#what’s wrong with meeeeee

[fastorslow]

Can’t sleep because I’m so IRRITATED!!!!!

[unstable-bagel]

Today was my last official day of high school. I honestly don’t know how I feel about it. It doesn’t feel like it was my last day. Next Saturday I graduate. Idk how i feel about that either. This whole month is basically just me being stressed every single day, while also not feeling much of anything, while ALSO feeling every single emotion all at once.

It’s like my heart is going: OH MY GOODNESS EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING SO FAST ITS SO SCARY AND CRAZY AHHH WHAT DO WE DO WHAT DO WE DOOOOOOOO

And then my brain is just: literally wtf is wrong with you, it’s Tuesday. Why are you freaking out

My heart knows what’s going on but my brain can’t comprehend or process anything that’s going on

[todayisafridaynight]

sometimes i get nishiki i really do

[alsojnpie]

w when the. when you. look let's just say that some things are embarrassing. for example: feelings.

[ybcpatrick]

got cocky last night thinking i felt better. went to work this morning with a pep in my step and all the swagger in the world.

guess who's back in fucking bed.

[zappedbyzabka]

[kindnessoverperfection]

Me: I can't admit to having a rough time. That's so embarrassing. Seeking support from someone? Pfft nah, they'll be so annoyed with me. Asking them if they want to hang out? Nooo don't do that, they'll just feel stressed out and obligated, and you'll come off as desperate and annoying :/

Me: ....I wish they'd reach out to me instead. Why aren't they reaching out to me instead? They probably don't care about me.

Friend: Hey Cyra just checking in, are you doing okay?

Me: ....This is a test. If I say anything except "nope I'm doing great! :)" or "kinda ehh day but I'll be okay!! [states something positive and immediately changes the subject]" then they'll think I'm a loser and stop wanting to interact with me.

Friend: Hey do you wanna hang out? :)

Me: Oh god. Ugh. If I say no, they'll be all hurt and possibly upset with me, and the relationship will diminish. So I'm obligated I guess. Obligations suck. Why do people have all these expectations of me :/ I'd better stop trying to make friends with people, or they'll control my entire life.

[sexologii]

Leah talks too much she’s getting on my nerves 😭

[rinhaler]

just written my first 10k+ fic on this blog im so sorry everyone im the worst

[smallandalmosthonest]

i go basically years without having a panic attack and then for some reason i hit such an incredibly dense mental wall and i stay in bed for ten days and the thought of interacting with a human person (replying to time-sensitive work emails! answering low-stakes texts from dear friends! checking tumblr messages!) makes me literally tremble and hyperventilate like okay my own brain can you chill for five minutes

[bugmistake]

misreading a social situation and overshooting it and becoming so filled with shame you think you need to throw up and go to bed!!!!!!!

[jarael]

>Attempting to write smut

>gets blushy over foreplay scenes

>goes straight(lel) to the fucking

>we can come(lawl) back to the foreplay later

[stvharrngton]

me trying to pull myself together and write something. anything

[turnedpalefromlackofsun]

I was saying to my dad isn't the point of marriage is to have sex and the point of sex is to reproduce?

And he was like "WHAT??? NO!"

And then he disappeared

Now I'm just confused. I don't understand relationships or the point of them but I'm supposed to get one soon 🤔 sometimes I think I get it but I really don't

[artisonal]

Guys heeeelp

I saw a Wednesday keychain plushy at Walmart and thought it was mumbo jumbo 😭

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

i need one of those dumb youtube videos like ‘sex therapist dissects roman roy’ so i can get free therapy for myself