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ah yes, i remembered.
there was a shorter dream i had. quite interesting one indeed.
i was with a few strangers, all of us helping sans escaping a three story white building while running from groups of crazy fans.
'crazy' as 'absolutely feral & will rip anyone from limb to limb in blind rage just bc they stood near him' kinda deal.
so we were fighting off the ferals to keep them away from him, each of us helpers have a blunt weapon, mine was a crowbar. kinda heavy to swing but it gets the job done.
elevators were out of the question, something was keeping him from using his magic. so the only option was keep running.
at second floor, one of the doors bursted open when he ran past it, one of the ferals grabbed him by his hood and was about to drag him in.
i reached him first, then forced the hand to let go from smashing it with my crowbar, as hard as i could.
i think i broke that arm, cuz i heard a crack and an unholy shriek as we ran away.
when we reached the 1st floor, all of us were out of breath, scratches and cuts all over our body. except sans, we did a decent job keeping him safe.
two of us rushed forward to keep the front door open, with me running a few steps ahead of him, at this point we just wanted to gtfo.
but then i heard him yelp, turned around to see him has tripped over himself, falling and skidded a few inches across the clean white floor, with the horde catching up in twisted excitement.
next thing i know i was running, yeeting the crowbar onto the hand inches from his struggling ass, snatched him up, and sprinted towards the door as fast i could. leaving the ear-splitting screams of rage behind.
i felt my hands around him tighten as i'm reaching the exit, with his arm went behind my neck to stablize himself.
legs burning from all the running throughout the dream, ears pulsing from my own heartbeat, mixing with his shallow breaths and my ally's urgent yells. it was getting overwhelming, but i kept running.
then it reached its peak as we all leaped into the exit's blinding white light. time seemed to slow down as i felt his form curling into me, before everything i felt seemly exploded.
my sore muscle felt like they bursted into flames, my ears popped, i felt everything and nothing at the same time.
with my arms full, i could only squeeze my eyes shut.
my bedroom ceiling greeted me when i opened my eyes, arms reaching up holding nothing, fading adrenaline still pulsing in my ears.
#i was torn between how should i draw my dreams when this memory surfaced#very random but ok i guess-#idk why am i not one of the ferals but i am glad at the same time#playing sardine can with a horde of ppl that slowly melts together?#no thanks.#this one is getting drawn too#if i have a coin every time i snatched up a blorbo to escape mindless horrors in a dream i'd have two coins#which isn't a lot but s'weird it happened twice.#and very cliche#drowzy's dreams#simping o' clock#sans undertale#rambling in the tags
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i love how draco spends a whole summer talking about how much he "hates" harry potter and harry thinks of draco as his "nemesis" and several times has thoughts about some fate or other being too terrible for anyone "except maybe malfoy" but then any time either of them is actually in any danger they both are absolutely ready to just throw every other priority out the window to save each other. without fail. every single time. some "rivalry" huh...
#draco: i hate harry potter so much you have no idea. oh he's here in my living room and lying to save him#means i run the very real risk of being tortured to death along with my family? ok i guess. here goes.#harry: i hate draco malfoy so much. he's my arch nemesis. voldemort whom? oh draco's in danger? time to risk everything including the lives#of my best friends in the whole world to save him.#drarry#Harry Potter#random musings
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just pondering some excuses for mouth-to-mouth...
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i love pre-mob terumob <3
#kinda rushed at the very end cuz i have to gooo [tear]#they are taking me away guys (going of my own volition).#dead mob is my favorite here i think#would fix the blush and whatevedr btut im running low on time !!!#he would come up with random predicaments where the ONLY viable solution is giving mob a little smoochy.#and then be like 'well i guess i have to.......'#the possibilities with this dynamic are endless guys. im insane#okokokokokok i have 2 go now#more pmob terumob soon !!!!!!!! hopefully !!!!!!!!#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#shigeo kageyama#mob#terumob#pre-mob teru#pre-mob terumob#mob psycho fanart#meowmeow art#this could be better......but its ok :)
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You know what. I’ve realised a massive part of why I dislike tommy so much!
He’s a shape shifter.
Think about it for a moment. We know next to nothing about this dude because he just shifts into whatever role he needs to play for whomever he’s with. We know he was military but have zero context beyond that but it’s implied he was the ‘perfect’ soldier.
