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akanemnon · 10 months ago

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So many questions... so little answers

FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT

MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)

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itsyouch · 7 months ago

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He's not supposed to be a sad lil character with a sad back story....... stop :( plz

#DANG i can't wait to see his full story!#dungeon meshi fanart #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi anime #delicious in dungeon #delicious in dungeon fanart #dungeon meshi senshi #senshi of izganda #dungeon meshi spoilers #senshi delicious in dungeon #senshi dungeon meshi #ARG #hes so cute I love his lil eyes X3 #The panic in his voice sounded so genuine #I bet there some reasons he's scared of griffins but of course he's scared of them! He's so tiny. Easy prey

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thesmokinpossum · 1 month ago

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Didn't felt like mentioning it immediately but shoutout to my sick and twisted brain for getting so triggered by an unexpected Christmas parade that I ended up havin the absolute worst panic attack of my entire life (potentially the only real one? I've had a couple other episodes I thought of as panic attacks but they were not even close to that so who knows) to the point where I spent the very last day of my 30th year on this earth in the ER, good times, good times 😊

#that was 10 days ago and i honestly was fine immediately after it ended so don't worry for me <3 #but yeah this shit was crazy holy hell #like i knew intellectually that 'feeling like you're dying' is a symptom of a panic attack but *actually* feeling it is another thing...#and even at the worst i was like 'ok i'm clearly having a panic attack it's not nice but it's gonna be ok'#but there was a piece of my brain that was like 'ok but what if your mom or grandma had told themselves that...'#'when they were having heart attack? They would have died and so will you 😊'#and i was like shit can't argue with that better get my ass to the hospital before i die #spoiler alert: i didn't died #ironically enough the revolting state of our healthcare system is lowkey what helped me calmed the fuck down #because i was tiny but i do remember when my mom had her heart attack and they sure as hell didn't let her wait for 7h+#so when i realized that this is what was gonna happen after i spent a brief moment with a nurse i was just like...oh i'm fine actually lol #and then i had to go take the bus in my fake crocs that i usually never wear outside of the house smh #interestingly enough my phobia of hospital seems to have competely disappear! which makes me believe that it was more a trauma response #than an actual phobia #not that the name changes that much but still interesting development #also no i'm not wearing a mask because nobody gave me one #that's actually one of the thing that made me leave lmao #oh and btw the christmas parade is true but also a bit more complex than that #basically i had a full sleepless night and i was mad so i decided to go buy myself some weed #turned out that there was a huge christmas parade 5 minutes away from the weed store so i hade to find another way #and then i got lost on the way back #and saw no less than 3 big fights between different homeless people #including one man randomly kicking another man's dog (which kinda really messed with me tbh)#and then i smoked a big joint (first one in like 10 days) with 0 sleep and zero food in my body #and then i took the bus #and then the bus driver yelled at an elderly man for not waiting at the right place #and then i took a sip of water and for some truly strange reason my brain decided that the water had gone in my lungs #and that i was actively drowning #and the rational part of me was like...girl that's not what drowning feels like what are you even talking about??#and then my brain went 'well if we're not drowning than we're having a heart attack'

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goldkirk · 3 months ago

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If anyone remembers all the dental work I needed done uhhhhhhh three years ago and never went back and ran away forever…I’m finally going back to a dentist on Thursday to restart the process and face my deep and utter abiding terror. And I also scheduled my COVID and flu vaccines for a couple hours later. And my psych appointment to restart meds.

I figured get it all done in one day, have my miserable immune reaction on Friday that I seem to always get with Moderna COVID shots, and then flee directly into the weekend and never be a person again except when I’m on and off crying. It’s going to be so kind to future me to get these things done and I can do it no matter how much I feel like I am constantly about to Actually Physically Die.

