#vent but feel free to reblog i dont care

[deanlighful]

Its weird when people say you talk about disability/health stuff too much as if I’m not disabled and it’s not apart of my identity that also takes over my life. Like every moment of my life is effected by my disability so yeah I talk about my doctors appointment and how i feel. I talk about the new thing i got to help me. I talk about disability activism. I talk about so many things because there is rarely anything in my life that isn’t some how effected by my disability. Its apart of why its apart of my identity. I can;t separate it from myself. So yes i talk about it a lot because it is who i am.

[poisonouspastels]

[undercoverangell]

rambling in the tags incoming

[coffee-keith]

Really struggling with trying to figure out what's me. Like what I enjoy and what ideas/traits/desires are actually my own. I think it's beautiful that people influence each other and grow together, but I'm left feeling lost right now and wondering what's actually me.

[glitter-alienz]

last time i felt genuine happiness instagram still looked like this

[cin3maa]

☆Welcome to Fish City's greenhouse!☆

౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

☆ you can call me cinema/cinna or just anything you like! i am 14!! in fact a minor (she/her only please) pronouns page <-

☆ i work as a sort of botanist for FishCity! I take care of the marine plants here (and also am tasked the burden of dealing with tomi's problematic little clones.. they keep multiplying!!!!) i am but a wee sea bunny doing my part to ensure FishCity's habitability!

☆ i really like (rot)tmnt! specifically donnie (in every iteration..smitten swoon)

☆ i can and will draw selfship with my wife r!donnie so if you dont want to see that just block the tag #selfship

☆ i like yapping!!! interact with me i swear i dont bite (,,¬﹏¬,,)

☆ i am a huge vocaloid/jpop/pjsk nerd so um yeah!!!!

☆ art requests are closed! if you send any i WILL get you!/threat

please read about my boundaries before sending any requests if open. (under the cut)

☆ 700 DTIYS (#cin3maa dtiys)

☆ donnie with other purple characters

☆ #tmnc (teenage mutant ninja cats) <- there will be more!!!

☆ #tmnt cin (my turtlesona or self insert stuff)

mooties!!! (more tba<3)

#corrupted file 📄: @urplepurplegurgleturgle

#ocean documentary 🪸: @atomic-rattz

#alien sighting 🛸: @reddbug27

#sweet n sour 🍋: @hahawasabi

☆ main tags:

#rolling 🎥(my art)

#backstage 🎭(my refs)

#previews 🎞️(ask replies)

#snacks 🍿{yapping)

#5 stars 🌟(reblogs)

playlist ˚₊ · »-♡→

boundaries and other stuff! ⇩(PLEASE READ)

-> requests

i probably wont draw your oc

i wont do canon x YN requests unless i specify otherwise - i will deny/ignore you if you request it anyway. i understand you like the characters (i really do) but i just dont want to draw this kind of content as of now and i ask that you respect that.

...please dont beg or be pushy/send multiple asks with your request

if i havent responded to your request, i probably just dont want to do it or i do and am getting to it when i feel motivated

id prefer requests be primarily (rot)tmnt but if you want to request something related to any of my OTHER interests i wont mind（• ∇ ＜)

i am very obviously not going to be doing nsfw.

my commissions arent set up at the moment

the way that i personally do requests is that i get to them when i get to them. im most likely not ignoring you!!! i work at my own pace.

-> art usage

feel free to use my art as a pfp/banner etc (credit appreciated<3)

i dont mind if you repost as long as you credit me

do not edit/modify my art

do not use my art in edits

um.. i dont think this should be an issue but dont sell my art?

you can draw any of my designs but id prefer you didnt claim them as your own haha..please @ me if you do use anything id love to see it <3

-> boundaries

t/cest in/cest & proshippers fuck off. seriously, block me. this includes casey jr x turtles

^I do not count april but i probably wont draw any april x turtles anyway (he's married to me)

vivziepop (hazbin/helluva etc) generally makes me uncomfortable but i wont block you if you enjoy her works or post about them.

i do not support ai art. if you support it or are neutral please block me. if you want to start making real art but dont know where to begin or need free resources, check out this post. (or this resource post)

if we're not close be mindful of what you send in my ask box lol. i am a minor. it makes me uncomfortable if youre sending me suggestive images or something like that (especially if i dont know you very well)

