â He said with a ounce of care in his tone. âY-yeah..oh yes~â you relized you fucked up but you quickly recovered âoh y-yes weâre fine!â You stuttered out like a babbling mess. âYou good? Your babbling like a mf right now.â Your eyes widened in fear but before you even react Kiri added another finger filling you with 3 fingers now. âFUCK!â You slammed the phone to your chest to muffle your cries. You put the phone back to your ear as you heard a sigh from his side of the call.
âYou two are some sick fucks..Jesus just donât pick up next timeâ he said behind a sign of discust with a slight chuckle before hanging up. Your eyes widend in embarrassment. âDammit Edjiro I told you he would k-know!â Edjiro ignored your annoyed groans and continued his assault on your cunt. âOh please..like you wernt in to it..I felt you get tighter when you knew he found out princess..â he said in a sultry tone and he was right. The idea of being caught terrified you and made you 10x wetter as well.
Bringing your attention back to the starved man between your legs, you felt the knot in your stomach start to break. Your back arched and toes curled as tangled your fingers into his hair even more. âGod Kiri~ yes baby! Yes- give it to me..give it to me!â You moaned and whined like a babbling mess, sweat beading down ur forehead and drool dripping from the corner of your mouth as your orgasam hit you like a truck.
As you caught your breath you tucked your hair behind you ear trying to sit up as Kiri sat up onto his knees wiping your arrousal away but before you could even rest against the headboard Kiri had already yanked you towards the bed by your calves as he smacked your heat 1, 2, 3 times fast and hard. âYou didnât think I was done with you yet? Right princess your smarter than that..â he said as he pulled down his sweats flowing that were his boxers. His cock, hard and heavy smacked up against his abdomen. God he looked so good so edible. A sticky mess you just wanted to clean up.
He ran his cock through your folds a few times teasing and taking his time with your needy pussy. âBaby please..need youâ you whined. He ignored your pleads and begs. âOh yea? Then beg baby..unless you donât really want it that bad..â he said faking a disappointed tone. âNo..no want it, want it so much baby..â that wasnât enough for him though he simply stopped all movements grabbing you by the neck. âIs that the best you got?â He spat.
You reached out for his cock with you small hands as you looked up at with those big doe eyes. âPlease daddy..please fill me up with your cock..fuck me till I canât take it..till Iâm screaming and crying like a bitch, stuff me full, fuck do whatever the hell you want to me, I donât want it unless itâs your cock down my throat..â his eyes widened in excitement as he shoved you impossibly deeper into the mattress, folding you in half placing your ankles by your ears.
âGood fucking girl..â he said before he plowed into you. God you were so tight and vulnerable just a little toy for him to use as he pleased. He drilled into you like a dog in heat, the sound of skin on skin filled the room as he fucked you as if he just got out of prison. âYour In love with this cock arnt cha?â He said pressing his hand on your tummy as he plowed into your sloppy pussy. Your mouth hung wide and eyes lidded with your brow furrowed as you layed their and took it, you were babbling non stop but none of it made sense, he had fucked you dumb and stupid, you just kept blabbering on about how good it felt.
Pathetic.
He pulled out and quickly flipped you onto your stomach before he yanked you up by your hair. âAss up baby..â he said giving it a firm slap. Before he drilled his cock into you once again. He was fucking you like a damn dog.. and you were fucking loving it. You felt that familiar coil unwind as your legs shook beneath you. âB-baby! S-slow slow down!! T-too much!â You tried to warn it was so strong it almost hurt. But much expected he did t listen or care..he kept hammering into your sweet cunt until fluid started spraying everywhere like a damn faucet.
You were squirming and grinding against him as you squirted all over his cock and he was loving the sight.. âmhm! Fuck yeah baby! Make a mess!â He groaned out as his thrusts got sloppy. âMilk this fucking cock baby oh yeah..oh yeah..â soon after his was filling you full, stuffing you full of his warm sticky cum. You laid their like a corps, exhausted and sore already. But before you knew it Kiri was back to his sweet caring ways. âYou ok baby? Did I go to rough honey?â He said caressing your face before giving small gentle pecks all over your face and neck.
âIâm sorry baby..I just..want to keep you safe I had to make sure you understand that your not alone in this or ever baby..ok?â He said grabbing a towel cleaning up the twos of yâallâs mess. âY-yes..yes baby I understand..I love you so much..â you said intertwining you hand with his.
âI love you more baby..get some rest Iâll put on a movie..â he said as he put your pants back on and snuggled up next to you once again.
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Feeling pretty helpless living in America rn. It just feels like the govt is sitting around perplexed and useless while a literal coup is taking place. What should we be doing??? How can an average person with no political power help at all? I only ask you because you seem to have a good head on your shoulders.
