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my finished piece of the FWMS (official name definitely 100%) thing we started a few days ago! I had fun I hope folks had and/or continue to have fun with the sketch as well.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhsy#riz gukgak#Fuck With My Sketch#I mean it I'm gonna use that. gotta stop me if u dont wanna#doing things like this is bittersweet bc this slaps and I look at this and Im like well. I will never be able to nail this look again#I guess that's the plight of self taught art. but also it means you have to learn to let go and go look for different delights#you can't get too attached to one way of doing things. you will find many new things on ur way to make more funny bictures n such#this slaps tho Im so happy with how this came out lol. its be a long while since I last drew something in this vein#appropriate that its for riz lol he deserves it. he deserves the photoshoot pieces#funny enough this also kind of was prompted by drawfee? in one of the episodes I was binging (I thiiiink the one bg a day ep)#jacob brought up one of the artists I follow on twitter (havent been there in a decent while lol) who uses a pretty distinct#blue-on-red palette that got me to think abt teal-on-red and then this happened#funny enough I did start the piece with teal-on-red but then I shifted to blue after and was like wait I love this suddenly#and then committed lol. I should work with teal-on-red properly more but for now! we have fun! we enjoy#thats my journey thank u for listening. thank u for drawing with me if u have and come hang next time if u havent
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daily affirmations: im the shit
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#can someone power wash my brain ive gotten addicted to the shoe commercial song again#and 2nd one is not related. well now it is. but it was supposed to be its own thing#i ended up not liking the sketch enough for how much trouble it gave me so its going up like this#sweep ur bf off ur feet (flying edition)#anywayz. 1st one done in an hour while listening to something on repeat. no prize for guessing what#im at my vacation now so its gonna be backlog for a little while until i get my bearings#its a tradition by now to draw fullbody walkies while listening to hip hop so who knows. i might do more of that#now i sleep for tomorrow i go shopping#today i packed spent 4 hrs in a cramped car. had a swim a pint some real good canned tuna for dinner. truly life is good#and i cant wait to sleep on this mood so i can wake up feeling different tomorrow#it hasnt quite been dread latwly except when it has. but idk#i remember id used to wake up and not feel like im in a pressure cooker set on medium to low#its been a year. id like to know that feeling again
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consider sanuso bodyswap where Sanji is of course "admiring" Usopp's body and Usopp is trying desperately to keep himself from getting worked up so that he doesn't light himself on fire.
Luffy and Chopper are not helping. They are in fact doing the opposite of helping. They've ramped up their pranks and are doing anything possible to get Usopp angry so that he combusts, freaks out, and then dives into the ocean to put himself out. They think it's hilarious.
Nami and Brook are Also not helping, since they're conspiring with Sanji to put on a fashion show with Usopp's body. Sanji called it "not wasting a precious opportunity to get him in something other than overalls". Usopp called it mutiny and he was gonna- dive into the ocean, holy fuck Sanji why is it so easy to catch fire?!
Best part about this is that Sanji assured him, several times, that his body doesn't get hurt by catching fire. Usopp still jumps into the ocean every time.
Robin pipes up at one point, asking if Sanji was immune to just his own flames or all flames. Sanji just kind of shrugs and said it depends. Franky, having just been leisurely watching all of this gets an idea. Would his Franky Fireball hurt Sanji's body or just give him more fire to work with?
He tries to coax Usopp into agreeing to test it out and, somehow, he manages it. Albeit, Usopp is all knocking knees and chattering teeth, a very odd sight from 'Sanji'. As part of the deal though, he can only shoot a fireball the size of his hand.
Usopp meant his small hand. The one Franky used for tinkering and fine detail work. He did not, however, clarify this.
So, when a fireball the size of Franky's big hand comes out, well. Usopp runs for his goddamn life.
It takes him a few moments- and the voices of his friends sounding distant and below him- to realize he hadn't, in fact, run to the men's quarters, but rather into the fucking sky.
And oooooh, boy he is gonna kill Sanji one of these days. Why was his body's first fucking instinct when running to go up, what the actual HELL-
Usopp lit himself on fire again.
He curses out Sanji as his Sky Walk fails in the same moment and he plummets towards the deck.
