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sunwukxng · 7 days ago

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I'm about to McFreaking lose it. 🥹

#anyone want a kidney? I need groceries for the month before i can even deal with making money for this #also good news everyone! the government wanted more documentation so they rejected my work permit application #meaning $500+ down the drain because they insist the my need more than what was requested! so now I have to apply all over again!!#fun fact: they just did the same to my brother except worse because he applied for his green card (I haven't applied for mine yet bc ID)#and that cost him $1500+!#we are winning in life right now!#he can afford to apply again bc he has a job since our dad made sure he got his EAD applied for and approved #I however had the distinction of being disowned and kicked out to make it on my own :)#so now not only do I not have my Photo ID or approval for work hunting #not only do I not have my antidepressants #because my psychiatrist is a bitch and my insurance rejected the prior authorization #not only do I not have groceries or food or drinks #not my laptop which has been dead for a year #but now #NOW #my one escape from my depression and my favourite form of entertainment and shield against the horrors of existing is still dead!!!#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!#let me just get a sugar daddy or glucose grandpa who has a spare $1k to solve all my legal mental and personal dilemmas real quick #or let me sell a kidney like I'm being serious #or maybe if any of y'all plan to make my birthday in April sweet you can just give it in advance and I won't look to anything in April #I just really need some good fortune right now lmao #literally one thing after another I'M TIRED IM TIREDDDDDDDDDDD #literally death is less expensive but I got life in me yet #and I couldn't do that to my friends or to Leo :(#whatever ill figure it out #I always come out on top no matter how determined the universe is to keep me under #try harder BITCH 🖕🏾

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turtleblogatlast · 10 months ago

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I am once again reiterating that Leo could and should be a figure skater because what are ice skates if not twin blades? What is dual blade swordsmanship if not a dance-like performance? Using the skates as blades themselves could let Leo make portals be his ice rink no? I rest my case. ⛸️

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #would also like to add that he loves glam rock and unicorns! and what’s something glam rock unicorns and figure skating share #that’s right ✨glitter baby✨#(his glam rock look unironically fits right in with figure skater attire ngl)#I also mentioned his incredible ability to hold a pose before which helps him here #plus his fighting style in general can easilyyy incorporate figure skating elements #I am this 👌 close to animating a quick gif to show what I mean by those ice skate portals #and I do specify figure skating over hockey because 1) hockey is CASEY’S thing 😤 and 2) hockey just. doesn’t fit Leo? not enough ✨pizzazz✨#episode where the A-plot is Casey Sr showing her love for hockey and ending up playing a life or death game against yokai #she brings Raph in for help (since I like Casey & Raph friendship) and he gets the rest of the fam to help fill out the team #Casey Jr is especially excited but he’s never actually played hockey before #Leo tries to join and immediately accidentally makes a portal with his skates when he tries twirling to show off #the gang wins the match and the ep ends with Leo finally making it back completely beat up from accidental portals #the gang: wow we won! haha let’s go get hot chocolate it’s cold in here #leo: *desperately twirling over an active volcano* THIS IS THE OPPOSITE PLACE TO BE RIGHT NOW #actually to extrapolate on this more I really adore the idea of the boys’ abilities needing to be retrained as they grow #because their powers have the opportunity to grow #Mikey just randomly floating off and needing to be tethered down until he gets the hang of it lol #and stuff like that

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the-star-rigel · 1 year ago

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no let’s talk about cScott’s strategy in the life series being the social game. Let’s talk about how he’ll just kinda play nice with everyone and get to very high placements as a result. Do you wonder if his past allies feel used by him? If they feel like they’re just part of the strategy of his own game? Did you realize how rarely Scott has recurring alliances? Do you think they wonder about if they were just someone Scott could get to a higher result to feel good about? Or someone that could get him the win? Or are you normal

all I’m saying is usually we go on lengthy talks about Scott being nice and sweet and wholesome but this guy (character) is good at the murder game! Really worryingly good! Let’s delve into that some more!