DO NOT VENT IN MY ASK BOX. i dont really know how to respond.. im witewawwy just a girl im not your thewapist im sowwy💔💔

i frequently call rise donnie my wife/bf & draw selfship (sometimes) so if that bothers you im sorry ;w; when i do draw selfship i try to tag it properly so it can be filtered !!!

im still an inexperienced artist, so i probably wont be able to give very good advice if you ask (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

feel free to tag me!

dms are open

-> other interests!

project sekai (if you want to play just ask for my id<3 im almost always up to it! i main jp but i do have en.)

vocaloid/utau/synthv & jpop

^ i am kakizaki yutas #1 fan !!!! listen to his music right now

hoyoverse (genshin, star rail, zzz, hi3)

little nightmares

skullgirls

YTTD

osomatsu san

metal family

bee and puppycat

jshk/tbhk

tadc

psych

ddlc

ptp

mitm

breaking bad (pls...)

...and more but this list is already getting long

stuff in here is subject to change, thanks for reading!!! :3 like actually thank you so much!!! i really appreciate it

[ilikescience-confession-blog]

Yeah, yeah. Im here too.

A certain eclipse and sun decided that it was a good idea to create a blog and I was not going to be left behind, so now im me here to "have more connection with the community". Damn, just tell me to touch grass ig.

I don't care what you writte in my ask box but just to be clear, I DO have rules in this place. And its not gonna be pretty if someone breaks them.

Rules:

No name-dropping. No harrasment. No vaguing.

You can vent all you want but be very careful with your words; Don't invalidate someone's experiences or feelings to validate your own.

Harassment in reblogs/comments/etc are gonna end in a block.

No shaming on ships/characters people like. I don't care what they like as long as they aren't doing any harm in real life.

You can get as 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 as you want. Everything will be perfectly tagged in the posts. Minors interacting with nsfw posts are gonna get blocked.

In not the same Nexus from the show so you can send asks about him if you want. I know the asks are not gonna be talking about me.

Feel free to confess about any other show, not just TSAMS or LAES. I dont mind.

Tags:

#tsbs confession - confession.

#my stuffs -posts or asks about me.

#[🌙 roleplay tag] - (in case peopla wanna block it!)

Ships and characters will be tagged appropriately.

People I know: Certain Eclipse, Sunrise, candycorn boy, Lunar, british and gay, the "better" me, not a therapist, hatsune miku?!

[izzypaw]

MY DISCORD SERVER!

click the read more to learn about me! ^_^ / blingee by @zexonyte

hi im izzy! i go by he/she/it exclusively so try not to use they for me <3 i am over 18 but i will not post/reblog 18+ content. i block proshippers, terfs & exclusionists. if you have something you need tagged let me know !!

you may use my art as long as you credit me!

COMMISSIONS:

if you want something ive done that you dont see on there please DM me i'll be more than happy to quote you a price!

art tag is #izzy art

& that's all the need-to-know byf stuff!! so below is just a little extra about me if you're curious

my special interest is mother 3! i mostly draw mother 3 fanart, and sfw furry art. if i blocked you even though you aren't weird or anything im sorry😭 its most likely not even anything you did i'm just weird and sensitive. i have pretty much every ship tag blocked for mother so please don't ask me to draw ships. i don't care what you do on your own blog as long as you tag it though!

ill tag anything venty as neg! i try not to vent alottt but im just a human i fear

i think thats it but feel free to ask me anything!! im kind of bad at conversation w new ppl but i will answer whatever questions ppl have for me in earnest ^-^

[solarwavejuice]

Things to keep in mind while interacting with me + DNI list

// pt: Things to keep in mind while interacting with me + DNI list //

DNI: basic dni criteria, No NSFW blogs (as I am a minor, as long as u dont post mostly nsfw and tag it PROPERLY. ), No Proshipers, no Zoophiles, No pedos, No homeophobes/ transphobes, No anti-therian, anti-alterhuman, anti non-human, anti-kin, anti-endos, zionists, anti-semitic

Basically don't be a dick, very weird , or a bootlicker and I wont block you lmao

Also we block pro-ana blogs and thinspo blogs, sorryyy not sorry. Dni if ur like that

Suprised it wasn't here before, but please do not interact if ur a real, you guys make us pretty uncomfortable-

Things to keep in mind:

// pt: Things to keep in mind: //

Please do not call us things like handsome or anything along these lines. Makes very uncomfortable.