#you can see why I’m restarting meds #my brain is constantly convincing me that my teeth are about to actually finish rotting out of my mouth and I probably have an abscess #already that is going to give me a jaw or heart infection #which is VERY unlikely #and that my dog is deeply sick and I should rehome her and give her to someone who’ll take proper care of her and isn’t me #yadda yadda #it’s been fucking miserable #the only good part is 1) I’m going to get the worst part over with (starting the process) and #2) even if I completely flee and refuse to go back I’ll have one dental cleaning at least helping with plaque buildup and stuff #this is so fucking EMBARRASSING it’s all so EMBARASSING #it shouldn’t be this hard for me and I know it’s irrational #I’m just so scared because it’s so triggering for me for NO REASON and #I KNOW that this time when we get to the multiple fillings and at least one root canal and also my impacted wisdom teeth that it’ll be #different and I won’t go un-numb or if I do again they’ll have better checks in place for when I panic lie to their faces #but it doesn’t help #and I’m so sure they’re gonna tell me I need three or more root canals because I’ve waited way way too long #and I STILL can’t consistently keep up with brushing and flossing #which is the most embarassing and shameful thing in the world and I KNOW #but I’m scared shitless of all of it and it’s all a sensory nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway I’m not going to be okay later this week and I’m not particularly okay now #so if I’m not around online much #that’s why #but I’m happy news Aoife and I are having some lovely walks this week and she’s very cute and snuggly and we played tug a lot of times yest #*yesterday and she also stayed sniffing a bush while a bike went past two feet away #instead of getting startled and needing to hop or bark at it and then calm down #I’m so proud of her #and I wouldn’t be able to do this at all without my very kind partner who spearheaded scheduling the dentist (and researching places)#after my jaw pain nervous breakdown last week #health #personal

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y-rhywbeth2 · 5 months ago

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Who decided the drow should have so much fucking lore anyway.

('I should've been a drow.' You can't fucking stand Cazador or your 'siblings' you would not fucking want to be a drow. Although I guess Astarion would make a fair Vhaeraunite.)

#babbling #I'm still working on it and the many many fucking novels I don't really want to read #but at the same time my dwarves are calling me away from the elfyness #there was a giant red cardinal loose in the mines until it ran into the tavern in a panic and the human merc staying there killed it #I wanted to catch and tame it to make a dwarven aerial cavalry of giant blood-red passerines #now there's dead bird everywhere and nobody actually wanted to do cleaning work and everybody's being sick #possibly because half the work force is severely disabled #because they ran off to beat a giant snapping turtle to death and got limbs torn off #I told them not to fucking go fishing but nnOOooo #that's slowing things down a bit #We spent weeks huddled in a hole in the ground eating raw horseflesh and staring at nothing due to trauma #bleeding through amateurish stiches done by a dying one-handed dwarf with no medical training #while one of the dwarves sat in the other corner carving bone into jewellery while seething with homicidal rage #We have no textiles industry; some of the dwarves are wandering around swathed in bone jewellery and crowns like morbid monarchs #But their clothes are tattered rags clinging to their heavily scarred flesh by threads #the mining team has to double as the militia because they've grown to crave violence for some reason - especially the medical staff #Can't wait for the elven diplomat to turn up and start bitching about the logging industry #Like look you cannibalistic fuck; these dwarves are a hairsbreadth away from descending into berserker-rage and slaughtering us all #I am not making them sleep in the dirt because you oppose me turning the odd tree into a bedframe or a barrel because we are ALWAYS #ALWAYS on the verge of running out of alcohol #...#Either this sounds insane or you know exactly what I'm talking about #I'm going to make a DnD session out of this methinks

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unexpectedbrickattack · 2 years ago

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#chattin #nothing bad or spicy i just feel like peep peeping rn #📢🐀!#but there is talk of panic attacks and Bad Stims up ahead (not related to me dw) ->#i was thinking of autistic peppino bc i am planning out the vigilante comic in my head #and like the quick premise is that vigilante comes into the pizzeria and shoots a blank into the ceiling to get everyone to shut up #and quiet down so he can go ask for (demand really) to see peppino bc this fuckerhas a bounty FOR A REASON and hes here to find out why #bc u know; cowboy yeehaw shenanigans #only its like 5am and no one is there jdkdndjdndk he just saw the lights one and went BANGBANG #anyway peppino is in the back cowering bc someone came into his fucking shop and started shooting UNPROMPTED #and hes so fucking scared and unwilling to move and when he sees someone actually come through the back door he starts having a legitimate-#-panic attack and he starts doing the stimmy hands thing over his ducked head #and vigilante is like whoa whoa WHOA WHOA HOL UP WHATS HAPPENIN #like i dont think peppino has ‘happy stims’ he has ‘extremely self soothing’ stims #that include flapping but only if hes so unbelievably stressed that he cant think #or he has more violent ones like pulling at his hair and biting his hands #that on top of like a genuine panic attack where he cant breathe and he thinks his heart is stopping is 😵‍💫#vigilante is like christ almighty what the fucks got you so damned spooked?? like he doesnt even think of the blank he shot #he assumed someone came in before him or something #and hes like oh shit wait thats mE I DID THAT I SCARED HIM #i am still planning it out but yes. autistic peppino is on my mind 😊#in a more positive light hes very earnest; and good at his job bc cooking in an interest of his #and his responses in social situations are bizarre enough sometimes to wrap back around to endearing #also its an excuse to draw peppino looking very confused but happy and gustavo somewhere in the shot going-#‘the bad bitch i pulled in by being autistic’#swag #ALSO THE TAG IS BACK so i guess i can doodle again heehee

