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YOOoo I was trying to find guitar tabs for the song in Phantasm where Jodi and Reggie are jamming (couldn't find tabs), but I stumbled upon a playlist of the Phantasm theme sampled in different songs, and a bunch are like hip hop/rap, and hoLY FUCK IT GOES HARD LIKE THESE.
Site: https://www.phantasm.com/music
Original theme:
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Earliest sample shown on the site (the guitar in this fucks):
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Fun 90s sample (Master P!):
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2000s sample (they also sampled it in the 90s too):
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Modern 2010s sound:
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So yeah, that was really cool to find. I learned the theme on guitar again and had a different kinda jam sesh with those playing lmao.
#long post#music#phantasm#phantasm 1979#horror#rap#drugs#n word#i already knew theres a really cool retrowave remix on youtube by nightcrawler but im keeping this to similar genre#the phantasm site has the links to metal ones too#but this was like. whoa. never thought about it sampled w this kinda sound#prob bc im thinking of it in a horror context but it reminds me of i got 5 on it (tho obv that one didnt originate from horror)#tbh its prob just the era and the synths used and the 70s/80s had a lot of iconic horror and music#((esp seeing how retrowave/synthwave became a whole thing that i adore))#but im no music historian im just sharing what my night was like#my teeth are fucking killing me rn i has my trays out for too long bc i was scared of my tooth#and ofc the trays made a crunch when i put it back in my mouth so im scared about it damaging the new tooth#idk how tf im supposed to pull it out off that tooth now. what if the pressure of ortho movement cracks the tooth?? hhhhh#im prob due for more tylenol by now i should just go to bed#anywayyyy#Cori.exe#Post.exe#video#btw if u havent seen the movie. you should. i love it. one of my fave horror movies#brotherly shenanigans. besties jamming. gender fuckery. vampiric orb. interdimensionality. laughs and scares in good measure.#what more could u ask for tbh#Youtube
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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btw mapicc's everything today reminded me so violently of s4 ro and s4 dualities in general but if i think abt it too hard i will Actually Cry as i always do when it comes to dualities so im just gonna joke abt mawn and ignore it for my own sake ^-^
#lifesteal spoilers#like oh my god is this agonizing#dualities devotions team awesome#the callbacks just kept HAPPENING#please stay silly ro please#like login and die to a warden while zam streaming and spend the rest of the stream distracting him from his Lore by being . roshambo .#thinking abt s4 makes me so unbelievably sad bro#s5 too tbh but like its different#s4 devastates me bc of team awesome#s5 devastates me bc of spacewaffles#both make me sad thinking abt ro but he in general makes me sad bc hes a terribly lonely character#which is why i want him to play the damn server w jumper and rek#like please stop ruining your own life for once im begging u#just do like one thing w jumper and/or rek#just one#its all i ask#or fuck it idc just go back to mapicc like u always do just dont have another season w an underlying theme of loneliness#...more than his newest video already has him isolating himself 😭#like jumper cares for ro so very much it hurts my heart#i cant help but rly rly think that even if subconciously#she is seeing what she could never have w vi in ro#like what happened w vi Changed Her and like all she wants is whats best for rek and ro#and to be able to be w them as HER teammates
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do we think the stosh reunion will be devastating…… i do
it will be... ill hate it.
josh is having ptsd of the last words stef asked him while they were making their last love
#stef has had enough of trying to receive josh's overthrown pitches#it's !#OVER !!#now josh stands outside his window like a wet dog#staring.#replaying those last words stef said to him while making their last love (if u could even call it that)#is it in yet..#... yes my sweet prince stef#pls jsut one more chance#...#safe to say. im not rdy#but tbh im not bcs i feelnlike it'll be very pr esque#which eill hurt more than a heated exchange of words bcs they'll act like what they had was nothing#when they both know it's still something#ARGH#oct 6... divorce court finalization...#im not ready friend...#.. im Scared 😭#josh allen blank stare 'this is all i got' face when stef asks if it's in#shoutout beloved moot for showing me this im disturbed
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I think I would need to reread the first book to really commit to this opinion but imo some of the horror of book!claudia is that she really is a terribly inhuman monster. she was a vampire child, so she never learned to be human. she was a vampire child so she'll never grow up and fulfill that potential. companionship is a necessity for her because she can't look after herself and that makes her bitter and disdainful of people who want love for its own sake, especially in the context of Louis and Lestat, who damned her to her current state to fulfill their own emotional needs. it's a stark contrast to show Claudia, who yes, is a vicious mass murdering vampire and has fun with it, but is otherwise a lonely woman who craves companionship and understanding because she's a person. Her beef with Louis is still about his failure to prioritize her and his assorted bad idea relationship choices but the undertones are so different and I really feel like the tragedy is that he didn't put her first and not that he could never have made her happy no matter what he chose.
