#ugh I’m just so fucking upset

[theplushfrog]

A moment of silence for my books.

There was a water leak in my MIL’s basement where we were keeping most of our stuff due to moving in to take care of her as she went through her cancer treatments.

The leak was mostly over our boxes of books.

Out of 250+ books only 30 are completely dead and gone but most are still drying and will need to be treated for mold.

A lot of the ones ruined are my childhood books, which is just gutting. Many aren’t shown in these photos because they were thrown away immediately due to mold and how they fell apart in our hands.

If you know me, my books are my life.

If anyone knows the best ways to treat for mold, please let me know.

[nox-sssscraps]

Gawd I’m. it’s 4:20am and I’ve been listening to exclusively the new 21 savage album since it dropped last night and I’m thinking abt my ocs . And spacewaffles I suppose

[neonbodyache]

actually fuckedup so bad today i cant believe it

[inkykeiji]

I used to be in the "let Dabi live" camp but my staying there required very specific circumstances which have long passed 🤣🤣 I only lead with this because the recent chapter spoilers have got me sooo displeased. It IS cruel. The entire family needs to let him go. I get him apologizing to Shoto (if that ends up being true? I wouldn't trust it until an official translation drops but I am also mostly avoiding spoilers atm haha) because he had always wanted to apologize to his family, but let him go. Please 😭

so from what i can tell from the fan translation + scans, it LOOKS to me like he apologized to an empty room. the ‘sorry’ bubble is being said when the family is outside the facility, it appears????? unless i’m being entirely fucking delusional LMAO

i like this a lot better than touya apologizing to shouto’s face because 1. it feels much more in character, and 2. i’d argue it makes that soba moment a helluva lot more impactful. it almost feels like the final nail in the coffin of realization for touya, like he’s going ‘damn, he is actually JUST LIKE ME, we could’ve been enjoying soba together and i didn’t realize he wasn’t dad’s puppet; i didn’t realize he was also a victim’. when touya first comes face to face with shouto (as dabi), he hasn’t seen him in several years, he has NO idea what the fuck was going on in that house or how shouto truly is as a person or how shouto feels towards their father and all of the abuse he endured at the hands of their father, and touya has created and clung to this narrative in his head of shouto being enji’s lil masterpiece, enji’s pride and joy. shouto subsequently shows him throughout their various fights that this is truly not the case. i think you could argue that now that touya’s on the brink of death with nothing to do but THINK in that godforsaken machine they’ve locked him in, he is finally truly reflecting on everything that happened and coming to some realizations before he dies. at least, that’s how i see it!!

other than that, i’m so so so upset with how everything is being handled. i’m SO glad touya calls them out and says he feels like a tourist attraction because YEAH. yeah. that’s what they’re doing to you, baby. they’re keeping you alive and prolonging your inevitable death so THEY can talk to you, for THEM, not for you. ugh honestly i could write you a whole essay on how disgusting and disrespectful this whole thing is, i’ve been rambling all damn day to my friends about it HAHAHA ._. it’s just so goddamn selfish!!!!!! the fact that enji just speaking had touya’s heart raising to DANGEROUS levels already says so much. like you’re really just going to prolong his fucking suffering so YOU can all absolve yourselves of your guilt??? you can’t give him the one thing he has wanted and planned for for several years (death)??? fuck right off

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

sorta ? happy rant but still a rant below.

I’m so happy it happened and I don’t feel good about how much happier I feel but I feel so much happier ! and healthy ngl and it’s taking time and there are good parts and bad parts but overall I’m so glad we’re over because it was so unhealthy I couldn’t see it and I feel better now. And I know not all of it is good for me and I need to find more people to connect with and be friends with irl but cutting off the bad ones helps that so much I think. I’ve noticed I go weeks without thinking about them sometimes and it’s so good ? I feel good healing. Is that bad to say?

[laughinglynx]

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[romantichopelessly]

literally the catch 22 of making urself less to keep people around you directly leading to people leaving u bc you’re not opening up to them 🧍‍♀️

[no-brain-just-good-omens]

THANK YOU HOZIER FOR BLESSING US WITH NEW MUSIC ON THIS FINE FINE DAY

[lesbiansanemi]

Oh god. I have to see my family in three days

[peapod20001]

Did sleeping help

No </3

[allofuswantgwinam]

i am actually cursed bc why does every mfing perosn waNT ME EXCEPT PEOPLE I DO WANT!!!!!! I WANNA SCREAM!!!!!! I need to not be a nice person bc apparently that means you’re into someone even tho you have never accepted a friend request for them or responded to comments when they follow you bc you don’t add them as a friend and then you are a friendly person to them bc they come to the liquor store everyday and now this mfer slid in my dms

update: i posted this 30 seconds ago and the man is simping on my damn posts. fucking WHY. i do not need this mfing shit rn 😭😭 i am in my feelings and pissed all at once. talkin bout “love ur personality, u’ve always had a loveable soul” STFU PLS RN WTF WTF IM SO MAD 🤣🤣💀💀💀💀💀💀 WHY ARE SOME MEN JUST LIKE THIS IM EMBARRASSED

[f1nalboys]

oh wow very upset right now lol

[gwenene]

The homosexual urge to replay last legacy vs the rational urge to not play it knowing it’ll trigger my anxiety

[inkykeiji]

after chapter 419 all i want to do is finish my flawless!tomura series, purely for my own comfort. i am so, so, so disappointed. like, beyond words disappointed. i can’t even adequately express it—it simply and completely transcends language.

[loisroo]

unpopular ted lasso opinion: i hope with everything in me that in season 3 they keep ted and rebecca as loving, caring best friends

[badolmen]

So funny how trauma will just kick you in the fucking teeth with the most random triggers.