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blackcurrant-juice · 2 months ago

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back in septmeber i got some kind of attack in the middle of lab so they sent me to the ER because they didn't want to take chances with me dying from chemicals but still made me pay the hospital fees myself. then i still had to go back the next week to finish my lab. then bad news happened last week and my. lab report is so fucking late. all these penalties. it will be worth fucking nothing. what did i go to the ER for they should have just let me die there #tbh

#i assumed it was some panic attack not sure all i knew was my heart was beating fast even though my emotions were calm #and i was red like a lobster #oh yeah all that time and waiting to go to the ER doctor and showing him list of chemicals i worked with #and paying medical fees #just for them to go “bro i have no fucking clue what happened”#easilyy top 5 bruh moments this year #i really did not want to go to the ER like i thought seeing the schools general practitioner was enough #but the lab tech was so kind to accompany me everywhere #and she was the one who insisted i go to the ER even when i was like “ehhhh its probably fine”#and i am weak to older women what can i say #....my life was a series of unfortunate events unfolding into this utterly unsatisfying conclusion #should have had an anime arc like...No...I cant let her down...I cant let my trip to the hospitals go to waste...i will..finish this...!#but nah fate said “have a reason to spiral back into depression during hell week. and its something you cant even talk about.”#..i sound like im complaining but i just like talking about my life like comedy with plot points and foreshadowing etc #anyway i gotta write 2 reports tonight #then i can finally drink that vodka i bought last week #or maybe i should write my reports drunk..yeah!#unironically might be a good idea considering how much i overthink these things to the point of executive dysfunction

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brekitten · 11 months ago

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Danny Phantom, Batman - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Cassandra Cain/Danny Fenton Characters: Danny Fenton, Cassandra Cain, Bruce Wayne, Jonathan Crane (DCU) Additional Tags: snowstorm, Protective Danny Fenton, Scarecrow's Fear Toxin (DCU), Hallucinations, danny would murder people for cass, Fentonic 2024 (Danny Phantom), Beta Read, One Shot Series: Part 14 of Cat Soulmates Fentonic 2024 Spoilers Summary:

Scarecrow has escaped Arkham Asylum. Black Bat and Phantom search for him.

Then Scarecrow fucks up.

OR

Scarecrow gasses Cass with Fear Toxin and Danny shows him exactly why that was a mistake.

Snow Storm | Dry

Day 14! Luckily I had most of this oneshot done before this morning, so I only had to finish it. Ignoring the fact that I started writing it a week ago. @catnek-writing-things beta'd this for me, so thank you!

Happy Valentine’s Day yall!

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stevethehairington · 1 month ago

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circling back to the 118dailydrabble for day 1 bc i missed that day and OHOHOH i am l o v i n g what ive got for this one i can't wait to post it

#i gotta finish it first!!#i made it to like 90 words and i was like wait i love how it sounds just like this but i still have like 30 words to add fjdjdk #so i gotta figure out what those 30 words should be!!!#but!!!! we're getting there!!!!#im also trying my hand at some of the extra words!#i have a drabble for panic p much ready #and im contemplating continuing it in another drabble bc i l o v e that idea too #anyways im so excited that im excited about writing again rn!!!!!#like!!!!!!#things felt so bleak befofe i wanted to write sooo bad but couldnt do it for some reason like i would try and it just wouldnt work #but its working now!!!!#these daily low stakes short prompt fills have truly revitalized me its been amazing #i love it #this is the best thing that could have happened #considering asking for prompts in my asks to fill too? maybe??#we'll see!!!!#mack writes

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lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar · 5 months ago

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i swear the list keeps getting bigger every time i look at it

#russ ballard #there are lots more that aren't listed actually #so it could easily get much bigger #since there are #like infinite songs out there from him #or so it seems #and then there's the other part #that lists lots of things he produced and played on and everything #which is also a giant list #omgg i don't remember it listing the mirror lies before #or maybe i just didn't see it #i was trying to look for what he wrote for graham bonnet #for some reason i couldn't find what it was called but it was probably there the whole time #because graham asked him for another song and he gave him one and he loved it #he asked him for a prog rock song i think #i really wanted to hear what he gave him #listening to it now #[5 and a half minutes later]#OKAY BUT HOW DOES RUSS JUST #PULL SONGS LIKE THIS OUT OF A HAT #listening to that panic attack one too by bert heerink and yeah that's definitely a russ song #alright time to add some more songs to the written by russ ballard tag i think #there's so many sometimes it feels overwhelming to keep looking for more #wait i can add this post to the tag too because these were all #written by russ ballard #AND NOW IF THE LIST DOES CHANGE I CAN COMPARE TO THIS SCREENSHOT OF IT AND SEE IF IT ACTUALLY DID OR I'M JUST LOSING MY MIND

