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I am 99% sure Tumblr just doesn't want me to comment at this point

tried to use Tumblr support, sent the problem, and the damn button remains loading forever.

is it such a crime for wanting to gush on ppl's posts orz

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ooooh handsome fictional skeleton...

you are my clarity...

my remedy of this battle we called life...

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plz, my mortal body

i beg of thee to grant me the will to express my frantic mind through artistic creation

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came home from work, tuckered out from trying my damn hardest yet still not quite enough.

sees skeleton, becomes happy to see him.

gives him a big o' hug and buries my face into his hoodie, a great way to reduce stress.

small talks here and there, how was your day, a smooch here and a nuzzle there.

then finally, falling asleep while talking sweet nothing to each other, all snuggly and comfy.

no stress, no worries, just lovey dovey and good sleep, and maybe nice dreams.

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had a weird dream about an unknown rpg lookin' game opening on its own in an old class computer i does not own, just sat there and watched it boot up & starts by itself.

the dialog box was glitching out a bit.

no narrative texts, just started directly talking to me.

it said it's been so, so long, since it last saw me, and how much it missed me.

i felt its excitement bc the text were literally forming a voice in my brain as i read, almost vibrating, even.

then it(?) deadass uttered 'now that you're back...i'm never gonna let you go.' in an unhinged and ominous way and violently yanked me into the monitor right after.

woke up on checkered floor that goes on forever, the sky/ceiling was magenta, and i was in my work clothes for some reason.

walked like 2 steps before a sans with blue and black tailcoat (+a hat) appeared in front of me.

literally poofed into existense and remained afloat, locked eyes, grinned like a dork, then tackled me n' spinned 3 whole circle in mid air while laughing and giggling as giddy as a slightly unhinged baritone voice allows.

didn't even let go after he's done, just kept his face buried in my shoulder, occassionally nuzzles a bit as he lovingly sways us around and rambles on and on about how he missed me, how good it is to have me back...how we'd live happily ever after from then on.

dude was probably bonkers, but hey.

that hug actually felt nice, so whatever asdfgh

can't remember how it transferred into the second unrelated dream part.

spent all my available memory remembering this one.

see, this and my very first sans dream are the rock solid proof that i'd never survive dangerous skeletons istg /lh

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simping so damn hard i wanna affectionately slam dunk him like a professional basketball player

that's what'd be festering in my brain while i cuddle him in the most gentle & loving manner in human capability.

plus a smooch or two on his beautiful skull.

as he rightfully deserved.

ye

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hyperfixating so damn hard i can't even start to draw to help with it

just sits there frozen in my seat and brain goes 9999m per second hhhhhhh

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i am so normal about rambley that all i'm thinking about on my entire shift last night was his voice lines and credit song.

yep.

so very (not) normal.

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got a haircut and the amount of hair the hairdresser snipped off literally looked like a whole messy ahh wig that was dropped on the floor.

wild.

and kinda hilarious.

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yea i think i'm done artfighting this year.

probably.

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stupid ass 2 seconds nightmare.

delulu time it is, then.

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I have many fears.

but currently, one of my greatest fears is having the most wonderful and sweet dreams of being lovey dovey with sans...

and forgetting it upon waking up.

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got hit by the orbiting kraken hubby brainrot™ during may, and did a thing before artblock snuffed it out-

(cw: eye strain under cut)

ok, imma redraw & finish this on august. july is artfight month.💦

kraken sans by @aka-indulgence

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I first saw him when I was a highschooler.

A skeleton clad in blue. My favorite color.

It is interesting how falling for someone can change what one would associate with a color.

Blue, a color of technology and calm. Now it reminds me of his hoodie. And how he makes me see blue sky when the world is grey.

White, a color of purity and nothing. It is now the color of his bones, his pearly white grin...the twin stars in his eyesockets. And also, the white clouds in that beautiful sky.

I had a terrible dream a few days ago. But it turned out okay, at the very end. He was there, as a plushie. He was fluffy and warm, a pleasent comfort to have while drenched and shivering under the roof of a convenient store.

It's been several years, I've long since graduated. Yet the feeling is still going strong... And I'm not complaining anytime soon.

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a funny moment at work from a few days ago

someone ordered a heck ton of bagged ketchup online, and it was a huge pain to haul them all into the cart. (3-ish kg each bag, they wanted about 12 of them)

was about to get mad when I realized this kind of weird arse order is exactly what sans would make

then suddenly it wasn't so annoying anymore.

yes, they didn't magically become lighter. but I had the funny image of him doing the cursed act of dumping all of it in a bathtub and bathe in it to accompany me through my shift.

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had the most half-assed dream about sans and i am

beyond

✨offended✨

by my own brain.

why.

why does he look like a 2D shitpost scribble animated by grabbing the corners and wiggling the image around.

it even has stray white pixels clinging on the lines, what is this.

he's not even acting like himself, either.

at least, not what i picture him to behave, at all.

"hey bbg~ i've been waiting for you~~"

*assumedly seductive wiggles while moving closer with absolute zero facial change*

NO GET AWAY FROM ME YOU AIN'T MY MAN

WHAT EVEN ARE YOU, NO DON'T TOUCH ME EW DO NOT DRAPE YOUR 2D ASS ON ME LIKE AN ICKY BLANKET WTH GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME AAAAAAA-

if i could wake up in a cold sweat on command for dramatic effect i frigging would.

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done at last.

putting my Artfight link here again-

ok time to draw them all a ref💀(all were just scribbles)