#ur going under.... fuck man
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smooching ur art rn
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Aaaah! đ thank u dude
#the art wont smooch back but you can have this lemon scented scratch n sniff sticker. its got a sun wearing shades#what is that. is that just a pot of food. is it soup? what is that#ur going under.... fuck man#đČ anon#ig??#i was gonna call u souper bowl anon but thats a lil too usamerican even for me#not art#asks
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REGGIE IS TO VINH WHAT VINH WAS TO SAFI SO TRUE!!! and i think this concept is fascinating because the solution isnât âmaybe love this person you donât loveâ but itâs to move on instead and respect yourself more. iâll never understand the weird vinh x reggie stuff pulled at the end of the game ⊠what happened to them being âbadâ for each other ?? i do not mind vinh realizing how poorly heâs treated people and trying to be better, especially after his safi revelation, but i donât understand how this immediately equals romantic love ??? anyway. sorry. your opinions are amazing as always, and iâm so glad someone else has a similar view of them
NEVER APOLOGIZE KING UR ALWAYS CORRECT AND YOUR OPINIONS R ALWAYS RIGHT!!
#but YEAH it really felt sooo left field#ik weve talked about it but again it really really feels like a punishment that reggie gets pissed off at you#surely reggie knows vinh fucks around with a lot of people?#why did reggie NEED to b there for that kiss...... dont get it. i just dont get it#also its entirely possible max doesnt even know like for sure they had anything going on#and any other confirmation comes AFTER the kiss and max is like oh. heheheh..... ooopsss guess i stole ur (not) man#like if u take a glimpse at Vinh's phone i think thats the only REAL confirmation theyve fucked around#otherwise its just reggie posting thirtsy comments under anything relating to vinh đđđ#and vinh brushing him off or just straight up ignorin it LMAOOO#but yeah. vinhs road to betterment and reggies road to self respect do not and should not cross. in my humble (not so humble) opinion#LOVE reggie LOVE vinh but good god those losers shouldnt be together#anywayyys thanx for lettin me rant bestie <333#LIS#Life is Strange: Double Exposure#Vinh Lang#Reggie Kagan#[ đŁ ]#[ RJ ]
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crowley's head snapping to look away like he's been slapped after aziraphale said "i need you" keeps replaying on a never ending loop in my mind and it makes me wanna kms
#DAVID TENNANT I AM UNDER UR BED WHAT YHE GUVL#I SWEAR THAT MAN CAN MAKE ME FEEL EVERY HUMAN EMOTION EVER CREATED WHILE WEARING HIS FUNKY FUCKING SUNGLASSES#every time i think abt that scene i wanna throw up so it's probably a sign that i should rewatch it#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#go s2 spoilers#go s2#go season 2#good omens season 2#ineffable spouses#inefabble husbands
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Juwgen weitnew? stupid idiot mothewfucking juwgein weitnew god damn foow book cowwecting dust eating wat owd bastawd shithead idiot avataw of the whowe biggest cwown in the ciwcus waughed out of town cowboy mothewfucking juwgein weitnew
stowp pinning me whewn i tawk abouwt juwgein weitenew i hate him so much why does he have so many fucked up books why did he decide tuwu fuck awound awnd find out juwst set thewm woose iws he dead iws he a bastawd man has such a viscewaw affect own me nowt even in the woom nevew seen thiws mans face awnd i know he has the wowwds shittiest beawd get away fwom me
if i wanted tuwu get intwo heaven awnd god said juwgein weitnews waiting inside i wouwd piss own gods feet fow the sowe puwpose of getting sent bawck down
if i have tuwu deaw with juwgein weitnew speaking owne wowd in pewson own voice in podcast nowt onwy wiww i cwose the tab i wiww dewete my bookmawk out of spite awnd have tuwu wewatch the entiwe sewies again fow the expewience of being abwe tuwu skip aww the times whewn he iws mentioned ow awive