#one piece#sanuso#nemotime#usopp the first time he lights himself on fire: WHAT THE FUCK WHAY THE FUCK WHAT THE HELL OH GOD OH F-#oh ndvdggdvdv okay listen. listen. omagine Zoro's been asleep this whole time. and he misses the memo that there was a bodyswap.#and he wakes up to 'Sanji' kicking him abd immediately goes into fight mode... and then is really fucking spooked#bc 'Sanji' is blubbering about Zoro going to kill him and that he couldnt die this young and Zoro's just. Still as a statue.#Literally cannot compute.#and then 'Usopp' comes up to him. threatening him and calling him names the way he was expecting from 'Sanji'#Brook: oh dear he mustve slept through all the commotion. Zoro-san! Usopp and-!#Nami covering Brook's mouth: No wait i smell a money making opportunity#shes gonna con him. idk how or with what yet but shes definitely gonna con him#hes gonna be sooo pissed when he finds out she conned him but his usual outlet for physical violence is currently indisposed so. lol. lmao.#i like making zoro suffer idk why its just funny#wait wai what if Usopp didnt trip on him what if when he plummets to the deck he lands on Zoro lmfao#also Franky's standing there like 'Why did you dodge it?!' and Usopp is right back to trying not to light himself on fire again lol#oh n Jinbei gets roped into the fashion show stuff#where he incurs 'newbie's first debt to Nami'#damn now im thinking about him slightly concerned about all this spontaneous combustion and then Robin saying something to make it worse lol#ANYWAY MORE IMPORTANTLY the real tragedy of this post is that because Usopp's constantly worried about Combusting#it never really sinks in how blatantly Sanji is checking out his body + enjoying doing that fashion show#and because of Sanji 'enjoying the view' he never notices the brief moments where Usopp quietly does the same#before being interrupted by Luffy and Chopper coming out of nowhere wanting to roast marshmallows on Usopp's leg#okay im done were done im good its bed time gnight gmorning gday to all
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actually seriously though sorry to vent but this quarter has been like one of the worst times of my life i didnt really think it could get worse from last year but it did and also my whole family life kinda fell apart which didnt help.
i thought going part time this quarter could help me but it just gave me more time to do nothing and then feel bad about doing nothing. i only have two classes this quarter and im definitely gonna fail one and im maybe gonna barely pass the other one. plus my financial aid changed so school is literally 3 times more expensive which means im running out of money way faster than i have the past two years, i thought that since i worked 3 jobs this summer i had finally saved enough to pay for the whole school year but instead i barely paid for the quarter.
literally the only thing that makes school worth it right now is the rowing team and tbh half the time i cant even drag myself out of bed to get to practice because we meet at fuckin 4:30 in the morning so im just disappointing them and wasting all the fucking money in dues because we don’t get money from the school so we have to pay a lot to fund the club and yeah. i just. need a break. i thought i could do better this year but nothing ive done has helped and trying to fix whatever is wrong with me and do school at the same time is just too much.
im just so tired. im tired of doing nothing and then feeling bad about it and overwhelmed even though i havent done anything and all my tasks are very manageable. im tired of not being able to fall asleep on time because i managed my time badly or my roommates were being loud and then either getting up for rowing or sleeping way too long. im tired of getting 3 hours of sleep one day and then 10 hours the next. i feel like shit and i cant even tell people how bad it really is because i dont want to disappoint them but here i am disappointing them anyway. i want to fix it but for some reason things that should be easy are so so so hard. i didnt even brush my fucking teeth today man.
my professor sent me a message a week and a half ago telling me im gonna fail the class because ive missed too many classes and im too far behind and i still havent responded. she probably thinks i dont care but the truth is every time i think about responding i feel sick. i just want to go home but now everything is different and my mom and brothers moved to a new house and my aunt and uncle moved to a new state and i have to go home to a house that isnt mine and not all my family will be there. or i go to a different house that isnt mine and not all my family will be there. and they say they dont want me to pick sides but somehow going to either place feels like im betraying someone. cant a guy catch a fucking break around here
#bee talks#vent post#im fine. im fine im fine#why is it that the second i leave home i miss my mom. and the second i get home and see my mom i cant wait to leave.#sigh#not marine biology#the academic probation counselor i had to talk to before is gonna be happy to hear im switching majors though#she didnt listen to me at all and tried to make me leave the college of bio sci and become a human development major last year so im sure s#i did actually hate her so much though so if they make me talk to her again i gotta make sure she knows im not switching because of her#and in fact i probably would have switched earlier if she hadnt been so rude to me that i decided to be stubborn#i wanna make sure she knows she had nothing to do with it and is one of the least helpful people ive ever talked to actually#idgaf if she thinks im rude im leaving the university and ill probably never have to talk to her again lmao
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needed my fix
#YES i decided 2 draw my kon hcs again NO PLS DONT YELL @ ME AJKSFHAKLJHFWJA#if some1 makes a pink eye joke i will laugh#bc ive decided i h8 the color white actually & i will b useing hot pink from now on#except int he bg.....#i OK NVM DONT LOOK @ ME#man iw as gonna put this in the tags bc i actually colored them but now imlike KAJHSFKJA#should i b doing af rn?.............yes.................#i kinda wanted 2 wait until after i ate food buts its been hrs i feel like im just procrastinating on both LMAO#uhm anyways i think the chibi is cute so i also included thatt#the shorts look straight up like underwear & were just not going 2 talk about that ok? thanks........#bc istg it FEELS like that sometimes ((has not worm jean shorts in yrs))#yeah no it literally looks like udnerwear sighss#ok welp uh#sure KJASHFLJKAKGFA#listen its cute WHATEVER i dont care i dont.....i........#ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#kontent#puppee art#im not putting it in the tags anymore i got scared AKIJSHLFIUAWGFWUYAGFYJHASFLDSA#mayb ill change it l8r but rn nahhh
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Kendrick Lamar
please....