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piratadelamor · 4 months ago

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my gynecologist talking about how calm i was finding out about my endometriosis bitch my astrologer warned me about reproductive related health issues years ago......

#i was honestly just waiting for a confirmation of something and its not like cancer or infertility so i didnt have reason to panic

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stayingmachine · 6 months ago

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#absolutely do not reblog #wait I forgot I think we can turn hat off now #cool anyway #went down kind of a deep dive on this person #i just knew it had died #and it turns out it killed itself #and I haven't cried in months #but I'm crying in my bed right now thinking about it #been struggling a lot lately. for some obvious and some not obvious reasons #and every time I taste the pain that gets left behind #and I start thinking about what it actually means #I get knocked off my feet #I'm trying to breathe through it. I'm not upset about the panic attack/crying #I wish I could have fixed things for it #I wish I hadn't tried so hard to find out what happened #I'm not religious and I didnt know it and I don't know if it was but whatever memorial phrase is appropriate here #I hope its loved ones get a breath today #being eulogized on the internet is so weird.#having your name out there til the domain runs out #til the website goes down #anyway.#dl8r

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livvyofthelake · 6 months ago

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beginning to fear i will never fall asleep again. well we had a good run with it i suppose can’t wait to die from exhaustion from doing nothing can’t even imagine a less honorable way to go!

#why is god taking sleeping away from me. that’s so fucking mean #i have been awake for far too long at this point for no reason #genuinely what if i lost the ability.#oh i can’t wait for this to bring on some kind of panic attack that keeps me wide awake even longer!!

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squuote · 1 year ago

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pondering if I should return to twitter yet or not but maybe I’ll stay off one more day..

#crow thoughts #idk. this whole thing going on has shaken me up quite a bit ngl!#iykyk is all I’m gonna say for now I’m sorry #being nearly thrown into a panic attack at work was like. the biggest reason why I haven’t said anything bout it #so I think I’m going to wait it out for my own sake #I do want to. say something but I don’t think that will be good for me

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crj-200 · 1 year ago

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first off, congrats on your last shift. second, what's wrong with the enclosed bucket I have GOT to know

thanks!! and the bucket is a nightmare lmao. you get less control over the spray because of how the nozzle works, you can't see out the main window because it's full of tiny little cracks and hazy (so differentiating between "super stubborn ice buildup" and "worn off paint" is near impossible) and it jerks really bad when you turn the bucket in certain directions. it's miserable for deicing CRJs. i can't stand that thing

#and i brought the window up to my boss and he said ''it's not THAT bad'' and refused to do anything about it :/#one of the many reasons i'm leaving lmao #we HAVE an open bucket that i wouldn't mind using but we don't have short enough harnesses for me T–T #i hate it so much and the manager knows this but he makes me spray with the enclosed one anyways.#even the day after i was spraying and accidentally shut off the apu (pilot error!!!!! not me!!!!!!!)#he was getting on my case about not wanting to spray. i wasn't even refusing to deice lmao i just said i only wanted to drive 🥲#i had a whole ass 2 hr long panic attack after the apu went out. i just wanted one day of not going in that damn bucket lmao #ANYWAYS #nessie asks #👷#i can't wait for that last shift 😭 it's gonna be wonderful #open bucket at (new airline) i'm coming back buddy 😭

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dankest-of-lies · 8 months ago

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the entirety of the album Humanistic by Abandoned Pools (+ Get Over It, non album single from the same year) reminds me of mysterious skin in one way or another (specifically about neil and brian but yeah)

#mysterious skin #neil mccormick #brian lackey #abandoned pools #films #yes i read the book #that whole album + lethal killers (same artist btw just on a different album)#l.v.b.d. reminds me of the coach for obvious reasons #update 7/6/24: listened to AP's newest album ans amazing days is the most brian and neil coded song ever i fear #AND!!!!!! kay em ess #tighter noose reminds me of them too #demo versions of mercy kiss and blood feel even more about them. just listen to them #tighter noose could've originally been on humanistic too btw #also. waiting to panic #text

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