#tbh i think claudia in the book is perfectly capable of love she's just furious all the time#but there's definitely a particular monstrosity/eatrangement from humanity#which in terms of the other vamps. lol maybe she's just honest!#howevvver#i say again u would not catch her getting love bombed into a theatre cult#she is simply not vulnerable to that particular trap#at the same time i think it honestly was about book claudia. at least more than it's about show claudia. she engineered a situation where#louis had to choose and he did! she had the opportunity to make up with lestat basically whenever and she didn't because she was furious#and unwilling to put up with him.#valid! but imo a much less desperate situation than claudia in the show#who is also i think dealing with a much more serious betrayal#like tell me if i'm wrong but book claudia clocks that he won't give them up without a fight from the get go#in kind of a game recognizes less competent game kind of way#whereas show claudia really thought she could show up and ask louis to leave with her. and if he agreed that would be that#and i think the violence she receives and witnesses in return is what really ruptures their relationship for good. she was mad about the#diaries and the boyfriend and the general state of her existence but unlike book! claudia i genuinely don't think she'd have tried to hurt#him if he hadn't done that. whereas book claudia would gut him for funsies#maybe even a little affectionately if he didn't make her too mad first. however it's lestat he was always going to make her mad moot point#god i love show claudia but book claudia really is an absolutely singular character i should reread just for her#either way always thinking about Her#press says iwtv#interview with the vampire#the vampire claudia
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[non cannon blooper fodder] leaf i can taste the feeling of being unborn. i think i either just met god or someone that god has forsaken. someone all-knowing who still watches and scorns and cries out for mercy and remembrance in the layers of reality hidden to men, and burns all who lays eyes upon it. anyways how's your day been
whatever happened to starting a conversation with hi, how are you?
#mn bloopers#[you could call this a canon ask if you really wanted it to be tbh]#[glad yall r having fun with my friend the Horrors ♡]#[i haven't been able to do shit lately but hopefully we can get an update of our own in soon. big things happening irl]#[ie MOVING its been crazy]#[but its been REALLY fun to see the progress and events yall have been finding with mod carrion and xen :3]#[theyre phenomenal with The Horrors!! im excited for u guys to find out more of what they have in store]
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📻 for liliana!!
YAYY YIPPEE. GIRL WITH SO MUCH WRONG WITH HER <3<3
it may be 9 minutes long but it's nine minutes of BANGERRRRRR
I have it more towards the end of her playlist (i put them chronologically bcause i am unwell) but it honestly could fit in the beginning too with a slightly different interpretation. BUT.
That first 3 minutes of slow quiet build is grief and betrayal and uncertainty. and then the SONG BEGINS and we get PISSED OFF. It's the slow steady pursuit of What Comes Next. It's dead laser focus and taking back what is yours. Its the flipflop between doubting what all of this is for and reminding yourself that there is nothing else you could possibly do, because doing nothing is simply not an option. It's pulling yourself back out of the pit and getting face to face with what wronged you and saying 'Did you think this would have no consequences?' And also it's got a good lil dose of the legacy of a Name in there which. yeah.
Send me a 📻 and get a song from an oc playlist!
#ask#oc#liliana#THANKS <3. the symbiosis of send ask>rb ask game>get ask>repeat is smth that i've noticed fading with time as tumblr just kinda..#..works different i guess which is tragic. but anyway YIPEE HORAYY#her playlist has a lot of like. very obvious songs that i chose to ignore bcause i want a chance to Yap#and those are like. the curse the longest johns. yeah. what else could it possibly be. you get it#also this song bangs so fucking hard dude. sometimes i forget how banger the amazing devil is. band of all time tbh#i love liliana sm. shes so specific i could talk about her forever. liliana that woman that u are...... .. .#i need to DRAW HER. i havent drawn anything more than some doodles in forever fuck this masters degree dude#i need to draw. my ocs
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"3 things you want to know about me" HMM... top 3 favorite fictional old men? :P
TOP THREE THIS IS SO CRUEL.... HOW'S A BITCH MEANT TO PICK. But okay, FINE. XDD I'm picking ones who've been around the longest heh
1. Leonard "Bones" McCoy! I've loved him since I was in single digits watching TOS on my grandma's tiny portable kitchen TV heh. Absolute smokeshow, gorgeous accent, the works. I love one cranky doctor!!! He's smart, he's got heart, I adore his humanism and his friendship (and more!!!) with Jim, and oh my god, his blue blue eyes. And his forearms. And his EYEBROW and his fluffy hair!!!
