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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 1 month ago

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his therapist woulda had a field day at their next appointment

#my art #doodle #fanart #resident evil 8 #ethan winters #i think its so funny that he has a journal in re8. not only does he have a journal but he illustrates it. i dont know if capcom intended to #imply that ethan stops every now and then to jot down the horrors and the hour that the horrors occur my guess is prolly not #but now its there and it makes me laugh. i shouldnt laugh at his mental health journey but i am anyways #shoutout to people who journal i wish i was you but instead i draw a guy feelin my emotions for me #but im so happy the sun goess away at 5pm. truly immaculate. i miss snow. but we stay chillin #i made more dear diary doodles but these were my favs n they went well together #i changed the entry in the 2nd one though cause i thought it was funnier to me this way #i cut my hair too short again im not even sad about it anymore like whatever man #at least its out of my way. and my shower was SO fast i got to stand there 5ever and it was still only like 15 minutes #fantastic. there are so many joys in life. theres twice as many horrors but the joys are definitely there and they are definitely joyful #anyways thats the post stay warm n cozy out there gang

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ruporas · 7 months ago

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it's time to go, my love (ID in alt)

#vashwood #trigun maximum spoilers #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #ruporas art #been in a very bad Art rut lately... the fatigue is finally catching up so i turned to my very trusty muses #to bring me somewhere. somehow its vol 10 i always return to. though i thnk this is the first time im posting v10 art #i have so many in my drafts but this vol always made me emotional. It's been a year now so my emotions #They've cleared up. Somewhat.#i think i just delusioned myself into a place where ww is always alive bc i draw him well and healthy all the time. his death is such an #essential part to the narrative though... i'll never be able to run from it completely :']. anyway. im not too sure how to elaborate my #Thoughts on this one but i am quite Happy with the blueness of it all.

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soadscrawl · 9 months ago

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i already posted abt this somewhere else but i was infodumping abt voltron to my best friend last night and went to rewatch the "i cradled you in my arms" scene so i could remember it properly and i paused right after lance said he didnt remember anything and im fucking pissing myself this is a man that is truly defeated like he wanted lance coming out of the healing pod to be like every fanfic where they have a crazy romantic reconciliation post healing pod and it simply did not happen. if i were keith here id flee the country. the look of simultaneous pain and confusion and emptiness is impossible to articulate. going thru every stage of grief at once. how they managed to fit this much anguish in so few lines is beyond me. and all over a man who listens to weezer and uses axe

#Keith get up ur embarrassing me #soad.txt #not art #voltron #klance #when i watched voltron for realsies for the first time in 2022 i remember being like damn klance aint shit i dont get the big deal #now rewatching it 2 years later im like FUCK KLANCE GOT HANDS #i dont remember if ive posted this before but we as a society dont acknowlege how insane it is that keith #well known for now showing a lot of emotion/having a hard time connecting with people #was practically on his hands and knees going I CRADLED YOUUUUUU #keith GET UP #anyways

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fridgrave2-0 · 3 months ago

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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au

turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else

now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident

also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out

#turbo #turbotastic #fix it felix jr #80s boyfriends #hammertastic #headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT #and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s #this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it #turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun #and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out #he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details #and calhoun to just know about it #this just gets worse and worse #they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping #and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back #like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you #and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac #i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator #so yeah turbo HATES his ass #(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive #anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this #he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse #and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo #bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things #sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now #wreck it ralph #wir

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m00ngbin · 2 months ago

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HEY HI HELLO!!!

AY(OYM)!!! What a time to be alive

#cataclysmic level teru event happening now today. RIGHT NOW TODAY #have YOU ever wanted to be pelted with rocks*? have YOU ever wanted to get so upset you have to throw your device and pace around your room #every other minute? well boy do i have a fic for you #read And You (Or Your Memory) today! right now!#anyways IM SOOOO SO EXCITED TO READ THIS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #EXPLODES #im finished talking. finished talking FOR NOW.#i have to get to the actual fic so you have like a minute of peace before i start losing my shit #i dont know who im talking to tbh with you. ominous anonymous you #anyways #byeees!!#*emotional rocks. but if you want you can be pelted with real rocks too. it adds to the experience

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kristiliqua · 10 months ago

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CHUNSIK MY BELOVEDDDDDD

#im korean american and BRO #when i tell you that i was so fucking excited and happy #i actually cried bc i got emotional thinking about it all 😭#the language i hear everyday being shown to an international audience n shit :((( waaaahhh its so cool man #my culture as well :(( i was so fuckin happy (i shared so much random korean shit on my twt LOL)#i died when q said he had a surprise for acau and mentioned the eggs bro #like holy shit YES A KOREAN EGG 😭😭😭 ITS ALL I’VE EVER WANTED BRO #I USED TO PRAY 😭😭😭#i love chunsik sm he’s such a polite lil gentleman :(((#he dug tina n her horse out when she fell in a hole …#placed blocks when she missed a jump to a ladder …#and opened a fucking door for her 😭😭 he’s such a sweetheart #i love him sm u actually dont understand #anyway normal tags now LOL #qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp chunsik #chunsik fanart #chunsik the egg #qsmp korea #he is my everything 😭🫶#my art

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ahbogman · 6 months ago

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fates intertwined

#i am not well #finished reading noragami at 2am #the emotional DAMAGE #definitely ended better than i expected but now i feel so empty😭😭😭#im so sad that it’s over #noragami #yato x hiyori #yatori #yatogami #yato #hiyori iki #noragami fanart

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magentasnail · 7 months ago

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OPENING COMMISSIONS !!

hello I hope you all are proud of me I finally made a commission pricing sheet !!! it only took several months (it's still bad but too late) !

also you can get a tbh-like creature if you want:

I get a lot of requests and never have the motivation, so at least like that I can make some for those who really want one!