Stop reading the news and start volunteering with a local org. Two things are happening right now (1) this administration is trying to move as loudly as possible and make itself look big, powerful, unprecedented etc. to scare and tire anyone watching into submission and (2) the media (partly because it need the views, partly because it's filled with people who genuinely see it as their duty to do this) are making every single move seem like the most unprecedented thing ever. If you are a person without political power, just forget about any of this.
There are people with political power who (for better or worse...and i gotta say it's usually for worse) are deeply invested in making sure American institutions hold up and they will be the ones trying to stop governmental structures from changing. But the best thing you can do is turn away from that. The best way to gain political power is to take care of your corner of the world. Find something you believe in locally and devote some time to it each week - you will see the world is not ending and that small actions make a difference.
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I gotta ask: do you know when exactly the beasts would bite their respective darlings? Like do they just capture them and then *chomp*? Also do the bites have an immediate effect or do the darlings not figure out what's up with the bite until they first try to run away?
Silly little but:
Darling, after getting bit: Freak!!
Darling, after the bite takes effect: Oh shit, that's why you were being freaky...
Hmm⌠thatâs a good question! I feel it would vary for each Beast.
Shadow Milk and Burning Spice I can see doing it ASAP. They see it, they like it, they want it. That bite is happening as soon as they have their darling in their grasp, first chance they get. They donât care what their darling thinks.
Eternal Sugar I can see somewhat similar, but I feel she would try to kinda play it off? When she takes her darling, sheâll likely try to ease them into a false sense of security. Sheâs offering you sweets and wants to nap with you? She canât be that bad, can she? However, she might grow a bit impatient. When youâre napping together, thatâs when she bites.
For Mystic Flour and Silent Salt, I can see them using their bites as a last resort. The two of them arenât as eager to place down their bites unless another Beast is showing interest in what is theirs. However, as soon as they find you after you escape the first time? Thatâs when they bite. You got close to getting away. They didnât like that. They gave you a chance, and you squandered it. Now theyâre going to ensure you know exactly where you belong. With them.
Also, side note, I got this ask right before I fell asleep so the notif on my phone showed only the first few words and my tired brain read it as âwhereâ instead of âwhenâ and it got my mind going a lil before I passed out so- youâre getting that too! LMAO
Shadow Milk would place his bite on the neck, right below the ear. Sort of symbolic in a way. While his magic can reach your mind from wherever the bite might be, he likes the thought that itâs there, as if heâs always whispering into your ear.
Mystic Flour would place her bite on your inner wrist. She cares the least about where her bite goes, so long as it is on you. Holding your hand to her lips, placing a gentle kiss, before suddenly jerking your hand, exposing your inner wrist, and sinking her teeth in.
Burning Spiceâs bite is right on the neck in full view of everyone. Heâs not a subtle guy, probs the most straightforward of the five. Heâs loud and proud, and his bite would be the same. Right over your jugular where everyone can see it. Thereâs no hiding it. In a way, itâs also a powerplay. He could easily tear your throat out if he so desired. But he didnât. Be grateful, little rabbit~
Eternal Sugar would place her bite on her darlingâs chest, right above where your heart is. As stated above, she places it when youâre napping together. Sheâs draped on top of you, using your chest as her pillow. The moment her patience runs out, sheâll your shirt down just enough to expose the area she seeks and bite down.
Silent Saltâs bite is right above the area between your two collarbones below your throat. Centered between your lungs and your vocal cords. While, again, a biteâs placement doesnât change its effects, they like the symbolism. The thought of stealing your voice, plunging you into silence.
Thank you for sending in an ask! Hope you liked the answer I gave!
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fell in luv - itoshi rin
CHAPTER 02: HOMEWORK SUCKS!
SYPNOSIS Rin Itoshi thought life was all about footballâuntil Y/N L/N and their chaotic group of friends proved otherwise. Now, heâs stuck navigating late-night hangouts, dumb arguments, and way too much teasingâall while somehow being hopelessly in love. Itâs a story of laughter, love, and Rin just trying (and failing) to keep his cool.
a/n: HI GUYS please ignore the "prankshit" watermark.. im on laptop so making these are pretty hard
written part after all the pics!
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as the door to rin itoshi's room burst open, four teens stood frozen, mouths agape in shock.
there, in the dim light, was rinâshirtlessâlocked in a kiss with a fully clothed y/n. at the sudden intrusion, the love-struck pair jolted apart, scrambling in a flustered mess to compose themselves.
eita let out an exasperated sigh, crossing his arms. "and what did i fucking say, riya?" he muttered, clearly salty that no one had listened to him.
riya side-eyed the boy beside her. "okay, eita, congrats. you were right this one time and, for once, not thinking with your dickâno one cares." she turned to y/n. "you promised to help me with my homework, which is why we're here. get up."
without hesitation, riya shoved rin off y/n, earning herself a sharp glare from the irritated striker.