2. Sartauvoir quo Soranus of FFXIV IVth Legion! He's a sadistic pyromaniac whose favourite pastime is burning people alive, and he's p obviously in love with his superior Basch van Gabranth (pictured here smooching his BEAUTIFUL FACE) who died 30 years before the bit of the game Sart is in. His bit of game is heavily Ivalice-based, hence the Basch heh. He transforms into a giant fire monster during his duels and has a penchant for summoning phoenixes and time magick fuckery, he's so much fun and is my absolute beloved. He has truly like a total of 20 minutes of game time and not a single cutscene and I adore him with every fibre of my being!!
3. This is a toss-up, but forever loves must win out: Doctor Cid, of FFXII! He's one of my fave kind of characters - super smart scientisty dudes who are a bit morally dubious and also antagonists 🥰🥰 I love the way he speaks, his beautiful nose and how chubby he is, and his stupid long thighboots and his super active way of gesticulating andandand- well ofc his relationship with Vayne. Obviously. And his little purple tie and his greying hair and WELL. HIS EVERYTHING.
#ask quail#old man bone zone#THIS WAS SO HARD HAHA#Thank u for the ask!!! 💚💚💚#I tried not to go on my sartbasch and cidvayne manifesto but what's a girl to do lol#I also managed to not pick more than one xiv guy although I have another three I could have listed immediately:#Lyon rem Helsos and Menenius sas Lanatus also from bozja with Sart!#and Gaius van Baelsar my other main biggest xiv love!!#and then there's Quintus van Cinna and Varis zos Galvus my other problematic faves.....#tbh they're all problematic faves cos xiv fandom has a problem where they equate all Garleans with being nazis???#which is one of the main reasons I have so much of that fandom blocked and all the tags muted here LOL#ANYWAY THANK U AGAIN FOR THE ASK!! 🥰🥰
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13: One of your favorite 80’s songs
do you know how hard this was to narrow down 😭😂
#tbh there's so many songs that i've heard on the radio a hundred times and know by heart#but could not tell u who they were by#or what decade they came out exactly#so this is not a fair question at all lmfao#but it's not like i really needed MORE options to choose from#(thank u for asking tho :p 💖)
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Thoughts on curly haired medic... my Jewish heart needs it. for my health and wellbeing
YESSSS it's so good tbh... honestly one of my other favorite "technically canon-divergent" design things, right up there w mullet Sniper and afro Demo and all that. It's what he deserves
#the stupid superman curl is like one of his best design things to me tbh. like a) it's easily recognizable and makes depicting him easy#and b) it's cute. what more could u ask for#ask#anon#tf2#medic
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#mmmmmm debating buying a new pc#theres nothing wrong with my pc atm lol its just i have the opportunity to rn#and my pc isnt quite powerful enough for some of the things that i want to do like 3d modelling and larger games and video editing and such#esp that i'll be doing increasingly more of over the years#plus if i do get one then my current one wont go to waste i think id give it to my sibling since hes always mentioning#how he'd like to get a setup like mine#whenever shes over she goes on my pc to do speedruns lmao#like its good mid-teir pc its worked well for me#so its not desperate#i am debating getting a new laptop too this one is like 4 years old and is starting to show it#but idk im very much a 'use it till its dead' guy#like my phone's power button has been broken for like half a year so it hasnt turned off in months..... but i cba to fix it#like i GUESS i could get a new phone but ughhhhhh do i really have to it works fine#anyway i guess i should ask some tech guys about this i found some good ref websites#em if u see this lmk what u think i should do lol im pondering#i think tbh i might hold off for a bit before i get any new big purchases but i may get some small things like new clothes that#i need and such idk lol#that or id sell my current pc idk but im sentimental lol
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Wait does Cedyes actually become a thing? I only follow the webtoon
i have not caught up with the novel (impossible for me to since there's over 800 ch and theyre not all translated) so I can't say anything about where the novel will go and what the "endgame" will be but as far as I'm concerned that's not important... as far as I can say, yes and no..?? TWSB isn't classified as a romance or a BL, so yeseo likely won't get a romantic "love interest" whether it be gay or straight, and my guess is the bond btwn the main trio will be akin to platonic soulmates... I can guarantee that yeseo and cedric won't be making out onscreen or anything... but at the same time imo if ppl don't pick up on the LGBT undertones (specifically with Cedric) then they are not reading it right (/lh i don't like to say anyones interp is "wrong" but... this is like saying killua isn't gay kdbfmd)
