#shes so fucking bad bro 😭
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#ok so i went to my cousins wedding and there was this girl.....#let me just say this: I COULD HAVE HAD MY FIRST KISS BY W A WOMANN#SHE WAS LOOKIMG AT ME ALL FLIRTATIOUSLY#THERE WAS TENSION#SHE WAS DANCING ALL ON ME??? AND SHE COULDNT STOP COMPLIMENTING ME#SHE EVEN TOOK ME TO THE DOCKS ALONE AND HAD HER NUNBER WRITTEN DOWN IN HOPES THAT ID ASK HER FOR IT (i did whew)#we were both shitfaced but i knew there was smth there but... im just so fucking awkward its the first time ive ever experienced anything#lile that 😭#the next morning i was in denial about it like “oh i was drunkkk maybe i was reading the room incorrectly” no babes she was FEELING YOU#im just 😭 so 😭 awkward 😭#FUCK i shouldve been more bold i will never stop thinking about this#she lives across the fucking country😭#and we have sm in common!!!!!!#shes so fucking bad bro 😭#anyways the wedding was super fucking fun#i did my afro all cute and ppl were all over me about it#i put fake flowers in it :3#also the bartender was super hot too. i “flirted” with him by continuing to get drinks just to see him and then asking what his favorite#drink was#part of the reason why i got wasted 😭#rambling
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finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️
expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)
#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit#also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch#idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel#like everything he says is verbal irony bc he’s patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm it’s insane 💀💀💀#he’s so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so#i think these are all warning signs#if he dies again i’m ending it all. you didn’t come back from the dead just to die on me again#also sumire….i love her so bad…..my sweet girl….my baby ☹️☹️☹️☹️#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you#she reminds me of a fawn 😭😭😭😭 with her big soft doe eyes and how she’s so curious and eager#GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BAD…..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE#i feel so bad for ren bro he’s literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash 😭#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun#anyway yeah that's all#hopefully i’ll finish the game this week i’m sick of this. i want to move on
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Finished AC Unity. RIP Arno Dorian you would’ve loved Alcoholics Anonymous (AA)
#assassin’s creed#ac unity#arno dorian#arno victor dorian#elise de la serre#babblingbrook babbles#NO BC I DONT LIKE ELISE BUT I DID CRY WHEN SHE DIED#NOT BC SHE DIED BUT BC I WAS SO UPSET FOR ARNO#BRO COULD N O T CATCH A BREAK#he’s on the baby girl list now btw I will be making art of him tonight#I felt so bad for Arno the whole game#also he’s such a fucking smartass 😭😭#I ALSO SEE WHY EVERYONE HAS THE FATTEST ASS#he’s second for me I think Connor has the fattest but#Arno is close second#hey guys I’m unwell someone pls talk to me abt this game (im 10 years late)#to be fair I was also. 10 when this game came out.#adding a tag that’s supposed to say why everyone says Arno has the fattest ass#whoops
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bath is such a tourist trap 😭😭 the roman baths were neat but that’s literally all there is
#stream#skip sally lunn’s house unless u want to sit around for 15 minutes waiting to have ur drink order taken only to sit around for an hour to#have to go out and FIND THE WAITER bc we been sittin for an HOUR waitin for the damn FOOD TO SHOW UP#man didn’t show up once 🙄#literally i’m still so annoyed that im going to leave a review like bro what the fuck we were the ONLY people in the entire ROOM & we were#just ??? looking around ???? like what the fuck#i hate all non american restaurants unless they’re like#UPPITY UPPITY restaurants or like a PUB#anything in between is trash & i would rather kill myself than go to them#either give me bugs in my drink or a Real Server that’s IT !!!!!#😭😭😭😭😭#i wouldn’t have been dramatic if i wasn’t just drinking fucking BLACK TEA on an EMPTY STOMACH like BRO i was going to VOMIT#i got so annoyed i was like i’m just going into the kitchen bc what the fuck is this like guess i gotta cook this trash myself ?#then they just comped the drinks like … lol#omar covered bc i was going to argue bc the ORHER SERVER SAID SHES COMPING EVERUTHING BC AN HOUR IS BULLSHIT#THATS AN H O U R#FOR FUCKING 2 SLICES OF HAM W MUSTARD ON A BUN#I’m soooooo ANNOYED#like what pisses me off the most is slow service#be RUDE just don’t be fuckin SLOW#IF UR TABLE IS BORED UR DOING A BAD JOB
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shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name
#bruh lmao#so awkward. say something you dingus lol#ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already#gyatt#spacie spoinks#literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like#heres the thing#if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate#im like a vampire like that#and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now#like dude sdkfjshlkdfj#im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic)#am i gonna hafta say something. lol#probably#''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.''#cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭#also like. this person has been staring at me lol#which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful#for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!!#its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks#im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin#i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs#i dont wanna put her on the spot#the only time i see her is when im in class#and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd
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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS
WHITE.
AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,
ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason
#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad#NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE#IT. IT IS. THAT BAD#IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE#ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and#there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally#after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite#so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just#it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim#now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story#AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny#a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking#where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker#I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling#also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book#then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it#I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE#my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts#I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible#it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on#ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE
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Ahskakskal okay so it was still not a date but it fucking felt like it was To Me lmao like it was a family type of event and not a couples only thing but there were still a lot of couples there so there was that. I don't wanna say what the event was bc I don't wanna accidentally dox myself but it was at a park and we had to drive like two hours just to get there ahdkakska but like how am I supposed to be normal when he's holding my hand so we don't get separated in the crowd while we're walking around and we're sitting next to each other on a tiny ass blanket 😭 and I half jokingly made the comment that it didn't seem like his type of scene and he said it's not but he thought I'd like it??? So then I said I know of other events that are closer that might be more his speed and said I'd bring him to one of the ones I know of next year and he said it's a date and literally without an ounce of critical thinking my dumb ass blurted out "well I should hope you wouldn't make me wait that long for a date" and I almost fucking died and I had to awkwardly laugh it off like it was a joke but then he said "maybe I won't" like?????? Fucking hello?????? So idk if that was a joke and we were just like messing around bc we never elaborated or circled back to it but bro I'm still feeling things about that lmao like goddamn. But anyway we went to get food once we left like we always do and then he took me home so now I just get to sit here and think my thoughts until I see him again ahdkalsl
#not snz#I'm seeing my bestie today so she's getting all the chisme lmao#i know she's gonna laugh about me being so down bad for some guy tho 😭#oh also he drove there but he's like notoriously bad with directions when he's going somewhere he's never been#so he's banned from driving if we ever go somewhere again lmao#it's so funny bc he loves driving but he sucks so bad at gettingnfrom point a to point b#OH OH ALSO#so like i wore one of my cute pairs of jeans and a little cardigan that i really like which i thought was fine#like most people were wearing stuff like that or similar#and this guy wore a dark pair of jeans and this long sleeved button up#but he had the fucking sleeves rolled up to his elbows which is like objectively the hottest thing a man can do#and it was a green shirt and he looks so fucking good in green like bro 😩#both of these are things I've offhandedly mentioned before so like 👀#👀👀👀👀#I'm being so abnormal rn about everything ahdklalzla#literally going feral like i need to bite something#partner posting
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Ngl I feel rly bad for dottie
#I’m keeping all shifting content to my personal my main isn’t rly for that#dottie trophywife#actually audhd#moral orel#Moralton DR#all she has is her looks 😭#she needs adderall xr SO bad 😭#she jumps topics so fast it’s annoying but I Get It™️#one second she’s asking for my cheesecake recipe and then she’s telling me someone’s deepest darkest secrets I can’t 😭😭😭😭✋#fucking BLINDSIDED BRO!!!!#she’s also in love with Florence I didn’t even script this#I didn’t even go out of my way to talk to her she just found me and decided we were besties 😭
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my girl advice is so nicki minaj coded and these bitches don’t like it 😒
BASICALLY- i said this
tw : suicide mention
AND THEY GOT MAD
“money isn’t everything” yes it is 😟 i know that bc look at the way i run to these gojo/toji sugar daddy fics 💀💀💀
idc if he’s toxic as fuck as long as i get the key to the benz and a birkin. why? bc i’m toxic too 💀
“baby i’ll kill myself if you leave.” “okay then do it” WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO NOW ???
boohoo, baby. gimme the keys.
and the whole argument about “if he has a good character and no money, i’d stay with him rather than a rich asshole.” i want the rich asshole. how the fuck are you gonna survive ????