Under Gerrard he’s a bigoted misogynistic racist homophobe.
Gerrard leaves and he magically becomes someone who can fit in with the 118 under Bobby.
Leaves the 118 and we don’t know what he’s up to.
Reappears on the scene when the firefam show up at the hangar and becomes what they need him to be in that moment.
Is essentially actively pursuing Eddie but is quick to switch to buck when it’s clear he’s an easier target. Drops buck when bucks not ready with zero explanation but is happy to go along with what buck wants when he calls him.
Man doesn’t have a personality of his own because he just shifts into whatever he needs to be for whoever he needs to be it for.
#I have a slightly out there (ok very out there) theory that Tommy is actually under Ortiz’s control and that Gerrard is just a decoy#that Tommy is infiltrating the 118 to take them down#because Gerrard is too obvious he’s too panto villain#but Tommy - who appears back on the scene concienetly at the same time as Ortiz starts up her vendetta!!#he’s much better placed to create issues and problems that Gerrard is.#his shifting personality is suspicious to me because in all the begins episodes he was just going wherever the wind was blowing and has no#actual characteristics of his own - it was all words out in his mouth#do I think this is what they’re actually doing with mr plot device - not remotely!#he’s there for bucks arc and then he’ll be gone#but so I think it would be a fun and interesting thing to do with him - completely - but that would mean more screen time#and I’m getting as much as I can handle already!#anti tommy kinard#911 abc#911 speculation#sort of I guess#more me having a random theory that will come to nothing!#although he is a shape shifter - that part is not a wild specualtion!
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mafuyu
yuki
own
i misplaced one card bc working this on mobile is a nightmare but generally everything else is correct
additional little diagram i drew
is this anything
do you get it
do you agree
can anyone hear me
#project sekai#proseka#pjsk#mafuyu asahina#asahina mafuyu#idk what to tag this#just random thoughts#i guess#ok no ill point out a few details in words actually#mafuyu: sometimes has a shine in eyes sometimes doesnt. bangs are sortof between owns and yukis. just generally a more calmer look#yuki: smiley!!! shine in eyes. has left side of bangs tuckered out. looks kind#own: no shine in eyes. very dark expression. shade over eyes and eyes are colorless and muddier? basically all the depression
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something i just realized about the sages (ignoring how frustrating to use i find the sages abilities overall) when they get their enigma stone they are like wow look at how much stronger i am now!! when its really just a ... clone of them, without the parts that make them interesting- the personality, and they "give" it to you (it doesnt feel like its really yours tho bc, unlike botw, its not intergrated into your moveset- which could have been solved by just adding them to another ability wheel- so it doesnt even feel like they are really yours) but ok i can see why its stronger even if i find it boring to just duplicate the character isntead of actually making their ability be more-
but then at the very end, they join you in the battle and .. dont even make use of it? what where the engima stones even for then? i guess you could bend over backwards and say well its bc their powers cant reach you all the way down there so they have to physical join you- BUT .. when they are right next to you .. shouldnt the connection to them be back anyway? so their clones should return shouldnt they? or is the entire arena just so surpressive of that power that it wouldnt work either way? then again ... what was its use then to get them to have those stones? like how ultra hand is supposedly the focus of the game but doesnt matter to the narrative at all?
(can you unsummon them when they are there?? i havent tried it but i dont think so ..)
like obviously it would be wayy too chaotic if all sages where there twice, especially together with all the ganondorf clones too- but it kinda .. once again... makes it feel meaningless that you even got them the stones? sure they only get to you when you do it but its really just again another check box with no substance, isnt it?
