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I was hurt and resentful about everything.
And in that resentment I bit him. I bit his neck, wanting to rip out his throat with my teeth. To make him feel how much it hurt before, how much it hurts now. I was always not enough for him. He always wanted better, he always dreamed of better. And I tried to match his dreams. But it never really worked. He brought me down mentally and now physically. I wanted him to die like a trash rat. And I bit his neck again and again unable to push harder and bite through the skin under my teeth. And to him... he loved it. He liked the bites.... he liked the bites...
I started drawing it before issue 14 of tf skybound, BUT HEH. Turns out this is kind of their official dynamic now.
#transformers#transformers g1#transformers skybound#transformers starscream#transformers megatron#starscream#megatron#megastar#tf skybound#tf g1#maccadam#kind of a#vent art#because the pose and caption literally from my life and my diary#caption had to be reworked just a bit so it would sound better. but emotions and everything else is the same.#this is a cry for help im not doing well right now. :)#my art
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Thanks voice!
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic adventure 2#Hi I’m sonic#sonic fanart#kind of a#sonic redraw#?
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someone told me killua wouldn't be proud of me as a way to motivate me to improve but honestly i feel more like throwing up and rotting in bed than improving.
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one thing that sucks about DMC4SE is that they added this outfit for Nero, thereby showing like a decade before DMC5 that you could have a Nero design that is distinct from Dante but doesnt suck
#seriously i get people having preference for the robot arm(s). I disagree but i get it. But the everything else about DMC5 nero is godawful#design wise of course#Character wise its like the robot arm I'm not exactly on board with it but I totally get and appreciate what they're cookin#dmc#dmc nero#kind of a#vent post#but i am serious like this is the ideal Nero design IMO and represents his halfway point between Dante and Vergil#as the true successor to Sparda
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not a request but a thought I've been plagued with and need to put out there. Tall emo boyfriend Simon and short gamer girlfie. and they're BOTH chaotic switches
okay so this is 100% not what you had in mind sending this in but may i present to you one of my favourite ace attorney crack pairings because they absolutely fit this description
drumroll please
simon x maya
like i'm pretty sure they never even officially met but once my twisted mind learned they were the same age it got to work babes. like just think about the possibilities
he's been convicted of murder and maya's on the verge of being convicted of murder at literally all times
samurai shit. just samurai shit. maya lets him see her rare holographic steel samurai trading cards and he almost pisses himself because he's a freaking nerd under all the eyeliner
disaster younger siblings to disastrous (gay) ladies
both owe phoenix their lives. would also relentlessly bully phoenix because he's a loser normie (affectionate). disaster younger siblings energy.
simon would absolutely go feral for the idea of being a gallant samurai protecting the head of the fey clan. like mall ninja protecting m'lady *tips fedora* fantasies.
getting mcdonalds delivered and watching steel samurai is the pinnacle of class and romance for them
maya would definitely be a sims or a stardew valley kinda girlie and simon's like lmaooo that's so lame those aren't real games *secretly spends his nights making goth sims and has put 300 hours into his farm*. she owns his ass in literally any game they play together tho like she is in it to win it.
their colour schemes clash in the worst way and i can't ever imagine them being dressed for the same event
he calls her fey-dono and she calls him babygirl
they accidentally give each other (real) matching katanas at the WAA office christmas party and phoenix looks on in terror at the monster he's created (he probably introduced them) when they unsheathe them and proceed to have an overly intense impromptu sword fight
also i feel like they'd have like the tackiest apartment in the universe that's like part a crypt and part weeb merch
this is canonically their height difference do with that info what you will
#do i tag this#im tagging it idc im spreading my propaganda#ace attorney#simon blackquill#maya fey#kind of a#shitpost#but not really#i typed this on my phone in like 5 minutes i'm sorry if it's messy af lmao#ENJOY#ask#i forgot how my tagging system works lmao#feyquill
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Having online friends is fun until someone stops responding and goes offline and you have no idea if they're okay or not...
#this is about a mutual i have....#i havent seen her anywhere for almost 2 months....#not on ao3 not on tumblr ir discord..#*or#this sucks#i hope theyre okay#stiff talk#kind of a#vent#tagging it just to be sure
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i, a complete beginner at crochet, crocheted my mother a small heart and in a few hours she lost it and i think that’s very telling of who she is as a person.
#kind of a#vent#i found the heart in the hallway closet#and i think i’m just gonna give it to one of my irl friends#at school tmrw
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one of the things that continually stalls me out on so many things I've been writing is this big fear of how things would be received, since I constantly feel like nothing I write ever comes close to my golden era (sink to swim, and it was just right, sneku). and I don't think I'm wrong; I might be a more technically skilled writer now but whatever magic spark of inspiration I had back then isn't coming back. But it's okay! cuz now that I've largely disconnected myself from fandom I can just have fun writing again. like I'm genuinely having fun doing all this worldbuilding and writing for sink to sleep even though sequels are ALWAYS a bad idea. but again it's okay cuz I never even have to publish it (and at this rate bnha will be finished before I am anyway), I can just write it for me and me alone and that removes the fear entirely. well, not entirely, I am always my worst critic lmao but it's different!! anyway I still love being mean to bkdk
#rambles#kind of a#vent#sort of using tumblr as a private public diary since i don't think anyone is really following me here anymore...?#sorry if I'm wrong and someone actually reads this
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7 & 42?¿ 🥺
Awww, thanks for the ask, that's so sweet :3
7) what was my life like last year...
