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how's everyone doing? me personally, well tomorrow will mark the week anniversary since i began a battle with my doctors surgery to get my prescription
#last friday i hit them up#saying yo i'm reaching the end of my 3 month course#we continuing this or what babes?#i get a response online mind you because that's how we're doing it these days#he says i would like to prescribe this#so i'm like ok?? you gonna??#don't hear nothing#so on tuesday i hit them up again like yoooo what we doing??#they're like it's sitting with the gp#that's general practitioner aka doctor for anyone who may not be aware#nothing happens again#so i hit them up again today this time via telephone#AND ONCE AGAIN#it's sitting with the gp#i simply have to ask#STOP SITTING ON IT#AND FUCKING PRESCRIBE IT#if you wanna see me that's cool#but give me a fuckin answer#anyway god bless the nhs but fuck me gp innit
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Ah to go back in time and re-live the 2016-2018 Hetalia fandom…
#Hetalia#everyone was so much more chill then#I miss my friends#*looks at my 10k followers* where did you all go babes#rip most of you. you would have loved to call Italy daddy with me#maybe I cling to this fandom because I miss what it used to be#I just wish all the other big Hetalia blogs from back then would come back and keep me company#we could reminisce together…#eventually illl have to accept it’s nothing how it used to be…#but when I do accept that I’ll probably leave for good#for now I will continue to be delu delu#if I knew their real socials best believe I would go drag them back kicking and screaming. you all can best believe
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Buster Moon meets a socially awkward yet well meaning private eye
#i probs wont be continuing this comic but the idea spins in my head rent free#also briefly considered adding her to the sneep snorp comic. but then she would've solved everything too fast#& we havent even made it to the illegal parts yet#i actually low key love ethans dog design im having sm fun drawing her?? what a babe#maybe she'll cameo in the bg for funsies#also?? this is good comic practice. im a lil rusty#ive got a couple more comic ideas for this au crossover in mind so maybe ill get some more silly practice in#before getting back to the main comic grind#ok here we go#sing movie#buster moon#ethan macgregor#earth day or space freaks#earth day/sing#furry#my art lol#incredibly self indulgent comics my beloved
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pete: hey, let’s play 21 questions!
way: okay, what’s your favourite colour?
pete: triangle. wanna team up with me to overthrow our evil step father and fall in love with me in the process?
#what basically happened#peteway#we could’ve had it all#pit babe the series#the show continues airing in my head#obligatory beach episode this friday
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rewatching alien stage after round 7 heres my thoughts on a prsk version:
sua -> haruka mizu -> an till -> akito ivan -> toya luka -> mafyu hyuna -> shiho
#none of you get mafuyu like i do. she could be a cunty bastard trust.#ik an and mafuyu dont really know each other that well in prsk but if they were raised together like that i am CERTAIN it would go down#im not really thinking about the backstories and canon interactions tbh in terms of whats canon to prsk#like yeah an was not motivated by harukas death but i think if haruka DID die (remember she wouldnt know of radder or even ken) she would b#im very adament about haruan mizisua parralels#ivan/toya is the one im most iffy about actually despite it being a very popular opinion#i think its popular bc yall like blueorange. i also like blueorange but theres other stuff to it guys#TO BE FAIR ivan and pre main story toyas attitudes towards till and akito are uncanny#but ivan/till and toya/akitos situations in regards to vivid street vs the stage are entirely reversed#but ig when you think about it their experience in performing directly parrallels akitoyas types of previous music experience#but people choose it bc they like blueorange. it works very well but yall just like blueorange.#someone edit the boys when theyre bored gif as akitoya RIGHT NOW/silly/nf#i dont particularially have a reason for shiho. but it makes a lot of sense to me#we dont know loads about hyunas family iirc so shizuku could still exist and her dad#something something continuing to perform for the love of it after all the trauma is the most shiho thing ever#also im convinced that if shiho couldnt self isolate the way she did then she wouldve ended up as affectionate as hyuna is (particularially#w mizi)#this isnt just bc all in sounds like a leoneed com i promise BUT ''fill up the whole nebula'' ''the galexy shining bright''#ik the whole thing is scifi but chill out babes youre gonna have hatsune miku on your ass with a copyright claim#anyway. ''we only get one life im living mine for me'' is the most shiho thing ever#OMFG the idea of mafuyu/toya/shiho childhood friendship... (<- watching all in while typing)#i'll write up a seperate post about that#ramblings#pjsk posting#alien stage#alnst#prsk#project sekai#pjsk
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mmmmmmmm, yes, watched “bungo stray dogs: beast live action” recently and WOW, they did just tell the most tragic goddamn love story like it’s okay and normal and allowed??? no amount of bad cgi is gonna help you cover up the undeniable queerness that was going on, movie, nuh-uh, not gonna work on me, I’ve seen stuff like this before!
