#tw: thoughts of self-harm
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Hello there! This is a little snippet I wrote a while ago.
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Tw: Thoughts of self-harm, body dysmorphia, and gore. Read carefully.
The mirror tells the truth because it can’t lie. But even as I stare at the pudgy girl reflecting back at me, I adjust the waistband of my underwear on my skin, desperately trying to make it look like some semblance of a change is present on my developing body because ‘it can’t be true’. No matter how hard I try, though, my stomach and legs stick out of the black cotton like thick marshmallows skewered on my bones. I hate it. I drop a hand to my midsection and pinch my fat between two fingers, a gory scene of blood pouring from my torso as I cut off more and more of the skin and fat plaguing my body playing through my mind. I twist the chubby skin between my fingers and stare with longing. ‘It’s a shame I’d die from blood loss if I tried’ I think, releasing the skin.
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me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now
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I’d like to believe that in another life I could be loved
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I'm sorry
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it's such a lonely existence wanting love but being so abused and traumatized that it feels like a fucking death sentence
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I'm sorry mom.
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I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.
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Why should sleep ever end?
(don't try this at home guys!)
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Jealousy eats me alive. Too bad it never kills me.
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We should bring this back
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2024 is the year I heal
2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet
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if ur body hurts u put a paw patrol band aid on it and when ur soul hurts then u have to make ur body hurt and then put a paw patrol band aid on it so the soul will be healed.
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