“i don’t need expensive trips and expensive restaurants.” huh- well i do 🤣
OH AND- if he’s giving you that BLUE BOX THAT SAY TIFFANY but he’s toxic as fuck, i know id be running back 😭😭 i am willing to get stuck in that cycle of this shitty man who spoils me so good. like yeah baby, i’ll leave unless you buy me that purse.
i’ve had my experience with a broke nice guy and lemme tell you- it’s NOT it. i tried to go for personality and kept telling myself that him being broke wasn’t that bad BUT IT IS 😃 i wasted 5 months of my life like that.
smd if you disagree bro 😭 mmm i’m probably much less compassionate but i know i don’t deserve any less 😹 and if you come in my inbox abt this suck my fat brown balls bitch
#BROKE PPL SHOULD NEVER LAUGH ‼️‼️‼️#also someone told me i’m a great friend#but a horrible girlfriend 😭😭#i had this conversation w my bestfriend a few days ago and she was like#bro you’re a horrible person and you should not be dating until you’re actively attending therapy#and i was like 🧍🏽♀️ and she said that i end up damaging the other person and myself and then ignore the damage i did to myself and pretend#didn’t happen LMDOAKE but then someone else told me that i’m actually a very comforting friend#like as a friend i’m a great person bc i five the best advice on how to value#yourself and not fall for a man’s bullshit#LIKE IVE DATED ENOUGH TOXIC MEN TO BE HANDING OUT ADVICE NOW and if you don’t like my advice DONT COME CRYING TO ME BC ILL SLAP YOU#but like i’ll help you out after i slap you 🙄#like im just that bitch I WILL NEVER PUT A MAN ABOVE A WOMAN#friends are so so much more important than stupid boyfriends and i think that’s why im a better friend than a girlfriend#trust me- i used to be a great girlfriend until i got my heart put thru a#meat grinder and then i didn’t find it in myself to put my heart out like that again#i actively bitch men out and i don’t fucking feel bad#i hardly even date nice guys before you get on me abt that 💀#all the bozos i go for are dickheads and i’m a bigger dickhead#this turned into a rant
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me and my autism vs. the aba therapy supporting autism and disability awareness hr person at my work who will win
#tape.text#she gave the WORSTTTT speech during training about how to support ‘people with autism’#(she said autistic people prefer person first language which. no we don’t man where’ve you been#she used to work aba for five years before this job#i brought up that a girl at camp has a lot of autistic behaviors and was wondering if she has paperwork#because i remember being a little undiagnosed girl and struggling so bad in school#and she email me back like ‘ok i talked to mom and dad and dad is going to be her aide at camp now ☺️’#NO!!!!!!!! she doesn’t need an aide what the fuck it’s summer camp 😭😭😭#if she’s overstimulated we give her something else and give her time to herself#when i brought up the girls behaviors my boss said the hr lady would come in and observe her and THEN talk with parents if she saw something#she IMMEDIATELY ratted us out bro 😭😭😭#i even said in my email that in the school year i’m a full time 1:1 in an autism based classroom like I KNOW WHAT IM DOING MAN 😭😭#i’m just so fed up. what do i have to do to take this lady’s job because i would do it better
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awww naw they fucked up her cut 😢
#This is honestly so bad#But I had fun drawing it I won't lie#Nahh what they do to her 🤬#Also yes I know the speech bubble please don't harass me bc of it I beg for mercy 🙏🙏🙏#delgas do's#digital art#art#redraw#osc#object show community#object shows#oooiv#object object object iv#oooiv dice#oooiv eraser#HELP she looks fucked bro 😭
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#two years ago I had a surgery to correct my crooked septum and it was as if I was reborn#the recovery was a bitch but oh my god the difference between the before and after was amazing#I couldn't believe how much better I felt#welp a few weeks ago I started having bad symptoms again and went to the doctor#she said the septum is crooked again and asked me to consider getting the surgery again :')#how tf does that happen#why is it fucked up again 😭#she was asking if I got into some accident or something but absolutely nothing comes to mind#so idk what to do#I want to be well again but I'm so worried the second time it won't last either#it's not a matter of money cause the health fund covers it but imagine going to the hospital and under anesthesia every two years...#because if that bone is so stubborn how do I know that second time will be final or if I'll need to do it again#can you even do it for the third time#the doctor explained the nose needs about a YEAR to fully heal 😭#bro it's literally one of the tiniest bones why does it have to be such a bitch#chihuahua of the skeleton
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i love final fantasy.