translation! text from the 1st pic (from Ukrainian to, well, English, obv) :
oda’s asking “what have you done already?” and the text on the right says “find yourself someone who will look at you like etc.”
#my art#my doodles#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#bsd beast#bungo stray dogs: beast live action#dazai osamu#oda sakunosuke#bsd oda sakunosuke#bsd dazai osamu#odazai#bsd odazai#the ‘drawing characters peacefully sleeping in hopes of manifesting the same for myself’ saga continues with the return of these babes#yaaayyyy…..#but watching the beast live action was such an experience lol; every time I started to question… the choices… just had to bonk myself on#the head and go ‘GUARDIAN (2018) RULES! GUARDIAN (2018) RULES!’#we are here for a fun gay time not a cinematic masterpiece….#AND WHAT A … ‘FUN’ �� GAY TIME IT WAS HUH#ugh I still cannot believe that is an actual real existing canonical storyline what mad lads#they fed us well#and the amount of soukoku interactions (also absolutely insane) they put in? incredible. the creators are as ‘normal’ about those two as#everyone else I see… good good good#what a movie
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oop. crazy how many people i have unfollowed/blocked today for the cyclical and asinine sentiment along the lines of "well leftists are you HAPPY now????"
girl we've done this 3 elections in a row. definition of insanity to still be blaming this on us especially when the numbers do not support your accusations. like we voted for the fucking war criminals and you STILL lost.
#we will never improve/revolutionize this system because people cannot get their heads out of their asses enough to realize:#a. we have much bigger problems than these candidates#b. the structure of our government is not immutable nor is the US itself guaranteed any sort of longevity#c. the way we see ourselves and understand our politics and international influence is so wildly different from int'l perspective/ Reality#babes this country is a joke. international law has been made into a joke. that should be much scarier to everyone than it is.#but because they can't imagine the violence regularly outsourced to brown people as possibly happening to us in the states#americans are completely satisfied with continuing to outsource that violence if it means we get normalcy#also the number of privileged ass white liberals posting shit along the lines of 'well you made your bed lay in it'#ah i see the mask comes off and the hood comes out!#i thought we were against victim blaming???? i thought we wanted to empower marginalized communities??#but not when those communities express concerns and principles outside the realm of democrat complacency#like babe what was the platform? what did you vote for?#the platform shrinks every year and i fear by next election it will simply be nonexistent#i wish i was optimistic about a leftist movement stepping in to fill the vacuum but........ 🫠#i just think things are going to get much worse before they get better (IF they get better)
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i've mentioned my headcanons on revalink's love languages before, but last night i was thinking about link who really likes giving revali kisses for any and every occasion because he just can't keep himself off of his bird bf 😄 kisses all over revali's beak, on his red cheek feathers (so he can pretend it's a lipstick mark or that revali is blushing), in between revali's eyes, or on his forehead. link often falls asleep wrapped around revali's body, his lips on revali's neck.
and revali will gripe and complain about how touchy-feely link is, but he secretly loves it. and he'll never, ever admit it out loud, but there's a part of him that wishes just for a moment that he was a hylian so he could return all of link's kisses. their biologies tragically aren't compatible for such intimacy, and even though link says it's okay, revali can't help but feel he's not providing enough for his mate. what sort of mate is he, to not be able to reciprocate the affection his mate always gives him?
so revali hopes, with every tight hug and every press of their foreheads, that link can feel every ounce of love that revali as for him. he hopes that in this lifetime, it can be enough.
