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I don't get why Gale is considered the "boring" romance option in bg3. like. are we playing the same game? did you not see the romantic arc that I did?? couldn't be me
#note: this is not an invitation to tell me why you don't like Gale#this is just me venting lol#but yeah at least from what i've seen#which is very little tbf#the popularity of the men is halsin = astarion > wyll > gale#and like I'm sorry I don't get that at all!!#like it's literally reversed for me lmao#I do not see the appeal of the elven men in this game 💀#bg3#marie speaks
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also i have a joke in cccr where they’re not understanding how alpha and epsilon are different and doc chimes in to help explain plurality and reminds them all of the pamphlet he made for them and someone (grif) is like oh god do we actually have to learn this shit now and doc is like. well. you could have learned it. for me 🥺
#ry inspire two posts in quick succession. thank you ry#i think grif probablt actually does understand he just has to be an asshole#really i think mainly it’s just donut who’s the most confused. which is very funny bc donut is also the closest with doc#donut genuinely thinks o’malley is just the omega ai back again#and like. tbf to him. HOW WOULD HE KNOW that he’s dead#church is right there. church has omega in him. oh now doc is o’malley. clearly he got possessed again#completely logical. except that doc is right there trying to explain it and donut isn’t listening bc he thinks he already knows everything#actually i think simmons might be a little confused but he would never admit it. he would pretend to know forever.#if you ask him to explain then YOURE stupid for not understanding actually.#okay actually. grif understands plurality but he does keep forgetting which church is which. far too much effort.
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the good news about the finale is I have like 7 new fic ideas
the bad news about the finale is I have like 7 new fic ideas
#TOO MANY FICS TOO LITTLE TIME#tbf a lot of the ideas are actually very similar. but HOW DO I DECIDE WHICH ONE TO DO?#and what about my other WIPs?!#tragic I tell you#and worst of all I have no time to write today or tomorrow#miraculous ladybug#ml conformation#ml recreation
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im different i would've befriended those plague rats in pathologic i would've given them cheese and crackers
#I say on the Internet after freaking out and abandoning my room when I spotted one (1) fly on the wall#It was a very big fly tbf#that was 3 days ago#I have been trying to kill it for 3 days#I think it knows I'm scared of it#which is a little humiliating when I try to swat it and it just buzzes at me and I scramble backwards like a coward#So I tricked it trojan horse style because I a human (apex predator atm) was bested by a fly#I made a trap with a source of light and managed to imprison it in a box#now i wait for it to starve to death because I am too scared to touch the box#ew ew rw gross bug ew ew ew#♧other#pathologic#sometimes I still hear it buzzing in that box and defying death#It knows I'm talking about it and it is angry
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was talking to my friends about this but i love how you have two kinds of gender neutral chinese pronouns in fandom (since chinese doesn't have gender neutral third person pronouns): the chinese limbus company fandom referring to dante as 祂 (a third person pronoun specifically for gods and deities) and medicine pocket reverse 1999 canonically using 它 (it)
#asto speaks#two kinds of (genderless) people#fwiw i personally really appreciate bluepoch using 它 for medpoc bc i feel like there's a tendency in chinese to use 他/he#as a sort of gender neutral pronoun so i was really worried that's what they'd go for with medpoc#like the fact that they used it instead just reads as like. bluepoch fully committing to the genderless characterisation. which is very cool#limbus on the other hand to my knowledge doesn't have an official chinese version so dante using 祂 seems to entire be a fanon thing#which tbf i think is the case for dante using they them in english too#the closest english equivalent to 祂 would probably be like the capital H He they use for jesus in the bible#which is what the arknights localisation people did for ishar'mla which im still a little mad about#yknow how they use He for ishar'mla in the is3 endings yeah it wasn't gendered in the original chinese. now you know#the inspiration for this thought was a parenthetical aside in a completely unrelated lcb post i saw on lofter yesterday that was like#性别为钟的祂应该上哪个厕所 (given that dante's gender is clock what bathroom do they use)#fhdhhfhsgdhd
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i got SO inspired by this beautiful photo by Ron Frazier so i decided to paint it !! and then throw some guys on there cuz of course
u can look below the cut if you want to see the painting without the characters !!