Keep us out of syscourse. We don't know our care about our origins, and we do not want to be involved in that shit show.

Oh and please, if you post anything about SH, nsfw or topics similar please tag them properly, not like s4lf h@rm as that will not be flitered out properly by the tag filters. Even reblogs!!!

I'd like it if vent posts were tagged, for reasons I rather not touch on. I wont like hound you if you dont, but please try to tag it?

Please make your tone clear when communicating with me, I have difficultly determining tone through text and it would definitely help me a lot!

It is not very hard for me to get anxious while on this acc it seems, so I guess try to be patient with me? Also feel free to point out hypocritcy as I'm probably prone to that.

This gets updated a lot, so check when you can I guess

[fictionfreedom]

hi. i dont know how to really start this but like. i guess i present myself as being against radqueer stuff / pro para stuff. like outwardly. but if we're being honest i feel like im probably one myself. i feel stuck. everyone who knows me i think is not okay with this stuff. basically ive just been supressing things this entire time. i dont know if its good to live that way? i guess it sucks to know that honestly a lot of people would hate me a lot for who i really am and how i really feel. i dont want people to attack me but like. i feel kind of... fascinated with the para community? like. i wont lie ive followed quite a few people in this community in secret but otherwise just suppressed it. the recent callout stuff thats going on this website though is like... it feels like its bringing stuff up. like obviously i dont agree with like acts of abuse but like. ive been breaking down a lot suddenly about seeing people who are similar to me getting harassed for things that i feel too. like i suppress it and pretend to be anti i think because i just want to survive. eveyone says like its the more moral thing to be against this stuff because its bad and gross and only bad and gross people feel that way. i dont think im bad and gross? i mean sometimes i feel that way. but like, my attractions dont feel gross in the moment. i only feel that way when im beating myself up for thinking about them. i feel like i still want to otherwise keep them to myself outside of this anon but it hurts honestly to see people who i like talking about how it makes someone a bad person and that you deserve harassment for it. i dont know if it woild be helpful for me to be open and prideful like everyone else. i dont want to be hurt. but i want friends or something that wont hate me forever or even ruin my life because i feel the way i do. i mean ive tried to stop feeling aroused and attracted to the things i do. ive tried but obviously i cant stop it and it's probably uneraseable. wtf do i do?

Wow that's a lot for an ask. I don't quite know if I'm good at giving advice but I'll definitely say this: You are in no way a bad person for these feelings, and the fact you even feel bad about them in the first place proves that. It is not a thing you can necessarily stop unless it's a trauma response, and even then most people have to go through therapy just to get close to stopping those feelings, and even then that's usually just dealt with through finding ways to have an outlet for harmful paraphilias such as certain kinks and whatnot so that they aren't actually harming anyone, such as roleplay and whatnot or through means of fiction. I will still say it's best you don't identify yourself as a Radqueer, as most Radqueers are well known to be Pro-contact which means they are fine with people acting on things like pedophilia and zoophilia outside of a roleplay/fiction scenario. If you feel that you want to express your paraphilias and whatnot to other people, even if those people aren't your friends but rather just a good community, I'd suggest looking around on here for servers and whatnot, but again I suggest avoiding radqueers and any places that say they support anti-recovery people. You may HAVE to interact with Radqueers or radqueer-type things to find stuff about different labels and whatnot, but besides that I still say avoid them or interact with them in a careful context. It absolutely isn't a good way to live, suppressing these things and beating yourself up over it, and even if you just continue to vent or talk about these things anonymously it's still a good thing to talk about. You are not a bad person for feeling or thinking these things, no matter how you feel about them, and the only thing that can make you a bad person in this situation is if you act on them in a non-fictional/roleplay scenario.

If anyone else has advice for this person feel free to put it in the comments/reblogs, and I will personally be deleting anything rude or hurtful towards this person as they are obviously not doing well mentally because of this stuff.

