#where lies happiness?
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A key problem I’ve seen bandied about over and over is that Y’sthola doesn’t have a “character arc” and that she is a very static character--she has no growth because she essentially came in without any flaws that could be fixed over time in the narrative.
Characters don’t need flaws to be good characters. But in the absence of flaws, what they do need is organic motivation. Y’sthola ostensibly has a motivation: she loves knowledge and wants to learn more to sate her own desire for information about the world. She’s literally a ham-fisted “curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back” metaphor.
The problem with this motivation is that no reason has ever been given for it. Why is she so driven to pursue knowledge? What made her choose this path? What events in her life led her to this specific course, when we meet her sister who behaves in a totally different (read as: much less self-sacrificial) way? What made her leave her family to study with Matoya and then leave Matoya to join the scions?
At her core, Y’shtola is characterized by her lack of prevailing connections. She has essentially no backstory other than “has a sister and studied with Matoya.”She has a family but never spends time with them. She loves Matoya, clearly, but still made the choice to leave her to join with Louisoix. Why? Although she’s friendly to all the scions, she still isn’t given any of the truly personal relationships that mark the other scions’ stories--she doesn’t have a Papalymo, a Minfillia, or a Moenbryda to truly “humanize” her; Matoya is the closest, and Matoya is a side character at most.
To be honest, I don’t care about learning a ton more about Y’sthola’s search for knowledge. It’s a typical and, in her case, criminally under-developed motivation. What I do care about is why, surrounded by so many opportunities to connect, she remains quintessentially a stray cat.
It seems to me that Y’shtola’s story would be much more interesting if it was not about this or that arcane magic she can learn to advance the plot, but instead about the deep and personal struggle between individual desire--endless pursuit of knowledge to sate one’s own curiosity--and the abiding desire to belong to others, to forge meaningful connections even if that sometimes means giving up on some of your personal, lone pursuits.
If you are never satisfied, can you ever settle?
Y’sthola’s "character arc” shouldn’t be about intelligence. It should be about wisdom: the discovery that the road to enlightenment might actually be the road that leads you home.
#Y'sthola#ffxiv#ff14#Final Fantasy XIV#character musing#just some thoughts I was thinking tonight#and I guess I should say#I don't mean this in the sense of#'powerful female character gives up dreams to have a relationship'#I mean this very much in the Ahab and Moby-Dick way of#'sometimes endlessly pursuing a personal aim leaves you bereft'#'sometimes your own desire denies you peace'#what value is knowledge without meaning?#what happens when you've learned all there is to learn?#where lies happiness?
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…the Lies of P brainrot continues. I love them so much
#my art#lies of p#p lies of p#lies of p romeo#lies of p carlo#lies of p spoilers#AUs where everyone is alive well and happy my beloved
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get freakay with it
#hm. anyway.#suggestive#i think. at least.#911#911 abc#gave eddie his mustache at the last minute bc EYE also deserve happiness#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#i think i've made vague enough who's doing who but if you know me you also do where my heart lies ❤. peace and love.#fanart#digital art#comic#rabisco
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how clare managed to lock down the two strongest warriors of her generation as mums.
a claymore fancomic.
#the manga claymore literally completed in 2014#its nearly been a decade since it ended#and of all times the brainrot strikes now#i havent read this series all the way through since i think 2016#the sword lesbian brainrot lies ever dormant#anyway this is an au where everything is fine and i decide the rules#everyone's happy#clare claymore#teresa claymore#irene claymore#claymore manga#teresa of the faint smile#manga#stillindigo art#comic art#teresa x irene#fancomics
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Got into Street Fighter in the last few months (and old woman yuri)
#street fighter#juri han#chun li#sf6#chunjuri#kimberly#cammy white#ed#comic#please please please im in a vast desert where only street fighter yuri ft. juri han can cure my thirst#its because they are women the lukejamies have soooo much im happy for them but like. im starving.#hdjajfnsbdns#the last 3 sketches are studies from the game btw... its so good for referencing bc of the Muscles
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Redid my Max design!!!! Also enjoy a lil timeline of her and her appearances!!