i dont even know why i hate him so much. he cowwects books but i am juwst mad because i am angy
he bettew have sowme fucked up backstowy tuwu expwain thiws if hes juwst sowme wich shithead whos a fan of cweepypasta awnd wanted the iww vewsion iww gow ham
bettew have had a book make him kiww a man cuz if he didnt im going tuwu make him
paypaw.com/ifuckinghatejuwgeinweitnew
episodes nowt even abouwt him. vaguewy mentioned whawt iws supposed tuwu maybe be hiws wibwawy awnd i wost iwt
whewe the fuck iws juwgein weitnew if hes stiww awive im going tuwu so deepwy wish he wasnt
cwusty owd man
iww punch weitnew awnd hiws sad fwaiw owd man twig bones wiww simpwy fwake apawt undew my epic huge meat fist awnd he wiww disintegwate untiw aww thats weft iws owne finaw book he kept own him at aww times simpwy titwed now uwu fucked up
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N MIG#om jag ville komma in i himlen och gud sa att jurgen leitners vĂ€ntade dĂ€r inne skulle jag pissa pĂ„ guds#fötter i det enda syftet att bli skickad ner igen.#jag mĂ„ste ta itu med att jurgein leitner pratar ett ord personligen pĂ„ röst i podcast#inte bara kommer jag att stĂ€nga fliken#jag kommer att radera mitt bokmĂ€rke pĂ„ otrohet och mĂ„ste se om hela serien igen för upplevelsen av#att kunna hoppa över alla gĂ„nger nĂ€r han nĂ€mns eller lever#Jag vet inte ens varför jag hatar honom sĂ„ mycket. han samlar pĂ„ böcker men jag Ă€r bara arg för att jag Ă€r angy#det Ă€r bĂ€st att han har en jĂ€vla bakgrundshistoria för att förklara detta om han bara Ă€r en rik skithuvud som Ă€r ett#fan av creepypasta och ville ha den irl-versionen ill go ham#BĂTTRE har haft en bok att fĂ„ honom att döda en man för om han inte kommer att göra honom#paypal.com/IFuckingHateJurgeinLeitner#avsnitt inte ens om honom. nĂ€mnde vagt vad som kanske skulle vara hans bibliotek och jag förlorade det#var fan Ă€r jurgein leitner om han fortfarande lever#jag kommer sĂ„ djupt önska att han inte var#knaprig gubbe#ill punch leitner och hans sorgliga sköra gubbkvistben kommer helt enkelt att flaga sönder under min episka enorma köttnĂ€ve och han#kommer att sönderfalla tills allt som Ă„terstĂ„r Ă€r en sista bok som han alltid höll om honom med enbart titeln#âNow You Fucked Upâ pĂ„ gammal jiddischâŠâŠ#Jag andas inte och hyperventilerar just nu#Jag hoppas att det finns ett datum för nĂ€r jurgen dog eller#kommer att dö sĂ„ att jag kan göra det till en pĂ„minnelse pĂ„ min telefon
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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leon s kennedy would definitely be the kind of guy to physically overexert himself and take on as much of the labor he can because he feels bad if he doesn't. even if it's fair share, he's gotta jump in and help out.
dead tired, exhausted. who cares if he's being taken advantage of and used because the other party(s) know he'll do whatever he's asked. he feels bad. he feels like he isn't doing enough.
#resident evil#hi lol this is a vent#capitalism culture is making you feel like you're never doing enough#and you know it's bullshit but!#tfw toxic masculinity pressures too#and your boss thinks that you should take on all of the physical labor because you're a man who cares if you physically cannot#and retaliates by punishing you with more and more bcuz you went to hr and politely asked if they could convince her to chill tf out-#vent in the tags#but i mean this seems canon to leon bcuz he'll sacrifice himself for anyone#fuck that#brother!#gotta force yourself to stop and think 'fuck them if they get mad i've done enough'#imagining leon being so weak he's stumbling and shaking#but then goes 'let me help with that' before passing out#leon's bitch ass is a people pleaser and he's convinced he's not!#'nah bro i just wanna help people weewoo imma cop'#nah bro ur into being stepped on!#where am i going with this idk#using my suffering to push on leon#no i dont go that far i just. feel bad if im not constantly-#anyway when i finally spoke up i started sobbin while hiding under some boxes lol#didnt realize how packed that bottle was!