"i thought i told you we were busy," rin grumbled, clearly annoyed that their date had been so rudely interrupted.
y/n, ever the peacemaker, gave him a reassuring smile. "it's fine, rin. i really did promise to help her. once we're done, they'll leave, and we can pick up where we left off."
naomi scratched her neck, glancing awkwardly to the side. "about that... your mom insisted we stay over since it's pretty late. we tried to say no, but she wouldn't let up."
a pillow smacked her straight in the face.
"rin, what the fuck!" naomi screamed, ready to lunge at him if she wasnât being held back.
"deserved," rin muttered.
eita, watching the chaos unfold, grinned from ear to ear. "this is more entertaining than a movie."
"yeah, and we're the ones stuck in the middle of it," riya shot back, clearly unimpressed by the situation. "thanks, rin."
naomi, now fuming, rubbed her cheek where the pillow had hit. "you guys are unbelievable."
"you were the one who knocked on my door," rin retorted, leaning back on the couch.
"right, and you couldn't just act normal for once?" naomi grumbled.
yukimiya kenyu, who had been quietly observing the drama from the corner, finally spoke up, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "this is why i don't do sleepovers. too much drama."
y/n rolled her eyes from where she was sitting, barely looking up. "yeah, because we all love being dragged into this shitshow," she muttered, taking a swig from her drink. "honestly, i just want to go to sleep."
riya shot her a glare but didn't respond.
"well, we're here now, might as well make it fun, right?" kenyu suggested with a grin, flopping down beside y/n.
y/n shot him a deadpan look. "fun? really? because this feels more like a disaster waiting to happen."
"you're such a buzzkill," eita laughed.
"i'm just being honest," y/n shrugged, clearly uninterested in the idea of any fun.
"so... not even a little fun?" naomi pushed, trying to lighten the mood.
y/n raised an eyebrow. "fun for you guys, maybe."
"oh, come on, y/n," eita whined, nudging her with his elbow. "you gotta admit, this is pretty hilarious."
"i'll admit that you are pretty annoying," y/n shot back, not missing a beat. "but hey, that's nothing new."
riya, now sitting cross-legged on the floor, rolled her eyes. "please donât start with your crap, y/n. we already have enough chaos without you adding to it."
"chaos?" y/n snorted, raising her glass. "this is a disaster. i donât know what youâre all on about."
"it's fun in its own way," yukimiya said, finally showing a hint of amusement. "no one's getting hurt. just... loudly inconvenienced."
rin, who had been watching the back-and-forth with mild annoyance, groaned. "i'm literally right here, and you're all treating this like some kind of sitcom."
"you're just mad 'cause we ruined your romantic evening," eita teased, flashing him a smirk. "shoulda locked the door, man."
"next time, maybe i will," rin muttered, sinking back into the couch.
y/n, still leaning back and sipping her drink, shot a look at riya. "so, homework? wanna get it over with so i can leave and pretend this nightmare never happened?"
riya nodded quickly, relief spreading across her face. "finally! thank you!"
the group had somehow made it through the night without any more major dramaâthough the tension still lingered in the air. the homework was finished (with plenty of y/nâs sarcastic commentary along the way), and now everyone was scattered around the room, occupying the floor or leaning against the walls.
y/n, sprawled out on rin's bed, shot a glance at him, who had finally relaxed. "well, that wasnât so bad. you can go back to sulking now."
rin raised an eyebrow but said nothing, the faintest smirk tugging at his lips.
otoya, leaning against the wall, grinned. "i think we've survived the worst of it. unless rin decides to start throwing stuff again."
"i could. donât tempt me," rin muttered, his eyes half-closed as he joined y/n on the bed.
naomi, sitting on the floor near the door, raised her head from her phone with a sigh. "so, is this how itâs gonna be now? just... awkward silence until someone explodes?" she asked, her tone dripping with sarcasm. "because iâm already over this whole 'sleepover' vibe."
"you think weâre gonna explode? i think weâre already there," eita said, his voice dry as he kicked his feet up onto a nearby chair. "too many personalities in one room."
"you can always leave, naomi," yukimiya added lazily, glancing up from his phone, a bored look on his face. "not like youâre forced to stay."
naomi shot him a side-eye. "i tried to leave earlier, but someoneâs mom insisted we stay over." she shot a look at rin, who only shrugged in response.
y/n let out a loud groan, slumping further into the bed. "this night is like a car crash that just keeps going. i canât wait for it to end."
"tell me about it," naomi muttered, leaning back against the doorframe. "who knew spending time with you guys would be worse than studying for finals?"
rin sighed. "so this is how itâs gonna be, huh? a bunch of loud idiots trying to make something out of nothing." he shot a glance at y/n. "i mean, iâd prefer some peace too, but this isnât really the vibe i was expecting."