MY PAINTING !! this was so fun fr i love painting light <3 might go ahead and post this separately but for now you must look at these ocs ok?
#💎#my art#my ocs#character art#digital painting#artists on tumblr#i actually emailed him to ask if he was cool with me posting this bc i obviously heavily referenced his work#and he said i was good to use the images however i liked! which is very cool and sweet. the original picture just stunned me#and it was soo so so fun to paint bc i love bright neon light contrasts like this#idk if the heights and proportions even make sense in the scene idk how big this kinda vending machine is irl#bc the actual ref pic was taken in japan#and i havent been there !#tbf alex the guy by the vending machine is like 6'4 so if hes too big . maybe i intended it. hmm???#i like trying to paint characters into scenes in my style cuz i dont do ut often.. fun challenge#one of my favorite bits was painting in the no smoking sign rifht next to my sketch of achin smoking . yessir#achin goodman#alex young#oh one last thing i did change the design and logo on the vending machine n addrd some little stickers to the electrical box !!#jsut for some visual interest <3 somee of the stickers actually come from another piece i did that ill probably post soon :)#i like making lil stickers.. theyre not really meant to Be anything#i did a lot of this while watching drawfee vods so when i look at parts of it theyre all i can think about haha#ok well i was editing my draft and ended up posting this on accident instead . at 4 am . so it stays LMAO#oops
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fyi i swear something's going on w/ legend, neither he nor wars are emotionless i promise, they're both just mentally ill but in different ways. leg sees problem. ignores feelings. fixes problem. (can't fix the problem.) wars sees problem. saw problem wrong. realizes what he did. wants to take it back. (can't take it back.) Also if y'all are disappointed about their arcs, sorry? i guess? point isn't them though, the point is that it's an aftermath story. If i can stuff in more bonus themes within the theme then that's a huge plus (emotionally repressed explorer leg, wwI vet wars yeet)
anyhoo bear with me, Things are Happening. Setup is occurring. and Hylia fans I swear I won't insult her forever, she's actually pretty chill.
writing hard. halp
#chicken scratch#smoke & ashes#rant over lol#it's so hard to writeeeeeee rn#and i know what i need to do but it's the actual doing that's getting me#i think i'm gonna rewrite the prewritten bit to make it more cohesive#cuz right now it's an isolated scene and we don't need that shit#looking for unity here - no isolation allowed#ever think about how writing style/syntax/sequence of events impacts storytelling?#yea me too.#i think i very much failed to characterize the links early on so now i'm trying to make up for it#and like. idk. in this fandom at least i feel like characterizations can come and go in trends#i remember gay lil twink wars and now he's a valued member of society (which i like)#point is i should've nailed down concrete characterizations and then i didn't *dabs*#tbf i was a little baby man so there is that#i started this so long ago holy shit
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when it comes to the unfinished fics that haven't been updated in 3 years and had an authors note that said the next chapter was ready and would be out in a week and the author has no other social media that i can find (not naming names but i have like 3 fav fics like this), yes, I'd take the mediocre continuation half bc i wanna know the author is safe and half bc i have reread the entirety of the fic several times and i need to see where it goes as long as it makes sense.
oh i get that. it's always scary when there's no way to check in with the author too.
since my DC binge, i went back to ff.net just to scope around and see if i could find my old favs. luckily i managed to find some of them crossposted to AO3 and follow the authors' new works there, but it was hard going back in time and seeing so many authors i adored who were just... gone. one of my favorite authors, someone who honestly contributed a lot to my writing style regarding mystery and slow-burn thriller, had passed away.
obviously we never met and im not even sure i left comments on their stuff (i was pretty shy about it) but i raved about their stuff for weeks. i still remember it being the highlights of my month years ago. parasocial relationships yes yes yes, but seriously. the joy i get from getting emails after years, or seeing someone move their account and getting to see them interact again... it's not unnoticed!
(also yes, rereading the whole fic after an update is soooooo mecore i love it when i do that and then get re-obsessed all over again. its amazing.)