#this is all c! btw to clarify. AND BEFORE YOU SAY CLEO READ THE TAGS #but I think that Pearl and martyn and Jimmy are on the same page of like. Man I did love you. And all you do is win. Was it ever real?#Different flavors ofc #But it’s similar in the sense that Martyn betrayed him and Scott just didn’t really care. Moved on to the next game kept playing.#Pearl and Scott were such a duo in last life and that didn’t matter!#Scott and Cleo have a recurring alliance and guess what. The roomies were taken out first ANYWAYS!#Do you guys remember how Jimmy and Scott were married? It’s all dead and gone now though right?#And I’m not saying Scott IS just using his alliances or that he didn’t really care all that much. Just that there’s some gray area in there #up for interpretation #Before you come at me with the Gem thing I raise you the “Scott is playing his own game”#He’s already won and he’s trying to get his allies to win. But his allies are never recurrent. So is it out of pride? Or genuine love?#I bet they wonder #And I think we should too #scott smajor #smajor1995 #last life #double life #secret life #slsmp #traffic smp #life series #third life #limited life #coral kids #zombiecleo #pearlescentmoon #jimmy solidarity #solidaritygaming #flower husbands

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biblically-accurate-dca · 9 months ago

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KILL!!!!!!!!!

#my post #this is so mean. why did i make this #but also....... the gun is in your hands now #i'll admit that it's my fault for putting the gun in your hand... however i've no say in what you choose to do with it #will you pull the trigger and accept whatever happens from now on? will you give yourself into the role forced upon you?#no one will know anything if you don't say anything. there will be no consequences or repercussions to this choice #but you will know. and you will need to live with that knowledge for the rest of your life #a gun not fired is like an itch not stratched #in the end i have no control over what you do... but free will is a funny thing #the brain is very susceptible to suggestion... everything we see and experience will remain with us in some way #if that's the case then how much control do we really have in our lives? how do we separate what we really want vs what we're told to want?#things like hunger... desire... they're all things the body asks for. but are they things that we truly want?#or are they merely a mechanism built into us for the sake of survival?#everything blends into everything. your past actions will inform your current actions. you're the only one who's ever lived your life #you're the only one who will ever live your life #little variables and experiences we all share... but the order varies greatly from person to person. everything is just a series of events #the way i see the world is different than the way you see it regardless of how similar they are #what choice will you make now? and how does it differ from the choice you would've made a week ago? a month? a year? does it differ at all?#does free will truly exist? i think it does... but not in the way most people think it exists #you and i... we might differ on that thought. or we might not.#regardless of whatever i've been rambling about right now... refusing to make a choice is still a choice you make. life is ironic like that #does one of them really have to go? that's for you to decide now #i've merely chosen to put the gun in your hand. to make you aware of the possibilities #so i hope you realize what power your choices have #dca fandom #daycare attendant #yeah sometimes i just say things that i think are deep but they're really not #i hope the choices i make have an effect on others. even if it's just one person...#if i can make even just one person think about something they wouldn't have normally thought about then isn't that a win?#life is a series of choices... ''it'd be great if you could see a figure of light by the time you die'' ♡

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crippy-tangerine · 2 months ago

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Pros of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms! Yay! Get to pretend you are healed and abled!! Able-bodied and healthy!! Yay!!!! We are the epitome of health 🎉.

Cons of dissociating so much you cannot tell what’s going on: it is easier to ignore bodily disability symptoms…. (You are NOT healed, you are getting worse!) (your body is deteriorating and all you do is pretend it isn’t happening) (uh oh!!).

-> Our body is low-key falling apart and we are simply ignoring it. This is so healthy and good. We are so able bodied.!! (/most sarcastic tone ever… This whole post is in a sarcastic and frustrated tone! Cannot recommend ignoring your symptoms at all!!! We just… Cannot get the level of care we need right now, and it is taking its toll…).