-Michael

[whilomm]

hey since newbie ppl are asking:

HOW TO GET FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR

(i mean i only have a few hundred but like, idk thats more than 0)

make posts. if ur an artist do Art or whatever if u just wanna talk about shit just Talk. if u wanna talk to urself thats fine who give a shit.

talk about shit u like. it can be fandom shit it can be hobbies it can be random bullshit who cares.

tag ur shit. tag it correctly dont spam tags, if its not about stevens universal dont tag it that just for views bc that gets u blocked and reported as spam but add as many relevant tags as u feel like.

if ur talking about random special interest bullshit tho dont expect the post to get notes unless u have followers most of the time. not that we dont love that shit here, we love posts that are just ppl infodumping about shit we dont know jack shit about, but like. might not pop up for ppl if they arent following the "#deep sea vent worms" tag. u should still talk about deep sea vent worms even if no ones listening tho maybe someone will find it like 4 years later.

follow people. some of them will follow back some wont. i usually dont follow back bc i dont pay attention but other ppl do. make sure ur blog has like, an icon/description first tho so ppl dont think ur a bot and block u.

reblog shit. thats the main point of the site.

talk to people. dont like, be weird and pushy about it or anything (i.e. "HEY IM NEW HERE WILL YOU FOLLOW ME??") but feel free to just make relevant conversation in the tags or in reblogs or in the replies. thats chill u can do that.

u can also dm ppl on here. im too shy to do that but thats an option. i wouldnt reccomend dming them with "please follow me" or whatever but if u have st to Actually DM about then go for it.

oh yeah the ask box use that too. again not to promo but like. if u wanna send ppl asks about their art or ask them qs about stuff theyre into do that. some people are also freaks in the ask box which may or may not be Fine depending on the variety of freak. please observe typical freakish askbox behavior before attempting it yourself and tailor it to the askee (i.e. dont send the horny ask to the blog that loves hearing peoples fucked up workplace osha violation stories. unless they also like horny asks. just, dont assume random blogs like horny asks until Otherwise Specified.)

anyway yeah just. use the site as intended and youll probs get followers Eventually as long as ur Doing Stuff. maybe not many followers but thats fine who give a shit.

[nmzuka]

tbh I've always found those "liking posts are USELESS if you care about artists you have to REBLOG" posts to be agonizingly entitled. That kind of tone, as if not reblogging something is Morally Wrong somehow, sucks pretty bad. Like, damn, I fully get the sentiment bc reblogging IS how artists get discovered and that's an integral part of this site, but also an artist doesn't get to demand free advertisement from me by trying to shame or guilt trip me.

The tone just feels disrespectful towards audiences, treating them like selfish machines that need to be trained to output maximum Engagement Numbers because they're Doing It Wrong. Posts that just explain the difference between likes and reblogs are fine, but I usually see variations of the same "no likes, only reblogs" sentiment instead.

just... venting some thoughts ig, curious about your opinion if you wanted to share your thoughts on the subject

I know your followup message said I didn't have to reply but I'd like to anyway

I definitely was personally more caught up on wanting people to reblog my art before but I think that comes with having been on the site a long time and seeing the culture slowly shift? There is definitely a much larger ratio of likes to reblogs now then there use to be and that is a bit discouraging as an artist in a way? I 100% get that at least and def still obviously want reblogs and engagement (and especially comments left in tags those make me happiest!)

But I also 100% get not always wanting to reblog a art piece you see. I'm very gulity of just liking a post but not wanting to reblog it for whatever reason.

Reblogs are obviously important but I think at the very least liking a post at least shows it was seen! Sharing my art means I want it to be seen. If people dont want to reblog it for whatever reason thats fine but at least liking it lets me know people saw it and helps keep me wanting to share ya know?

I've seen people post art and put like "dont like unless you reblog" and that left a bad taste in my mouth and made me not even like the post because I didn't want to reblog it...