i gotta sleep sometime man
#this mfer#i was about to honk shoo mimimi when i saw that he dropped again#they are already dead man#its just cruel at this point lmao#im gonna have to wait until tomorrow to listen cause i am too tired to process his quadruple entendres#kendrick lamar#kdot
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I cannot rely on one person for me to be happy my happiness isn't allowed to be only triggered by one person I can be happy at every little thing it doesn't matter about this one person
#im in too far fucking deep again#and when he leaves again its gonna hurt just as much. but more.#finch posts#he makes me happy beyond belief and i goddamn love having a friend who knows me inside out and has done for so long#but. your love is my drug by kesha comes to mind. its fucking intoxicating talking to him#and last time he left (we were 12 and his parents moved their family) it made me kinda depressed and i was so fucking needy to talk to him#and now we're three and a half months into rekindling the friendship and i feel the same like i get really sad already >#>if i just dont talk to him for a couple of days without like a trip or friends or smthn else to entertain me#songs are starting to remind me of him#fuck fuck fuck#1am in the morning makes me too honrst#i think im still a bit (a lot) in love with them#ohmygod i dont even think it i know it#i should go to sleep earlier#it would stop me having so many thoughts#i havent seen him in multiple years but i can still imagine kissing him#oh fucking hell fuck my actual whole fucking life#and his closest friend where he lives now well they were starting to be a bit of a thing and surely its not fucking normal>#>to daydream about kissing a girl who ive literally never seen a photo of#holy fucking hell i am such a hopeless poly bisexual#WHY DONT WE REWRITE THE STARSSSS#oh this is circling round to my suspicions i might be kinda like demi romantic??#i should buy myself flowers . wait. no. i grow flowers 🫠#well i could still buy myself flowers . and i should#i need to go to the beach#cant wait to get a proper drivers license#if youve made it this far down my crisis hi youve gotten to the stage where u can tell what songs im listening to!
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Ive been surviving the day with no sleep, a singular piece of bread to eat in my system and a cup of white coffee
I have never felt more alive
#‘oh just take a nap in the afternoon!’ NO.#u dont understand…. i genuinely CANT take naps#like im physically incapable of napping#when im awake im AWAKE and theres no sleepign .. EVER ..#i have to wait until night to try and sleep again#i was having another one of those nights where my head wont shut up#no matter how hard i tried to make my head quiet it WOULDNT LISTEN TO MEE#i hate when it does that smh#fighting for my life out here jst because my mind never shuts up#my mind has never been quiet#im genuinely curious why😭#anyways i have way too much energy watch me oversleep tonight#i fear i skipped lunch too but dw im gonna cook 💪💪💪
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oh i'm gonna be so annoying about this album..... i even took notes while listening to this just now...