I'm just gonna give the answer I gave before and that my guess is it'll be like ORV where no it's not explicitly a BL, or romance, but YET its so extremely and soul crushingly romantic and they end up winning the 2023 tumblr yaoi awards over spirk and sasunaru (this actually happened
#sorry for the long winded answer idk what to say#yes and no#i am legally obligated to say no but#yes#yesyesyesyes#ask#o sidenote if u want a slightly more serious answer#i think an obstacle to cedyes actually becoming a 'thing' as u asked#is just the sheer force of yeseo's aroace spec flavor of obliviousness cnnfnfffh#so its more onesided ced->yes pining from what ive seen... yeseo doesnt even have a clue abt how cedric feels tbh#but i do genuinely think cedric's crush on jesse/yeseo is real#at the very least its canon that jesse is a deeply precious person to him#and he feels healed and understood by him and would do anything to protect him#and there are often moments where he's like. taken aback and flustered by jesse in a way new and confusing to him#i genuinely think its accurate to interpret it as a first love#like u COULD. if u reallyyyy wanted to. interpret cedric's love for yeseo as purely platonic. but why would i do that when their scenes are#so unbearably romantic...#twsb spoilers#ALSO READ THE NOVEL BLEASEEE ITS SM BETTER THAN THE WEBTOON I PROMMY
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Bought one of my lil nephew giannis shoes for his birthday bcs he loves giannis and these are some of the ugliest fucking things I have ever laid my eyes on in my life. anyways it's his bday today so i gave them to him. but they are so ugly. he loves them
#i am not a sneakerhead#i wish i could be . finacially i can be. but mentally i cannot#i am not a car guy either. i could. but i cant mentally#bcs the only time id get smthing pretty is to look at it. and keep it safe#and then id want to km$ for not using smthing thats intended to be used bcs i hate wasted potential#once i got these rlly nice shoes#ive worn them once when i was trying them on#and i hate myself every day for doing that but also i just cant get them dirty#BUT I HATE THAT#some ppl can do that. they get a million things and only use it once and yea i COULD but psychologically i just CANT#im friends with a lot of sneakerheads and chain wearers and while i cant mentally make myself one#i can understand why they can#like ppl always wanna excuse not helping ppl by pointing at the stuff they already have#like oh u can buy urself a chain but cant buy ur momma and u a nicer place to live#like ok so credit scores are not existent then. especially when ppl use that phrase against ppl growing into crime like#yes they are making money now but is it good clean money? no. thats not gonna go into smthing long term n hefty like a house#chains are a rlly big thing bcs sometimes some jewelers just dont ask questions. hence bmf's jeweler getting roped into their crime schemes#any business can be like that btw. like michael jacksons doctor getting paid to kill him. the difficulty lvl just changes#and also. random ppl make fun of the stuff they can see or hear right in front of them#random ppl can and will make u feel bad abt any little thing they know or see the best bcs theyre assholes like that#u wear shoes all the time everywhere. thats more and more eyes noticing how old/dirty ur shoes are#or ur cars old n busted or ur phones a fucking android like it doesnt matter. the more ppl can see. the more theyll know#the more sensitive u get abt whats actually small to u at the start but big 2 them n then it gets big 2 u#anyways yea so like. i get it. i dont do it but i can see why others do#anyways yea these shoes are so ugly lol like i dont buy merch of my favs unless the style matches mine personally#he just liked them bcs they were giannis tbh n then i pointed out they were modeled after 1 of the jerseys#which made he rlly want them a while back so i surprised him today#but yea these things are ugly lol im glad he likes them but ew LMFAO
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literally why the hell am i always so anxious to call out of work
#marine myths rambles#like... worst that could happen is they fire me for calling out too much. but then i get to find a new job (is not too fond of current job)#(mostly bc of how the higher ups treat their employees. i actually quite like most of my coworkers n the actual work isnt tht bad sometimes)#(i just think the owners dont fkn know how to properly compensate or take care of their employees. its kinda wack. anyways.)#i guess i just need more ways to say tht i cant come into work bc i feel like im repetitive#literally as i was typing the last tag i got a message asking abt when i can make up the hours. like...#i offered a day tht works for me but apparently not for them bc its too many hrs for me in one week?? idk but im just like.#what do u want me to say. im already working extra days bc i was asked to. n u want me to make up the hrs im missing??? huh???#imagine if i quit rn. (i wouldnt bc id rather have another job lined up before leaving my current job if possible. but the thought is There)#anyways off topic as all hell but im thinking abt changing my url should i just do it n not say anything? would anyone care even?? lmao#would love to hear any thoughts and opinions (abt both the url and my work sitch if uve got em tbh)
