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moltage · 1 year ago

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i've tried everything, different ways, different times, different places. i just can't seem to find my passion for writing back.

#writers block my ass this shit has been going on for years #you love going around telling people that you write when in truth you haven't written anything in ages #i don't even consider myself a writer anymore because it feels wrong to call it that #everything i put out is influenced by something. ifeel like i can never truly be original #a few shitty pieces i wrote at the peak of a fixation don't really count because i've abandoned them too #yes i've written them but im so afraid to associate them with my name #how does one hate what they create so much #yet still want to create #when will it be satisfying?#when will i be like yeah. i like this. i made this. this is mine.#i dont think the problem is language either like sure it can be improved but i can't even write in my own language?#i used to love writing in turkish and peopel would praise me for my stories but looking back at it even that wasn't original #it was never mine #it was always about something that affected me #this is sad its just sad.#writing

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adooble · 2 months ago

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dynamights favorite deku merch

#adooble art #dkbk #mha #izuku midoriya #bakugou katsuki #dekubaku #when you're jealous of your own merch #dea where bakusquad gives kacchan a dekuplush as a gag gift which turns into kacchans favorite pillow.#Insert izuku slowly losing his shit because HE is the og DEKU with hugs far superior that will certainly satisfy kacchan better

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frownyalfred · 2 months ago

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thinking about a Damian who was raised his entire life hearing how much he looks like his Father, how he's the blood son, how he's better than any other child Bruce Wayne has taken in, starting to buy into it like a kid does, only to hit puberty and turn out looking like 80% Talia.

#you know how some kids look like one parent until adulthood?#that's what i hc for damian #he looks like bruce until puberty #as an adult he looks like talia #bruce wayne #batman #damian wayne #talia al ghul #dc #batfamily #thoughts #something something social currency but only within the batfamily #it's a sore subject #and they roll their eyes when damian says dumb shit like this #because they know ra's and talia fed it to him since infancy #but then he grows up and slowly stops saying it #and they have to wonder if damian is disappointed #or if he's grown past caring #maybe this is a wild hc idk #i'm just rambling in between meetings #i KNOW he looks like bruce in canon as an adult #but like #i want him to be 5'8 and look like talia #I find it such a satisfying book end to the emphasis placed on him as the blood son #and I think he deserves to be more than just a bruce clone you know #even if the transition stings

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dreki · 15 days ago

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I wish we'd seen more of her

#not 100% satisfied with this but when am i ever. and i think i've learnt all i could from this piece so i'm posting it now #detroit become human #dbh #dbh fanart #dbh amanda #amanda stern #art #fanart

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olasketches · 7 months ago

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finally got the motivation to finish this sketch

#it’s so satisfying when you finally finish an old wip #ryomen sukuna #itadori yuuji #kenjaku #my art #jujutsu kaisen

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 1 year ago

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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:

There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’

like wow babe. good fucking point

#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point #not a shitpost #cptsd #and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer #the truth is i know why i wasn't loved #i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings #i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing #i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance #the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it #i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer #and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to #you can look for answers and reasons and explanations #but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation #*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air #new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust #like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be #when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole

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rakiah · 1 month ago

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Just chilling with kids at home ✨

(Painting in the back: Enfant et son chien, Briton Rivière)

#twisted wonderland #twst #Divus Crewel #and his kiddoh #personal hc: they’re all female dalmatians #so he can fight Trein at lunch when they’re sharing pics about their precious girls #also I’m dead.#satisfied but dead lol

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misakarose · 1 month ago

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vash + close combat

#trigun #trigun stampede #tristamp #trigunedit #vash the stampede #trigunsource #dailyanime #fyanimegifs #anisource #*mine #*tristamp #*gifs #my beautiful beloved angel boy #I'm sorry but he's incredibly hot when he fights in close quarters #his flexibility and coordination and raw strength #and when he swings his gun to use as a physical weapon?? goddamn #the fight choreography in this show is just *chef's kiss*#and the animation of his hair and his coat!!! is SO satisfying to watch #literally cannot wait for more in s2

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happypeachsludgeflower · 2 months ago

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Liu Qingge comes back to find out that everyone believes Shen Qingqiu murdered him and he’s offended that anyone would think Shen Qingqiu could beat him in a fight. And, as Liu Qingge bitches people out for believing such a ridiculous tale, Shen Qingqiu is off to the side muttering about how he “could absolutely kill that brute if he wanted to.” Liu Qingge turns to him exasperated, grumpy, and annoyed and snaps, “You couldn’t even stop me from killing myself.”

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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Amatonormativity has destroyed so many people's understanding and acceptance of themselves, and it's heartbreaking.

Yes, it is normal to be in your 20s, 30s, or older and not have lost your virginity, had a first kiss, or a partner. It is normal to say that you aren't ready for those things, too! It is normal if your life doesn't follow the "college graduate -> engagement -> buying a home -> 2.5 kids and a dog" trajectory that so many people have idealized.

So many people associate maturity with losing your virginity, or having a first kiss, or a serious relationship, and I think that's a dangerous association. Maturity isn't gained through those things, and you don't have to have those experiences to be considered "mature" or "grown." It is not a bad thing to go at your pace. Nobody else can live your life but you. If you end up having those experiences, that's great! But it should be done because you want to experience them, not because you feel "broken" and "immature" without them.