#tw death#tw sui impled#-->#the author actually took their own life very recently. which was gut wrenching. and of course ff.net comments were horrible about it#being on the reader side of things really changed my perspective i think. since yknow its very easy to be on the writers side of things#and not realize#like yeah im just a fic author but also i like to think there's people out there who think of me from time to time#my asks#sorry this took such a dark turn! but i get it anon#tbf im sure most people just move on to other hobbies or grow out of it. i know for some of my old ffnet accounts and... quora?? i just fle#i dont know if i have anything on there anymore tbh but I'm sure some people just.. go off and do their own little thing in the world
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I've had very minor interactions with the AMC's Interview With The Vampire fandom since starting the show last week and so far it seems that the Venn diagram of people simping for Lestat and people simping for Spike from Buffy is a circle. We truly have learnt nothing and I think that's beautiful.
#i wouldn't even be thinking about this if prophecy girls didn't ask their listeners about it#like the question was 'if you like spike how old are you?'#and they are generally very critical of him so i think their hypothesis was like#it's a generational thing cause male characters were generally awful#i like spike a lot btw#i don't care about spuffy too much tbf#i think i'm actually a fuffy girl if there's a gun in my face#and i agree they leaned into his redemption arc too little too late#i think there was a good chance to explore the macrocosm's inherent dualism there which was profited from but NOT QUITE#that being said james marsters is a fucking goat#he babygirled his way into the main cast and i gotta respect that#also i like it when theatre people get TV money sue me#but yeah someone from the iwtv fandom liked one of my posts#so i went to their blog and like three posts down there was a spike x drusilla edit#and i was like oooooh yea makes sense#their blog was mostli lestat centric btw#it brings me such joy#like people's monkey brains are just like hihi blonde man with deep voice and a silly accent is being irredeemablr#love it love it love it#buffy the vampire slayer#spike#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#lestat#draco in leather pants
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ah yes my great secret that i never talk about. the fact that anytime miranda gets wet shes also Incredibly Slimy.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#tbf ive also had people think the earfins are like#feathers or fur or something Normal like that#but no. theyre skin.#theyre very thin and delicate skin too#its basically just bare salamander skin right there#the only place its scaled is on the pink ''quill'' structure that holds them up#(which is more rigid and stiff for structural purposes)#but yeah i call it ''fluff' on her cheek but its just weird little filaments of skin
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did you ever make a post about pete not liking tankhun ? i know you mentioned it a few times in your tags but i don't remember seeing a post. (i share your opin ions.)
I definitely toyed with the idea of meta or a gifset but I didn't ever make a full post! I love unrequited love and I ESPECIALLY love the extremely rare platonic version which Tankhun and Pete absolutely nail in my opinion!
There are loads of moments where Pete's smile drops around Tankhun very quickly, or he insults Tankhun behind his back. Instead of laughing things off like Arm and Pol, he almost has a wincing fear-response to Tankhun, which we don't really see at all from the other bodyguards.
I think that Tankhun likes to think of himself as being close friends with his bodyguards, and he does genuinely show a lot of open affection for Pete and eventually concern for his safety. But I think ultimately for Pete, Tankhun is just a part of Pete's job, and over time resentment has built up until he thinks of Tankhun as one of the *worst* parts of it. I definitely don't think he resents Tankhun enough to hurt or endanger him, but that's about as far as it goes, there's certainly very little love there.
Something about that dynamic is just particularly brilliant, especially when combined with Pete's eventual defection from Tankhun's side to Vegas'. He chooses a man who has beaten and tortured him over a man who showers him in affection and throws parties on his return.
I utterly adore Tankhun but I think as a character that's grown up in a gilded cage, he doesn't really understand that what Pete needs is a sense of his own autonomy rather than being dragged to "fun" "lets cheer up Pete" parties that Tankhun has demanded on his behalf. At least with Vegas he *chose* to go back, he handed Vegas the ropes, let him lock him back up again. Even before he develops feelings for Vegas, Pete has clearly felt like a subhuman pet for Tankhun and the main family for a long, long time and I think ironically Vegas acknowledging Pete's humanity is the tipping point for him.
I think even without their nascent romantic love as a factor, Pete would always choose Vegas. Because despite the threat of suffering, he offers a sense of freedom that Tankhun's gilded cage does not. It all makes for an incredibly interesting betrayal, and makes Pete choosing Vegas over Tankhun all the more pointed. By choosing to be Vegas' pet, he chooses to be human.