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i have literally nowhere else to put this i apologise for the spam. the absolute best thing to come out of s3 trent is without a doubt the fucking earnestness... like in s1-2 he always came across as a very self-assured kind of guy, who knew how he came off (ie: intimidating) and enjoyed it. but seeing that paired with him being silly + completely relaxing in certain company??? pulling ridiculous faces at vodka + scrunching up his nose when he smiles @ colin + making the most ABSURD 'i really wanna say something right now but i feel like im interrupting' noises ive ever heard in my fucking LIFE??? its like. he is cool as shit and he is self assured AND he can make dumb fucking sherlock holmes jokes and dance ridiculously. its like!!!! he's lame but he's also not bc he's exactly as confident in being lame as he is being cool. do u see the vision. he has killed the part of him that cringes!!!! its just.. that unshakeable self confidence that u see in his fucking swaggers into frame includes all of himself + his different moods and eccentricities and that's just so based to me idk. unironically live ur best life wear the loudest combination of prints and patterns and primary colours uve ever seen in ur life while espousing the virtues of extended museum hours!!! contain multitudes! get silly with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ted lasso spoilers#combined with james lance's hc abt trent's past its just. like!!#the growth from 'i can't be what you want me to be so im going to be Better than them + tear them down'#-> 'i know my reputation so im going to lean into that + be ruthless + intimidating' ->#'actually fuck this? fuck this! im just gonna be me and if anyone has a problem w then L To Them I'm Actually Living'#also this is just my hcs at this point but like. i do think ted helped a lot w the latter part of this process in so much as. ted embodied#someone who was Visibly weak + vulnerable and had no armour/no sense of self preservation#(the opposite of trent's persona) and made no effort to change anything abt himself to prevent attack. obviously ted has a lot of social +#class advantages that make that less risky for him than it would be for others but like. u get the drift#and i THINK. seeing how without that armour/facade ted was able to be rlly direct + earnest w connecting w ppl#like asking an interviewer 'what do u love?' and rlly genuinely wanting to know the answer#and bc TRENT was specifically in the position of 'i could fucking destroy u rn and u wouldn't put up a fight'#that kind of. shifted his perspective a bit? like. damn what would that say abt me if i wrote a hit piece on this guy rn#i disagree VERY strongly w the idea that trent's more positive character development moments happened ONLY bc of ted (i don't think that's#true for anyone in the show tbh) BUT i think ted's presence at a pivotal point in his life was what helped him confront the fact that#at this stage in his life all his intellectual armour was doing was making him into someone Mean rather than just incisive#like. 'is this a fucking joke' is not cutting journalism. u get me??#and arguably that's a fine and even safe choice to make when ur younger and have no support/reputation backing u up#but after decades? its like man wtf are we doign here if were literally just living preventatively#smth smth i hope i am not just a tumblr blog to u but a blog who is inventing the brain chemistry of a sitcom side character#w each new episode they watch. trent crimm is my best friend irl i know he would have scorching hot takes abt each new season of survivor#and would earnestly heckle the jury and final 3 alike
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maybe I don’t deserve friends honestly
#Maybe I am being unreasonably#And asking to be put first whilst not putting someone else first as well#Is that what I’m doing?#I won’t allow for inconvenience#I’m busy#im relaxing#Is that what I’m saying?#What if everyone asked for more grace when they disappear for a couple days though u texted them#What if that happened to me with everyone I talked to?#Well I mean no ones as reliable as ur best friend anyways so#I don’t think I’d mind it tbh#But I have people I connect with in real life too so#Right now I’m just chilling#with a beer#And it’s feel normal and not isolating if I wasn’t going through this conflict with a friend rn#Whilst taking breaks from it cause it’s a lot to handle even though I’m being nice#It’s really emotional#I could try harder#But me trying isn’t satisfying enough#So what am I left to do
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