#paraphile

[parasiticly]

*carving my name into your chest* oh oh fuck i fucked up i didn’t spell it right oh jesus christ everyone is gonna think i’m an idiot oh no oh no oh n

[autopsylamb]

Bend at my will, let me shape you. Let me stretch your limbs just enough to almost snapping, kissing you just hard enough to strip you of your breath. Let me wrap around your mind and suffocate it.

[kittiesthoughts]

Mmf need to be pinned down with a kn1fe to my neck.

[reddeadnecro]

standing over someone with an axe and watching the horror in their eyes as you raise it above your head.

[gunslingxr]

get behind me fat paraphiles i’ll protect you.

[xxnecromaniacxx]

theyre takin me down to the morgue to get my virginity taken away tomorrow

[kittiesthoughts]

Me n my kitty!!! his name is Bart >_<

[reddeadnecro]

sadistic abusive man in his 30s x masochistic dependent personality boy in his late teens.

[paraily2]

I always felt alienated as someone who has childhood sexual trauma but wasn’t hurt by a pedophile. I didn’t know where I fit.

Was I hurt by an adult? Yes. 

But they didn’t do it out of lust or attraction. I felt the need to justify my trauma by somehow convincing myself that maybe they were attracted to me–even though they weren’t.

Quite frankly, I didn’t believe I had sexual trauma until I was able to truly comprehend that MAPs and child molesters are two very different things. I clung onto the idea so much of the “inherently evil pedophile who sought out to get me” because it felt like the only way to validate my trauma.

I realize that is no longer the case, and understanding that my abuser(s) weren’t MAPs has been healing for me. I’ve been able to look at my trauma objectively rather than making it easily digestible for myself and others.

I know there are so many others like me—those who also suppress their childhood sexual trauma because their abuser doesn’t fit the “scary pedophile who likes kids” mold.

I see you all. Your sexual trauma deserves to be acknowledged.

Learning that most sexual abuse doesn’t stem from attraction but instead power is a valuable thing for everyone to learn. And I can only hope that knowledge becomes more widespread.

[gunshotbaby]

yeah, keep looking at me. i love it when you make eye contact. wait why aren’t you blinking, why aren’t you moving at all? and why are you so cold? fuck, i’m close.

[harmenboyfriend]

I'll make you obsessed. with me? no. nicotine patches. you said you had never smoked, drunk, or touched anything else. you won't even realise I've prepared you to become obsessed when I give you your first cigarette. it was only one. only for a test. is that what you told yourself? before you asked for another? and another after that? I suppose you really liked it. why don't you try some marijuana? it's calming. maybe I can get you on harder drugs over time, but right now I'm gonna get you hooked on the light stuff. until you need more since the stimulants have become so dulled. you're too used to them. you want something that scratches the same itch? put your arm down. I'll shoot you up with the real stuff.

[reddeadnecro]

telling a victim im gonna rape them, and then watching them cry as they expect me to fuck their cunt. but instead carving a hole in their stomach and fucking the it while they’re still alive and screaming.

[kittycoining]

HOPLOPHiLiA FLAG

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