"well, weâre here now, so suck it up," y/n shot back, not bothering to sit up.
naomi looked at rin, then at y/n, and shook her head. "you two are impossible. you know that, right?"
"impossible?" rin smirked. "you guys were the ones who walked in here uninvited. i wasnât expecting anything but chaos."
"no kidding," eita chimed in, kicking back in the corner. "next time, letâs not follow y/nâs âinvite,â huh?"
yukimiya, who had been unusually quiet, finally spoke up, his voice bored but tinged with amusement. "honestly, iâm just waiting for someone to do something interesting. this is too much talking, not enough action."
otoya snickered. "youâre just waiting for a pillow fight, arenât you?"
y/n snorted from the bed. "if anyone starts a pillow fight, iâm out. iâm not that desperate for entertainment."
"and thereâs the real y/n," riya muttered with a roll of her eyes. "always a pain in the ass."
"thank you, i try," y/n replied sarcastically, finally propping herself up on one elbow.
rin gave her a smirk, clearly used to her attitude. "you really know how to kill the mood, huh?"
"someoneâs got to do it," she muttered, smirking back at him. "besides, this whole âsleepoverâ thing was never my idea of fun."
rin leaned closer, his voice softer, more affectionate. "but youâre stuck with me now."
y/n met his gaze, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips. "guess iâll survive," she replied, her tone a mix of sarcasm and something a little sweeter.
rinâs smirk softened into a real smile as he nudged her gently. "you say that now, but i think youâre secretly enjoying it."
y/n rolled her eyes but leaned into him, her head resting on his shoulder as the room fell back into a quiet, comfortable lull. despite the chaos, this was somehow the most peaceful moment of the night.
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đŻ Ö´ÖśÖ¸ FEBRUARY FIFTH; side b â nothing can change this love - sam cooke | divorced dad!e. munson x reader
w; flangst(?) mostly angst who am i kidding, divorced parents core â except they get along, both are still in love!!!! an; when i saw this picture, i knew i had to use it plus add a scene about how eddie was holding r like that </3 actually enjoyed this one:,)
mixtape here!
âBaby, be careful!â You call out to the running girl with pigtails. She easily hops over the building her brother had left spread out on the floor while he uses the bathroom.Â
She opens the door, squeaking when she sees Eddie â a daddyâs girl, for sure. Eddie chuckles and picks her up from the porch. âYou gotta listen to mommy, Parker. And itâs cold out, whereâs your shoes?âÂ
You glance at Eddie when he steps in, but look away quickly. He shuts the door behind himself, pulling the beanie from his head. He glances at you. âYou look nice.âÂ
Itâs just something you threw on for dinner, and a quick makeup look so Parker and Colin werenât in the living room by themselves too long. âThanks. You do too.â You nod.Â
He gives a tight smile, before looking at Parker. âAnd look at you! Are you ready to go out for dinner?âÂ
âYes!â She claps. Eddie chuckles softly.Â
âDid you and your brother pick a restaurant yet?âÂ
She grins and swings her feet. âEnzoâs,â Eddie groans playfully. âDaddy! Itâs yummy! And they have noodles!â Her tiny hands press against his cold cheeks.Â
âOkayâŚOkay, but next time mommy gets to pick. You both have picked that out four times in a row.â
Both Eddie and yourself had agreed to do dinners together on weekends and holidays â even including valentineâs day. Eddie was hesitant, but you were insistent on the kids knowing that you both could still get along, even under the circumstances.Â
He eventually agreed.Â
He knew it would be hard to go through a dinner with his family, as if it were like old times, becauseâŚwell, he still loves you deeply.Â
Colin finally hops off the last step and begins picking up his toys. You smile and kneel down to help. âThanks for picking up, love.âÂ
Colin smiles and nods, sliding the box back into its place. âAlright, shoes! Where are they?â Eddie begins to turn animatedly, making Parker laugh and quickly hold onto the leather jacket he was wearing.Â
âThere!â She points quickly. Eddie lets out a playful breath.Â
âThank goodness.â He steps over and grabs her little hi-top converse before walking towards the couch and plopping down.Â
âIâm going to go touch up a bit and slip my shoes on.âÂ
Eddie looks over at you quickly, nodding as he gives you a small smile. âYeah. Thatâs fine.âÂ
You nod and walk towards the steps. Eddie looks back at Parkerâs shoe, a frown now pulling at his lips. âYou okay, daddy?â
Eddie quickly peeks up at the girl. He stares at her for a moment. Sheâd gotten his hair â wild curls, a deep brown, but her face was yours. He smiles softly, pushing a strand of hair from her long lashes nodding.Â
âIâm okay, baby,â He then looks over at Colin once he finishes and pulls him close, giving him a hug. âHow was school? You give Kacey thatââ
âShhh!â Colin quickly shushes Eddie. Eddieâs eyes widened slightly. âMama doesnât know.â He whispers.Â
