#tw ed treatment

[iwatcheditbegin]

so many treatment centers are too profit driven and don’t care that many of the quick methods they use cause immense harm.

Nobody even believes me when I say I’m worse bc I look fine and eat. But I’m genuinely scared of people now.

[all-i-do-is-try1]

It’s honestly so questionable to make folks in ED treatment do fasting for blood draws like okay. You do this then send me packing or red card me when I remember how much I love this feeling. Weirdos

[gardenerian]

wahoooo waheeeee! tagged by @catgrassplantdad @heymrspatel @mybrainismelted @celestialmickey and @energievie for a lil tag game! woooheeee!

name: mel

do you drink coffee? no! it's icky! boooo!

what’s the best thing you ate today? lads i'll be honest it was. a cosmic brownie 😐

tell us about your first pet (or if you haven’t had a pet yet, what’s your dream pet?) pour one out for squeaky the hamster 🐹 my brother begged for a hamster and then got Bored after like two weeks so then i had a hamster, he was a cutie

if your life was a book, what would you call the current chapter? something pretentious about sisyphus, i think asldkfh actually maybe that would literally be it

what’s something you did recently that you’re proud of? cosmic brownie 🪐✨👽

what was your first dream job growing up? is it anything like the job you have now? i wanted to be a backup dancer for ricky martin at one point. there is video. i am....... Not That today.

what’s the name of the latest playlist you made? well this is very boring. it's "august 2024" bc i make a new one every month 😂

i am sick and fevery so this is the best i got 😴 tagging you reading this right now! do it! 😇 i love you!

[phocids]

absolutely cannot relate to people talking about how much weight they gained in college. as soon as I don't have anyone keeping me accountable I am not eating full mealsl

[the-singular-peep]

telling my treatment friends to watch inside out bc it perfectly encapsulates what the renfrew center taught us when we were there (definitely not because it’s my special interest and I want everyone to see it)

[person-mj]

yooo actually wtf they’re so stupid for letting me go. like i will lose so much weight and i’ll be smaller than before and it will be great. and i’m not fucking coming back to inpatient even if they tell me i have to. fuck that

[anoreaxoc]

I fucking hate how they treat you differently in Ed treatment when your not underweight anymore I spend my whole life struggling hurting myself starving myself because I thought I deserved it then after I spend months in hospital to get to a normal weight I felt even worse i now went to a clinic where there wasn't a other eating disorderd person the professionals helped me but as soon as a underweight girl came too they stopped caring about me stopped looking at how much I ate my therapy session became less and it just felt like I was invisible like I feel so worthless she triggers the fuck Out off me seeing how they care about her but every time I tell them something like I purged or didn't finished my meal they always say "bad but I don't have time for you right now I have to look for xy" like everything is about her and they even gave me my Discharge date because they dont have enough time to look after me i feel so invalid its insane just because im now in a healthy weight doesn't mean my Ed is better I disgust myself every time I see my body I want to throw up and the way I have to always say I was underweight a few months ago makes me feel like a fucking pig because otherwise they won't even take me seriously it hurts so bad

[loserwitchkid]

people who put their diet/calorie counting/pro-4n4 content in the ED Recovery tag...

wtf is wrong with you???

[moonysfavoritetoast]

i had the worst feeling about jessica roderick for so long and seeing A finally speak about it makes me proud of her. she already privated the video, but holy fucking shit. do not send your children to wilderness camp, don’t let your children starve themself.

jess noticed and waited until A was literally fucking dying and asking for help before she did anything about it.

don’t do that shit.

[findingmypeace]

Once again, I fell back into that zoned out state. And now I very, very much need something more cheerful in my mind. I saw something posted on Facebook a few weeks ago and decided to do a little research. I will not be posting the article I read nor will I be discussing details. This is due to it being highly graphic and triggering and I do NOT want any of this to come back to haunt me. You can message me if you know what I’m talking about and need a listening ear. I will say that the article I read details “treatment trauma” in a specific eating disorder treatment center.

I wrote this at the bottom of the post but I’m also going to put it here for anyone that doesn’t want to read below the cut.

I am very, very grateful that the treatment center I have been attending for over a year now has been one of the most helpful, life-changing, supportive places I’ve ever been. Even if sometimes I hate it or moan and groan about it. When I moan and groan about recovery and treatment it’s the battle between the ed vs recovery. It’s nothing like what I read tonight.

TW: treatment trauma

I am horrified. It’s been ongoing for years and this is only the second time it’s made news. I don’t understand how this place hasn’t been shut down AND still has ed providers recommending it even as late as today. I am disgusted. And, most of all, I am very, very grateful that the treatment center I have been attending for over a year now has been one of the most helpful, life-changing, supportive places I’ve ever been. Even if sometimes I hate it or moan and groan about it. When I moan and groan about recovery and treatment it’s the battle between the ed vs recovery. It’s nothing like what I read tonight.

[anxiously-avoiding]

Ed treatment centers: “one size fits all” is a very bad philosophy and should not exist. We don’t believe in that.

Also Ed treatment centers: our program is designed for textbook anorexia and bulimia and literally nothing else. We can’t make accommodations when the program doesn’t fit your needs. No we’ve never heard of ARFID

Me: …have you heard of hypocrisy?

[iwatcheditbegin]

The way treatment centers and even some therapists often make you write papers to your illness is very odd.

[all-i-do-is-try1]

I’m so sick of people acting like I should be thankful for being FORCED into treatment and saying I seem “ much better”.

I’m not. nothing about me is better. I’m literally just eating and too traumatized by treatment that I don’t cry constantly anymore. I’m worse. You’re going by how it looks ( which I’ve had to fake ) not how it feels

[megandzane]

Honestly I don’t know how I’m ever gonna recover from this Eating disorder hell with a family who shames me whenever I’m struggling AND shames me when I let myself enjoy food.

[idkmehhhhh]

My dietitian wants me to go back to php so I'm going to stop services all together lol, this is what I get for actally being honest.

[mintysystem]

I'm too mentally ill for ed treatment and yet I have too much of an ed to get mental health treatment

I was refused care for a psych hospital cause I have ARFID.

Anyone else have this problem??