#when she was TWENTY THREE
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i feel like i’m going insane each post i see about taylor swift and taylor lautner being such good friends when she dated him while he still should’ve been in high school (i have no idea if he actually was or not but lmfao) is insane to me
#the second i see a taylor and harry post#when she was TWENTY THREE#and he was eighteen. i'm gonna lose my mind i really am#maybe 17 and 19 ain't that bad but to go on into your twenties and still be dating teens is insanely gross#to ME anyway. i guess. whatever#anti taylor swift#just in case. i GUESS.
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#my little brother is engaged :/#don’t know if any of you remember me posting about the whole situation like 8 months ago but i feel soo weird#and sad because i want to b happy for him but he’s six yrs older than her and she’s 19..#or i guess twenty now maybe whatever i feel so aggh. and he moved to a different country so i just feel like i’m never gonna see him again#like i knew this was coming they’re both super religious so i was like yeah they’re going to want to get married and have kids fast but.#it just feels crazy. i know that’s selfish but i have such a bad gut feeling about it that i can’t shake#but i can’t do anything about it so. idk. i just feel so lonely when things like this happen because i don't have anyone outside of the#family bubble to talk to about it. and obviously everyone else is like super happy for them. and it's not that i don't like her! i just#don't really? know her? at all which feels weird because we are a very close sibling group and i feel like i know & get on with my other#siblings' partners. i think it's partly like i just don't ever hang around people who are under twenty so she feels really young to me#which isn't her fault obviously but. do feel kind of scared for her getting married at twenty so she can start having babies.... idk idk#and obviously on top of that it's my younger brother so it does feel a little salt in the wound that he's moving on with his life and i am#counting it a win these days if i don't want to kms every three minutes#god it just sucks lol and i can't talk about it 2 anyone so i am venting here
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pov youre having another meeting with the annoying academics & this person in the back looks kinda familiar
#im abt to reread network effect just for this does she know what it looks like???? do you think shell ever find out what happened?????#my dream for leonide is for system collapse to irrevocably alter her worldview and she finds herself unable to do her work as efficiently#cause shes constantly wondering what the secunits are thinking about the people etc etc she starts trying to make conversation with them#she ends up getting rescued by mbs humans again when the secunits take over the be ship and leave her on some colony#and then when shes unemployed (because she lost sm equipment or whatever) and forced to take up a job at pumnt they do tell her#& then she doesnt talk to anyone for twenty days#(also shes fucking. like so much.) (<- in any fic writer is taking inspo. please note)#the murderbot diaries#system collapse#system collapse spoilers#leonide#three#my art
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FFXIV Dissidia AU where Omega summons the champions to do battle in order to understand what mortals fight for.
Cloud got pulled away from a date at the Gold Saucer so he wants to finish this- NOW
Anyways, I just thought this squad would be funny because these are arguably the most popular Final Fantasy games. Which is also double funny because everyone but Cloud is from a new gen FF game. Also also Elysia already knows Noctis and Clive because of those crossover events so... the dynamic is fun.
I will make more screenshots of this because I have soooo many ideas for the squad's dynamics. Like, Clive is the quiet responsible one, Noctis and Elysia are having wayyyy too much fun, and Cloud is just... broody lmao. It's also kinda funny how Clive, Noctis, and Elysia are all royalty or royalty adjacent but Cloud is just a normal fucking guy.
Also, this group's main foes are Sephiroth and Zenos- aka psychopathic pretty boys who are obsessed with their respective heroes.
#wol elysia vespera#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshots#dissidia#final fantasy#ffxiv dissidia au#cloud strife#noctis lucis caelum#clive rosfield#elysia is the second oldest in the group lmao#cloud talks down to her like she's a teenager at first and elysia is like “i'm twenty three so put some respect on ur senior's name”#also clive and elysia getting traumatic flashbacks when noctis and cloud use summons
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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wiress with cats.