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tumblr mobile will NOT stop giving me horse giving birth ads what kind of jimmy mouthwashing psychological hell is this
#i am under. fucking attack#you know whenever i point out a weird ad i get people always go like oh its based off ur search history#and im always like. i dont think its that simple man. my search history is just like. rn its just medication side effect research#and like. various kanji readings. i dont know what that has to do with pregnant horses#i dunno i think ad algorithms are more complicated. and have secrets beyond my comprehension
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thinking abt the touden siblings got me sniffling and weeping....
#im.too emotional abt them to properly explain#just rly glad to see autistic characters in media that i can deeply relate to and share experiences with. its such a rare thing#and i feel so protective of them i dont give a fuck abt fandom normally but some ppls bad takes lately are getting under my skin#like just say u hate autistic people and leave. stop calling laios a fucking freak im going to kill you with my bare hands#ppl think theyre so smart and funny for making posts like haha hes thr type of autistic that makes everyone uncomfortable and wish he-#would shut up or go away. im going to start hitting u with a brick until ur a bloody pulp#and thw way ppl treat falin so differently just bc shes not a guy. even tho theyre both clearly autistic and struggle socially#like wow thats crazy. do you act this way abt autistic ppl irl too#whatever just liberally blocking ppl abt it i dont fucking wanna see ur stupid posts#anyway.. back to thjnking abt their backstories and crying a little. masculinely of course#man i am soooo tired im so glad its the weekend i want to melt into a puddle and soak into the carpet and stain it forever#but we dont.have carpet.in this flat so.i guess ill just go to bed......#well maybe a little elden ring first#i would reallt like to draw sometime this weekend too. need to muster up some creative courage#but thats a problem for tomorrow... zzz#.diaries
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I hate when my phone won't let me have 2 audio sources running at the same time (depending on the app). I know what I'm doing, let me hear the discordant noises. My brain has built-in audio separation for music. It came as compensation for auditory processing issues. Don't make me pause the music.
#i also go absolutely fucking feral when my phone lowers the audio to play a notification sound#I CAN SEPARATE THE AUDIO. I CANT UNDERSTAND THE VIDEO IM WATCHING IF THE VOLUME SUDDENLY GOES TO ...#... 1% TO PLAY MY NOTIFICATION SOUND#wish i could turn that off more than the 2 audio sources one but i already tried researching how and its not possible with my means#i want to hear the notification sound but not at the cost of understanding what was just said on a video#especially if my hands are covered in paint and i cant rewind it#like i said. audio processing. often cant understand whats said under normal circumstances#suddenly lowering the volume makes it worse than having the notif and video play simultaneously#same with music and a video going. i dont wanna stop the vibe to play a video/short video/moment of video to bookmark the link#its not a phone ability issue bc i can play music while my battery-draining phone game plays!!#((usually dont tho bc i like the game music but if im playing while walking i need other music on even if its discordant))#((sometimes its not discordant which is fun))#oh correction before i post: i can usually understand whats said by understanding the other words spoken and mentally filling in the blanks#...for the words i missed. but when the audio goes to like 1% for a full like 5 seconds i miss an entire convo worth of audio#...on top of being pissed ab the audio being lowered for something easily filtered like a little 1 second chime#its hard enough to focus on what words people are speaking even face to face in person#im tired idk where im going w this now#ShitPost.exe#Cori.exe#seriously tho i love putting a song on repeat for hours and doing whatever. if i pause it its like. idk#in the middle of a shower. ur phone holds u at gunpoint to step out and take a shot of ketchup while u still got soap in ur eyes#then once u shoot the ketchup u can go back to showering and ur phone loses its ability to hold u at gunpoint.#like. i may not historically be opposed to a shot of ketchup for the meemz...#...but i dont want my shower interrupted at gunpoint by my phone to make me shoot ketchup...#...and then have to finish the shower with the taste of ketchup still lingering.#im tired i promise im not high thats just the best analogy for how wrong it feels to have to stop the music vibe thats been going for hours#man these tags went on longer than the post deserved and now im too tired to read what i wanted lmao#prob doesn't even make sense goOD NIGHT#delete later / /#((future cori can be the judge of that present cori is too tire))
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i will never understand the "stop casting straight actors as gay characters" argument. people just wanna out gay actors so they can have a better grasp on who to hate.