#coming back to ‘reality’ in a body that does not want to be human-shaped is actually really fucking stressful!!#like oh I’m back in the body- aw shucks all the connective tissue is fucked up! and cannot fix it! great…#tmi but fairly convinced at least one organ is prolapsed- and has been for years. which would explain the pain. but oh well cannot fix it.!#like would it kill you to not fall apart right now. this is meant to be the best years of our life. and we’re spending it in medical rooms.#people we had as peers (before we dropped out of… the world…) are finishing degrees or travelling.??#oh you went to Greece? while we spent three months in a psychiatric ward? cool. that’s. ok. cool.!!#joints are destroying themselves and we are having to pick which ones we need the least to survive + can damage more….#like- have given up on our ankles and knees. if they get destroyed then like…. at least we still have working hands #sometimes it all hits us full force and we have to face the fact our body is not going to heal magically.#torn between getting our last gender affirming surgery as soon as possible (before body deteriorates more) and just…. putting it off.?#like- indefinitely… we’ve healed from the other surgery ok #but our skin did not respond how it was wanted to. and that was before massive decline physically. so..?#and honestly we may not even win the fight with the transphobe gatekeeping that surgery right now.! he is infamous for his transphobia! so!#tired. ramble vent in hashtags again oops. should probably tag for this…#sort of vent #cw vent #physically disabled #actually disabled #disability #disabled #physical disability #dissociative system #complex dissociative disorder #actually dissociative

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rosielindy · 5 months ago

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My latest action to help get out the vote in Indiana. So many people write to swing states it’s hard to find a way to make an impact where I live. I found this campaign to send letters to voters up in Northwest Indiana, who are likely to vote blue, just to give them a nudge and to encourage them to spread the word so we can get the majority out to vote. I signed up to write 20 letters to start, hoping to do more and get them all sent out this week. My poor arthritic hand shall not fail me. 😂🌊💙

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crossbackpoke-check · 2 years ago

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Substance, Shadow, and Spirit [remixed, abridged] by Tao Yuanming

#liv in the replies #patrice bergeron #boston bruins #brad marchand #do you ever think about how brad marchand said that when bergy retired he would retire or are you capable of normal thought i'm not at all #please say a gratitude for both my sanity& y'all that this poem (which has been saved in my camera roll with the vague idea of using it for #??? long) & not one of the poems i had saved for carey for a really long time & remixed & everything with another poem until i found a poe #that absolutely murdered me in cold blood but there is an alternate universe where i did& then had to explain my unhinged thoughts to you.#anyway how are we feeling about bergy retirement. pspspspsp sara & luna are y'all doing okay like. the doc title for this one was #patrice the hockey player means a lot to me but patrice the person means so much more #which is why the end line of the other poem was so *%"@^)! (you love / what you are) because patrice does. like he is a whole ass good huma #& now since no one asked i need to tell you all the details about everything also y'all please clap i made an edit with NO baby pictures #although i did find one & save it & minimal genres of photo i always use in edits because they're my taste & aesthetic but anyway.#when i saved the first photo and marked it as one i wanted i accidentally wrote “how will he know they love him” which is not the line but #makes me feel feral about patrice & the rest of them all had hurtful names too but also. the third picture is literally a CELLY like brad #just scored a goal & he is clinging to bergy for dear life with that shit i saved that as “oh the agony on his face for unendurable”#& yes it is one of my cliches to have a draft day picture but in my defense the lifelong bond that patrice has/d with boston deserved to be #there even if i put in the love story & YES that picture is from the 2011 playoff right below it shared joy & pain & i couldn't tell you #when the brad marchy photo for together forever is except for the fact that i saw it & just the gut punch of oh my god the way he looks at #things men will praise you for is the stanley cup. duh. but i love the contrast of “some deed” being the stanley cup but then #bergy's choice to do noble deeds (ends up still earning praise &that's my note to his efforts outside of hockey we love a supportive captai #should also mention the first two i came up with & had the photos i knew i wanted for were the first and last one alskaldk but i KNEW i #wanted chara somewhere in the paragraph about leaving & then while i was looking found the one of bergy playing tuukka on accident & yes #i do have to make goalie jokes every time. no reprieve . no dice/no deal/no goal goalies have no rest/reprieve etc etc the one that killed #me though was looking for a patrice award pic & i wanted basically the one that i got for “how will you know any will praise you” & instead #also got the picture of patrice winning the some community hero award for charity work that he does & i love him mama & of COURSE that puck #is from bergy's 1000 game who do you think I am (if you guessed sleepy and emotional about patrice you'd be right) and ALSO please be ready #for all the patrice posts/bruins posts that have been sitting in my drafts to be released on this occasion of patrice retirement #I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TUUKKA ALSO RETIRED THAT’S WHY HE WAS ON WISE OR SIMPLE NO REPRIEVE AND THAT LATE OR SOON WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE #CHARA BECAUSE CHARA LEFT FIRST TO GO TO THE CAPS AND THEN LEFT IN RETIRMENT HE LEFT SOON BUT NOT FOR REAL THEN LATER LEFT FOR REAL (RETIRED