(... actually .. did anyone actually need the stones? aside from ganondorf getting that huge powerup somehow- like even the original sages and sonia and stuff, are you telling me she couldnt rewind ..................................... a tea cup, on her own? or i guess the only time sonia does anythign with her stone is when she gives its power to raurus laserbeam attack he never does again ... and the other sages arent shown to gain anything from it either?? are they?? what even would minerus ability have been bc she wasnt a -utterly useless- mech back then ... the shield she does doesnt seem unique to her either bc rauru literally does it too after sonia gets falcon-punched to death to block ganondorfs .. goo beam .... i mean i guess it doesnt matter anyway bc all we see them actually do is .. stand around and talk, sometimes "hurt" (dirty) sometimes not ... so whatever i guess?)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#ganondoodles rants#rewatched a video and suddendly realized this#i know its kinda nitpicky#but it still adds to the whole#...checkbox feeling of the game#liek sure ok you do it to help the regions but the thing you get from it isnt really all that cool#i felt like botw did it so much better#not just integrating it into your gameplay much more naturally so it actually feels like its ours now#but you also have a very perosnal connection to the champions#and freeing their spirits feels like rebuiliding their desecrated grave#and then at the end they actually do something to help you with the titans#even if calamtiy ganon is laughably easy and you really dont need it#... anyway#random rambling i guess#man theres so much so think about in this game#in a bad way
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silly guys that make me lose followers on tumblr dot com
#my art lol#vocaloid#zhiyu moke#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#omfg lmao i normally dont do this kind of thing ever... but the circumstances are so fucking funny i HAD to#no cause its so amusing to me. so u can put up w/ my unhinged ramblings in the tags a bunch of dumb uninteresting shit etc#but seeing the same fuckass gif too many times in a row is the final straw?? ok sure#LIKE IM NOT REALLY MAD OR ANYTHING its just hilarious to me that THAT is some (2) people's final straws w me. thats their limit#i only reserve spam reblogging the same post in a row for very special occasions when im extremelyyyyyy unwell abt smthn (pos or neg)#so its really funny to me that on two separate occasions that was enough for two separate people to unfollow my main. LOL#couldnt handle the mokening/ryojiing 😔🙏 tragic! anyways.#NO BUT ALSO i once did reblog. the same video of shadow the hedgehog like 50+ times in a row#i dont remember if i lost anyone because of that though??? if i didnt then THATS HILARIOUS LOL everyone just loves shadow#but some fuckin chinese computer program and death the teenage boy??? i want those twinks obliterated. blocked and unfollowed.#my lessons ive learned: i can weaponize random ass gifs of random ass anime boys i guess?????????#also this is from today. and serves as a good precursor to whats abt to happen which happened far from today 🥴😭😔😔😔
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Finally started to watch S2 of Arcane bc my s/o wanted me to. It's one of those shows I consider to have effort put into them but I can never get invested on. Most of the characters (EXCEPT for Ambessa and Viktor) annoy me in some way I can't put into words. I also find the new child character annoying... looks like fucking Teemo...
Currently only interested in Ambessa and Viktor. What the fuck is Ambessa seeking (and damn she's ruthless. i love this morally dubious tragic woman)? I care about Mel too because her relationship with Ambessa is intriguing. And lol cyborg Jesus. Who doesn't love cyborg Jesus?
#i know you'd expect the mcu!loki blog to be invested in vi and jinx's doomed sibling narrative or whatevs#but nah. idk why. idc for jinx's harley quinn shtick. her voice and design annoys me.#im not talking about moral positions at all. moreso on me being annoyed by random shit. the show IS VERY COPAGANDIC SO FAR#im not invested enough toeverwrite meta for this show#i guess some stylistic things in the show annoy me. not into steampunk (a me problem)#and a fun observation is i always seem to prefer the more gnc sibling#and acab as always. just talking about aesthetics and personal interest.#ambessa is such a refreshing character; ok?
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I mean this in the nicest way possible, but I think instead of reading the last 3 VC books, you should have dropped the series. You would have saved yourself a lot of pain. I don’t think even half the things all the vampires have forgiven one another for are forgivable, but forgiveness has been given, and that’s their choice. Besides…. If I don’t like fish and I eat tuna casserole… well. I’m sorry to tell you this, but Louis was never going anywhere, and even though he’s a selfish bitch, he does love Lestat. Louis is the person Lestat can never let go of, and no matter how toxic it is, they have a love. Louis literally tried to kill himself because he couldn’t bear the thought of living without Lestat. If you can’t handle that fact, you should drop out. I actually think David is a dick, but if Lestat loves him, and Louis respects him, then I’ll accept it. Louis is a main character, like Marius and Armand. That was never going to change. It came close, but Anne quickly decided to accept Louis’ survival. If you can’t accept things you can’t change, you need to find some things you can. You’ll be much happier for it.