I intend to take the commissions on ko-fi, so you can check them out there, or DM me here!

thank you !!

#hopefully this isn't a bad idea #i really dont know what im doing #i thought the flower idea was clever but now i look at it and hmmm it's probably bad I don't show any examples #oh well #commissions open #open commissions #art #digital artist #small artist #digital art #my art #artists on tumblr #tbh creature #autism creature #doodle #sticker #emote #custom emote #reaction image

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artzyleen · 7 months ago

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✨ Owen Teague at the London premiere for KOTPOTA ✨

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shulkerbullets · 1 month ago

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ahhhh yes. mal du pays my beloved.

#isat #in stars and time #mal du pays #isat spoilers #technically #anyways this is a super specific thing to my thoughts but the basic idea is that i have a lot of headcanons about sif being a system #for a lotta reasons really. projection and source memories are a large one #ive named mal du pays lucius in my brain because its a common name in guadeloupe I THINK and well. thats the original insp for the island #its up to interpretation now buuuuuuut.....ya know. anyways i have many thoughts on sif system and lucius in particular #being what feels like a manifestation of all their negative emotions and symptoms #BUT BUT BUT #i also imagine theyre the first which is why their name is lucius to me. og host. sif is the split turned host. teehee #so naturally deep down they have a lot of their connection to the island #soooooooo. feelings ensue. yadda yadda i am typing too much #im so normal

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crabussy · 7 months ago

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I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life and. I just feel like crying over that fact. a few years ago I was sure I’d be an anxious miserable wreck for my entire life but now I wake up and I love the world and I promise one day you will too. please keep going please hold the world tight. you will giggle at something silly with a stranger. a staff member at a place you frequent will smile when they see you. an elderly person will look at you gratefully for helping them. you’ll cry about stupid stuff and laugh about it later. you’ll drink cold water during a hot day and it will be the best sensation ever. being alive is the best thing I’ve ever experienced.

#WWWAAUUUGGHGH #IM VERY EMOTIONAL. I love living I love the earth I love my friends so much #it was. so bad a few years ago #panic attacks every other day. miserable most of the time. unhealthy habits. every day felt like a bad day #but then I managed to get out of an awful situation. and I made an effort to try and love the place I live now as WELL as being homesick *#* for my home country. and I fought to notice the little things. and I went outside even when I haaated the idea of it #and now???? I’m still disabled. I still have anxiety. I’m not yet back in my home country #but my god I’m so happy in life. it does get better. everyone was right #even though I experience severe chronic pain on the daily. even though I live somewhere noisy and hot and crowded.#life is silly that way :3 I promise it gets better. it’s so cliche and it never sounds true but it is. it is #hopepunk

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lover-of-mine · 1 year ago

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pikhachu · 12 days ago

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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time

#futaba sakura #persona 5 #p5r #p5 #fanart #futabadoodles #chat i am SO losing it #went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg #neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit #and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing #like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life #and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you #cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??

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kitamars · 1 year ago

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hello. um. sorry for disappearing for like two months. imagine me getting hit with a truck called “The Worst Creative Block In Your Life” and getting thrown headfirst into the gintama rabbit hole. it’s quite cozy down here. i think i need help.

anyways, have a bunch of accumulated doodles plus this terrifying kagura as apology tehe :3

#well tbh the trigun fandom kinda burned me out as well #i couldn’t really keep up so i just. didn’t lol #kinda hated drawing for a bit after that but gintama’s been really good for me in that way #while i still really really wanna draw for it and i have a ton of doodles for it #i don’t really feel the need to keep up in a sense #i can just enjoy it at my own pace #(at my own pace being binging like 10 episodes a day)#but hey i need to at least try and take it easy before college yk #but now im horrifically attached to the entire cast and will cry if this so called comedy series even becomes a hint emotional #so you know #the usual #thanks for sticking around regardless!#i know i kinda flip flop a bunch between interests #but im glad to know you guys still wanna stick with me through them all #ily <3 #sakata gintoki #kagura #shimura shinpachi #yorozuya #gintama #ok bye

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lycansoffspring · 1 month ago

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I was hurt and resentful about everything.

And in that resentment I bit him. I bit his neck, wanting to rip out his throat with my teeth. To make him feel how much it hurt before, how much it hurts now. I was always not enough for him. He always wanted better, he always dreamed of better. And I tried to match his dreams. But it never really worked. He brought me down mentally and now physically. I wanted him to die like a trash rat. And I bit his neck again and again unable to push harder and bite through the skin under my teeth. And to him... he loved it. He liked the bites.... he liked the bites...

I started drawing it before issue 14 of tf skybound, BUT HEH. Turns out this is kind of their official dynamic now.

#transformers #transformers g1 #transformers skybound #transformers starscream #transformers megatron #starscream #megatron #megastar #tf skybound #tf g1 #maccadam #kind of a #vent art #because the pose and caption literally from my life and my diary #caption had to be reworked just a bit so it would sound better. but emotions and everything else is the same.#this is a cry for help im not doing well right now. :)#my art

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cronxl · 1 month ago

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them AGAIN. i hate them /aff. im gonna work on drawing gem after i wake up later :p

p e a r l e s c e n t s p i n

#btw this gonna be like. a panel in a comic in the future #im jst drawing em to practice for when i have time to make said comic #im gonna try making a fic abt this trust i jst need to also practice writing lamaw #also pearl isnt like nonchalant in that pic she got used to masking up her emotions well due to ~lore~ things #gem doesnt know that pearl is scarlet wolf (bc of her “death” 2yrs before this)#pet postal #<- important trio #anyws thats all for now :3c #gempearl #shiny duo

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