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damagedintellect · 11 months ago

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💌 I'M SCREAMING, WE STAY WINNING 😭

#only bought two made a big show of saying I can smell out a rat #we stay winning #all my luck gor the year was used for this draw #my bsd brainrot is showing #fuck dude im so high on life right now lets goooo!!

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cowwatcher · 4 months ago

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#rant #honestly it feels so frustrating and disappointing to see this but i knowwwwww theres nothing i could have really done #i talk a lotta shit like fuck this county fuck eveyone but i like america despite it's flaws and i want to see the best in people #but ough they make it so hard #like the majority of the country........#makes me tired #im in ny so whatever but it feels so disgearening and i feel so powerless #I KNOW ITLL BE FINE AND LIFE MOVES ON #but for right now i feel awful #i also feel kinda embarrassed that i was so positive before #but i stand by it bc i have to bc the thought of other option felt unbearable #but its happening now so wtf was the point of all that #at one point it really felt like they were gonna do it and change and win #its so easy to point fingers and blame everything but honestly i feel like its too late for that #bleh #im just a little wary of the presidency bc we were still feeling the repercussions of his last one #ALSO?? HES A FELON????? LIKE LITERALLY CONVICTED??#there was so much wrong with it that im honestly appalled that this was even possible #I'll survive #subway rat post #more like subway rant post LOL

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iamthepulta · 4 months ago

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It feels kind of weird to say I went on a vacation when one of the party members talked constantly and the last day of the trip I was undergoing constant physical contact in a vehicle for 10+ hours.

#it was a very nice vacation lol. But I'm also sad getting back while looking at my to-do list and thinking about yesterday and hating it #Everything else was very fun. The wedding was fantastic; gay people have very good taste.#E and I also averted a wedding crisis and we received constant praise on being v cute. 10/10. bisexual/acespec het relationship win.#ptxt #todo list for today is very long and include like 3 hw assignments I'm behind on. I don't want to watch other people do #presentations. not a favorite pastime. But c'est la vie.#Also my professor is STILL TALKING ABOUT SIEVE SIZES #GOD. WE CAN'T DISCUSS ANYTHING OTHER THAN SIEVE SIZES #that paleoart of the cow is literally giving me life right now. Does anyone remember The Ox-Cart Man? I loved that book as a kid

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euclydya · 4 months ago

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#so fucking cygnus says I'm not allowed to front alone anymore I DID NOTHING WRONG #LIKE WHAT IS A BITCH NOT ALLOWED TO BE TORMENTED BY THE THOUGHTS™ ANYMORE.#ALSO WHO GIVES HIM THE RIGHT TO BE THE AUTHORITY OF ME HELLO????#but something here tells me to not fucking Question Him so Okay. Okay. Fine. You win this round.#in other news i thuink we;re splitting. this is very not good. *** **** ******* *****. we're terrible we're terrible we're terrible we're te #pk;m jimmy🐑#cygnus watched me have that fucking episode last night and did nothing to help either except stare at me while holding his stupid axe #Like OKAY #YOU GONNA KILL ME? BETTER DO IT RIGHT NOW BITCH BETTER MAKE IT HURT. FUCK!#i don't know what my role is here i obviously have ideas and they're not Good but. fuck. new life okay im fucking TRYING.#but it's okay!!!!!!!!!! if you want me to play the villain again i will!!!!!! it's fine! it's fine! it's fine! it's fine! it's fine! it's fi #im puttin g the body back to sleep dont touch me