#I have had this gifset concept rattling round my brain since before I even learned to make gifs#if I didn't have so many complicated feelings about Pete after the whole Build situation I'd make it in a heartbeat tbh#my worry is that it would either be taken as a ''hating on Pete'' set and I'd get mad shit for it in my inbox#(despite it being one of my fave facets of his character)#or it would be interpreted as a ''Build's acting appreciation!'' post which tbf it kinda would be.#theres no getting away from the fact that he shaped Pete into a very interesting and nuanced character#but you wouldn't catch me dead making a ''Captain Jack Sparrow appreciation'' set even if I loved POTC as much as KPTS yknow?#like theres only so much distance I can split the character from the actor. which sucks bc Pete as a character was one of my favourites#idk. probably not the ideal answer lol#my first instict was to just make the set since it was all planned out from like december#but since January my love for Pete as a character has mostly been in a little box on a high shelf that I do not ever touch. which is sad#but it is what it is ig#anyway lol 👀#tankhun theerapanyakul#pete kp#tankhun kp#kp meta#ask#anon#watch me deliberately not putting that shit in the pete tag out of fear#anyway back on the high shelf you go little pete feelings. lets go back to simply not acknowledging u once more lol 🥲✨#goddamn I deliberately hadnt thought about him in months but now I kinda miss Pete... :( I love this ask though thank u for sending it! 🦔✨#damn rereading this its like girl. do you have an unrequited love for commas?? fucking use them?? :) anywaY#kpts
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REALLY REALLY BAD CHOICES HAVE JUST BEEN MADE
#bad choices of the sleep token variety#ohhh mygod#oh dear . oh no#this has been a very intense hour#i am full of regret#and also stress#i did just get paid for my drug trial tbf#which i keep forgetting about so alright we're good!!! that was justified#i sold my body for you vessel#you and your little book
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Con is over, went very well! People liked the bookmarks and the shiny spyro stickers Very Much, and the outer wilds print did pretty good too
But the highlight was definitely the wolfwood cosplayer that bought my wolfwood cat sticker
#I did not get a photo of him cause it was a fairly brief interaction and also. 'wolfwood cosplayer' is pretty easy to picture#but it was very funny cause I cant see the sticker display from behind the stand and he was like#'Oh I need to get that cat sticker' and I was like oh which one? before I clicked as to where he was pointing and went OH DUH#anyway might look into doing charms next year? I need a higher value Thing cause my prints don't really sell as much#I get why tbf I'm just used to being on social media where ppl can tell who the characters are based on tags#so they aren't super recognisable as the characters from a distance. which isn't ideal for cons lmao#but also I like drawing cute little stickers more than prints lol. so keychains is probably a smart idea#also I like keychains and want to make them
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#“would you still love me-”“who said i loved you”#“we literally just had an indepth conversation about how i would take your cat if you died and the plan was that was gonna fake being#your secret gay lover to your mother because she already thinks we've been fucking for the past 8 years#and wouldnt bat an eye if i said that and we had this whole bit where youd buy me A RING-“#do i also have to mention you just stuck your hand in my pants because you think the rips in them are egregiously big and think they#shouldnt be considered pants just to prove a point and yet you cant believe that people think it looks good#even as a drunk guy got a little touchy and complimented said “pants” in front of you#but tbf i did wear them because i knew itd elicit a reaction because last time you did the same exact thing#except it was in front of the person you were dating at the time who was sandwiched between us in a shitty sportsbar booth#which you know was something alright.#you know what i have to shut up#guys never get a codepent homoerotic friendship from highschool because you heal from the codependency as adults#but the homoeroticism and all the baggage it carries still chugs along#whats it like not having a guy being really excited to show you how they wooed their partner which was this spinny pin maneuver#by demonstrating it on you WHILE SAID PARTNER WATCHED and being very adamant that you can imagine it you dont need to actually show it on-#but he REALLY wants to do it and you could never really say no to him and you have to suck up your pride and get fucking pinned to a wall#at his parents place BECAUSE ITS HIS MOTHERS BIRTHDAY BECAUSE THIS WAS THE PARTY HE WANTED TO SHOW OFF HIS PARTNER TO HIS FOLKS#you know what i have to actually shut up like actually