#that’s it that’s the post#im kidding i’m going to rant in the tags now#wiress had a cat before her games who was a descendant of the cat her mother had. basically there’s a whole family tree for these cats.#and when her cat dies after she wins the cat already had three kittens.#beetee has beef with these cats. like i’m not kidding. the first time he came over and met them the original one scratched him#and he never got over it#wiress realizes that her cats literally hate him after a while and sits them down (the cats and beetee) for her version of an intervention#on one side are the cats and on the other is a grown man. they are both glaring at each other.#then wiress just leaves them there. like straight up just walks out.#beetee is very skeptical he doesn't think him staring at three cats who are glaring at him is going to solve their rivalry#and wiress is just like trust me on this and honestly beetee is just curious at this point. skeptical but curious.#(it works. beetee never questions wiress’ problem solving techniques again.)#the cats stop scratching him which in itself is a miracle. now it’s only when wiress turns away and they go back to glaring at each other.#idk something abt a guy who’s usually practical having beef with cats is really funny to me#also once they start dating and wiress starts spending the night at beetee’s house i feel the cats are like#“stop stealing mom” “where did mom go” “what did you do to her” and so now the cats hate beetee again.#it’s a vicious cycle#atlas (the first victor from three) also has cats but. he has like twenty. there’s so many cats. beetee is surrounded.#(he’s a dog person. he has never told wiress this. he’s kind of scared to.)#anyway i’m done#i promise i can be normal#sometimes#wiress#wiress thg#the hunger games#thg#district 3#beetee latier#dayne’s wiress thoughts (TM)#dayne’s beetee tag
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Okay, who kickstarted the return of the Mareach baby fever? Because I logically shouldn’t post even more Expectant/Parent Mareach when I literally just posted one such fic two days ago but DAMMIT NOW I’M IN A MOOD.
…in my defense, for all the crap I’ve posted, I still haven’t given my fankid a name. 😅
#I mean. she HAS a name! but it sucks and it’s corny as hell and everyone else’s fit a lot better#have y’all seen some of my fic titles? titles and names are NOT my strong suit#when I was 12 I made a fankid for tobe and jing-jing from pucca and I fucking named her DEBORAH#(all my love to the deborahs out there! it’s just… not a good name for the fankid of two korean-chinese characters. y’know)#I have only marginally improved in the fifteen years since then#also! remember that wip I posted last week that repeats the word ‘door’ like twenty-seven times in three paragraphs?#you guessed it! also an expectant mareach piece#then one about mario just tiredly babbling to his little girl to keep himself awake and peach eavesdropping because it’s the cutest thing#and then one where they debate whether firebrand will be passed onto their kids since it was a power gifted explicitly to mario#rather than innate magic passed through generations by birth like peach’s powers#and these are just the ones that I’ve got at least partially written. there’s so many more I keep coming up with and they all SUCK#heeeeeellllllppppp#peaches screams into the void
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sometimes i feel like extending the kindness you can, when you can, is the only thing there is
#two days ago on the train home from work there was a woman next to me with three very young kids.#she was trying to keep them in the seats#exasperated and tired and yelling.#trying to make a phone call as the kids swung on the handrails and did cartwheels in the train car#i wasn't trying to listen to the call but caught that somebody had died in a station.#I tried to mind my business for a few minutes;#the kids bounced around as their mom tried to wrestle them down and took a swig from a bottle of vodka in their wagon.#when there was a break in her phone call i said “this is none of my business but if you want me to keep the kids busy I can try to help.”#and she said “you're not gonna be able to. they're being real bad. but you can try.”#so I took some post-its out of my backpack and folded them tiny paper cranes#(I tried showing them how to fold cranes but they were far too young for fine motor skills.)#I stuck post-its to the seats and gave them my pens so they could scribble and draw.#I told them I'd draw them anything they wanted if they sat in the seats while I drew.#I challenged them to a breath-holding contest.#When one started showing me that he could do cartwheels in the car aisle I asked him to come sit down and I could draw him doing a flip.#All in all I think they ended up more or less in the vicinity of the seats almost all of the time and having some kind of fun -#I almost missed my stop. I gathered my pens and pencils back from the kids and picked up the post-it confetti from the floor#and when I was putting my helmet on and grabbing my bike the kids waved goodbyeand the mom looked grateful#and told the kids to all say goodbyelike clearly they were in rough times#like clearly they were in rough times#money. health. holding on#there is so much I can't give#but I can give twenty-five minutes
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Fun fact about us: we really, really like doing crossovers, whether between different Things or just between different AUs of the same Thing. We deeply enjoy throwing things into each other and seeing the relative "normal" interact, tinkering with different potential outcomes of the same general thing, fucking around with culture clash and alternate realities, and all of that fun stuff.
Unfortunately, we also get into flavors of media that isn't quite finished a lot, and we often really want to throw together AUs that we have to write ourself together with things, which means that we're nearly constantly running into the same handful of roadblocks: it's really hard to write about stuff when people have no idea what you're talking about, and it's also really hard to write about stuff when you don't know half of what's going on.