#first of all supernova i'm gonna be so annoying abt that song i can feel it in my bones the instrumental is crazy the vocal layering is#making me ascend to the sky fr i LOOOOVEEE this sound for them and i can't wait to hear it in full!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#next set the tone actually a great sound for an aespa beside structurally it reminds me of the savage bsides like i'll make you cry or even#iconic but yeah she's soooo aespa to me and i love it too#then mine instantly put it as one of my favorites already bc LISTENNNNNNN darkspa i love you so much i love this salty&sweet darker prettie#and sluttier sister and s&s was already all of that omfg#next licorice the BASSSSS are we hearing her??????? INSANE and again aespa and their heavenly vocal layering i just can't i'm foaming at th#mouth as i'm typing this i'm so serious#okay to the fun songs bahama is gonna be my feel good summer beach vibe jam i already know it and if better thing wouldve gotten an album#she wouldve been on there. perfect summer sound#long chat too she sounds really cute maybe not as memorable to be as bahama or even live my life but DAMN i love a good upbeat track#prologue feels like a little interlude to me and the BABY IM A WEIRDO :D I KNOW ! was so silly sdjfksjfdf plsssss but a cute sound overall#live my life TURN THAT SHIT UPPPPPPPPPP the most cheery track and i'm strapped in to listen to it until i die. also an eri track to me#melody ahhh my reve daughters ik they would be proud of this song it's sounds very beautiful already#much more up my alley than their previous ballads ngl#in conclusion i'm gonna be the most annoying person on the dash once all these songs are revealed to the public and#i am already sosososososososo in love with this album what the FACK#000
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isatcord got this so I'll just drop this family bonds thing here too teehee
#THIS IS NOT FINAL this is just a concept i wrote for my own timeline reference#this may or may not happen in the fic. maybe. maybe not. who knows#i mean i know but ill never tell lmao#im slowly working on this again! im sorry for the hold up ive been so out of it lately and i think i needed the little break#im working on things other than family bonds too so its very on and off#also im gonna be real i never got over that cold LOL its still haunts me every so often and ive been napping a lot because of it#still......dont listen to my excuses ill get there#thank you again for your patience and love and FAN ART AND FAN WRITING???? I LOOK AT THAT SHIT EVERY DAY YALL ITS SO COOL#i hope the wait will be worth it for everyone...but i guess we will see#okay back i go to the realm of google docs#busy.🐝#fambeely bonds.🐝#buzzing words.🐝
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That post is still pretty active so i have to scroll past that guys bloated festering corpse every time i want to see someones new reply
#Listen to my problems#so im always thinking about it .... they were literally just trying to match my energy they were the most enthusiastic person on the post#i would almost feel bad but their opinions were so trash that i didnt know how to respond in a nice way. i tried really hard but i think you#just hate women. and then i see their idea for a femslash ship and yepp you hate women#lowkey some characters should come with a do not separate label or at lesst with the understanding that they will continue being the most#important people in each others lives even if they choose to date elsewhere ... if there is no ship that can beat canon then you must#be doing something wrong ... provide some better rationale idk ... some pairings feel very cheap and soulless because youve fundamentally#misunderstood the character ... but also im in constant agony because theyre the only person who mentioned kohahyo and i fCKING LOVEkohahyo#but they called it hyohaku so its over and we cant be friends#WHY DID THEY HAVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE ITS SO OVER COME ONNNNN GUYS#the whole reason i signalled for hetships is because i was waiting for kohahyo ... but nobody came ... except that one guy#and i blocked them for being enthusiastic and friendly because i found their opinions so revolting#huh actually thats another thing ... nobody has listed any really problematic ships yet but then again a good portion of people consider#TKSN to be problematic as if youve never broken the neck of your crush before whatever man. wait sorry this is a s/g hate post now hehe ! i#just remembered that s/g shippers like saying 'senku would never fall for his killer!' as rationale for why they refuse to ship it even#after season 2 (thats when they lost so they all doubled down instead of switching) oh my god wait i just thought of that one dj series#okay no i have to finish this thought before its gone. they sound like they dont even believe it because there ARE s/g enemies to lovers aus#out there so the enemies part isnt a real problem you guys just dont want to admit when youre beat honestly this is why early game ships are#so hard becsuse you never know if this guy is gonna be his parallel forever or only sometimes. so im thankful to stanxe for being tksns#parallel to keep it relevant and alive forever and ever and ever male anglerfish style. but yeah s/g fans have no real reason to hate tksn#because tsukasa is fucking awesome so they cant say hes not good enough for senku and thats why they keep parroting that line. even if ...#like if you know senkus character you already KNOW it doesnt matter shit nor fuck to him so the fake reason you gave is ooc and wrong also#but then again thats why theyre so happy because they have enough people to just do whatever they want. much like something else#i need to finish that fic for valentines day
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Had another category 5 feeling too much empathy for paul mccartney moment and started crying again I need to be shot like a lame horse and I really mean that
#i was trying to imagine what it must feel like to be listening to a song your best friend whos been dead for ~1 year song. knowing you're#never gonna hear his voice again outside of recordings. after you knew the man for over 2 decades. hearing his voice thousands of times.#there were periods where you heard it every single day for hours and hours. and now kts#its gone. kind of. you'll never hear it from him again but you can listen to recordings from when he was still here#like for example the recording he made where he sings about how much he loves his son and cant wait to watch him grow up#ok im gonna be sick nevermind this
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remembering law yuri today everyone how are we ......
