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spreading positivity for yourself and for others: what are some fanfics you've written that you're proud of? who are your favorite writers in the fic community?
Hey Anon, thanks for your lovely ask! Sending some positive vibes right back at you 🩵
Your first question tasks me to choose a favorite among my children lol but I will give it a shot.
Distraction is a Drifter x Eris Destiny 2 fic I wrote last year. I'm proud of it because it was my first try at tiptoeing back towards the romance genre after over a decade since writing my previous fic (a FFVIII Squall x Rinoa thing I'd written on ffnet back when I was 19 lmao). It's pretty tame, I even stopped just short of tagging it as Romance, opting for Romantic Friendship instead, that's just how chicken I truly was LOL. My writing has definitely improved since, but ultimately, composing and sharing this fic helped alleviate some of my self-doubt at the time.
Nanami Kento & Casual Touches is one of my earlier JJK x Reader fics. I'm proud of this one not only for what I've created but the way by which it was produced. To this day, it was the easiest time I've had writing anything during what happened to be a difficult period for me. I'd somehow managed to turn my turmoil into one of the most hopeful and positive pieces I've ever written. Corny as it sounds, that story and that moment truly did so much for me. The only negative here is that I've been chasing that elusive high ever since LMAO.
I've answered a variation of your second question within a recent ask linked here, so do check that out as well, but I will certainly add some more inspiring writers below, along with my current favorite work of theirs.
@mysteria157 (JJK): Incredibly deep stories with some of the strongest and most admirable MCs you'll ever read. Rec: Love's Ransom
@rahuratna (JJK + BNHA): Intricate and immersive universes depicted in the most beautiful prose. Rec: Arangetram
@cmdrfupa (JJK): Expert-level character studies skillfully wrapped into elaborate narration. Rec: Furtive
@espace--positif (LaDS + JJK): A fluff merchant. Target-precise canon characterization depicted in wonderful, feel-good fics. Rec: Mornings with Him
@imonthemoonitsmadeofcheese (Destiny 2): Insightful and healing stories that truly dig deep into the vast Destiny 2 universe and the complexity of its characters. Rec: Perfection
This list is FAR from exhaustive as I've recently connected with so many talented writers within these different fandoms and I still have a ridiculously long TBR list. I will definitely create a recs list sometime soon. If there is one thing I am confident about, it's my fan work curation skills. lol 💅🏽
Thanks again for your ask, Anon, it was a great way to start my day 🩵
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2024年10月31日
Cozy season is in full swing, and it's almost JLPT time. I hope everyone's studies are going very well and that you have seen improvement since last month! As the holiday season and the end of the year (!) approaches, I would like to begin to assess my progress for the year and prepare a path for my studies for next year. Every year at the end of the year I feel like I fell short of my goal, and wish to ramp up for the next year. But I have been trying to be more realistic, so I'm excited to see how my goals and my actual studies line up at the end of the year.
秋と言えば勉強したい季節ですね。もうそろそろ日本語能力試験の時間になりますね。皆さんの勉強が上手く進んでいますように。後少しで年末年始なので、自分の進歩を調べて、そして来年の目的を考え始めようと思います。毎年の年末で目的を越えなかったと気がしますし、来年もっと頑張らないといけないと気分があるんだけど、最��はもっと現実的に目的を作るつもりんですが。今年の目的をどれくらい当たったのを調べるのを楽しみにしています。
October Progress
This month I spent the most time Reading (I read every day!) and the least time on Kanji. I practiced a lot of Vocabulary, focusing on learning and remembering vocabulary rather than just reviewing a large amount. I reviewed Grammar (both N2 and N3) so that I can try to make the usage stick in my mind.
I realized that I really can't do passive Listening, which I tried to do while doing mindless work, because I don't catch a single thing. It isn't like osmosis either, where something entered my brain without having to try. I was listening to native material (child-rearing info) but it really didn't leave any kind of impression. Active is really the best way for me, otherwise I tune it out.