This means that a decent chunk of our writing that is finished tends to stay in drafts - fics based on information that needs to be revealed in stuff we haven't yet written, fics based on media where half of the things we need to know aren't yet revealed in canon, and similar situations easily make up our second most common category of "finished but unpublished" and "finished except for That One Thing" fic (our first most common category is "we need to come up with a decent opening and writing a good hook is hard")
This is, of course, a hell of our own creation. A problem of our own authorship, that we still consistently fail to escape because of our sense of pride and unwillingness to turn out anything that isn't at least half-decent. Similar to the way that we force ourself to reread any media that we write fic of for the sake of accuracy before we can publish it. It makes things take longer, but allows us to ensure quality - though it may hold us back from a certain degree of self-indulgence, mischaracterization is the thing that bothers us most, and if we release a misreading or mischaracterization, that'll haunt us more than any level of soul-baring ever count.
Anyways, all of this is to say that peak self-indulgence for us looks like an isekai Dungeon Meshi/Runaway to the Stars crossover where we stick a handful of characters into the dungeon and let them just kind of cope with that for the forseeable future and the only thing stopping us from doing this is a sense of pride and the fact that Runaway to the Stars doesn't actually have finished & published books right now.
#we speak#writing#no clue if thisll go in the tags for either of those pieces of media. tag search is very inconsistent on that.#if you're looking at this from a fandom tag then hi#this is the same force that keeps 99% of our hbg fic in development hell and the same thing that keeps our multichapters in limbo#if you see us say “we're writing something” and then we don't post it then theres like a 80% chance that its one of three things#either we couldn't make a decent intro we ran into a “need to post this before this” error or we ran into a missing info error#assuming that we didn't get stuck on the reread ofc#sometimes this will also make us into a massive hater because we put large amounts of effort into making things Consistent and Functional#and then we run into authors that Don't do that and we're like “what the hell dude why is your world so sloppy theres holes in here”#the problem is that we unfortunately probably thought it through more than you and now we're in the pit again#anyways. do you guys think that the dungeon could spawn monsters that are edible for talita if she got hungry enough in there#can the dungeon manufacture centaur macromolecules. could talita eat dungeon meat. could the dungeon make centaur safe meatplants#we answer this question in twenty years when rtts is done and published and we can finally write fic for it
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Idk I just think this lil hc of mine is dope so hey why not draw it hahah
#pokemon#champion iris#trainer hilda#art tag#anyways some stuff hahah#first pic is around the events of bw#second is like.. three years after bw2#so idk if im doing the math right its like a five year difference hahah#anyways anyways#i am a firm believer that puberty will hit iris like the isekai truck#even if we do or dont go w the hc that shes related to leon i want her to be tall like him#she deserves it hahaha#also#do you see my vision now when i say that she looks dope in drayden's clothes nckxnd hahaha#also also#first pic theyre like fifteen second theyre twenty#in case anyones wondering why iris is cussing and yall hc her as like twelve cbmdnd hahah#unova kids
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Then she asked softly, "How long?" It took the entirety of his three centuries of training to keep the devastation, the agony for her, from his face. "Two months, three days, and seven hours." Her mouth tightened, either at the length of time, or the fact that he'd counted every single one of those hours apart.
#Rowan Whitethorn#Aelin Galathynius#Rowaelin#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Chapter 35#Two months three days and seven hours.#the fact he counted Aelin to the hour#Two hundred three years twenty-seven days ago.#Heir of Fire quote paralell#break my heart#She ran her fingers through her hair its strands floating around her in the water. Still too long for two months to have passed.#They healed me after each ... session. So that I stopped knowing what had been done and what was in my mind and where the truth lay.#Erase her scars and Maeve stood a better chance at convincing her none of this was real.#But the healers couldn't remember how long my hair was or Maeve wanted to confuse me further so they grew it out.#Her eyes darkened at the memory of why perhaps they had needed to regrow her hair in the first place.#Do you want me to cut it back to the length it was when I last saw you? His words were near-guttural.#No. Ripples shivered around her. I want it so I can remember. What had been done to her what she'd survived and what she had protected.#we went from The shame I’ll carry until my last breath to But if it was death seperating us I would find you.
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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.
(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)
#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it#there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again#but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned#so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot#anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account#or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one#or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun#just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake#oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess#god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit#and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave#and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so#which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh#but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose#that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10#and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in#we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of#next week we'll likely be 4#depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel#sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere#but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg#a day in the life of..