Excuse me, so you think I should "drop out" like... I have already finished the books, there is no way to unread them now. If this is another variation of "if you don't like loustat, you can't be in the fandom" - get lost. Who do you think you are, fandom police?
And most importantly... you are some random anon on the internet. Who cares what you think? Thank you for your opinion, bye.
(As a side note, Louis tried to kill himself once, and it happened because of Claudia. And if someone twists the facts while trying to make a point, everyone immediately understands they have no actual facts to support their POV. Bad strategy.)
#what the hell was this#i think i should find the setting to switch off anon asks#ok i actually logged in to make a post about how i regret giving tvc another chance although everything was clear since totbt#but at this point i am so angry i don't even regret anymore#well if my presence here annoys some random anon on the internet it was worth it i guess#things we do out of spite!#“if you can't handle this fact you should drop out” and it's literally a fake fact#a very loose interpretation of an actual fact at best#i mean i respect all headcanons but HCs are not actually source material OK? OK
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This could be a new thing, if you don't mind it that is. I was hoping it would be a FNF x Among Us crossover. What I'm getting at here is that I would like you to draw Whitty as Corpse (Black in Among Us Color) cuddling Bf in Medbay, but Bf would Cyan instead of green.
Also they are doing tasks, and one of them would be extremely tired so that's when they decide to sleep together until the others get done with their tasks.
dude I've been wanting to do some type of crossover fnf amongus thing due to letsplayer inspo vibes for like well over a month now but I keep overthinking things and have no clue where to even start ha. but I mean this is as good of a place as any to do so tbh so ye letsgo not exactly what was asked maybe sorry but maybe a little bit ok still
I guess only bf got to take a nap after doing some very tiring leaf tasks whilst whitty get to be all sheriff-y proteccing him from sussy bakas I guess. and gf got to be the sus as a bonus I guess bc lol
#bombeep#whittyxbf#hmm well#sorry for laziness#and not following instructions very well lol#and lack of shadows and shadowing in general#and idk what's up with the bg but figured lazy shapes was better than nothing#I think they're on the skeld? pretty sure that's the map I was looking at for vague bg ref or whatnot ha#also how do spacesuits work? idk random-ass jumpsuits with weird ugly boots it is I guess ha#anyways#shame green is not bf's color but eh cyan works it's very colorful lol#as long as I don't get too hung up on the lp hc's it's all good ha#either way#sorry it's not quite accurate to what was asked but at least bf is chillin so partly still ok right lol#eh take it or leave it I guess#better luck next time for accuracy I guess ha#fnf au#fnf shipping#fnf amoungs au#fnf letsplayer au I guess maybe at least in part almost idk yet lol#boyfriend#whitty#bf#girlfriend#gf#I draw what I want#thanks for the suggestion#stay groovy friendo
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question: when you're starting a new job, what do you most want out of your first week of onboarding? what's most helpful for you to know/understand upfront? also... what's not helpful? tell me your onboarding nightmare stories too lol
#i honestly do not ever think i've had a positive onboarding experience#in my entire professional life#i guess for me a lot of my early-job anxieties are around expectations and 'rules'#like i want to know what time i'm supposed to be there and what time i'm allowed to leave and what the dress code is#and how the hybrid schedule works#so i don't make dumb mistakes right away#i also think i want to be involved in the real work as early as possible#like i don't have to be DOING anything yet but i want to be watching people do things and shadowing in meetings#so i can start to develop a sense of who's who and what the actual work of the office/workplace looks like#and also because i really value getting a feel for personalities as early as possible lol i want to know what the vibes are#hmm and also maybe most importantly#i feel like in any new situation i need a very loose conceptual framework to hold the new information being given to me#otherwise it's just random pieces of info you know? like it's helpful when someone is actively helping me fit information into a frame#like they're saying 'here's the HUGE picture - now let's zoom in and start looking at this one corner of it - and as we add new corners#i'll actively help you fill in the connective tissue that holds these different parts of the big picture together'#hmmm#my worst onboarding experiences have been when the person training me comes in and throws lots of#long complex extremely context-dependent documents or readings at me#and is like ok spend the week reading those and get back to me#and i'm like ??????????#i have NO understanding of what my role is or how this organization functions#at this point it is not helpful for me to pass my eyes over tons of dense info without a guide to tell me what's important#i have no way of gauging of something is important or trivial and then i feel stressed like i have to learn ALL of it#even though i know that a huge portion of it will end up being not that relevant to my day-to-day job
