#what the fuck is wrong with meeeeee
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not me crying actual hurt tears over a roleplay ending
#this is the worst hearbreak i swear to god#these characters mean the world to me#what the fuck is wrong with meeeeee#roleplay#mal rambles#ive never felt this hurt in my life#someone sedate me
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I'm crying, my fanfic update is 10k words, what the fuck is wrong with me
this is disgusting.
I'll post it tomorrow.
Jesus Christ.
#it barely moves the plot too its like the most indulgent filth ive ever written#and its disgustingly sappy and melodramatic too#what is wrong with meeeeee#blue lock#ryusae#ughhh#ryusae chapters are always so fucking long#next chapter is kunireo and some nagireo#yay for the nagi fans#ill try not to butcher ur man again but no promises#i do not know how to write nagi
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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im sorry to anyone who has tried to love me or be my friend, only to find out I'm an inconsistent piece of shit
#there are people i haven't talked to in months but i can't get myself to message them#i don't fucking know whats wrong with meeeeee
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misreading a social situation and overshooting it and becoming so filled with shame you think you need to throw up and go to bed!!!!!!!
#THATS SO HUMILIATINGGGGGG IM GONNA THROW MY PHONE IN THE FUCKING OCEAN DUDE.#full body chills. what is WrONG WITH MEEEEEE
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Can’t sleep because I’m so IRRITATED!!!!!
#all I wanna do is play travel town but that game wants 10 dollars for just opening it#and I miss him more than usual which is so fucking weird and annoying bc I’ve been doing fine for a while now#everything is just going backwards???#all progress I’ve made with my mental health and lifestyle I’ve just completely reversed??#what’s wrong with meeeeee#I don’t wanna start over!!!!!!
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new work schedule published!! i think my manager is suicide baiting me
#<- joke but tell me why she’s always fucking me over#i can see other people’s schedules i can see that my schedule consistently sucks in comparison to everyone else in my same role#i’m gonna talk to her when i get back just to be like hey girl. what the fuck is going on#very concerned that something is wrong with what i’ve been doing in admissions and she’s not telling me to avoid confrontation or something#but like she very much is barring me from my only opportunity to make commission compared to other people#and my fucking knees hurt my back hurts. i don’t want to be standing 5 days in a row for 8 hours a day#i know i’m being a baby about that but she gets to sit all day long. she’s not in a place where standing or sitting matters to her#it matters to meeeeee
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This middle-aged brunette man is giving me heart palpitations
#I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MEEEEEE#he looks like he was trying to check his phone but accidentally opened the front facing camera#also I can NOT take the skull and crossbones on his buttons you goth bitch#FUCK#cr: cor
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Like i would really love to draw but im so frustrated and my brain feels WEIRD. i want to think about my guys but i cant stop thinking about literally anything else. I feel anxious. I kept breaking down over nothing and im being lowkey a shit friend. Idk what to doooooooo
#I DONT WANT!! TO DO THIS!!!!#LET ME DRAW!! I DONT WANT TO GET THIS WAY OVER STUPID THINGS I. JUST!!!!#lord i am so bad at talking to people guys im so sorry to vent i literally never want to do this on here but. augh.#idk whats wrong with meeeeee idk how to do thissdds#AUGH AUGH AUGHNAUGH#talk tag#vent#fucking hate that tag
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😞.