Idk its kind of a complicated thing... artists do need reblogs but the audience isnt obligated to do so but likes do also matter as well (at least to me) cause at then you know your stuff is being seen

[problematicfactive]

Kind of a vent feel free to still post but thank you so much for making unbiased positivity posts for problematic factives. I see so many that are like "as long as you hate who you are and are trying to get away from it !! Shout out to you !!" Some of us just exist. Some of us don't hate our identities, some of us are neutral in them. It's not a monster out to get me, it's just who I am. And a lot of us are abused by hosts and other system members to try to force us to change and for some change just isn't what makes us happiest. Being myself is what makes me happy. I'm so desperate to hear that it's okay to be myself without it having the caveat of "as long as youre working to change who you were in the past" like sure. Don't act like that now, but like. Not every post for every type of introject ends with By the way: don't be a bad person! Even though every Introject capable of being a bad person. I'm tired of being othered. I'm tired of who I am coming with a footnote that says I have to always address the fact that "I've changed" it "I'm changing" or I'm not as good.

thanks for not making me feel like I have to change who I am to be as good

I do my best. This blog was actually inspired by a blog that I saw post a lot of plural positivity posts seem to refuse to make a post for problematic factives that didn't have the caveat of "as long as your changing" I don't think problematic factives are incapable of being bad people, but I think. People think they're being such allies to you when they say "I'll give you this attention/positivity/recognition but I need to also make it known that I'm not okay with the things your source did and you shouldnt be like that" and the thing is. We've heard it before. We hear it so often that when people add that little footnote, it doesn't even sound genuine anymore. How come bakugo introject positivity posts dont end with "by the way don't be violent or bully people or yell in people's eardrums" but mine do?

If you want to show acceptance in your positivity posts, make the connection that the good people are already being good and the bad people don't care to listen to you. Stop putting us to a different standards you put everyone else to

Problematic fictives do not speak on your personal experience of being held to a different standard in my reblogs. This is not about you and my content is not for fictives.

[roffmychest]

(cw fetish mention, long post)

when i was in the 4th grade i got REALLY into pokemon and conciquently i found.... pokemon transformations..... through deviantart, being VERY young and getting bullied alot i just imagined myself turning into a pokemon like those comics and wishing i could just turn into one and live my life alone.. and i got VERY fixated on transformation artwork NOT KNOWING IT WAS FETISH ART i drew alot of pokemon transformations during the after-school homework program and i assigned my classmates pokemon and id imagine them turning into them while were lost in the mountains and i magically didnt get bullied anymore or something i even requested like 5 different artworks, i used to speak to someone on discord who would have written for free the above story i had in mind and i had to block them out of nowhere once because they were making me uncomfortable, now again i was 10-11

i tired to get into it again, 2020 (before my bday, i was 12 at the time) i had an account on twitter (it might be still up), at this point i still did not know it was werid as hell and just thought the idea of shapeshifting is super cool! but just ended up abandoning it cuz i got into other stuff anyway

2021.. i was 14 and i was going through the WORST sad state of my life (not calling it depression or anything, just know i wanted to end my own life very badly) i had a now deactivated anon vent account on twt that id throw whatever and i tried to get into transformation again, at this point i FINALLY learnt that its seen as a fetish and i feel like ive been lied to the whole time even though i definatly have not been, i made the mistake of trying to show it to my old priv account with followers (in the end didnt use it) because i just, wanted to become a different character i liked and dissapear and to live their life and not deal with whatever i was dealing with, im so mad at myself, i just like shapeshifting and i wanted to , as i said, dissapear so to learn the thing that brought me comfort when i was 10 was ...fucking werid devistated me, before that i even wrote a story with a person my age (WITH THEIR PERMISSION, WE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE HAND) turning into our fave characters in a mobile game that we were fixating one

im now 16 and i have not gone back to thinking about it, i made a oc during my time as a 14 year old that can shapeshift into a dog and im terrified that people will associate it with that fetish, though its a oc in a kids game so probably not but the thought still scares me, i NEVER saw it sex appearing in any way, its NOT a fetish to me, but i never knew and it made me feel terrible

i hate myself for going down this path and beliving it was ok for so long, i hate myself, i hate the fact i tried to revive it, i hate the fact no one realised how werid it was i hate the fact i spoke to someone who made me uncomfortable and wrote free fanfictions for me i hate everything i dont care if i was at my lowest points of my life i shouldnt have looked at that at that age even if i had unrestricted internet beforehand, i do not blame myself for not knowing it was fetish art the first time and having to lie about my age because of deviatarts policy, but fuck deviantart and fuck myself for not realising it sooner and tried to get into it again and again

the only thing i dont hate is that it made me draw more, i wish i could just go back and throw myself warrior cats or something instead to grow up w something different, im sorry to the people on my old priv account if they my reblogs im sorry im so fucking sorry even if theyve forgotten by now i feel sick