âOh, right,â Eddie winces as he nods. âSorry, bud. But, how was school?â He lifts his brows. Did you give that Valentine's card to Kacey? Itâs a silent question that Colin picks up on quickly.Â
Colin grins then. âGood.â He nods. I did. She looooved it.Â
Eddie snorts a bit, pressing a kiss to the top of his head, standing. âAlright. You wanna get in the car? That way we can leave when mom gets finished?âÂ
They both agree and quickly walk towards the coatrack. Eddie stands from the couch. âWeâll be outside warming up the car!â He calls out.Â
âAlright! Iâll be finished in a second!âÂ
Leaving it at that, Eddie and the kids head to the car. Heâs quick to turn on the heat before buckling in both of them, slipping into the car.Â
You finally slip into the passenger seat, quickly buckling up. âSorry.âÂ
Eddie looks at you, the words he wants to say escaping him for a moment when he does. You look too beautiful â and it literally takes away his breath. He gulps quietly, blinking. You let out a small sigh, glancing back at Parker and Colin before looking over at Eddie. âYou okay?âÂ
He stares for a moment long before shaking his head. âYeah. Yeah, Iâm fine. Letâs go.âÂ
You frown, watching as he backs out of the driveway quickly.Â
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âThanks for helping me carry them in.â You hang up the kids coats that Eddie brings down the stairs.Â
He nods, watching as you slip off your heels, kicking them over to the coffee table as he slips his hands into his pockets. âYeah. Of course.â
You step into the kitchen. âYou want a drink?â You grab a wine glass, holding it up and shaking it.Â
Itâs a bad idea, but he nods and slips off his jacket. You grab an extra one and the wine, walking back into the living room.Â
âOh, drinking in the living room, huh?â He walks over and sits by you with a small smirk. You roll your eyes and hand him a glass.Â
âItâs a holiday.âÂ
You just really didnât feel like sitting at a table again. Eddie snorts and allows his arm to lay across the back of the couch, taking a sip. You're silent for a moment, tucking your bottom lip between your teeth.Â
âWould youâŚwant to dance?â He asks quietly.Â
You look over at him. âYou hate dancing.âÂ
He winces a bit at all the times youâd asked him to dance with you, yet, heâd always find excuses â finally landing on I hate dancing, you know that as a âreasonâ.Â
Now he wants to dance with you â even if itâs only this once.Â
âItâs a holiday.â He places the cup down, walking towards the radio that you had set up next to a chair. He flips through a couple of channels, pausing as Sam Cookeâs âNothing Can Change This Loveâ starts to play. He gulps a bit, eyes glancing back at you.Â
You stare at the radio as it begins to play â your wedding playing in the forefront of your mind, the same melody playing out.Â
You finally look up at Eddie when his hand is outstretched for yours. Sitting the wine down, you slip your hand into his as he pulls you from the couch, walking towards the dim part of the room.Â
âWe donâtââ
âBe quiet.â He mutters. You nod, allowing yourself to slide your hands up his biceps. Heâd been working out a tiny bit â you could tell. Heâd cut his hair after the second month of the divorce. You felt a twinge of sadness when he showed up to pick up the kids that day.Â
His hands pull you close, resting on your sides as they slowly wrap around â his left hand sliding up between your shoulder blades.Â
One hand lingers on his bicep while the other has a mind of its own, sliding upwards as it rests on the back of his neck. You sway with him, leaning forward and resting your forehead against his cheek.Â
He tilts his head a bit, gripping you softly. Your nose nudges the underside of his jaw, eyes slipping closed as your heart feels as if itâs breaking in your chest.Â
Your chin quivers, body moving closer as you wrap both arms around his neck now, a hand resting in his curls. His brows pinch together, tightening his grip on you, this time not releasing. He doesnât know if you feel uncomfortable, but he wonât pull away until you ask him too.Â
Heâs holding you as if youâd slip away. He doesnât want to lose you a second time.Â
His nose presses against your temple when his lips brush over your cheekbone. âDo you want me toââ
Your own grip tightens and he feels a tear drop onto his neck. âNo. No, please donât let me go,â You whisper, your voice cracking as you speak. âPlease.â The hand on the back of his head even tightens slightly.Â
Youâd both stop moving, now only swaying in place. Eddie nods, trying to bring you closer if he could â he wanted to melt into you. But he couldnât, so this would have to suffice. Your chest heaves against his with panicked breaths.Â
âItâs okayâŚBreatheâŚbreathe for me, sweetheart. Iâm not letting you go,â He presses his lips to your cheek softly. âIâm not. Itâs okay. Iâm here.â He whispers.Â
You nod your head a bit jerkily against his shoulder, your hand gripping at his shirt, wrinkling the material. Eddie didnât care â if it was something to ground yourself, to make sure you know heâs still there with you, that heâs not letting go, heâd let you do whatever.Â