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finished emio: the smiling man!! pretty solid, really great presentation, iffy pacing, and a few underwhelming elements, but i was able to have a good enough time with it. the epilogue was a real highlight for me, but there were a few standout moments in the game proper as well. wouldn't say no to playing more if more entries get made and will definitely be checking out the remakes of the other two entries at some point :]
#whooooo asked forrrrr random game reviewsssss!???#played through it while i was out of country and had a p good time w it all around!!#nothing groundbreaking but it's not trying to be and it's not pretending like it is#just a very very solid mystery vn. if you're in a mood for one it'd be hard to say you're going wrong with emio#contra.txt#vg#famicom detective club#BIG PLOT SPOILER TERRITORY NOW: SPOILERS SPOILERS SPOILERS#ok but kuze shouldve absolutely been fired at LEAST for that#like yeah sure the usual adventure mystery vn suspension of disbelief you can just do whatever the fuck wrt a crime if you want. who gafs.#BUT LIKE. she RESIGNED?? she wasnt let go??? hello? after she did all that???#also would like some closure regarding the todorokis but whatever i guess. itd just be sad and a massive bummer but still#anywayyyyysies yeag. solid game
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I keep like drafting elaborate vent posts where I think I’m being philosophical but I’m just like a depressed uni student bro don’t talk about that here you’re literally a fandom blogger
#this is pointed at me I have nothing against like other people using this site to vent#I just really really don’t wanna do that (at least not anymore) but I will catch myself trying to sneak in personal details for sympathy#and I don’t even WANT random ppl to message me like ‘ooh I’m so sorry’ it makes me feel like a zoo animal#I guess this in of itself is a vent but you get me I think idk I don’t feel very cash money atm#which is fine#ok#vent#the rat speaks
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OH MY GOSH NO WONDER PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF COLORS-- THEY'RE CALLED COLOR SCHEMES
#people really be thinking colors are evil scientists#color scheme#color schemes#colors gomna take over the world some day#colors be evil i guess?#imma call my art work schemes#oh hello im just working on my latest scheme#shows them a painting#very evil yes?#mad scientist when i be mixing paints#are artists the real super villains??#lol casually taking over the world by using *colors*#mwahahahaha#random thoughts#random stuff#thoughts#dumb thoughts#funny#accurate#people really be like “rainbow” and act like someone said “boo”#are colors ghosts?#evil ghosts?#hehehe#been scheming for hours#✌️#been schemeing for hours ✌️#ok but for real colors are chill guys dont be scared of the pretties#evil colors pop off#i will only refer to making art as schemeing now#and you cant stop me
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another compliment for y0 that i forgot to mention last night. it's a smaller/simpler thing but i really love the imagination cutaways that happen during karaoke :)
#mine#very...well...relatable#i would be lying if i said i don't do the exact same thing when i belt my favorite songs really horribly in the shower#earlier tonight i did judgement real quick because i had kiryu wearing the outfit and also i love that song#and i noticed for the first time (i know...) that kashiwagi is off to the side on the stage!!!!!! cute little detail#and then of course i did 24 hour cinderella a couple times and got to watch the associated montage#it's so cute to me lol i love how he has 4 random backup dancers and they're all on roller skates#and the part where he does a little finger wag at the camera but it's not malicious at all he's just having fun#so cute so much fun to watch#kind of like...ok i was going to say humanizes them but honestly theyre already really human#i guess it like...deepens them a little bit? not really the right word either but you get what im getting at#same for the girls i love inviting the various ladies to sing and watching them do their cutaways it's always fun#to see what they come up with individually :)
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#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak#who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad#and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur#research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a#bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way#i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit#i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like#i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt#wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide#stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the#predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing#i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh.#i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just#send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel#ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart#ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants 🥳 but nah no excuses we run#this body into the ground. like the good old days.#unrelated
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