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[zoop-lizard]

hiii im innocence :"] im also evil

personal sideblog for random stuff i wont post on my main blog. literally anything... ramblings rants whatever

feel absolutely free to send asks.. actually please do it i love asks a lot . please talk to me about anything send me random stuff i dont care

my main is @sleepinginmute

my heavy vent blog is @flightless-hope

tags

#[text] is Just text posts.

#[ramblings] is for well. ramblings lol. if its a fandom rambling then the tag will be #[rambling tag: fandom]

#[rant] is for ranting. i like complaining about stuff a lot

#[cooking] is NOT for cooking, its just for ideas i have or whatever idk.

#[awesome id art] is, surprisingly, for art - but i really dont think i will post art here? that goes on my main. maybe some wips or art i dont feel like putting on main

#[gayming] is forrr videogames idk, screenshots or whatever. NOT game rambles

#[existential crisis] is for kin posts. surprisingly i am not human

#[asks] is just asks...

#[petposting] is for my cat. cat kitty cat kitter

thats kinda it.. feel free to stick around or something i guess

#[song recs] is for the maybe ocasional song recommendations. i just like music a lot

now reblogs ! probably will be mostly inspo stuff. will be tagged like this: #[inspo tag: context]. they will be #[inspo tag: pose], #[inspo tag: colors], #[inspo tag: worldbuilding], #[inspo tag: misc]. if im unsure which to use, ill just use #[inspo tag].

may add more tags as time goes on

[dervampireprince]

I honestly can't respect anyone who buys that game, and I think if someone near me, or someone who I care about bought it, I'd stop caring about them. If a game is more important than my life, then you don't need to be part of it. 🎯

i had written up a really long vent response but i don't want to do that. everything i have to say about this game i have said or i've reblogged and retweeted opinions i agree with. choosing to reblog a few posts about his situation when i'm in the mood too is not an invitation to them come into my ask box and bring up a topic that is so extremely triggering for me. just because i was in a good enough mindset to reblog a couple posts earlier does not mean a few hours late that i'll still be in that mindset. any mention of this fandom or creator is so triggering for me and i feel if i explain how much so it will just entice trolls to send me content on purpose so please do not send me asks or messages about it. i don't care if i've mentioned it before in my own time, i don't care if you're also trans, i don't care. don't send trans people asks and messages about this unless they have said it's okay or asked for people to do that. even if they've made lots of posts about it. making or reblogging posts about it isn't me inviting this topic into my ask box. any more asks about this will be deleted. if you want to see stances on this then feel free to look at my twitter.

and the fact i can't even original posts like this with trigger warnings for phobias because there are now people who go to the tw tr4ns.phobia tag just to send hate to the people who've used that tag. that must be what's happening because i seem to always get threats and slurs in my ask box after i answer asks about trans hate so i don't know how to tag posts like this anymore in a way that helps everyone be safe. if i use the tw tag to keep others safe who've blocked it i know i'm opening myself up to threats again like wtfff.

honesty i'm just going to block anyone who sends me any asks or messages about this situation. even if it's comfort, if it's about this fandom or creator or anything related you're getting blocked. i can't do this. i feel so not okay right now and i will do anything and everything i can to stop myself from getting triggered like this. do not come to people, especially trans people, wanting to talk about this, even if in the past they have made or reblogged or liked posts about it. doesn't mean they want to talk about it. engaging with this content at my own pace when i'm able too (and most of when i was posting and retweeting on twitter i was doom scrolling and mentally harming myself and not in a good place and having a breakdown when i was retweeting most of that stuff mind you) i don't know if this makes sense but like. allow people to engage with that content with their own consent, dont' bring it too them.