#tw tourettes

[nurtleteckye]

spreading the tourettic nimona agenda LOOK this bad boy is so tourette this bad boy can fit so many tics in it

[buckys-little-belle]

to those saying “your lack of wanting to write doesn’t mean you should abandon this blog” i understand the sentiment i really do but it’s not just me not wanting to write.

i have so many fics ready to be published because i cant stop writing, i love writing. the main problem is actually posting the fics.

if anyone pays close attention to this blog, you’ll see that i don’t post random text posts, not fic related, near as often as i used to, and i often delete them after a few minutes to hours of posting them.

i have severe anxiety as we all know, so publishing fics has always been harder for me to do, it’s nerve wracking and scary to do without feeling anxious for days on end. now i’m starting to struggle with OCD even more.

i used to just need everything even on both sides years ago, but now things have gotten to an insane point that’s new and scary and hard to really comprehend. suddenly i need to delete things or else “xyz” will happen, suddenly i cant post things with specific words or “xyz” will happen.

it doesn’t make sense, and it’s dreadful and the problem is most OCD “therapy/methods of working through compulsions” interferes with my tourettes, and now if i want to start a new therapy type i have to leave the house and get over this resurgence of severe agoraphobia.

i do write, i want to post my fics so bad, and i want to stay on this blog. but, i am one compulsion away from feeling like i have to give it all up, and it is terrifying.

this was my safe space, the one place my brain felt at peace and now i’m tearing it away from myself (albeit involuntarily) and at the moment there’s no way to stop this downward spiral immediately.

while i understand you all being sad about me abandoning ship or never posting another fic again, pleas know i am 10x sadder, and far more distraught than i could even explain.

[aemonds-little-belle]

my tourette’s syndrome is currently so unhinged i’m ready to gouge my eyes out because they won’t tic properly to relive the ‘pressure’, like my tourette’s is making me tic, but it just can’t find the right equation to do what it wants, AND NEITHER CAN I, so im just in the ‘i can feel my tic coming’ phase 24/7. i’m genuinely going insane i can’t even sleep it’s so overbearing and overwhelming AHHHHHHHG

[ame-has-chalk]

tim drake has tourette’s in my brain……. idk why he just does

[didderd]

Commission for @mothiepixie i finished the other night! :3

(comms are not open (yet). this was just a comm between friends, but i am trying to get them open soon. :3)

[clownrecess]

I love you disabled people who are visibly disabled.

I love you disabled people whose disabilities are invisible.

I love you disabled people who can't get diagnosed.

I love you disabled people who don't want to get diagnosed.

I love you nonspeaking disabled people.

I love you disabled people who have highly stigmatized disabilities.

I love you disabled people who are fat.

I love you disabled people with scars.

I love you disabled people who use disability aids.

I love you disabled people who don't use disability aids.

I love you disabled people who cannot live alone.

I love you queer disabled people.

I love you mentally ill disabled people.

I love you disabled people with ableist family.

I love you disabled people with lesser known disabilities.

I love you disabled people.

[luzxii]

What are the reasons fakedisordercringe would fakeclaim y'all on their stupid abelist sub I'm curious

[mxmorbidmidnight]

My parents: morbid can’t control his tics, we understand that

Me: *tics *

Parents: *yells at me and tells me to stop/why are you saying that/you’re saying that offensive tic about me/we won’t let you leave the house anymore if that keeps happening/you can’t be around people because we don’t want you to offend them, stop being selfish you have to think of other people, we live in a society etc, etc*

[thatdudewithtics]

Just developed a “nya” tic….

time to go do a little skippity skop off a bridge

[ymbly]

reminder that internet fake claiming DOES INDEED leak into irl circles

the amount of fakeclaiming around 2020/21 I received for my diagnosed tourettes syndrome from my own relatives because of the insane amount of online fakeclaiming for it then will never leave me

in what world should my closest friends think it’s okay to send me videos of someone else with my condition and ask whether or not I think they’re faking?

[nurtleteckye]

damn bro its so crazy how hobie canonically has tourettes syndrome (trust me my dad owns sony)

[buckys-little-belle]

it’s the - ‘all you can do for the pain is advil’

and then the - ‘how many advil do you take??? that’s unacceptable’

like … it’s not making sense but okay

[cannibalhellhound]

This is for @topgunalternateuniverse bingo

This one was Hanahaki

The petals are white chrysanthemums because I love them.

There is a second piece I'll paint at a later date (it's sadder imo)

[cartoonscientist]

when you start having involuntary muscle movements, DO relax your grip on your marking utensil, switch to working a larger area, or take a break until your body is able to relax, DO NOT stab your errant hand with a dagger-style letter opener or bite it while growling and shaking your head back and forth like an angry dog

[shcultureis3]

sh + Tourette's culture is hitting yourself so much that your brain somehow picks it up as a tic

.

[didderd]

What are some of Snaps major tics? Does he have any favorites?

((the squint and head tilt are tics. he's not annoyed at you.)) Snaps: Well, my most common one is snap- snapping. It's where the name came from. Similar tics like clap-p-ping happen a lot too. Clenching and unclenching my fist, cocking my head, slapping my chest, or other surfaces around. Those are some of my more common ones. (least of the motor tics.)

As for my favorite...

Never gonna complain about having to kiss my boyfriend. :3 (Or the kisses I get after.~)