#snap chats#saori/mafuyu .... hello .....#yuri save me <- has more wlw pairings than i thought i did#out of the things i expected to walk away from the judgment series with i didnt expect to be enthralled by the two (2) girls there#i need to keep playing lost judgment i need to know if they ever breath about ecah other again idc if hoshino there go away#youre in the way of my yuri jlkjLVKAJ#i think im just gonna play LJ off streams henceforth <- says this as if im playing anytime soon#not super related to this post just. idk when else to say it VJELKVJA#anyways no listen to me. i keep wanting to redraw the Atashi graphic with saori cause atashi makes me think of them </3#i think ive said this before but idk ... it been awhile .... im back to my ado/syudou phase of music listening .....#k bye im sketching something stupid while waiting for a client to get back to me
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Screaming. Crying. The Workshop was cancelled again last minute. Literally last fucking minute. Instead they're now offering a 2 day remote session (the workshop was 4 days in person btw) to go over my questions. What. The. Fuck. The whole purpose of this shit was to have someone teach me the awful infrastructure behind this eldritch creature + the other shit I don't know. How can I ask questions about what I dont know. Besides if I wanna ask questions I have 2 fucking consultants I can bug if I feel like it.
I know what my boss is gonna say. Kissing my past self for curating a list with potential workshops and trainings. Hating myself for having to propose a workshop in Switzerland now. Why is this thing so niche.
This workshop is 2.5k per person btw. Upfront. And it low-key feels like a scam rn :)
#I'm so fucking glad I listened to my gut feeling and only booked the hotel nd stuff for the other event for now#if they hadn't cancelled it today i would've booked shit tomorrow#but still#this fucking sucks#waiting 5 months after they said 'well we have to cancel this one next apt is january' only for them to cancel it again#tomorrow is gonna be hell#i think I'll come in later just so i wont have to listen to my boss complain before 7am#just kill me now#gotta delete this later but for now i gotta scream about the bullshit that is *this*#it certifications and niche applications can smd#genuinely its so fucked up#just one week of no bullshit like this#pls im begging
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i hate getting gifts because first of all are you trying to buy me make me feel obligated to you so I feel the need to be polite and sweet to you all the time and secondly once you inevitably leave what the fuck am i supposed to do with them
#bro these glow in the dark stickers on my ceiling#when i got them i felt so loved and adored for the first time in my life like wow someone#actually cares about me enough to listen to my wandering petty musings#and they comforted me so much at nights like there's light in darkness#now all i want to do is rip them off and burn them#but i already feel so alone in this house#i just feel like if i remove them then this house won't have anything of me like sure some of my clothes#are here some books but my bed was so messsy when i came mom was using it as storage and my study table#was completely unusable mom had put so much stuff like 5 suitcases under it and on top of it more stuff#like um okay i get that i was gone for 3 months but wow you wrote me off pretty quickly huh#like I dont belong here anymore#my dad already says that place isn't my house whenever he gets mad at me or when im not disciplined#like you guys. i wanted to move out at 18 you forced me to live here and now you're sick of me?#lol okay#fuck how will i ever get over this#i was watching that movie today and peter has abandonment issues and he got so upset when lj#was going to move away far from him he was like ok fine since u choose to go so far away let's break up now#because I dont want to wait till 5-6 months and then do it like let's just do it now#like that's such a classic me move being in control of when the relationship ends so you don't have to be there#when the other person completely loses interest and leaves you first#and you know how it got fixed? his dad told him that he loves him and that he's never gonna leave him again#like lol that's not gonna happen to me so i have to find a way to be ok without it#😮💨#pity party of one pls look away everyone
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important announcement that pulp by e.liza m.clamb is one of the if not The quintessential orla song
#brought to u by me listening to the ep on repeat while i went out earlier#and also like. half her tags being from it HJSKJ#its just. ohhh man#i suck the pulp until i choke on what was never meant to last and still i know although i hope im never gonna get it all back..............#tell me theres another side and ill be with it again.....#man#* ✿ . . . musings. / something in the heartspace keeps you waiting. 𝄒#yeah why not#* ✿ . . . ooc. / of course you have red hair and homosexual tendencies. 𝄒
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