#revalink#loz#botw#loz botw#legend of zelda#amihan's revalinkverse#amihan's headcanons#revali: would you still love me if i was a hylian#link: did you burn too many hyrule herbs again babe#(can we be fr there is also a part of link that sometimes wishes revali had a mouth for kissies)#(but it's probably for the better if he didn't bc link would live in revali's mouth all the time if he did)#i say it all the time but revali really just lets link do whatever he wants to him#do you understand what i mean like#revali could be sitting cross-legged on the floor of their shared roost doing bow maintenance#and link will be in his lap facing revali hugging him head on revali's shoulder munching on his neck#and revali will pay him no mind and continues retying his bow strings#THAT is their vibe
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Can I just. Scream in the tags
#ok so i went to my cousins wedding and there was this girl.....#let me just say this: I COULD HAVE HAD MY FIRST KISS BY W A WOMANN#SHE WAS LOOKIMG AT ME ALL FLIRTATIOUSLY#THERE WAS TENSION#SHE WAS DANCING ALL ON ME??? AND SHE COULDNT STOP COMPLIMENTING ME#SHE EVEN TOOK ME TO THE DOCKS ALONE AND HAD HER NUNBER WRITTEN DOWN IN HOPES THAT ID ASK HER FOR IT (i did whew)#we were both shitfaced but i knew there was smth there but... im just so fucking awkward its the first time ive ever experienced anything#lile that 😭#the next morning i was in denial about it like “oh i was drunkkk maybe i was reading the room incorrectly” no babes she was FEELING YOU#im just 😭 so 😭 awkward 😭#FUCK i shouldve been more bold i will never stop thinking about this#she lives across the fucking country😭#and we have sm in common!!!!!!#shes so fucking bad bro 😭#anyways the wedding was super fucking fun#i did my afro all cute and ppl were all over me about it#i put fake flowers in it :3#also the bartender was super hot too. i “flirted” with him by continuing to get drinks just to see him and then asking what his favorite#drink was#part of the reason why i got wasted 😭#rambling
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yeah, so i just finished cataclysm
#spoilers in tags#do not read unless you've already gone thru phase 2#the high republic liveblogging#the high republic spoilers#cataclysm#i am....... in agony#i spent pretty much the entire last 20 pages crying#I THOUGHT I WAS HEARTBROKEN WHEN AIDA ACTUALLY DIED. SO IMAGINE MY PAIN WHEN THE LAST LINE TO REFERENCE HER SAYS#''[ENYA ZIRI AND PHAN-TU'S LAUGHTER] ECHOED THROUGH THE TEMPLE HALLS AND MADE THE OTHER JEDI SMILE BECAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE AIDA'S LAUGHTER'#SHUT THE FUCK UP#SHUT UP#WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME#THE FIRST THING CREIGHTON DID WHEN HE WOKE UP WAS TRY TO FIND HER#I'M DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK#WHAT THE FUCK#CREIGHTON TAKES ON ENYA???? THEY'RE GONNA HELP EACH OTHER THRU THEIR GRIEF??? HE BEFRIENDED THE MED DROID?????????#the entire funeral for the 3 fallen jedi had me fucking sobbing btw i was a mess#also. wasn't expecting this but axel's redemption did end up winning me over. i was so sure i would continue to hate him#he's very much in love w/ gella and that means i love him very much as well#cataclysm also keeps up a 2/2 record that it shares w/ convergence by way of:#gella nattai says a deeply profound and spiritually moving/comforting line in each book and it hits me right in my religious trauma#the whole 2nd half of the book was incredible. i quite literally spent about 7 hours reading it as fast as i possibly could#i'm not the biggest fan of certain parts of kang's writing but her strength ABSOLUTELY lies in describing battle scenes#those were the easiest to read battle sequences i've ever read in my life and that's out of the entire phase 2 + other prequel books#i think the only other book whose combat didn't confuse me was the 1st republic commando but it's been long enough that i'm not sure#chancellor greylark is so interesting i'm obsessed and also the end scenes w/ her and axel had me weeping like a babe#anyways. that's all for now#my posts
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not getting involved in Thee Conversation but to everyone who cannot see the catharsis and the hope and the simultaneous love and grief in the act of passing the torch in mansand vol 10 the wake....................................like. once again. skill issue. When You Love Danny Then You Will Realize.