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going boxing for the first time in months (at a new place, with my brother) and i wish i was normal i wish i could chill and enjoy my day without getting stressed over absolutely nothing
#i woke up and my first thought was '12.5 hours until we have to be at the class' ffs#if i mentioned this to my mother she'd start saying well why are you worried <3 what's the worst that can happen <3#but i'm not scared about specific events it's just a looming sense of dread that fucks my day up completely#i need to be working but i can't focus and feel like i'm physically dying#i can't eat which is not a good thing before a very intense class#which i'm assuming it will be#since it's muay thai#which is one of the things i've loved most in the world yet i can't do it as much as i'd like because of#so many other factors#those factors being autism#and the fact i'm a girl in yet another male dominated sport#tbf some of the nicest guys i've ever met have been in boxing classes#... and also some of the worst#every time i tell myself there's no need to be so stressed i start doing something productive#then my mind goes straight back to being scared as soon as i stop telling myself not to be#:')#also skdhvcshgd my little brother is driving me for the first time which is what i should be nervous about#not the class itself#in the mood of 'i need to hit something to calm down' ... that's exactly what i'm going to get to do. and yet
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Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0
i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3
#snap chats#SHE DIDNT EVEN WATCH IT BUT W/E SPOILER FREE QUICK REVIEW DOWN HERE HIIII <3<3<3<3#ive been made aware my tastes are. Questionable so proceed with caution vlklvjv im so sorry if i convince you to see it and you dont like i#moving on I Have. done nothing but listen to Eternal Flame for the past week its been stuck in my head ever since#BUT FR as i said I Really Liked It. i heard that theres another/original version so i wanna watch that at some point#if i care to remember and find it vjaelkjeakl but as This Movie On Its Own i had a swell time !!!#it does a really good job of teetering that line of#'this is just a quaint little sometimes-awkward get-together' and 'this is so stressful i just might throw up'#it did a good job of keeping me invested and on my toes i guess- it bitters innocuous scenarios really well which i like#like i wasnt sure WHEN whatever scene i was watching would turn sour but i always had that feeling it /would/- that lingering feeling#the horror in this is more psychological than violent- it only gets crazy by the last quarter honestly#which isnt bad! i like psych horror and Christ. the amount of times i was just grimacing in my seat like Suspense Is The Word#like imagine a dinner party where people only say controversial things and you dont want to blow up the situation#so you just try to be really polite about pivoting from the topic. but they keep going. thats basically the horror of this movie at its cor#i do have SOME comments about some bits but i wanna rewatch the movie at some point to be thorough on my comments jglejlakj#yk do a rewatch where im. NOT jokin bout with my brother- THO TBF DESPITE THAT I was still invested#like its premise is so. simple? in concept imo. but 'simple' isnt automatically bad in my eyes and i really liked how it played out#i dont watch movies much tho so maybe its been done different but there is ONE thing tht definitely made me like. HUH#but its nothing super major i dont htink? I MEAN IT WAS KINDA BIG BUT there were signs to it being revealed. still it made me vjLJ like god#i cant explain tho cause SPOILERS but ... Yeah. its not that crazy it just definitely took me by surprise for how quick the reveal was#tldr: if you ever wanted to watch an awkward dinner party where you couldnt do anything about it this is the movie to watch#and i like that. i like that because i hate myself apparently jVLAEKJVAEKLJ#coupled with horror it was also funny at times which i felt did help with that underlying 'when will this be tainted' horror#i really liked that ... when normalcy or the feeling of safety can be taken away in an instant#if you watch it and wanna talk bout it more in depth ill prob have rewatched it by then and id like to give a more. Detailed review#OR AT LEAST ONE NOT SO RAMBLY VELKAVJEALKJ im not good at reviewing things .... i just know when i like or dont like somethin ..#ive only had my bro to talk bout this with and he doesnt really. Give his thoughts or opinions too much like i do#so id be happy to talk bout it and get your perspective !!!! but only if you want Again if you dont like it im so sorry erlakjaekl#god theres so much more i want to say but im just rambling and i wanna be brief for you my friend vlakjlakvlkj#anyway yeah. those are my quick thoughts. i was Very Normal about james mcavoy for most of this movie ty for reading
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