Study Habit Check-In:
〇 = Great, △ = Decent, ✖ = Not Great
Read daily - read something almost every day 〇
Write sentences 4 times a week - I wrote sentences more like once a week which could be better △
Review kanji and vocabulary flash cards daily - lol no ✖
Review 1-2 N3 grammar points weekly - reviewed once a week 〇
Learn 1-2 N2 grammar points weekly - learnt 2 N2 grammar points this month △
Listen to 1 podcast a week - yes! 〇
Continue to work on hiragana with my son - writing is going well with しまじろう drills to supplement his reading practice 〇
November Goals
As the end of the year approaches, I want to wrap up any goals that seem doable for the end of the year. I tried earlier in the year focusing on one area of study (e.g. vocab, kanji, reading) each day, but since my days are so busy that has kind of fallen apart. I'd like to continue to try to balance my study so that each area receives somewhat equal attention, and then start looking forward to my plans for 2025.
Goals for this month:
Continue working through Sou-Matome N2 workbooks
Continue practicing with Sou-Matome N3 drill workbook
Continue working on Keigo textbook
Finish working through various borrowed Japanese textbooks
Finish one novel this month
Continue with small daily study habits
Continue with hiragana writing practice
I wish I could spend long hours just practicing Japanese whilst wearing a comfy sweater and drinking hot tea, but unfortunately life doesn't allow that, so I will keep trying to fit in my study where I can. Wishing everyone the best of luck during your journey to the JLPT!
何時間連続勉強しながら暖かいお茶を飲みたいんだけど、それはなかなか無理です。そしてできるだけ日本語を勉強しようと思います。皆さん日本語能力試験の勉強頑張ってね!
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related to last reblog: Maizuru going from addressing Senshi as “dwarf” to calling him by his name
#she also calls Holm ‘gnome’ after mistaking him as a dwarf and he corrects her#which is not great lol but an improvement#dungeon meshi#senshi of izganda#maizuru
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I'd like to bring some appreciation to those people in the undertale modding community who have the patience to add new rooms to the game. Because in preperation for adding the first new NPC to my mod, I'm adding some new rooms to the game. And I thought it'd be easy but OH-HO-HO! Was I wrong! Because every tile EVERY TILE Has to be placed...
ONE BY ONE!
Starting from the TOP corner EVERY TIME! INCLUDING ON MULTIPLE LAYERS MAN IS THAT A PATIENCE TESTER OR WHAT- And GET THIS!
The tile layers? they ARENT tile layers! They're ASSET layers that happen to hold tiles!
the ACTUAL tile layers dont even work!
Make no mistake though, once you know what you're doing it's well worth it. So yeah, prey I dont lose my head over this LOL
#undertale yellow#uty#undertale au#undertale#uty mod#haha i just wanted to complain i guess#progress on snowdin is happening#i havent finished Elsie's sprites yet...#...but i have a stamp for her letters#which yeah#she sends letters#modding is fun#difficult at times#but fun#anything i learn while modding could possibly be translated to Game Maker itself too#so thats something#i usually use godot but learning game maker because of this is great too#always great to have options#Doing this might even help me improve upon my “skills” designing environments#or lack there of LOL#i'm bad at environments rn#but i'll work on improving#here i go rambling in the tags again
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it's occurring to me that I might hate my art slightly less if I used brush stabilization literally at all
#my current method is use the 'wobbly' brushes I've made for sketching and the stabilized brushes for lineart#which would be a great method if i lined things literally ever#maybe i should switch to using the wobbly brush just for warmups#(cause it does feel oddly freeing to use it)#(to just be like okay here's my shitty lines deal with it)#and then use something with a touch of stabilization for sketching#idk i might just have to accept that since I have fine motor issues I'm never going to be Skilled at drawing in that way#and i should focus on the parts of it i Can improve#instead of just getting discouraged and hardly ever drawing (which is sort of antithetical to improvement lol)
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she’s actually like, not even in the least favourites atm??