#like this is notttt the argument u think it is#'gay roles should be reserved for gay actors' TURN ON UR BRAIN#i understand wanting to have more queer actors and to have them get more recognition. that's completely fine and im all for that.#what im NOT for is trying to enforce that every gay character has to be played by a gay actor#like did u guys learn nothing from kit connor#or all of the other actors that were forcibly outed due to this argument. like seriously.#im sorry im ranting but dear lord man#i just saw a clip of a decently popular influencer saying shit like this and it makes me so upset. esp coming from a queer creator.#celebrities owe us nothing. absolutely fucking nothing.#they dont owe us that knowledge abt themselves and we should not feel like we're entitled to it just bc two men kissed on screen!! goodness#celebrities are people and they deserve their own privacy and to have their journeys on their own time just like everyone else#they dont even need to have a journey!!!! they don't have to do anything!!! they can just live their lives!!!!!#idk man this really gets under my skin#stop trying to force people to come out just so u can make sure the very little amount of queer media we get is 'genuine' or whatever#like u sound ignorant and bigoted dude cmon now#am i gonna get hate for this i swear#anyway rant done its 1:30 am im gonna go back to! writing!#long tags#rant
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I have yet to keep inspecting the sweepstakes, I need some air and food first, but I might as well share what I've been thinking about Mike today, because I heard of an interpretation saying Mike was a camera man for Spamton which ... Is very interesting. Like for me this makes me think of Mike as someone who admired Spamton, someone way smaller than him, definitely younger imo, who simply excitedly followed along with the orders given. I mean, up to a certain point. I mean this feeling is reinforced in the q&a when asked about Mike, that makes Spamton get very defensive, almost protective. In my eyes it almost creates this almost platonic familiar bond dynamic whatever. But like this is just a shot in the dark, bc what we know is, 3 lines, period. But if when chapter 3, 4 and 5 come out and Mike is there and I'm right about these things then I'm gonna feel like a god tbh.
#luly talks#not gonna put this one on main tag bc its a bit too vague and speculative and shit but im leaving rbs on in case some1 is like hm ur into#something here nemo im which case i will wag my tail and bat my eyelashes#but am i making sense anyway?#like just to make sure: my idea of mike is a camera man younger and smaller than Spamton who admired the guy#and spamton out of idk fondness bc he reminded him of his old self kinda took the guy under his wing in a way#that's why he's so protective and shit#although unrelated to this bc just. putting that there and NOT touching it but it's interesting what Spammy says right after name dropping#mike if you believe in the cameraman interpretation (which i saw in a video i then stopped watching bc i wanted to explore that shit myself)#bc he right after says to not believe anything you see on tv but this could easily imply mike did do his part but the editing team changed#shit. but its just very curious what involvement Mike could've had because. why would he be as targeted as he appears to be?#and what caused him to also abandone spamton? is mike even fucking alive? judging by Spammy's q&a dialogue you'd assume he is#but i mean that's official but not canon right so it's a bit hard to judge?#but Mike seems to be the only one he isn't really resentful towards for leaving him almost implying it wasn't Mike's choice?#i just can't wait to see more of this bc it's gonna reveal a whole side to this little puppet previously unknown#in fact i think that after breathing some air im gonna go look at the snowgrave neo fight flavor text and cry and piss and etc#I'm still not over spamton begs the audience to stop taking the furniture i can see the poor guy being evicted as he tries to plead not to#so vividly wugh. my poor little guy of questionable morals . . . đą#also don't get me started on the commemorative ring man what on earth is going on there.........