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ffs rebecca THREE YEARS OLD?
#did you shunt the child away out the womb? the second rook died? like#when did when rook die again when mc was two?#like you didnt ev en wait one winter??#like i get in a way -- she lost her soulmate but#it cant have been easy ... but.#sighs#twc#rebecca twc#well this good to know#twc holiday magic#three years old and the detective can be anywhere from what 20 to 30 when the story starts?#3rrew lmao 17 - TWENTY SEVEN years without a consistent mother and just you pop up and are suddenly like hey.#whew#hm#again. idk what i would do. but three years old#and i feel it would be one thing if rebecca were a parent who was struggling to stay afloat. where it was a combo of mourning and no choice#but idk man#just three years old!#smh
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called my sister and she told me she’s read twelve books this year and her new favourite food is pickled gherkins and i told her today me and two of my friends had a group nap in my little double bed and i think your twenties are good actually
#such objectively silly dull things and yet they spark joy#like three of us squished in one bed and feeling comfortable enough together to fall asleep like that#or my sister falling back in love with books for the first time since we were little#and she’s such a serious person too so imagine my delight when the books she loves are FANTASY#and i explained a bit about what my books are about and she understands the lingo bc she’s on booktok now#everyone reverting back to their younger selves a little in their twenties to embrace everything ur teenage self tried to kill methinks#hella goes to uni
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i just realized sydney adamu is like, ian gallagher’s age. how the fuck.
#or she might be lip’s idk#i feel like ian has always acted like he was older than that#like i always forget he and mickey are in their twenties#or that he was twenty-three when he got married#he went through a lot really young so it’s surpising that he isn’t much older because of his maturity level#like he’s technically gen-z also which is wild#shameless#ian gallagher#sydney adamu#the bear#gallavich#he was 24 at the end but he just seemed older idk#not like REALLY old just a bit older
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people interpreting the "1950s shit" as "taylor doesn't want marriage and kids" instead of "taylor doesn't want to be a housewife and stay at home mother dependent on her husband" drives me insane. taylor has always been super vocal about wanting the former, she just doesn't want to have to stop being her own person with a career and dreams and talents! this is so basic and yet 80% of this fanbase can't understand it. (probably because they DO think getting married and having kids means a woman ought to stay home and behave herself and be a domestic servant 24/7. i can already see the concern trolling thinkpieces from "fans" when she goes on tour after having kids)
i will say there WAS a level of sexism in assuming every guy taylor dates is who she is going to marry and have kids with. not every person you date is going to be the "marry and have kids" with kind of person. even if you DO want marriage and kids, it is normal to date around and find the partner that you will connect with and trust enough to marry and have what is effectively a lifelong commitment with. like i see a lot of people scoffing that it would be sexist to remark on her dating life as if she's going to marry and have kids with every guy she meets just because she WANTS that, guys, so it's okay! no. it's fucking not. it WAS a weird "1950s shit" moment in itself.
ultimately, the "no deal, that 1950s shit they want from me" can mean a lot of things. i think the line is signaling taylor is done with input on her love life from strangers, no matter how well-meaning. i think "but daddy i love him" further shuts this down: she wants to explore connections with boyfriends who could become potential husbands without everyone screaming at him to marry her. because uh. that's really fucking weird! it's really abnormal! wanting to marry and have kids is one thing, having the entire world butt in and potentially ruin something because they're pressuring him to marry her asap is another.
there's definitely a weird vibe all around, and it sucks that taylor is put in this weird position where she wants marriage and kids, but every relationship has that pressure put on it right away. she doesn't get the chance to play it cool early in the relationship and feel out the vibe of it. & having every guy you date know tat you want marriage and kids before you can tell him yourself HAS to feel weird and invasive.
there's sooo much nuance in this that i kinda wish people would understand that a normal girl who wants marriage and kids doesn't have it blasted to the entire world, giving her freedom to explore each relationship on its own terms.
#like it keeps ringing in my head that matty took advantage of something pretty much EVERYONE knows about taylor#that she's wanted marriage and kids#he told her he'd give her that#and so she willingly left joe to explore that with matty#and he ultimately ghosted her leaving her with her ruined reputation from his own actions#idk! the fact it came up when she was twenty fuckin three that she one day wants to marry and have kids#was also very weird#we don't know her timetable on this#we don't know what she wants with travis#we don't know travis's own wants#let them explore it on their own#finding it cute is one thing#getting involved with their timetable for marriage and kids is another
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