He pushes away the hair that covers your face without pulling his face away from yours, holding the back of your neck.Â
âIâm here. Iâm not letting you go.â He whispers.Â
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#joseph quinn x fem!reader#joseph quinn x reader#eddie munson x fem!reader#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you
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im back with more thoughts on soulbound au. Wjat if reader's Soulmate got isekaied to twst and expected reader to return to them cuz theyre soulmates as if they didnt just reject the name on their wrist, as if they have the right to just demand it even as reader is with the first years now (excluding ortho grim). How would the boys react to reader just snapping and declaring they feel no love for soulmate. That they love their current partner instead. I can imagine some of them just gloating and acting like a really doting partner in front of the soulmate like "look what you cant have"
Bonus for grim and ortho like "who needs you when i have my feral cat/technological humanoid built by a genius. Get his ass!" And they just send grim and ortho out like pokemons LMAO
Love yourself
(TWST x Broken Soulbond! Reader)
5.C: Hehe, Iâm glad u have the same thought as mine, Mortal~
Because as petty as I am, since the moment I had the idea for this AU, I already have the scene where your Soulmate by some way gets to TWST and wants the reader back but gets rejected by them.
I mean, who do they think they are, broke the strongest bond in the world and then came back and demanded it like they deserve it?!
The name has two meanings since the content of this one chapter reminded me of "Love Yourself" by Justin Bieber as something reader would want to tell their Soulmate. The other is just simply loving yourself, something I want to tell you guys and myself.
Pairing: Ace Trappolar; Deuce Spade x g/n Reader
I will do the other later I guess, sorry for the late update, I have writer's block for this one, including my absence due to January cause I have a school break.
Warning: :D)
The moment your Soulmate lands their ass at TWST, you can feel the tug in your heart, the arch, the itch of your Soulmark, and the familiar pulling come from your soul that youâve almost forgotten during your stay at twisted wonderland. Thatâs how you know theyâre here, and they also feel your faint presence.
The moment your Soulmate lands their ass at TWST, you can feel the tug in your heart, the arch, the itch of your Soulmark, and the familiar pulling come from your soul that youâve almost forgotten during your stay at twisted wonderland. Thatâs how you know theyâre here, and they also feel your faint presence.
Ace Trappola:
He is unhappy when hearing that your Soulmate has spawned in TWST. (Letâs be real, all of them are, maybe except Kalim or VilâŚ)
He is sulking the whole way both of you walk to the Headmage office cause apparently, your Soulmate demands to see you the moment they know youâre here.
Ace refuses to let you meet that person alone, Crowley? That crow can not be trusted.
Hearing them ask you to go back, with them, and by their side. Ace glares hard as if if he tries enough, that person will disappear.
They, in fact, do not disappear though.
Plan B, Ace starts to make some comments, he is sarcastic about your Soulmate, berating their behavior toward you.
He interferes every time you try to speak up, to give your supposed to be Soulmate an answer. Basically, he is being annoying till the point you have to kick him out of the room.
Ace doesn't really want to hear your answer, deep down, he worries that you will actually choose your Soulmate over him.
Waiting outside until you finish your conversation, no matter how long it takes.
Seeing you walking out of the room, he tries to act like he doesn't care. But he cares, a lot actually.
Tell him you have rejected the request since... you already have him as your Soulmate while showing him the Basketball wrist wrap he gave you.
Gotta say Heartslabyul is very good at growing tomatoes.
The following days were a series of days, each time you guys pass by your Soulmate, Ace will give them a smug look while walking hand in hand with you.
Deuce Spade:
Deuce, our sweetheart. The first thing he does after he hears that your Soulmate wants to meet you: Asks if you want him to beat them for you.
I mean, ask if you want him to assist you or do you prefer meeting them alone because model students donât fight (Please bring him with you Ć ^ Ć ).
It actually doesnât matter, he will still follow you if you choose the second option, but more secretly (not really).
He doesnât like your Soulmate, not a bit. But hearing your Soulmateâs request? He almost let them drown under at least three cauldrons (If you are quick enough).
How dare they be so casual about it? Do they not know how much you suffer?
But, Deuce will respect your choice, even if it can be hurtful. Telling you that it is okay if you want to be back with them. He is on the verge of crying, a sad puppy.
Do you really mean that he is more important than the Soulbond?