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#had a semi entertaining but mostly uncomfortable encounter with my mom but i kind of find it hilarious#she was like hey u changed the name on ur email (proceeds 2 butcher the pronunciation and then mock it)#which y'know. sucks bc that's something extremely personal 2 me shdjfhg but it didn't hurt much bc i'm used to it#anyway i was like âeveryone except u guys and the people at work call me thatâ#âdo u want to be called that?â#âit's easier for y'all 2 just call me nessâ#âwhy are u so secretive about it?â#âlast time i told u i wanted 2 change my name you got upsetâ#â(gagged)â HDJFHDJDHFJ#âdo you want us to call u that?â#âyou guys kind of really suck at that anywaysâ#â(gagged x2)â#SHDJFHJGHG#so extremely extremely lucky 2 not be kicked out or anything but#it's a specific experience being in that Inbetween#where everyone around you knows. you tell them. but they choose to ignore you or brush under the rug anyways#and they sorta just put up w it bc âyaay ally moment!!â#yuck. idk i'm so so tired man#going 2 stop here before i go on a tangent abt that shit bc it's so fucking isolating and i do not trust my brain past 9 pm#sap says#sigh
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red fucking alert guys someone's flirting with my longtime crush by sending him editions of gay wwi poetry. i can't compete
#i give up#lol#:/#tagged under âyeah man the guy i post about. that guyâ#one day i'll fucking figure all this out right? one day. i'm visiting him next weekend for a few days#now why is my immediate response âfine then i give up. i'm so tired. god. fuckâ#we've had a ???!!!????? going for almost a year?? bffs with bffenefits?#he's one of my closest pals#but he also is a) a hopeless romantic and#b) ugh man this is the guy who looks me in the eyes saying âpls murderboner i need a big dick goth man. dick optionalâ and âur my favoriteâ#saying shit like â50% of gays don't know when ppl are flirting with themâ and âi wanna be someone's mr darcyâ and âif only we'd worked outâ#i'm tired man wtf#maybe i'll just slam some negronis next weekend and be like [REDACTED] HOW DO YOU GODDAMN FEEL ABOUT ME. BE REAL FOR ONCE#but. DO I EVEN LIKE HIM#my heart is getting like fatigued just typing this fuck man i give up
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I try not to be mean but anytime that one employee does anything I get the overwhelming urge to just b like You Stupid Bitch
I'm so fuckin sick of her
#speculation nation#i could not go over every single instance of this bc it would take all day#like As Soon as we can hire smth else we r going to be firing her. already gotten confirmation from manager#its so hard to make me sick of someone like this but man she sure has done kt#this post brought to u by tbe fact that she claimed a cover from under me that i was hoping would let me switch shifts#so i could go to a family thing#and she messaged me again this morning like 'hey uh do you think you could cover after all? just realized i work that morning'#and im overwhelmed with tbe You Stupid Bitch bc a: why didnt you CHECK THAT B4 AGREEING????#and b: MESSAGE THE PERSON U WERE GONNA COVER INSTEAD OF MESSAGING ME. THE FUCK????#if she wants to take me up on it after all thats her choice!!!#but fuck dude it's not up to me to act as leeway between you!!!!!!#god. fuck. im. sofucking sick of her#and she didnt do any cold brew teas friday night so we ran out of green tea yesterday and had to emergency hot brew some#im still annoyed about that. and a million other things. like shut the fuck up girl ur inflated sense of ego has no place here#'i deserve to be a supervisor' lmfao right of course bc ur refusal to finish ur kitchen test so u can even start making drinks#is SOOOO appealing for ur ability to be a supervisor#'how soon can i be promotedâ YOU STUPID BITCH THERES A PROCESS!!!! YOU FINISH YOUR TRAINING FIRST#I HAVE NO IDEA WHY ITS SO HARD FOR HER TO WRAP HER HEAD AROUND IT. WE'VE TOLD HER MULTIPLE TIMES!!!!!!#so fucking sick of her. i am so fucking sick of her. i cant wait to hire someone else so she can be gone.#anyways hi im awake and complaining. hello.
