#tw: thoughts of self-harm

[akaritheotaku]

Hello there! This is a little snippet I wrote a while ago.

Cw under the cut!!!

Tw: Thoughts of self-harm, body dysmorphia, and gore. Read carefully.

The mirror tells the truth because it can’t lie. But even as I stare at the pudgy girl reflecting back at me, I adjust the waistband of my underwear on my skin, desperately trying to make it look like some semblance of a change is present on my developing body because ‘it can’t be true’. No matter how hard I try, though, my stomach and legs stick out of the black cotton like thick marshmallows skewered on my bones. I hate it. I drop a hand to my midsection and pinch my fat between two fingers, a gory scene of blood pouring from my torso as I cut off more and more of the skin and fat plaguing my body playing through my mind. I twist the chubby skin between my fingers and stare with longing. ‘It’s a shame I’d die from blood loss if I tried’ I think, releasing the skin.

[iwillnotseeheaven]

[70-nn-13]

[winte-ry]

I'm sorry

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[whokilledsev]

it's such a lonely existence wanting love but being so abused and traumatized that it feels like a fucking death sentence

[bloodyrosesnthorns]

I'm sorry mom.

[wavyypeachyy]

I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.

[bpdangelz]

Jealousy eats me alive. Too bad it never kills me.

[kisses4kuna]

me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now

[the-stars-are-crying-again]

how to k1ll yourself without disappointing anyone no borax no glue

[gxrewhxr3]

We should bring this back

[selfsabotagingcvnt]

2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

[muzgozjeb]

[70-nn-13]

[chiyeko-kurea]

sh community feels like family now

[birdsribcage]

Just a silly little girl with silly little thoughts of suicide