#she hasn't tried to eat any chickens#AND she doesn't piss on the floor in the cat room unlike budgie#so she's like solidly in the middle#which is a big improvement from dead last#she also has remarkable recall and hasn't yelled at any men recently#great job mil#only took 7 years to get here#as i type this budge has just jumped up for a really cute cuddle#which gives me the guilts LOL#maybe miller still is second last#miller#dogs
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I will never get over how well a spiked collar fits his design so here’s this, anyways it’s 4am I should probably sleep
#sorry can I just gush about how much I love this particular drawing?#I did the thing where you darkened the background and it did WONDERS to my colour theory#like I am so in love with the way I did the colours for this#and I was hyped like the whole time lol#I also played around with effects and stuff which I usually enjoy doing but it turned out great this time#improving my art is so exciting lmao#hades game#zagreus#hades fanart#my art
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oh tws hanjin (their chinese member) said he got into kpop bc of cha eunwoo and svt and that watching jun and minghao is what inspired him to actually want to be an idol himself 🥺
#honestly as far as chinese kpop idols go junhao have done very well for themselves...#a big part of that is svts close relationship#but also pledis has done a better job than a lot of companies about balancing junhaos chinese and kr schedules over the years#which i honestly think says more about most companies mistreatment of their cn idols than it does like pledis being great#bc there are definitely improvements pledis can make in that department lol#BUT what i was going to say is i hope hanjin does well in his kpop career and that junhao can give him advice about being a cn kpop idol <3#and i hope pledis doesnt drop the ball on him#melia.txt
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its been so long since ive learnt a new "skill" and honestly yeah, training frustration is actually good... i feel fortified now lmao
#the skill is trackmania#i cannot express how useless this skill is irl however trackmania is great for distracting myself#and also for being frustrating but rewarding when i improve#and theres obvious improvements! i can see myself going faster when i go back to old tracks!#and then i can also practice reveling in my achievements which is something i need to do again lol#wmposts#the part i find really funny about this is that for years i thought stardew valley would be my type of game#then i got it and it turns out its not#but then i download trackmania on a whim because its free#now i got 20 hours on it because its totally fine to just play 5 minutes of it unlike sdv's save style which forces a certain amount of tim
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oooh you know what i need is someone to make me a french-language mix cd (or whatever today's equivalent is...a spotify playlist i guess). one semester in college we had this hip young teacher on exchange from france and she made us all mixes with then-popular french music and had us listen to it in class and try to write down the lyrics. there were only like 18 songs but i've been dining out on those for years. probably time for some new blood.
#last weekend i was like let's put on some french music. what should i listen to? how about...an mc solaar album from 2003 <3#which was great but maybe i should try to update my library a little lol#french#music#my posts#it was a good exercise but i was so bad at it. she played repenti by renan luce for us and then asked us what it was about#and my buddy was immediately like 'the mafia' and i was like WHAT????#lo and behold. it is very much obviously about the mafia.#i've got some room for improvement lol
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Not getting any younger and I can’t help but to feel like life is meaningless (for me at least). Feels like I’ve been stuck in a rut for nearly 10 years tbh and nothing’s changed lol
#txt#not sure what I can do to improve things for myself 🫠#there’s no community for me anywhere lol#and I find it difficult to make and keep friends lol#which is partly my fault probably#and like I do want to find someone and get married#but that is particularly hard when I’m always very uncomfortable around men in general 🙃#and honestly most men I’ve met has not been so great lol
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This is frankly a silly amount of ribbons to be given when you haven't earned them. I do think it's weird that conformation shows still give you ribbons when you're the only dog of your breed to show up. Is he the Best of Breed or is he Only of Breed.
#no love in group but Arthur showed well for a puppy at his second show#I'm ... a bad handler lol. But it was my second ever show too so we will both improve#Arthur's breeder had a friend of hers take a look at him and he said he IS a quality puppy#They're a very hard breed to show and the smart thing is to give him to a pro handler but NO I'm not sending my dog away#I'd rather neuter him than not handle him myself. I got him for ME to show#Anyway the first group judge was really impatient and I don't think she liked him#Second group judge we think did actually consider him for BPIG because he kept looking back at him even when other puppies were going around#so maybe he would have been second choice?#Anywho he we got to go in the ring 6 times which was great experience for us
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ONE MORE CURIOSITY POLL!
#bonus points please tell me which ones (if you have any)#i have Apple for the overflux and the griffin skin#i hate the pet skins bc i have visibility disabled (that's why i made that poll earlier lol) but i love that this one changes other mobs#DEEPLY considered the warden helmet skin but. i dont even have a warden helmet 😭#i dont buy them often bc 1) i rarely like them and 2) im trying to be a responsibly adult#but it turns out. spending money on things you like does improve your mood slightly#even if it is literally useless#having cash is great i love you job. plus i like my job yippee#chat#sb#i never used polls much even tho i promised i would so you're getting poll blasted#got boring watching all mine be 90% ''see results'' so the simple solution is. if you dont play skyblock you have no voting rights 😁
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i also got a sewing machine i have entirely less, closer to none really, experience w sewing as compared to drawing/painting.. but its time i shall learn !