#amatonormativity #ask to tag (genuine)#i honestly *wish* conversations like this were things i was exposed to when i was younger...#...maybe then i'd've felt less of a need to surpress my aromanticism and asexuality...#...the feeling of brokenness still trails behind me sometimes because so many of us are taught that this all WILL happen...#...we WILL fall in love. we WILL have a nuclear family. we WILL be satisfied with this...#...and that this is the IDEAL for cishet patriarchal structures...#...and that /any/ deviation to the SLIGHTEST degree is that fault of the *individual*. who WOULDN'T want this life?#there's this idea like i said that maturity is gained as you almost... adhere to expectations...#...and that's genuinely dangerous to associate maturity with that and i hope you can fill in those gaps because it can get dark fast

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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playing around w slightly different hair renders

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #yuuji #megumi #cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise #so having him face left is alr a Challenge #but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE #same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson #but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language #u can imagine my distress i am sure #anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333 #i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi #so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours #idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied #fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes #think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal #tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby #one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge #SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash #it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal

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royaltea000 · 4 months ago

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he could not control the class 😔

#tossing my hat into the trend ring #a little sumn in between pieces #got possessed by the silly for a moment #we love an unhealthy codependent sibling relationship #join me on my delusion of every behavior or habit Ludwig has has been ingrained and propagated into him at early childhood by Gilbert #I imagine Ludwig going thru one of his many social interaction debacles and thinking ‘quick Ludwig - what would brother do?!’#and Gil shows up in his head like the laissez faire voice of authority like #burn their fields and salt their crops 👍 [fades away]#do you understand me?#kinda like when mob thinks of Reigen during social anxieties but he comes up with the most useless advice in his head #Gil’s little puppy <3 #hetalia #hetalia fanart #hws germany #hws prussia #aph germany #aph prussia #german bros #digital art #my art #drawing meme #Ludwig waiting for his daily chin scratch for being an agreeable young lad 🥺#on second thought maybe I should’ve done this in more historical clothing #like young Lud being put in charge of his first meeting as like training and doing horribly 😭#general Gil is not satisfied with his performance #do you guys think Gil is a boy mom #discuss

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hajihiko · 3 months ago

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#ultimate imposter #Hajime hinata #Twohina #An art #Sdr2 #sdr2 nagito #danganronpa 2 #Okay long tag rant incoming #I got into a comment thread on ig because I was mouthing off. Dumb of me I know I keep doing this #And it woke up a nasty side in myself that I don't like. Not that I said anything undeserved #but I was getting a little too into the satisfaction of it. And if you let yourself gloat in being nasty #You're more likely to allow yourself that in other situations and imo you just shouldn't indulge yourself in that #At least I shouldn't. Its not about being self satisfied. Anyway. SUCH A TANGENT #I had a little self reflection moment when I woke up and decided to stop being angry at people in my head. Even shitty people are just peop #And idk maybe that makes sense to someone. If this comic is super nonsensical to you dwbi lol #Okay that's it. Tap mic. Thanks you. Tip your waitress.#twogami

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youchangedmedestiel · 4 months ago

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Imo the best ending to Supernatural would have been to just stop with them alive on a random hunt or them finding jobs and living the life they just wanted or whatever.

And then the story just fucking STOP, because Chuck is not here anymore, so they are no longer part of a story they are finally free. And we could still write and read fanfic about how they live after they won.

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heldhram · 8 months ago

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My friends: Wanna go out for a bite this weekend? Me: Sorry, I've got errands to run x.x

The errand:

Those blueberry bushes just ain't goan water themselves yanno?

#non-sims #stardew valley #harvesting them blueberries is so satisfying in this game for some reason is it just me #when them don't fall into those ponds because of how close I initially planted the bushes around them #guess for whom those peppers were lmao #yeah I should probably get sprinklers

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kiwiplaetzchen · 6 months ago

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Character Sheet / Student ID

With the help of some cute Gremlins, I was able to create a Character Sheet / Student ID with different designs for each house for your Hogwarts (Legacy) OC/MC!

Please feel free to use it and share your character(s)! :3 💚💙💛❤️

#Hogwarts #Hogwarts Legacy #HLStudentID #StudentID #HLCharacterSheet #Character Sheet #Thank you everyone for your help #💚#Just a fun little project #that drove me insane sometimes #but this Kiwi loves to suffer #I think it turned out okay #It's not perfect #but okay #This Kiwi is satisfied #(not thanks to A CERTAIN KIWI SLURPING SAVAGE)#(THANK YOU VERY MUCH)#(FFS WHO EATS A KIWI LIKE THAT??)#(LEARN TO EAT YOUR FRUIT LIKE A NORMAL PERSON)#(Bobby would even share his favourite straw with you)#(Because Bobby really loves to suck the sweet juices)#(Bobby is really good at sucking)#(Bobby has a technique that keeps the fruit wet even if all the juices are gone)#(A true master of the moistness)#(Bobby just knows how to run his tongue all up and down a whole sp'kunk)#(Once Bobby starts taking out his flang-diddly to slam it in the flump it's nearly impossible to make him stop)#(When Bobby starts to grab your nootputs by the fleers you know it's over)#(for you)#(Bobby is just getting started Darling)#(Were you expecting me to hold back with my tags for this? lol)

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