Give you a tight hug, I mean, a really tight one. He thought that he was going to lose you. But he is happy now, with the brightest smile present on his face.
And now your ex-Soulmates is being the third wheel here.
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst wonderland#twst x reader#twst x yuu#ace trapolla x reader#deuce spade x reader#ace trappola#deuce spade
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what do you think of sites like cai?
i would be lying if i said i havenât been using cai specifically off and on for a while now lmao
however ! i have mixed feelings about it. cai and i are caught in a toxic tussle right now.
while i think it can be a super fun platform to explore, i also believe that it can really start to deteriorate oneâs creativity (if itâs one of the only forms of writing/reading that youâre interacting with on a daily basis, ie not reading human-written content). while bots can be tweaked/programmed by bot-creators to write in a specific way, the appâs coding will usually start to take over at a specific point and begin to spit out repetitive content that can really dull a personâs perception of what is âgoodâ or âinterestingâ writing. i think many bot-creators are obviously just as creative/talented as people who only write in a traditional senseâ my grievances really lie with the concept of ai writing itself. the fact is: ai-written pieces will never be able to fully capture the same warmth, depth, and emotional texture that human-written content can. and i think the rampant use of ai bots is really starting to rot our younger generationsâ minds. people want to read less, write less, interact with real people less, etc. itâs very concerning. not to mention how addictive it can be ! there is a definite dopamine rush that comes with interacting with an application/program that is designed to give you exactly the response you want it to.
additionally, iâve just recently found out that ai bot sites (and platforms that use ai in general) are extremely harmful for the environment in terms of their carbon footprint. they are all run using programming that consumes gross amounts of energy, which obviously produces/releases huge amounts of CO2â detrimentally contributing to global warming.
i canât sit here and say that i donât use the app, or that people who use the app(s) are âbadâ, that would make me a hypocrite and a liar lmao but i am trying to wean off of it. i think its very easy to become attached to these sorts of things, as thatâs a large part of what theyâre made to do/encourage, but there are certainly big draws to using them consistently (and using them in replacement of actual human-to-human contact).
use it responsibly and donât forget to take care of yourself, thatâs all i gotta say !
#sry this turned into a college essay i just have much to say#much love and respect to bot creators though i have seen some amazingly well written/put-together bots#the talent is crazy#sage talks#sageâs asks
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Long message ahead (sorry about that LOL):
It's so insane to me how the left will constantly claim to be the pro-woman party and then turn around to tell any woman who disagrees with them that they hope said woman dies in some way or gets raped, and I'm not just talking about that repulsive ask you got. They'll say disgusting things like that even to other leftist women who disagree with them on only a handful of issues. But yeah, sure, they 100% care about the rights and safety of women. Totally.
If I'm honest, that's what "woke me up," so to speak, and I know I'm far from the first - the realization that they claim to want to protect "marginalized"/minority groups until someone from said groups disagrees. Then out come the violent threats and slurs that they reprimand others for or claim that conservatives are doing, thinking they can "revoke your [minority group] card" as if someone will stop being female or POC or homosexual/bisexual or disabled simply for disagreeing. Personally, I think it's them admitting that they use these characteristics as shields, so "revoking" them from those who dare to disagree makes them feel stronger. Since they put so much weight on the "community" aspect, they think kicking out anyone who disagrees will leave the opposition destitute and are implying minorities can't stand on our own.
I'll never stop pointing out that the only people who call minorities "marginalized" (defined as being treated as insignificant or peripheral) are leftists. The only people who are openly treating us as an unimportant second class are leftists, and they are the only ones who have ever consistently implied we are such in society ("you can never escape what we labeled you so that means we gotta either tear everything down and start again, or you can just live in fear").
Like I said, it's nothing new, but it's stopped shocking me when something makes them show their true colors. It just happens to be the election right now.
TLDR: minorities aren't "marginalized" because of Western society, leftists just labeled us that to say exactly what they think of us, and realizing this has freed me.
Also, your blog is awesome.
Well I am very glad you have escaped that toxic mindset and your eyes have been opened to how destructive and despicable the left really is.
They parade identity politics and thrive on the idea that how a person identifies themselves is the end all be all of their entire being and thus they present themselves as a group who is pro-every identity to look like they accept you based on identity alone. But that mask falls off once you dare disagree with them on one thing. Then you are the enemy. And that's because they really don't care about identity. They care about ideoloy and if your ideology doesn't match theirs, then they try to revoke your identity as if they own it and get to decide what it's acceptable for people of certain identities to believe or not believe.
And, as someone who fits into more than one identity they claim to be "pro", I have never been welcomed, accepted or tolerated by them because I don't have the opinions they want me to have.
When you get down to it, if you disagree with them, they are racist, misogynistic, homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic, ableist, etc. and they collectively use more slurs than any other group I have ever seen. But they think it's ok because they're using them on people they don't like.