Uhhhh, to be honest, it wasn't really good. I was horribly depressed and in need of psychiatric help. But even then, there were some nice things, like reading visual novels, travelling to Kaliningrad, eating a lot of nice food. Also that was the summer the pm fiasco started so that was kind of a bummer, but tbh I never really liked limbco that much even on release. Anyways, it may sound cheesy, but there's nice things even in kinda bummer times (at least in most of them). But to be honest, summer was never *my* time of the year, so it's okay if I feel a little bummy at times
42) favourite books
To be honest, my reading habits are a mess. I need to get them in order... someday... not now...
I'd say:
My all time favourite book is The White Robes (I also seen it being translated as White Garments) by Vladimir Dudintsev. A mix of biology, covert intrigues and one *freak* of a guy
Lately I'm craving to reread In The Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado. @coffee-without-anesthetics pspsps, I heard you like books with the "house" theme. I think this might be up your alley
As for not exactly "books", Magician's Apprentice by Tamsyn Muir. Sometimes I remember it, reread it, uncover a new level of fucked up, it gives me a brainrot, I leave this story until it finds me again.
As for not even fiction but deserves a honorary mention this review of Arabian Nights. Despite the shaky wording in some places, I really damn liked the concept. I would read something like this
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Ahhhh! It would be so cool to talk to other fictionkin and just act as our kintypes! Even if they are from a completely different universe/timeline
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tower defense furry game? 👀
arknights! it's a chinese tower defense mobile game where you play as an amnesiac doctor/tactical commander researching a cure for magic rock cancer in literally the most perpetually apocalyptic hellhole of a world to ever exist. it's also a gacha game where you collect a bunch of different operators to use in tower defense gameplay, so if gachas (understandably) aren't your thing then it might be a dealbreaker.
the gameplay may not look action-packed (or even intuitive at a glance) but it's probably one of the better examples of actual vaguely skill-based content in the mobile market. you can look up in-depth guides for basically every level in the game (and nobody will fault you for doing so!), but a lot of endgame high-end content comes down to how well you can manage your team and the lot the game has dealt to you in a pinch. high-rank characters very much do not automatically win you a stage, some are simply more powerful and/or easier to use than others. once you establish a well-rounded team and versatile collection of operators, there's very little you can't handle.
also, everyone is a furry/has animal features of some kind. and i do mean. everyone.
long-time yin blog followers (and anyone who's ever let me go apeshit on discord) know that it's one of the handful of games i'm unreasonably attached to and have sunk an unhealthy amount of hours into playing. if you don't have a history of potential gambling problems and don't mind tactical RTS tower defense with little chibis in place of towers, i highly recommend it.
hell, if you don't want to play it for yourself, there's always the official anime adaptation! the first season currently covers (and arguably tells so, so, so much better) the first three chapters of the main story, with the second season confirmed to be on the way Someday.
it's a very cool world with very cool lore and even cooler art. not perfect, certainly not (ch'alter exists), but it's near and dear to my heart.
#ask#arknights#this has been my government mandated ak propaganda post for today#kind of a#long post
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(w.i.p.?????) yuno gasai kinsona doogle page that i might colour but i'm not sure i'll have the energy for that you know i don't think i'm properly grasping the subject of "kinsona" but this was fun nonetheless and i needed the practise (clearly)
i'm also obviously not used to drawing weapons of any sort so please pay no mind to the painfully vague and probably incomplete rifle ...( _ _)ノ|
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Slowly but surely figuring it out
#kind of a#mushroom#moreso a#tree#crafts#hand crafted#crochet#art#mushrooms#fiber art#yarn#crochetblr
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I saw a post where someone who was a late teenager was despairing that they found Chris Hemsworth (40) hot. I lost the post & I wouldn't have commented on it anyway but I (36) want to gently take them by the shoulders and say it's okay. When I was 13 the Lord of the Rings films came out and I went into several crises because Viggo Mortensen (41 in 1999) was devastatingly hot. My friends and I came up with a special term just for him (wrinkly pea) and we kept our love for him secret (we were allowed, we thought, to yell about Legolas and the Hobbits in public).
Anyway survey says this is an eternal state of being and it's quite all right, sometimes actors hot, go with god*
*my use of the term here is strictly divorced from organised religion which seems to generally be anti-expressions of desire
"All of this has happened before, all of this will happen again" from Battlestar Galactica hits different when you get old enough to vividly remember things that happened 20 years ago
#kind of a#journal post#actors hot sometimes#Chris Hemsworth is obviously also extremely hot imo i mean my blog is About That#Viggo still hot too tbh
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to my friends:
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love youI love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I lo
#twottie talks#kind of a#vent#been having a rough time irl and got tired of the bad feelings#i just want to express love
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