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#weird day. really weird day#i couldnt sleep v well bc my brain was fucked up and i was prob dehydrated so im like extremely out of focus#i did go to the health and wellness center and am now back in therapy which is why my day was so fucking wild. like im too tired so im not#opperating correctly but it was real weird. like last time i got assessed by someone who basically sorted me to a therapist according to my#problems. this time i just kinda stumbled into a 1st session with someone and i dont kno how to feel abt how it went. it was odd#like we didnt go thru like an entire thing of like what r all ur problems? it was more i started talking abt things and he got stuck on#some specific things i said and we talked abt that. which im of 2 minds abt bc he did instantly latch onto the root of some of my issues#which is that i feel fucking dumb all the time bc my brain works a little different but it also wasnt helpful bc like theres a stereotypic#verson of my experience and then theres what i actually went thru and those things dont align in the way he was talking abt it. like i#think were were just talking past eachother a bit. like he wasn't exactly wrong but i do feel a bit like i walked in with an open wound and#and he decided the best course of action was to pat me on the head and tell me im v smart so i walked out still bleeding. but i dont think#its was all bad bc it got under my skin so much. i react like a cat thrown in a bath if u try to call me smart. like fuck off. yes ok im#smart. i have a certified document saying that i have above average intelligence. big fucking whoop. im too fucking dyslexic to do anything#right and my brain is constantly trying to strangle me to death. he called me a gifted kid. fuck u i was too fucking dyslexic to b a gifted#kid. stop talking abt the positive aspects of the compulsive way i live my life when its literally strangling me to death and i want it to#stop. acknowledge my pain old man. also i hate thst therapists hate the word weird. its not a bad word i like that word. i disagree#fundamental with the assertion that its bad. also he pointed out that i talk like a freak. like a person with high intelligence. fuck u i#like words. i will peel my own skin off if u call me smart one more time. lol i was so mad. i argued with him like the whole time. also he#mentioned horoscopes which was weird but whatever. we'll see how the next one goes. i told him to his face i i didnt kno if what we talked#abt was helpful. possibly the rudest ive ever been to a stranger lol. well see how the next session goes. at least it was interesting#god. im fucking so tired and wrung out.#unrelated
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And this isnât a dig at every democrat who voted itâs just every time Iâve seen someone get so angry at a Palestinian for saying they should donate that they respond they turn out to be the most vile person ever
#like again. make ur choice stick with the results#if you know youâre voting the lesser evil let it be known that the ppl impacted by the lesser evil will still think ur evil#and again I GET it I DID it#but I would never respond to someone whoâs people is going through a genocide with trump is turning Palestine into a parking lot and Harris#is preserving womenâs rights.#like can we be honest with ourselves#when we choose the best choice for ourselves the ppl impacted get to at least complain about being impacted#Iâm just saying if yâall had the money to drive and go vote and have ANYTHING to spare#I think u owe a lil donation SORRY#maybe Iâm evil for that whatever#but yeah.#also itâs so funny when white ppl get mad Abt the generalizations of usamericans#and thatâs another thing where they copy poc talking points without understanding#sorry everyone thinks youâre stupid but weâre actually talking about thinly veiled racism under the guise of dunking on imperialists#again. reblogging about how ppl who say usamericans do x should go ignored#after saying trump is turning Palestine into a fucking parking lot when Harris has 0 plans to actually even speak on Israel in a way thatâs#not coddling#idk man#like itâs not every person voting Harris but the vocal ones who mask their guilt with snark.#yâall are fucking EVIL#and not the lesser one either lmao#plus. ur 30 speaking like this enough!
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