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daisywords · 1 year ago

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#my life could be so much more healthy and well-balanced if I didn't have roommates #and it's not their fault!!!! they are nice girls!!! we are chill!!! friends even!!!#and yet #I was so optimistic like. hm when I move I will simply stop letting this prevent me from doing what I want #stop letting my weird complexes win #but...that is easier said than done I guess #but I'm so serious right now if I lived alone it would be so much easier for me to eat well and exercise #maintain habits. meal plan. keep things clean #y'all imagine if I could use more than a six inch x six inch square of freezer space #I would have brought my violin here with me but I knew I would never play when anyone else might be in the house #so pretty much never #I would do floor exercises in my room but I'm scared to bc the floor creaks #I would go do it in the basement but I don't want anyone to wonder what I'm doing in the basement #NOT THAT ANYONE CARES #IT'S JUST ME I'M THE WEIRD ONE! I'M THE PROBLEM #look I am mostly normal and enjoy other people's company #I just need no one to perceive or acknowledge me ever when I'm doing my little tasks #yikes yikes yikes #anyway I'm going to be brave and go do dinner now

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shield-and-saber · 7 months ago

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yeah, so i just finished cataclysm

#spoilers in tags #do not read unless you've already gone thru phase 2 #the high republic liveblogging #the high republic spoilers #cataclysm #i am....... in agony #i spent pretty much the entire last 20 pages crying #I THOUGHT I WAS HEARTBROKEN WHEN AIDA ACTUALLY DIED. SO IMAGINE MY PAIN WHEN THE LAST LINE TO REFERENCE HER SAYS #''[ENYA ZIRI AND PHAN-TU'S LAUGHTER] ECHOED THROUGH THE TEMPLE HALLS AND MADE THE OTHER JEDI SMILE BECAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE AIDA'S LAUGHTER'#SHUT THE FUCK UP #SHUT UP #WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME #THE FIRST THING CREIGHTON DID WHEN HE WOKE UP WAS TRY TO FIND HER #I'M DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK #WHAT THE FUCK #CREIGHTON TAKES ON ENYA???? THEY'RE GONNA HELP EACH OTHER THRU THEIR GRIEF??? HE BEFRIENDED THE MED DROID?????????#the entire funeral for the 3 fallen jedi had me fucking sobbing btw i was a mess #also. wasn't expecting this but axel's redemption did end up winning me over. i was so sure i would continue to hate him #he's very much in love w/ gella and that means i love him very much as well #cataclysm also keeps up a 2/2 record that it shares w/ convergence by way of:#gella nattai says a deeply profound and spiritually moving/comforting line in each book and it hits me right in my religious trauma #the whole 2nd half of the book was incredible. i quite literally spent about 7 hours reading it as fast as i possibly could #i'm not the biggest fan of certain parts of kang's writing but her strength ABSOLUTELY lies in describing battle scenes #those were the easiest to read battle sequences i've ever read in my life and that's out of the entire phase 2 + other prequel books #i think the only other book whose combat didn't confuse me was the 1st republic commando but it's been long enough that i'm not sure #chancellor greylark is so interesting i'm obsessed and also the end scenes w/ her and axel had me weeping like a babe #anyways. that's all for now #my posts

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marsixm · 1 year ago

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big spoiler cw for the finale- i understand why a lot of people didnt feel like it made sense for how ed was acting during izzy’s death scene, like it didn’t feel earned or whatever bc they’d been at odds w each other since last season, but for me, and understand i’m not saying my personal experience making it make sense for me is trying to give undue writing cred or whatever, but i had a very difficult relationship with my very transphobic/bigoted mother. she made my life a nightmare a lot of the time. but i had to care for her in death. i had to watch her die for months. it was a waking nightmare, and it had a profound effect on me. it was complicated. it made my relationship to my memory of her very complicated. (and even if it hadnt been a months long ordeal i was caught in the middle of i’d probably still feel similarly) and that’s how ed dealing with izzy’s death feels to me. just like him having to kill his father, it was the right thing to do, but it still left him with difficult emotions. when ed says “you’re the only family i’ve got left” to izzy, after all the bullshit they put each other through, i get it.