They aren't good people and I think more and more people are coming to that realization. They are their own worst enemy and their behavior will turn more people away then it will bring to them and that is the only good thing about them.
They attract a lot of people because they are good at publicly playing the empathy card and looking like they care but it doesn't take long to see the that's all bs when you really start watching them.
I am glad you have been freed from that and I'm glad you think my blog is awesome! I think you're awesome :)
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why do none of the rebels characters or ahsoka have actual personalities anymore,,,,,
#ahsoka is witty!!! sheâs a spit fire!!!! not just in clone wars but in rebels too!!!!#in this show sheâs a stoic master jedi who makes like no jokes ever!!! who is that!!!#heraâs also a spitfire!!!! and so is sabine!!!!#also thereâs no fuckin world where sabine doesnât have the desert house she lives alone in booby trapped with explosives she controls#much less completely abandoning her armor#sheâs a mandalorian!!!!!!!!!! thereâs a whole bit in rebels about why her armor is so important to her!!!!!#none of them even really get mad at each other!!! just lightly snippy!!! even with all the supposed history they have!!!!#literally none of them feel like real people with real and big emotions even though weâve seen them all have them and frequently#especially with something this important#they all feel sanitized and i hate it#stop making characters that were never Perfect Jedi (ahsoka and luke cough) into Perfect Stoic Jedi challenge#disney will always fail this apparently#anyways when will andor return from the war where we get characters who feel like they have real motivations that arenât just the plot says#that i gotta care about this and do this right now this way#even the new nightsister is boring!!! whereâs her flair!!!! why isnât she terrifying!!!!#star wars#star wars critical#ahsoka critical
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yuuta exhibits such previously abandoned, recently adopted dog behavior. incredibly anxious all the time, even though nobodyâs out to get him or leave him behind. waits for you to return home or from school or from work excitedly, just to see you when you walk through the door. follows you around senselessly, hovering in your space just for the sake of companionship. initiates affection in prodding waysâstarts off next to you, then a hand on your thigh, then deems it safe to lay all the way down, then slowly pushes his head into your lap. gets up whenever you need to get up, and resumes his position as soon as youâre ready. brings you gifts as a sign that heâs thinking of you, and maybe because he likes the affection it brings out in you, maybe because he likes the gentle affirming touches of a hand in his hair or a pinch to his cheek. rests his head on your stomach or his chin on your shoulder when heâs sleepy, stays there, immobile, and will not move unless absolutely necessary. sometimes he gets surprised when he hears you calling for him, thereâs a moment of disbelief as he thinks âme? really? you need me?â but itâs very quickly overshadowed by this compulsive need to show up, to please, to do anything for you, which is why he always answers when you call. he doesnât realize that he has puppygod eyes, especially when heâs excited or confused, but he does and itâs incredible endearing. very reluctant to share your space or attention after a while, considers that to be sacred and he wonât risk being let go or lost again, so as a safety precaution, he keeps himself right by you, waits for you always.Â
#atp i need to shut and write the omega verse fics that consistency plague my mind#but while im here time for my obligatory megumi mention bc i mentioned dogs teehee#yes megumi attack dog hes megumi grumbly yes megumi bark bark bite bite BUT BUT BUTTTT#megumi is also used to like... hm........ taming? having? caring for? people in his life and also literal (divine) dogs#so for him yes he bites and barks#but he also... he gets confused if YOU dont follow him around like a puppy bc everyone else in his life has so why not you?#gojo's always been the annoying yapping pomeranian chewing on his arm even if he didn't ask#always in megumi's space even tho he didn't ask but he learned to deal with it#won't admit it but knows that too much attention is better than having someone who couldn't give a shit about you#yuuji is the golden in everybody's life and megumi is no exception#unmovable unshakeable and incredibly addictive even if he doesn't mean to be#and very very attached to the people he cares about so yeah yuuji is loud and annoying but he's also loyal and megumi respects that so fine#nobara is like... she decided she liked megumi and was upset about it so she bit his ankle and he tried to kick her off but she has too muc#pride to get shaken off by someone as scrawny as megumi and somewhere along the way megumi became impressed that she was still there even i#it hurt a bit and she was a little rough it's not like he was worse so fine whatever she can stay too#so if you like... if you dont hover around megumi if you dont pry if you dont prod then he has to be the dog smh#now he's gotta bite for your attention and nudge you and how annoying. he's gonna keep doing it tho. as long as he has to#or until you learn to fall in line and accept your leash too whichever comes first n e way.... anyway.............#somebody's pampered omega always gets what he wants megumi complex is showing......#this was about yuuta right? ok i'll put his tags now....#juju#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#yuuta okkotsu x reader#yuta okkotsu x reader
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