#rlly rlly happy with this#also yes I hit her with me ‘character gains weight as a show of them healing and being happier’ beam teehee#mostly associating this kinda stylized design with my au I’ve been posting on ao3#once I finish the current fic in the series for it I wanna now write one where she does the chopping of her hair lmao#so gotta find a place to fit that in da timeline#thinking of giving her double exposure design glasses idk yet#snails ramblings#max caulfield#life is strange#LiS#life is strange double exposure#lis de
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Jane Marple's 2001 Feather Motif Ring
#ive checked the jm tag for months waiting for a fairly priced angel ring and finally i found this beauty <3#i love the tiny details like the writing on the side and the fleur de lis on the ring#id have loved one of the rings where the wings stick out but from what a mutual told me (hi ribon <3) theyre very very fragile#alas 20 year old plastic does not hold up well#anyway v happy#jane marple#lolita fashion#my pics
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#masadai#snap chats#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 2#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#daigo dojima#masato arakawa#snap sketches#things that were meant to be a quick stupid scribble I Hate It Here#lil baby thing in between comms cause I Need My Fix#anyway no as i was drawing this i started cakclnig cause i reminded myself of that comic i did where he DOES smash a glass over his head#the prequel.... rbing that so people know what im talking about hang on#wait i lied i cant rb it i already srbd <- did so last year#still accidentally found out that that post is a year old now... happy birthday ....#anyway goodnight. for twenty minutes
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I love my character in The Golden Rose so much. His stat screen is basically like
#the golden rose#he's a sweet anxious marshmallow with minimal combat skills who mostly talks his way out of trouble#which makes it extra-hilarious#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)#also this game has managed to join the like. four things Ever. where I've liked a human fighter dude LI.#Hadrian is just Very Good#I did have to play his romance on a dude so he didn't start with a clear crush because otherwise the aro Nope fired#but playing a dude makes it opt-in and thus avoids that and now I'm happy as a pig in mud about it#anyway yes this is a game rec
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Charlie: I came out to have a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now
Alastor: I came out to attack people and I’m honestly having such a good time right now
Angel: I came out
Niffty: attack people
#borrowed from artschoolcoloredhair’s batboys post#who gave niffty another knife#where is she getting them#“I’ve confiscated like 20!’’ -Angel dust#gay angel dust#we all need a cool gay friend#hazbin charlie#Angel dust#hazbin alastor#niffty hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel quotes#Hazbin hotel#actually I lied this is very much correct#they would all 100% say these things#and mean them#angel dust needs a hug#consensually#preferably from husk#niffty: 🔪#everyone: NIFFTY NO#Alastor and niffty: NIFFTY YES#We love our tiny psychopath#“do we?’’ -Vaggie probably#also happy pride month#come out#and attack people#be gay#do crimes#niffty’s motto
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Found these on a video about Zoro’s love life
#pretending the first one is saying ‘he’s annoyed with perona’ and not perona slander#’zoro’s happy when he sees luffy’#’he wanted to leave her for luffy the moment he woke up’#’he knows where is loyalty lies’#‘bro’s been luffy’s ever since then and even before’#nobody even brought up luffy 😭#zolu#monkey d luffy#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#one piece
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I think Mutant Mayhem is the first tmnt propriety to make Leo my favorite turtle right off the bat.
Not that I don’t like Leo anywhere else, but usually it takes me like a second rewatch or something to really pick apart Leo’s character in full to appreciate him- and even then he’s usually not my favorite.
But MM Leo is my favorite for reasons I cannot identify.
Maybe it’s the way he walks, his cringe fail personality, I don’t know but I care about this loser so much.
Idk he cares so much abt his siblings despite the fact that they can be so mean to him sometimes. He is also the one who continually pushes to do the right thing when theres nothing (or even sometimes worst things) to gain from it.
Even his attempts at being cool come off as dorkish but it’s charming in a way only little kids can be. In a ‘you’re doing your best sweetie’. Leo is a single mother of three while also being a teenage boy, that takes work.
He’s such a silent but calculating character, ironically when he doesn’t try so hard and does what he feels is right he gets the best results (ie his leader speech, the plan to be accepted, gaining the acceptance of other mutants) for all his fumbling and try hard attitude he has such natural potential it’s insane.
#tmnt#mutant mayhem#mm leonardo#character appreciation#idk I might do a proper one where I go into his character in depth this was more of me rambling#It’s so weird this has never happened#like usually I need to warm up to Leo’s character with a few episodes or a rewatch of a movie#but after the first watch of MM I had the adoption papers in my hand#idk what it is maybe it’s the inner Kinnie or the fact that we see him struggle so hard#like he fumbled the bag so much!!!#he was nervous he was not confident!!! he literally looked to Donnie for every strategic plan#and yet we see him try so hard too#like he lies to splinter to make his brothers happy he snitched on his brothers bc of his honor#Leo literally was at his best when he listened to himself and trusted in his decisions#and obviously if Leo trusted in every decision he made we wouldn’t have a movie and they wouldn’t be going to school#BUT I hope tottmnt look into that where Leo doesn’t have confidence in himself and it makes things harder#there’s so much that happens in the silence of this movie- everyone say thank you to Hanna Cho!!!!#it wasn’t just her but she was specifically credited with the silent expressions in this movie and I love her for that
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All of this has made me feel so terribly old.
#alexandria thornton#warrior wolf#I'm happy now... but I know not where to go from here.#My life up to this point has been fraught with hardship. I have fought through so much to get here.#What do I do now? Have I borne witness to the end of my journey?#What lies beyond for me now that I am slowly becoming at peace with my past?#What future is there to fight against now that I no longer need to fight and can heal?#I am so lost...
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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was vitali ever truly happy in his college years when he was together with nick? well, it's complicated.
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#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:vitali#nuclearocs#nuclearart#he/him pronouns only for him as always i don't think i have to really say that anymore but i'm doing it anyway. hiii#this piece was so difficult to make because of the shading but i think i won??? either way. i love him so fucking much#like overall his college years were really fucking shitty but there were moments of peace. and happiness#and he did in a way really love nick and nick did sort of love him back but they're just. world's most stubborn idiots unfortunately#tried to put like. a very nostalgic vibe in this piece... like those summer nights with friends where nothing else seems to matter#[lies down in a puddle and floats down the street]
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We are eating good today!
#who knows where the ribs came from#but cherry sure seems happy#and alicia's carnations with the mooncakes 🥮🥰#rebuild a city#ts4 bacc#5_22#ts4#ts4 gameplay#cherry woodard#wendell green#jagger denney by saartje77#alden kang by ethicaltreatmentofcowplants#cassie butcher#alicia clement#rose rivers by moonwoodhollow#cora rivers by moonwoodhollow#dawson kelley#skip wild#max wild#dasia wild#octavia li#alyss kang by ethicaltreatmentofcowplants
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