#so idk what to do

[tiredofthehumanlife]

Idk if you guys know this but I live in the south (in USA) right so you sit next to like 70 transphobes a day but here's the thing I want to change my name. I really like the name Elliot however I think if I went around introducing myself as Elliot ppl would easily clock me as trans and I'm not ready for the hardcore harassment that would bring so I was thinking instead I use the name Onyx because it's obscure enough that the average southern transphobe wouldn't immediately grasp what was going on but it was neutral enough to be perceived as masculine by like ppl who are Allys/members of the LGBT+ but now I think about me having to live with the name Onyx even though I don't like it but have less hatred spewed at me or live the name Elliot and live with the things that would probably be said to me (not to mention the possibility it will make me hate the name Elliot) and i cant tell which oke would bring less pain

[neverbeforeandneversince]

I need to vent

[cb-writes-stuff]

should I stop or sjdhdbdb, don't know whar to do

It’s fine! I just don’t really know what you’re expecting, so um. I end up being awkward. If I knew what to do I’d be able to do it, I think. But if you wanna keep doing it, just be aware that I might be awkward.

[sherlock-is-ace]

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vent post under the cut cause i feel like i will reach tag limit otherwise but i'm so sick of everything. I am so fucking sick of trying my absolute best to do things right and be fucked over by those who do things wrong.

It is so fucking frustrating to be forced to lower yourself to the horrible standars of those who do things wrong, who are assholes or just plain irresponsible. Because if you try to do things correctly, like they're supposed to be done, with kindness and respect, you're labels an idiot, or naive, or they take advantage of you. So you have to be selfish, you have to be disrespectful, you have to be irresponsible, cause otherwise you lose.

And I'm sick of it! I refuse to do things I know are wrong, or to do things in ways I know hurt others! But if I put effort into setting and following my own standars, I get punished! So I literally don't know what to do anymore.

If you're boss is an asshole or just does things wrong, you can't try to fix it cause you're the one that ends up fired. If you do your homework at school and study for tests and do things correctly, you also get punished when the majority of the class didn't, you also end up with no break or with surprise exams... If you wear masks outside because you don't want to get sick or get others sick, you get labels an idiot (and at least in 2020, physically attacked).

I'm tired! I'm done! I hate it so fucking much and there's nothing you can do about it... NOTHING and it's driving me insane!!

[teknikolor-walters]

I don't think the anxiety meds are helping shit tbh

[spookyshoosh]

my boyfriend really went to sleep mad bc i was on character ai calling the lore bot “my king”

and then woke me up at 3am to complain he was hungry

when i suggested he make himself some mashed potatoes or pasta or something

he proceeded to get angry with me and say i was stupid for even suggesting such a thing (he wanted the cash from my wallet so he could get a burger and i told him no bc its like our last $10)

how do you break up with somebody who lives in your home? like knowing they have fuck all places to go without you?

how do you doing that without feeling like a complete POS? bc i needs to happen but i care too fucking much

[chippdhearts]

new hyperfixtion dropped

[ralvezfanatic]

tryna figure out if i should read ralvez or stonathan..

[santana-fr]

Anyone wanna show off some dragons? I'm extremely stressed rn and would love to see them but probably won't respond

[clits-and-clips]

Fuckfuckfuckfuck had some drinks and I feel good but now the need for cuddles has tripled wahhhhh

[shambolic-nerd]

Personal statement writing to so hard. How do I explain my love for my subject in words alone? Without jumping up and down with glee and whimsy?? How???

[neyxmessi]

me trying to fill my devoid neymessi heart with other duos but literally no one compares to them so then i just get more sad🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭😭

[phantom-does-a-thing]

Nothing is interesting anymore. I don’t want to write, or play video games, doing other art is too much work and I have no inspiration. Watching YouTube is tedious at best because I have nothing interesting to watch after I finish the series I’m currently working through. I have no shows to watch on tv. I don’t want to listen to any of the podcasts I listen to. And even talking with friends is too much work and too much stress.

[milk-crafting]

Uh oh

[winxerblink]

Near X Ariana Grande idk either I apologize for the crusty shading

[primordialwhale]

does anyone know why my 500gb internal storage is just showing as 237gb???

i checked theres no unallocated partitions or anything just the two small ones which are barely over 1gb.

so theres just 262 gb of storage space straight up missing. and theres no way thats just the OS.