#🌙.rambles#like. uh. mostly ffxiv rn i just can't think straight bcs i just love ffxiv too much fuck but#other ffs too 😭😭 i was looking through some of my notes again n. i'm. it. IT MADE ME SO HAPPY#like yk those twt stuff from sqex or wtvr. i love squall n rinoa sm n then tidus n yuna n then#THE REST OF THEM N#n. w ff7 uh. fuck the fanwars just enjoy what you like i hate how ppl put others down. those adults can't even be mature or open-minded#n it's so disappointing but uh that aside! personally. this is for me okay. i just have a certain fondness of ships w aerith#no i don't want to talk abt ships but i didn't want to say this following thing without some context 💀#nah okay here i don't have super strong feelings abt any of those ff7 ships but i do like the charas n the tropes#like. i like the ones w aerith more in general bcs yk she's just. gentle. i like her 🥺 but i relate to tifa quite a lot actually#OH. I DIDN'T MEAN TO RAMBLE ABT THAT WAIT#w tifa just made me rmb along w. smth in shb made me think of hehe. yk w the wol w the uh.. spoilers but smth Bad happens#i'm gna go off-topic again if i talk about emet-selch in those scenes. bro the love he has for azem n hyth n. amaurot n how he#all those. lonely thousand of years n. remembering.. 🥹 n then the honesty w the wol n he#he. hdkafjsdlkf his va's rlly did well w him n the writing made me love him so much his character's so dear to me#wait. i went off-topic again. oh w smth that happens to the wol. like w wol n the tifa can i just have a dream too of like. being saved#like no ultimately i'll save myself but c'monnnn just once 🥺#writing the word once just always reminds me of zack fair damn hdlfkajsdfk one of my favs too hehe#head in hands i'm still so proud of alphi's chara development. n then. yk w thancred n minfilia n ryne.#n that talk w minfilia n ryne. hit. too personal. i remember. oh my god#alr i've just been rambling as i always have but atp i don't know what i'm writing abt anymore help#🥹🫶🏼 just love ffxiv so much fr. like not just ffxiv but yk what i mean. uwahh what a relief to. feel like this again at least#still stressed i just wna get that essay asap tho 😭 but yk it's lovely at least i'm rlly happy i remember again.#ffxiv's always. helped guide me in a way to rmb myself. so. please. please just listen to ffxiv's ost fr.