#was dreaming about chan... like i cannot deal with this 😭😭😭😭😭#and i woke up bc my parents were leaving again lmao 😭#i'm alone again#and now i'm fucked up bc of that dream#and i feel like i'm going to cry#i want a hug what is wrong with meeeeee 😭😭😭😭 oh this is foul#my heart feels so 💔😞#☹️ why did i have to dream abt him like that...#i feel so sad 😭#i want a hug 😭😭😭😭😭😭#dl#li.txt
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I had a mini comic idea so here's an actual human looking concerned William sketch from it (he looks like a wet cat here too)
He's starting to look less like the evil villain he is and more like he has emotions every time I draw him is that a problem-
#fnaf#william afton#artwork in progress#now why do i want to give him a pat on the head and comfort him something is wrong with meeeeee#also the comic idea in case i don't finish the sketch soon is this#Henry gets mad at Will for something and after William tries to ask what's wrong#he gets fucking slammed into the wall#but it's fine because he's like two inches away from henrys face and isn't entirely bothered#by him being angry with him#so he gets flustered and zones out on what Henry says entirely
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can someone pls explain to me why i feel so sick to my stomach and like i’m fully exiting this plane of existence at the mere suggestion of romantic and/or sexual entanglement like wtf is wrong with me
#i used to be fucking married and that was fine lmfao#and i’m definitely not aro/ace which would honestly make everything make a lot more sense but alas no#i think i might just have to accept that i’m deeply traumatised haha#which fucking sucks mostly cause idk how to fix it#what is wrong with meeeeee#cas speaks
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Ah ! Customer ! I don giva fackh
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#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#guess who got kicked from the groupchat bc ig i just dont make the fucking cut for their elite inner circle!!!!#meeeeee :33 i did :333#happy april fools day to me! the biggest fucking fool#tonights big loser#not gonna get into details actually bc for once im sad and not mad and i need to take the time to relearn how to process that#ngl! doesnt feel good!#we ball i suppose#actually no i am kinda mad bc tell me why#this friend group thinks theyre so cute for all being so possessive over my bsf when SHES LITERALLY MY BSF ???#they dont even live in this state like what! youve never met!#and im not possessive at all but it does rub me the wrong way when you try to call urself her bsf or exclude me from talking to her#like know ur place r u fucking serious??#bestie lets it slide bc ohhh thats just how they are ohhh theyre joking ohhh i think its funny to watch them get jealous#i fucking dont!#its fucking disrespectful#bsf sending me screenshots from the game theyre all playing together#and i had no clue they were playing bc i was kicked from the gc and never received the call!#actually kinda so shady my bsf didnt say anything to me abt jt#like u send me a ss of the game ur playing ofc im gonna wanna play w yall but u didnt even ask#and my bsf who prides herself on the fact that she “tells me everything” didnt even think to#a) tell me i was kicked; b) tell me WHY i was kicked; or c) tell her friends i shouldnt be kicked ??#like damn yall dont want me around so bad the least u could do is lmk#there was not a SOUND in the gc i was just kicked#liek ok thanks!
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why can't I do this
#I wanna interact with mutuals#let me let me LET MEEEEEE#fuck me bro what the hell#:(#ive been feeling weird......this sucks#so sad! oh well#vent#I guess#whatever#I should probably limit my time on here until im better. for my sake#I mean. ive already been doing that#its just. sad#usually when something is up I know why! but nothing happened and ive still got this fucking dread eating at me and weighing me down!#it sucks and I hate it!#ugh#I feel pathetic. why am I sad over literally Nothing#ive been feeling wrong for a week and I dont even know why#how horrid and sucky and lame
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#i just wanna know whats so wrong with meeeeee#why am i so broken why cant i get fucking better#why did i get so damaged to the point of no return#i feel like an alien in my family i see all of them being outgoing extroverts with a so many friends#and im here like a goddamn loser scared to talk to anyone exhausted just by saying hi#and i know i know i know its the trauma#its the fear#but fuck for how much longer is this gonna keep going#and they act like this isnt hard for me#it is dude#i feel so lonely and tired and i want to connect and that desire makes me feel so fucking pathetic#why do i want people while im so scared of them#and it hurts so much its unbearable#i keep suffocating myself and denying myself of everything#because i hate myself and im not worthy of love or staying for#so why would i even give it a try when i know damn well the outcome#they are just gonna leave because thats what everybody did. they left#and the problem is obviously me right. im the only constant#so fuck me i guess! ill be alone forever!#because if i do let someone in again and they leave again i wont be able to keep going i swear to god#so i just close myself to everyone#god even to my best friend. i feel like i annoy her so much and i hate myself bc i love her a lot but i always measure myself#and regret everything i say bc i want to die die die#she deserves better lmao#and anyway if i do kill myself everyone has other ppl and they'll keep going and it'll be just fine#i cant stand this anymore dude i cant#everything keeps coming back i feel like im 11 again and depression is looming over me and choking me and pulling me down#and im locked in a room and i cant escape and all i see is how bad i am and how i just need to fucking dieeeee#anyways#anyways i dont even know what this was
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