#🍒#first i gotta patch up the holes in my socks lol#then maybe i can work up to relining my faux fur coat.. the pockets are ripped to hell and back.....#im so excited though i will be able to wear clothes i like ! that are what i want no Buts Ifs or Whats besides my skill which will improve!#a great christmas for creative me#i got a lot of stuff that i wanted..... i am very grateful.... and the best way to show that is to employ/use the shit i got...
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Ok there r some pretty big things I wanna fix with the first chapter of ITNL, but I don't rly have the brain for that. Putting it on the backburner.
Might fuck around with chapter 2 tho. Just maybe.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#desperately need a revamp for chapter 1 bc it's good at its core but it was also written and posted all in one day#and U can tell. a lot of early itnl was like that.#man at this rate im treating the fic as a whole like a WIP chapter#aka im going to be going thru it all and doing incremental changes and touch ups#all in this separate doc. current version of itnl will remain until i have it all smoothed out#ill let u guys know when i actually get around to doing the mass edit changes#again im not changing the overall structure of the story. just addressing some internal inconsistencies#and canon innacuracies#so like itnl is good as it is but im going to make it Better.#the perfectionist in me is showing its colors lol. but 75k isnt that big of a deal to edit tbh#especially since everything's already passed the general grammar and wording edits#taking things from passable to Great#yes this is making itnl 15 take longer than otherwise. but i think itll be worth it.#given that ive recently reread trimax in its entirety#there are a lot of things i remember better. so a lot of things to fix with itnl.#plus im in a better state of mind to dig my fingers into the grit of it and write things Well#getting back into the ITNL story by improving it so that it's the best it can be.#which will get me back into the groove of it. so when it comes time to write itnl 15#im going to be a well-oiled machine. and i can churn out something that does the chapter justice.#this is a major turning point of the story. i Have to do it justice.#all i ask is that readers be patient. xoxoxo love y'all
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no, More active effort, More conscious consideration
#boo we HATE your [the implicit perspective that anything taking less effort / less thought is Good / an Improvement]#and it's like Getting Good at anything. Some element does become easier to navigate successfully?#great so now you can forever move on to devoting more conscious effort to Another element / really further evolutions of the same process#build on whatever understanding. if you realize something you thought was Correct seems not to be?#congratulations: it was inaccurate / too limited all along but now You know that. Better#thinking about [effort] thinking about [communication] means emitting a psychic blast doing all the Languaging of honing ideas#and b/c interactions are two way streets you get no guarantee anyone will listen / put effort into considering what they're picking up#it's a delight when someone Does happen to feel you're worth effort but everyone could be doing that on principle. they are not lol.#some actually not [jfc] comment on an akd interview like#they speak w/such precision they're used to not being listened to or understood like#well we'd have to ask them ofc but i won't even argue w/that concept lol#having One Chance To Get A Word In Ever like but you don't really when ppl misunderstand you which is an inevitability#and then made more likely by any number of factors. including not considering you worth the effort of Trying to understand#if they misinterpreted what you're conveying no they didn't; that's just What You Meant. double empathy style#gotta be out here figuring out The Approach when the outlier is ppl who do Not [only think you're worth effort as An Obstacle]#alleging how when you like urself you will now Earn Friends like the more i respect myself the more idc if i'm Interpersonally Beliked#the interpersonal relationship that Is guaranteed relevant of ''we're both people in the world & so already in relation in just that way''#i love to Socialize by being in public ''alone'' like clearly no i'm not & like getting to take up my bit of space / do my bit of a thing#while this fits into everyone else also having their presence; doing their thing; is >>>>> being with a group as its nth wheel for no reaso#the effort of what communication works w/what person in what situation#the effort of what navigation of the inherent mutual effect of your sharing [whatever System (like; physics style)] works out best / better#when ppl imagining this are still limiting it to Certain Interactions b/w everyone anytime as the ''ideal''....#sesame street was out here like. sometimes there's people wanting to be alone / who are ''unfriendly'' & they're still part of things#once again it's like kermit thee frog knows what's up. mister macabee old timey barkeep what should i do#furiosa as well lmao i should watch fury road again. i can sense it#you can't have much of a chitchat with her. and yet
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