#chatter#girl why are we STILL talking about this. it is CRAZY TO ME that people do not perceive the continuity of character#between morpheus and danny and vice versa. that is the whole POINT it's the whole POINT#why must the shift from morpheus to danny be fundamentally and unequivocally a loss! i get you're attached to Thee Character but like#THEE CHARACTER IS NOT DEAD. THIS IS WHAT HE HAD TO DO. HE LIVES IN SOME FORM AS LONG AS HE IS REMEMBERED IN STORY AND SONG#AND THAT'S CANONICAL! HE IS NOT FORGOTTEN! HE MOVES ON AND CHANGES AND FINDS HIS JOY AND HIS PURPOSE AND HIS HUMANITY AGAIN!#OMNIA MUTANTUR NIHIL INTERIT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also like. git gud. i have been out here loving danny since day one. if you perceive him as a downgrade from morpheus well.#can't help you with that but get well soon babe#also also the big sweeping statements about the kinds of stories ''we'' ''need'' in this ''historical moment''...#as a happy ending enjoyer like i get it but at the same time. please understand that your tastes are not universal.
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Every now and then I remember the times I would mention to my flatmate that I was thinking of buying myself something reasonably expensive (that I had been eyeing up for months and had budgeted for) and she'd tell me that I shouldn't spend that much money on something I didn't need and it would be stupid etc etc while she regularly impulse bought things that cost at least as much and she would use once (while complaining that she was under a lot of financial stress and couldn't afford <$3/week for 2 months for a rental washing machine when ours broke). She is... perhaps not my first call for financial advice
#like I get that you're financially stressed but also it feels a bit rich to complain about it when you're on student allowance (not loan)#and your parents still contribute to things for you even though allowance is supposed to be for people whose parents can't afford to help#and you get multiple scholarships a year even though you're technically not eligible for half of them anymore but then as soon as the money#comes in from those you spend it all on a brand new dress for your sister's hen's do picnic because you can't wear the same dress as you#will for the actual hen's night or the wedding. Better buy a full price one at an expensive store instead of looking in a single op shop or#borrowing one from one of your three sisters who are all roughly the same size#god life must be so tough for you getting the same amount of money as the rest of us on student loan except you only have to pay back half#like the only money you have to live off is the same as what the rest of us get + scholarships (plural) plus what you earnt in your summer#internship? how could you possibly survive??#anyway I am NOT a fan of people who are like 'oh you say you have no money for rent but you have a phone?' because that's bullshit#and the whole 'millenials need to stop eating avocado toast so they can buy a house' thing is also bullshit#however. If you pay $60/week for a gym when you have access to the free uni one (or any other gym in the country is like $20)#and you buy uber eats multiple times a week for like $30+ each time despite having a premade meal in the fridge. and you get multiple#scholarships which mean you are arguably among the more well off students. AND you impulse buy things that cost over $100 regularly#then maybe the problem is not that you don't have enough money to split the rental costs of a washing machine (<$3 each/week)#maybe you are just bad with money#which is fine like it's not like it's unfixable it's just annoying when you act like you're worse off than people whose only money is what#they get from student loan each week so they eat beans on rice for dinner for a week#because that's all they could afford (yes I know people who did this. Yes she complained more than them)#so no I don't think I'm gonna be taking financial advice from you babes because one of us has entertained the idea of a budget to help with#finances and it's not you xx#(she turned down offers of financial help/advice/books to borrow from multiple people multiple times. I 100% get that you might not want to#talk to people about it especially your friends but we had multiple books on finances lying around the flat which she always said she didn't#need. And then she'd continue to complain that she didn't have enough money#god forbid you suggest something like going to a cheaper gym (or worse. The perfectly fine free uni gym!)#again. Her gym cost $60/week for most of last year until they brought in a student discount which was 'only' $45/week#the next most expensive gym chain I can find costs maybe $30/week for the highest membership level#to get what she was getting she would only need like a $20 membership#BUT to be fair she wouldn't get such strong culty vibes at any other gym#lol anyway sorry for the rant. I could keep going but apparently you can only have 30 tags and this is the last one
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this is NOT the fandom culture i grew up in
#yes i did watch the Sarah Z video on it but honestly im still fucking lost#like i think i understand likem the concept? its do you like shipping or not? but like???#we r making this an identity? people have to fall in one camp or the other???? babes they are fictional characters#idk im very lost djdjdn this was not a thing when i was learning about fandom culture#(im not saying it wasn't. around but like. it wasnt like proshipper antishipper is these days)#every time i see it like like!!! what!!! i dont know fjdjnfjdk#dont try to explain it to me i want to live in peace#i like continuing to pretend fandom culture is exactly as it was 2013-2017 ish let me pretend people didn't start all the beef they did#nyxtalks
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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that
#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back#sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with#idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that#community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize#bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought#he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive#i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better#so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH#my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body#believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how#as a woman#can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids#when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me#when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison#in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty#i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing#but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with#reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers#tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like#i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming#you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in#i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement#singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now#there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart
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"I think that's enough watering Bel! Can we do something else?"