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PLEASE ?! WHAT THE HECK WAS WORK 😭 /pos
#it felt like daycare FOR ME ?!#man work is actually sm fun what …#gonna regret that I BET ON MONDAY Cuse we have sm stuff on Monday and Tuesday#ALSO ?? help …#legit came out to my co workers as aroace#AND THEY TRIED TO EXAMINE ME LIKE#saying bro explain to me like you don’t feel any desires ?#unfortunately no bro 😞#nah cause Ella was so close to just asking me do I not want to fuck anybody#NO INDO NOT#and like help me I heard the word sex; the innuendos to such#and the word d*ck thrown around so casually#I did NAWT need to hear abt doing whatever the heck with a mans whatever the heck#PLEASE ..#:(#and bro ? :(#they were so nice to me#I adore them#even tho they’re not my cup of tea in the sense I’m not into these convos abt sex and stuff 😭#dora daily#HELP EVERY TUME SAMIR WOULD SEE ELLA WITH ME HE WOULD TELL HER TO GET TO HER SEAT BC THEYRE TRYING TO KEEP ME SEPARATED FROM HER#BC THEYRE LIKE SHES A BAD INFLUENCE#bb I’ve been groomed thrice :(#I think I can handle it#HELP ALSO ?? she made a joke being like what does a bisexual a lesbian and an asexual talk abt on the train ? well the joke is that this is#— us#PLEASE ?! also my brain buffered bc lady was like ew gay ppl BUT SHES BISEXUAL HELP#and she said that she thought fatma was lesbian for the longest time 😭#no cause I needed this really bad#yk they were so observant ? they kept asking questions abt my comforts and stuff :(
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im watching hlvrai cast commentary & mr. radiotv himself called sunkist a "jpeg" and well. interally i went "Well actually 🤓 jpgs dont support transparency ☝️ so that would have to be a png" and dude it is finally setting in for me how much of a nerd i am. Who thinks that shit!!! well me i guess. but u know what i mean
#like i told my therapist about why old sites used to use single-frame gifs for transparent images because at the time +#they had wider support than pngs at the time! jpgs were much more supported as still images but they disnt support transparency#so afaik thats why if you go look at old site layouts and mess with them theyll often have transparent assets as a gif instead of a png !!!#anyway i told my therapist about that and i think i had to tell her what a gif was which was like. nuts to me. like im bad at age guessing +#but she is Not old by any means like not at all. it just totally shocks me sometimes that not everyone is a huge geek like me and my sibs 😭#the one that fucks me up the most though is how many people just dont have adblock like bro. listen. i get not having a million extwnsions#like i love customizing my shit but thats not for everyone. Bur oh my god how do people live without adblock. i think i would die#its like being on facebook marketplace on every website. theyre just lying to you every second of every day#facebook marketplace is genuinwly the most infuriatinf website on earth btw but thats a rant for another day i 4got where i was going w this#imso tired (<- stayed up until like 5:30am Again) so i thinks its bedtime for little old me now. my final mesag... change da world. goodby e#muffin mumbles#oh last note i forgot to write this: sorry i cant call wayne ''wayneradiotv'' radiotv just like by his first name i feel so rude for that???#im not on a first name basis with him. i cant do this with any youtuber or streamer i watch i always have to call them like... mr. 985. yk?#ok note over im actually goong to sleep now Byeeee
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hellaur
#suddenly i’m an audiobook person LOL#i’m rerewatching y/oung sheIdon and yesterday i was playing mindless phone game (on youtube lmfao)#while listening to netfIix 💀#and then i was like bro wtf i could be listening to a book rn#so slay spotify premium audiobooks i’m listening to one Iast stop#and sleeping at bad times bc i just wanna keep listenjng while playing dumb mindless games lol 😀#spoilers ahead ? (one Iast stop by casey mcq/uiston up to/thru chapter 7#that subway car hopping scene in ch 7 ;-; killed me bye#the minute it started w august talking abt not know what she is outside of college i was like well fuck#someone get me to nyc and get me a jane to run btwn subway cars with#i should stop typing this post bc it’s making me not listen as well to it LOL#bro i have not touched book since end of january 💀😭 i was reading the night circus#i still do want to finish it but it’s just slow :\ which fits the book ig and makes sense#but isn’t great when i am being bad at reading rn LOL#i think it would be cool to read a physical copy of this tho like the intro to every chapter#ANYWAY STOP SO U CAN ACTUALLY READ/LISTEN WELL LOL#i’m supposed to meet friends tmrw at 11am aka today in 8 hrs lmao 🤡 i wanna keep listening ;-;#i’m gonna make good sleep decisions for shore :D#jeanne talks#3:36am GN LOL
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