#death cw #ofmd spoilers #also so i dont make multiple spoilery posts #i do also get why it feels weird to have him die after all that growth #but everyone grew and changed all season #and someone going away doesnt change that- ie look at buttons. he’s gone but it’s not negative #and like izzy didn’t necessarily *want* to die #but him dying a pirate’s death. on the ship. with the crew. injured in a scheme against the english. it was a better way for him to go #than being killed by ed while he was at his lowest #bc he’s right blackbeard was ed AND him. so blackbeard cant kill izzy. and izzy cant kill ed. bc ultimately neither of them would kill #*themselves.#also i liked the set up of him telling the prince that speech. saying it doesnt matter if we live or die. because piracy will live forever #it means when the prince shoots him it doesnt feel like a victory for the prince. he doesnt get to win that easily #also the prince character is fascinating as a foil for stede bc stede was also betrayed and injured by pirates #and even went home #but when he went back to normal life he told stories about how great pirates are. not try to kill them all #anyway thats my little thought for right now #and like i say im not giving undue writing cred but also id be surprised if this wasnt an experience ppl making the show- at least someone-#wasnt considering when they wrote this. like they have an established complex history that a couple months of fighting isnt gonna erase

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andyling · 2 years ago

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how the fuck has Tango not died yet

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poppyseed799 · 2 years ago

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I feel like life series fanon jimmy is kind of mischaracterized and there’s an easy way to make sure you’re doing it right: he has a lot of unearned confidence

#the tags is where I’m going to ACTUALLY say stuff LOL!!!#but like I love life series Jimmy mkay. he’s got that curse of dying first and all. which is what I mean by fanon cuz curses aren’t real #but a lot of fans make it like Jimmy accepts the curse? or even acknowledges that it’s real. which bugs me a bit cuz No He Does Not #(side note tho. I’m not mad about it. I know ppl wanna explore the concept of someone cursed to die first and that’s what they’re doing)#but like Jimmy would just be so in denial about it okay. even if you managed to convince him he would be like ‘..BUT SURELY THIS TIME’#and this relates to ranchers too. I love ranchers ok. mostly cuz my sister does tbh LMAOO she loves them. but ranchers fan content isn’t #what I’m looking for cuz it’s so often stuff like.. Jimmy being like ‘I’m sorry I’m cursed’ and Tango being like ‘it’s ok love u anyway’#but it’s really more like ‘CURSED?? NO! WE WILL WIN!’ which I think is MORE fun for the aftermath of their death. meeting in the afterlife.#I NEED to see ranchers content where they keep denying that the curse is real then Jimmy dies and they’re ghosts or whatever and Jimmy’s #like ‘oh no. we didn’t break the curse. tango probably hates me now. he only liked me cuz we thought the curse wasn’t real.’ and tango to be #like upset at first as anyone would be when they die. but then he like notices the way Jimmy is acting and he’s like ‘no.. ranchers 4 life’#???? what am I saying. hire me for writing fanfic I totally know what I’m doing.#anyways what I’m saying is Jimmy is the canary but he’s the canary that’s like ‘SURELY I can sing for the miners the whole way THIS time’#he is NOT the canary who says ‘WELL time to eventually stop singing in this cave’#HOWEVER I do think that although he has loads of unearned confidence and is in a constant state of denial. he does also have that crumble #sometimes. so it’s not totally ooc imo for him to act like that. but it would be rare moments and also mostly post death #ANOTHER SIDE NOTE I WANNA SAY. I HATE the way I’m saying this as if it’s fact. it’s my personal analysis and just because I think it’s right #doesn’t mean I want to present it as undeniable fact. I could be misinterpreting. if you want to interpret life!Jimmy’s character different #then go on ahead. I don’t hate fanon Jimmy I just wish I saw more like how I see him. that is all.#ok I lied I also wanna add that I’m bad at explaining things ESPECIALLY personalities so it’s possible that I didn’t convey what I wanted to #say properly too. sorry. OKAY NOW THAT IS ALL.

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