"Sure! How about we play hair dresser and have leftovers?"
"Sounds great!"
"No scissors Belva!" Valentine's voice boomed from the nearby open kitchen window.
#We all know Belva would only have weird barbies. What a babe#The Rudolph Legacy Continued#Continued Gen Eight#Sprout Rudolph#Belva Rudolph
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i dont care who makes fun of kpop fans or whatever. mfs who hate on us for liking music differently and i dont care who make fun of what i like and love watching but kpop is DIFFERENT and feels different to most people. some see it as a way of being themselves or a connection to different music and people and thats ok and i love seeing that. for me kpop makes me feel a huge range of emotions and feelings.
one of the things i love in the whole world is that as someone who listens to kpop on a regular and daily basis (everyday ALWAYS) for so many years, seeing people who r just like u is so freeing. u could make a reference and everyone will get what u said
another thing i love in the world is seeing CHINESE people in kpop. people like chenle and renjun from nct, people like jun and the8 from seventeen, and more. people like that make me feel safe.
it makes me feel extra connected to a certain aspect of my cultural identity. i grew up hiding the fact that i am asian (desi, arab & chinese) and that i was all kinds of asian, and seeing those idols make me feel so connected oh my god like ways to learn my language by watching them teach fans or them speaking it and making it easy for us by what words means and sentence structures, their culture, their food, their traditions, the way they look, the way they r passionate about where they r from, it makes me feel such a huge connection into being chinese and make me want to know more about my culture like you guys dont understand how FREEING that is for me after hiding that aspect of my identity for so many years OH MY GOD
#it makes me feel so fucking happy#that there r people like ME in the world#i grew up with my momma hiding that shes part chinese from her mother (my grandma)#and her generation goes far back to mongolia explaining y i got the birthmark#i remember being exposed to hatred towards China and racism and the covid it was TERRIBLE. and the comments? AWFUL#i even literally hated china so much#i remember during covid lord the racism got worse#i still remember people at school making fun of me for being asian and mocking that i dont know english#i remember a mf mocked me for not “appearing” indian meanwhile a bengali told me ill never be like them#or a hijabi telling me islam is a beautiful culture than me. and arabs r better looking and allah (god) hates me since#im a fucking arab??? like how r u a hijabi discriminating against ur own people#i hate it here#but like i said#watching kpop and seeing KPOP idols who r CHINESE by NATIONALITY#makes me feel SEEN#and happy. and it gives me a heads up that just because im black and look different doesnt make me any less asian#cause guess what?? white asians black asians etc EXIST#it makes me feel such a huge connection to my culture and continues to inspire me on my people and how amazing we r#and most kpop fans r asian as well as black mixed white etc also help. knowing they r asian fans who like kpop#just like i do and look different makes me feel seen. that i am ONE of those asian fans who like kpop#and dont just think of myself as a “black girl who hides her identity” it hurts me that i dont look anything alike#everyone sees me as black or not asian or white enough and it hurts.#esp wayv. bro i feel so fucking SEEN U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME#“ur not asian” babe not only am i desi arab chinese. my grandmas brother is chinese n viet whilst his grandfather is chinese. be fucking fr#chinese#chinese culture#kpop#wayv/nct ten is thai and chinese and it makes me feel so happy than anything in the world that thailand is one of my cultures. i feel free#idc what anybody says. kpop is everything to me and i am fucking keeping this shit for the rest of my life#and passing it to (my) future generation(s). AMEN. been in kpop for 8 years and best believe imma do this shit until im 90 BEST BELIEVE THA
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